The Joy of Choosing: How One Woman Found Her True Path Amid Endless Ideas

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We explore the story of Joy, a brilliant visionary entrepreneur caught in the cycle of constant pivoting and new ideas who discovers the power of commitment and focus. Through a transformative dream, Joy encounters four aspects of her higher self and confronts her shadow of distraction, ultimately finding the courage to build one aligned idea rather than chasing endless possibilities.

• Join the Creator Circle for chances to win free intuitive readings and coaching sessions
• Participate in our "Name that Enneagram Type" game based on Joy's story
• The visionary creator's struggle: mistaking motion for progress and distraction for freedom
• Four soul archetypes that help anchor scattered creativity: Intuitive Sage, Sacred Guardian, Empowered Catalyst, and Soulful Architect
• Confronting the shadow of distraction that keeps us running from commitment
• Finding courage to stay with the idea that has always called to you

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Episode Transcript

Speaker 1 (00:00):
On today's episode of the Soma Flow podcast.
We are going to continue withour little game of can you guess
the Enneagram type?
I hope that you have joined thecreator circle.
If you haven't, the link isbelow.
There are prizes on the line.
Free readings, free intuitivereadings.
Wouldn't you love to knowwhat's behind the firewall of

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your unconscious agenda?
Wouldn't you love to knowwhat's behind the firewall of
your unconscious agenda?
That's where this game gets fun, because, as an intuitive, I
can see straight past it intowhat your soul really desires.
There will be more informationat the end of this podcast, so
stay tuned.
Today's story is about the kindof brilliance that shines so

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brightly it forgets to rest.
It's the story of a woman namedJoy and the idea that finally
called her home.
Let's begin.
Close your eyes if you canPlace your hand on your belly
and the other on your heart.
Breathe in, poss possibility,breathe out pressure and let's

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drop in.
Joy had a gift, a spark in hersoul that never stopped
flickering.
Ideas flowed to her like starsFast, frequent, impossible to
hold, brilliant, they said.
She's always on to somethingand she was Until.

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She wasn't One minute.
She was mapping out a program,the next launching a brand new
offer, because this is the oneAlways pivoting.
Each project felt like the oneproject that was going to make

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her dreams come true, until thenext one whispered louder.
But when the noise quieted andthe followers stopped clicking
and the payments slowed, joystared at her laptop and felt a
hollow kind of ache.
Why can't I just pick one thing, she whispered to the ceiling.

(02:28):
Why does my freedom feel like atrap?
And in that pause, somethingbegan to stir.
The bills were piling up, theexcitement running dry.
Even her rituals, once sacredand soothing, now felt like a
checklist of who she should be.

(02:50):
She lit a candle and whisperedif you're out there, hire self.
I need a sign.
Whispered if you're out there,hire self.
I need a sign because I'vebuilt so much but nothing feels
whole.
And that night, as moonlightspilled across her pillow, joy

(03:10):
dreamt A golden desert stretchedendlessly Wind swept dunes,
vast silence.
Endlessly Wind-swept dunes,vast silence.
And then a shimmer.
A figure emerged, cloaked inlight, fluid, radiant, grounded

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in stillness.
She didn't speak, she felt, andjoy, for once, didn't rush to
explain you have been chasinglight.
The figure finally whispered.
But the flame you're seeking isalready inside you.
Joy blinked, her breath caughtin her throat.
You are not meant to followevery spark, she said, placing a

(04:03):
warm palm over Joy's heart.
You are meant to build the firethat lasts.
The sky shimmered.
The sand began to pulse likebreath.
The sand began to pulse likebreath and from the horizon,
four luminous beings appeared,reflections of her soul strength

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, each one holding a forgottenkey, wrapped in midnight blue.
The intuitive sage steppedforward.
She held a compass etched insymbols.
You know more than you think,she said calmly Slow down, feel
the patterns.
The answers are in the spacesbetween your thoughts.

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She placed the compass in hand.
Trust your inner structure.
It's already there.
Draped in earth tones and silentprotection, the sacred guardian
emerged.
She extended a small stonevessel.

