August 15, 2023 • 69 mins
Can a soul bond become a spiritual stronghold that keeps you trapped in abuse?
In this powerful episode of The Blind Exorcist, I sit down with Amber Singer, who bravely shares her 17-year journey inside an abusive marriage — where domination, manipulation, and emotional trauma were fueled by unseen demonic forces. Her story sheds light on the spiritual dynamics behind abuse and the powerful role of deliverance in breaking free.
Amber reveals how soul bonds can be formed through emotional intimacy, not just physical contact — and how they can become highways for torment if not broken through spiritual intervention.
📌 What you’ll discover in this episode:
✅ The spiritual root behind abuse, control, and manipulation
✅ How soul bonds are created—and how to break them
✅ Amber’s deliverance through curse-breaking and exorcism
✅ Why trauma can create openings for soul transference
✅ How fragments of another person’s soul can embed in your mind
✅ The reality of spiritual warfare in abusive relationships
✅ Freedom through Jesus Christ and healing prayer
This is a must-hear episode for anyone seeking healing from emotional abuse, soul ties, or demonic torment.
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
exposing the darkness , revealing the light.
Hey guys, welcome to episode 13of the Blind Exorcist.
I am Justin D, your host, andthanks so much for tuning in.
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that.
Today I have something reallycool, very special.
I think many people are gonnafind this very inspiring,
encouraging, challenging andhelpful.
Today I have a guest with me,amber Singer.
She has a degree in graphicdesign and she currently works
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performing imagery at anoptometrist facility.
I like to mention what peopledo in life so that people
understand that the guests thatI have on here are normal,
functional people in life whohave real jobs, real careers,
real families, but also realdemons.
I like for people to understandthat we have to get past the
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illusion that, just becauseyou're successful in life, that
you don't have demons.
Many people do.
But today we're gonna be talkingabout the issues around abusive
relationships.
We're gonna be dissectingAmber's case.
She wasn't in an abusivemarriage for 17 years and we're
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gonna pull back the curtain.
Remember the blind exorcist?
What are we here Wrong?
Real?
We're not just reading Biblescriptures and your life's
perfect and wear a smile andlook like a kindall all the time
.
No, we're wrong, real man.
So today we're gonna be talkingabout Amber's abusive
relationship and this is goingto apply to many people's lives,
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men and women.
We're gonna dissect it.
We're gonna clinically assessit from an exorcist perspective.
We're gonna be talking aboutdemons.
We're gonna be talking aboutsoul bonds.
We're gonna be talking aboutsoul transference, obviously,
exorcism and all thepsychological facets around an
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abuser how they operate, whatthey do, how you can tell if
you're being abused and if youhave demons.
This is gonna be veryinteresting.
So I'd encourage you to kickback.
Grab a cup of coffee, a soda, apop however you call it a
(03:03):
Gatorade, what's the one my sondrinks now?
Prime.
Grab yourself a prime, whateverit is, and really listen.
I'd encourage you to listen tosee where this may fit to your
life or friends or familymembers in their lives.
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I hope you enjoy the episode.
Get ready, amber.
Welcome to the Blind Exorcist.
Speaker 2 (03:39):
I'm really excited to be here.
Thanks for the opportunity tobe on your show.
Speaker 1 (03:45):
I'm excited to have you.
This is an excellent topicbecause, as we spoke before
starting the episode here, thisepisode is going to be about
control, domination,manipulation from people in
relationships, and we talkedearlier how this not only
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applies to women but also to men, because, amber, you were in a
very abusive relationship,correct?
Speaker 2 (04:20):
That is correct.
Speaker 1 (04:22):
And how long were you in that?
Speaker 2 (04:24):
I was in a relationship for almost 17 years
, but married 10 years total.
Speaker 1 (04:32):
Now let's define abusive what I mean by abusive
relationship.
I've experienced this withwomen who are personal friends
of mine who dated abusivecontrolling men.
I've also worked with clientswho are men who have been abused
emotionally and physically fromfemales, so this goes both
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sides.
But the gist of it is that thisis demonic and there are demons
behind all of this.
So we wanna dissect this foryou and, amber, thank you for
coming on and sharing your lifewith all of us and allowing us
to dissect this almostclinically, where we're going to
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separate things out and we'regonna flush them out and discuss
it and expose the kingdom ofdarkness, so that those of you
who are in abusive relationshipscan understand, number one, why
you're in them and, secondly,perhaps, how to leave them and
get free.
Amber, any thoughts on that?
Speaker 2 (05:37):
Thanks, justin, for touching base on that.
I agree, there's many differentdynamics and facets of abuse
and it goes deeper than justemotional, physical, but also
spiritual abuse.
I'm excited to expose the enemyand you're right, it goes
beyond just women, it can go tochildren, it can go to men.
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The enemy is not a respecter ofpersons, nor of your gender.
Speaker 1 (06:05):
When it comes to control.
I heard Derek Prince say thisone time and I love to give a
shout out to people and givecredit where credit's due.
He mentioned this and I thinkit is very accurate.
Any time that there is controlbehind, that is witchcraft.
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And I think that's extremelyaccurate because, ultimately,
behind control, domination,manipulation, jealousy,
outbursts of anger, all of thesesorts of things, yes, can be
psychological.
Perhaps the person the abuserwas he or she herself abused,
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and so there's psychologicalpatterns that are being repeated
.
But ultimately it doesn'tmatter how the abuse started.
It started with demons at somepoint in time in the ancestry of
that person.
So witchcraft or Jezebel oranother spirit, lilith, are all
about control, domination andmanipulation.
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As you live your life andyou're in relationships, be it
with parents, be it with spouses, dating partners, friendships
are there relationships you'rein where you are controlled, you
do not have an opinion, you'resilenced, you have to do
everything that they want to do,you have to walk on eggshells,
this sort of stuff.
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This is all demonic, based atthe root of it.
So I think it's important tounderstand that, that when
you're talking about thisoftentimes and I always bring
this out we wanna focus on thepsychological aspects of it.
Absolutely there arepsychological aspects of it, but
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we cannot forget thesupernatural aspect behind it.
The root of it demons.
Amber, you suffered a lot ofabuse.
Would you share some of whatyou experienced with your ex and
tie in the supernatural to it,so that people can begin to
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understand that this just isn'talways psychological?
Speaker 2 (08:23):
I was set up by the enemy because his plan is to
destroy your life.
His plan is to keep you fromgoing through the destiny that
God has for your life.
Each of us are told that Godcreated us in our mother's womb.
He fashioned us and thosegenerational curses do pass on
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if nobody breaks the curses.
I was unknowingly had thecurses from the Freemasons.
I also was incestate.
It only took one time by aparent, my father, and I didn't
have a memory until later onthat, when the demons ended up
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leaving.
But all that to say is here Iwas set up and I was drawn
supernaturally to this personthat had a similar but a lot
worse background.
I was pretty much.
I grew up in the church andfollowed the Lord when on
mission trips, thinking, but allthe while I knew there was more
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to life than what I wasexperiencing.
But during that time I wasdistracted and met this man who
also was following the Lorddoing ministry, and I thought
this is a perfect match.
He loves God, he's serving God,he'll go to all missions with
me, cause I thought once youjust asked Jesus in your heart.
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You're all good.
So that was me.
You being naive, I didn't know,and it says that people perish
for the lack of knowledge.
And I didn't have any knowledgeof knowing that generational
curses would play a role in mylife, that demonic entities
would play a role as well.
But all the while, jesus, god,the Holy Spirit, he was there
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behind those scenes and he hadsomething set up for me later to
be set free, I like to sayGod's the ultimate chess player.
He always is ahead of the enemyIf we allow the Lord to be the
Lord of lords, the king andkings of our life.
And so here I was set up.
I had these butterflies here.
Emotionally I'm like this isgreat and he loves the Lord.
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But lo and behold, I didn'tknow what healthy love was,
because my father neverdisplayed healthy love with my
mother.
He always accused my mother ofcheating, which she never did.
He always would get angry andswear or he just wanted to talk
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and he really wasn't the father.
So he was there but he wasn't.
My mom always did the thingsaround the house to care of us,
build our bikes, for when we gotour bikes, those kind of things
, I had a gaping hole in myheart, unknowingly for the
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father figure in my life and Ididn't know that is what was
also drawing me to this person,as he was much older than me.
Speaker 1 (11:25):
This is quite fascinating.
If you guys can just check outwhat she's saying here that, oh
my gosh, this is so like theclients that I work with.
This is what I hear, even in mylife personally.
The same thing demons Can leadyou to a person that can destroy
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you.
Let me say that again demonsinside of you Can lead you to a
person who can Destroy you.
I want you to think about thatfor just a minute.
Think of the relationships thatyou've been in in your life.
How many of those have beenhealthy and productive?
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How many of those relationshipshave brought you respect, love,
consideration, compassion?
Remember about the blindexorcist here, man, we're wrong,
real.
So Amber brought out anotherpoint Just because someone's a
Christian doesn't mean thatthey're not a train wreck on
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multiple levels.
I think it's and she even Ledto this that it's naive to think
that just because someone's aChristian, that everything's
okay, and I think sometimesthat's the picture that's
painted that if someone's aChristian they're okay.
But most Christians have demons, and I mention this all the
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time in America and around otherWestern countries.
They don't believe Christianscan have demons and that's why
Christians are out thereStealing from people.
That's why Christians are outthere Controlling and abusing
people emotionally.
That's why Christians are outthere wanting to be suicidal.
That's why Christians are outthere having affairs on their
spouses, and all of this fromthe compulsions of Demons.
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So I just wanted to point thatout, that Demons you listening
right now, chances are you'reborn with ancestral curses on
your life from your ancestorsthat have never been broken.
And just because you become aChristian and your spirit
becomes born again Does not meanthat the demons leave your mind
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or body Because they have alegal right to be there.
Their curses have never beenbroken and that's what happened
here with Amber.
She had Freemasonry in herancestry and Freemasonry is
pretty nasty stuff.
If you're not aware of that,it's probably, I'd say, in the
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top three or top two of the mostevil Kingdoms of darkness that
I deal with as an exorcist andthe exorcist under dr Larson.
It's very evil.
It has a deep evil history.
There are so many spokenrituals and acts of ritualistic
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things within the lodge thatjust destroy future generations
of Children and their lives andembers.
One of them.
I believe we were talking,amber, and you said that your
grandfather was a Freemason andHis brother was a Freemason, and
there are ceremonies where theydedicate future generations to
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Lucifer and I know this soundscrazy because everyone thinks to
Freemason lodges and they'rejust good old boys coming
together and they do all kindsof stuff for the community.
But that's a mask.
I don't think most people whoget involved in Freemasonry say
I want to go in here and Destroymy family and make oaths and
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vows that are gonna hurt my bodyand bring disease and illness
and death to all my futureGeneric.
No, they just come ininnocently joining what they
think is just a club and it's asomething that they can do,
that's charitable and helppeople and whatever.
But it's very evil and sinister.
You can Google it, you can readup on it, all kinds of
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information out there about it.
But if you've had Freemasonry inyour background, you are under
curses.
It's just that simple.
So Swinging back to you, amber,but you're under these curses,
you're molested, which isanother Fallout of Freemasonry.
There's so much sexual abuse inFreemasonry.
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There is so much mental illness.
There's so much Illness,physical disease from
Freemasonry it's unbelievable.
But anyhow, you're under thesecurses.
This older gentlemen's under thecurses and your demons draw
each other one to another andDemons love things to be
compulsive and over-the-top,almost like a high.
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They love to bring this intensepleasure so that you keep
coming back and bonding in yoursoul.
We're gonna talk about soulbonds and soul transference some
here in a bit.
That's a new concept to some ofyou that you've never even
heard of Soul bonds or soultransference.
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So we'll talk about that alittle bit.
But, amber, you were led to this.
Ma'am, you get married.
At the time you're unaware thatthis is even demons that are
leading this marriage which, bythe way, just to mention again,
it's a Christian marriage.
How many Christian marriageshave failed, mine included,
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because of demons?
Think about that.
People Know any Christians thathave been divorced.
Looking past the natural and atthe supernatural, jesus said at
best the thief comes to steal,kill and destroy.
