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Probably the biggest
one was when I went to Tasha's
launch party and then I justwasn't feeling myself.
I felt so out of place and I'vealready spoken about this so I
feel comfortable sharing it.
But yeah, I felt so out ofplace.
I was like you know, matt'shere, he's, this guy's a big dog
, he's running the show.
I'm like fuck, I don't knowwhat I'm doing.
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It used to be just have a fewsales and hang out with partners
and now, like this guy's a CEOof a 45 person recruitment
agency, these partners arebuilding bigger businesses than
me and Blake ever built.
Like what the hell's going onhere?
I don't deserve to be here.
Um, and I was just like I wouldwake up with like heart
palpitations through the night,going like fuck, is this whole
thing going to implode?
Are people going to find outthat I'm not that good at
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business and I don't know how tomanage anyone?
I'm not managing people?
Well, you know, the wholedelivery of all the projects
didn't go to plan.
We're working across splitoffices, getting into a crappy
financial position, didn't get asalary for 18 months, put all
our money in.
Um, you know, I was living apretty good life before extra
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credit came about.
We just bought a house, sellour fucking house, um, so, yeah,
it was probably a backlog ofall that stuff Never going to
anyone, never talking to anyone,probably not even being truly
honest to you, um, just sort ofbundling it all up.
And then, um, um, and then brodycalled me out on it.
He's like dude, you're notyourself, what's what's doing?
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Like that, you're not thedeclan that I know.
And we obviously got to build apretty good relationship
through doing the coaching andstuff with him and he's like you
need to fucking man the fuck upand be honest.
And, um, get help.
And I'm like, holy shit, okay.
And then I just randomly gotonto Audible and found Michael
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Anderson's book.
And then I think I came intothe office and I was like on a
Saturday with you and I think Iburst into tears.
I was like, mate, this is theproblem I've worked out.
And you're like, yeah, I'vebeen trying to tell you that for
a while.
Yeah,