May 26, 2025 • 55 mins
What happens when four friends drop the act and get real about life’s heaviest questions?
In this raw and reflective episode of The Heavyweight Podcast, the crew shares personal journeys, honest struggles, and big questions about purpose, self-worth, and growth.
🎯 Moe opens up about losing 80 pounds—and the surprising disconnect between how he thought he'd feel and his current reality.
🌆 Des talks about her trip to Seattle, where the hills left her breathless and her fitness goals front and center.
💡 Kevin questions whether his comedic gift might serve a deeper purpose: building real connection.
😂 Plus, don’t miss the laugh-out-loud moment where "ass sweat merch" becomes an actual topic. Yeah... we went there.
This episode digs deep into:
- The reality of hitting major goals
- Fears of success and being “seen”
- Vulnerability as strength
- The tension between purpose and pressure
- How friendship fuels growth
As we approach our 200th episode, we’re reminded that growth is messy, purpose is personal, and the conversations that matter most are often the hardest to have.
💭 Have you reflected on what truly matters in your journey?
🎧 Hit play, subscribe, and join the Heavyweight community. Because we’re all carrying something—and talking about it just might help you lift it.
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Welcome to the Heavyweight Podcast.
Speaker 3 (00:04):
The message behind saying the title of the
Heavyweight Podcast is to beable to say that we can weigh in
on some heavy shit.
What we're talking about isimportant from every aspect of
it.
It's a heavy weight.
It's not just about physicalweight, but the weight of things
that can weigh our minds.
So I think it's dope that wecan have this conversation.
Speaker 2 (00:30):
What's up everybody.
It's your girl, des the Diva,back with another fire ass
episode.
Yay, yay.
We are now on episode 199.
I'm back once again here withmy three favorite men in the
world.
Everybody, introduce yourself,please.
Speaker 1 (00:52):
I'm Kevin, Kevin Wendell.
Speaker 2 (00:54):
Which is you today?
Speaker 1 (00:56):
Okay.
Speaker 2 (00:56):
Simone, okay.
Speaker 1 (00:58):
Are you Kevin or are you Simone?
Kevin, kevin, wendell, kevin,simone?
No, simone's like yes, it'slike yeah, nigga, oh you.
Speaker 2 (01:04):
Holmes.
He's like, yeah, nigga, youknow I mean.
He was like yeah, nigga, heain't like Latina.
Speaker 4 (01:10):
You haven't hung out with the Holmeses.
No, no, no, it sounds like he'sa family.
It's your boy, molito.
Speaker 3 (01:17):
I'm Demoted McFly.
The what I learned today.
I'm mic four now.
Speaker 2 (01:28):
How were your weeks, guys?
Speaker 1 (01:32):
I'm just laughing, because there's probably a nigga
out there named Demoted.
Speaker 4 (01:40):
Are you sad about that?
Speaker 3 (01:42):
Huh, you sad about that?
I don't know.
I just didn't expect to hearyour four, your mic, four now.
Speaker 4 (01:49):
Gator don't play no shit.
You feel me, gator, never beenabout that, never, never been
about playing no shit.
Speaker 2 (01:56):
Y'all get on my nerves.
How were y'all weeks Y'all goahead.
Speaker 1 (02:02):
I had a week, okay, okay, y'all go ahead.
I had a week, so I won't talkabout that shit okay, okay,
respectfully um.
Speaker 4 (02:07):
I mean it's cool, I guess shit, you know.
Speaker 2 (02:12):
Yeah, it's cool you know, just work just work.
Speaker 4 (02:17):
I mean, I learned this week that you can set a
goal weight, but when you setyour goal weight, you know what
I thought I would look like.
Speaker 2 (02:22):
Ain't what I look like, so you look fantastic and
might I add, this brother is 80pounds down.
Speaker 4 (02:29):
It don't look like I thought it would.
It looks fantastic I mean itain't what I thought it would,
but it's been a good week.
My daughter has been thehighlight of my whole week
because every day she tells me astory and it is hilarious.
she she ratted her mom out onWednesday oh and she said, dad,
(02:54):
let me tell you about your wifenow.
When she started off with letme tell you about your wife,
it's going to be good, shedidn't say let me tell you about
mom, let me tell you about yourwife.
She had me waiting outside inthe heat for like 50 minutes.
Speaker 2 (03:06):
Listen.
Speaker 4 (03:07):
My baby said look, she said, my dad would never
pick me up late.
Speaker 2 (03:10):
It was a hot ass, but mama was late.
I ain't mad at her.
It was a hot ass week.
Speaker 4 (03:14):
Oh, and my wife's body was.
