December 4, 2025 • 29 mins
Episode 8: My Most Horrific Client Session True Story (Germans)
It is with great reservation I bring you this story in all its detail. It is my most horrifically shocking client story; albeit not my MOST SHOCKING - that involves NFL players. If you want that one, please let me know in the comments.
I also share stories of my top surgeon backstory as I pull the veil back on what happens at the most wealthy & elite levels of American kink and fetish sub culture.
Thank you to all of my listeners for the plays, likes, shares, comments. You have brought such happiness & gratitude to my life for allowing me to share without having to pay for therapy instead.
With love & gratitude,
Pamela
New website:
theviolatrix.com > saint2siren.com
IG @theviolatrix
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The irony of this podcast is that my clients do call me
daddy. Welcome back to episode 8 of my
St. to Siren podcast. We open this episode with a
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comment from Creatrix and she says you are such an iconic
queen. Thank you for such good
information. I wonder if you could speak on
staying safe while cyber doming.Have you ever dealt with cyber
attacks, scams, sites that are safe to use or even stalkers IRL
which in our industry means in real life probably in most
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industries. And also please begin with the
German ATM story. So without further ado, I will
regale you now with the German ATM story, which goes down in
the annals of my storytelling slash distinguished career as
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PSO cyber fandom as the most shocking and horrific PTSD
almost complex PTS See PTSD inducing session that I have
ever had, hands down. And I, I don't like to tell it.
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I tease about telling it. But again, without further ado,
here we go. So I received a text message, a
chat through the platform for whom I work.
And everybody's been asking me what is that platform?
So let me go ahead and tell you now it is night flirt.
I am at night flirt.com back slash the violatrix where I have
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been for almost 20 years. So when a client on night flirt
a new client approaches you, it can happen one of two ways.
They can call blindly through the phone system again, it's a
double-blind phone system where they patch in client and flirt
and neither of you can see each other's number.
And this is one of the reasons that PSO phone sex will never go
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away because it's the most anonymous and safe and secure
for especially a high earning gentleman who want no access, no
exposure to who they are. So this particular client wrote
me through the system. I believe you sent me an e-mail
and he said my name is so and so.
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I live in Europe. I'm wondering if you are open to
an ATM session? So for those of you who don't
know the acronyms, in our business ATM stands for Ass to
mouth. Now typically if it's a woman, a
flirt is listed as a run-of-the-mill kind of girl
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next door housewife and someone asks or or a submissive and
someone asks for ATM. What they're asking is for her
to take a dildo. Play with it anally and then put
it in her mouth. That is typically what you think
when you think of ATM in a thin Dom aspect.
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That's going to entail the gentleman, the client using his
toys and doing ass to mouth. If someone comes to a client
comes to you and they want ATM and you are a thin Dom or a
dominatrix, what they're saying is I would like to do this for
you over the phone or on Cam depending on what services you
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offer. So I replied to him and said I
don't normally allow it like those those years are behind me.
However tell me a little bit more about yourself.
And he basically said that, you know he had a really good job
which I always vet the clients to make sure that they're going
to be stay and pay. I don't want one off clients,
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especially at my rate I'm $3.99 a minute.
So my phone doesn't ring often. Matter of fact, it rarely rings
when I log into the system. But at 399 a minute being one of
the most expensive, longest running regular girls on that
site, of course there's porn stars and things they have 599 a
minute, 799 a minute, but they're rarely on.
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Or maybe there's a couple of girls that do girl girl shows or
multiple people shows that are 5or 799 a minute.
But for me being 399 a minute, my phone rarely rings.
So when it does, I have to ensure that I capture that
client and don't lose him and turn him into a regular repeat
client. It's paramount.
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So he really sold me on this session by saying to me, I'm
looking for a new flirt, consistent play, and those were
the triggers that I was seeking and he hit right on each one.
So I told him, OK, we'll do it. So we set a day and a time as we
open the session. And at the time we used to use
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Skype. Skype earlier this year
outlawed, banned any adult services and they kind of did
away with the Skype interface and changed it to something
called Teams or whatever. So at the time, the person would
by my Skype ID from my night flirt profile and which I
charged $5 for to make sure thatpeople weren't just smashing and
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grabbing, you know, my ID and then filling my my messaging
platforms up with spam. So he bought it for $5, accessed
my Skype and was ready and waiting for me.
And so he calls through the night flirt system.
And for those of you that are following me to learn how this
goes, this is paramount. This is absolutely imperative
that you hear me on this. If you're offering phone with
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Cam and a client wants to do a Cam session, whether it's one
way Cam, you see them and they don't see you or the reverse, or
you're doing two way Cam, it doesn't matter.
You have them buy your ID or yousend it.
Most of us are using Discord now.
You text back and forth just to make sure that they are added on
the system and ready to go. You do not test the Cam.
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That's a free show. They bring you through the site,
you pick up the dollars, the minutes are rolling and then you
go over to Skype, Discord, whatever it is and you start the
Cam. So this is exactly what happened
as his Cam opens, it was almost shocking because you rarely see
something like this. He was so good looking, he was
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so blonde and Aryan. His eyes were ice sky blue, ice
blue. They were so almost see through.
They were absolutely stunning. He had blonde hair, fair skin.
He was gorgeous. He was maybe in his, I want to
say early 40s. He was tall, he was thin, he was
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built. He was sitting in his kitchen
and when you looked at him it was like he had been dropped
into an IKEA like kitchen showroom.
Everything was pristine, neat, tidy, perfect.
So I was like this is great. I was so excited.
I was like this is going to be fantastic.