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Your ideas are sacred seeds,she spoke gently.
But they need containers, notescape routes.
You are safe to stay.
You are safe to grow, one thingat a time.
Joy nodded Te tears in her eyes.

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The next arrived like thunderthe empowered catalyst.
Eyes blazing energy,unmistakable, no more shrinking.
She commanded Build lead, claimyour space.
Your boldness is your blessing.

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She hands Joy alightning-shaped pendant.
Wear it, remember.
Poised, precise and wrapped inrobes of white gold, the soulful
architect stepped forward,holding blueprints of clarity
and integrity.
This is how it becomes real,she said, handing Joy a scroll.

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Not by force, by design, bychoice.
Together they stood around hernot to overwhelm but to align.
They didn't offer permission,they mirrored truth.
But just as the light began toanchor, something shifted.

(06:59):
A wind swept in Papers,scattered Ideas flew like
butterflies, each one moredazzling than the last.
Joy reached for one, thenanother, then another, and
suddenly she was running again,until a voice rose above the

(07:21):
chaos.
Where are you going?
It was the figure of her shadowDistraction, frenetic, fearful
Clinging to motion to avoidstillness.
What if you choose the wrongthing, she hissed.

(07:41):
What if the next one is better?
Joy approached her gently.
You kept me safe, she whispered.
You made sure I never got stuck, but I'm ready to root now, to
choose on purpose, to trust thatfreedom doesn't mean running.

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She embraced the shadow and thestorm softened.
Joy awoke with her journal onher chest and a sunrise in her
heart.
She didn't launch anything thatday.
Instead, she breathed, shewalked and she chose.

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She picked one idea, the onethat had never left her, and for
the first time she didn't runfrom it.
She built it, not from pressurebut from power, not for
everyone, but for alignment.

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She became a vessel of joy, notchaos disguised as creativity,
but clarity anchored in purpose.
Now you love, close your eyes,place your hand on your lower
belly, the center of creation,and ask yourself what idea has

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never left me, even when I ran?
Where have I mistaken motionfor progress and distraction for
freedom?
What might change if I allowedmyself to stay long enough to
build, breathe into it, feelyour fire steady, warm, waiting

(09:33):
for you to choose it, waitingfor you to choose it, because
sometimes you don't need moreideas.
You need the courage to staywith the one that called you
first.
You are the visionary creator.
Your joy is not a distraction,it is direction.

(09:56):
Your brilliance is not a burden, it is direction.
Your brilliance is not a burden, it is a blueprint.
And when you root into youridea, your business becomes the
beacon you were always born tobuild.
If joy's story felt like amirror, you're not alone.
There's more waiting for youinside our private Facebook

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group, where we play a littlegame called name that type and
you, you just might see yourselfreflected in more ways than one
.
Until next time, be present, beon purpose and be home.
Head over to our privateFacebook community.
It's called the ConsciousCreator Circle how to build

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aligned income with digitalproducts.
You'll find a post there askingwhich Enneagram type is joy.
Drop your guess in the comments.
I will be picking a winner toreceive a free intuitive reading
.
And then the grand prize is afree intuitive coaching session
where we do a full, superconscious recode on what's

(11:04):
holding you back.
Mark your calendars for May 29th.
That is when James's free riseof the digital CEO is beginning,
and it's going to be such agreat experience.
He has put so much more into itthis year than in previous
years and the excitement in ourcommunity and the digital CEO

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community is massive.
And I'm excited because for thefirst time, I finally know what
I want to sell and how I wantto serve the world, and I can't
wait to dive deeper into salesstrategy and structure.
You heard it first.
I just said that out loud.
I cannot wait to dive intosales strategy and structure

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this summer.
And I'm also excited to bedoing this free group for anyone
who's joining BBD.
If you join through me, thenyou'll also get a free
accountability group and I'llpost more information on that.
We'll have weekly changeprocesses, check-ins, intuitive
readings.
It's going to be a verypowerful summer of

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transformation.
Are you in?
Join the group, watch the freerise of the digital CEO series
and discover how to create fromwithin, not from what you should
be doing.
Have a great day.