Can generational curses and emotional abandonment open the door to demonic bondage?
In this episode of The Blind Exorcist, I talk with John — a young man whose early childhood was shaped by abandonment, culture shock, and isolation after his parents left him in China at the age of three. His emotional wounds led to depression, suicidal thoughts, and demonic torment that continued into adulthood — despite believing he had already been delivered at 19.
We uncover the 81-generation curse of poverty that plagued his family, explore the exorcism process that exposed the demons behind it, and reveal how the authority of Christ broke their grip.
📌 What you’ll discover in this episode:
✅ How abandonment and isolation create spiritual strongholds
✅ The shocking discovery of an 81-generation curse of poverty
✅ How demons often disguise themselves as your own thoughts
✅ John’s real exorcism experience and what it revealed
✅ How discipline, faith, and focus are helping John rebuild his life
✅ The role of generational curses in long-term spiritual bondage
✅ Why true deliverance requires more than a one-time experience
John’s story is raw, relatable, and full of hope for anyone struggling to feel whole again.
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Exposing the darkness , revealing the light.
Welcome to Episode 11 of TheBlind Exorcist.
I'm Justin D, your host, andtoday we have something special.
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We're going to be talking aboutChina.
What a beautiful country, suchrich culture and history, and
the people are beautiful,amazing people, great sense of
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humor, witty and deep, deepthinkers.
And today joining me is a youngman, john, who was born in China
And as a very young child cameto America.
He was a direct referral to meby Dr Bob Larson's office And
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I've been working with him forthree or four sessions, roughly,
and it's been wonderful.
He is processing through thetrauma in his life, he's
receiving inner healing and he'sbeing bold, brave and strong.
That's what's awesome Whensomeone comes to work with me,
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and they have been through helland life but they want to change
and they're bold about it,they're strong about it.
Yeah, that's where it's at Andthat's what this young man has.
He has the grit, he wants tochange, he wants to be a better
person, to improve the areas ofhis life that are under the
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control of demons.
So I'd like to introduce younow to John.
John, welcome to the BlindExorcist.
Speaker 2 (01:59):
Hey, justin, thank you for having me.
I'm excited to be here.
Speaker 1 (02:02):
Yes, i'm excited to have you here as well.
This is going to be awesome.
Your testimony is so powerfulto the mercy and restoration
power of Jesus Christ.
John, i'd like to step througha little bit of your childhood
so that people can understandthe level of trauma that you've
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been through in life Andeventually we're going to get to
how Christ is restoring you.
But let's pull the curtain backfor the listeners.
A lot of people have had deeptrauma in their childhood and
throughout their life And it'sunresolved.
You decided to be bold, step up, and it's time for change.
(02:44):
You were born in China.
Tell us a little bit about that, where you were born and how
you came to America.
Speaker 2 (02:54):
Yes, so I was born in China, southeast of China, in
kind of a poor village.
My parents came to Americasearching for a better life.
They did it illegally And so asa child, as a really young
child, especially from one totwo I was, i felt, abandoned and
I became attached to my grandmaAnd I had this really weird
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memory of me, like my fingerswere like bleeding and stuff and
I was crying a lot And I didn'treally remember having a good
time as a child.
And then, when I was aroundthree years old, i came to
America And that's when I met myparents And somebody else like
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from China, i guess it's.
I call my uncle.
They bought me to America And Ithought I was being like
kidnapped or something.
But they bought me to Americato meet my parents.
Finally, and I met them when Iwas about three years old.
I didn't know, i didn'tunderstand that my dad and my
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mom were my parents because Ithought my grandma abandoned me.
Then I went back to China forsome time and I came back to
America.
So I developed a relationshipwith my parents, my mom and my
dad.
I realized that they were myparents Around six years old.
They dragged me to school, toelementary school, but I didn't
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understand.
They didn't really kind of tellme that it was school and they
just dragged me off toelementary And I thought in my
mind at the time that I wasbeing abandoned again.
I was crying a lot and making afuss out of it.
In kindergarten I couldn't fitin because I didn't have the
language.
I couldn't speak English.
I was speaking a languagecalled Fujinese and the teachers
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were trying to include me.
They bought someone in from myfifth grade who speaks Mandarin,
but I didn't speak Mandarin SoI couldn't really communicate
with the other kids and I feltleft out and I couldn't develop
social skills with my peers.
Speaker 1 (05:08):
Oh my gosh, john, think about this, people.
You have a three-year-old childborn in China.
The parents leave him with thegrandmother and come to America.
They abandon him.
This child is raised from birthtill three years old by the
grandmother.
This is all he knows.
(05:29):
Now, keep this in mind.
This is three years old.
An uncle grabs him, throws himon a jet, flies over to America
and throws him in his parents'house and says see you later.
And he's three years old.
He doesn't know they're hisparents, he doesn't know who
they are.
What happened to my grandma?
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Where am I?
Not to mention that he doesn'teven understand the language.
He has no clue where he's at.
He is three years old.
Then he finally accepts OK, iguess these are my parents.
Now imagine having the processthis as a three to four-year-old
child.
It's hard enough for somebody,say, 11 years old or 16 years
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old or 20 years old, to processsomething like this.
Not to mention, at one pointJohn said he was brought back to
China for a little bit to thegrandmother, and then flew back
to America a second time.
Hello, abandonment, trauma,insecurity, no stability And
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then at age six, five or six,he's thrown into kindergarten.
He doesn't even understand thelanguage.
He thinks his parents areabandoning him yet again and he
can't even speak English.
Can you imagine this people,this type of trauma as a child?
So, of course, issues ofabandonment are with John from a
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very young age And remember,Satan is an opportunist.
This was an opportunity forSatan to begin to afflict this
young John between ages three tosix.
And we won't talk about theancestral curses, we'll get into
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that when we start talkingabout his exorcism a little bit.
But this is unbelievable.
John, as you aged with yourparents, say five, six, seven,
eight, ten, twelve, and throughthose years, what was your
relationship like with yourfather and your mother?
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What was your home life like?
Did your parents work?
What can you tell us what allthat was like?
Speaker 2 (07:44):
Yeah, justin, i remember growing up during that
age I was trying to fit in.
