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Speaker 1 (00:01):
Hello, this is Blair Stanislao with the Happy Lion
Center.
Welcome to our podcast Mysticaland Infamous, where we have
playful and easy conversationsabout anything mystical, getting
to the heart of all things,strange and weird.
Join us in a bit of magicaltomfoolery, spreading the
alchemy of love and light.
And now we invite you to enjoythe show.
Speaker 2 (00:26):
Blair and I were just riffing off about what we're
seeing and some of the stuff I'mseeing move through the
collective right now and we arereally in this like energetic
shifting of choice and it'scoming back into very human
aspects of stuff, but it's alsointegrated with all the
frequency of possibility.
And when we actually start tomove into this and start to
really discover that thethoughts, stories, excuses,
(00:50):
beliefs even for a lot of usthat are playing out in our
world right now are no longerserving us most likely never
really did, but for some reasonwe've been playing inside of
them are no longer serving thespiritual pathway that we're on,
like the things like scarcityand worry and doubt, and how is
this going to work?
And I don't understand howthat's going to.
(01:12):
All these things that are verytactile, human mind-driven are
literally messing up ourenergetic fields in creation and
connecting deeper to self andin an expansion, and so we were
kind of like riffing off aboutwhat this is and I'd love to
just like throw the baton backat you, blair, to be like what
are you feeling when I say thatto you?
Speaker 1 (01:32):
Well, I mean, actually I was just telling my
daughter, because she just brokeup with her first boyfriend,
and I was talking about a littlebit about my sister too but I
weave astrology, astrology inthere.
Okay, because in astrology, yousee, you can see very clearly
this person is going to strugglewith X Y Z, whatever their
(01:53):
chart is Right, and so I wastrying to describe to you, okay,
so these people who have X Y Zwhich is us too, right,
everybody has this but they havethese struggles that are X Y Z
this, but they have thesestruggles that are X Y Z.
Then usually what happens is inearly childhood we have an
experience, so let's say that,well, I'll just use mine.
Mine was difficulty withfriendships and large groups.
(02:14):
Okay, now, this is notnecessarily infancy, so I don't.
I mean, I don't consciouslyremember this stuff from infancy
about it, but I do rememberbeing in middle school and
having a very close friend.
All of a sudden she startedlying, like incessantly.
We weren't actually looking forher to lie or anything, it just
kind of popped up and it turnedinto this big, huge thing,
which is not uncommon for middleschool, right, right.
(02:36):
So I really didn't thinkanything of it.
I just thought, okay, well,this is sort of how she's going
to be.
But in a 7th or or eighthgrader's mind I was like I'm not
going to be around, that, Idon't like that, you know.
And so I quit being friendswith her.
And it wasn't until, I think Iwas close to graduating high
school, I had heard a storyabout something that happened,
which is, which is essentiallythe lying went to extremes and
(03:00):
so there was a big thing thathappened, obviously enough for
me to have heard about it.
But years and years later aftermy I mean just literally like
probably less than eight yearsago I friended her again on
Facebook and we chatted a littlebit and basically she was
experiencing the shift intorealizing that she was bipolar
(03:21):
and so those were symptoms of ittaller, and so those were
symptoms of it.
So I we would say that, ifwe're going to use that as an
example, I would say I got hurtby a friend right, and so I was.
I'm cautious about who I'mfriends with.
So that plays out, basically,until I decide to heal.
Whatever it is Now.
That experience itself probablyreally originated in infancy or
(03:43):
childhood Something, somewhere.
I thought somebody was a friendof mine, even though I didn't
have words for it, and I decidedto protect myself, and so
probably some of that patternstill continues and I don't
think that's any different foranybody.
I think we all do this and Ithink on some level it really is
a.
(04:03):
It's a survival mechanism, justas much as crying as a baby to
get attention or whatever it isthat you do.
This is just a method of thiskeeps me safe right now, and
then that habit just continueson throughout.
And I totally agree.
And I mean I've devotedbasically my life the last
(04:25):
couple of years to trying tofigure out.
Matter of fact, I think it wastwo years ago that I didn't tell
anybody this, but I just had alittle conversation with the
universe or whatever, and I waslike I really want to understand
what it is.
What does it mean to say thatit's like in the subconscious,
or like what does it feel like?
It wasn't a very it wasn't acompletely human question in the
(04:48):
sense that if I just said Iwant to understand the
subconscious, that might be morecohesive.
But you can't say that to otherhumans, so I didn't really say
that, so I just put the energyout.
And then the next year.
I subsequently experienced allof what that meant A lot of
right, a lot of what meant andOoh, that was a rough ride,
(05:09):
right, but now I understand it alot better.
Speaker 2 (05:11):
Yeah, well, and also, too, the thing you mentioned
about like things are beingrooted.
We're finding now, and a lot ofwhat's coming through the
collective now is it's not justthis timeline, it's like past
life timelines, and althoughtechnically past lives aren't
past lives, they're justdimensional lives happening on
another timeline, meaning likethey're all, we're all
(05:33):
simultaneously happening at once.
And some people are like Idon't understand that we have
one soul.
Well, your soul is connected toall these things.
So if you imagine your soulbeing in, like, say, 50
different versions of you, thenall of that energy is playing
out.
So if you're feeling this inthis life, it may not even be
from this life, it could berooted from that life that now
(05:55):
it's coming up to be healed.
And when you do the healingwork here and go back there, you
change the whole entiretimeline, which baffles our
human brain because it's we playlinear, we've been taught
linear Like this action givesyou this result where
spirituality is not linearwhatsoever at all, and it is
this beautiful expanded portalof possibility.
(06:17):
But we were now dealing with.
What you just said is like thelinear versions of us and
cracking them open, for them tofind that we're in this flow of
this frequency and that we'renot just this human, that
everything is energy, thateverything is connected, that
all the parts play out in thismechanism, and it's blowing our
minds really.
Speaker 1 (06:37):
Okay.
So here's a thought I have hadseveral instances where I'm
working on something and itcomes up with past lives and
I've I mean, I do regression, soI know all about these things
and, frankly, I kind of get alittle bit.
They get to be a littletiresome.
It's not really the messages,it's not the stuff that comes
through that's tiresome, it'sthe human interpretation of it.
That really is tiresome to mebecause it's like, okay, you
(07:01):
first off, you're using the wordpast Okay, I know that's not
right and then, second off,sometimes people will get little
like hung up on.
Oh, I was just saying like, forexample, I did a regression for
a friend of mine and she wassomebody who directed human
sacrifices in your Egypt orsomething.
I mean like this is a verydramatic story and she's a very
emotional being, and so herresponse was their emotional
(07:24):
response and it was a dramaticstory.
Don't get me wrong.
Yeah, and she didn'tnecessarily, I don't think, get
hung up on that, but I could seewhy people would get hung up on
.
Oh, my god, I did this thingand you know, I saw these images
and I mean it's dramatic, it'srough, it's like you're you're
watching a movie and you'recompletely engrossed in it and,
(07:44):
oh my gosh, this is really whatit is.
Well, it is, but it's also notright.
And actually, in that mostrecent masterclass that I was
just mentioning, we weretouching on the fact it was
actually that same person andanother one who were kind of
talking about how they weregoing through the process of,
essentially was healing Okay.
And yeah, what I find reallyamazing and I think this is
(08:11):
actually really important tonotice is that there's something
inside of us and I think thisis the driving force there's
something inside of us thatknows that what the world tells
us about ourselves is not right,meaning, you know, some of it
might be right, but there'sparts of it that aren't right,
which is what drives us to tryand solve or fix or change those
(08:31):
things.
And so they were doingancestral healing't right, which
is what drives us to try andsolve or fix or change those
curious yep yeah, and so theywere doing ancestral healing
essentially.
One of them just spontaneouslydid that, and I've been in a
class where she actually learnedthat too, so I know, and I've
done it too, so I know what it'slike.
So she's describing this processof ancestral healing, and I
would beg to to argue that whenyou do that ancestral healing,
(08:53):
what you do is you come in,you're experiencing what's
happening, you're recognizingthe experience that caused you
to think or feel a certain way,and then you go into that scene
energetically and youessentially console yourself,
right, like you give yourselfhope, you tell yourself what it
is you need to hear, because youknow that where you are now
(09:14):
right, what you need to hearback then.
So I would beg to argue that,in fact, that is the driving
force behind us wanting toactually make those changes.
So, essentially, we are thereason that we know that
something's wrong.
