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Speaker 1 (00:02):
In honor of April
Fool's Day, I want to talk to
you about your inner pranksteror inner fool.
My name is Tabitha and I am anintuitive coach and a body
worker, and I have been dealingwith my ego for quite some time,
telling me that I wasn't goodenough or I wasn't capable, or I
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should hide.
Telling me that I wasn't goodenough, or I wasn't capable, or
I should hide.
And I was at the gym thismorning at my Orange Theory
class and I was starting to runon the treadmill and it came up
again and it was oh, you can'tdo that, you can't breathe.
And I thought that's not true,I can't breathe.
And there was just all of theselimitations and beliefs about
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what I was allowed to experiencein my fitness, and also that I
wasn't, my intuition was wrong,that I shouldn't trust it.
I don't know if you can relate,but sometimes I have this like
voice in my head that says no,don't trust your intuition, it's
not right.
And sometimes it sounds reallykind, right, like it's always
like oh, you don't, you know,you don't think that's going to
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work, do you Like it's not?
It's not, though.
It's not, it's not true, you'rejust making some stuff up.
And my intuition told me at thebeginning of the year to really
focus on health as my primarydirective for the year, and I
have about a million otherthings on my to-do list that
felt like way more important andI really set the intention of
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following my intuition in justthis one department and just to
see you know if it would workwhat they were saying.
And so I did and I followedIsagenix, which is a shake
nutrition program, and OrangeTheory, which is a workout
program, which I absolutely love, and another one was to get
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massages more regularly funny,because I'm a massage therapist,
so it makes sense that I wouldvalue that and also not
prioritize it and all of thesethings around my health goals
and like setting a really boldmove as far as your weight loss
goes and I'm like, well, I'malmost 50.
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I see all these ads all of thetime telling me that menopause
is set in.
I mean, menopause for me waslike five years ago, I think,
and all of these rules aroundwhat my body was capable of and
how fast or slow things shouldbe, and none of it was true.
It was kind of my innerprankster, my inner April Fools,
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the one, the part of my egothat really didn't want me to
change, and sometimes it soundslike super fun.
It'll be like, oh, we should goto the movies and eat a bucket
of popcorn, because that's, youknow, in alignment with
self-care, and it's funny beingvery consistent now for three
months and seeing the, you know,22 pounds loss, feeling my body
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become stronger, being able tojog on the treadmill and not die
, and setting bigger and bolderhealth goals for myself and
challenging the parts of me thatwere using food as a way of
self-soothing and challenging,you know, the aspects of me that
didn't love myself enough tohave boundaries.
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So, as I say this, I just wantyou to think about the way your
ego fools you, and not just onApril Fool's Day, but every day.
And if you've never done anyrecodes or super conscious work
today, I'm just going to giveyou a gift, and there is no
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strings attached to this one.
This is what I do in mymembership.
We go on a fun adventure toexplore the part of the ego, or
the shadow parts, that hold usback from achieving our dreams.
So for a moment, I want you tothink back to January 1st.
You said to yourself thatsomething was going to be
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different this year.
Mine was health and my career,and I want you to think about
what yours was Now.
How are you doing with thatintention?
Did something get in the way?
Did you get injured?
Did you give up on it?
What was it?
And as you think about it,don't do it with shame or
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anything like that we just wantto get an idea of what you said
you wanted for your life andperhaps where it's not yet
manifesting or where you're notable to take aligned action.
And the reason I'm saying thatis because I'm about to take you
into a really cool experiencethat I do with my tribe members
of meeting the shadow and thenmeeting the high side of it and
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transforming it into a gift ofintuition and insight inner
joker and prankster trickster,whatever you want to call it and
we're going to go meet them andthen you'll get the information
that you need.
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And I just want you to thinkabout something that doesn't
feel like it's working out foryou.
It could be your health.
It could be money, it could beyour romantic life.
It could just be how you feelin your life.
Maybe you just don't like itand you've got a lot of anxiety.
It could be your career.
Those are the big ones.
It could just be therelationship that you have with
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yourself.
Maybe you would like to learnabout your intuition and you
don't know how to move forward.
You don't know what to do.
Whatever it is, you know whatit is and if you don't pick?
One of my favorite ones is justchoosing to have a life on your
highest potential and on thepath of your highest potential.
See what comes up.
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But I'm going to go ahead andtake you through this journey to
meet your inner prankster.
If you're driving, don't closeyour eyes and do that part.
You can still listen andreceive benefit.
I do these meditations whileI'm walking all of the time.
It's perfectly fine.
You don't have to go into ameditative state Some people
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like to and if you really liketo do that sort of thing, then I
would also suggest having ajournal nearby, because your
higher self will have a messagefor you on the other side of
this experience, and it'susually a really fun one to go
back and read.
So, with that said, the firstthing you need to do is give
your superconscious access toyour unconscious mind or to your
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conscious field, and if youdon't know what a recode is.
I have a link down below so youcan go watch an intro recode.
It doesn't mean you can't dothis experience, you'll still
get a lot out of it.
You'll get more out of it whenyou go and listen to the intro
recode first, and I'll make sureI put a link in the description
so you have that available toyou, just for time's sake.
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I don't have time to go throughthe whole spiel right now.
So, with that said, we're goingto get started.
Give me access to yoursuperconscious field, simply by
saying I give Tabitha access tomy superconscious field.
Now you're going to find aquiet place where you won't be
disturbed, if that's possiblefor you now, sit or lie down
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comfortably, close your eyes andtake a deep breath in and out,
and just let your body relaxWith each breath, softening
shoulders, unclenching your jawand releasing any tension you
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have been holding onto.
Softening shoulders,unclenching your jaw and
releasing any tension you havebeen holding on to.
