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June 9, 2025 74 mins

Jaymee Carpenter shares a raw and soul-shaking story of addiction, near-death, and spiritual rebirth. After hitting rock bottom, a psychedelic ayahuasca experience left him face-to-face with death and changed everything. Through Tibetan Buddhism, Jaymee rewired his life, moving from darkness and despair to reflection, healing, and renewal.

From his early days as a rising musician to living homeless on Skid Row, Jaymee’s journey shows how even the lowest moments can lead to awakening.

In this episode, Jaymee shares:

  • His near-death experience through ayahuasca
  • The lessons death teaches us about life
  • How Tibetan Buddhism reshaped his healing
  • The fight with addiction and hitting rock bottom
  • Moving from Skid Row to a life of purpose and rebirth

This is a conversation about death, spirituality, and transformation—one that proves even in darkness, there’s a path to light.

For more on Jaymee Carpenter, today's guest, follow him on Instagram @loveistheauthor

Interested in Mentorship with Jaymee? 


Email: lacee@loveistheauthor.com for more information or to set up a free consultation, or visit: www.loveistheauthor.com/mentorship


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