But anyways, amber, you wind upin a marriage With this older
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gentleman and can you explain tothe listeners what it was like
in your first couple years ofbeing married to this man?
Speaker 2 (17:23):
Yes, I do want to backtrack just a little bit from
a comment you were saying.
So I was.
It was Love bombing.
In the beginning I was likedoted on by my ex here and he
Literally I didn't know what tomake of it.
I actually thought, wow, you'retreating me like you don't know
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me.
This is strange, and I hadthose thoughts at first.
But then I thought, okay, thisis love.
But it got to the point whereit was manipulative, it was
controlling.
Before I married him, I evenknew that something was wrong,
so to speak, that the enemy wastrying to do something.
But I was so confused becauseof my demon Confusing me.
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They bring confusion, that'stheir.
The enemy brings confusion andthat's what their strategy was.
They were trying to set up amarriage From hell instead of a
marriage of God, and IDesperately went to a few women
and got prayer.
They had me Do the cursebreaking prayers.
I did not know Freemason yet wasin my family bloodline.
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For two and a half hours theyhad me do a curse breaking
prayers of the Freemasons.
However, I didn't know I had ademon.
Still, I wanted to laugh duringthis curse breaking prayer.
I actually threw up afterwardsand people would think, oh,
you're delivered.
You threw up.
No, I had curses broken off mylife.
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That was it.
I then went to, within that Sameweek of getting curses broken,
to get away because I had a soulbond.
I had such a soul bond withthis person, because I had given
myself to this person, that Iwent all the way to Germany to
visit my friend in Germany Justto get away thinking, if I just
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go all the way to anothercountry, I won't want to see
this person any longer, thatthis will be it.
I said all the prayers mask Godto help me, but I had a soul
bond I didn't know needed to bebroken.
I had the demons and, andpraise God, the curses of the
lodge were broken.
However, there was more thatwas needed, more curse breaking
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prayers that were needed.
Speaker 1 (19:39):
This is all good information.
I just want to swing back to.
You mentioned about the soulbond, and a Soul bond is quite
simple.
The closer you get with someoneemotionally, you bond at a
deeper level.
So at first we're having coffee.
There's an emotional bond there.
Then we start hanging out moreand that bond gets deeper and
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eventually, nine times out often it winds up into sex.
And then that Bond becomes eventighter, because in the Bible
it says when two people have sexthey become one literally,
because this is the way Goddesigned marriage.
This is the way God designed sex, that it's supposed to be
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intimate, not dirty and filthyand All that stuff, but there's
an intimacy to it.
And when a husband and wifehave sex they become one meaning
in their emotions.
They are strongly bound, and sothat's why a husband can know
what his wife's thinking.
That's how a wife can know whather husband's thinking hey, I
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know you're upset.
Or hey, I understand that youneed more time with me.
Things like this, like the bond, is there, and so the devil's
aware of this.
So he perverts that.
Anything God has established,the devil has a counterfeit to
it, some type of perversion, sohe makes sex look real erotic
and hooray, and you're justgonna dive into bed and really
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just have a wild party and justhave a good old time.
But what you're actually doingis you're bonding with that
person and you're also bondingwith their demons.
So when you have a soul bondwith somebody, you're actually
bound to their demons.
They come inside of you throughthat bond.
If we could see into the spiritrealm, you would see a tie, a
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string, so to speak, betweenyour mind and the person you had
sex with and their mindconnected.
I worked with a client Just togive you real life perspective
on this.
I worked with a client,probably I don't know five
months ago, and she had sex withthis guy who happened to be a
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warlock and that's a male witch,basically and she broke up with
him and came to Us me andanother deliverance team for an
exorcism.
As we began to work with her,she told us that when he would
come to town now he was about, Ibelieve it was ten hours away
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from her, but when he would cometo town not to see her, he was
involved with another woman.
But when he would come to town,she would become Sexually
aroused, even though she didn'thave communication from him.
Even though he didn't text her,even though he didn't email her
, she still was bound to thisman through the act of sex.
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Check that out.
And it was very accuratebecause she would go in her car
and drive over to where theother woman was that she knew
and his car would be there.
Now again, no communication tothis client at all.
But because of that soul bondshe would become sexually
aroused.
So what we do is exorcist.
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We severed that soul bondthrough the authority of Christ,
we cut it off and the demonsthat were transferred to her
from this man we expelled.
This is what a soul bond is, andSoul bonds in amber.
I'm gonna swing back to you totalk a little bit about this too
in just a minute.
But soul bonds just do not haveto be Sexual in nature.
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You can have a soul bond withsomebody just through
conversation and intimacy inconversation, and so we have to
be careful.
There's different levels, likewhen you open up.
Some people are clueless aboutboundaries, so they meet someone
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and the second time they're outfor coffee, they start telling
them their life story.
I was molested here, I wasraped here.
I don't even know this personand they're bonding that deeply
with them very quickly.
A lot of people out there, guys, that are Abusive and take
advantage of that.
Be careful, you should reallyknow someone very thoroughly
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before you start sharing, orSomebody that is credible.
Yeah, so this is the idea of asoul bond.
It is in Christianity and in agood, solid Christian marriage.
It's to bring people togetherin an intimacy with God, a
spiritual intimacy, and thedevil has perverted that and
everyone sex crazed right nowand they're gonna hook up and
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hook up and I hooked up withthis one and I hooked up with
anything.
It's funny and they're allhaving Mimosas and they're just
hooking up and laughing and I'min the whole time they're
getting infested with demons.
They don't understand whythey're depressed.
They don't understand why now,all the sudden, they're having
panic attacks.
They don't understand why nowthey feel like depressed to
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where they're Contemplatingsuicide demons, man, soul bonds.
Amber, swinging back to youwith regards to the soul bond,
can you explain how this soulbond impacted you?
You mentioned about going toGermany to get away, but you
were still bound to your accentin your soul.
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So can you share with thelisteners, give them some
perspective on how this, howthey can identify that they're
bound to somebody.
That's abusive.
Speaker 2 (25:26):
Yes.
So soul bonds are prettyserious.
Like you touch the bases onhealthy ones and there's
Appropriate ones, what I wouldsay.
It was so strong because I hadgiven myself to him Sexually.
Not only that, it wasemotionally established the soul
bond.
First I was being love bombed.
He is extremely intelligent andvery manipulative.
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He also Knew what to say, whata woman would want to hear.
I remember finding it odd hehad asked me do your eyes get
really green when you cry?
It should have been a red flag.
Many things he said to me, andthat's what he was doing.
He was much older, he's okay, Ican make her what I want.
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This will be fitting my lifethat I want, so to speak.
Anyway, all that to say is thissoul bond was so strong and that
was the thing I was playingaround, so to speak, with fire,
even though I knew God wastelling me don't go this way, I
still was so, so bond, bond itto this person Emotionally and
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then now sexually, that we hadbecome one, whether we were
married or not, and I come homefrom Germany and we started
talking again and when I saw himnow he had a tattoo of my name
on his chest.
So I was so confused because Istill didn't let him go.
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I had a soul bond drawing me tohim.
I continue to entertain this,thinking this is love, this is
God.
Very confused, but then alsothinking this isn't God.
So pretty much put me in histailspin for seven years and
then I said I don't know if thisis God or not God, but I can't
let him go, I can't stop havingsex with him, I can't stop
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talking to him.
I'm going to go ahead and marryhim.
And that's what I did because Ithought at least I won't be
Fornicating outside of marriageand I'll be married.
So I married him because it wasso strong of a bond.
It was like an addiction.
You couldn't stop you.
With addiction like that it'snot just drugs, addiction will
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be from that person.
And so You'd say why couldn'tyou just leave him?
And a many people think that.
Speaker 1 (27:55):
But when you have that bond it's not as easy as
you think that is why peoplereturn to their abusers Because
of the soul bond that they havethat needs broken.
And you mentioned what Ialluded to earlier the addiction
aspect, the Compulsion.
Demons are very compulsive.
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They thrive on compulsion.
They thrive on addiction.
They thrive on pleasure Becauseit keeps you addicted to what
they are using to possess you.
Understand that whatever you'recompulsive about, it's what the
demons are using to possess you.
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Some people are very compulsiveabout they have to have somebody
in their life.
Like amber mentioned, she hadthat hole.
Her father didn't meet herneeds and this guy was older and
shit, so she had to have thatguy.
And for some people thecompulsion is the obvious drugs,
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alcoholism, pornography,gambling, etc.
For others, the compulsion isnegative thinking.
They always have to thinknegatively.
Why is that, demons?
God is about positivity, notsaying someone can't have a
negative thought, but there arepeople who are compulsive.
They thrive and love Negativethinking.
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There are people who arecompulsive about being right all
the time.
They have to be right all thetime.
That is a compulsion.
And behind each compulsion, yes, there's a psychological
component to it.
But we got to go beyond thatguys, to the root, which is
demons.
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So back to you, amber.
You're in this compulsive, fakelove bomb sex relationship.
You think by getting marriedyou're coming out of sin.
But this is a huge mistake thatmany Christians make, that they
have sex before marriage.
So the relationship isestablished in sin, in the
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kingdom of darkness.
They have demons by doing that,and now by getting married, all
the sudden, everything's goingto be perfectly fine, and that's
not the case.
When a relationship isestablished in sin, it's
established in the kingdom ofdarkness.
You have an ungodly soul bond.
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So then, getting saved does notwipe that away.
You have to go through anexorcism, you have to repent,
you have to have the demonsexpelled.
So you're in this relationship,amber, and I remember we talked
a little bit.
There were times that it evengot physically abusive.
Can you share a little bit ofthat with us?
Speaker 2 (30:46):
Yes, justin.
So I had been married threeyears at this point and he had
it physically.
This is, though, another thingabout soul bonds.
He even physically hadassaulted me.
When we were together and thepolice were called and the
charges were dropped, hepromised it would never happen
again.
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Because of the soul bond andbecause I believed the amount of
things he would do, say to me,tell me he loved me.
I believed that it was love.
It was unhealthy, it wasn'tlove, and I didn't.
I couldn't distinguish ordiscern those things because of
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the demonic Demons there, thecurses and whatnot, and it was
my first person I ever gavemyself to as well.
So here I'm thinking okay, thisis love.
I didn't have a father to showme love.
I knew I want to touch base onthat.
I was a Christian.
I grew up in the church.
I'm going on mission trips.
I'm a born-again believer,believing in the Holy Spirit,
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believing in all these things,knowing the truth.
I had a little awareness ofspiritual warfare as I grew up
in a church that spoke aboutKeeping your thoughts captive.
Don't have a pity party, don'tgo there with your mind, so to
speak.
However, I Always thought itwas on the outside, that there
was nothing inside of me.
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It was all outwardly, notinwardly.
So here I am in an abusiverelationship.
I said I do, it was fine for afew months and then the first
hit.
I'm sorry, I'll never do thatagain.
I love you, just verymanipulative, controlling.
Where are you at?
Where are you at?
What street are you on?
Why are you taking that long toget home?
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Very, very confusing, like whyyou asking me this?
Why don't you trust me?
Anytime?
I confronted him about thesituation.
It would be a screaming matchand at this point I wasn't
walking with the Lord fully.
I was compromising and sin.
He wanted to look atpornography and so I did.
I looked at it with him.
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I knew that it was wrong.
I had conviction.
Do I think he had anyconviction?
I can't say that I don'tbelieve he did, because I don't
think he would continue to dothat, but he could have had it
been convicted.
Only the Lord knows.
However, I was and I was cryingto the Lord, asking the Lord to
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help at this point, three yearsin a marriage.
I hated myself.
I didn't want to live anymore.
I couldn't hear God any longer.
I Wanted to end my life.
However, one day I had gone to aministry because I was getting
sick all the time, and that'sanother thing.
Abuse will make you sick allthe time.
That the demons will make yousick though, oppression,
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everything.
And I went there and theyprayed over me.
I still didn't tell them whathad been happening at home and I
had my own issues too.
I would actually, at that point, hit him back.
When he would punch me, I wouldhit him very hard.
He was a wow you punch prettyhard for a girl.
I knew how to cover bruises upwith butter.
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I have a profan ice, so thebruise wanted to appear.
He was punching me in my face.
There was time where I couldn'thide the bruise and I would
have to buy makeup and make sureto cover it up, and I knew it
was wrong.
