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The irony of this podcast is that my clients do call me
daddy. Welcome back to episode 7 of my
podcast, St. to Siren with the Violatrix.
I am a 20 year cyber fandom. I'm also the author of the
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Ultimate Financial Domination Guide available on Amazon,
Barnes and Noble, Kindle download, and for some reason
they're scalping it on eBay, which I believe is because you
can't get it internationally. At the end of episode 6, I
promised that I was going to break down different requests
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for kinks and fetishes from my clients that I have had
throughout 20 years. I'm going to mention the popular
ones, the not so popular ones, the outrageous ones, and I'm
pretty sure there's going to be a few in there that you not only
never heard of, but will make your hair stand on end when I
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tell you some of these. I believe I still owe you guys
the German gentleman's story, which will be coming in this
episode. I've made a list here.
Every fetish that has been brought to me over the years and
let's go through them. I have stories for each, but I
want to go through the list first, especially for those who
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are kind of studying under me. CBT cock and ball torture.
This can also involve sounding which is sticking sharp
instruments into the urethral canal, the valve of the penis.
So cock and ball torture most typically is going to involve a
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client who for whatever reason doesn't have sensitivity to his
testicles. Or maybe he does and he enjoys
the pain. It really can go either way, but
typically these guys have an incredibly high pain tolerance
for anything involving they're nuts.
They want to be stomped on. If you listen to one of the
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previous episodes of my podcast,I told the story about the guy
who was create a little vice forhis nuts and he was squeezing
them through his squeezed his nuts through the vice, and then
he was dropping medical books and encyclopedias.
It was a combination session of forced intox, which is its own
fetish where you're forcing themto get drunk.
Whether you're forcing them to get drunk to do something
painful or just simply for control, or whether you're
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forcing them to get drunk to drunk to drain their bank
account, drain their wallet. Forced intox is its own fetish
kink along with poppers. What are poppers?
They're a drug that gives you a super high for less than a
minute. I believe they're illegal and
the only way to get your hands on them is to go into an adult
bookstore like a like a glory hole type place, a truck stop
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type place, adult Peep Show typebookstore and ask them for
cleaning supplies. I swear to God that's how it
goes. And you ask them for the
cleaning supplies case and they bring you over to the poppers
case that there you go. There's my there's my, my big
insider knowledge on how to get poppers.
Hope I don't get arrested for this.
OK, so CBT cock and ball torture.
Pretty straightforward. I think.
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I told the story about the guy in Canada who offered myself and
like four or five other women 10s of thousands of dollars to
fly up to Canada and stomp his balls with giant stripper
stilettos, and I couldn't find one single girl who was willing
to do it with me, so I lost the gig.
I don't even know that I could do that.
But some of those sessions include a woman wearing
stilettos. If you're doing an on camera
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session, not only does it include making them tie up their
nuts in a shoelace or, you know,smacking their balls with a
spatula or with some sort of torture device.
But it can also include things such as putting a grape on the
floor, putting various fruits, and then just having your
stiletto, the phone, the camera is on your shoe and you're just
squashing various types of fruitfor them.
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And they they just go nuts for this.
CEII do not like this one. This is called.
I do like CBT by the way. Cock and ball torture.
Love those sessions. CEI come eating instructions.
This is where a guy likes to eathis own cum or doesn't like to
eat it and wants to be forced toeat it for you as a form of
punishment or even for me. I believe that it's a form of
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reward. They enjoy doing it, but they
want they want it in the form ofa session where they're being
forced to do so. So much of this, everything, so
much of these kinks and fetishesthat I deal with, they want to
be forced to do it. But fact the matter is they love
to do it, but they want a wickedevil woman who looks like
Morticia Adams or looks like Elvira, AKA me forcing them to
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do these things. He's in denial is a pop.
Oh, before I move away from Cei with come eating instructions
and not only want to be told to eat their comp, but then they
want to be told how to stroke and then they want to be
stopped. They want you to pause them,
edge them, get them right to theedge of it and bring them to the
brink of Organism and then pull them back.
And that would be like a long session, a long edging session.
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CEI and it can also incorporate tease and denial.