Love this guy. But as the Cam open and I'm
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taking in all of this sensory data, I look at him and he has
almost this disconcerting grin on his face, like his smile
wasn't normal. And something must have
triggered in my intuition at that time because I remember
getting an uneasy feeling. It was like he was seeing me,
but he was looking through me. There was no connection.
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Which even though there's only so much connection you can have
through a Cam, we we weren't connecting.
He wasn't connecting to me. He was seeing through me, which
told me he had an agenda and I was simply a viewer that he was
going to put on a show for. And that's exactly what ended up
happening. So he turns around and he points
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to this meticulously organized, rather large bag.
He proceeds to unzip it, all thewhile staring back into the
camera at me with this very weird, borderline creepy grin.
He goes back to the bag, unzips it, and begins taking out toy
after toy. These were not toys.
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I I'm going to preface this by saying I, I don't own anything
like this. I never have owned anything like
this. So I was shocked.
These were some of the biggest dildos I'd ever seen.
And then it was clear that they had suction cups on them and I
would like giggled to myself. I was like, oh, OK.
Like it never dawned on me. I know it sounds naive for a
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domino, but it never dawned on me that a man would use like a
dildo with a suction cup. Like, I find that funny to begin
with, but then a man, so whatever.
So he pulls on these things out and there are various shapes,
sizes and colors, but they are enormous.
I mean enormous. He proceeds to begin sticking
them around various points of the kitchen, one in the middle
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of the kitchen table, one on thechair, went on the side of the
cabinet poking straight out. So I'm just watching this and
we're not saying a word. He's never said a word.
I don't know his name. I'm sure I said a few things in
the beginning and it was clear he didn't want to speak.
I don't think that he wanted in the event that I was one of
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those women that would record a session.
I don't think he wanted his voice caught on tape as well as
his image of course. So he's done setting these
things all up. He zips up the bag and moves it
off the table. Everything was so, for lack of a
better word, anal. Anal, resentive and German.
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I mean it was like a stereotype.So he proceeds to stare right
into my eyes and the camera and slowly disrobes.
He unbuttons his very nice button down shirt.
He unbuckles his belt. He takes on his pants.
Now he is standing before me. Of course.
He grabs his shoes and puts his socks inside the shoes and moves
them to the everything's folded like I'm watching this whole
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process. It was like the Mr. Rogers of
Dirty Fendom. So now with his weird little
grin, turns around. He stands there totally naked,
spins around for me. I believe he played with himself
for a minute to show off his goods, to which I was completely
unimpressed and slightly terrified at this point.
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So he's gotten all his toys assembled.
He proceeds to take the suction cup dildos and position them all
around the kitchen. One on the kitchen cabinet, one
dead center in the middle of thetable, and others in various
places. He proceeds completely disrobed,
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completely naked. He proceeds to jump with his
very long legs up onto the dead center of the kitchen table,
stare at me in the eyes, and drop down like an Acrobat or one
of those aerobics women in the 80s on a on one of those
exercise video Jazzercise videos.
And he squats down like total dead weight on top of this huge
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black suction cup dildo. And he is now bouncing up and
down on it with this weird, disconcerting, creepy toothy
grin. He's staring at me.
And this is the worst part of the whole thing.
If this was just phone, I would just be kind of gazing off, you
know, not really paying attention.
But because this was Cam, he is dead center staring me, locked
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eyes in the eye. So he's hopping up and down on
this dildo. He's got other ones in his
mouth. He does this for maybe 5 or so
minutes and he's just having thetime of his life.
He was like a small child at a playground that was like, look,
mommy, look how look at what I can do.
And he could tell the discomfort.
The more uncomfortable I looked,the more excited he got this
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point. He jumps up from the table.
He dislodges the suction cup. It's inside him.
He jumps up. And now he's just running around
the kitchen, backing up against cabinets, pushing things inside
himself. He's he's giving, you know,
mouth like Deep Throat to these dildos.
He's just putting on this incredible show and he's like
hyper ADHD level. He's so excited to be showing me
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his toys and his skills and I'm I'm just so completely
horrified. I was just, it was horrible.
So at some point during the showand I'm again, eyes locked with
him. He's making sure that he's dead
locked on me. He gets back onto the table and
I'm not really. I can't have the vantage point
of seeing the ones on the covers.
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I can't see them exactly becausethe camera is aimed directly at
the one on the table. It's back on the table.
Suction cup. The one that's still in his ass
sits back down. Make sure it's.
He turns around and he makes sure that it's adhered section
wise to the table, jumping up and down.
And now he looks at me. He pauses.
There's like dead air space. He stares at me and with the
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most utterly sinister, sadistic grin, slowly begins to remove
himself to rise up off of the dildo.
And let me say this, I'm from Hershey, PA.
I'm born and raised in Hershey, PA.
When my girlfriend and I in highschool would hook school and go
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down to like the Wildwood for the day, like the beach, and
we'd end up at a party with a bunch of like, older guys and
we'd be like, oh, we're from Hershey, PA.
They'd be like the Hershey Highway.
I didn't understand the joke. I didn't know what it meant.
I now know what it means. And when I tell you that this
was the truest definition of theHershey Highway I had ever seen.
It was as if like one of those cartoons where you see like a
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cartoon character, like throwingice cream scoops on top of an
ice cream cone, except the ice cream cone is inverted.
It's in reverse, like it looked as if someone had taken
chocolate ice cream and fudge and just went nuts throwing it
on top of this thing. He is so proud of the mess that
he's made. And it was disgusting.
And it was in amounts that I didn't even know someone could
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produce. And he's staring at me in the
eyes and I'm thinking, OK, thankGod it's over.
He's going to close the session and he's proud of this.
No, no, no, he wasn't nearly over.