At school I finally fit in,finally learned English through
the help of a Taiwanese pastorthat came into our lives because
my mom, she, was a believer Andshe didn't speak English so she
was asking for people ifthere's, like a Chinese pastor,
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a Taiwanese.
So we found a Taiwanese pastorwho speaks Mandarin And she
really spent the time to reallytutor me and encourage me to
study.
And from kindergarten to fourthgrade I was flunking English
and math And by the fifth year,when she came into my life, i
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became the student of the year.
I won second place in spellingbee.
That's when I really knew Godwas kind of real in my life.
But at home life wasn't reallythat great.
My mom was always yelling allthe time, very angry all the
time, and my dad was pretty much.
He was a workaholic.
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He worked like six, seven daysa week.
They both my parents, workedlike really intensive labor jobs
, like six to seven days a week,and we didn't really go to
spend time with each other atalmost at all.
Maybe like once every year, wejust go to an outing for an hour
And at school I wanted to be atschool rather than at home And
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because at home there was notreally, i didn't really had a
connection with people And whenI found pornography it felt like
I had some sort of connection.
I know instinctively it waslike dark.
But I was hooked at pornographyat a really young age.
I found like some VHS tapes,some magazines lying around like
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and he opened at once And thatkind of started my journey into
that dark path.
I would say My relationship withmy dad.
It was pretty much non-existent.
I he didn't really talk to meat all.
He was working all the time,like seven days a week.
My dad owned a business like arestaurant business, a Chinese
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restaurant, and over time, likeI've noticed that he started to
neglect on a lot of his duties.
He was still working andeverything, but he started
raising like a dog at myrestaurant, at the restaurant,
and eventually the healthinspector came and they long
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story short, they shut it down,the restaurant down, and then my
dad he didn't know what to doat the time.
This was when I was around 11.
And he just left our family andwent to my stepbrothers family
And so because my home life waschaotic, i was very drawn to
like escapism and I was playing.
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I was like cooked on to videogames.
My home life was pretty chaotic.
Speaker 1 (10:43):
So, as you can see, guys, john has been raised with
no stability, kidnappedbasically from China, thrown
over here.
Good luck, father and mother,no emotional support, working as
hard as they can, trying tostay afloat Again.
They are here illegally sothey're trying to earn enough
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money to live here.
But in the Asian culture beingsuccessful is so important And
the father fails the business.
It's shut down because it'sfilthy.
And so John is being raised inthis environment, mom screaming
and yelling at him all the time.
John shared with me that thehome was extremely dirty, unkept
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.
Mother was a little bit of ahoarder And so father leaves
more abandonment.
So as defense mechanisms, whatelse is a child supposed to do?
But in his case, turn towardisolation.
You're going to isolate fromall that kind of pain.
It's too much for a child or ateenager to handle.
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So he would escape throughvideo games, through pornography
, trying to make it all go away,and the whole time the devil,
satan, is taking full advantageof these opportunities in John.
Deeply embedded demons frombirth, many curses resting on
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his life, traumas, dysfunctionalthought patterns All of this
stuff needs work through And itgot to a point John is in his
mid 20s now where he said I'vehad enough, something has to
change.
So he gets ahold of Larson AndI've been working with John for
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a little bit now And we'restarting to dissect all this.
Now can you imagine John goingto someone that just says come
out in the name of Jesus Christ,you're free and you'll go,
you're free.
Salwin said in the last episodewe don't ever tell someone
they're free.
That's between them and theLord.
Work out your own salvationwith fear and trimming.
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But this is not simple.
This is.
John is an example of the peoplethat I work with.
And don't think just for aminute, because you make six
digits a year, that you don'thave trauma in your life.
Because you do.
Sometimes, when you make goodmoney, it's easy to ignore those
traumas because you canself-medicate in more expensive
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ways, be it cocaine, luxurioustrips, shopping, addictions,
whatever.
I really feel to just pointthat out to people man, just
because you are quote unquotefinancially successful in life
doesn't mean that you don't haveunresolved trauma And it
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doesn't mean that you do nothave demons.
I work with people who are sixdigits and above, who have
demons, who have trauma andthey're tired of it.
So they come to me for help.
They come to me but they'rereally coming to Christ because
I'm just a servant of JesusChrist.
But you get my point here.
Sometimes I think people hearingJohn's story think, oh, that's
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so terrible, it's sodisconnected that the poor China
boy that was raised in povertyand, yes, he has demons I drive
a BMW or a Porsche, so I'm okay.
Not the case.
We work with doctors, we workwith attorneys, we work with
nurses, businessmen,businesswomen.
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So if you're listening and youhave money and you think you're
successful and you don't havetrauma or demons, i think you
should explore that thoughtprocess, because if you have
areas of your life that bringyou emotional stress and torment
And you've tried everything toshift those areas and nothing's
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helping, may I encourage you getan exorcism and be real with
yourself.
Forget about the leatherItalian shoes, kick them off,
throw your Porsche keys intotrash and understand, man, you
got demons too.
Okay, enough of my rant.
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I'll set that aside.
Let's get back to John here fora minute.
So, john, you and I have beenworking for a few sessions now
and it's been a process for you.
What was it that made yourealize in the midst of all this
misery Because I know you'vebeen the therapist, i know
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you've been the counselors.
Praise God, i'm 100% procounseling therapy.
I work with counselors andtherapists all the time, back
and forth with clients.
So it's essential And everyonehears me say this all the time
It has to be a mixture of boththerapy and exorcism.
But at some point in time, john, you've been through the
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therapy, you've been onmedication, you're doing good
emotionally, but at some pointin time you said I got demons
and you reached out to Larsonfor help and eventually wound up
with me on Zoom.
What led you to believe thatyou had demons?
Speaker 2 (16:00):
When I was 19, about 19 years old, i went into a
psychosis and the doctorscouldn't really figure out what
was wrong with me And it was apretty severe case And I was
like I couldn't think straight,like I was out of my mind,
basically.
And again, my Taiwanese pastor,she prayed over me and I felt
(16:22):
this peace.
So for about two or threemonths I didn't have peace at
all, like I was just four men toa day and night in Somnia.
I felt like the demonic act inthe Bible.
And so she prayed over me and Ifelt peace.
Like after like almost two tothree months of like mental
torture and it just left me andI felt this peace.