I grew up in the church.
I grew up knowing about theLord, so I went to this place
where they prayed for me andwhen I got in my car, I remember
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declaring out loud Satan, youcan't have my life anymore, I'm
not gonna live this way anymore.
There was a time where I almosttry to kill myself, but I
didn't.
And the Lord, I heard the LordFinally, after three years, say
don't hate yourself anymore,don't kill yourself.
I love you, I have a plan foryour life.
And so I did it and the willsjust started to turn in my heart
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.
I decided I'm not looking atpornography anymore, I'm not
gonna do this anymore.
I'm gonna starve whatever needsto be starved, because that's
what I knew.
I knew there was some spiritualthing happening.
I needed to starve, thatCompulsion that Justin was just
talking about, the compulsionneeded to be starved.
When I was a young girl, thepastor told me whatever you're
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struggling with spiritually,starve it out of your life.
So I stopped doing pornography.
I didn't yell back at myex-husband anymore.
I didn't hit him back.
Even if he hit me which he's hedidn't hit me or beat me every
day, but in the beginning of themarriage it was very frequent,
maybe every other week, so itwas quite a bit.
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But emotionally Inverbally, yes, every day almost.
And he was sick of the marriageand he up and left me.
So when I said yes to the Lordand said no to say, he came out,
my life, all hell broke loose.
My dad almost died, my Brotherwas going through his first
divorce and I may have not seenmy niece ever again and she was
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like a daughter to me.
So I was, everything wasfalling apart.
He left me without telling me,wrote me an email, so I I hope
you don't jump off a bridge, butI want a divorce and he had
left.
And so here I was, crying outto the Lord helped me.
And I still had the soul bondand he had left me.
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And so that pain of and you allmay have felt this with
somebody you've been bonded to,when they leave you out of their
life, whether it was good orbad, it's most painful process
you'd ever go through if theystop Speaking to you because
there's that compulsion andaddiction.
I had an addictive relationship.
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I had a compulsive relationship.
I had this soul bond thatwasn't broken yet and, out of
the grace of God, I didn't takemy life, because even the enemy
was whispering those lies Justtake your life, or why don't you
go to a bar and meet anotherguy?
It almost was like let's tradethis addiction, this, let's
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trade this compulsion foranother compulsion.
But deep down in my heart Iknew that wasn't what God wanted
.
And I remember driving my carand and in the night, and I was
hearing all the voices of theenemy.
Still not knowing I had demonsin me.
Guys, I had thought let's sayour word attack.
But here I'm in the car drivingand I screamed Jesus at the top
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of my lungs, jesus.
And then the voices were silentfor that moment and the attack
was withheld.
However, I wanted him still inmy life and God still.
At this point I stopped sayingno.
He came back into my life.
We went to three counselingsessions which really did not
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work because he still had hisanger and issues and demons and
Walked out of the counseling.
So it didn't work.
But I decided I'm gonna getbetter and I had dreams when I
was younger of doing deliveranceand I Didn't know who I would
learn from at all.
And I kept seeing Bob Larson onYouTube and I was like, is this
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real?
Is this who I need to learnfrom?
But remember, I still haddemons in me.
So here I am an abusiverelationship.
I take him back, work togetherand I start following Jesus and
and saying no to the devilyou're at the point now where
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You're done and that's whereevery single person has to be.
Speaker 1 (38:31):
I had to be there.
It's unfortunate where we'redone with this and it's time for
change.
In my case it was stage fivekidney failure.
If you've not listened to mytestimony, my story, it's
episode one here on the podcastcalled overcoming the darkness.
I'd encourage you to check itout.
But I was a broken man and thenthat's when I went toward
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exorcism.
And Amber, I hear you.
What you're saying is you'refinally at the end, you're
willing to let this man goBecause you want to make Jesus
number one and you want to startto get freedom.
Can you share with us a littlebit of now you're starting into
your freedom journey?
What did that look like?
Speaker 2 (39:13):
Justin, I'll tell you , the demons were mad Because I
decided to follow Jesus and Iwasn't gonna turn back.
I decided it was more importantto have God Number one in my
life than any relationship.
I was saying notice, and Irealized that I needed to take
my thoughts captive.
Just like the Bible said, therewasn't any more self-hate.
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And God was teaching me to takethose thoughts captive and it
was weakening the demons andalso, in a way, weakening the
soul bond, even though I stillhad the soul bond.
But I was putting Jesus first.
I wanted to have freedom.
I knew something was wrong.
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So Three about.
So after coming back to withintwo years in that marriage, so
it was five years total.
We were together.
I went to see Bob Larson inMinnesota and my ex came with me
Believing okay, I'm gonna sitdown with her and stuff and go
to this thing.
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And here's Bob Larson.
I shake his hand and I hear inmy head Don't do anything crazy,
they'll think you have demons.
But lo and behold, it wastotally the demons telling me
this.
But they were mad that I wasthere because I was on the right
track with the Lord.
See, when you say yes to theLord and notice it, you're gonna
be on the right path with God.
It's gonna give you that graceto go forward in what he's
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called you to and he will bringthat freedom and deliverance.
Here we are in Minnesota.
Bob starts talking about demons.
My ex gets upset, startspeaking in Interrupting Bob
Larson and he says you can leave.
But she can say but here I'm inthis abusive relationship.
I'm five hours away from home,five hours.
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So what am I gonna do?
I need to go with him.
And I remember being soSaddened in my heart because I
thought I was gonna get somereal answers and the enemy
didn't want me on this path offreedom.
And it worked for just a littlebit his plan, because then I
had thought maybe this isn'ttrue, or?
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And the demons and Wanted tosoul bond with me again because
they knew they were losing theirgrip on me.
And when we had left, he said Icould take Bob Larson school of
exorcism.
However, he didn't want to haveanything to do with him.
And we get to the RV park wherewe were camping and he's tried.
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And now that I look at ithindsight, these demons were
trying to create a stronger soulbond between me and my ex,
because what happened next washe wanted to have sex with me
after that traumatic experienceat a conference.
He wanted to have sex with meand All I could do was just say
okay.
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I cried the whole time.
He didn't know, tears werestreaming down my face and I
thought what do I do?
I felt like giving up, butbecause God put it in my heart
not to give up, I didn't andthen fast forward.
God still had me, a purpose forme to Be Delivered.
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He wants that.
He wants that for his children,and I was following Lord.
I was saying notice, and eventhough my husband was like that,
my ex-husband at that time waslike that.
I sent a video to my brother ofBob Larson.
He's I need to set up anappointment with Bob.
And so my brother sets up anappointment on the zoom.
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Bob Larson was doing that and Idecided okay, I'm gonna fast,
I'm gonna pray, I'm gonna behere with my brother and support
him.
I'm shaking like a leaf and Ithought it was just cold.
Here my brother is sitting rightin front of Bob Larson and the
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zoom call and I'm so married atthis point and there's still
Arguments and fights, but not asit was in the beginning of the
marriage it was less because Iwas saying no to doing those
things, praise God.
But here I am supporting mybrother and so my brother is
related to me and at this pointwe had now found out that my
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grandfather and my uncle werepart of the lodge.
My grandfather had a businessand so did my uncle, and they
wanted to To control basicallythe town and have Say we're
gonna run you out of town if youdon't join the lodge, basically
.
So at this point now I'mrealizing that my grandfather
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had dedicated my brother, me, myfather, future generations to
Lucifer, basically.
But at this point I had alreadysaid those curse breaking
prayers.
So Bob is sitting nowface-to-face with my brother.
I'm on the side.
My brother does not Manifest, hedoesn't know demons coming up,
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but I start shaking and so Bobalready has this history and he
knows that my grandmother hadrepented, but she did witchcraft
as well.
So that was all in the familyline.
At this point I did not knowthat I was assessed it once by
my father, because that traumawill make you sometimes forget
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and Sometimes, I believe, thedemons do as well.
But I had an inkling because Inever felt comfortable around my
father.
So all that to say is here's mybrother in front of the zoom, I
start to manifest and Bob isthere.
And so Bob goes come here, amber.
And he knows that my brotherpaid for the first part of his
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school and that I'm in hisschool of of exorcism.
And he says who's this?
Come up, who are?
And it was just about.
And he goes I can't have you inone of my students.
And the rest is history.
Basically, just Bob comes upand says witchcraft, the
Freemason, demons, and all of asudden he binds them all
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together.
I Was ripe and ready because mycurses were broken for this
moment.
It was a setup from the Lord,from heaven.
And then he says come out ofher, go to the say.
We go now to the pit.
It does, and I felt likethousands of demons leaving my
body.
No one could hear it.
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I could hear thousands ofvoices coming out of my mouth.
On the video it only sounds onevoice screaming.
But these things, literallyblackness, came out of my chest
and I was set free.
Speaker 1 (45:55):
This is awesome.
So, amber, you make a qualitydecision that You're done and,
no matter what, you're gonna getrid of these demons.
Eventually you meet up with drLarson and a handful of these
spirits are expelled and Ialways tell people it's like an
onion, layers of an onion.
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I personally never tell anyonethat they're free.
That's between them and theLord.
The Bible talks about work outyour own salvation with fear and
trembling, but it is likelayers of an onion.
So you remove one layer andthen another layer of demons can
surface that need expelled, andthat could be two weeks from
then, that could be a month, itcould be a year, could be five
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years, whatever.
But Amber had another layer andafter working with dr Larson,
she had worked with a few moreexorcists under dr Larson she
eventually had reached out to meand we worked together and
After looking over theinformation and seeing what she
had been freed from, I Seen theHoly Spirit showed me that there
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is still a soul part in a soultransference of Her ex in her
mind.
Now I want to explain to youguys briefly.
We talked about a soul bond.
Where you bond with somebody,the soul transference is
different.
This is very common inwitchcraft, but this happens
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through many types ofrelationships.
A soul transference is where anactual part of the person's
soul in this case Amber's exBecomes embedded in her mind.
This is not superstitious.
This happens.
A part of her ex is embedded inher mind Because of the abuse.
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Okay, there's able to be mindcontrol there from this soul
Transferrence.
As I was working with Amberthrough an exorcism, I took the
Bible and I Divided soul andspirit and I said if any part of
her ex is there, I want to talkto you.
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And he was.
Now.
This is not his entire essence,it's not like he's in her.
This is a fragment, a tiny partof his consciousness that has
been put in her mind throughdemons, abuse, manipulation, etc
.
And Amber's entire dispositionchanged.
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She sounded like a guy.
Her entire mannerism changed,her voice changed.
The words that she normallywould use she is no longer using
again.
This man is a very intellectualperson, smart, intelligent and
I'm talking to her ex anembedded, tiny part of his soul
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in her mind and I said you'regoing to have to leave.
This woman does not want youanymore.
And so he agreed and Throughprayer and the Holy Spirit, we
shoved him out of her mind andit went back to him.
Now I know some of you arehearing this and this is just
insane.
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This is crazy.
But as an exorcist, when youwork with someone, there's
always voices speaking throughthem, for example, the person
themselves a demon.
You will know when a demon isspeaking to you an Alter we've
talked about Association hereand then sometimes there's
another voice and you say whoare you?
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Mike is not the name of heracts, but we'll just pretend it
is.
But so Mike is there talking tome through amber.
It's called soul Transferrence.
This can happen, thislegitimately can, and it is
demonic.
Witches do this and witchcraftall the time.
They impart voodoo.
Doctors do this.
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Which doctors do this?
They impart Tiny parts of theirsoul and transform into other
people's minds so they cancontrol them.
Crazy stuff, man.
But remember we're talkingabout the supernatural here.
Paranormal.
This is what we're talkingabout.
So For amber to truly be freedfrom this man, the soul bond was
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broken and the part of her exin her mind the soul
transference, the part of himthere Was expelled as well and
shoved out.
How does that happen?
Through the Holy Spirit.
We push him out through theHoly Spirit into the presence of
God, for God to deal with them,and that part of her ex was
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removed from her mind throughthe power of the Holy Spirit and
Emotional healing and stabilitywas brought there.
And there were demons expelled,hiding behind the soul part,
the soul transferred part of herex.
There were demons, there weredemons.
