IPV and Me: My Journey with Domestic Abuse
Hi, I’m Amanda, the host of IPV and Me, and this podcast is my personal journey through the complex, painful, and often hidden world of intimate partner violence. I share my real experiences with domestic abuse—what it looked like, how it felt, why I stayed, and how I found the strength to leave. This isn’t just about what happened to me. It’s about breaking the silence, exploring the emotional and psychological layers of abuse, and offering support to others who may be in similar situations. Whether you’re a survivor, someone still in it, or just trying to understand, I hope my story brings clarity, connection, and comfort. New episodes cover everything from manipulation and control to the healing process, rebuilding my identity, and finding hope again. IPV and Me is a safe space—honest, vulnerable, and rooted in truth. You’re not alone. And your story matters, too. Reach out to me on Instagram @mandgoggs or @IPVandMe, all DM's will be answered. Email : ipvandmepodcast@gmail.com https://linktr.ee/MandGoggs
Episodes
In this bonus episode, I highlight the key statements from the first round of witnesses, particularly from Cassie Ventura. This case is reshaping public conversations about power, fame and accountability in domestic abuse.
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Help:
thehotline.org, rainn.org
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We're back after a very extended break so here is a very extended episode! (Take breaks, we'll hold your place!). And Happy International Women's Day to all you beautiful bold women!
In today's episode, I travel to Ireland for the story of one of the most courageous women I have ever encountered. Nicola Hanney not only dealt with a horrific case of domestic abuse but she was also battling life-threatening cancer at the time. I could...
We're back after a very extended break so here is a very extended episode in two parts... both released together (Take breaks, we'll hold your place!). And Happy International Women's Day to all you beautiful bold women!
In today's episode, I travel to Ireland for the story of one of the most courageous women I have ever encountered. Nicola Hanney not only dealt with a horrific case of domestic abuse but she was also battling life-t...
October 4th, 2004, was a regular morning for Rachel Callaly, a mother and wife. She got her kids ready and dropped them off at school. But her journey back home would prove to be her last.
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@mandgoggs email: ipvandmepodcast@gmail.com
Help:
thehotline.org women's aid
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Welcome to a new side series called, 'Asking For It'. Here I will be telling stories of violence against women outside of the category of domestic abuse.
Today's episode is about Katie Piper who was viciously attacked by a man she was dating for only two weeks... but more horror was around the corner.
Sources:
'Beautiful' by Katie Piper (Purchase here: https://www.anrdoezrs.net/click-100872371-13261435?url=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.barnesan...
In December 2020, singer FKA Twigs filed a lawsuit against her ex-partner actor Shia LaBeouf accusing him of sexual battery, assault and infliction of emotional stress during their relationship. He responded by saying he had been abusive to himself and those around him for years, and that he was ashamed and sorry to those he had hurt. He later denied all allegations. The court date has been set for October 2024.
Help and Information...
Mel B, otherwise known as Scary Spice, one-fifth of the bestselling girl group of all time, The Spice Girls. After a public humiliation by comedian and father of her child, Eddie Murphy, Mel found herself in a vulnerable position. Until along came a suave man called Stephen who would change her life forever...
Sources:
'Brutally Honest' by Melanie B:
https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/brutally-honest-melanie-brown/1129066039?ean=9781787...
Mel B, otherwise known as Scary Spice, one-fifth of the bestselling girl group of all time, The Spice Girls. After a public humiliation by comedian and father of her child, Eddie Murphy, Mel found herself in a vulnerable position. Until along came a suave man called Stephen who would change her life forever...
(Apologies for the sound on this one guys! It's a little low. )
Sources:
In November 2023, singer Cassie Ventura filed a lawsuit against Sean 'Diddy' Combs. She said Diddy had put her through years of sexual violence and physical abuse. Diddy denied the claims until just this week on May 17th, shocking video was released showing the true extent of his violence.