(16:43):
And so I went to Bible schooland about two years into Bible
school I felt like reallydepressed and like this kind of
rejection, i guess.
And so I went up to amissionary professor.
He said come out in the name ofJesus, rejection, come out in
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the name of Jesus.
And then I started screeching.
And I started screeching and Istarted crying like almost
uncontrollably, but I feltsomething come out of me And
then I felt like a babyafterwards.
But then afterwards it was thatI thought I was freed.
I thought I was like completelydelivered, hallelujah.
And then fast forward about fiveyears later.
(17:29):
It's like I started to get thislike rejection mindset and like
this depression, like it was soheavy, like I was almost like
suicidal.
I had like suicidal ideationalmost like every other day,
like I was contemplating like,hey, maybe, like it's a good
idea just end it all.
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And so I know that was from thedevil, i know that wasn't from
God, but it was a constant liketemptation almost.
And so I was like I need somehelp, man.
I need some deliverance, like areally like deep, intensive
deliverance.
Now I know that I have likedemons, but I know I needed some
really deep work, like reallydeep work, and I prayed to God
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and God led me to like BobLarson and his kind of ministry
And I reached out to them and,long story short, i met Justin
and Justin's awesome Like he.
I've been working with him andhe's been working with me, so
praise God.
Speaker 1 (18:30):
Yes, i get so excited the way the Lord works.
All he needs is that littleflicker of hope that I want
change and he will move inbecause he wants you freed,
friend, more than you want freed, believe me.
So to John's point thedepression, the suicide, that's
what we initially startedworking with when we got
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together.
But, like he said, he neededsomething to go deep.
A friend of mine puts it thisway and this is not said
pridefully by all means butpeople trained under Dr Larson,
who are exorcists, we arespecial ops.
That's the way a friendexplains it to clients, because
a lot of times clients come tosay so.
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We've been to deliveranceministers.
We thought we were free.
We're not.
We're not what's going on, andthey require special ops.
Like John's case is special ops.
Lots to dissect here clinically, meaning clinically from an
exorcist perspective.
And that's one thing Imentioned before.
I appreciate about Dr Larson'smethods.
They're clinical From anexorcist profession.
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We're not counselors andpsychologists.
So when I say clinical, i meanthey are analytical and we are
trained on how to unwire andunwind this ball of yarn in this
case, in John's life.
Lots of layers here.
So we're slowly just removinglayers over time and John is
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regaining his freedom, he'sregaining clarity and his life
back.
He's working now, hallelujah,thank you, jesus.
When we first met, john was notworking.
These demons had him sotormented.
It was very clear to see whattheir assignment was on John,
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which was death.
Let's talk a little bit abouthis exorcism.
So one of the curses that wason John's life and John you may
or may not remember this, but onthe mother's side there was a
curse of poverty put into thefamily.
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Because in China, let me say, iwas interrogating demons
through the authority of Christ.
Remember Jesus in the Bible,when Legion manifested in the
man in the tombs from theGatorians John referenced this a
little bit ago.
Jesus said what's your name?
He talked to the demon peopleout there saying don't ever talk
to the demon.
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Jesus did.
Well, i'm interrogating thesedemons through the authority of
Christ And they're telling methat this curse on John's life,
one of the curses that they areleveraging to torment him, to
afflict him, to vex him, was acurse from 81 generations ago.
On the mother's side In China.
His great grandmother had a lotof kids and she couldn't afford
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to support them all, so shesold several of them to a farmer
as slave labor really, and bydoing that she had opened up the
family to a curse of not onlyabandonment, which John suffered
with, but also poverty.
You know, like he said, wherehe was born and raised and
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chined up to three years old wasa very poor area.
So we got to that root curseand broke it, expelled the
demons and he started gettingfreedom with regards to the
abandonment and the poverty.
He's working now.
Then another curse and John I'mgonna get back to you in just a
minute but another curse wasfrom his father's side that we
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dealt with, from thousands ofyears ago, again, interrogating
demons through the authority ofChrist.
They worship the dragon Thedragon's very common in China
but the demons are sayingthey're worshiping the dragon
through animal and humansacrifice because they wanted
power.
The dragon is symbolic of Satan, by the way.
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So these ancestors sacrificedhuman and animal to gain power,
but at a price.
They made an oath with thedragon We'll give you our
children and future generationsif you give us the power that we
need right now.
In other words, their pain wasso bad at that point in time.
Give us what we need.
Now you can have the kids.
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Guess what That curse came allthe way down to John in today's
times.
So these demons from that curse.
Part of that curse was poverty.
In other words, the people backthousands of generations ago
had the human and animalsacrifice to the dragon.
Give us what we need now Money,food, supply, power.
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Isn't that what everyone triesto get in life?
It's sick.
I understand why people wouldwant that being raised in
poverty, don't get me wrong.
But I'm saying what's sick ishow the devil was an opportunist
and manipulates people, got allthe generations from these
people And John's part of thatgeneration clear down through
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the father's side, man.
And part of that curse waspoverty, because the dragon gave
that immediate generation whatthey wanted, but it said you're
going to give me all your kidsAnd it got the kids Poverty all
the way down the father's side,all the way down the mother's
side.
Curses have never been broken.
They are now, and John iscoming out of it layer by layer.
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John, i'm just going to ping toyou right now Your thoughts on
some of the curses that we dealtwith and how you're doing today
.
What do you think?
Speaker 2 (24:03):
Yeah.
So after our exorcismdeliverance we went to a few of
them, the first.
After the first one I noticedthe suicidal thoughts.
They completely went away.
I finally got a job, full-timejob.
I couldn't, i didn't have themotivation or the wisdom to even
find a job.
And I found a job and I managedto work and I'm working
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full-time now.
Afterwards I felt peace, a lotmore peace and a lot more joy.
I can hear God again, like He'strying to.
It's still a work in progress.
I know that there was a lot ofdeliverance in those sessions
and I'm really thankful for that, amen, and it is a work in
progress.
Speaker 1 (24:47):
We dealt with the pornography as well, and also
the isolation and defensemechanisms that you were using
to protect yourself thewithdrawal, the isolation, the
slothfulness, things like this.
These were defense mechanismsthat you picked up to protect
yourself through your childhood,through your teenage years, and
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you were trusting in thoserather than the Lord.