There is quite interesting, thedemons that were there,
transferred with the soul partof her ex, were from a curse
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clear back in Germany and Iwikipedia this because the demon
under the authority of Christ,being compelled by Christ to
speak the truth, said that therewas a ceremony performed in
Germany I'm not even going toattempt to say the name, but I
found it on wikipedia and it isa castle in this town in Germany
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and these demons were talkingabout how it was royalty and
that a ceremony had beenperformed Toulouse.
For now this is an amber'sbloodline, her lineage, so these
demons are explaining the cursethat they're using through the
soul transfer part of her ex.
So you got the ex there in thefront and behind the ex soul
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part, or a handful of demonsattached to a curse back in
Germany, and All of that neededto be dealt with To fully free
her spiritually from her ex andnow that she has been freed
spiritually From her ex, thetransferred soul part is pushed
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out.
The demons that came in withthe soul part were expelled, the
curse broke him, the soul bondsevered and Cut off.
All of that stuff cleaned upthrough the authority of Christ,
through the power of the HolySpirit.
Now she's freed up spirituallywhere she can begin to Seek
counseling, therapy and begin toactually work through the
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psychological aspect of thetrauma that she's experienced
with her ex.
So this is an involved process.
When it comes to freeing peopleup, there's a lot.
Have you ever heard somebody inyour mind?
I've had clients tell me I hearmy mother in my mind all the
time.
You shouldn't wear that.
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Why are you hearing your motherin your mind?
Why soul transfers?
Part of your mother's beentransferred, dominating,
manipulative, controlling mother.
You never did anything goodenough.
You'll never amount to anythingnegative, pessimistic,
controlling.
No one's gonna ever want tomarry you.
That evil part of her soul getstransferred into you and that's
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why you hear her in your mind,or They'll.
They'll say things like I hearmy brother saying blah, or I.
I always hear my father sayingto me blah, whatever blah is.
Am I crazy?
No, you're not crazy.
There is a part of your father,mother, brother, whoever's soul
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, transferred to you and Alongwith that transfer are demons
and they need to be dealt withthrough the authority of Christ
and the power of the Holy Spirit.
Deep stuff, lots of food forthought for you guys today.
But everybody hears voices intheir heads.
I no longer do because of beingexercised.
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Amber no longer hears things inher mind.
It's quiet.
That's a benefit of exorcism.
Your mind becomes quiet.
I think people think all thetime that the thoughts that they
hear in their mind they justhave to live with and it's their
thoughts.
No, when you hear your mother,it's your mother.
When you hear someone tellyou're worthless, that's
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something talking to you.
That's not your thought.
You hear voices and thosevoices are coming from something
and it's not you.
So start to evaluate yourthoughts.
Do you have demons?
We'll start evaluating yourthoughts.
Are they telling your specialand you're admired and God loves
you and Jesus Christ is theonly way to heaven?
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And no, they're not.
How do I know that?
Because of my own experienceand all the clients I work with
Always hear and voices start topay attention to them.
Voices Is it your mother?
Is it your father?
Is it your ex that you hear inyour head?
Is it thoughts that try todestroy you, your fat, your ugly
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?
Or do you hear things like youmight as well take your life?
You're never gonna mountanything or you're not gonna get
that job because you're notgood enough?
Something's talking to you.
Let's not Make this out to belike, oh my god, this is so
unbelievable that somebody couldhave a soul transference in
their mind.
Yeah, people hear family memberstalking to them in their head
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all the time.
Dude, anyhow, I hope you findthat informative and I challenge
you to begin to use analysisand Listen to the voices in your
mind and begin to identify,because they're not your own and
you can get rid of them.
And your mind can be quiet, notthrough hours of mindfulness,
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meditation and Buddhism.
Your mind can be quiet throughthe authority of Christ
Expelling what's causing thosevoices in your mind.
Now, sometimes that is a mentalhealth condition and they're
not going to go away, forexample, schizophrenia.
But oftentimes it's not amental health condition.
It's demons, it'sdisassociation from trauma, it's
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transferred soul parts Intoyour mind from other people.
Food for thought amber.
Any thoughts on this?
Speaker 2 (56:24):
Yes, I agree with that completely.
Since deliverance, sinceexorcism, I Literally my mind
was so clear.
It was weird.
I was like, wow, I don't haveany more of these thoughts.
It was amazing.
But also I think too, justin,people get used to so many
voices and it's not like You'rehearing a ton of voices at one
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time.
It can happen that way, andthen it also can disguise itself
as if it's your own voiceSaying these things to you.
A lot of times, when, my friends, we just Began to be aware of
the demons and that we had themand we were getting set free, we
realized we would say we needto do this and inspire ourselves
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.
We just say a lot of, oh, weshould go to the store or we
should go do this, and we'relike who's the we, it's just me.
So the enemy is so tricky, butyeah, the so true.
And then the soul bond.
Yeah, I could feel when my exwas in town.
He hasn't since moved away, butbefore the actual soul bond
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Transfer of him left, I couldfill him in the city.
My whole body would hurt.
I would just be Sobbing andcrying.
And then come to find out I gota message saying all I'm here
in town, please meet me, please.
But yet he could not do anycounseling.
He wouldn't go get any extrasystem.
You wouldn't get any help.
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He saw demons, he knew theywere real and yet he believes he
didn't have anything, becausehe was too scared to admit, too
prideful to admit he needed helpthat he had demons, because
that is also a legal right foryou to keep your demons and
saying you're fine and you havenone.
And so, therefore, when thatsoul bond had broken, when that
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transfer left, so to speak, whenmy ex left, my mind and my body
, that part of drawing to himhas ceased.
I don't want to be with him.
It's not gonna work out.
I don't want it to work out.
I'm excited about the future.
Now, does that mean that I'mnot gonna have to go through
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some hit healing?
Of course, and I will needhealing.
I went through some trauma withhim a lot.
But I know God is greater andGod is going to restore and heal
my heart and I'm excited forthe future.
I don't have, I'm not walkingon eggshells anymore and praise
God if I didn't have the demons.
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Leave me first, and then thesoul I went to have been able to
left him, leave him.
I left him because the demonswere gone.
I had the spirit of python gone, which confuses people.
It's a confusing spirit.
It brings that, it does morethings to.
It, has many function, sickness, illness, whatever.
But I can tell you this thelast straw was the soul bond and
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that needed to be broken.
And I'm grateful for Justin andhis ministry, for Bob Larson's
ministry, his schooling.
I've learned a lot and so,praise God, I'm set free and you
can be too, amber.
Speaker 1 (59:41):
That's awesome, how exciting guys listen to this.
So here you have somebody, asyou can imagine, I can imagine
Victimized.
She was a victim.
This man Victimized her.
He knew what he was doing.
He, under the Disguise ofChristianity, he took advantage
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of a young woman, abused her foryears and now here she is, gone
through the InternationalSchool of Exorcism, serving
Jesus Christ wholeheartedly, andshe's starting to get out into
this to help people and I'm sureshe's going to help many women
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who have been in similarsituations that she's been in.
But this is the blessing ofExorcism and in her healing,
seeing how amber is Right now aquiet mind, that's a huge
benefit.
Compulsions are gone, thesexual addiction gone, peaceful
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sleep, physically well,emotionally well, much more
energy.
Can you hear the joy in hersmile when she's talking about,
she's looking forward to thefuture?
Can you imagine?
We're talking about a woman whohad been beat by her husband,
traumatized, full of demons.
She's now cleaned up throughthe power of Jesus Christ.
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Jesus has healed her brokenheart, her wounds, and now she
will start in therapy and workthrough that.
But this is available for youand she brought up a very good
point.
If you deny that you Don't havedemons and you're okay, then
you'll never be free.
You'll always be tormented.
She was done with it and Iguess that's my question for you
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as you're listening Do you wantfree?
Do you want to have a smile onyour face, like amber has now,
and sincere joy inside Becauseall of her demons have been
expelled?
It's a process, it's a journey.
It takes time, it takescommitment, but she rolled up
her sleeves and she had the gritTo go through with it and say
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I'm gonna see this till the end.
And she's done it.
So if she can do it, so can you.
It just has to.
People have to get beyond thedenial I'm okay, and some people
never get rid of their demons,unfortunately because of pride
Primarily, and that saddens mebecause I know the level the
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quality of their life canincrease drastically Amber is
proof of this if they would justhumble themselves and say you
know what I'm, I need help, Ineed help.
But I know Christians whounderstand all of this about
demons and they choose to Notdeal with their issues.
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Sometimes it's because of fear.
But you got to be tough man.
The devil's tough on you.
Be tough on him.
That's what I tell people.
You don't got to take what he'sdoing to you.
Give it back to him, smack himback, hit him hard.
How do you do that?
Exorcism, strike back.
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Don't take it anymore.
Don't live with your demons,don't live with the Situations
that you live with every day andjust think this is the way it's
got to be.
You can be free.
You don't have to live that way.
You just have to humbleyourself.
It.
Admit that I have a problem.
I have demons.
(01:03:20):
I don't understand at all, butobviously there's something
wrong and I need help.
And if that's, you go to mywebsite Just indeed calm, click
on appointment and book asession and let's start this
journey of healing andrestoration for you.
At the end of every episode, Ialways ask my guest to offer
(01:03:41):
words of encouragement At theend for people.
So, amber, I'm gonna ask you Tooffer some words of
encouragement to people who maybe prideful, maybe don't want to
admit that they have problemsor demons.
That you could offer some wordsof encouragement to them To
help them Understand that theycan have the peace and joy in a
(01:04:05):
bright future, like you have nowby going through exorcism and
just in general, if you couldoffer some words of
encouragement to people thatmight be listening that Aren't
quite sure if they have demons,but this is starting to make a
little bit of sense, strangelyenough for them.
So if you can offer some wordsof encouragement To the
(01:04:26):
listeners, that would be awesome.
Go ahead, share some love withthem.
Speaker 2 (01:04:30):
Yes, justin, I would say to you guys out there that
praise God if you don't have anydemons, but praise God if you
do and they come out.
Would you rather just sit thereand be like W-wish you washy
back and forth or would you justrather just be like, okay, I'm
gonna.
I'm gonna open my heart up tothis, knowing that if there's
(01:04:52):
something I wanted out, I don'tknow about you, but if I had
cancer in me I would want it out.
Same with these things youdon't want them in there anymore
.
So I would just encourage youknowing that you love the Lord,
you want to be set free, youdon't want these things in your
life.
It doesn't hurt to sit down andsay, okay, what's there?
(01:05:13):
Be open to that, and I wouldagree.
There's some times where youthink I don't have one or I do.
There is that back and forthand it doesn't hurt.
I honestly, when I got set free,I felt like I was born again
for the first time in my entirelife, like I was following Jesus
.
I was doing all that I was todo Serving, going on mission
(01:05:35):
trips, whatever and somethingwas empty, something was missing
in my life, and even though Iprofessed Jesus as my Lord and
Savior.
I knew something was wrong.
I didn't want to have thisanxiety sometimes, but you get
so used to these elements inyour life that you think it's
normal and so you say okay to it.
It's when you say enough isenough.
(01:05:58):
I don't want this as my lifeanymore.
God will begin to work that goodwork in you.
And don't think his arm is tooshort to save you.
His arm is not too short.
He will pick you up from thepit and he'll bring you to the
mountaintop.
The enemy wants to keep you inyour sin, your addictions, your
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shame, your guilt, yourbitterness your woe is me and
keep you in that pit.
But God wants to take the pitout of you so you can have a
fulfilled life, not only becausehe wants you to know him deeper
, but so you can set people freeand kick the door a hull down
with Jesus.
(01:06:39):
So I encourage you Get on there, sign up, get a freedom session
going, see what the Lord showsyou.
But Just like when you took thestep to give your life to Jesus
, we have to take that steptowards freedom too.
Speaker 1 (01:06:55):
Thank you, amber, and for anyone listening that would
be interested in getting incontact with Amber, you can send
me an email to info at Justindycomm.
Again, that's info at Justindycomm.
Send me an email, let me knowyou're interested in Meeting up
(01:07:18):
with Amber, talking with her,and I will kindly Forward your
information on to her and then,if time permits on her end, she
will definitely arrange to getback in touch with you.
You may be demon possessed andthis is the first time you're
coming to the realization of it.