Speaker 2 (03:18):
Her body T.
Speaker 4 (03:19):
Oh my God, her body is T.
Speaker 2 (03:21):
Top tier I'm telling you.
Congratulations to her as well.
Speaker 4 (03:27):
She's looking fire, yes, and I saw her lift, so
she's doing her thing.
Yep, it's cool.
It's cool man, you know shefired, she fired mcfly.
Speaker 2 (03:33):
Mcfly, did you awake, nigga?
Speaker 3 (03:35):
huh if you awake nigga.
Speaker 2 (03:36):
Yeah, I'm just demoted we're not gonna do this.
The whole episode, nigga.
How was your fucking?
Speaker 3 (03:42):
week.
My week was.
I had to show a little bit ofviolence this week.
Speaker 4 (03:50):
Oh, I like that.
Oh my God, I was told I was awoman basher.
Speaker 2 (03:55):
How Online, how A woman basher From the things you
post.
Speaker 4 (04:01):
Oh, I thought they were saying that you.
Speaker 2 (04:03):
Well, I miss.
Speaker 3 (04:13):
Oh, you post, oh I thought they were saying that
you well, I missed you know.
Hey, sometimes you need thatreputation.
What posted?
I've never seen you postanything bashing it was.
Uh, it was.
The post was about men prettymuch being marginalized to just
being a financial, like they'renot loved for anything other
than financial gain.
That was just like the post.
And then someone commented onthe post saying that I that I
noticed all I do is commentwoman bashing things and all my
(04:36):
posts are negative.
Speaker 2 (04:37):
So I I want I show violence okay, well, if she's
watching, she does have the theoption to to not follow you I
did.
Speaker 3 (04:44):
I did say that, I did comment that you can scroll
past whatever you don't like oryou could just not.
There is a button that thatsays unfriend or unfollow, but
yeah that that I had to chooseviolence this week, you do
realize that the haters are theones that follow you most of the
time I swear to god they reallyare.
Speaker 2 (05:01):
They watch, but but in reality it sounds like you
just made a post that was justspeaking about how you.
Speaker 3 (05:07):
I didn't even make the post, I just shared what
resonated.
Speaker 2 (05:10):
I mean, yeah, how your perception is.
Speaker 4 (05:12):
It's like when you share something, then you get
banned.
That happened to me.
Speaker 2 (05:17):
I didn't even make it .
I shared it.
I stayed in Facebook.
Speaker 3 (05:20):
It was he knows which one I want to say.
I shared a post once where itwas like why white men are mad
at black men?
Speaker 4 (05:29):
The white village.
Speaker 3 (05:30):
And then you look and there's five black men with
their dicks to their kneecaps.
And then the white men abovewere shrimping and I got banned
for something I shared.
I didn't even post itoriginally and they said hey,
you're on a Facebook jail forlike a week.
(05:51):
I said God damn, I didn't evenshare the original post, oh yeah
.
Speaker 2 (05:56):
And was this a drama or these were real men?
Speaker 4 (05:58):
They were real Because I'd like to see this
post how far back?
Speaker 1 (06:01):
Okay, kevin, I've never been.
I've never been to facebook.
Jill never lived there I would.
Speaker 2 (06:06):
I was eating top ramen, I was doing baby spread
and everything, hard time on theyard and everything, baby, I
lived when you went facebook,jill, you can see.
Speaker 3 (06:16):
Yeah I was doing push-ups it.
Speaker 4 (06:20):
Let you know that you still in the world, you just
not really in the world.
Yeah, you ain't in here.
Speaker 3 (06:24):
My name was Sharif Muhammad Jamal.
Speaker 1 (06:30):
I'm on my dean brother.
Speaker 2 (06:31):
I'm not.
Speaker 4 (06:34):
Were you like Jamie and Ali.
Speaker 2 (06:36):
Oh, no brother.
Speaker 4 (06:37):
I can give a pork or a white woman.
I can't do both.
Kevin, I know it's tough it'srough.
Speaker 1 (06:47):
I'll just say rest in peace my uncle rest in peace
and my cousin that's.
It's been like that so rest inpeace.
Speaker 4 (06:54):
Yeah, now I feel cheated for laughing your cousin
too.
Speaker 1 (06:57):
I didn't know that yeah, my uncle died the same day
as my cousin's funeral.
Speaker 2 (07:02):
I am so sorry.
I didn't know that I.
I am so, so sorry.
Speaker 1 (07:06):
As we say, life be lifin'.
Speaker 2 (07:09):
Yeah, it can get old sometimes.
Speaker 1 (07:10):
Only thing we can do is live.
Speaker 2 (07:14):
So that's what we gotta do Definitely Live in
honor.