So it came.
Also part of this ministry wasrelinquishing those into the
hands of the Lord and repentingof using those instead of God to
protect you.
Now, that's not said injudgment, that's just fact.
We're not fault finding here,we're fact finding.
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We're very analytical and we'relooking at this okay.
We're trusting in these defensemechanisms isolation,
withdrawal, things like this andJohn gave them up willfully.
He said I'm going to give theseup to the Lord and begin to
trust on Him, and that reallyhelped as well with finding
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employment and gaining Hisfreedom back.
Now, like John said, this is awork in progress and He's
working on it, but praise God,he's working on it And my
encouragement to you is this ifJohn can do it, so can you.
Speaker 2 (26:06):
The pornography.
I had no temptations to go backto pornography and I just
praise God for that freedomthere and knowing that God's
with me all the step of the way,just placing my trust in Him,
knowing that He's my comfort,rather than relying on
withdrawal or isolation oranything other than Him.
Speaker 1 (26:29):
John is defining his identity in Christ, and that's
what we are all to do asChristians.
He's giving up things that werein place of God so that God
could actually really heal Him.
That's the kicker to this, guysis, when we hold on to things
like porn, whatever it is,you're like each of us know in
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our knower, when we're holdingon to something that God wants
us to let go, we're convicted,we feel it on the inside And
whatever that is for you, whenyou hold on to that number one,
you give legal access to demonsto enter you.
Let it go.
The most important thing forgetSatan.
The most important thing isthat God wants to come into that
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area and heal you.
And when we hold on to thesethings and don't let them go,
god can't get in there to healyou, and that's what He wants to
do more than anything is healand restore you so that you can
have an enjoyable life and walkin your God-given destiny.
I'm so excited for John.
He has shared with me that hewants to get into IT And guess
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what?
The more layers of this onionwe're removing, this is now
possible in his mind.
Before this, remember whatJesus said about the devil the
thief comes to steal, kill anddestroy.
The devil had stolen so muchfrom John and trying to kill him
through suicide, and now he isfreed up.
He still has more work to do Heknows that, i know that, and
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God's timing will work on it Buthe's freed up enough that now
he is excited about working inIT.
John, can you tell thelisteners what are you thinking
about for IT as a career?
Speaker 2 (28:12):
Yeah.
So after that I started havinghopes again for the future.
So I'm slowly but surely I gotcertified for CompTIA Plus.
I'm trying to get into IT andeventually work up to become a
cloud engineer And I believe Godis going to guide me in every
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way and keep placing my trust inHim, like even studying the
hard concepts.
The Holy Spirit has really beenworking on my discipline and my
focus And I really see like theHoly Spirit like slowly but
surely helping me to have thefruit of the self-control And so
I'm really excited for myfuture.
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I know it's going to take sometime and process, but in the
meantime I'm not alone.
Like I just want to tell peoplethat whatever you are, there's
always hope.
If you're still breathing,there's always hope.
Just call out to Jesus andhe'll rescue you every time.
Speaker 1 (29:10):
Amen.
Good words, good encouragement.
But John was saying too, thatnow he's learning how to tap
into the fruits of the HolySpirit Self-control, temperance,
all these things Because thedemons are being removed.
Listen, guys, let me put it toyou this way You always hear
thoughts in your head right,you're worthless, you don't
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matter.
Or go do this, you deserve it.
Or your spouse is cheating onyou.
Fear-stricken, panic-stricken,mistrust, abandonment, all these
things all torment.
But they've been talking to youfor a very long time.
The demons that you have,they're not your thoughts.
By the way, somebody is talkingto you.
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It's not your thoughts.
When you look in the mirror andyou hear you're fat, you're
ugly, you'll never amount toanything.
Someone's talking to you andsaying that, and it's not you.
Who would that be?
It's not the Holy Spirit.
This is what amazes me.
You know, christians are taughtthey can't have demons, but
demons are in them and talk tothem all the time.
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Are you guys starting to getthis?
Is this starting to make sense?
I have clients get with me, man.
They're like, yeah, this isreally starting to make sense.
You know what you were saying.
I've been listening.
This is making sense to me.
I want these things out.
They're not fear-stricken,they're not afraid.
They're like I'm done, likeJohn.
He's like I'm done.
I got to get rid of this stuffAnd he has, praise the Lord, and
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so can you, friend, so can you.
That's my encouragement to you.
Don't live with them.
Shut their mouths, get themexpelled so you can be like John
, fool of joy.
No, his life's not perfect, butat least now he's not wanting
to kill himself living inisolation.
He's got a job and he wants tobe a cloud architect.
(31:02):
What's that?
A programmer that does coolstuff.
I'll simplify it for you.
That's what that is.
So I think we've covered enoughhere for today to give you guys
a look at John's life.
What the Lord is doing where hewas, where he's at now Isn't it
(31:26):
awesome?
And you can have this too, man.
That's what this podcast isabout to let you see people's
lives, to let you know thatthere is hope, christian or not
Christian, if you've triedeverything you can and nothing's
working, you don't have to livewith your demons.
Man, get ahold of me And let'sget rid of them and get you
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freed up.
And at the end of every episodey'all know what I do I have my
guest.
Share words of encouragementwith you guys who are struggling
, with you guys who are beingtormented relentlessly by the
devil and your thoughts and yourmind and your finances and your
relationships and yourself-image, your body image.
(32:09):
You don't have to live likethat.
John's getting freed up, so canyou, john?
can you share some words ofencouragement, love and
compassion with the listeners onwhy they should get an exorcism
?
Share some love with the man.
Give them some encouragement.
Speaker 2 (32:27):
Yeah.
So I just want to encourage youguys that wherever you're at,
wherever you're going through ifyou're going through really
condemning thoughts continuallyreach out to God and cry out to
him.
It's through me crying out toGod, hey, god, help me here.
And then God led me through BobLarson and led me through
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Justin.
We really serve a graceful,immerseful God.
Whatever you're at, no matterwhat you've done, just lean on
the mercy and grace of God andreally trust the Holy Spirit in
the process And really be honestlike really be honest and hold
nothing back, because when youexpose everything, that's what
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the devil doesn't like andthat's when the devil loses its
power.