(01:07:39):
If that's you, I'd like toinvite you right now to go to my
website, justindycom, in book asession with me.
Until next time, god bless.
exposing the darkness , revealing the light.
Hey guys, welcome to episode 13of the Blind Exorcist.
I am Justin D, your host, andthanks so much for tuning in.
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that.
Today I have something reallycool, very special.
I think many people are gonnafind this very inspiring,
encouraging, challenging andhelpful.
Today I have a guest with me,amber Singer.
She has a degree in graphicdesign and she currently works
(01:09):
performing imagery at anoptometrist facility.
I like to mention what peopledo in life so that people
understand that the guests thatI have on here are normal,
functional people in life whohave real jobs, real careers,
real families, but also realdemons.
I like for people to understandthat we have to get past the
(01:31):
illusion that, just becauseyou're successful in life, that
you don't have demons.
Many people do.
But today we're gonna be talkingabout the issues around abusive
relationships.
We're gonna be dissectingAmber's case.
She wasn't in an abusivemarriage for 17 years and we're
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gonna pull back the curtain.
Remember the blind exorcist?
What are we here Wrong?
Real?
We're not just reading Biblescriptures and your life's
perfect and wear a smile andlook like a kindall all the time
.
No, we're wrong, real man.
So today we're gonna be talkingabout Amber's abusive
relationship and this is goingto apply to many people's lives,
(02:18):
men and women.
We're gonna dissect it.
We're gonna clinically assessit from an exorcist perspective.
We're gonna be talking aboutdemons.
We're gonna be talking aboutsoul bonds.
We're gonna be talking aboutsoul transference, obviously,
exorcism and all thepsychological facets around an
(02:43):
abuser how they operate, whatthey do, how you can tell if
you're being abused and if youhave demons.
This is gonna be veryinteresting.
So I'd encourage you to kickback.
Grab a cup of coffee, a soda, apop however you call it a
(03:03):
Gatorade, what's the one my sondrinks now?
Prime.
Grab yourself a prime, whateverit is, and really listen.
I'd encourage you to listen tosee where this may fit to your
life or friends or familymembers in their lives.
(03:27):
I hope you enjoy the episode.
Get ready, amber.
Welcome to the Blind Exorcist.
Speaker 2 (03:39):
I'm really excited to be here.
Thanks for the opportunity tobe on your show.
Speaker 1 (03:45):
I'm excited to have you.
This is an excellent topicbecause, as we spoke before
starting the episode here, thisepisode is going to be about
control, domination,manipulation from people in
relationships, and we talkedearlier how this not only
(04:09):
applies to women but also to men, because, amber, you were in a
very abusive relationship,correct?
Speaker 2 (04:20):
That is correct.
Speaker 1 (04:22):
And how long were you in that?
Speaker 2 (04:24):
I was in a relationship for almost 17 years
, but married 10 years total.
Speaker 1 (04:32):
Now let's define abusive what I mean by abusive
relationship.
I've experienced this withwomen who are personal friends
of mine who dated abusivecontrolling men.
I've also worked with clientswho are men who have been abused
emotionally and physically fromfemales, so this goes both
(04:55):
sides.
But the gist of it is that thisis demonic and there are demons
behind all of this.
So we wanna dissect this foryou and, amber, thank you for
coming on and sharing your lifewith all of us and allowing us
to dissect this almostclinically, where we're going to
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separate things out and we'regonna flush them out and discuss
it and expose the kingdom ofdarkness, so that those of you
who are in abusive relationshipscan understand, number one, why
you're in them and, secondly,perhaps, how to leave them and
get free.
Amber, any thoughts on that?
Speaker 2 (05:37):
Thanks, justin, for touching base on that.
I agree, there's many differentdynamics and facets of abuse
and it goes deeper than justemotional, physical, but also
spiritual abuse.
I'm excited to expose the enemyand you're right, it goes
beyond just women, it can go tochildren, it can go to men.
(05:59):
The enemy is not a respecter ofpersons, nor of your gender.
Speaker 1 (06:05):
When it comes to control.
I heard Derek Prince say thisone time and I love to give a
shout out to people and givecredit where credit's due.
He mentioned this and I thinkit is very accurate.
Any time that there is controlbehind, that is witchcraft.
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And I think that's extremelyaccurate because, ultimately,
behind control, domination,manipulation, jealousy,
outbursts of anger, all of thesesorts of things, yes, can be
psychological.
Perhaps the person the abuserwas he or she herself abused,
(06:51):
and so there's psychologicalpatterns that are being repeated
.
But ultimately it doesn'tmatter how the abuse started.
It started with demons at somepoint in time in the ancestry of
that person.
So witchcraft or Jezebel oranother spirit, lilith, are all
about control, domination andmanipulation.
(07:13):
As you live your life andyou're in relationships, be it
with parents, be it with spouses, dating partners, friendships
are there relationships you'rein where you are controlled, you
do not have an opinion, you'resilenced, you have to do
everything that they want to do,you have to walk on eggshells,
this sort of stuff.
(07:34):
This is all demonic, based atthe root of it.
So I think it's important tounderstand that, that when
you're talking about thisoftentimes and I always bring
this out we wanna focus on thepsychological aspects of it.
Absolutely there arepsychological aspects of it, but
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we cannot forget thesupernatural aspect behind it.
The root of it demons.
Amber, you suffered a lot ofabuse.
Would you share some of whatyou experienced with your ex and
tie in the supernatural to it,so that people can begin to
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understand that this just isn'talways psychological?
Speaker 2 (08:23):
I was set up by the enemy because his plan is to
destroy your life.
His plan is to keep you fromgoing through the destiny that
God has for your life.
Each of us are told that Godcreated us in our mother's womb.
He fashioned us and thosegenerational curses do pass on
(08:43):
if nobody breaks the curses.
I was unknowingly had thecurses from the Freemasons.
I also was incestate.
It only took one time by aparent, my father, and I didn't
have a memory until later onthat, when the demons ended up
(09:04):
leaving.
But all that to say is here Iwas set up and I was drawn
supernaturally to this personthat had a similar but a lot
worse background.
I was pretty much.
I grew up in the church andfollowed the Lord when on
mission trips, thinking, but allthe while I knew there was more
(09:26):
to life than what I wasexperiencing.
But during that time I wasdistracted and met this man who
also was following the Lorddoing ministry, and I thought
this is a perfect match.
He loves God, he's serving God,he'll go to all missions with
me, cause I thought once youjust asked Jesus in your heart.
(09:48):
You're all good.
So that was me.
You being naive, I didn't know,and it says that people perish
for the lack of knowledge.
And I didn't have any knowledgeof knowing that generational
curses would play a role in mylife, that demonic entities
would play a role as well.
But all the while, jesus, god,the Holy Spirit, he was there
(10:12):
behind those scenes and he hadsomething set up for me later to
be set free, I like to sayGod's the ultimate chess player.
He always is ahead of the enemyIf we allow the Lord to be the
Lord of lords, the king andkings of our life.
And so here I was set up.
I had these butterflies here.
Emotionally I'm like this isgreat and he loves the Lord.
(10:35):
But lo and behold, I didn'tknow what healthy love was,
because my father neverdisplayed healthy love with my
mother.
He always accused my mother ofcheating, which she never did.
He always would get angry andswear or he just wanted to talk
(10:56):
and he really wasn't the father.
So he was there but he wasn't.
My mom always did the thingsaround the house to care of us,
build our bikes, for when we gotour bikes, those kind of things
, I had a gaping hole in myheart, unknowingly for the
(11:17):
father figure in my life and Ididn't know that is what was
also drawing me to this person,as he was much older than me.
Speaker 1 (11:25):
This is quite fascinating.
If you guys can just check outwhat she's saying here that, oh
my gosh, this is so like theclients that I work with.
This is what I hear, even in mylife personally.
The same thing demons Can leadyou to a person that can destroy
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you.
Let me say that again demonsinside of you Can lead you to a
person who can Destroy you.
I want you to think about thatfor just a minute.
Think of the relationships thatyou've been in in your life.
How many of those have beenhealthy and productive?
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How many of those relationshipshave brought you respect, love,
consideration, compassion?
Remember about the blindexorcist here, man, we're wrong,
real.
So Amber brought out anotherpoint Just because someone's a
Christian doesn't mean thatthey're not a train wreck on
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multiple levels.
I think it's and she even Ledto this that it's naive to think
that just because someone's aChristian, that everything's
okay, and I think sometimesthat's the picture that's
painted that if someone's aChristian they're okay.
But most Christians have demons, and I mention this all the
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time in America and around otherWestern countries.
They don't believe Christianscan have demons and that's why
Christians are out thereStealing from people.
That's why Christians are outthere Controlling and abusing
people emotionally.
That's why Christians are outthere wanting to be suicidal.
That's why Christians are outthere having affairs on their
spouses, and all of this fromthe compulsions of Demons.
(13:19):
So I just wanted to point thatout, that Demons you listening
right now, chances are you'reborn with ancestral curses on
your life from your ancestorsthat have never been broken.
And just because you become aChristian and your spirit
becomes born again Does not meanthat the demons leave your mind
(13:43):
or body Because they have alegal right to be there.
Their curses have never beenbroken and that's what happened
here with Amber.
She had Freemasonry in herancestry and Freemasonry is
pretty nasty stuff.
If you're not aware of that,it's probably, I'd say, in the
(14:03):
top three or top two of the mostevil Kingdoms of darkness that
I deal with as an exorcist andthe exorcist under dr Larson.
It's very evil.
It has a deep evil history.
There are so many spokenrituals and acts of ritualistic
(14:24):
things within the lodge thatjust destroy future generations
of Children and their lives andembers.
One of them.
I believe we were talking,amber, and you said that your
grandfather was a Freemason andHis brother was a Freemason, and
there are ceremonies where theydedicate future generations to
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Lucifer and I know this soundscrazy because everyone thinks to
Freemason lodges and they'rejust good old boys coming
together and they do all kindsof stuff for the community.
But that's a mask.
I don't think most people whoget involved in Freemasonry say
I want to go in here and Destroymy family and make oaths and
(15:07):
vows that are gonna hurt my bodyand bring disease and illness
and death to all my futureGeneric.
No, they just come ininnocently joining what they
think is just a club and it's asomething that they can do,
that's charitable and helppeople and whatever.
But it's very evil and sinister.
You can Google it, you can readup on it, all kinds of
(15:29):
information out there about it.
But if you've had Freemasonry inyour background, you are under
curses.
It's just that simple.
So Swinging back to you, amber,but you're under these curses,
you're molested, which isanother Fallout of Freemasonry.
There's so much sexual abuse inFreemasonry.
(15:51):
There is so much mental illness.
There's so much Illness,physical disease from
Freemasonry it's unbelievable.
But anyhow, you're under thesecurses.
This older gentlemen's under thecurses and your demons draw
each other one to another andDemons love things to be
compulsive and over-the-top,almost like a high.
(16:13):
They love to bring this intensepleasure so that you keep
coming back and bonding in yoursoul.
We're gonna talk about soulbonds and soul transference some
here in a bit.
That's a new concept to some ofyou that you've never even
heard of Soul bonds or soultransference.
(16:33):
So we'll talk about that alittle bit.
But, amber, you were led to this.
Ma'am, you get married.
At the time you're unaware thatthis is even demons that are
leading this marriage which, bythe way, just to mention again,
it's a Christian marriage.
How many Christian marriageshave failed, mine included,
(16:54):
because of demons?
Think about that.
People Know any Christians thathave been divorced.
Looking past the natural and atthe supernatural, jesus said at
best the thief comes to steal,kill and destroy.
But anyways, amber, you wind upin a marriage With this older
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gentleman and can you explain tothe listeners what it was like
in your first couple years ofbeing married to this man?
Speaker 2 (17:23):
Yes, I do want to backtrack just a little bit from
a comment you were saying.
So I was.
It was Love bombing.
In the beginning I was likedoted on by my ex here and he
Literally I didn't know what tomake of it.
I actually thought, wow, you'retreating me like you don't know
(17:45):
me.
This is strange, and I hadthose thoughts at first.
But then I thought, okay, thisis love.
But it got to the point whereit was manipulative, it was
controlling.