Absolutely Well.
I had a cool week y'all.
I just got back from.
Speaker 4 (07:22):
Seattle.
Yeah, we saw you in Seattlethrowing ass back listen, listen
.
Speaker 2 (07:28):
I went, though.
No, I got.
Okay, how can?
Speaker 1 (07:30):
I did.
You go to capitol hill.
Speaker 2 (07:32):
I didn't, but how can I say this?
And get, not get game upthere's a lot of white men there
and I wouldn't throw ass aroundthat many if you went to
capital hill, you was he wastoast, so my follow-up question
was gonna be if you're gonna getthe email you don't know.
Okay, you're gonna come backwith the email cut I may get an
(07:54):
emo cut weave and have them cutbecause I can't commit to it I
really expected her to walk inand they'd be like cut my life
into pieces this is the lastreason.
I no, I'm just kidding.
Speaker 1 (08:06):
But that is my song.
I do like that song.
Speaker 2 (08:07):
It ain't like that I do like that song.
No, seattle was nice.
It was really really nice.
The rain was tripping me outbecause it was like sunny and
then you'd come outside and itwas fucking raining, so that
kind of threw me off Just alwayskeep a big jacket with you.
Speaker 4 (08:21):
Seattle was the best market for antidepressants yeah,
definitely, and people were
Speaker 2 (08:25):
well, this is for a different reason people walk a
lot and I and I, I just I couldnot.
I was tired.
Speaker 1 (08:32):
I said this is yeah, that's why I was fit yeah as
much as my job fed us.
Speaker 2 (08:37):
I thought I was gonna gain weight.
I actually lost five pounds.
I believe it's I balanced withall the walking.
But it was lovely.
I got to go to StarbucksReserve and they had drink in
there.
Speaker 3 (08:48):
Where did they feed you?
Speaker 2 (08:50):
What the hell didn't they feed us?
We ate every hour and a half.
Speaker 4 (08:53):
You have any oxtails?
Speaker 2 (08:55):
No, why the fuck would I have oxtails in a damn
company that no niggas know?
The answer is no.
Speaker 1 (08:59):
What are you talking about?
Why are you going gonna askthat question?
Was it like hey?
Speaker 3 (09:03):
what like?
Speaker 2 (09:03):
what were we talking like, uh, like lobster dinners,
or no, in the beginning, just toget like a brief synopsis in
the morning we had like brunchfood and then two an hour and a
half later.
Speaker 4 (09:14):
What's brunch food?
Speaker 2 (09:15):
like locks and shit damn we know, like you know,
like bagels and and eggs,souffle, shits and I just
remember them niggas like locksx.
Speaker 1 (09:24):
They just eat fish Like oh, we got salmon in the
morning and salmon at night.
Speaker 2 (09:27):
I don't even know what that is.
Speaker 1 (09:29):
It's the little salmon, fucking, thin sliced,
and it's cold and you put itwith your bagels.
Yeah, I'm good on that.
Speaker 2 (09:36):
That shit sounds delicious.
I love that With the capersyeah.
That shit's delicious, thatshit's delicious you ain't never
had that.
I'm good, have you had it withthe capers?
Speaker 4 (09:46):
No Fire.
It might be good, but I'm good,it's good, it's really good Did
you say it was cold.
Speaker 3 (09:50):
Yeah, the smoked salmon, it's smoked, it's cold
smoked.
Speaker 1 (09:53):
Yeah.
Speaker 4 (09:54):
And then you put the bagels At first I was like they
had to cook it for like seven abit and I was like white people
know what to do with a piece ofsalmon.
Speaker 2 (10:09):
This shit was delicious when it comes to fish.
That's it, some of it.
Well, everything that I had andI I do have a, a company that
is ran by white people, but theeverything I had was delicious,
it was delicious.
They really do take care of you, but I work for a real loving
company and they really try tomake sure that their employees
are like well loved.
Speaker 3 (10:24):
Can I ask you to do the questions a certain way?
Speaker 2 (10:26):
Sure.
Speaker 3 (10:27):
Just got to go.
The next question is I'm notdoing that.
Speaker 4 (10:37):
You got to commit, you got to commit.
Speaker 2 (10:42):
I am not doing that.
Y'all not about to have meYou're looking crazy.
Speaker 4 (10:46):
I gave my life for you that Jimmy Butler shit was
hilarious when he showed up likethat can you answer the
question?
Speaker 2 (10:55):
McFly?
Definitely not.
But to do that, these questionswere cultivated by by none
other than the infamous StutterMcFly Demoted.
This episode is called Gettingto Know you.
Okay, so what are some of yourshort term?