Now imagine a warm, goldenlight surrounding you,
protecting you and guiding youon this journey inward.
We call for only benevolentguidance on this journey today,
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and anything that is not love orabove is commanded to leave the
space immediately.
Thank you is commanded to leavethe space immediately, thank
you.
You find yourself at theentrance of an old, mysterious
carnival of the mind, a placewhere illusions are crafted and
reality bends.
The air hums with energy,swirling with colors and
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laughter, but this is noordinary laughter.
It is the voice of thetrickster ego, a part of you,
that plays games to keep youbelieving in fear instead of
stepping into your highest self.
As you walk forward, mirrorsline the path.
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Each mirror whispers oldbeliefs.
You're not ready.
What if you fail?
It's safer to stay small andhidden.
You can't trust your intuition.
Other people are more importantthan you.
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Luck and intuition is for otherpeople, not me.
I'm simply logical.
I don't have a higher self, I'mnot spiritual.
Their words try to pull you in,but you know they are not the
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truth.
Ahead, a grand stage appears,standing at the center, draped
in an extravagant costume.
Is the trickster ego costume?
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Is the trickster ego, your ownmind, dressed as a jester,
spinning stories of doubt andlimitation, of fear and
separation, of anxiety andstress and burnout.
They hold a deck of cards, eachrepresenting a false belief
that has shaped your realityWith a dramatic bow.
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They say Welcome, you've beenplaying my game for so long.
But have you ever wondered whatif you could rewrite the rules?
What if you could rewrite therules?
You take a deep breath and callupon your superconscious, the
all-knowing, higher part of youthat sees beyond the illusion,
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beyond the matrix of fear,separation, pain.
A golden light expands fromwithin you, illuminating the
stage.
The trickster shiftsuncomfortably, their once
confident stance, now unsteady.
Wait, I had a lesson for you,and in this moment you listen.
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Wait, I had a lesson for youand in this moment you listen.
What was the lesson?
What was it here to teach you?
When did you create thisprankster part of you?
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Who told you you weren't goodenough, that you weren't allowed
to shine brightly, that youmust trust others over yourself
or fear over love.
Listen to what it has to say.
You may want to take a momentto write it down, or simply
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absorb the information and allowyour superconscious to tag and
treat all of the old limitingpatterns that have kept you from
aligning with your higher self,aligning with your highest
potential.
And now this golden lightexpands from within you, truly
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illuminating the stage.
The trickster shiftsuncomfortably, their once
confident stance, now unsteady.
Oh no, not that they say withmock alarm.
If you bring in yoursuperconscious, my tricks won't
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work anymore.
You smile a deep sense ofknowing inside, realizing the
truth.
You are no longer bound bythese old fears.
You are the creator of yourreality, and as you created the
trickster, so can you createwhatever you choose.
The magician, the goddess, thepowerful creator that is your
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birthright Superconscious.
Recode all stories of fear,self-doubt and limitation.
Remove any blocks keeping mefrom my highest self.
Align me fully with my innerpower and wisdom.
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Instantly, the air shifts.
The mirrors around you shatterinto dust, revealing clear, open
space.
The trickster gasps as theircostume dissolves, revealing
something unexpected a younger,freer version of you, the part
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of you that loves to play,explore and trusts the most
magical corners of your being,your intuition.
I was never your enemy, theysay, their voice now lighter.
I was just protecting you theonly way I knew how Through
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stories.
But you are free now, my love,you have always been free.
As the trickster fades like adistant memory, the stage
transforms into a beautiful,open playground.
The air is light, playful, fullof creative energy.
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Now you call upon your higherself, the version of you that
lives in full alignment,confidence and joy.
A radiant presence appears.
This is you at your highestpotential.
They smile warmly and hold outtheir hand.
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Take a moment and take them in.
What do they look like?
What do they sound like?
What does their energy feellike in your body?
Feel it now and let it expandand turn up the volume, and let
it expand even more until yourentire energetic field is
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flooded with joyful, creativeplay, a sense of magical hope
for the world and for yourself.
Feel the warmth of it, theexcitement in the air, the
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lightness of it.
Let's play, they say.
Together, you begin to dancewith your intuition, letting it
guide you in movements of trustand slow flow.
You begin to laugh with yourinner wisdom, knowing that joy
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dissolves fear.
You begin to juggle newpossibilities, realizing you can
rewrite any old story andchoose differently.
You feel light, powerful andfree, as if you have finally
remembered who you truly are.
Your higher self hands you asmall golden token, a reminder
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that you can always return tothis state of clarity and
playfulness.
Take a moment to ask how can Ibring more play into my daily
life?
How can I trust my intuitionwith ease and joy?
What new stories am I choosingto believe?
The golden light surrounds youagain, gently bringing you back
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to your body.
Feel your breath, Wiggle yourfingers and toes and stretch,
allowing this shift to takeplace in your body, your mind,
your heart and your soul.
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When you're ready, open youreyes, super conscious, please
ground all memories we havetouched today, including
memories one, two and three, andreturn them to the matrix of
the universe.
Know this truth your ego wasnever the enemy, it was only
playing a game.
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Your superconscious can realignyou in any moment.
Your higher self is alwayswaiting for you to play, create
and trust.
The most powerful way to stepinto your potential is to laugh
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at the illusions, dance withyour intuition and play with the
infinite possibilities of life.
You are free, you are powerfuland the game is yours to rewrite
.
Thank you so much for joiningme on the Soma Flow podcast
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today.
If you're interested inlearning how to transform your
pain into possibility and,ultimately, into your highest
potential, you should check outSoma Tribe.
It's my monthly membershipprogram.
I'm going to put a link downbelow and I want to invite you
to come and play with us in thefield of imagination and
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intuition.
Thank you, have a great day.