Sources:
Court documents: chrome-extension://efaidnbmnnnibpcajpcglclefindmkaj/https://www.courthousenews.com/wp-content/uploads/2023/11/diddy-cass...
We are finally back after an extended break! I missed you! On this week's episode, I discuss Victoria Ciller's story. Victoria met a man who was charming, loving and everything she ever wanted. But soon the lies started and a lot of things just weren't adding up. Then, Victoria had a horrific parachuting accident... or was it an accident?
Purchase I Survived by Victoria Cilliers here: https://www.jdoqocy.com/click-100872371-15777883
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Everyone knows the media circus that was the Depp v. Heard trial. But did anyone truly listen to the evidence presented by Heard and her team or was it over for her before it even started?
Sources and Helpful Articles:
Amber’s 2018 piece for the Washington Post: https://www.washingtonpost.com/opinions/ive-seen-how-institutions-protect-men-accused-of-abuse-heres-what-we-can-do/2018/12/18/71fd876a-02ed-11e9-b5df-5d3874f1ac36_story.html
This week's episode features stories from everyday women taken from the book series #SheWins.
Address Confidentiality Program - https://victimconnect.org/learn/address-confidentiality/
Lovern’s website - https://lovelifenow.org/
Alisa’s website: https://www.alisadivine.com/
Sources:
Books - https://amzn.to/3LEEUnV and https://amzn.to/427BKiW
Audrina Patridge is well known for her time on the smash hit reality show 'The Hills', but Audrina spent many years suffering abuse at the hands of her partner, Corey. This episode goes to show you never really know what's going on in a celebrity's personal life. .
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I had the pleasure of being interviewed recently for the wonderful domestic abuse awareness podcast, 'Peace Over Pieces'. Check it out here and let me know your thoughts...
This episode highlights the danger of leaving an abuser. This is the story of Claire and Charlotte, and the Hart family.Sources:Book written by Luke and Ryan Hart: https://amzn.to/3ofvk2xLuke’s letter to Ryan: https://www.huffingtonpost.co.uk/luke-hart/brother-strength-saved-me_b_16145554.html?1492844010Luke and Ryan Hart’s website: https://www.cocoawareness.co.uk/
This is a bonus episode where I read some facts and statistics and give important information about domestic abuse, all taken from Tanya Selvaratnam's book, 'Assume Nothing'. (See episode 22 for her full story: https://media.rss.com/ipvandme/feed.xml )
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Help: thehotline.org
Sources:
https://amzn.to/3WF6vc3 - Tanya’s book “Assume Not...
Tanya Selavaratnam suffered abuse at the hands of the former Attorney General of NY, Eric Schneiderman. In her memoir, 'Assume Nothing' she gives a harrowing account of the abuse and control she suffered.
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https://amzn.to/3WF6vc3 - Tanya’s book “Assume Nothing”
Part 2 of the story of Hedda Nussbaum.
Sources:
https://www.irishmirror.ie/news/irish-news/grieving-sister-alleged-murder-victim-28865619
https://medium.com/@johnmarkgreenwriter/unstoppable-722c5cbe7d03
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3CfwWV-XVuY
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9halqAwG3rM&t=28s documentary
https://archive.vanityfair.com/article/1988/5/what-lisa-knew article from vanity fair
https://vimeo.com/45276028 documentary
Hedda Nussbaum spent years being tortured and abused by her partner, Joel Steinberg. Little did she know it would end in the most horrendous thing any parent could go through.
Sources:
https://www.irishmirror.ie/news/irish-news/grieving-sister-alleged-murder-victim-28865619
https://medium.com/@johnmarkgreenwriter/unstoppable-722c5cbe7d03
The missing person case and subsequent murder of Gabby Petito became a social media sensation in 2021. Her fiance Brian Laundrie had returned from their trip without her and was refusing to talk to the police or Gabbie's family, but where was Gabbie?
Episode Sources:
Killing of Gabby Petito - Wikipedia
https://www.instagram.com/gabspetito/
Gabby Petito timeline: Everything we know about her disappearance
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