Speaker 4 (11:19):
I just thought you said that I thought about Adam's
family Getting to know you,getting to know who you get it
to know.
Speaker 2 (11:29):
I'm sorry, I know we are 199 episodes in, and these
niggas is pressing, minor helpme, wouldn't be who we were no
one.
Every time we get on theepisode, I ask for help and no
one has sent help.
Speaker 4 (11:46):
This is kidding just get into the questions.
What are some?
Speaker 2 (12:01):
short term and long term goals.
That reveals what matters toyou most yeah, I don't want my
answer, nope let's start downthis way this time talk to me.
Speaker 3 (12:18):
I was gonna my long term goals to to essentially
overall health.
Um, okay, so I could be here,uh, as long as.
Speaker 4 (12:27):
Oh, that's why I didn't talk about what my week
was cool, but wasn't coolbecause this nigga kept dropping
threes in my face on thegoddamn basketball court.
Speaker 3 (12:40):
Yeah, that happened, this nigga here.
He had a nerve, he told one ofour co-workers.
He was like, oh, he had thisone shot.
And then when he said so, whichshot was it?
Mcfly said which, which onewasn't it?
Cause I.
Speaker 4 (12:57):
I was killing him.
I was, I was, I was mad, I wastrying and I almost I said we
about to start playing by parkrules, I'm about to start
hitting this nigga with elbowsor something, why.
Speaker 1 (13:05):
He was embarrassing me, nigga At some point.
Sometimes you just got to lookat somebody and be like he's
just better than you?
Speaker 2 (13:11):
Yeah, he is, Like it happens I remember some nigga
standing in front of.
Speaker 4 (13:16):
I will say this.
I will say this On the drivehome I was like man, I had a
good time, but now I rememberwhy I stopped coming this
morning.
My bad, Go ahead You're going.
Speaker 2 (13:28):
You had him crying in the car, yeah.
Speaker 3 (13:30):
Yeah, the long term goal is to essentially overall
better health and short term, Iguess would be more to his
effect is I just want to get toa point where I'm agile and more
, uh, able to play basketballlike I used to, because every
(13:52):
time I jump I contemplate allbad life decisions and the jump
because when I come down I'm Idon't know if my knee's gonna
make it that's some old niggashit nigga.
Speaker 4 (14:06):
What happened to you?
I gotta rebound that's.
Speaker 3 (14:10):
That's more acceptable than like
skateboarding and shit like ohyeah, because yeah, somebody
just did that there was one playuh, it wasn't true was the
other guy, the guy that wassweating a lot, what he cut to
the basket, and I put all myeffort in the jump.
And I said I shouldn't have didit.
(14:30):
I felt like it was a bad movewhen I was coming down, but my
lower back felt like it was likeokay, I got to.
Speaker 1 (14:40):
Well, your shit lock up on you, midair.
I'm scared to like to try tolike move like fast forward
Cause I'm like I think I'm gonnarupture my Achilles.
Speaker 4 (14:50):
Like well, can't do it.
Kevin, I'm sorry.
Speaker 1 (14:57):
Oh, short term.
Actually, I've been trying tofigure this shit out.
I want to come up withsomething, some sort of business
that's just going to supplementmy income.
Speaker 3 (15:10):
What about ass sweat?
Speaker 1 (15:11):
Well, yeah, actually we're going to go ahead and get
past ass
Speaker 2 (15:14):
sweat.
Speaker 4 (15:15):
She motivated me because she was hating on ass
sweat.
And you know what I thought asssweat was a great idea.
I was with your shoes, asssweat is coming.
Because she was hating on asssweat.
Speaker 2 (15:19):
And you know what I thought ass sweat was a great
idea.
Speaker 1 (15:20):
I was with your shoes .
Ass sweat is coming you mightsee me one of these episodes
just ass sweat.
If your ass ain't sweating, youain't working hard enough.
Speaker 4 (15:33):
Ass sweat would be popular with all the gym girlies
because they'll be like youain't working unless you got
that ass sweat.
Speaker 1 (15:36):
That's the thing, that's how the slogan.
And then, if you get, like some.
Speaker 3 (15:38):
That's part of the slogan.
Speaker 1 (15:39):
How would you spell it.
I can't give that away until Icopyright it.
Speaker 2 (15:43):
Okay, I can respect that.
Speaker 3 (15:45):
And if you have the tie-dye, you know the shirts
that used to change color.
Speaker 1 (15:51):
So when they ask what it changes color, that might be
the one that makes it not go,because they'll be like, They'll
be like yo.
Speaker 2 (15:59):
Those, was blue when you came in yo my man y'all
gross me the hell out but sorry,but that is my short term.