So, bringing confess your sinsand what you're dealing with
because that's where the devilgains power is in secrecy and
hiddenness, and if God candeliver me, someone like me, god
can deliver anybody.
So I just want to encourage youguys.
Exposing the darkness , revealing the light.
Welcome to Episode 11 of TheBlind Exorcist.
I'm Justin D, your host, andtoday we have something special.
(00:21):
We're going to be talking aboutChina.
What a beautiful country, suchrich culture and history, and
the people are beautiful,amazing people, great sense of
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humor, witty and deep, deepthinkers.
And today joining me is a youngman, john, who was born in China
And as a very young child cameto America.
He was a direct referral to meby Dr Bob Larson's office And
(01:05):
I've been working with him forthree or four sessions, roughly,
and it's been wonderful.
He is processing through thetrauma in his life, he's
receiving inner healing and he'sbeing bold, brave and strong.
That's what's awesome Whensomeone comes to work with me,
(01:26):
and they have been through helland life but they want to change
and they're bold about it,they're strong about it.
Yeah, that's where it's at Andthat's what this young man has.
He has the grit, he wants tochange, he wants to be a better
person, to improve the areas ofhis life that are under the
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control of demons.
So I'd like to introduce younow to John.
John, welcome to the BlindExorcist.
Speaker 2 (01:59):
Hey, justin, thank you for having me.
I'm excited to be here.
Speaker 1 (02:02):
Yes, i'm excited to have you here as well.
This is going to be awesome.
Your testimony is so powerfulto the mercy and restoration
power of Jesus Christ.
John, i'd like to step througha little bit of your childhood
so that people can understandthe level of trauma that you've
(02:23):
been through in life Andeventually we're going to get to
how Christ is restoring you.
But let's pull the curtain backfor the listeners.
A lot of people have had deeptrauma in their childhood and
throughout their life And it'sunresolved.
You decided to be bold, step up, and it's time for change.
(02:44):
You were born in China.
Tell us a little bit about that, where you were born and how
you came to America.
Speaker 2 (02:54):
Yes, so I was born in China, southeast of China, in
kind of a poor village.
My parents came to Americasearching for a better life.
They did it illegally And so asa child, as a really young
child, especially from one totwo I was, i felt, abandoned and
I became attached to my grandmaAnd I had this really weird
(03:18):
memory of me, like my fingerswere like bleeding and stuff and
I was crying a lot And I didn'treally remember having a good
time as a child.
And then, when I was aroundthree years old, i came to
America And that's when I met myparents And somebody else like
(03:40):
from China, i guess it's.
I call my uncle.
They bought me to America And Ithought I was being like
kidnapped or something.
But they bought me to Americato meet my parents.
Finally, and I met them when Iwas about three years old.
I didn't know, i didn'tunderstand that my dad and my
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mom were my parents because Ithought my grandma abandoned me.
Then I went back to China forsome time and I came back to
America.
So I developed a relationshipwith my parents, my mom and my
dad.
I realized that they were myparents Around six years old.
They dragged me to school, toelementary school, but I didn't
(04:22):
understand.
They didn't really kind of tellme that it was school and they
just dragged me off toelementary And I thought in my
mind at the time that I wasbeing abandoned again.
I was crying a lot and making afuss out of it.
In kindergarten I couldn't fitin because I didn't have the
language.
I couldn't speak English.
I was speaking a languagecalled Fujinese and the teachers
(04:46):
were trying to include me.
They bought someone in from myfifth grade who speaks Mandarin,
but I didn't speak Mandarin SoI couldn't really communicate
with the other kids and I feltleft out and I couldn't develop
social skills with my peers.
Speaker 1 (05:08):
Oh my gosh, john, think about this, people.
You have a three-year-old childborn in China.
The parents leave him with thegrandmother and come to America.
They abandon him.
This child is raised from birthtill three years old by the
grandmother.
This is all he knows.
(05:29):
Now, keep this in mind.
This is three years old.
An uncle grabs him, throws himon a jet, flies over to America
and throws him in his parents'house and says see you later.
And he's three years old.
He doesn't know they're hisparents, he doesn't know who
they are.
What happened to my grandma?
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Where am I?
Not to mention that he doesn'teven understand the language.
He has no clue where he's at.
He is three years old.
Then he finally accepts OK, iguess these are my parents.
Now imagine having the processthis as a three to four-year-old
child.
It's hard enough for somebody,say, 11 years old or 16 years
(06:13):
old or 20 years old, to processsomething like this.
Not to mention, at one pointJohn said he was brought back to
China for a little bit to thegrandmother, and then flew back
to America a second time.
Hello, abandonment, trauma,insecurity, no stability And
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then at age six, five or six,he's thrown into kindergarten.
He doesn't even understand thelanguage.
He thinks his parents areabandoning him yet again and he
can't even speak English.
Can you imagine this people,this type of trauma as a child?
So, of course, issues ofabandonment are with John from a
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very young age And remember,Satan is an opportunist.
This was an opportunity forSatan to begin to afflict this
young John between ages three tosix.
And we won't talk about theancestral curses, we'll get into
(07:18):
that when we start talkingabout his exorcism a little bit.
But this is unbelievable.
John, as you aged with yourparents, say five, six, seven,
eight, ten, twelve, and throughthose years, what was your
relationship like with yourfather and your mother?
(07:38):
What was your home life like?
Did your parents work?
What can you tell us what allthat was like?
Speaker 2 (07:44):
Yeah, justin, i remember growing up during that
age I was trying to fit in.
At school I finally fit in,finally learned English through
the help of a Taiwanese pastorthat came into our lives because
my mom, she, was a believer Andshe didn't speak English so she
was asking for people ifthere's, like a Chinese pastor,
(08:06):
a Taiwanese.
So we found a Taiwanese pastorwho speaks Mandarin And she
really spent the time to reallytutor me and encourage me to
study.
And from kindergarten to fourthgrade I was flunking English
and math And by the fifth year,when she came into my life, i
(08:26):
became the student of the year.
I won second place in spellingbee.
That's when I really knew Godwas kind of real in my life.
But at home life wasn't reallythat great.
My mom was always yelling allthe time, very angry all the
time, and my dad was pretty much.
He was a workaholic.
