Mother’s Day

• Shitty night
• Lexi already sorting the presents out
• Breakfast with Lolly and the Kids
  • Asking Lolly if she knows of some kids who she would recommend for housework.
• Talking with a match at church
• Trying to find the balance between measuring where I am now to where I want to be without judgment and self criticism
• Feeling like I should just fk it and send it and just go get whatever I want and be unapologetic about it anyway instead of spending all this time trying understand myself and be purposeful.
• Feeling like I am so far behind on areas
  • I should be healthier (habits formed when you are in your youth & young adult phase)
  • I should have better focus and attention
  • I should have a better business knowledge
  • I should have more saved and invested
  • I should be more grounded and know myself better
• Who can I find who has got life, family and business under wraps?
  • Is that a fools errand and is there a level of imbalance required for a period of time before you and redeploy that energy to the areas of life that are under resourced?
• Heading to Jacob & Rochelle’s for family lunch
  • Nap with Eliza
  • Steam & cold shower with Tilly
  • Lunch & naps with Sterling
• Reading How to Make a few Billion Dollars
  • Again, it just seems like others have something that I don’t, and right now, I don’t know how to find out what it is.
• Kids bathing & getting dressed
• Hanging out with Sterling and chatting
• Making toast for the kids dinner while mum and Bec do the puzzle
• Telling them stories
  • Mr. Bad Guy, food and a cow.
  • Moana from the Perspective of Hei Hei
• Home and Bed