Speaker 1 (16:16):
I'm hoping to figure something out by end of close of
business this 2025.
Speaker 4 (16:24):
We're talking yearly business or financial year,
Because that's two differentyears.
Speaker 1 (16:27):
No, no no, well, just the year.
Okay the year.
Long term, yeah, health wouldhave to be.
I got to get my shit in order,because it ain't gonna matter if
I ain't here so yeah, we needyou here yeah and uh.
Yeah, I enjoy doing shit withthe family, so I just want to
(16:49):
keep that going.
So that's the type of shit likebe able to take trips across
the pond, okay so all right,that's funny.
Speaker 3 (16:58):
as you said, shit in order, and I just know that that
is part of overall health.
Now, like you don't realize itwhen you're younger, but like
being regular like I'm not.
Speaker 1 (17:10):
I'm.
I'm not regular, I'm likesporadic.
Speaker 3 (17:18):
You have to.
Yeah, it's amazing you don'trealize that.
You're like yeah, you reallyhave to be regular especially
when you eat a lot of protein.
Speaker 4 (17:24):
You'd be like man, how many days has been?
Yeah, let me take something.
Speaker 1 (17:28):
Let me take some you need to increase that fiber yeah
oh no.
No, it's my medication.
I'm like I need a toilet alwaysin proximity, like where are we
going?
Speaker 3 (17:42):
oh that that concert is outside you're gonna have
that toe hitch with the port yep, yep, I'm not gonna be, not
gonna be over there.
Yeah, if all we got is dirtyass you're gonna have the, the
port-a-potty, port-a-potty, onthe back of the car with the toe
hitch.
Yeah, yeah.
Speaker 1 (17:59):
I'm there.
It's one of those Like I knowwhere all the rest stops are In
Vegas.
I know where all the reststreets are, Like, oh, that
escalator looks full.
Let's hit the elevator, we'regoing to go up.
Speaker 4 (18:12):
Well, speaking of shit, y'all don't want to hear
my short-term goal is my wife isback in town tonight, oh, you
mean immediate goal.
Tonight, Tonight so and we hadvisitors so we didn't really
have a chance to talk TalkBefore she left.
Speaker 3 (18:30):
So I got a lot of talking to do as a nigga that
always says what's on your mind.
Speaker 4 (18:35):
Tonight what?
Speaker 3 (18:35):
happened.
You don't got sugar-coated, youdon't have to say talk, I'm
trying to fuck.
Oh, we know.
Speaker 4 (18:40):
Tonight I was trying not to, but you know where he
takes it, it's always too far.
Speaker 2 (18:46):
He's been trying to fuck.
He's been a bitter over thebalcony.
Speaker 3 (18:48):
But we wouldn't be who we are if we weren't who we
were.
Speaker 1 (18:51):
This is true, but you over there.
Speaker 4 (18:56):
We sitting right here and long term.
I just want to be better inevery aspect.
Well, you already on the rightpath, Not just physically,
mentally, financially,emotionally support.
I want to be a better husband,better friend, better father,
all that shit Just better.
Speaker 3 (19:15):
Just make the layup second.
Speaker 2 (19:17):
You got to get better at that.
Immediately it's going tohappen.
Speaker 3 (19:21):
I'm going to pass you the rock and it's gonna happen
again and you're gonna make thelayup.
Speaker 4 (19:23):
I'm only gonna make it.
If you yell, shoot the J.
Speaker 3 (19:26):
I'll do it shoot the.
J.
If that's the requirements,I'll do it.
Speaker 4 (19:30):
I'm finna start practicing, I'm finna be in the
gym, so you just you just be inthe gym practicing layups like
all day.
See them up and they're justthat's.
Speaker 3 (19:43):
That's another thing that happened.
I was there, was a the apackage guy, uh, that that one.
Usually at the end of our night, when we walk to our cars to
drop off our shit, I usually seehim in the parking lot.
I didn't go to work thursday.
Apparently this nigga didn't goto work Thursday because I saw
him at the gym.
Oh oh.
So when we walked past eachother, I go what up and he it
(20:07):
doesn't register for a secondand he thought he goes wait a
minute, like what's up, Like.
But it's that realization, likewe've run into each other so
frequently that neither one ofus like our job well, when your
package is late, it's causethese niggas is at the gym
shooting lamps.
Speaker 4 (20:19):
I can do you one better.
I saw a theater guy at the gymon Thursday.
He said, yeah, man, I'll seeyou at work.
I said, yeah, sure, like.
Speaker 2 (20:28):
I ain't going there.