Before I married him, I evenknew that something was wrong,
so to speak, that the enemy wastrying to do something.
But I was so confused becauseof my demon Confusing me.
(18:08):
They bring confusion, that'stheir.
The enemy brings confusion andthat's what their strategy was.
They were trying to set up amarriage From hell instead of a
marriage of God, and IDesperately went to a few women
and got prayer.
They had me Do the cursebreaking prayers.
I did not know Freemason yet wasin my family bloodline.
(18:32):
For two and a half hours theyhad me do a curse breaking
prayers of the Freemasons.
However, I didn't know I had ademon.
Still, I wanted to laugh duringthis curse breaking prayer.
I actually threw up afterwardsand people would think, oh,
you're delivered.
You threw up.
No, I had curses broken off mylife.
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That was it.
I then went to, within that Sameweek of getting curses broken,
to get away because I had a soulbond.
I had such a soul bond withthis person, because I had given
myself to this person, that Iwent all the way to Germany to
visit my friend in Germany Justto get away thinking, if I just
(19:15):
go all the way to anothercountry, I won't want to see
this person any longer, thatthis will be it.
I said all the prayers mask Godto help me, but I had a soul
bond I didn't know needed to bebroken.
I had the demons and, andpraise God, the curses of the
lodge were broken.
However, there was more thatwas needed, more curse breaking
(19:37):
prayers that were needed.
Speaker 1 (19:39):
This is all good information.
I just want to swing back to.
You mentioned about the soulbond, and a Soul bond is quite
simple.
The closer you get with someoneemotionally, you bond at a
deeper level.
So at first we're having coffee.
There's an emotional bond there.
Then we start hanging out moreand that bond gets deeper and
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eventually, nine times out often it winds up into sex.
And then that Bond becomes eventighter, because in the Bible
it says when two people have sexthey become one literally,
because this is the way Goddesigned marriage.
This is the way God designed sex, that it's supposed to be
(20:20):
intimate, not dirty and filthyand All that stuff, but there's
an intimacy to it.
And when a husband and wifehave sex they become one meaning
in their emotions.
They are strongly bound, and sothat's why a husband can know
what his wife's thinking.
That's how a wife can know whather husband's thinking hey, I
(20:44):
know you're upset.
Or hey, I understand that youneed more time with me.
Things like this, like the bond, is there, and so the devil's
aware of this.
So he perverts that.
Anything God has established,the devil has a counterfeit to
it, some type of perversion, sohe makes sex look real erotic
and hooray, and you're justgonna dive into bed and really
(21:07):
just have a wild party and justhave a good old time.
But what you're actually doingis you're bonding with that
person and you're also bondingwith their demons.
So when you have a soul bondwith somebody, you're actually
bound to their demons.
They come inside of you throughthat bond.
If we could see into the spiritrealm, you would see a tie, a
(21:31):
string, so to speak, betweenyour mind and the person you had
sex with and their mindconnected.
I worked with a client Just togive you real life perspective
on this.
I worked with a client,probably I don't know five
months ago, and she had sex withthis guy who happened to be a
(21:54):
warlock and that's a male witch,basically and she broke up with
him and came to Us me andanother deliverance team for an
exorcism.
As we began to work with her,she told us that when he would
come to town now he was about, Ibelieve it was ten hours away
(22:16):
from her, but when he would cometo town not to see her, he was
involved with another woman.
But when he would come to town,she would become Sexually
aroused, even though she didn'thave communication from him.
Even though he didn't text her,even though he didn't email her
, she still was bound to thisman through the act of sex.
(22:41):
Check that out.
And it was very accuratebecause she would go in her car
and drive over to where theother woman was that she knew
and his car would be there.
Now again, no communication tothis client at all.
But because of that soul bondshe would become sexually
aroused.
So what we do is exorcist.
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We severed that soul bondthrough the authority of Christ,
we cut it off and the demonsthat were transferred to her
from this man we expelled.
This is what a soul bond is, andSoul bonds in amber.
I'm gonna swing back to you totalk a little bit about this too
in just a minute.
But soul bonds just do not haveto be Sexual in nature.
(23:25):
You can have a soul bond withsomebody just through
conversation and intimacy inconversation, and so we have to
be careful.
There's different levels, likewhen you open up.
Some people are clueless aboutboundaries, so they meet someone
(23:45):
and the second time they're outfor coffee, they start telling
them their life story.
I was molested here, I wasraped here.
I don't even know this personand they're bonding that deeply
with them very quickly.
A lot of people out there, guys, that are Abusive and take
advantage of that.
Be careful, you should reallyknow someone very thoroughly
(24:08):
before you start sharing, orSomebody that is credible.
Yeah, so this is the idea of asoul bond.
It is in Christianity and in agood, solid Christian marriage.
It's to bring people togetherin an intimacy with God, a
spiritual intimacy, and thedevil has perverted that and
everyone sex crazed right nowand they're gonna hook up and
(24:31):
hook up and I hooked up withthis one and I hooked up with
anything.
It's funny and they're allhaving Mimosas and they're just
hooking up and laughing and I'min the whole time they're
getting infested with demons.
They don't understand whythey're depressed.
They don't understand why now,all the sudden, they're having
panic attacks.
They don't understand why nowthey feel like depressed to
(24:53):
where they're Contemplatingsuicide demons, man, soul bonds.
Amber, swinging back to youwith regards to the soul bond,
can you explain how this soulbond impacted you?
You mentioned about going toGermany to get away, but you
were still bound to your accentin your soul.
(25:15):
So can you share with thelisteners, give them some
perspective on how this, howthey can identify that they're
bound to somebody.
That's abusive.
Speaker 2 (25:26):
Yes.
So soul bonds are prettyserious.
Like you touch the bases onhealthy ones and there's
Appropriate ones, what I wouldsay.
It was so strong because I hadgiven myself to him Sexually.
Not only that, it wasemotionally established the soul
bond.
First I was being love bombed.
He is extremely intelligent andvery manipulative.
(25:51):
He also Knew what to say, whata woman would want to hear.
I remember finding it odd hehad asked me do your eyes get
really green when you cry?
It should have been a red flag.
Many things he said to me, andthat's what he was doing.
He was much older, he's okay, Ican make her what I want.
(26:14):
This will be fitting my lifethat I want, so to speak.
Anyway, all that to say is thissoul bond was so strong and that
was the thing I was playingaround, so to speak, with fire,
even though I knew God wastelling me don't go this way, I
still was so, so bond, bond itto this person Emotionally and
(26:37):
then now sexually, that we hadbecome one, whether we were
married or not, and I come homefrom Germany and we started
talking again and when I saw himnow he had a tattoo of my name
on his chest.
So I was so confused because Istill didn't let him go.
(27:00):
I had a soul bond drawing me tohim.
I continue to entertain this,thinking this is love, this is
God.
Very confused, but then alsothinking this isn't God.
So pretty much put me in histailspin for seven years and
then I said I don't know if thisis God or not God, but I can't
let him go, I can't stop havingsex with him, I can't stop
(27:24):
talking to him.
I'm going to go ahead and marryhim.
And that's what I did because Ithought at least I won't be
Fornicating outside of marriageand I'll be married.
So I married him because it wasso strong of a bond.
It was like an addiction.
You couldn't stop you.
With addiction like that it'snot just drugs, addiction will
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be from that person.
And so You'd say why couldn'tyou just leave him?
And a many people think that.
Speaker 1 (27:55):
But when you have that bond it's not as easy as
you think that is why peoplereturn to their abusers Because
of the soul bond that they havethat needs broken.
And you mentioned what Ialluded to earlier the addiction
aspect, the Compulsion.
Demons are very compulsive.
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They thrive on compulsion.
They thrive on addiction.
They thrive on pleasure Becauseit keeps you addicted to what
they are using to possess you.
Understand that whatever you'recompulsive about, it's what the
demons are using to possess you.
(28:37):
Some people are very compulsiveabout they have to have somebody
in their life.
Like amber mentioned, she hadthat hole.
Her father didn't meet herneeds and this guy was older and
shit, so she had to have thatguy.
And for some people thecompulsion is the obvious drugs,
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alcoholism, pornography,gambling, etc.
For others, the compulsion isnegative thinking.
They always have to thinknegatively.
Why is that, demons?
God is about positivity, notsaying someone can't have a
negative thought, but there arepeople who are compulsive.
They thrive and love Negativethinking.
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There are people who arecompulsive about being right all
the time.
They have to be right all thetime.
That is a compulsion.
And behind each compulsion, yes, there's a psychological
component to it.
But we got to go beyond thatguys, to the root, which is
demons.
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So back to you, amber.
You're in this compulsive, fakelove bomb sex relationship.
You think by getting marriedyou're coming out of sin.
But this is a huge mistake thatmany Christians make, that they
have sex before marriage.
So the relationship isestablished in sin, in the
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kingdom of darkness.
They have demons by doing that,and now by getting married, all
the sudden, everything's goingto be perfectly fine, and that's
not the case.
When a relationship isestablished in sin, it's
established in the kingdom ofdarkness.
You have an ungodly soul bond.
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So then, getting saved does notwipe that away.
You have to go through anexorcism, you have to repent,
you have to have the demonsexpelled.
So you're in this relationship,amber, and I remember we talked
a little bit.
There were times that it evengot physically abusive.
Can you share a little bit ofthat with us?
Speaker 2 (30:46):
Yes, justin.
So I had been married threeyears at this point and he had
it physically.
This is, though, another thingabout soul bonds.
He even physically hadassaulted me.
When we were together and thepolice were called and the
charges were dropped, hepromised it would never happen
again.
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Because of the soul bond andbecause I believed the amount of
things he would do, say to me,tell me he loved me.
I believed that it was love.
It was unhealthy, it wasn'tlove, and I didn't.
I couldn't distinguish ordiscern those things because of
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the demonic Demons there, thecurses and whatnot, and it was
my first person I ever gavemyself to as well.
So here I'm thinking okay, thisis love.
I didn't have a father to showme love.
I knew I want to touch base onthat.
I was a Christian.
I grew up in the church.
I'm going on mission trips.
I'm a born-again believer,believing in the Holy Spirit,
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believing in all these things,knowing the truth.
I had a little awareness ofspiritual warfare as I grew up
in a church that spoke aboutKeeping your thoughts captive.
Don't have a pity party, don'tgo there with your mind, so to
speak.
However, I Always thought itwas on the outside, that there
was nothing inside of me.
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It was all outwardly, notinwardly.
So here I am in an abusiverelationship.
I said I do, it was fine for afew months and then the first
hit.
I'm sorry, I'll never do thatagain.
I love you, just verymanipulative, controlling.
Where are you at?
Where are you at?
What street are you on?
Why are you taking that long toget home?
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Very, very confusing, like whyyou asking me this?
Why don't you trust me?
Anytime?
I confronted him about thesituation.
It would be a screaming matchand at this point I wasn't
walking with the Lord fully.
I was compromising and sin.
He wanted to look atpornography and so I did.
I looked at it with him.
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I knew that it was wrong.
I had conviction.
Do I think he had anyconviction?
I can't say that I don'tbelieve he did, because I don't
think he would continue to dothat, but he could have had it
been convicted.
Only the Lord knows.
However, I was and I was cryingto the Lord, asking the Lord to
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help at this point, three yearsin a marriage.
I hated myself.
I didn't want to live anymore.
I couldn't hear God any longer.
I Wanted to end my life.
However, one day I had gone to aministry because I was getting
sick all the time, and that'sanother thing.
Abuse will make you sick allthe time.
That the demons will make yousick though, oppression,
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everything.
And I went there and theyprayed over me.
I still didn't tell them whathad been happening at home and I
had my own issues too.
I would actually, at that point, hit him back.
When he would punch me, I wouldhit him very hard.
He was a wow you punch prettyhard for a girl.
I knew how to cover bruises upwith butter.
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I have a profan ice, so thebruise wanted to appear.
He was punching me in my face.
There was time where I couldn'thide the bruise and I would
have to buy makeup and make sureto cover it up, and I knew it
was wrong.
I grew up in the church.
I grew up knowing about theLord, so I went to this place
where they prayed for me andwhen I got in my car, I remember
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declaring out loud Satan, youcan't have my life anymore, I'm
not gonna live this way anymore.