All of these kind of drip, they kind of fall into one another
and kind of a waterfall effect. There's also gooning, which is
in this subcategory. Gooning is where they want to
edge, they want to stroke, they want to drool, make monkey
sounds for hours. A gooning client will call you
in the morning or in the eveningand then and then you'll have
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the session. You don't let them come or you
let them come and then they callyou back and they do it again
and again and again. It's just basically they want to
be kind of hypnotized and told the same things over and over
again. You say hypno and it's against
TOS terms of service on most sites these days.
When you say hypno quasi hypnosis, they know you're not a
real hypnotist, but what they would want is for you saying the
same phrase over and over in a low, deep and sultry voice,
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telling them exactly what they're going to do for you,
exactly when they're going to doit and how they're going to do
it. And then whatever their triggers
and their their trigger words ortheir trigger phrases are, you
use those over and over again asyour quote, hypnotizing them.
Season denial can be anything from say they have a fetish.
Many have fetishes in inanimate objects such as panties,
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pantyhose, rubber, leather, fur,stilettos, costumes.
It could be any inanimate objectperfume.
So I had a client one time want to buy me various perfumes, send
them to me and have me wear themfor a camera session.
Which to me is so odd but he wanted to see me spraying them
on. So the idea is employing
whatever their kink and fetish is, and now you're showing it on
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camera, you're using it seductively, you're describing
it. How does it feel?
What's the tactile sense of it? What does it smell like?
What does it look like? How would it feel against their
skin? Silky pantyhose, Lacy panties,
silky panties, my red lips, my red lipstick.
Whatever it is, you're teasing them, you're putting it in their
face, and then you're pulling back and you're denying them.
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Look at my, look at my long legsand these stilettos and these
pantyhose. How'd that feel up against your
face? Oh, it's a shame you can't feel
this. How hard you would be rubbing up
against this, wouldn't you? If I wrap this fur around your
face, around your neck, that sort of thing.
Let's move into foot worship. Foot workshop is pretty
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self-explanatory. We all have known friends, men
who love women's feet. This can encompass anything from
loving a woman's foot with a high arch to loving really
ragged, beaten up ballerina feet, to liking long lean,
almost the type of Egyptian feetyou see in mummies, to liking
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short feet with organized toes. It really depends.
But the one thing actually two things that I've pretty much
seen across the board, the high arch is a big draw and the other
one is soft soles. So in an example where you'd be
doing a foot fetish, you would, you know, put on all sorts of
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anklet socks, stockings, stilettos, maybe Lacy stilettos
that that wrap up your your leg,up your calf.
And then you're going to slowly remove the stiletto, the anklet,
the pantyhose, the stiletto, very slowly expose your high
arch, your beat up dancers feet or your soft soles.
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And then they just lose it. But everything in super slow
motion, very low sultry voice asI'm showing you, my long Bony
feet, my beautifully organized toes, my pretty pedicure, my
soft soles, that sort of thing. Brain game drain will be very
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popular with fandom. That is where in the old days
you would meet a guy at an ATM machine off of Craigslist or any
fetish site. Nowadays you can't do that.
So it's got to be a virtual drain game where you're draining
them for various little tasks and games.
You're just draining them $510 at a time, or if they're high
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rollers, 2550, a $100 at a time,something that we used to do
many years ago, which is totallyillegal now.
I think across the board. There was a computer program
that was called Teamviewer. You'd have the client log into
the site and give you a code andyou would remotely take control
of their desktop computer or their laptop, and then you could
kind of scroll your way around until you got into their bank
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account and begin draining them bit by bit, transferring funds
to your bank account. That was Teamviewer.
That's a drain game, and there'slots of little ways to do that
game. You'll see them on on Twitter.
I don't involve myself in any ofthat bullshit scamming Venoms
and scamming men who are lookingto get their nails paid for in
their coffee. You want to pay something?
Pay my fucking mortgage. 4KA month, motherfucker.
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Sometimes they just want you to go onto various sites and they
want to buy you gifts. I don't need gifts.
Don't send me throne gifts. Don't send me gift cards.