Yeah, that we could.
You, the easiest thing to do isjust connect with that version
of ourselves, no matter whattimeline is on.
(09:39):
And then I want to say one morething.
The way you were describing itreminds me of why I have such
hope for the youth of today.
Now, being a teacher as I wasfor almost, you know, a little
over nine years, um, I, I'm I'mof that in between generations,
so I'm not a baby boomer and I'mnot the millennials, and and so
(10:00):
I had this way of easilyunderstanding both of them,
right, um?
And if you listen to oldergenerations and they complain
about the younger generations,definitely more than one apart.
It's like you're hearing theold generations stuck in their
patterns what we're talkingabout here and the younger
generation exploring new ways.
(10:37):
The thing that to me is mostpromising make the changes in
the world that are going to helpsolve whatever the issues are
that we need to fix.
It's not going to fix it in onelittle thing like the two
generations before them, right?
Fix it in one little thing likethe two generations before them
, right?
It's going to do exactly whatyou said, like I imagined.
You know one, let's say onecube rolling over to a new color
(10:59):
being shown and then it's likea domino effect, all these other
things just change.
Speaker 2 (11:05):
Yeah, it shifts, it shifts everything.
And this is the thing like.
So I got trained in past liferegression and then morphed, the
protocols or whatever thethings changed it in the
vibrational alignment I'm meantto serve and teach it in and and
obviously that's just kind ofI'm a rebel.
So that's what I do anyways, inthe space of it all and I call
(11:26):
it actually exploration now,cause I'm like I don't like that
word, you know like I'm likepast life exploration, but in
all the work I do, we drop inand then we do something in that
past life to move whatever wehave to do.
And it's cool to watch and feelwhen you shift the actual
energetic cords that are theimpeding factor.
And it's all the versions of us.
It's not like it's just, likeyou said, we think about it
(11:48):
outside of ourselves, but it'snot.
It's all the connectedness inhere.
And then it's that energy nowmoving into the world and gets
embedded into the kids and intothe work we're doing and into
the spaces and the earthexperience.
So the next person that comes tothat earth experience, where
you've embedded that energy, nowgets that flux of choice to
take that on, consciously orunconsciously, depending on
(12:11):
where they're at in theirawakening process.
And this is the movement.
You know, when they call it theascension, I'm kind of like, eh
, like there is an like we're,we're descending inside of
ourselves to ascend within ourown light, like that's really
what's transpiring and throughthat is then the collective is
moving through, because thepeople are doing the work.
It's not an outward journey,it's all an inward journey, and
(12:33):
every single movement of lightwe take creates a ripple effect
of light somewhere.
It's the calibration of it all,right.
Speaker 1 (12:38):
So yeah, yeah.
So what I want to?
I'm always trying to bring itback to like tangible.
How does somebody who listensto this really understand what
to do?
So what is your advice, or whatdo you?
What is your regular practiceof?
How do you figure out what towork on?
Cause there's, so there can beso much.
Oh my God.
Okay, so share this.
What, what that is.
Speaker 2 (12:59):
I've been doing this work for 16 years and I'm still
in it.
And one of my clients said tome once when are we going to be
done?
And I was like when you die?
No-transcript, like I don'tknow my story.
(13:44):
I'm like, yeah, you do, causethat's your story, right there.
It's like you do know.
You do know.
You say it to yourself every day.
You wake up in the morning andyou're like I don't have enough
money.
I don't like, how am I going topay the bills?
How am I going to move thisthrough?
Or you're like I can't do thatbecause I don't have the skills,
or I don't know how.
I would like you tell yourselfthis every day.
And if you start to actuallylook at the way you talk to
(14:05):
yourself and the way you'reshowing up in the it right away.
Now most of us are avoiding itand hiding from it because we A
don't want to do the work.
B we don't want to takeresponsibility, because then
that means that opens up a wholeother thing.
Like well, if I'm responsiblefor this, am I responsible for
everything?
It's like yeah you are, you know, but once you actually swallow
the pill and you actually like,I'm responsible for all of this,
(14:27):
that's where I would normallyswear Blair you know, I'm
responsible for all of this.
Okay, all right, if I'mresponsible for all of this,
then I'm also responsible, and Ialways say this.
I'm like if you are yourlimitation, you are also your
liberation.
Speaker 1 (14:42):
It's a lot of security, like you are.
Speaker 2 (14:44):
So if you can do that , you can also do this.
But you just now need to startchoosing and start to do the
work and start to look at it andlook for the pain and look for
what you're holding onto.
And you know, there's a storyyou tell all your friends and
sometimes you keep repeating itover and over.
Remember that time that andit's like it doesn't serve you.
It's not serving you anymore.
Speaker 1 (15:05):
You know, like yeah, yeah, it's funny, so we'll just
bring this up Cause I don't knowif the listeners know this, but
I did fall about three weeksago and broke both of my elbows
and that's certainly been ajourney I've been very stuck
like in terms of being able to.
I can't do anything for myself.
If I wasn't living in a housewhere people were helping me, I
(15:25):
don't know what I would do.
But it's interesting becauseeven just this past weekend, I
slowly have been pulling back.
So, like we had this plannedand I was kind of looking at my
schedule and I was like I'm notgoing to reschedule it, I can do
it, you know, like I can handlethis one and I'm going to do it
, but there were other ones thatI was like, oh, I need to
cancel it, I can't do that, andI.
(15:48):
So I've been slowly pullingback.
And this is just this pastweekend.
I actually created a part on mywebsite that basically
acknowledges that we need totake a break, which I mean,
everybody knows you got to takea break sometimes, right?
Like you just need torejuvenate, you need to go
within yourself and stop goingoutward for work or whatever.
That's why we have vacations,and I left a message and in my
(16:09):
business group and said that Iwas doing that so I wasn't
typing.
This is good because I'm nottyping, I'm not using my hands.
But in the message I was thenasked later, you know, be
careful of the language you usebecause I did say break in there
and I was like, oh you know, Inever even thought about that.
Yeah, I did say break, and thenI was.
So I immediately went to gochange the website and as I read
(16:31):
the website, there were manyother words that were describing
this process.
But break was in there one timeand so I deleted that
particular part.
But it's actually reallyimportant the language that we
use, because that does pull thatup and what you're talking
about there is I know it'scorrect.
I know it's correct.
(16:58):
I think for me when trying towork with other people or maybe
it's not really that, I thinkit's more like marketing I look
at marketing and I know whatmarketing is supposed to be and
then I'm like, no, you got todig deep, you got to get the mud
up.
Like that's how it works,that's what you do and that's
like the greatest thing you cando, right, but it's kind of hard
to sell mud right In the waythat the past experience has
(17:20):
been for me for marketing.
So I think there's a littlestruggle there for me in terms
of how do you advertise aboutthem, but in reality that is
what it is.
That really is what it is.
Speaker 2 (17:33):
So marketing is all it is.
That really is what it is.
So marketing is all the things.
So maybe one post is the mudand then the other post is the
liberation of the mud and thenthe other post is like the real
talk of something else, likeit's.
So here's the thing aboutmarketing is that, yeah, we've
got tactile strategies and we'vegot the whole thing, but we've
also got this very feminine flowthat needs to come through,
because that's the expander,right, that's the energy coming
(17:54):
through to call in the magnetismof the work.
But most people aren't movingthrough both avenues.
Where the strategy is this iswhat I desire to sell.
Okay, I want this one-to-oneportal to be sold.
So that's a tactile.
Then how do I call it in withthe feminine energy?
And most of us are not takingthe time to drop into our hearts
(18:14):
, to connect into here, to belike how do I speak this into
the world and trust that we'retrying to follow scripts or
we're trying to do like that, orthat coach says you have to do
it this way and we're like, ohwell, she has seven figure
success, so she must know whatshe's talking about.
So it's like we go over thereand try to grab what they're
doing when it's like how do youkeep coming back to here?
Because your clients, yourpeople, the people you're meant
(18:36):
to be in relationships with allthe things are led through here.
The actual desire of who youare and the work you're doing in
the world is a part of this,and the contract with the other
people that are meant to workwith you because of this mission
are through here.
So why are we thinking aboutthis all the time?
We're always up here becausethat's what we've been
(18:58):
conditioned.
When we drop into here and weactually call them in through
the heart, now they can find us.
Now they're actually in thebeat of the energy and I'm
watching this transpire.
What's the word?