(08:47):
He worked like six, seven daysa week.
They both my parents, workedlike really intensive labor jobs
, like six to seven days a week,and we didn't really go to
spend time with each other atalmost at all.
Maybe like once every year, wejust go to an outing for an hour
And at school I wanted to be atschool rather than at home And
(09:10):
because at home there was notreally, i didn't really had a
connection with people And whenI found pornography it felt like
I had some sort of connection.
I know instinctively it waslike dark.
But I was hooked at pornographyat a really young age.
I found like some VHS tapes,some magazines lying around like
(09:31):
and he opened at once And thatkind of started my journey into
that dark path.
I would say My relationship withmy dad.
It was pretty much non-existent.
I he didn't really talk to meat all.
He was working all the time,like seven days a week.
My dad owned a business like arestaurant business, a Chinese
(09:54):
restaurant, and over time, likeI've noticed that he started to
neglect on a lot of his duties.
He was still working andeverything, but he started
raising like a dog at myrestaurant, at the restaurant,
and eventually the healthinspector came and they long
(10:14):
story short, they shut it down,the restaurant down, and then my
dad he didn't know what to doat the time.
This was when I was around 11.
And he just left our family andwent to my stepbrothers family
And so because my home life waschaotic, i was very drawn to
like escapism and I was playing.
(10:35):
I was like cooked on to videogames.
My home life was pretty chaotic.
Speaker 1 (10:43):
So, as you can see, guys, john has been raised with
no stability, kidnappedbasically from China, thrown
over here.
Good luck, father and mother,no emotional support, working as
hard as they can, trying tostay afloat Again.
They are here illegally sothey're trying to earn enough
(11:05):
money to live here.
But in the Asian culture beingsuccessful is so important And
the father fails the business.
It's shut down because it'sfilthy.
And so John is being raised inthis environment, mom screaming
and yelling at him all the time.
John shared with me that thehome was extremely dirty, unkept
(11:28):
.
Mother was a little bit of ahoarder And so father leaves
more abandonment.
So as defense mechanisms, whatelse is a child supposed to do?
But in his case, turn towardisolation.
You're going to isolate fromall that kind of pain.
It's too much for a child or ateenager to handle.
(11:48):
So he would escape throughvideo games, through pornography
, trying to make it all go away,and the whole time the devil,
satan, is taking full advantageof these opportunities in John.
Deeply embedded demons frombirth, many curses resting on
(12:11):
his life, traumas, dysfunctionalthought patterns All of this
stuff needs work through And itgot to a point John is in his
mid 20s now where he said I'vehad enough, something has to
change.
So he gets ahold of Larson AndI've been working with John for
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a little bit now And we'restarting to dissect all this.
Now can you imagine John goingto someone that just says come
out in the name of Jesus Christ,you're free and you'll go,
you're free.
Salwin said in the last episodewe don't ever tell someone
they're free.
That's between them and theLord.
Work out your own salvationwith fear and trimming.
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But this is not simple.
This is.
John is an example of the peoplethat I work with.
And don't think just for aminute, because you make six
digits a year, that you don'thave trauma in your life.
Because you do.
Sometimes, when you make goodmoney, it's easy to ignore those
traumas because you canself-medicate in more expensive
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ways, be it cocaine, luxurioustrips, shopping, addictions,
whatever.
I really feel to just pointthat out to people man, just
because you are quote unquotefinancially successful in life
doesn't mean that you don't haveunresolved trauma And it
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doesn't mean that you do nothave demons.
I work with people who are sixdigits and above, who have
demons, who have trauma andthey're tired of it.
So they come to me for help.
They come to me but they'rereally coming to Christ because
I'm just a servant of JesusChrist.
But you get my point here.
Sometimes I think people hearingJohn's story think, oh, that's
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so terrible, it's sodisconnected that the poor China
boy that was raised in povertyand, yes, he has demons I drive
a BMW or a Porsche, so I'm okay.
Not the case.
We work with doctors, we workwith attorneys, we work with
nurses, businessmen,businesswomen.
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So if you're listening and youhave money and you think you're
successful and you don't havetrauma or demons, i think you
should explore that thoughtprocess, because if you have
areas of your life that bringyou emotional stress and torment
And you've tried everything toshift those areas and nothing's
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helping, may I encourage you getan exorcism and be real with
yourself.
Forget about the leatherItalian shoes, kick them off,
throw your Porsche keys intotrash and understand, man, you
got demons too.
Okay, enough of my rant.
(15:03):
I'll set that aside.
Let's get back to John here fora minute.
So, john, you and I have beenworking for a few sessions now
and it's been a process for you.
What was it that made yourealize in the midst of all this
misery Because I know you'vebeen the therapist, i know
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you've been the counselors.
Praise God, i'm 100% procounseling therapy.
I work with counselors andtherapists all the time, back
and forth with clients.
So it's essential And everyonehears me say this all the time
It has to be a mixture of boththerapy and exorcism.
But at some point in time, john, you've been through the
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therapy, you've been onmedication, you're doing good
emotionally, but at some pointin time you said I got demons
and you reached out to Larsonfor help and eventually wound up
with me on Zoom.
What led you to believe thatyou had demons?
Speaker 2 (16:00):
When I was 19, about 19 years old, i went into a
psychosis and the doctorscouldn't really figure out what
was wrong with me And it was apretty severe case And I was
like I couldn't think straight,like I was out of my mind,
basically.
And again, my Taiwanese pastor,she prayed over me and I felt
(16:22):
this peace.
So for about two or threemonths I didn't have peace at
all, like I was just four men toa day and night in Somnia.
I felt like the demonic act inthe Bible.
And so she prayed over me and Ifelt peace.
Like after like almost two tothree months of like mental
torture and it just left me andI felt this peace.
(16:43):
And so I went to Bible schooland about two years into Bible
school I felt like reallydepressed and like this kind of
rejection, i guess.
And so I went up to amissionary professor.
He said come out in the name ofJesus, rejection, come out in
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the name of Jesus.
And then I started screeching.
And I started screeching and Istarted crying like almost
uncontrollably, but I feltsomething come out of me And
then I felt like a babyafterwards.
But then afterwards it was thatI thought I was freed.
I thought I was like completelydelivered, hallelujah.