I want hard cold cash. Don't fuck around with gifts.
I don't need it. I have a client who's driving me
crazy and morbidly obese former attorney who lives in Chicago.
You know who you are. He's driving me absolutely
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crazy. Force feeding.
They want to be force fed in front of you on Cam.
Greasy pizza, cupcakes, Stromboli, linguine.
I really don't engage in this fetish.
This is going to come as a big shock to many of you.
I have a moral and ethical problem issue with certain kinks
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and fetishes and I draw the line.
Anything that I believe is goingto make me burn in hell, I'm not
doing it. So if I have a guy come to me
for a force feeding the first thing I will ask him is what is
your height and weight? And I'll keep him on the line at
399 a minute while I plug his dimensions, his height and
weight into a BMI calculator. And if he's like one
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cheeseburger away from a heart attack, I ain't taking that
client. I'm not doing it.
And I tell him exactly that. So I have one right now, that I
was working with him to a degree, but he wanted me to up
the ante and go harder, and I wouldn't do it.
And he ghosted. And he came back yesterday.
Would you please take me back? I was like, no, fuck you,
extortion blackmail. You guys have heard me talk
about extortion blackmail before.
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This is absolutely one of my topfavorites.
Extortion blackmail can look like anything from, you know,
you're doing a session with themand your screen recording it,
and then you're putting dribs and drabs, clips of it out on
social media, Twitter, Instagram, and then he's paying
you to take it down. Or he sends you scantily Clive
photos or photos of him in a corset, photos of him with a
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dildo in his mouth or another orifice, and then you blackmail
and extort him, you know, with the photos.
Had a guy one time who didn't believe that I could extort him
and he didn't understand it. So I said all right, let me ask
you a few questions. He said I'm not giving you much
information, I don't need much information.
I asked him a few questions. What line of work was he in?
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What town did he live in? His real first name?
I asked him probably 5 distinct things and I was able to find
him in a nanosecond. I found his wife on Facebook so
within a short amount of time I had everything from his wedding
photos to pictures of he and hiswife purchasing their house and
then a few more searches and I was able to get the address of
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the house. I saw something in the photo
that had like a street name and within 15 minutes of him
challenging me that I couldn't extort him, I had all of these
photos pictures. I found his professional, his
LinkedIn, and I sent him severalscreenshots of what I found.
He did pay me and then he succinctly blocked me.
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So caveat M Tor, as I always say, buyer beware.
I'm very good at what I do. Don't be surprised if I smashed
through the glass ceiling of whatever it is you think I might
be able to do because I will ignore line.
This is a little known one. It's not very popular.
This is where a gentleman will call you and you will just
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ignore him. Now this is tough because unless
you're watching TV or talking toother people, he's not going to
hear anything if you're just kind of sitting there at your
computer or you know, you're trying to scroll, go out
shopping so he can hear the sounds of the mall or you're in
the bathtub, he can hear the splashing type of thing.
So but that's an ignore line. And I have one client, very
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wealthy guy, he races cars in Monaco, will call me for, you
know, half hour ignore line calls and he doesn't make a
sound. You'll hear some grunting
towards the end, but yeah, your entire purpose of that call is
to completely ignore this man, to show him he is nothing.
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Humiliation is going to be wherehe was probably bullied or
teased by girls in prepubescence, adolescence, in
his teenage years. Maybe he was over at a friend's
house, he and a bunch of little boys were running around.
Maybe the girls were getting ready for a date for a dance,
and there was music and Hairspray and lipstick and the
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boys were trying to sneak peeks at the girls.
And the girls were like, you know, making fun of them,
slamming the door in their face.And something in that
intoxicating mixture of the women, the perfume, the
Hairspray, the music, getting their first hard on seeing these
beautiful women get ready. All of these, all of this
intoxicating cocktail leads themto be forever beholden to the
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only way they can achieve that level of hard on is to be
teased, denied, humiliated. So that's where that comes from.
Make me cry. Obviously it speaks for itself.
That's, that's a pretty clear kink fetish.
Make me cry. Like when I was a little boy, my
mom made me cry. That speaks for itself.