I'm like, what's the wordTranspire in my world, where I
have people now signing up forone-to-one portals that I don't
even know, that I've never seenmake any comments on anything or
(19:21):
how they I have no idea whothey are and they're like I want
in, send me the link and I'mlike all right, I don't, I can't
wait to meet you.
This is going to be fun, likeyou know, because the light is
lit and my job is to keepshining through in the space of
showing up and watching wherethe work needs to happen.
Speaker 1 (19:40):
You know, it's kind of it's kind of ironic that you
said it that way, because as youwere talking, I was realizing I
don't like that kind ofmarketing.
That's not the kind of stuff Iwatch.
I watch the stuff that's notthe kind of stuff I watch.
I watch the stuff that's likeOoh, this is going to be juicy,
you know.
So, yeah, I, yeah, and actuallyI was at we.
We turned on last nightActually I didn't turn it on
(20:00):
because my arms hurt so bad butmy husband did the Da Vinci code
and that's a really.
I mean, obviously there's a lotof energy that went into writing
the book but then also makingthe movie and they are also
talking about that.
The female vessel, right, oh no, there's lineage that's, you
(20:21):
know, descended from Jesus, youknow, which you know touches a
lot of heartstrings of a lot ofpeople and their belief systems
about the way that history wroteitself.
You know, like it's just reallypokey, it can be, and I think
that tends to be an indicatorthat is probably hitting the
right marker, at least for mewhen I do healing work is if,
(20:44):
especially for me, when I, whenI'm doing it on myself, if I'm
like, ooh, I really don't likethat.
It's pretty much dead on likeoh, you got it, then you're at
the right place.
Speaker 2 (20:53):
Yeah, well, the growth is in the
uncomfortableness really about,like and that's the thing that
us, as humans, have beenconditioned to not want to do
that If there's fear, if there'suncomfortable, if it and
sometimes it's the soul sayingno, but a lot of the time it's
(21:13):
you've got to get through thisto the other side, like we've
got to go through this.
Like nobody wants to do shadowwork Okay, let's just put it
that way but we've got to godeal with our stuff.
Like we've got to go, cause wecannot get here without dealing
with this Cause.
Right now we're here and wewill stay here or drop unless we
start to do this Cause we can'tstay the same.
It's like literally everythingis energy, so it's always moving
, so we're either going here orwe're going here.
(21:34):
That's just how the law ofenergy works, unfortunately,
right.
So it's like, yeah, there's,there's so much we're uncovering
right now and so much comingthrough.
But it's also like how do weget back to the basics and the
simplicity of you right now areliving in shame, so how do we
now move through shame and let'sget that, you know, like that's
(21:55):
the thing, go ahead.
Speaker 1 (21:56):
Yeah, um, something else I have found myself, and I
think it's true for everybodytoo, is that let's say that you
uncover whatever it is.
You, you figured out what it is.
This thought pattern that's notserving you.
Um, for me, it actually there'sI don't think that's the right
word, but it's a human word thatfits.
(22:17):
So, delay, there's like alittle bit of a delay doing the
recognition of okay, here's thisbelief system that's not
serving me.
Oh, what does that mean?
And then you start to noticeyourself actually saying those
things to yourself, which Ithink a lot of times the
conversations that we havewithin our own mind, we don't
even notice that they'reoccurring because we're so
(22:39):
comfortable with them.
So I think it causes you tokind of notice that, and one of
the things I've noticedrepeatedly over and over is
certainly something I'm learningto do as I have two broken arms
, but it's just another lessonof the same thing right Is to
actually fully be present andenjoying the downtime or the
(23:00):
relaxing, the time that I'msupposed to.
So, um, yeah, monday, yeah, twodays ago I had a friend, healer,
who offered me a session and,uh, I was kind of joking with
her because my younger sistercalled me this weekend and she
says hey, what are you doing?
And I'm like I'm just layingaround watching TV, like I've
been doing the last three days,you know, like been doing
(23:20):
nothing.
And so there's some judgmentthere, right, like it's a little
bit of irritation, okay.
So as I'm articulating this,she notices that language which
we just touched on, right, andthen I was like oh yeah, I'm
really not enjoying it.
I mean, it is kind of fun butit's not complete, like I'm not
wholeheartedly there.
I'm not like, oh yeah, you getto lay around, I get to lay
around and do nothing and askeverybody for help for
(23:41):
everything, but there'ssomething in that about the fact
that I'm not truly enjoying it.
And it's kind of interesting tosee when you get there, when
you get to the point where I am,you start to recognize, holy
crap, I'm really not.
So I still don't know what iscompletely in my way, right,
Like I haven't.
I haven't dug deep enough toreally figure out what that is,
(24:03):
because otherwise I know whenyou do energy work, it just
shifts, it's just gone, poof, soyeah, so there's that place
where how do you actually enjoyit?
And then it's not just somebodyelse can't tell you what it is.
It's like you have to figure itout on your own, because if you
, if somebody else, is tellingyou what it is, I feel like
(24:26):
you're again, you're still goingoutside of yourself trying to
figure out.
Okay, well, if I'm doing, ifI'm doing this, then I'm
enjoying it.
Right, right Right.
But that's not.
That's not how it works.
Speaker 2 (24:36):
Well, a couple of things.
I think and, like you couldprobably attest to.
This is that sometimes we're socaught up in our stuff that we
need a guide that will help usget into it.
And if we're working with theright people or the right
medicinal plant which I'll tellyou a story about in a second
then we can get to the root ofwhat it is faster, because we're
not looking at it through thelens of our own perception.
(24:58):
So that's some of the work thatI do is like I'm not here to
tell you what has happening.
I'm here to guide you into anexperience so that you can go
find the answers.
And, just like in past lifework where I'm like I'm here and
I can see what they're seeing,but I'm asking them questions
what do we need to do?
How do we clear this?
And they're like this is whatwe need to do.
I'm like great, let's go.
(25:19):
Why is this transitioning?
And now, what does this feellike in your life today?
And I'm asking the rightquestions which are allowing
them to dive deeper, to removethe barriers around their own
perception, to go into the space.
So, with the right person,sometimes that is an accelerator
, but we all have access to this, but most of us are not willing
to go deep enough into the workor to to like, lean into this
(25:42):
space or to do the thingsnecessary in order to move the
energy, because we're too busy,because we don't have time,
because it's not a priority,when this is actually the
priority.
Yeah, this actually is the work.
This is what they mean.
So they, you know, the elitistsand those that control the
world, let's say, in shadowenergy created nine to five,
work on purpose, so you thoughtthat that was the work.
(26:04):
So you forgot about the actualconnection.
Work to yourself, that is thework, so that you see it like a
different landscape.
Speaker 1 (26:11):
You know in the space , in the meanwhile, inside, most
of the people are like oh, thisis not right, you know yeah,
completely opposing the thing.
Speaker 2 (26:21):
So I wanted to share this with you because it just
came through my field.
But, like I, in February ofthis past year, 2024 I well,
months before that I kept, Ikept hitting this ceiling and I
couldn't figure out why.
I was like, why can I not getto the next phase?
Like what's going on?
I'm doing all things, like LikeI'm really conscious.
Like you know, I've been doingthis work for 16 years, like I
get it.
You know, why can't I go there?
(26:41):
And I knew there was something,but I couldn't grasp it myself.
So I just kept hearing mamamushroom is what I call it,
psilocybin calling me forward,and my girlfriend really loves
psilocybin and she was like, doyou want to go into ceremony
together?
And we have a facilitator upthe mountain and who's from Peru
and she grows her own and it'slike she's amazing.
Her energy, like she ismushroom energy, like she is,
(27:03):
and the way she held space forus in this like ceremony was
amazing.
And so that was the intentionthat I set and literally like,
well, at first, you know,mushrooms took me up here and I
met some of my soul family.
I come with us, we'll go visitthe planet you're from, and I'm
like no, no, no, no, no.
That's not why I'm here.
You know, like I'm here forsomething else, like this is a
thing.
I need more mushrooms for thattoo.
(27:23):
So we're going to go over here.
And I did a hero's journey.
If you know anything about that, it's a like five grams is a
lot to take time and that wasreally what my connection felt
like.
And then I dropped into amoment when I was 17 and I had
was at this party andparticipated, or was highly
(27:46):
encouraged, We'll say, like justbecause of the podcast ratings,
I want to make sure we hold itthere, uh, with multiple,
multiple guys.