Speaker 3 (20:29):
Thursday must have been the day shit, it was
Thursday and Friday, so neitherone of us we have the same
mentality, the same energy, likehey, neither one of us are
going to work huh, we love us.
Speaker 4 (20:40):
You have a great day.
That's because I'm going homeafter this year.
That's your answer.
What's your goal?
Speaker 2 (20:47):
my uh, short term goal is to revamp um my business
that I had two years agobedroom behavior and oh my um
and to really push my non-profit.
I wasn't doing no OnlyFans shit.
Bedroom Behavior is a plus sizelingerie line.
Bedroom Behavior BBW is a plussize lingerie line are you
(21:08):
adding the emo wig?
Nobody's doing the emo.
Speaker 3 (21:13):
You like emo bitches no, I just think, like you were
in Seattle, you might as wellcapitalize.
Speaker 1 (21:18):
I think Avril Lavigne was my first celebrity crush.
She was cute, she was cute.
Speaker 2 (21:22):
She was cute.
She didn't have that fucked upass haircut, though she was cute
, and then um too.
Speaker 1 (21:27):
She didn't have a fucked up.
Speaker 2 (21:28):
No, she was cute, damn she was cute.
Speaker 1 (21:30):
I don't know.
I was like what Was I 13?
Speaker 2 (21:43):
girl, I was looking at her hair.
Long term goal yeah, anyway,the rest of my short-term goal
is to push my non-profit off theground by the end of the year.
Okay, and then, um, mylong-term goals is to just, um,
get more healthy, for sure,because walking up those hills
in seattle had me like, okay,bitch you, okay, now you're the
bitch.
Tap in because now, okay, didyou realize some shit I did?
I did because I always be likeI'm cute and it doesn't matter
if I'm fat.
(22:03):
Yes, fuck it does, because Icouldn't fucking breathe.
Speaker 4 (22:05):
There's a uh.
Speaker 2 (22:06):
There's a small chance you might be able to work
out with my wife in thesummertime, because the redlands
gym is the only one with thekids club period and I'm
definitely gonna have to reachout to her because I I mean, I
work from home so I can reallywork around whatever schedule
she need me to.
And the way she lifting shit up, I want to lift shit up too so
the next goal, san francisco.
Speaker 3 (22:25):
Yeah you know, I hurt them hills I won't fucking with
them hills yeah, I'm saying,you know they worse, like yeah
walking.
Speaker 2 (22:34):
I wasn't fucking with them.
Speaker 1 (22:35):
Hills in the car it's , it feels the same.
Once you get there, you're likenobody told me about this shit.
Yeah, no, seriously, and Ididn't like how in the car it's,
it feels the same.
Once you get there, you're likenobody told me about this shit.
Speaker 2 (22:41):
Yeah no, seriously, and I didn't like how in the car
, like you're like this nigga,how the fuck is they keeping
this shit from rolling back you?
Start walking, you like yeah, Iwould yeah so you can't see the
other side of the street thehill with more force.
Speaker 3 (22:55):
I didn't like it, you guys might trigger some flat
earthers I was well themmotherfuckers need to watch a
little Bill Nye, yeah.
Speaker 2 (23:04):
Yeah, asap.
No Rocky Cause.
I definitely went fucking withit, but first of all, yeah.
Speaker 4 (23:10):
Keep everything associated to Rihanna out your
mouth.
Speaker 2 (23:14):
Wow, asap, not a piece of Rocky.
And I thought she was on JheneAiko.
Speaker 4 (23:21):
Now you're on Rihanna black women are my preference.
Speaker 1 (23:24):
Rihanna was first, she came first you know, okay.
Speaker 2 (23:29):
So, anyways, who are the key people that are keeping
or that are supporting youthrough this growth, and why?
Rihanna you go last, niggaMcFly actually Mo Lethal I love
that and Rihanna.
Speaker 4 (23:43):
Shut up.
Speaker 3 (23:44):
And Joe Patino.
Speaker 4 (23:46):
And Rihanna.
Speaker 3 (23:48):
And every time I play a young kid at the gym and they
make me realize that I need toget better, because every time
they do a juke and I can'trecover Because I was like, yeah
, it's, I gotta get there.
So they they keep me likemotivated because I remember
when I there was a guy that'solder than me and he was in
better shape and I caught, Icompleted the goal of being able
(24:13):
to shut him down and that mademe feel good.
So it was a small milestone,but it's the youth that I'm
going after.
Speaker 2 (24:19):
Oh, I think.
Speaker 4 (24:23):
I'm coming for the kids.
Speaker 3 (24:23):
Fuck them kids.
Speaker 1 (24:26):
Yeah, say it that way .