He was staring at me because he's getting hard at the idea
that I am so horrified. Here's this naive American
quote, Finn Dom, and I'm showingher this disgusting stuff.
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And so, OK, he did it. He managed to squeeze by, he
managed to get fly in under the radar by saying ATMI have three
hard rules in what I do, obviously age play, children.
That goes without saying. That's not even a rule.
That's just Marley and ethicallyit goes without saying.
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My 3 rules, no needles, no bloodand no scat.
Now I know that the Germans are famous for this and it crosses
your mind from time to time, butI'd never seen anything like it
because I'd never taken a scat show and it's it's in my hard
list of three prohibited fetishes kinks.
So at this point he is now seeing my reaction and now he's
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getting more off on his now he'sgoing like more crazy on it.
There's so much that he's produced from his body.
I remember thinking to myself, what the fuck did this guy eat
to make this happen? That was my first initial
thought when I saw the pile thatwas on the table.
And he he, I just, I can't beginto tell you.
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I am like vomiting and throwing up in my mouth.
I'm turning green. The more shocked that I was, the
more he stayed and stared at me.And then just when I thought it
was going to end and it couldn'tget worse, he begins to start
playing in it and takes his faceand slams his mouth down on this
thing and starts deep throating it to the point where like you
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couldn't even see it anymore because his whole face had
engulfed it. It's on his hands, he's smearing
it down himself. It's on his neck.
It's it's covering those previously lucidly translucent,
translucently blue, ice blue eyes.
It's all over him. It was like a little kid who had
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gotten into their diaper and waslike, oh, look what I did.
But it was obviously far worse. And I know there are diaper
fetishes. I know that they're scat
fetishes, but I've never seen it.
And I have to tell you, I never want to see it again.
To this day, I still have nightmares about it.
He's nowhere when you're done, it's on his face, it's in his
nails, it's in his hair, it's inhis teeth.
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He's gulping and eating and swallowing.
Now he goes over and I see he moves the camera and now I can
see that he's got the one on thecupboard.
They're all covered because I didn't have the vantage point
previously. So now I'm seeing that he's got
it on this one. Now he's going down on that one.
This this previously pristine IKEA level kitchen is now
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covered in shit from one end to the other.
So is he. And I think there is no way that
this can get any worse. And he takes a bunch of the toys
and gets as close to the camera as possible and starts, for lack
of a better word, making out with these coded toys.
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I am throwing up at this point. I'm, I'm gagging.
I'm throwing up in my mouth. I, I, it was a combination of
the shock. Now, of course I don't want to
disconnect him because if you disconnect someone, they will
smack you with bad feedback on the site.
Or if I disconnect him and blockhim, he'll create.
Sometimes clients have been known to create other profiles
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and then slam you with negative feedback.
And your feedback is so crucial to your business.
And I'd never really received negative feedback.
So all of these things are like flipping through my head and I'm
like, what am I going to do? It may not shock you to hear
that on top of all of this again, just when I thought this
nightmare is going to be over, he proceeds to arouse himself
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and now he wants to orgasm to all of this.
So adding insult to injury, now I have to deal with, you know, a
JOY which like jerk off instruction type call on top of
the ATM and now scat, which was surreptitiously, you know,
grandfathered into the into the session that I had not
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previously permitted. So it was hands down the most
disgusting call I'd ever had. Now, if you listen to my
podcast, you know that a few years ago I had a friend.
I used to go to his house and make calls because my kids were
little night. It was much more free for me to
make these my night flirt calls at someone's house.
Plus we could drink wine and they would get a kick out of it.
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And my clients liked having someone watch them.
It's not that they didn't know. So this, this friend of mine
later had secret recordings thatI had not permitted, didn't
know. He went in the bathroom,
recorded me, and then threatenedto extort me for various things
that he wanted. And I ended up taking him to
court and the DA basically threwthe book at him.
I didn't even sue him. The DA took the case and they
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arrested him and handled the whole thing.
And a year ago in November, thisguy named Benny in Las Vegas.
I won the case and I still have a restraining order that ends,
oh, it just ended in November. So let's pray to God this
doesn't come back around. But anyway, he had asked me if
he ever calls you again, can yourecord it?
And I was like, a this guy will never call me again.
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And BI don't know. I've never tried to record a
client session like that. He's like, please, I want to see
it. So I said to my friend at the
time, there is no way this guy is going to call me back.
He saw the horror in my face. He saw that I couldn't wait to
get off the call. He saw that I was physically
I'll there's no way he's going to call back.
Sure enough. But a week later, he circles
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back and says I'd love another session.
And I was like, OK, you got it. So in an interesting twist of
fate, instead of using Skype, heasked to move to Zoom.
In the days leading up to that appointment on Zoom, I
discovered that you could recorda session on Zoom.
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So the session starts, I hit record and sure enough,
unbeknownst to me, this giganticbanner popped up and says the
sessions being recorded. He turns pale white, not that he
wasn't already pale white, but he turns like all the blood
rushed out of his body and he immediately he worked so fast to
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turn off his phone, he tripped, he fell, he was like wrecking
things in in the path of destruction to to get the thing
turned off. And that was the end.
I never heard from him again. A matter of fact, I think he
blocked me. And I was like, oh, thank God.
So there you have it folks. There is the story of my German
ATM client. And I hope you've enjoyed it.
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I hope that it was everything you wanted it to be.