That day that took like freedomaway from me, let's call it,
and all my girlfriends left methere and I literally I remember
the whole thing now because Iwent back into that but all my
womb was being blocked with allthis energy that I hadn't left
(28:07):
because I hadn't dealt with that.
And then, in the same ceremony,I went to all the other
lifetimes where this hastranspired in my world and did a
whole bunch of work inside ofthat space of understanding.
And by the time I was done thework, like hours later, I was
literally in a mountain housesitting in the middle of Spain,
with nobody else around, in adoorframe.
(28:28):
Just, you know, you can imaginebeing on the mountain, calm
house, like in the door, justwatching nature, and it was like
this is the time to reset andit was like I could breathe
because I had just done all thiswork and I was battered and
bruised and like I had just beento fight and I know that
there's another fight coming,but it was like.
That was the like pause and itwas this beautiful experience.
(28:49):
And people are like how can youjust really talk about the
things that you figured out whenyou were 17, happened to you?
I'm like I did the work, likeI'm not holding on to it,
happened I?
I can't go change what happened.
I can change the action in myphysical form that I've been
holding onto or the energy in myphysical form that I've been
holding onto.
But it's like sometimes we needthe guide, sometimes we
(29:10):
whatever that is to assist us toget into the space of it all.
Speaker 1 (29:14):
Okay, so I want to touch a little bit on that.
So you were mentioning on ahealer and how having a healer
or whatever you want to callthem, whatever so these people
in your life who help you toprocess whatever happens.
I find that the ones who reallyhelp are the ones that are not
attached to the outcome, sooftentimes it's not people who
(29:37):
are like your immediate circle.
And so I would say that thepsilocybin is probably exactly
that thing, in that you wereshown all of that stuff, but you
were shown other things too.
So it was like this is justanother thing that existed and
happened, but so were all theseother things that happened.
So you get shown that in a way,it's like oh, it's just this
(29:58):
thing, it's not a big deal.
Another way I would describe itis um, I have a bachelor of
fine arts, and so we spend a lotof time creating artwork and
then sitting back and critiquingit.
Okay now, critiquing means youlook at it carefully, you
describe what it looks like andyou also describe what you think
or feel about it.
So in a critique, you have agroup of people looking at a
(30:20):
particular piece of artwork andthey all say what they have to
say and there's no judgment,because you can't get your
feelings wrong, you can't getyour technically, can't get your
thoughts wrong, right, andwe're saying it in a way that is
neutral and not like accusatoryor anything like that.
Now, sometimes it is hard forpeople to hear things, but it's
said in just enough of a gentleway that it doesn't feel like a
(30:42):
personal attack.
And usually when we would comeout of those critiques then you
like socialize a little bit withthe people like you would
normally do so again you'restill getting the non-objective
observation of something andit's that's very similar, and so
I would argue that's whathealers do too.
They probably just don't do itas effectively, because seeing
(31:03):
an image sometimes is not asdepending on the person.
It can be not as pokey oraggressive feeling.
It's like you just see an image, this is just what it is.
Maybe you didn't understandthat was you at the time, um,
and, and so you're.
It's like.
It's like watching a movie orsomething that you don't really
(31:24):
get.
You know.
It's like, oh, you can see thisreally horrible thing, but it's
not.
That's okay.
Whatever, I don't know whatthat is.
Speaker 2 (31:32):
Well, and I literally so.
One of my coaches just made apost today and I'm going to
paraphrase it because I don'tknow the exact words and I
literally took a photo of it andthrew it on a reel on Instagram
because I felt like it wassuper important.
But it's like and I'm in thecourse of miracles right now,
which I was told I needed to dothis year from spirit, and
today's is like you give meaningto everything.
(31:53):
You are the one and literallythat post was the exact same
essence as you're giving meaningto everything.
So, if you go back to this lifeand you see all this stuff
happening, or if you go intothis scenario, like I've been in
the Illuminati and that thatalso shows me what's happening
in the earth experience now.
So whatever it's like, how doyou know that that's going to
happen?
I'm like dude, I like made theplan, like I was part of the
(32:15):
group that like helped assistwith all this.
So like and I look at it fromthat perspective there is no
good or bad unless we give itgood or bad energy.
So sure, yeah, I murdered a fewpeople in another life and I did
this and I did um, like I, I'verepented.
I've created, like you know,the imprinting and I've cleared
the karmic debt and I've donethe work around that to shift
(32:36):
the energy in the world.
It's not like I'm condoningthat experience and saying to
you everyone, go murder people.
That's not what I'm saying.
But I'm saying like, why?
Why are we holding energy onstuff that we can't actually
change?
That's already there?
What are you doing today tomove the energy forward in the
life that you actually want andto live like what is it?
The Dalai Lama says no, it'snot the Dalai Lama.
(32:57):
Someone says like be the Gandhi, be the change that you want to
see in the world.
Speaker 1 (33:02):
I did Michael Jackson .
Speaker 2 (33:03):
Yeah, and it's like well, I'm sure you got it from.
Gandhi but that's the key.
It's like we, okay, we havethis reference point, okay, this
happened to me.
Oh my God, that happened to me.
I'm not going to sit here to belike now my life sucks because
at 17, I, like all this stuffhappened to you, you know, and
it's like, okay, that happened.
Thank you for showing me.
(33:24):
Now I know where the work needsto be done so I can keep moving
that energy through.
And it makes so much sense forthe 20 years after that about
why I took certain actions, orwhy I dated certain guys, or why
I was running around notfeeling worthy in the fact of
things and why, like, all thisstuff transpired in my life and
I'm like, oh my God, now mywhole life makes sense, you know
, and it's like amazing.
Speaker 1 (33:45):
Yeah, and you know what I'm going to tell you.
I'm going to share one morething here with you.
So in that year of figuring outwhat the subconscious was like,
really feeling through it,experiencing all that, one of
the things that I was taking adream interpretation course and
one of the things that camethrough was I had this
association of responsibilityconnected to love.
They're not the same things,right?
(34:06):
They don't really.
I tell you, it's not reallyhealthy to keep that.
So the way that it came through, I don't really remember.
I'd have to go back and see,but I feel like there was this
particular moment in time.
It was.
I think it was actually showingme that as an infant so I mean
less than nine months I veryquickly sensed the energy, the
(34:27):
difficulty between my mother andmy father, my mother and my
sister, my mother and her mother, and so I came in and which
actually I will attest my secondborn.
I only had two children, but Ithink when they come into a
family, you know they're in thewomb, they're hearing all these
sounds and energies before theyeven come in.
(34:48):
When my daughter was born, thatgirl was magical, which I
probably was too, because I wassecond board magically knew when
to not talk and when to step inand also a different way of
saying something, so that theenergy shifted, and so I didn't
recognize that I've been doingthat since infancy.
And how does that play out inthe world?
(35:12):
Obviously it's a strength insome regards, right, but if it's
not serving me completely, thenhow do I look at that?
So I don't know that was.
That was a really weird one,and I was very the questions
that the person raised when theywere giving me the
interpretation.
Of course, I just answered them, but it was interesting to
(35:32):
notice just how intelligentbabies are.
They just don't have thethere's no filters there.
Speaker 2 (35:39):
They come down in pure, pure energy, like they are
directly connected, still tosource.
So they remember their mission,they remember why they're here,
they remember the energy of theother set, they remember it all
.
And then they come, then theycan't talk which is like the
coolest part, I think, about thewhole thing.
So like they're trying totelepathically tell you stuff
and you can see them telling youthings in the space of it, but
(36:00):
most of us are so blinded by ourown life that we can't pay
attention.
Then we condition them asparents and environments.
So when they come to talk three, four years old, we don't
believe them.
Oh yeah, jimmy's got animaginary friend over there.
We don't talk about that inpublic or you can't say those
things there, or you can't justgo hug strangers and the thing.
And we condition them.
(36:21):
And then by the time that theystart to really understand human
life six, seven, eight, nine,10 years old they're in the
matrix.
Speaker 1 (36:29):
Yes, which is us right?
It's all of us.
Speaker 2 (36:32):
And now we do the work later on in life and now we
hope that as adults, if we'rehaving more, if we're having
kids, that that doesn'ttranspire.
Or our grandkids.
Now it's like how do we helpthem and how do we help our kids
?
Maybe be more open to that andmaybe you can't assist.
Maybe your job is to hold theenergetic line and so that
there's potential for that tochange.
(36:53):
But it will start to maneuverin life and we're going to start
to see and we are seeing thesebeautiful babies come out and
their expanded energies and howthey show up in the world and
they are in their liberation.