Don't say you're coming for thekids.
Speaker 2 (24:29):
Yeah, because he's sound crazy.
Fuck them.
Damn kids, kev, who are the keypeople for you.
Speaker 1 (24:38):
Inside this house Fucking wife mom.
It's funny because they'realways coming up the inside this
house fucking wife mom.
It's funny because they'realways coming up with shit to me
.
You should try this.
Maybe this is good business.
Then we gotta do this.
That's too much overhead, wecan't do that.
So it's nice like they'reinvested with me so that shit
(24:59):
makes it easier.
Honestly, like this, like youguys with this, this podcast,
because I want to do as much asI can to try to like get this to
where we need to be.
Shit, fuck it.
We had it there, but let's getthere.
Speaker 3 (25:18):
Let's just point out the fact that, uh, you invested
well, yeah, that's what.
Speaker 1 (25:25):
That's part of the business.
Speaker 2 (25:26):
What I want to do is to everything goes and then we
take this, make this that, andthen it's all the same fucking
you, des, and I read it and Iforgot no um, they just wanted
(25:48):
to know who your um keysupporters are and why oh, I
guess I said the why just?
Yeah, you said everything.
You answer, you are good.
You are good is why are they my?
Speaker 4 (25:57):
supporters, or why are they supporting me?
Why, um?
You can answer either way,because on me is why are they my
supporters?
Speaker 2 (26:01):
or why are they supporting me?
Why, um?
Speaker 4 (26:01):
you can answer either way because they only they
support me, because my futurebenefits them you know what?
Speaker 2 (26:06):
nope, then just tell me why they're yours.
Speaker 4 (26:07):
Nope, pick something else, don't fucking play with me
um, uh, my number one supporteris my wife, obviously with her
fine, can't wait till she gethome.
Uh, and my daughter, my, mydaughter, my daughter, really do
love me that's a weird followup, what?
Speaker 3 (26:24):
I think you should space it out a little bit more.
Speaker 2 (26:28):
What Cause you went from pure lust to pure love,
pure love Like I yeah tell methat perception is gonna get
fucked.
Speaker 4 (26:38):
Um, yeah, their perception, they can't give up.
Um, yeah.
And then, uh, my daughter, youknow she, she keeps me
accountable because you know,dad, you go to the gym.
Did you eat your protein, dad?
Speaker 3 (26:50):
you gotta get your protein dad, oh yeah, baby, I
got my protein.
Speaker 4 (26:53):
Yes, yes, um McFly Patino, always talking shit.
I don't talk shit no, I didn'tsay you talk shit.
I said Patino always talkingshit, I don't talk shit.
No, I just see you talk shit,patino, you don't talk shit.
Speaker 3 (27:02):
Not to him, but not about that, no, no, just
basketball.
Speaker 4 (27:06):
Oddly enough, my kind of like silent, sneaky
supporter has been Elizabeth.
That's what's up?
Patino's wife Shout out toElizabeth.
She's hilarious, she's one ofmy favorites.
Yeah, like those people have,uh, especially my fitness have
uh, you know, pushed me,motivate me to stay motivated
and uh, and you know, and allthe people who like and comment
(27:28):
on my stories because I do posta gym pic every day, I go and
that's, and I started that asjust being accountable for going
and I, and now it's kind oflike it, it's a habit, like I
just take it every tomorrow.
Speaker 2 (27:40):
Yeah, okay, okay.
That's what everybody else says.
Speaker 3 (27:47):
I just wanted to add that fucking scale.
I bought a new scale becausethe other scale shitted on my
progress.
What did it do?
It started adding pounds.
Every time I check it likewithin a 30-second period it
added pounds, pounds.
Speaker 1 (28:03):
I just kind of felt like it was like oh, it's time,
oh, it must have been.
Speaker 4 (28:04):
What's it?
What's it?
Speaker 3 (28:08):
it must have seen you happy.
It must have your ass, it musthave had the ai from I robot,
because it was like I wasexcited and I was like, let me
check that one more time.
The shit jumped up three poundsand then it jumped
no-transcript scale yeah it wasthree pounds and 30 damn seconds
.
Speaker 1 (28:25):
It's, it's a wrap you know, air don't weigh that much
yeah, definitely.
Speaker 4 (28:29):
All I did was take a breath, nigga definitely fucking
scale what about you?
Speaker 2 (28:36):
um, I kind of got a list.
Um, for sure, dominique, right,okay For sure.
First and foremost, dominique,because she always she just says
the nicest things about me andshe supports everything that I
do.
My sister Lauren and my brotherRayvon, because they support
the Shade Out the Podcast.