And then fast forward about fiveyears later.
(17:29):
It's like I started to get thislike rejection mindset and like
this depression, like it was soheavy, like I was almost like
suicidal.
I had like suicidal ideationalmost like every other day,
like I was contemplating like,hey, maybe, like it's a good
idea just end it all.
(17:50):
And so I know that was from thedevil, i know that wasn't from
God, but it was a constant liketemptation almost.
And so I was like I need somehelp, man.
I need some deliverance, like areally like deep, intensive
deliverance.
Now I know that I have likedemons, but I know I needed some
really deep work, like reallydeep work, and I prayed to God
(18:15):
and God led me to like BobLarson and his kind of ministry
And I reached out to them and,long story short, i met Justin
and Justin's awesome Like he.
I've been working with him andhe's been working with me, so
praise God.
Speaker 1 (18:30):
Yes, i get so excited the way the Lord works.
All he needs is that littleflicker of hope that I want
change and he will move inbecause he wants you freed,
friend, more than you want freed, believe me.
So to John's point thedepression, the suicide, that's
what we initially startedworking with when we got
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together.
But, like he said, he neededsomething to go deep.
A friend of mine puts it thisway and this is not said
pridefully by all means butpeople trained under Dr Larson,
who are exorcists, we arespecial ops.
That's the way a friendexplains it to clients, because
a lot of times clients come tosay so.
(19:12):
We've been to deliveranceministers.
We thought we were free.
We're not.
We're not what's going on, andthey require special ops.
Like John's case is special ops.
Lots to dissect here clinically, meaning clinically from an
exorcist perspective.
And that's one thing Imentioned before.
I appreciate about Dr Larson'smethods.
They're clinical From anexorcist profession.
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We're not counselors andpsychologists.
So when I say clinical, i meanthey are analytical and we are
trained on how to unwire andunwind this ball of yarn in this
case, in John's life.
Lots of layers here.
So we're slowly just removinglayers over time and John is
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regaining his freedom, he'sregaining clarity and his life
back.
He's working now, hallelujah,thank you, jesus.
When we first met, john was notworking.
These demons had him sotormented.
It was very clear to see whattheir assignment was on John,
(20:16):
which was death.
Let's talk a little bit abouthis exorcism.
So one of the curses that wason John's life and John you may
or may not remember this, but onthe mother's side there was a
curse of poverty put into thefamily.
(20:36):
Because in China, let me say, iwas interrogating demons
through the authority of Christ.
Remember Jesus in the Bible,when Legion manifested in the
man in the tombs from theGatorians John referenced this a
little bit ago.
Jesus said what's your name?
He talked to the demon peopleout there saying don't ever talk
to the demon.
(20:57):
Jesus did.
Well, i'm interrogating thesedemons through the authority of
Christ And they're telling methat this curse on John's life,
one of the curses that they areleveraging to torment him, to
afflict him, to vex him, was acurse from 81 generations ago.
On the mother's side In China.
His great grandmother had a lotof kids and she couldn't afford
(21:19):
to support them all, so shesold several of them to a farmer
as slave labor really, and bydoing that she had opened up the
family to a curse of not onlyabandonment, which John suffered
with, but also poverty.
You know, like he said, wherehe was born and raised and
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chined up to three years old wasa very poor area.
So we got to that root curseand broke it, expelled the
demons and he started gettingfreedom with regards to the
abandonment and the poverty.
He's working now.
Then another curse and John I'mgonna get back to you in just a
minute but another curse wasfrom his father's side that we
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dealt with, from thousands ofyears ago, again, interrogating
demons through the authority ofChrist.
They worship the dragon Thedragon's very common in China
but the demons are sayingthey're worshiping the dragon
through animal and humansacrifice because they wanted
power.
The dragon is symbolic of Satan, by the way.
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So these ancestors sacrificedhuman and animal to gain power,
but at a price.
They made an oath with thedragon We'll give you our
children and future generationsif you give us the power that we
need right now.
In other words, their pain wasso bad at that point in time.
Give us what we need.
Now you can have the kids.
(22:43):
Guess what That curse came allthe way down to John in today's
times.
So these demons from that curse.
Part of that curse was poverty.
In other words, the people backthousands of generations ago
had the human and animalsacrifice to the dragon.
Give us what we need now Money,food, supply, power.
(23:08):
Isn't that what everyone triesto get in life?
It's sick.
I understand why people wouldwant that being raised in
poverty, don't get me wrong.
But I'm saying what's sick ishow the devil was an opportunist
and manipulates people, got allthe generations from these
people And John's part of thatgeneration clear down through
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the father's side, man.
And part of that curse waspoverty, because the dragon gave
that immediate generation whatthey wanted, but it said you're
going to give me all your kidsAnd it got the kids Poverty all
the way down the father's side,all the way down the mother's
side.
Curses have never been broken.
They are now, and John iscoming out of it layer by layer.
(23:51):
John, i'm just going to ping toyou right now Your thoughts on
some of the curses that we dealtwith and how you're doing today
.
What do you think?
Speaker 2 (24:03):
Yeah.
So after our exorcismdeliverance we went to a few of
them, the first.
After the first one I noticedthe suicidal thoughts.
They completely went away.
I finally got a job, full-timejob.
I couldn't, i didn't have themotivation or the wisdom to even
find a job.
And I found a job and I managedto work and I'm working
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full-time now.
Afterwards I felt peace, a lotmore peace and a lot more joy.
I can hear God again, like He'strying to.
It's still a work in progress.
I know that there was a lot ofdeliverance in those sessions
and I'm really thankful for that, amen, and it is a work in
progress.
Speaker 1 (24:47):
We dealt with the pornography as well, and also
the isolation and defensemechanisms that you were using
to protect yourself thewithdrawal, the isolation, the
slothfulness, things like this.
These were defense mechanismsthat you picked up to protect
yourself through your childhood,through your teenage years, and
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you were trusting in thoserather than the Lord.
So it came.
Also part of this ministry wasrelinquishing those into the
hands of the Lord and repentingof using those instead of God to
protect you.
Now, that's not said injudgment, that's just fact.
We're not fault finding here,we're fact finding.
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We're very analytical and we'relooking at this okay.
We're trusting in these defensemechanisms isolation,
withdrawal, things like this andJohn gave them up willfully.