It is my most disgusting story. I mean, I have shocking stories
across the board. It's not perhaps my most
shocking story. That's the football player's
story. You guys are going to have to be
active in the comments underneath my podcast because
everything has run together between me taking my client
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calls, me, just talking in general to the people in my life
and then the podcast. And then sometimes I have to re
record episodes. I cannot remember what I covered
and what I didn't. So you guys will have to tell me
in the comments. If I told the football players
to the football team, the American NFL football team
story, that is hands down my most shocking story of all
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stories of all time. If I didn't tell it, I will tell
it next episode. Outside of that, my other
shocking stories, I mean, I havemy one client now.
You know what I can't, I can't say that on air.
That could potentially involve acrime.
I can't say that one that kind of involves football players as
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well. NFL play.
There's there's a lot of my stories that involve NFL
players, but I will tell you this as far as shocking is
concerned with clients and stories, one of the things that
never ceases to amaze me is thatI have one particular client,
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but he's not alone. I have many that are surgeons or
physicians. Now, I can't say where this
particular gentleman is from because it will absolutely give
him way and, and I can't say hisspecialty, but he is a very high
level surgeon and he's a good looking guy.
Super hung. How do I know?
Because when we have our Cam sessions, his Cam opens.
He looks like the prototype daddy DILF Zaddy.
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He's got the glasses, he's got the beard, he's super cut.
Even though, I mean, he's in his40s, maybe late 40s, early 50s.
He is in such amazing shape. He could easily be a male model,
no question. And then he's always sitting on
a chair when our sessions open and he's super hung and he goes
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to sex parties and the kind thatare like, you know, Eyes Wide
Shut kind, although I never saw that movie, like the Masquerade,
the high level people, celebrities.
He goes to those bougie kinds and he fucks women.
He fucks men's wives. He fucks the husbands in front
of the wife. He fucks the husband and the
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wife in front of a group of people sipping champagne and
cocktails in tuxedos. Like this does exist.
Do I have an Illuminati story? Yes, I do.
Don't really care to tell it. It is very creepy and I don't
like it. If you guys want it, you're
going to have to tell me in the comments because again, I don't
know what content you want to hear about.
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But this particular surgeon who I don't want to say that there's
like an equal crush, like a mutual crush on him, but he is
adorable. For the first year that I had
him as a client, he creeped me the hell out.
Once he became more human and I got to know him, he's adorable.
But I still can't quite get my head around finding someone
attractive who serves Dick, takes Dick.
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Like that's my own personal thing that I have to like a hump
I have to get over, even though it's what I do for a living.
The thing that utterly amazes meis when he'll call me, it's
usually on a Thursday or a Friday.
Sometimes it's from his office in the hospital, sometimes it's
from his. It's from his Home Office.
I'll be like, what are you doingthis weekend?
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Is it a party? At one time he participated in
that thing where that girl wanted to fuck like 40 guys on
her 40th birthday or 30 guys on her 30th birthday.
I can't remember what it was. He went to that and he told me
what went down and that again, Idon't want to get off topic but
that's like a whole other story.That was fucking crazy.
I can't even imagine wanting to have sex with two men at once,
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let alone with 30. Like my mind was blown.
But it was like her dream and she made it happen.
But his his side of the story was pretty lackluster.
It was pretty dismal the way it really happens behind the
scenes. But again, I'll save that for
next time. The thing that shocks me most
about this particular handsome zaddy daddy DILF surgeon is that
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he'll be like, Oh yeah, I'm meeting my colleague and his
wife for dinner and drinks. And then we're going to go to
like a beautiful hotel suite andI'm going to fuck her and I'm
going to cook him or he's going to suck my Dick and I'm going to
fuck her or she's going to suck my Dick and I'm going to fuck
him. And I'm like, wait, like your
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colleague, like you guys are across the operating table and
be like, Dick will be in my mouth in 72 hours.
Like what in the hell? But the thing that you guys
don't understand. And then I didn't understand
until my life climbed into the 1% tax bracket, until we were
fortunate enough to make smart decisions and investments and my
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husband's company went public, until we crawled into that upper
echelon of society. You don't really understand how
things function at that level when you have that level of
money. Not unlike the theory of that
movie Hostile. Rich people run out like rich
people get bored quickly and they feel that they're above the
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law and they often are looking for the next thing to get them
in trouble. The next thing they they can do
that that walks that fine line of being untouchable illegal.
And again, I don't want to go Epstein ish on this, but Epstein
I think was the first time probably Harvey Weinstein and
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Epstein was really the first time that America pulled the
veil back on, pulled the curtains back on.
This is what really goes on. So when I tell you the things
that go on at the higher income,the wealthier, the higher
socioeconomic levels of our country and globally, even worse
globally because Americans were like, we're in training wheels
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compared to the rest of the world with kink and fetish and
things. But you guys are hearing about
the Dubai parties and things like you can't be shocked at
this point, but it never ceases to amaze me that that this, you
know, brainiac surgeon can be, you know, inside someone's body,
you know, asking his colleague, you know, hand me the scalpel
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and 72 hours later, his balls deep in his mouth.
Good cooking him and I'll fucking his wife like it never.
It never gets old. So anyway, I hope you enjoyed
this. And I want to close with one
quick thing. I want to say a super truly
heartfelt thank you to all of you who have liked, listened,
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liked, commented thumbs up my Spotify podcast.
Because when I tell you that I am shocked at what I received
yesterday. Shocked, humbled, and so
grateful to you guys. So Spotify sends out this thing
called 2025 Wrapped for creators.
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Spotify's way of saying thank you for all the activity and for
killing it with your podcast. I mean, I don't know what other
people say, but that's basicallywhat they said to me.
So apparently we reached 22 countries overall with this
podcast. Your activity, comments, likes
and shares have been noticed by Spotify and it has risen us to
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some ranks that I didn't even know were possible.