There was a time where I almosttry to kill myself, but I
didn't.
And the Lord, I heard the LordFinally, after three years, say
don't hate yourself anymore,don't kill yourself.
I love you, I have a plan foryour life.
And so I did it and the willsjust started to turn in my heart
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.
I decided I'm not looking atpornography anymore, I'm not
gonna do this anymore.
I'm gonna starve whatever needsto be starved, because that's
what I knew.
I knew there was some spiritualthing happening.
I needed to starve, thatCompulsion that Justin was just
talking about, the compulsionneeded to be starved.
When I was a young girl, thepastor told me whatever you're
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struggling with spiritually,starve it out of your life.
So I stopped doing pornography.
I didn't yell back at myex-husband anymore.
I didn't hit him back.
Even if he hit me which he's hedidn't hit me or beat me every
day, but in the beginning of themarriage it was very frequent,
maybe every other week, so itwas quite a bit.
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But emotionally Inverbally, yes, every day almost.
And he was sick of the marriageand he up and left me.
So when I said yes to the Lordand said no to say, he came out,
my life, all hell broke loose.
My dad almost died, my Brotherwas going through his first
divorce and I may have not seenmy niece ever again and she was
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like a daughter to me.
So I was, everything wasfalling apart.
He left me without telling me,wrote me an email, so I I hope
you don't jump off a bridge, butI want a divorce and he had
left.
And so here I was, crying outto the Lord helped me.
And I still had the soul bondand he had left me.
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And so that pain of and you allmay have felt this with
somebody you've been bonded to,when they leave you out of their
life, whether it was good orbad, it's most painful process
you'd ever go through if theystop Speaking to you because
there's that compulsion andaddiction.
I had an addictive relationship.
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I had a compulsive relationship.
I had this soul bond thatwasn't broken yet and, out of
the grace of God, I didn't takemy life, because even the enemy
was whispering those lies Justtake your life, or why don't you
go to a bar and meet anotherguy?
It almost was like let's tradethis addiction, this, let's
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trade this compulsion foranother compulsion.
But deep down in my heart Iknew that wasn't what God wanted
.
And I remember driving my carand and in the night, and I was
hearing all the voices of theenemy.
Still not knowing I had demonsin me.
Guys, I had thought let's sayour word attack.
But here I'm in the car drivingand I screamed Jesus at the top
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of my lungs, jesus.
And then the voices were silentfor that moment and the attack
was withheld.
However, I wanted him still inmy life and God still.
At this point I stopped sayingno.
He came back into my life.
We went to three counselingsessions which really did not
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work because he still had hisanger and issues and demons and
Walked out of the counseling.
So it didn't work.
But I decided I'm gonna getbetter and I had dreams when I
was younger of doing deliveranceand I Didn't know who I would
learn from at all.
And I kept seeing Bob Larson onYouTube and I was like, is this
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real?
Is this who I need to learnfrom?
But remember, I still haddemons in me.
So here I am an abusiverelationship.
I take him back, work togetherand I start following Jesus and
and saying no to the devilyou're at the point now where
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You're done and that's whereevery single person has to be.
Speaker 1 (38:31):
I had to be there.
It's unfortunate where we'redone with this and it's time for
change.
In my case it was stage fivekidney failure.
If you've not listened to mytestimony, my story, it's
episode one here on the podcastcalled overcoming the darkness.
I'd encourage you to check itout.
But I was a broken man and thenthat's when I went toward
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exorcism.
And Amber, I hear you.
What you're saying is you'refinally at the end, you're
willing to let this man goBecause you want to make Jesus
number one and you want to startto get freedom.
Can you share with us a littlebit of now you're starting into
your freedom journey?
What did that look like?
Speaker 2 (39:13):
Justin, I'll tell you , the demons were mad Because I
decided to follow Jesus and Iwasn't gonna turn back.
I decided it was more importantto have God Number one in my
life than any relationship.
I was saying notice, and Irealized that I needed to take
my thoughts captive.
Just like the Bible said, therewasn't any more self-hate.
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And God was teaching me to takethose thoughts captive and it
was weakening the demons andalso, in a way, weakening the
soul bond, even though I stillhad the soul bond.
But I was putting Jesus first.
I wanted to have freedom.
I knew something was wrong.
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So Three about.
So after coming back to withintwo years in that marriage, so
it was five years total.
We were together.
I went to see Bob Larson inMinnesota and my ex came with me
Believing okay, I'm gonna sitdown with her and stuff and go
to this thing.
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And here's Bob Larson.
I shake his hand and I hear inmy head Don't do anything crazy,
they'll think you have demons.
But lo and behold, it wastotally the demons telling me
this.
But they were mad that I wasthere because I was on the right
track with the Lord.
See, when you say yes to theLord and notice it, you're gonna
be on the right path with God.
It's gonna give you that graceto go forward in what he's
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called you to and he will bringthat freedom and deliverance.
Here we are in Minnesota.
Bob starts talking about demons.
My ex gets upset, startspeaking in Interrupting Bob
Larson and he says you can leave.
But she can say but here I'm inthis abusive relationship.
I'm five hours away from home,five hours.
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So what am I gonna do?
I need to go with him.
And I remember being soSaddened in my heart because I
thought I was gonna get somereal answers and the enemy
didn't want me on this path offreedom.
And it worked for just a littlebit his plan, because then I
had thought maybe this isn'ttrue, or?
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And the demons and Wanted tosoul bond with me again because
they knew they were losing theirgrip on me.
And when we had left, he said Icould take Bob Larson school of
exorcism.
However, he didn't want to haveanything to do with him.
And we get to the RV park wherewe were camping and he's tried.
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And now that I look at ithindsight, these demons were
trying to create a stronger soulbond between me and my ex,
because what happened next washe wanted to have sex with me
after that traumatic experienceat a conference.
He wanted to have sex with meand All I could do was just say
okay.
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I cried the whole time.
He didn't know, tears werestreaming down my face and I
thought what do I do?
I felt like giving up, butbecause God put it in my heart
not to give up, I didn't andthen fast forward.
God still had me, a purpose forme to Be Delivered.
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He wants that.
He wants that for his children,and I was following Lord.
I was saying notice, and eventhough my husband was like that,
my ex-husband at that time waslike that.
I sent a video to my brother ofBob Larson.
He's I need to set up anappointment with Bob.
And so my brother sets up anappointment on the zoom.
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Bob Larson was doing that and Idecided okay, I'm gonna fast,
I'm gonna pray, I'm gonna behere with my brother and support
him.
I'm shaking like a leaf and Ithought it was just cold.
Here my brother is sitting rightin front of Bob Larson and the
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zoom call and I'm so married atthis point and there's still
Arguments and fights, but not asit was in the beginning of the
marriage it was less because Iwas saying no to doing those
things, praise God.
But here I am supporting mybrother and so my brother is
related to me and at this pointwe had now found out that my
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grandfather and my uncle werepart of the lodge.
My grandfather had a businessand so did my uncle, and they
wanted to To control basicallythe town and have Say we're
gonna run you out of town if youdon't join the lodge, basically
.
So at this point now I'mrealizing that my grandfather
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had dedicated my brother, me, myfather, future generations to
Lucifer, basically.
But at this point I had alreadysaid those curse breaking
prayers.
So Bob is sitting nowface-to-face with my brother.
I'm on the side.
My brother does not Manifest, hedoesn't know demons coming up,
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but I start shaking and so Bobalready has this history and he
knows that my grandmother hadrepented, but she did witchcraft
as well.
So that was all in the familyline.
At this point I did not knowthat I was assessed it once by
my father, because that traumawill make you sometimes forget
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and Sometimes, I believe, thedemons do as well.
But I had an inkling because Inever felt comfortable around my
father.
So all that to say is here's mybrother in front of the zoom, I
start to manifest and Bob isthere.
And so Bob goes come here, amber.
And he knows that my brotherpaid for the first part of his
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school and that I'm in hisschool of of exorcism.
And he says who's this?
Come up, who are?
And it was just about.
And he goes I can't have you inone of my students.
And the rest is history.
Basically, just Bob comes upand says witchcraft, the
Freemason, demons, and all of asudden he binds them all
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together.
I Was ripe and ready because mycurses were broken for this
moment.
It was a setup from the Lord,from heaven.
And then he says come out ofher, go to the say.
We go now to the pit.
It does, and I felt likethousands of demons leaving my
body.
No one could hear it.
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I could hear thousands ofvoices coming out of my mouth.
On the video it only sounds onevoice screaming.
But these things, literallyblackness, came out of my chest
and I was set free.
Speaker 1 (45:55):
This is awesome.
So, amber, you make a qualitydecision that You're done and,
no matter what, you're gonna getrid of these demons.
Eventually you meet up with drLarson and a handful of these
spirits are expelled and Ialways tell people it's like an
onion, layers of an onion.
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I personally never tell anyonethat they're free.
That's between them and theLord.
The Bible talks about work outyour own salvation with fear and
trembling, but it is likelayers of an onion.
So you remove one layer andthen another layer of demons can
surface that need expelled, andthat could be two weeks from
then, that could be a month, itcould be a year, could be five
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years, whatever.
But Amber had another layer andafter working with dr Larson,
she had worked with a few moreexorcists under dr Larson she
eventually had reached out to meand we worked together and
After looking over theinformation and seeing what she
had been freed from, I Seen theHoly Spirit showed me that there
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is still a soul part in a soultransference of Her ex in her
mind.
Now I want to explain to youguys briefly.
We talked about a soul bond.
Where you bond with somebody,the soul transference is
different.
This is very common inwitchcraft, but this happens
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through many types ofrelationships.
A soul transference is where anactual part of the person's
soul in this case Amber's exBecomes embedded in her mind.
This is not superstitious.
This happens.
A part of her ex is embedded inher mind Because of the abuse.
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Okay, there's able to be mindcontrol there from this soul
Transferrence.
As I was working with Amberthrough an exorcism, I took the
Bible and I Divided soul andspirit and I said if any part of
her ex is there, I want to talkto you.
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And he was.
Now.
This is not his entire essence,it's not like he's in her.
This is a fragment, a tiny partof his consciousness that has
been put in her mind throughdemons, abuse, manipulation, etc
.
And Amber's entire dispositionchanged.
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She sounded like a guy.
Her entire mannerism changed,her voice changed.
The words that she normallywould use she is no longer using
again.
This man is a very intellectualperson, smart, intelligent and
I'm talking to her ex anembedded, tiny part of his soul
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in her mind and I said you'regoing to have to leave.
This woman does not want youanymore.
And so he agreed and Throughprayer and the Holy Spirit, we
shoved him out of her mind andit went back to him.
Now I know some of you arehearing this and this is just
insane.
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This is crazy.
But as an exorcist, when youwork with someone, there's
always voices speaking throughthem, for example, the person
themselves a demon.
You will know when a demon isspeaking to you an Alter we've
talked about Association hereand then sometimes there's
another voice and you say whoare you?
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Mike is not the name of heracts, but we'll just pretend it
is.
But so Mike is there talking tome through amber.
It's called soul Transferrence.
This can happen, thislegitimately can, and it is
demonic.
Witches do this and witchcraftall the time.
They impart voodoo.
Doctors do this.
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Which doctors do this?
They impart Tiny parts of theirsoul and transform into other
people's minds so they cancontrol them.
Crazy stuff, man.
But remember we're talkingabout the supernatural here.
Paranormal.
This is what we're talkingabout.
So For amber to truly be freedfrom this man, the soul bond was
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broken and the part of her exin her mind the soul
transference, the part of himthere Was expelled as well and
shoved out.
How does that happen?
Through the Holy Spirit.
We push him out through theHoly Spirit into the presence of
God, for God to deal with them,and that part of her ex was
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removed from her mind throughthe power of the Holy Spirit and
Emotional healing and stabilitywas brought there.
And there were demons expelled,hiding behind the soul part,
the soul transferred part of herex.
There were demons, there weredemons.
There is quite interesting, thedemons that were there,
transferred with the soul partof her ex, were from a curse
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clear back in Germany and Iwikipedia this because the demon
under the authority of Christ,being compelled by Christ to
speak the truth, said that therewas a ceremony performed in
Germany I'm not even going toattempt to say the name, but I
found it on wikipedia and it isa castle in this town in Germany
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and these demons were talkingabout how it was royalty and
that a ceremony had beenperformed Toulouse.