Role play again, pretty self-explanatory.
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Nanny, governess, breastfeeding Mummy, get a lot of British guys
that want you to play mummy. Yeah, that's what they call
their moms, not mommy. Mummy.
You have men who if you have women that are lactating
postpartum, that's a huge fetishis watching you, you know,
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express milk on camera. I'm just explaining them.
I'm not saying I support them. Nanny governance is when you
know you have to give them the full scale.
We're running around a castle. You're in your little uniform,
I'm yelling at you. You're a bad little boy.
I spank you. I put you over my knee, then I
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have to put you in the bathtub. That those can get a little bit
weird. I don't love those.
I have one client who he's an attorney.
All my clients are attorneys, bythe way, my one client who
absolutely loves the nanny governess thing and mummy and
all that, and I just run out of scenarios.
I, I really can't stand that one.
Human furniture speaks for itself.
Must be your footstool. Wants to be your human ashtray.
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Put your cigarettes out in them.They want to be a human toilet.
They don't ask. So I don't deal in those, but
I've had requests for them pay to view games.
It's kind of what the OF model is all based on where you have a
cachet of videos and photos, grips.
Basically, he's getting hard, he's working himself up, he's
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edging, and then you are sendinghim videos, making charging him
for each and every video and picture, upping the ante,
getting him more and more excited, escalating the
temptation, the desire, the desirability, all of these
things as you're working him into a complete state of
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insanity over you, over whateverpart of your body or whatever
thing is his trick or trigger and you're charging him for it
along the way. Sissification.
I just did a whole video on this.
If you haven't seen it, it's up on my YouTube.
Sissification is the addiction interest art of cross dressing,
of basically a man becoming a woman.
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And there's so many different, there's no two that are the
same. There's so many different facets
to this. You don't know if he wants to go
out and live as a woman or she just wants to.
He just wants to do it sometimes.
Is he addicted to the idea of just the tactile nature of
wearing silky pretty women's things and makeup and powder and
wigs and lipstick and high heelsand stockings corsets?
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Or is he jealous of his wife because she gets to wear them?
Is he jealous of other women because they get to wear them?
Does he just want to do it everynow and then?
Does he just want to be a littletaboo and naughty?
Or does he want to live out and proud like full Caitlyn Jenner
type situation? There's No 2 the same, so you
have to ask a lot of questions. Does he want to be dressed up
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like a doll and forced to submitto a man?
Which brings me to my next one, which is forced by.
There are men that will call youthat want you to walk them very
slowly through a scenario where they will have to serve another
man. And that's called forced by
forced bisexual. So often sissification can lead
into forced by, but it doesn't always.
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So you have to ask a lot of questions on the front end.
But forced by is basically wherehe's like no, no, please don't.
OK, give me that BBCBBC. We know what this is, but big
BBC big black cock the number one fetish of all fetishes in
Finn, Dom and Dom period. But they want to be talked
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about. They want you to talk about big
black cock. They want you to talk about
taking big black cock. They want to hear about what you
would make them do to receive itor how you would make that
happen. I do everything from telling
them I'm going to pimp them out on Craigslist or Grinder, I'm
going to put them in a hotel suite which they're going to
secure, and I'm going to send a big stream of BBC men to come
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in, fuck their mouths, rape their mouths.
Like I get sinister with this. Take him to the one of those
underground sex shows in New York City, strap them to a
chair, let people from the audience come up and have their
way with them, all sorts of things.
Confession line, this is where you don't need to show your
face. And you don't need to show your
face in this line of work ever. But this is where you don't need
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to show your face. And you're just doing like a
confession line, like a therapist.
But you can't call yourself that.
And they call you up to tell youstories that they think will
shock you. But if you're anything like me,
there's nothing they can say to shock you.
But a confession line is just that.
They have some deep dark secret they want to talk about or get
it off their chest. And bear in mind as I talk about
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sisification, any of these nannygoverness.
These men are mostly married with families.
Their wives have no idea they'reinto this stuff.
And I often tell them, I always tell them to keep it that way.
Keep their dirty little weird kink to calling women like me on
a phone sex line. Don't bring your wife into this.