Top countries are New Zealand, the UK, Germany, of course,
surprise surprise, Canada and the USA. 93 people made my show
their top ten favorite, 73 people top five and 31 of you
the number one show and I cannotthank you enough.
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Fans listened to my show more than 82% of others.
My debut season was more popularthan 88% of other shows.
Thank you all. I couldn't have done it without
you and we're in this together. Stay tuned for next episode and
let me know what you want to hear a minute.
The irony of this podcast is that my clients do call me
daddy. Welcome back to episode 8 of my
St. to Siren podcast. We open this episode with a
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comment from Creatrix and she says you are such an iconic
queen. Thank you for such good
information. I wonder if you could speak on
staying safe while cyber doming.Have you ever dealt with cyber
attacks, scams, sites that are safe to use or even stalkers IRL
which in our industry means in real life probably in most
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industries. And also please begin with the
German ATM story. So without further ado, I will
regale you now with the German ATM story, which goes down in
the annals of my storytelling slash distinguished career as
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PSO cyber fandom as the most shocking and horrific PTSD
almost complex PTS See PTSD inducing session that I have
ever had, hands down. And I, I don't like to tell it.
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I tease about telling it. But again, without further ado,
here we go. So I received a text message, a
chat through the platform for whom I work.
And everybody's been asking me what is that platform?
So let me go ahead and tell you now it is night flirt.
I am at night flirt.com back slash the violatrix where I have
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been for almost 20 years. So when a client on night flirt
a new client approaches you, it can happen one of two ways.
They can call blindly through the phone system again, it's a
double-blind phone system where they patch in client and flirt
and neither of you can see each other's number.
And this is one of the reasons that PSO phone sex will never go
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away because it's the most anonymous and safe and secure
for especially a high earning gentleman who want no access, no
exposure to who they are. So this particular client wrote
me through the system. I believe you sent me an e-mail
and he said my name is so and so.
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I live in Europe. I'm wondering if you are open to
an ATM session? So for those of you who don't
know the acronyms, in our business ATM stands for Ass to
mouth. Now typically if it's a woman, a
flirt is listed as a run-of-the-mill kind of girl
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next door housewife and someone asks or or a submissive and
someone asks for ATM. What they're asking is for her
to take a dildo. Play with it anally and then put
it in her mouth. That is typically what you think
when you think of ATM in a thin Dom aspect.
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That's going to entail the gentleman, the client using his
toys and doing ass to mouth. If someone comes to a client
comes to you and they want ATM and you are a thin Dom or a
dominatrix, what they're saying is I would like to do this for
you over the phone or on Cam depending on what services you
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offer. So I replied to him and said I
don't normally allow it like those those years are behind me.
However tell me a little bit more about yourself.
And he basically said that, you know he had a really good job
which I always vet the clients to make sure that they're going
to be stay and pay. I don't want one off clients,
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especially at my rate I'm $3.99 a minute.
So my phone doesn't ring often. Matter of fact, it rarely rings
when I log into the system. But at 399 a minute being one of
the most expensive, longest running regular girls on that
site, of course there's porn stars and things they have 599 a
minute, 799 a minute, but they're rarely on.
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Or maybe there's a couple of girls that do girl girl shows or
multiple people shows that are 5or 799 a minute.
But for me being 399 a minute, my phone rarely rings.
So when it does, I have to ensure that I capture that
client and don't lose him and turn him into a regular repeat
client. It's paramount.
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So he really sold me on this session by saying to me, I'm
looking for a new flirt, consistent play, and those were
the triggers that I was seeking and he hit right on each one.
So I told him, OK, we'll do it. So we set a day and a time as we
open the session. And at the time we used to use
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Skype. Skype earlier this year
outlawed, banned any adult services and they kind of did
away with the Skype interface and changed it to something
called Teams or whatever. So at the time, the person would
by my Skype ID from my night flirt profile and which I
charged $5 for to make sure thatpeople weren't just smashing and
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grabbing, you know, my ID and then filling my my messaging
platforms up with spam. So he bought it for $5, accessed
my Skype and was ready and waiting for me.
And so he calls through the night flirt system.
And for those of you that are following me to learn how this
goes, this is paramount. This is absolutely imperative
that you hear me on this. If you're offering phone with
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Cam and a client wants to do a Cam session, whether it's one
way Cam, you see them and they don't see you or the reverse, or
you're doing two way Cam, it doesn't matter.
You have them buy your ID or yousend it.
Most of us are using Discord now.
You text back and forth just to make sure that they are added on
the system and ready to go. You do not test the Cam.
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That's a free show. They bring you through the site,
you pick up the dollars, the minutes are rolling and then you
go over to Skype, Discord, whatever it is and you start the
Cam. So this is exactly what happened
as his Cam opens, it was almost shocking because you rarely see
something like this. He was so good looking, he was
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so blonde and Aryan. His eyes were ice sky blue, ice
blue. They were so almost see through.
They were absolutely stunning. He had blonde hair, fair skin.
He was gorgeous. He was maybe in his, I want to
say early 40s. He was tall, he was thin, he was
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built. He was sitting in his kitchen
and when you looked at him it was like he had been dropped
into an IKEA like kitchen showroom.
Everything was pristine, neat, tidy, perfect.
So I was like this is great. I was so excited.
I was like this is going to be fantastic.
Love this guy. But as the Cam open and I'm
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taking in all of this sensory data, I look at him and he has
almost this disconcerting grin on his face, like his smile
wasn't normal. And something must have
triggered in my intuition at that time because I remember
getting an uneasy feeling. It was like he was seeing me,
but he was looking through me. There was no connection.
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Which even though there's only so much connection you can have
through a Cam, we we weren't connecting.