But now they have to alsorealize that they're on earth.
So that's a whole othermechanism of stuff.
Speaker 1 (37:14):
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Speaker 2 (00:26):
Blair and I were just riffing off about what we're
seeing and some of the stuff I'mseeing move through the
collective right now and we arereally in this like energetic
shifting of choice and it'scoming back into very human
aspects of stuff, but it's alsointegrated with all the
frequency of possibility.
And when we actually start tomove into this and start to
really discover that thethoughts, stories, excuses,
(00:50):
beliefs even for a lot of usthat are playing out in our
world right now are no longerserving us most likely never
really did, but for some reasonwe've been playing inside of
them are no longer serving thespiritual pathway that we're on,
like the things like scarcityand worry and doubt, and how is
this going to work?
And I don't understand howthat's going to.
(01:12):
All these things that are verytactile, human mind-driven are
literally messing up ourenergetic fields in creation and
connecting deeper to self andin an expansion, and so we were
kind of like riffing off aboutwhat this is and I'd love to
just like throw the baton backat you, blair, to be like what
are you feeling when I say thatto you?
Speaker 1 (01:32):
Well, I mean, actually I was just telling my
daughter, because she just brokeup with her first boyfriend,
and I was talking about a littlebit about my sister too but I
weave astrology, astrology inthere.
Okay, because in astrology, yousee, you can see very clearly
this person is going to strugglewith X Y Z, whatever their
(01:53):
chart is Right, and so I wastrying to describe to you, okay,
so these people who have X Y Zwhich is us too, right,
everybody has this but they havethese struggles that are X Y Z
this, but they have thesestruggles that are X Y Z.
Then usually what happens is inearly childhood we have an
experience, so let's say that,well, I'll just use mine.
Mine was difficulty withfriendships and large groups.
(02:14):
Okay, now, this is notnecessarily infancy, so I don't.
I mean, I don't consciouslyremember this stuff from infancy
about it, but I do rememberbeing in middle school and
having a very close friend.
All of a sudden she startedlying, like incessantly.
We weren't actually looking forher to lie or anything, it just
kind of popped up and it turnedinto this big, huge thing,
which is not uncommon for middleschool, right, right.
(02:36):
So I really didn't thinkanything of it.
I just thought, okay, well,this is sort of how she's going
to be.
But in a 7th or or eighthgrader's mind I was like I'm not
going to be around, that, Idon't like that, you know.
And so I quit being friendswith her.
And it wasn't until, I think Iwas close to graduating high
school, I had heard a storyabout something that happened,
which is, which is essentiallythe lying went to extremes and
(03:00):
so there was a big thing thathappened, obviously enough for
me to have heard about it.
But years and years later aftermy I mean just literally like
probably less than eight yearsago I friended her again on
Facebook and we chatted a littlebit and basically she was
experiencing the shift intorealizing that she was bipolar
(03:21):
and so those were symptoms of ittaller, and so those were
symptoms of it.
So I we would say that, ifwe're going to use that as an
example, I would say I got hurtby a friend right, and so I was.
I'm cautious about who I'mfriends with.
So that plays out, basically,until I decide to heal.
Whatever it is Now.
That experience itself probablyreally originated in infancy or
(03:43):
childhood Something, somewhere.
I thought somebody was a friendof mine, even though I didn't
have words for it, and I decidedto protect myself, and so
probably some of that patternstill continues and I don't
think that's any different foranybody.
I think we all do this and Ithink on some level it really is
a.
(04:03):
It's a survival mechanism, justas much as crying as a baby to
get attention or whatever it isthat you do.
This is just a method of thiskeeps me safe right now, and
then that habit just continueson throughout.
And I totally agree.
And I mean I've devotedbasically my life the last
(04:25):
couple of years to trying tofigure out.
Matter of fact, I think it wastwo years ago that I didn't tell
anybody this, but I just had alittle conversation with the
universe or whatever, and I waslike I really want to understand
what it is.
What does it mean to say thatit's like in the subconscious,
or like what does it feel like?
It wasn't a very it wasn't acompletely human question in the
(04:48):
sense that if I just said Iwant to understand the
subconscious, that might be morecohesive.
But you can't say that to otherhumans, so I didn't really say
that, so I just put the energyout.
And then the next year.
I subsequently experienced allof what that meant A lot of
right, a lot of what meant andOoh, that was a rough ride,
(05:09):
right, but now I understand it alot better.
Speaker 2 (05:11):
Yeah, well, and also, too, the thing you mentioned
about like things are beingrooted.
We're finding now, and a lot ofwhat's coming through the
collective now is it's not justthis timeline, it's like past
life timelines, and althoughtechnically past lives aren't
past lives, they're justdimensional lives happening on
another timeline, meaning likethey're all, we're all
(05:33):
simultaneously happening at once.
And some people are like Idon't understand that we have
one soul.
Well, your soul is connected toall these things.
So if you imagine your soulbeing in, like, say, 50
different versions of you, thenall of that energy is playing
out.
So if you're feeling this inthis life, it may not even be
from this life, it could berooted from that life that now
(05:55):
it's coming up to be healed.
And when you do the healingwork here and go back there, you
change the whole entiretimeline, which baffles our
human brain because it's we playlinear, we've been taught
linear Like this action givesyou this result where
spirituality is not linearwhatsoever at all, and it is
this beautiful expanded portalof possibility.
(06:17):
But we were now dealing with.
What you just said is like thelinear versions of us and
cracking them open, for them tofind that we're in this flow of
this frequency and that we'renot just this human, that
everything is energy, thateverything is connected, that
all the parts play out in thismechanism, and it's blowing our
minds really.
Speaker 1 (06:37):
Okay.
So here's a thought I have hadseveral instances where I'm
working on something and itcomes up with past lives and
I've I mean, I do regression, soI know all about these things
and, frankly, I kind of get alittle bit.
They get to be a littletiresome.
It's not really the messages,it's not the stuff that comes
through that's tiresome, it'sthe human interpretation of it.
That really is tiresome to mebecause it's like, okay, you
(07:01):
first off, you're using the wordpast Okay, I know that's not
right and then, second off,sometimes people will get little
like hung up on.
Oh, I was just saying like, forexample, I did a regression for
a friend of mine and she wassomebody who directed human
sacrifices in your Egypt orsomething.
I mean like this is a verydramatic story and she's a very
emotional being, and so herresponse was their emotional
(07:24):
response and it was a dramaticstory.
Don't get me wrong.
Yeah, and she didn'tnecessarily, I don't think, get
hung up on that, but I could seewhy people would get hung up on
.
Oh, my god, I did this thingand you know, I saw these images
and I mean it's dramatic, it'srough, it's like you're you're
watching a movie and you'recompletely engrossed in it and,
(07:44):
oh my gosh, this is really whatit is.
Well, it is, but it's also notright.
And actually, in that mostrecent masterclass that I was
just mentioning, we weretouching on the fact it was
actually that same person andanother one who were kind of
talking about how they weregoing through the process of,
essentially was healing Okay.
And yeah, what I find reallyamazing and I think this is
(08:11):
actually really important tonotice is that there's something
inside of us and I think thisis the driving force there's
something inside of us thatknows that what the world tells
us about ourselves is not right,meaning, you know, some of it
might be right, but there'sparts of it that aren't right,
which is what drives us to tryand solve or fix or change those
(08:31):
things.
And so they were doingancestral healing't right, which
is what drives us to try andsolve or fix or change those
curious yep yeah, and so theywere doing ancestral healing
essentially.
One of them just spontaneouslydid that, and I've been in a
class where she actually learnedthat too, so I know, and I've
done it too, so I know what it'slike.
So she's describing this processof ancestral healing, and I
would beg to to argue that whenyou do that ancestral healing,
(08:53):
what you do is you come in,you're experiencing what's
happening, you're recognizingthe experience that caused you
to think or feel a certain way,and then you go into that scene
energetically and youessentially console yourself,
right, like you give yourselfhope, you tell yourself what it
is you need to hear, because youknow that where you are now
(09:14):
right, what you need to hearback then.
So I would beg to argue that,in fact, that is the driving
force behind us wanting toactually make those changes.
So, essentially, we are thereason that we know that
something's wrong.
Yeah, that we could.
You, the easiest thing to do isjust connect with that version
of ourselves, no matter whattimeline is on.
(09:39):
And then I want to say one morething.
The way you were describing itreminds me of why I have such
hope for the youth of today.