For now this is an amber'sbloodline, her lineage, so these
demons are explaining the cursethat they're using through the
soul transfer part of her ex.
So you got the ex there in thefront and behind the ex soul
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part, or a handful of demonsattached to a curse back in
Germany, and All of that neededto be dealt with To fully free
her spiritually from her ex andnow that she has been freed
spiritually From her ex, thetransferred soul part is pushed
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out.
The demons that came in withthe soul part were expelled, the
curse broke him, the soul bondsevered and Cut off.
All of that stuff cleaned upthrough the authority of Christ,
through the power of the HolySpirit.
Now she's freed up spirituallywhere she can begin to Seek
counseling, therapy and begin toactually work through the
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psychological aspect of thetrauma that she's experienced
with her ex.
So this is an involved process.
When it comes to freeing peopleup, there's a lot.
Have you ever heard somebody inyour mind?
I've had clients tell me I hearmy mother in my mind all the
time.
You shouldn't wear that.
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Why are you hearing your motherin your mind?
Why soul transfers?
Part of your mother's beentransferred, dominating,
manipulative, controlling mother.
You never did anything goodenough.
You'll never amount to anythingnegative, pessimistic,
controlling.
No one's gonna ever want tomarry you.
That evil part of her soul getstransferred into you and that's
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why you hear her in your mind,or They'll.
They'll say things like I hearmy brother saying blah, or I.
I always hear my father sayingto me blah, whatever blah is.
Am I crazy?
No, you're not crazy.
There is a part of your father,mother, brother, whoever's soul
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, transferred to you and Alongwith that transfer are demons
and they need to be dealt withthrough the authority of Christ
and the power of the Holy Spirit.
Deep stuff, lots of food forthought for you guys today.
But everybody hears voices intheir heads.
I no longer do because of beingexercised.
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Amber no longer hears things inher mind.
It's quiet.
That's a benefit of exorcism.
Your mind becomes quiet.
I think people think all thetime that the thoughts that they
hear in their mind they justhave to live with and it's their
thoughts.
No, when you hear your mother,it's your mother.
When you hear someone tellyou're worthless, that's
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something talking to you.
That's not your thought.
You hear voices and thosevoices are coming from something
and it's not you.
So start to evaluate yourthoughts.
Do you have demons?
We'll start evaluating yourthoughts.
Are they telling your specialand you're admired and God loves
you and Jesus Christ is theonly way to heaven?
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And no, they're not.
How do I know that?
Because of my own experienceand all the clients I work with
Always hear and voices start topay attention to them.
Voices Is it your mother?
Is it your father?
Is it your ex that you hear inyour head?
Is it thoughts that try todestroy you, your fat, your ugly
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?
Or do you hear things like youmight as well take your life?
You're never gonna mountanything or you're not gonna get
that job because you're notgood enough?
Something's talking to you.
Let's not Make this out to belike, oh my god, this is so
unbelievable that somebody couldhave a soul transference in
their mind.
Yeah, people hear family memberstalking to them in their head
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all the time.
Dude, anyhow, I hope you findthat informative and I challenge
you to begin to use analysisand Listen to the voices in your
mind and begin to identify,because they're not your own and
you can get rid of them.
And your mind can be quiet, notthrough hours of mindfulness,
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meditation and Buddhism.
Your mind can be quiet throughthe authority of Christ
Expelling what's causing thosevoices in your mind.
Now, sometimes that is a mentalhealth condition and they're
not going to go away, forexample, schizophrenia.
But oftentimes it's not amental health condition.
It's demons, it'sdisassociation from trauma, it's
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transferred soul parts Intoyour mind from other people.
Food for thought amber.
Any thoughts on this?
Speaker 2 (56:24):
Yes, I agree with that completely.
Since deliverance, sinceexorcism, I Literally my mind
was so clear.
It was weird.
I was like, wow, I don't haveany more of these thoughts.
It was amazing.
But also I think too, justin,people get used to so many
voices and it's not like You'rehearing a ton of voices at one
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time.
It can happen that way, andthen it also can disguise itself
as if it's your own voiceSaying these things to you.
A lot of times, when, my friends, we just Began to be aware of
the demons and that we had themand we were getting set free, we
realized we would say we needto do this and inspire ourselves
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.
We just say a lot of, oh, weshould go to the store or we
should go do this, and we'relike who's the we, it's just me.
So the enemy is so tricky, butyeah, the so true.
And then the soul bond.
Yeah, I could feel when my exwas in town.
He hasn't since moved away, butbefore the actual soul bond
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Transfer of him left, I couldfill him in the city.
My whole body would hurt.
I would just be Sobbing andcrying.
And then come to find out I gota message saying all I'm here
in town, please meet me, please.
But yet he could not do anycounseling.
He wouldn't go get any extrasystem.
You wouldn't get any help.
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He saw demons, he knew theywere real and yet he believes he
didn't have anything, becausehe was too scared to admit, too
prideful to admit he needed helpthat he had demons, because
that is also a legal right foryou to keep your demons and
saying you're fine and you havenone.
And so, therefore, when thatsoul bond had broken, when that
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transfer left, so to speak, whenmy ex left, my mind and my body
, that part of drawing to himhas ceased.
I don't want to be with him.
It's not gonna work out.
I don't want it to work out.
I'm excited about the future.
Now, does that mean that I'mnot gonna have to go through
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some hit healing?
Of course, and I will needhealing.
I went through some trauma withhim a lot.
But I know God is greater andGod is going to restore and heal
my heart and I'm excited forthe future.
I don't have, I'm not walkingon eggshells anymore and praise
God if I didn't have the demons.
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Leave me first, and then thesoul I went to have been able to
left him, leave him.
I left him because the demonswere gone.
I had the spirit of python gone, which confuses people.
It's a confusing spirit.
It brings that, it does morethings to.
It, has many function, sickness, illness, whatever.
But I can tell you this thelast straw was the soul bond and
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that needed to be broken.
And I'm grateful for Justin andhis ministry, for Bob Larson's
ministry, his schooling.
I've learned a lot and so,praise God, I'm set free and you
can be too, amber.
Speaker 1 (59:41):
That's awesome, how exciting guys listen to this.
So here you have somebody, asyou can imagine, I can imagine
Victimized.
She was a victim.
This man Victimized her.
He knew what he was doing.
He, under the Disguise ofChristianity, he took advantage
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of a young woman, abused her foryears and now here she is, gone
through the InternationalSchool of Exorcism, serving
Jesus Christ wholeheartedly, andshe's starting to get out into
this to help people and I'm sureshe's going to help many women
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who have been in similarsituations that she's been in.
But this is the blessing ofExorcism and in her healing,
seeing how amber is Right now aquiet mind, that's a huge
benefit.
Compulsions are gone, thesexual addiction gone, peaceful
(01:00:45):
sleep, physically well,emotionally well, much more
energy.
Can you hear the joy in hersmile when she's talking about,
she's looking forward to thefuture?
Can you imagine?
We're talking about a woman whohad been beat by her husband,
traumatized, full of demons.
She's now cleaned up throughthe power of Jesus Christ.
(01:01:08):
Jesus has healed her brokenheart, her wounds, and now she
will start in therapy and workthrough that.
But this is available for youand she brought up a very good
point.
If you deny that you Don't havedemons and you're okay, then
you'll never be free.
You'll always be tormented.
She was done with it and Iguess that's my question for you
(01:01:31):
as you're listening Do you wantfree?
Do you want to have a smile onyour face, like amber has now,
and sincere joy inside Becauseall of her demons have been
expelled?
It's a process, it's a journey.
It takes time, it takescommitment, but she rolled up
her sleeves and she had the gritTo go through with it and say
(01:01:53):
I'm gonna see this till the end.
And she's done it.
So if she can do it, so can you.
It just has to.
People have to get beyond thedenial I'm okay, and some people
never get rid of their demons,unfortunately because of pride
Primarily, and that saddens mebecause I know the level the
(01:02:18):
quality of their life canincrease drastically Amber is
proof of this if they would justhumble themselves and say you
know what I'm, I need help, Ineed help.
But I know Christians whounderstand all of this about
demons and they choose to Notdeal with their issues.
(01:02:39):
Sometimes it's because of fear.
But you got to be tough man.
The devil's tough on you.
Be tough on him.
That's what I tell people.
You don't got to take what he'sdoing to you.
Give it back to him, smack himback, hit him hard.
How do you do that?
Exorcism, strike back.
(01:02:59):
Don't take it anymore.
Don't live with your demons,don't live with the Situations
that you live with every day andjust think this is the way it's
got to be.
You can be free.
You don't have to live that way.
You just have to humbleyourself.
It.
Admit that I have a problem.
I have demons.
(01:03:20):
I don't understand at all, butobviously there's something
wrong and I need help.
And if that's, you go to mywebsite Just indeed calm, click
on appointment and book asession and let's start this
journey of healing andrestoration for you.
At the end of every episode, Ialways ask my guest to offer
(01:03:41):
words of encouragement At theend for people.
So, amber, I'm gonna ask you Tooffer some words of
encouragement to people who maybe prideful, maybe don't want to
admit that they have problemsor demons.
That you could offer some wordsof encouragement to them To
help them Understand that theycan have the peace and joy in a
(01:04:05):
bright future, like you have nowby going through exorcism and
just in general, if you couldoffer some words of
encouragement to people thatmight be listening that Aren't
quite sure if they have demons,but this is starting to make a
little bit of sense, strangelyenough for them.
So if you can offer some wordsof encouragement To the
(01:04:26):
listeners, that would be awesome.
Go ahead, share some love withthem.
Speaker 2 (01:04:30):
Yes, justin, I would say to you guys out there that
praise God if you don't have anydemons, but praise God if you
do and they come out.
Would you rather just sit thereand be like W-wish you washy
back and forth or would you justrather just be like, okay, I'm
gonna.
I'm gonna open my heart up tothis, knowing that if there's
(01:04:52):
something I wanted out, I don'tknow about you, but if I had
cancer in me I would want it out.
Same with these things youdon't want them in there anymore
.
So I would just encourage youknowing that you love the Lord,
you want to be set free, youdon't want these things in your
life.
It doesn't hurt to sit down andsay, okay, what's there?
(01:05:13):
Be open to that, and I wouldagree.
There's some times where youthink I don't have one or I do.
There is that back and forthand it doesn't hurt.
I honestly, when I got set free,I felt like I was born again
for the first time in my entirelife, like I was following Jesus
.
I was doing all that I was todo Serving, going on mission
(01:05:35):
trips, whatever and somethingwas empty, something was missing
in my life, and even though Iprofessed Jesus as my Lord and
Savior.
I knew something was wrong.
I didn't want to have thisanxiety sometimes, but you get
so used to these elements inyour life that you think it's
normal and so you say okay to it.
It's when you say enough isenough.
(01:05:58):
I don't want this as my lifeanymore.
God will begin to work that goodwork in you.
And don't think his arm is tooshort to save you.
His arm is not too short.
He will pick you up from thepit and he'll bring you to the
mountaintop.
The enemy wants to keep you inyour sin, your addictions, your
(01:06:18):
shame, your guilt, yourbitterness your woe is me and
keep you in that pit.
But God wants to take the pitout of you so you can have a
fulfilled life, not only becausehe wants you to know him deeper
, but so you can set people freeand kick the door a hull down
with Jesus.
(01:06:39):
So I encourage you Get on there, sign up, get a freedom session
going, see what the Lord showsyou.
But Just like when you took thestep to give your life to Jesus
, we have to take that steptowards freedom too.
Speaker 1 (01:06:55):
Thank you, amber, and for anyone listening that would
be interested in getting incontact with Amber, you can send
me an email to info at Justindycomm.
Again, that's info at Justindycomm.
Send me an email, let me knowyou're interested in Meeting up
(01:07:18):
with Amber, talking with her,and I will kindly Forward your
information on to her and then,if time permits on her end, she
will definitely arrange to getback in touch with you.
You may be demon possessed andthis is the first time you're
coming to the realization of it.
(01:07:39):
If that's you, I'd like toinvite you right now to go to my
website, justindycom, in book asession with me.
Until next time, god bless.
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