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She'll never understand it. She will never.
Participate or get her head around it and it could very well
fracture the relationship irreparably.
So I'm a big supporter of this line of work and men who do this
anonymously from time to time towork it out of their system
without involving a family dynamic.
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Panties, pantyhose, rubber stilettos, GIMP suits, costumes,
all of these things are triggersfor these men.
And like I said, it can be any object, any inanimate object
that gets them off. I've said this before and I'll
say it again, I will die on thishell.
Whatever thing got a young boy in adolescence, prepubescence,
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puberty, whatever got him his first wet dream or his very
first hard honor series of hard ONS, whatever it was.
Avhs tape a glossy magazine in the 60s or 70s, or a teacher
accidentally running up against him with stockings and pantyhose
at his desk while she takes him outside and spanks him with a
ruler. With everything tripped, his
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trigger will hard lock in his psyche and he will forever be
inextricably tied to that thing with his hard on will be
inextricably linked to that thing forever.
You don't choose your kink or fetish, it chooses you in early
psyche psychology, in your earliest experiences as you're
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going through puberty. Pegging.
If I had a dime a dollar for every man who asked me to peg
him and I tell them I am a fendom, I am not a fucking
dominatrix. I'm not fucking pegging you.
I don't own a strapon. You would have to nail me to a
cross to get a strapon on me or to get me to hold touch one or
talk about 1. Even in fantasy.
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If in the middle of a call and I'm making good money and I
don't want to hang up on him, hebrings out the pegging fantasy,
I tell him in the middle of the session I will bring in a
fucking hooker, a lady of the night in escort, and she will.
I will outsource your pegging. She will peg you.
I will fucking outsource it. Do not ever bring that up to me
again or tell me before the calllike I get visibly, viscerally
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sick by the idea of pegging. I am a thin Dom.
I am not a Dom. There is a huge difference.
Know it, learn it, live it. ATM human ATM.
That is where they just want to be used and abused for their
money. These men, the girls on Twitter
and on TikTok make it sound likethese men are all over the
place. They are so few and far between.
And I'm going to tell you right now, if they are a guy who wants
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to be a human ATM, he's not going to do it often.
And when he does it, he's never going to look for the girl with
a Fin Dom listing. He's going to look for the girl
with the girl next door. Lonely housewife, home alone,
college Coed. He is never going to look for a
fandom because most don't know what they're doing and they
would end up ruining him becausethey don't understand how fandom
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works and that is the truth. Most men that are true fin Subs
pay piggies. Men who want to engage in this
power exchange for money are doing it because they run
corporations, they run their family, their wives are
submissive. They have to be dominant all of
the time and they just want to release and relinquish control
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and sometimes financial control and feel subservient and
submissive to a powerful woman that they know they couldn't in
their normal vanilla life. They could never touch her, get
near her, date her. That is human ATM.
That pretty much encompasses everything with which I deal,
every kink and fetish in which Iam commissioned to do a session
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or a show. I'm going to leave you by
telling you one last story, which you're going to love.
So as we wrap up episode 7 of myState Discern podcast, I just
want to remind you that I am always welcoming questions,
suggestions, stories you'd like to hear, topics that you'd like
covered. There's places on the podcast
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hosting pages for you to comment.
Please feel free to do so. Your feedback is invaluable to
me. As I mentioned, I'm probably
only going to do 12 episodes of this podcast.
Really, I'm not sure if I'm going to continue on with it.
If I'm not reaching the right people, not helping the right
people. It wouldn't make sense because
it's a lot of work. Not that I don't enjoy it, but
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it just doesn't make sense investing this kind of time into
this cuckolding. I forgot to mention, with all of
the fetishes and kinks, I think I forgot.
I think I left out cuckolding. That's probably the granddaddy
of all BBC and cuckolding is first and foremost what you
think of when you think of Finn Dom.
And as we know, BBC is big blackcock.
That's what all these submissivemen are after.
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Yeah, the white guys, actually many ethnicities.