He said I'm going to give theseup to the Lord and begin to
trust on Him, and that reallyhelped as well with finding
(25:51):
employment and gaining Hisfreedom back.
Now, like John said, this is awork in progress and He's
working on it, but praise God,he's working on it And my
encouragement to you is this ifJohn can do it, so can you.
Speaker 2 (26:06):
The pornography.
I had no temptations to go backto pornography and I just
praise God for that freedomthere and knowing that God's
with me all the step of the way,just placing my trust in Him,
knowing that He's my comfort,rather than relying on
withdrawal or isolation oranything other than Him.
Speaker 1 (26:29):
John is defining his identity in Christ, and that's
what we are all to do asChristians.
He's giving up things that werein place of God so that God
could actually really heal Him.
That's the kicker to this, guysis, when we hold on to things
like porn, whatever it is,you're like each of us know in
(26:49):
our knower, when we're holdingon to something that God wants
us to let go, we're convicted,we feel it on the inside And
whatever that is for you, whenyou hold on to that number one,
you give legal access to demonsto enter you.
Let it go.
The most important thing forgetSatan.
The most important thing isthat God wants to come into that
(27:10):
area and heal you.
And when we hold on to thesethings and don't let them go,
god can't get in there to healyou, and that's what He wants to
do more than anything is healand restore you so that you can
have an enjoyable life and walkin your God-given destiny.
I'm so excited for John.
He has shared with me that hewants to get into IT And guess
(27:34):
what?
The more layers of this onionwe're removing, this is now
possible in his mind.
Before this, remember whatJesus said about the devil the
thief comes to steal, kill anddestroy.
The devil had stolen so muchfrom John and trying to kill him
through suicide, and now he isfreed up.
He still has more work to do Heknows that, i know that, and
(27:58):
God's timing will work on it Buthe's freed up enough that now
he is excited about working inIT.
John, can you tell thelisteners what are you thinking
about for IT as a career?
Speaker 2 (28:12):
Yeah.
So after that I started havinghopes again for the future.
So I'm slowly but surely I gotcertified for CompTIA Plus.
I'm trying to get into IT andeventually work up to become a
cloud engineer And I believe Godis going to guide me in every
(28:32):
way and keep placing my trust inHim, like even studying the
hard concepts.
The Holy Spirit has really beenworking on my discipline and my
focus And I really see like theHoly Spirit like slowly but
surely helping me to have thefruit of the self-control And so
I'm really excited for myfuture.
(28:53):
I know it's going to take sometime and process, but in the
meantime I'm not alone.
Like I just want to tell peoplethat whatever you are, there's
always hope.
If you're still breathing,there's always hope.
Just call out to Jesus andhe'll rescue you every time.
Speaker 1 (29:10):
Amen.
Good words, good encouragement.
But John was saying too, thatnow he's learning how to tap
into the fruits of the HolySpirit Self-control, temperance,
all these things Because thedemons are being removed.
Listen, guys, let me put it toyou this way You always hear
thoughts in your head right,you're worthless, you don't
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matter.
Or go do this, you deserve it.
Or your spouse is cheating onyou.
Fear-stricken, panic-stricken,mistrust, abandonment, all these
things all torment.
But they've been talking to youfor a very long time.
The demons that you have,they're not your thoughts.
By the way, somebody is talkingto you.
(29:54):
It's not your thoughts.
When you look in the mirror andyou hear you're fat, you're
ugly, you'll never amount toanything.
Someone's talking to you andsaying that, and it's not you.
Who would that be?
It's not the Holy Spirit.
This is what amazes me.
You know, christians are taughtthey can't have demons, but
demons are in them and talk tothem all the time.
(30:17):
Are you guys starting to getthis?
Is this starting to make sense?
I have clients get with me, man.
They're like, yeah, this isreally starting to make sense.
You know what you were saying.
I've been listening.
This is making sense to me.
I want these things out.
They're not fear-stricken,they're not afraid.
They're like I'm done, likeJohn.
He's like I'm done.
I got to get rid of this stuffAnd he has, praise the Lord, and
(30:42):
so can you, friend, so can you.
That's my encouragement to you.
Don't live with them.
Shut their mouths, get themexpelled so you can be like John
, fool of joy.
No, his life's not perfect, butat least now he's not wanting
to kill himself living inisolation.
He's got a job and he wants tobe a cloud architect.
(31:02):
What's that?
A programmer that does coolstuff.
I'll simplify it for you.
That's what that is.
So I think we've covered enoughhere for today to give you guys
a look at John's life.
What the Lord is doing where hewas, where he's at now Isn't it
(31:26):
awesome?
And you can have this too, man.
That's what this podcast isabout to let you see people's
lives, to let you know thatthere is hope, christian or not
Christian, if you've triedeverything you can and nothing's
working, you don't have to livewith your demons.
Man, get ahold of me And let'sget rid of them and get you
(31:47):
freed up.
And at the end of every episodey'all know what I do I have my
guest.
Share words of encouragementwith you guys who are struggling
, with you guys who are beingtormented relentlessly by the
devil and your thoughts and yourmind and your finances and your
relationships and yourself-image, your body image.
(32:09):
You don't have to live likethat.
John's getting freed up, so canyou, john?
can you share some words ofencouragement, love and
compassion with the listeners onwhy they should get an exorcism
?
Share some love with the man.
Give them some encouragement.
Speaker 2 (32:27):
Yeah.
So I just want to encourage youguys that wherever you're at,
wherever you're going through ifyou're going through really
condemning thoughts continuallyreach out to God and cry out to
him.
It's through me crying out toGod, hey, god, help me here.
And then God led me through BobLarson and led me through
(32:48):
Justin.
We really serve a graceful,immerseful God.
Whatever you're at, no matterwhat you've done, just lean on
the mercy and grace of God andreally trust the Holy Spirit in
the process And really be honestlike really be honest and hold
nothing back, because when youexpose everything, that's what
(33:11):
the devil doesn't like andthat's when the devil loses its
power.
So, bringing confess your sinsand what you're dealing with
because that's where the devilgains power is in secrecy and
hiddenness, and if God candeliver me, someone like me, god
can deliver anybody.
So I just want to encourage youguys.
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