Now, being a teacher as I wasfor almost, you know, a little
over nine years, um, I, I'm I'mof that in between generations,
so I'm not a baby boomer and I'mnot the millennials, and and so
(10:00):
I had this way of easilyunderstanding both of them,
right, um?
And if you listen to oldergenerations and they complain
about the younger generations,definitely more than one apart.
It's like you're hearing theold generations stuck in their
patterns what we're talkingabout here and the younger
generation exploring new ways.
(10:37):
The thing that to me is mostpromising make the changes in
the world that are going to helpsolve whatever the issues are
that we need to fix.
It's not going to fix it in onelittle thing like the two
generations before them, right?
Fix it in one little thing likethe two generations before them
, right?
It's going to do exactly whatyou said, like I imagined.
You know one, let's say onecube rolling over to a new color
(10:59):
being shown and then it's likea domino effect, all these other
things just change.
Speaker 2 (11:05):
Yeah, it shifts, it shifts everything.
And this is the thing like.
So I got trained in past liferegression and then morphed, the
protocols or whatever thethings changed it in the
vibrational alignment I'm meantto serve and teach it in and and
obviously that's just kind ofI'm a rebel.
So that's what I do anyways, inthe space of it all and I call
(11:26):
it actually exploration now,cause I'm like I don't like that
word, you know like I'm likepast life exploration, but in
all the work I do, we drop inand then we do something in that
past life to move whatever wehave to do.
And it's cool to watch and feelwhen you shift the actual
energetic cords that are theimpeding factor.
And it's all the versions of us.
It's not like it's just, likeyou said, we think about it
(11:48):
outside of ourselves, but it'snot.
It's all the connectedness inhere.
And then it's that energy nowmoving into the world and gets
embedded into the kids and intothe work we're doing and into
the spaces and the earthexperience.
So the next person that comes tothat earth experience, where
you've embedded that energy, nowgets that flux of choice to
take that on, consciously orunconsciously, depending on
(12:11):
where they're at in theirawakening process.
And this is the movement.
You know, when they call it theascension, I'm kind of like, eh
, like there is an like we're,we're descending inside of
ourselves to ascend within ourown light, like that's really
what's transpiring and throughthat is then the collective is
moving through, because thepeople are doing the work.
It's not an outward journey,it's all an inward journey, and
(12:33):
every single movement of lightwe take creates a ripple effect
of light somewhere.
It's the calibration of it all,right.
Speaker 1 (12:38):
So yeah, yeah.
So what I want to?
I'm always trying to bring itback to like tangible.
How does somebody who listensto this really understand what
to do?
So what is your advice, or whatdo you?
What is your regular practiceof?
How do you figure out what towork on?
Cause there's, so there can beso much.
Oh my God.
Okay, so share this.
What, what that is.
Speaker 2 (12:59):
I've been doing this work for 16 years and I'm still
in it.
And one of my clients said tome once when are we going to be
done?
And I was like when you die?
No-transcript, like I don'tknow my story.
(13:44):
I'm like, yeah, you do, causethat's your story, right there.
It's like you do know.
You do know.
You say it to yourself every day.
You wake up in the morning andyou're like I don't have enough
money.
I don't like, how am I going topay the bills?
How am I going to move thisthrough?
Or you're like I can't do thatbecause I don't have the skills,
or I don't know how.
I would like you tell yourselfthis every day.
And if you start to actuallylook at the way you talk to
(14:05):
yourself and the way you'reshowing up in the it right away.
Now most of us are avoiding itand hiding from it because we A
don't want to do the work.
B we don't want to takeresponsibility, because then
that means that opens up a wholeother thing.
Like well, if I'm responsiblefor this, am I responsible for
everything?
It's like yeah you are, you know, but once you actually swallow
the pill and you actually like,I'm responsible for all of this,
(14:27):
that's where I would normallyswear Blair you know, I'm
responsible for all of this.
Okay, all right, if I'mresponsible for all of this,
then I'm also responsible, and Ialways say this.
I'm like if you are yourlimitation, you are also your
liberation.
Speaker 1 (14:42):
It's a lot of security, like you are.
Speaker 2 (14:44):
So if you can do that , you can also do this.
But you just now need to startchoosing and start to do the
work and start to look at it andlook for the pain and look for
what you're holding onto.
And you know, there's a storyyou tell all your friends and
sometimes you keep repeating itover and over.
Remember that time that andit's like it doesn't serve you.
It's not serving you anymore.
Speaker 1 (15:05):
You know, like yeah, yeah, it's funny, so we'll just
bring this up Cause I don't knowif the listeners know this, but
I did fall about three weeksago and broke both of my elbows
and that's certainly been ajourney I've been very stuck
like in terms of being able to.
I can't do anything for myself.
If I wasn't living in a housewhere people were helping me, I
(15:25):
don't know what I would do.
But it's interesting becauseeven just this past weekend, I
slowly have been pulling back.
So, like we had this plannedand I was kind of looking at my
schedule and I was like I'm notgoing to reschedule it, I can do
it, you know, like I can handlethis one and I'm going to do it
, but there were other ones thatI was like, oh, I need to
cancel it, I can't do that, andI.
(15:48):
So I've been slowly pullingback.
And this is just this pastweekend.
I actually created a part on mywebsite that basically
acknowledges that we need totake a break, which I mean,
everybody knows you got to takea break sometimes, right?
Like you just need torejuvenate, you need to go
within yourself and stop goingoutward for work or whatever.
That's why we have vacations,and I left a message and in my
(16:09):
business group and said that Iwas doing that so I wasn't
typing.
This is good because I'm nottyping, I'm not using my hands.
But in the message I was thenasked later, you know, be
careful of the language you usebecause I did say break in there
and I was like, oh you know, Inever even thought about that.
Yeah, I did say break, and thenI was.
So I immediately went to gochange the website and as I read
(16:31):
the website, there were manyother words that were describing
this process.
But break was in there one timeand so I deleted that
particular part.
But it's actually reallyimportant the language that we
use, because that does pull thatup and what you're talking
about there is I know it'scorrect.
I know it's correct.
(16:58):
I think for me when trying towork with other people or maybe
it's not really that, I thinkit's more like marketing I look
at marketing and I know whatmarketing is supposed to be and
then I'm like, no, you got todig deep, you got to get the mud
up.
Like that's how it works,that's what you do and that's
like the greatest thing you cando, right, but it's kind of hard
to sell mud right In the waythat the past experience has
(17:20):
been for me for marketing.
So I think there's a littlestruggle there for me in terms
of how do you advertise aboutthem, but in reality that is
what it is.
That really is what it is.
Speaker 2 (17:33):
So marketing is all it is.
That really is what it is.
So marketing is all the things.
So maybe one post is the mudand then the other post is the
liberation of the mud and thenthe other post is like the real
talk of something else, likeit's.
So here's the thing aboutmarketing is that, yeah, we've
got tactile strategies and we'vegot the whole thing, but we've
also got this very feminine flowthat needs to come through,
because that's the expander,right, that's the energy coming
(17:54):
through to call in the magnetismof the work.
But most people aren't movingthrough both avenues.
Where the strategy is this iswhat I desire to sell.
Okay, I want this one-to-oneportal to be sold.
So that's a tactile.
Then how do I call it in withthe feminine energy?
And most of us are not takingthe time to drop into our hearts
(18:14):
, to connect into here, to belike how do I speak this into
the world and trust that we'retrying to follow scripts or
we're trying to do like that, orthat coach says you have to do
it this way and we're like, ohwell, she has seven figure
success, so she must know whatshe's talking about.
So it's like we go over thereand try to grab what they're
doing when it's like how do youkeep coming back to here?
Because your clients, yourpeople, the people you're meant
(18:36):
to be in relationships with allthe things are led through here.
The actual desire of who youare and the work you're doing in
the world is a part of this,and the contract with the other
people that are meant to workwith you because of this mission
are through here.
So why are we thinking aboutthis all the time?
We're always up here becausethat's what we've been
(18:58):
conditioned.
When we drop into here and weactually call them in through
the heart, now they can find us.
Now they're actually in thebeat of the energy and I'm
watching this transpire.
What's the word?
I'm like, what's the wordTranspire in my world, where I
have people now signing up forone-to-one portals that I don't
even know, that I've never seenmake any comments on anything or
(19:21):
how they I have no idea whothey are and they're like I want
in, send me the link and I'mlike all right, I don't, I can't
wait to meet you.