But what what these men want is to be cuckolded at the mercy of
a goddess or mistress. And she's of course, beautiful
and powerful. And he's on his knees or he's in
the corner. He's in chastity, which is a
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locking device for his cock thathe can't get hard and he can't
come. And you can find him on Amazon
by the way, and that he gets to watch or at least is in the
presence or knowledge of the fact that his wife, his goddess,
his mistress, whatever it is or whatever relationship they have,
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she is serving this black bull and he is submissive to her.
Now to my story. Years ago, I had this is a real
person. And he, he's still out there.
He doesn't call me anymore because he can't afford me.
And I will tell you why his nameis diaper boy or diaper bitch.
He used to have a website. He was featured on that show
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Inside Edition. So if you don't believe me, you
can Google this. He's a real person.
He is a full grown man who is inthe military who now lives as a
grown man baby. When I say he lives as a baby, I
mean he wears giant diapers, He has a crib that he sleeps in, he
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sucks his thumb, he takes bottles.
He he was living with his motherfirst.
He was married and his wife was caretaking him.
He doesn't work. He's got a military pension and
he may be on disability for mental issues.
I'm not totally sure about that.And he was getting endorsements
for a while and he was on some clip site, so he was able to pay
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me for a period of time. He's the sweetest thing ever.
He's adorable but he's a full grown man.
He's now must be in his 50s and he lives as a baby.
Why? He was married and his wife was
taking care of him full time. Then she divorced him and gave
him to his mother. So his mother had him full time
and they have to do everything from bathe him to feed him in a
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high chair, diaper him, put him to sleep, watch what he eats,
put baby locks on things. He lives as a baby, he believes
he is a baby. He talks in a baby voice.
He has a bedroom full of stuffedanimals, little baby toys, and
he likes to call girls on phone sex sites, chat sites OF and
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play with them as like his virtual babysitter and then like
he's rolling around in a bonnet and his diaper.
I was so intrigued by him. I think he didn't enjoy our
sessions because I was so psychologically curious about
like what it was that drove him I was curious about.
He had a few babysitters that took advantage of him and I
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don't even know where the ethicsand morals cross on that one.
One was a guy so for fun I used to like deep dive.
I used to ask him to deep dive those stories about what The
Dirty babysitter did to him. Anyway, so his wife divorced
him, gave him to his mom becausehe was too much work.
His mom couldn't take it anymoreand she shipped him down to
Florida to her sisters. So he lives with his aunt and
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she's kind of abusive and she puts him in like some sort of a
cage when she goes out instead of like getting a babysitter.
So anyway, that is a true story.I have seen and heard it all.
I mean, I don't think I got to my German ATM client.
There is more one more ATM that I didn't speak about and it
doesn't stand for ATM withdraw. It stands for ass to mouth and
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somebody remind me my podcasts are all kind of bleeding
together. I can't remember what I told you
what I didn't. Someone tell me if I didn't tell
the German ATM story. That almost made me stop doing
this forever. It traumatized me so badly when
I saw what I saw on Cam and whenI took the call.
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When I took the client, he was very careful about what he asked
me, but he did not divulge the full story of what he would be
performing for me on Cam. And when I saw it, I can't Unsee
it. And he called me a few more
times and he never called me again, thank God.
But anyway, somebody tell me in the comments if I didn't tell
you the German ATM story, because if I did not, I will
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tell you as I open the next podcast, episode 8, and it's a
long one, and some of you may need therapy.
Thank you for tuning in. As always, I want you to
understand that there are so many moving parts and pieces and
facets to what I do. I think I've mentioned early on
that I've had clients call me who were sexually abused and
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conventional therapy doesn't work for them.
So they call women like me because this is what we do day
in and day out and nobody's seennor heard more than we have.
And I have several clients that use me as a real therapist.
I kind of cover it all, but thisis my specialty.
This is what I do. This is what I know.
And I am in the process of revamping my website soon
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because Wix took down all my payservices that were available to
me for violation of terms of service because it's adult
related content. So if you try to book a session
with me, you have to contact me from my Zelle, Venmo, PayPal
because I can no longer take payment processing through my
Wix site. Which is a whole other story.
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But yeah, fuck you Wix. What if they want to sponsor one
of my episodes?