He wasn't connecting to me. He was seeing through me, which
told me he had an agenda and I was simply a viewer that he was
going to put on a show for. And that's exactly what ended up
happening. So he turns around and he points
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to this meticulously organized, rather large bag.
He proceeds to unzip it, all thewhile staring back into the
camera at me with this very weird, borderline creepy grin.
He goes back to the bag, unzips it, and begins taking out toy
after toy. These were not toys.
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I I'm going to preface this by saying I, I don't own anything
like this. I never have owned anything like
this. So I was shocked.
These were some of the biggest dildos I'd ever seen.
And then it was clear that they had suction cups on them and I
would like giggled to myself. I was like, oh, OK.
Like it never dawned on me. I know it sounds naive for a
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domino, but it never dawned on me that a man would use like a
dildo with a suction cup. Like, I find that funny to begin
with, but then a man, so whatever.
So he pulls on these things out and there are various shapes,
sizes and colors, but they are enormous.
I mean enormous. He proceeds to begin sticking
them around various points of the kitchen, one in the middle
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of the kitchen table, one on thechair, went on the side of the
cabinet poking straight out. So I'm just watching this and
we're not saying a word. He's never said a word.
I don't know his name. I'm sure I said a few things in
the beginning and it was clear he didn't want to speak.
I don't think that he wanted in the event that I was one of
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those women that would record a session.
I don't think he wanted his voice caught on tape as well as
his image of course. So he's done setting these
things all up. He zips up the bag and moves it
off the table. Everything was so, for lack of a
better word, anal. Anal, resentive and German.
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I mean it was like a stereotype.So he proceeds to stare right
into my eyes and the camera and slowly disrobes.
He unbuttons his very nice button down shirt.
He unbuckles his belt. He takes on his pants.
Now he is standing before me. Of course.
He grabs his shoes and puts his socks inside the shoes and moves
them to the everything's folded like I'm watching this whole
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process. It was like the Mr. Rogers of
Dirty Fendom. So now with his weird little
grin, turns around. He stands there totally naked,
spins around for me. I believe he played with himself
for a minute to show off his goods, to which I was completely
unimpressed and slightly terrified at this point.
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So he's gotten all his toys assembled.
He proceeds to take the suction cup dildos and position them all
around the kitchen. One on the kitchen cabinet, one
dead center in the middle of thetable, and others in various
places. He proceeds completely disrobed,
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completely naked. He proceeds to jump with his
very long legs up onto the dead center of the kitchen table,
stare at me in the eyes, and drop down like an Acrobat or one
of those aerobics women in the 80s on a on one of those
exercise video Jazzercise videos.
And he squats down like total dead weight on top of this huge
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black suction cup dildo. And he is now bouncing up and
down on it with this weird, disconcerting, creepy toothy
grin. He's staring at me.
And this is the worst part of the whole thing.
If this was just phone, I would just be kind of gazing off, you
know, not really paying attention.
But because this was Cam, he is dead center staring me, locked
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eyes in the eye. So he's hopping up and down on
this dildo. He's got other ones in his
mouth. He does this for maybe 5 or so
minutes and he's just having thetime of his life.
He was like a small child at a playground that was like, look,
mommy, look how look at what I can do.
And he could tell the discomfort.
The more uncomfortable I looked,the more excited he got this
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point. He jumps up from the table.
He dislodges the suction cup. It's inside him.
He jumps up. And now he's just running around
the kitchen, backing up against cabinets, pushing things inside
himself. He's he's giving, you know,
mouth like Deep Throat to these dildos.
He's just putting on this incredible show and he's like
hyper ADHD level. He's so excited to be showing me
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his toys and his skills and I'm I'm just so completely
horrified. I was just, it was horrible.
So at some point during the showand I'm again, eyes locked with
him. He's making sure that he's dead
locked on me. He gets back onto the table and
I'm not really. I can't have the vantage point
of seeing the ones on the covers.
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I can't see them exactly becausethe camera is aimed directly at
the one on the table. It's back on the table.
Suction cup. The one that's still in his ass
sits back down. Make sure it's.
He turns around and he makes sure that it's adhered section
wise to the table, jumping up and down.
And now he looks at me. He pauses.
There's like dead air space. He stares at me and with the
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most utterly sinister, sadistic grin, slowly begins to remove
himself to rise up off of the dildo.
And let me say this, I'm from Hershey, PA.
I'm born and raised in Hershey, PA.
When my girlfriend and I in highschool would hook school and go
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down to like the Wildwood for the day, like the beach, and
we'd end up at a party with a bunch of like, older guys and
we'd be like, oh, we're from Hershey, PA.
They'd be like the Hershey Highway.
I didn't understand the joke. I didn't know what it meant.
I now know what it means. And when I tell you that this
was the truest definition of theHershey Highway I had ever seen.
It was as if like one of those cartoons where you see like a
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cartoon character, like throwingice cream scoops on top of an
ice cream cone, except the ice cream cone is inverted.
It's in reverse, like it looked as if someone had taken
chocolate ice cream and fudge and just went nuts throwing it
on top of this thing. He is so proud of the mess that
he's made. And it was disgusting.
And it was in amounts that I didn't even know someone could
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produce. And he's staring at me in the
eyes and I'm thinking, OK, thankGod it's over.
He's going to close the session and he's proud of this.
No, no, no, he wasn't nearly over.
He was staring at me because he's getting hard at the idea
that I am so horrified. Here's this naive American
quote, Finn Dom, and I'm showingher this disgusting stuff.
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And so, OK, he did it. He managed to squeeze by, he
managed to get fly in under the radar by saying ATMI have three
hard rules in what I do, obviously age play, children.