This is going to be fun, likeyou know, because the light is
lit and my job is to keepshining through in the space of
showing up and watching wherethe work needs to happen.
Speaker 1 (19:40):
You know, it's kind of it's kind of ironic that you
said it that way, because as youwere talking, I was realizing I
don't like that kind ofmarketing.
That's not the kind of stuff Iwatch.
I watch the stuff that's notthe kind of stuff I watch.
I watch the stuff that's likeOoh, this is going to be juicy,
you know.
So, yeah, I, yeah, and actuallyI was at we.
We turned on last nightActually I didn't turn it on
(20:00):
because my arms hurt so bad butmy husband did the Da Vinci code
and that's a really.
I mean, obviously there's a lotof energy that went into writing
the book but then also makingthe movie and they are also
talking about that.
The female vessel, right, oh no, there's lineage that's, you
(20:21):
know, descended from Jesus, youknow, which you know touches a
lot of heartstrings of a lot ofpeople and their belief systems
about the way that history wroteitself.
You know, like it's just reallypokey, it can be, and I think
that tends to be an indicatorthat is probably hitting the
right marker, at least for mewhen I do healing work is if,
(20:44):
especially for me, when I, whenI'm doing it on myself, if I'm
like, ooh, I really don't likethat.
It's pretty much dead on likeoh, you got it, then you're at
the right place.
Speaker 2 (20:53):
Yeah, well, the growth is in the
uncomfortableness really about,like and that's the thing that
us, as humans, have beenconditioned to not want to do
that If there's fear, if there'suncomfortable, if it and
sometimes it's the soul sayingno, but a lot of the time it's
(21:13):
you've got to get through thisto the other side, like we've
got to go through this.
Like nobody wants to do shadowwork Okay, let's just put it
that way but we've got to godeal with our stuff.
Like we've got to go, cause wecannot get here without dealing
with this Cause.
Right now we're here and wewill stay here or drop unless we
start to do this Cause we can'tstay the same.
It's like literally everythingis energy, so it's always moving
, so we're either going here orwe're going here.
(21:34):
That's just how the law ofenergy works, unfortunately,
right.
So it's like, yeah, there's,there's so much we're uncovering
right now and so much comingthrough.
But it's also like how do weget back to the basics and the
simplicity of you right now areliving in shame, so how do we
now move through shame and let'sget that, you know, like that's
(21:55):
the thing, go ahead.
Speaker 1 (21:56):
Yeah, um, something else I have found myself, and I
think it's true for everybodytoo, is that let's say that you
uncover whatever it is.
You, you figured out what it is.
This thought pattern that's notserving you.
Um, for me, it actually there'sI don't think that's the right
word, but it's a human word thatfits.
(22:17):
So, delay, there's like alittle bit of a delay doing the
recognition of okay, here's thisbelief system that's not
serving me.
Oh, what does that mean?
And then you start to noticeyourself actually saying those
things to yourself, which Ithink a lot of times the
conversations that we havewithin our own mind, we don't
even notice that they'reoccurring because we're so
(22:39):
comfortable with them.
So I think it causes you tokind of notice that, and one of
the things I've noticedrepeatedly over and over is
certainly something I'm learningto do as I have two broken arms
, but it's just another lessonof the same thing right Is to
actually fully be present andenjoying the downtime or the
(23:00):
relaxing, the time that I'msupposed to.
So, um, yeah, monday, yeah, twodays ago I had a friend, healer,
who offered me a session and,uh, I was kind of joking with
her because my younger sistercalled me this weekend and she
says hey, what are you doing?
And I'm like I'm just layingaround watching TV, like I've
been doing the last three days,you know, like been doing
(23:20):
nothing.
And so there's some judgmentthere, right, like it's a little
bit of irritation, okay.
So as I'm articulating this,she notices that language which
we just touched on, right, andthen I was like oh yeah, I'm
really not enjoying it.
I mean, it is kind of fun butit's not complete, like I'm not
wholeheartedly there.
I'm not like, oh yeah, you getto lay around, I get to lay
around and do nothing and askeverybody for help for
(23:41):
everything, but there'ssomething in that about the fact
that I'm not truly enjoying it.
And it's kind of interesting tosee when you get there, when
you get to the point where I am,you start to recognize, holy
crap, I'm really not.
So I still don't know what iscompletely in my way, right,
Like I haven't.
I haven't dug deep enough toreally figure out what that is,
(24:03):
because otherwise I know whenyou do energy work, it just
shifts, it's just gone, poof, soyeah, so there's that place
where how do you actually enjoyit?
And then it's not just somebodyelse can't tell you what it is.
It's like you have to figure itout on your own, because if you
, if somebody else, is tellingyou what it is, I feel like
(24:26):
you're again, you're still goingoutside of yourself trying to
figure out.
Okay, well, if I'm doing, ifI'm doing this, then I'm
enjoying it.
Right, right Right.
But that's not.
That's not how it works.
Speaker 2 (24:36):
Well, a couple of things.
I think and, like you couldprobably attest to.
This is that sometimes we're socaught up in our stuff that we
need a guide that will help usget into it.
And if we're working with theright people or the right
medicinal plant which I'll tellyou a story about in a second
then we can get to the root ofwhat it is faster, because we're
not looking at it through thelens of our own perception.
(24:58):
So that's some of the work thatI do is like I'm not here to
tell you what has happening.
I'm here to guide you into anexperience so that you can go
find the answers.
And, just like in past lifework where I'm like I'm here and
I can see what they're seeing,but I'm asking them questions
what do we need to do?
How do we clear this?
And they're like this is whatwe need to do.
I'm like great, let's go.
(25:19):
Why is this transitioning?
And now, what does this feellike in your life today?
And I'm asking the rightquestions which are allowing
them to dive deeper, to removethe barriers around their own
perception, to go into the space.
So, with the right person,sometimes that is an accelerator
, but we all have access to this, but most of us are not willing
to go deep enough into the workor to to like, lean into this
(25:42):
space or to do the thingsnecessary in order to move the
energy, because we're too busy,because we don't have time,
because it's not a priority,when this is actually the
priority.
Yeah, this actually is the work.
This is what they mean.
So they, you know, the elitistsand those that control the
world, let's say, in shadowenergy created nine to five,
work on purpose, so you thoughtthat that was the work.
(26:04):
So you forgot about the actualconnection.
Work to yourself, that is thework, so that you see it like a
different landscape.
Speaker 1 (26:11):
You know in the space , in the meanwhile, inside, most
of the people are like oh, thisis not right, you know yeah,
completely opposing the thing.
Speaker 2 (26:21):
So I wanted to share this with you because it just
came through my field.
But, like I, in February ofthis past year, 2024 I well,
months before that I kept, Ikept hitting this ceiling and I
couldn't figure out why.
I was like, why can I not getto the next phase?
Like what's going on?
I'm doing all things, like LikeI'm really conscious.
Like you know, I've been doingthis work for 16 years, like I
get it.
You know, why can't I go there?
(26:41):
And I knew there was something,but I couldn't grasp it myself.
So I just kept hearing mamamushroom is what I call it,
psilocybin calling me forward,and my girlfriend really loves
psilocybin and she was like, doyou want to go into ceremony
together?
And we have a facilitator upthe mountain and who's from Peru
and she grows her own and it'slike she's amazing.
Her energy, like she ismushroom energy, like she is,
(27:03):
and the way she held space forus in this like ceremony was
amazing.
And so that was the intentionthat I set and literally like,
well, at first, you know,mushrooms took me up here and I
met some of my soul family.
I come with us, we'll go visitthe planet you're from, and I'm
like no, no, no, no, no.
That's not why I'm here.
You know, like I'm here forsomething else, like this is a
thing.
I need more mushrooms for thattoo.
(27:23):
So we're going to go over here.
And I did a hero's journey.
If you know anything about that, it's a like five grams is a
lot to take time and that wasreally what my connection felt
like.
And then I dropped into amoment when I was 17 and I had
was at this party andparticipated, or was highly
(27:46):
encouraged, We'll say, like justbecause of the podcast ratings,
I want to make sure we hold itthere, uh, with multiple,
multiple guys.
That day that took like freedomaway from me, let's call it,
and all my girlfriends left methere and I literally I remember
the whole thing now because Iwent back into that but all my
womb was being blocked with allthis energy that I hadn't left
(28:07):
because I hadn't dealt with that.