That goes without saying. That's not even a rule.
That's just Marley and ethicallyit goes without saying.
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My 3 rules, no needles, no bloodand no scat.
Now I know that the Germans are famous for this and it crosses
your mind from time to time, butI'd never seen anything like it
because I'd never taken a scat show and it's it's in my hard
list of three prohibited fetishes kinks.
So at this point he is now seeing my reaction and now he's
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getting more off on his now he'sgoing like more crazy on it.
There's so much that he's produced from his body.
I remember thinking to myself, what the fuck did this guy eat
to make this happen? That was my first initial
thought when I saw the pile thatwas on the table.
And he he, I just, I can't beginto tell you.
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I am like vomiting and throwing up in my mouth.
I'm turning green. The more shocked that I was, the
more he stayed and stared at me.And then just when I thought it
was going to end and it couldn'tget worse, he begins to start
playing in it and takes his faceand slams his mouth down on this
thing and starts deep throating it to the point where like you
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couldn't even see it anymore because his whole face had
engulfed it. It's on his hands, he's smearing
it down himself. It's on his neck.
It's it's covering those previously lucidly translucent,
translucently blue, ice blue eyes.
It's all over him. It was like a little kid who had
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gotten into their diaper and waslike, oh, look what I did.
But it was obviously far worse. And I know there are diaper
fetishes. I know that they're scat
fetishes, but I've never seen it.
And I have to tell you, I never want to see it again.
To this day, I still have nightmares about it.
He's nowhere when you're done, it's on his face, it's in his
nails, it's in his hair, it's inhis teeth.
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He's gulping and eating and swallowing.
Now he goes over and I see he moves the camera and now I can
see that he's got the one on thecupboard.
They're all covered because I didn't have the vantage point
previously. So now I'm seeing that he's got
it on this one. Now he's going down on that one.
This this previously pristine IKEA level kitchen is now
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covered in shit from one end to the other.
So is he. And I think there is no way that
this can get any worse. And he takes a bunch of the toys
and gets as close to the camera as possible and starts, for lack
of a better word, making out with these coded toys.
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I am throwing up at this point. I'm, I'm gagging.
I'm throwing up in my mouth. I, I, it was a combination of
the shock. Now, of course I don't want to
disconnect him because if you disconnect someone, they will
smack you with bad feedback on the site.
Or if I disconnect him and blockhim, he'll create.
Sometimes clients have been known to create other profiles
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and then slam you with negative feedback.
And your feedback is so crucial to your business.
And I'd never really received negative feedback.
So all of these things are like flipping through my head and I'm
like, what am I going to do? It may not shock you to hear
that on top of all of this again, just when I thought this
nightmare is going to be over, he proceeds to arouse himself
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and now he wants to orgasm to all of this.
So adding insult to injury, now I have to deal with, you know, a
JOY which like jerk off instruction type call on top of
the ATM and now scat, which was surreptitiously, you know,
grandfathered into the into the session that I had not
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previously permitted. So it was hands down the most
disgusting call I'd ever had. Now, if you listen to my
podcast, you know that a few years ago I had a friend.
I used to go to his house and make calls because my kids were
little night. It was much more free for me to
make these my night flirt calls at someone's house.
Plus we could drink wine and they would get a kick out of it.
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And my clients liked having someone watch them.
It's not that they didn't know. So this, this friend of mine
later had secret recordings thatI had not permitted, didn't
know. He went in the bathroom,
recorded me, and then threatenedto extort me for various things
that he wanted. And I ended up taking him to
court and the DA basically threwthe book at him.
I didn't even sue him. The DA took the case and they
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arrested him and handled the whole thing.
And a year ago in November, thisguy named Benny in Las Vegas.
I won the case and I still have a restraining order that ends,
oh, it just ended in November. So let's pray to God this
doesn't come back around. But anyway, he had asked me if
he ever calls you again, can yourecord it?
And I was like, a this guy will never call me again.
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And BI don't know. I've never tried to record a
client session like that. He's like, please, I want to see
it. So I said to my friend at the
time, there is no way this guy is going to call me back.
He saw the horror in my face. He saw that I couldn't wait to
get off the call. He saw that I was physically
I'll there's no way he's going to call back.
Sure enough. But a week later, he circles
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back and says I'd love another session.
And I was like, OK, you got it. So in an interesting twist of
fate, instead of using Skype, heasked to move to Zoom.
In the days leading up to that appointment on Zoom, I
discovered that you could recorda session on Zoom.
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So the session starts, I hit record and sure enough,
unbeknownst to me, this giganticbanner popped up and says the
sessions being recorded. He turns pale white, not that he
wasn't already pale white, but he turns like all the blood
rushed out of his body and he immediately he worked so fast to
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turn off his phone, he tripped, he fell, he was like wrecking
things in in the path of destruction to to get the thing
turned off. And that was the end.
I never heard from him again. A matter of fact, I think he
blocked me. And I was like, oh, thank God.
So there you have it folks. There is the story of my German
ATM client. And I hope you've enjoyed it.
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I hope that it was everything you wanted it to be.
It is my most disgusting story. I mean, I have shocking stories
across the board. It's not perhaps my most
shocking story. That's the football player's
story. You guys are going to have to be
active in the comments underneath my podcast because
everything has run together between me taking my client
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calls, me, just talking in general to the people in my life
and then the podcast. And then sometimes I have to re
record episodes. I cannot remember what I covered
and what I didn't. So you guys will have to tell me
in the comments. If I told the football players
to the football team, the American NFL football team
story, that is hands down my most shocking story of all
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stories of all time. If I didn't tell it, I will tell
it next episode. Outside of that, my other
shocking stories, I mean, I havemy one client now.
You know what I can't, I can't say that on air.
That could potentially involve acrime.
I can't say that one that kind of involves football players as
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well. NFL play.
There's there's a lot of my stories that involve NFL
players, but I will tell you this as far as shocking is
concerned with clients and stories, one of the things that
never ceases to amaze me is thatI have one particular client,
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but he's not alone. I have many that are surgeons or
physicians. Now, I can't say where this
particular gentleman is from because it will absolutely give
him way and, and I can't say hisspecialty, but he is a very high
level surgeon and he's a good looking guy.
Super hung. How do I know?
Because when we have our Cam sessions, his Cam opens.
He looks like the prototype daddy DILF Zaddy.
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He's got the glasses, he's got the beard, he's super cut.
Even though, I mean, he's in his40s, maybe late 40s, early 50s.
He is in such amazing shape. He could easily be a male model,
no question. And then he's always sitting on
a chair when our sessions open and he's super hung and he goes
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to sex parties and the kind thatare like, you know, Eyes Wide
Shut kind, although I never saw that movie, like the Masquerade,
the high level people, celebrities.
He goes to those bougie kinds and he fucks women.
He fucks men's wives. He fucks the husbands in front
of the wife. He fucks the husband and the
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wife in front of a group of people sipping champagne and
cocktails in tuxedos. Like this does exist.
Do I have an Illuminati story? Yes, I do.
Don't really care to tell it. It is very creepy and I don't
like it. If you guys want it, you're
going to have to tell me in the comments because again, I don't
know what content you want to hear about.
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But this particular surgeon who I don't want to say that there's
like an equal crush, like a mutual crush on him, but he is
adorable. For the first year that I had
him as a client, he creeped me the hell out.
Once he became more human and I got to know him, he's adorable.
But I still can't quite get my head around finding someone
attractive who serves Dick, takes Dick.
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Like that's my own personal thing that I have to like a hump
I have to get over, even though it's what I do for a living.
The thing that utterly amazes meis when he'll call me, it's
usually on a Thursday or a Friday.
Sometimes it's from his office in the hospital, sometimes it's
from his. It's from his Home Office.
I'll be like, what are you doingthis weekend?
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Is it a party? At one time he participated in
that thing where that girl wanted to fuck like 40 guys on
her 40th birthday or 30 guys on her 30th birthday.
I can't remember what it was. He went to that and he told me
what went down and that again, Idon't want to get off topic but
that's like a whole other story.That was fucking crazy.
I can't even imagine wanting to have sex with two men at once,
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let alone with 30. Like my mind was blown.
But it was like her dream and she made it happen.
But his his side of the story was pretty lackluster.
It was pretty dismal the way it really happens behind the
scenes. But again, I'll save that for
next time. The thing that shocks me most
about this particular handsome zaddy daddy DILF surgeon is that
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he'll be like, Oh yeah, I'm meeting my colleague and his
wife for dinner and drinks. And then we're going to go to
like a beautiful hotel suite andI'm going to fuck her and I'm
going to cook him or he's going to suck my Dick and I'm going to
fuck her or she's going to suck my Dick and I'm going to fuck
him. And I'm like, wait, like your
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colleague, like you guys are across the operating table and
be like, Dick will be in my mouth in 72 hours.
Like what in the hell? But the thing that you guys
don't understand. And then I didn't understand
until my life climbed into the 1% tax bracket, until we were
fortunate enough to make smart decisions and investments and my
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husband's company went public, until we crawled into that upper
echelon of society. You don't really understand how
things function at that level when you have that level of
money. Not unlike the theory of that
movie Hostile. Rich people run out like rich
people get bored quickly and they feel that they're above the
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law and they often are looking for the next thing to get them
in trouble. The next thing they they can do
that that walks that fine line of being untouchable illegal.
And again, I don't want to go Epstein ish on this, but Epstein
I think was the first time probably Harvey Weinstein and
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Epstein was really the first time that America pulled the
veil back on, pulled the curtains back on.
This is what really goes on. So when I tell you the things
that go on at the higher income,the wealthier, the higher
socioeconomic levels of our country and globally, even worse
globally because Americans were like, we're in training wheels
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compared to the rest of the world with kink and fetish and
things. But you guys are hearing about
the Dubai parties and things like you can't be shocked at
this point, but it never ceases to amaze me that that this, you
know, brainiac surgeon can be, you know, inside someone's body,
you know, asking his colleague, you know, hand me the scalpel
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and 72 hours later, his balls deep in his mouth.
Good cooking him and I'll fucking his wife like it never.
It never gets old. So anyway, I hope you enjoyed
this. And I want to close with one
quick thing. I want to say a super truly
heartfelt thank you to all of you who have liked, listened,
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liked, commented thumbs up my Spotify podcast.
Because when I tell you that I am shocked at what I received
yesterday. Shocked, humbled, and so
grateful to you guys. So Spotify sends out this thing
called 2025 Wrapped for creators.
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Spotify's way of saying thank you for all the activity and for
killing it with your podcast. I mean, I don't know what other
people say, but that's basicallywhat they said to me.
So apparently we reached 22 countries overall with this
podcast. Your activity, comments, likes
and shares have been noticed by Spotify and it has risen us to
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some ranks that I didn't even know were possible.
Top countries are New Zealand, the UK, Germany, of course,
surprise surprise, Canada and the USA. 93 people made my show
their top ten favorite, 73 people top five and 31 of you
the number one show and I cannotthank you enough.
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Fans listened to my show more than 82% of others.
My debut season was more popularthan 88% of other shows.
Thank you all. I couldn't have done it without
you and we're in this together. Stay tuned for next episode and
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