And then, in the same ceremony,I went to all the other
lifetimes where this hastranspired in my world and did a
whole bunch of work inside ofthat space of understanding.
And by the time I was done thework, like hours later, I was
literally in a mountain housesitting in the middle of Spain,
with nobody else around, in adoorframe.
(28:28):
Just, you know, you can imaginebeing on the mountain, calm
house, like in the door, justwatching nature, and it was like
this is the time to reset andit was like I could breathe
because I had just done all thiswork and I was battered and
bruised and like I had just beento fight and I know that
there's another fight coming,but it was like.
That was the like pause and itwas this beautiful experience.
(28:49):
And people are like how can youjust really talk about the
things that you figured out whenyou were 17, happened to you?
I'm like I did the work, likeI'm not holding on to it,
happened I?
I can't go change what happened.
I can change the action in myphysical form that I've been
holding onto or the energy in myphysical form that I've been
holding onto.
But it's like sometimes we needthe guide, sometimes we
(29:10):
whatever that is to assist us toget into the space of it all.
Speaker 1 (29:14):
Okay, so I want to touch a little bit on that.
So you were mentioning on ahealer and how having a healer
or whatever you want to callthem, whatever so these people
in your life who help you toprocess whatever happens.
I find that the ones who reallyhelp are the ones that are not
attached to the outcome, sooftentimes it's not people who
(29:37):
are like your immediate circle.
And so I would say that thepsilocybin is probably exactly
that thing, in that you wereshown all of that stuff, but you
were shown other things too.
So it was like this is justanother thing that existed and
happened, but so were all theseother things that happened.
So you get shown that in a way,it's like oh, it's just this
(29:58):
thing, it's not a big deal.
Another way I would describe itis um, I have a bachelor of
fine arts, and so we spend a lotof time creating artwork and
then sitting back and critiquingit.
Okay now, critiquing means youlook at it carefully, you
describe what it looks like andyou also describe what you think
or feel about it.
So in a critique, you have agroup of people looking at a
(30:20):
particular piece of artwork andthey all say what they have to
say and there's no judgment,because you can't get your
feelings wrong, you can't getyour technically, can't get your
thoughts wrong, right, andwe're saying it in a way that is
neutral and not like accusatoryor anything like that.
Now, sometimes it is hard forpeople to hear things, but it's
said in just enough of a gentleway that it doesn't feel like a
(30:42):
personal attack.
And usually when we would comeout of those critiques then you
like socialize a little bit withthe people like you would
normally do so again you'restill getting the non-objective
observation of something andit's that's very similar, and so
I would argue that's whathealers do too.
They probably just don't do itas effectively, because seeing
(31:03):
an image sometimes is not asdepending on the person.
It can be not as pokey oraggressive feeling.
It's like you just see an image, this is just what it is.
Maybe you didn't understandthat was you at the time, um,
and, and so you're.
It's like.
It's like watching a movie orsomething that you don't really
(31:24):
get.
You know.
It's like, oh, you can see thisreally horrible thing, but it's
not.
That's okay.
Whatever, I don't know whatthat is.
Speaker 2 (31:32):
Well, and I literally so.
One of my coaches just made apost today and I'm going to
paraphrase it because I don'tknow the exact words and I
literally took a photo of it andthrew it on a reel on Instagram
because I felt like it wassuper important.
But it's like and I'm in thecourse of miracles right now,
which I was told I needed to dothis year from spirit, and
today's is like you give meaningto everything.
(31:53):
You are the one and literallythat post was the exact same
essence as you're giving meaningto everything.
So, if you go back to this lifeand you see all this stuff
happening, or if you go intothis scenario, like I've been in
the Illuminati and that thatalso shows me what's happening
in the earth experience now.
So whatever it's like, how doyou know that that's going to
happen?
I'm like dude, I like made theplan, like I was part of the
(32:15):
group that like helped assistwith all this.
So like and I look at it fromthat perspective there is no
good or bad unless we give itgood or bad energy.
So sure, yeah, I murdered a fewpeople in another life and I did
this and I did um, like I, I'verepented.
I've created, like you know,the imprinting and I've cleared
the karmic debt and I've donethe work around that to shift
(32:36):
the energy in the world.
It's not like I'm condoningthat experience and saying to
you everyone, go murder people.
That's not what I'm saying.
But I'm saying like, why?
Why are we holding energy onstuff that we can't actually
change?
That's already there?
What are you doing today tomove the energy forward in the
life that you actually want andto live like what is it?
The Dalai Lama says no, it'snot the Dalai Lama.
(32:57):
Someone says like be the Gandhi, be the change that you want to
see in the world.
Speaker 1 (33:02):
I did Michael Jackson .
Speaker 2 (33:03):
Yeah, and it's like well, I'm sure you got it from.
Gandhi but that's the key.
It's like we, okay, we havethis reference point, okay, this
happened to me.
Oh my God, that happened to me.
I'm not going to sit here to belike now my life sucks because
at 17, I, like all this stuffhappened to you, you know, and
it's like, okay, that happened.
Thank you for showing me.
(33:24):
Now I know where the work needsto be done so I can keep moving
that energy through.
And it makes so much sense forthe 20 years after that about
why I took certain actions, orwhy I dated certain guys, or why
I was running around notfeeling worthy in the fact of
things and why, like, all thisstuff transpired in my life and
I'm like, oh my God, now mywhole life makes sense, you know
, and it's like amazing.
Speaker 1 (33:45):
Yeah, and you know what I'm going to tell you.
I'm going to share one morething here with you.
So in that year of figuring outwhat the subconscious was like,
really feeling through it,experiencing all that, one of
the things that I was taking adream interpretation course and
one of the things that camethrough was I had this
association of responsibilityconnected to love.
They're not the same things,right?
(34:06):
They don't really.
I tell you, it's not reallyhealthy to keep that.
So the way that it came through, I don't really remember.
I'd have to go back and see,but I feel like there was this
particular moment in time.
It was.
I think it was actually showingme that as an infant so I mean
less than nine months I veryquickly sensed the energy, the
(34:27):
difficulty between my mother andmy father, my mother and my
sister, my mother and her mother, and so I came in and which
actually I will attest my secondborn.
I only had two children, but Ithink when they come into a
family, you know they're in thewomb, they're hearing all these
sounds and energies before theyeven come in.
(34:48):
When my daughter was born, thatgirl was magical, which I
probably was too, because I wassecond board magically knew when
to not talk and when to step inand also a different way of
saying something, so that theenergy shifted, and so I didn't
recognize that I've been doingthat since infancy.
And how does that play out inthe world?
(35:12):
Obviously it's a strength insome regards, right, but if it's
not serving me completely, thenhow do I look at that?
So I don't know that was.
That was a really weird one,and I was very the questions
that the person raised when theywere giving me the
interpretation.
Of course, I just answered them, but it was interesting to
(35:32):
notice just how intelligentbabies are.
They just don't have thethere's no filters there.
Speaker 2 (35:39):
They come down in pure, pure energy, like they are
directly connected, still tosource.
So they remember their mission,they remember why they're here,
they remember the energy of theother set, they remember it all
.
And then they come, then theycan't talk which is like the
coolest part, I think, about thewhole thing.
So like they're trying totelepathically tell you stuff
and you can see them telling youthings in the space of it, but
(36:00):
most of us are so blinded by ourown life that we can't pay
attention.
Then we condition them asparents and environments.
So when they come to talk three, four years old, we don't
believe them.
Oh yeah, jimmy's got animaginary friend over there.
We don't talk about that inpublic or you can't say those
things there, or you can't justgo hug strangers and the thing.
And we condition them.
(36:21):
And then by the time that theystart to really understand human
life six, seven, eight, nine,10 years old they're in the
matrix.
Speaker 1 (36:29):
Yes, which is us right?
It's all of us.
Speaker 2 (36:32):
And now we do the work later on in life and now we
hope that as adults, if we'rehaving more, if we're having
kids, that that doesn'ttranspire.
Or our grandkids.
Now it's like how do we helpthem and how do we help our kids
?
Maybe be more open to that andmaybe you can't assist.
Maybe your job is to hold theenergetic line and so that
there's potential for that tochange.
(36:53):
But it will start to maneuverin life and we're going to start
to see and we are seeing thesebeautiful babies come out and
their expanded energies and howthey show up in the world and
they are in their liberation.
But now they have to alsorealize that they're on earth.
So that's a whole othermechanism of stuff.
Speaker 1 (37:14):
Thanks for listening to this episode of Mystical and
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