They are constantly giving meideas, they watch us, they love
(28:59):
us, they support the Shade Outthe Podcast.
I love it.
Um, my best friend, deja,because she just rocks with your
girl.
No matter what I do, I can havethe craziest idea.
Deja gonna help me put thebusiness plan together for the
crazy idea lover, uh, my friendmarcus, because I've been
developing a just an awesomebond with him and he's cool as
fucking.
He supports everything that Ido.
(29:20):
Of course, the three of youDefinitely, for different
reasons.
One because you because youbelieved in me, like when I was
still kind of like I mean evenbefore, even inviting me on the
show, when I was like postingjokes online, and you'd be like
okay, bitch, what you doing withthis, and I was like, but you
pushed me, like anyway, likeokay, you can do something.
(29:42):
You because you think I'm funny, even on the days I don't think
I'm funny, so I like for sure.
And then you because I thinkyou be knowing you motivate me
and be trying to act like youdon't.
But every day I think you Imean, you make me laugh on days
that I'm sad you be having myback.
You always got good advice.
You do send me laugh on daysthat I'm sad you be having my
back.
You always got good advice.
You do send me a damn requestto pay you, but you'll be having
(30:04):
great advice.
Speaker 4 (30:05):
I'm just trying to monetize all my services.
Speaker 3 (30:07):
Are you a financial bully?
Speaker 2 (30:08):
Yeah, he's crazy as hell.
He's crazy as hell.
Speaker 4 (30:12):
I'm just trying to monetize everything.
Speaker 2 (30:14):
I love to see that you and your wife have been
posting your fitness journey.
It does, wife, have beenposting your fitness journey.
It does make me think moreseriously about my own health
and especially just seeing theprogress between the two of you
guys.
So I have a big support team.
Even though Hayden Daddy and Iare in a space that we are in as
far as our marriage goes, hedoes offer a lot of support as
(30:35):
well.
So I am still very thankful toat least that aspect of the
friendship that we do have andvery thankful to at least that
aspect of the friendship that wedo have.
Um, and that's just not eventhe tip of the iceberg, but
those are just the people thatcame to mind immediately.
But I have a big support team,so I and and I just appreciate
everybody.
Speaker 3 (30:52):
So you said your brother's name was rayvon.
Yeah, yeah, not the rapper.
Speaker 2 (30:56):
No, no, not the rapper, oh my gosh.
But he, but he tighty.
Speaker 1 (30:58):
Yeah, I would have been hot, I'd be like, so why
haven't we?
Speaker 2 (31:03):
What was your best friend's name?
Daisha.
Speaker 4 (31:05):
I thought about Proud Family in a second you said it.
Speaker 2 (31:07):
Deja Nay.
No, you know what?
I think she told me that wasoriginally going to be her name.
Speaker 3 (31:14):
And then they changed it, and then they changed it.
Speaker 2 (31:21):
Her name is station, but um yeah, so I just have a
really just a bomb ass team ofpeople that support me, so I'm
thankful for that.
Speaker 4 (31:24):
Um, I'm mad at you to say your dog, my dog, september
.
I'll fucking love september andsandy she got a dog name out
there.
Speaker 2 (31:35):
Earth, wind and fire song this is that's, yeah
hilarious to me but okay, so ata later time I will post hayden
singing the song, and thenyou'll understand that's
hayden's jam so when you evertalk to september, do you ever
tell?
Speaker 4 (31:48):
to burgo, let's burgo no, I know a dog named
september, but it's born injanuary no, she wasn't born in
january.
Speaker 2 (31:56):
She was j in.
Speaker 1 (31:57):
July, you have babies and name it Tuesday.
Speaker 4 (32:01):
It depends on if you were going up that day.
Let's Virgo.
Speaker 2 (32:05):
Well played, you guys are fucking crazy.
All right, y'all.
Next question what fears anddoubts have you had to overcome
to understand yourself better?
Speaker 4 (32:17):
That it's okay for me to be vulnerable with myself.
Okay, that's it, because I haveto.
I have to tell myself the hardtruth to be able to tell to
others.
A lot of times, you know,people like to lie to they self.
So, like I got to a point whereI stopped lying to myself and
then it allowed me to be moreopen and honest with those close
(32:39):
to me.
So, yeah, that's that's it.
I had my vulnerability.
It don't make me weak, it makeme strong.
Speaker 2 (32:47):
I respect that.
Speaker 1 (32:49):
I haven't done it yet , so Okay and I respect that.
Speaker 2 (32:53):
I definitely do honestly.
Speaker 4 (32:54):
You haven't done what yet?
Speaker 1 (32:56):
The fears and doubts.
Oh, so I guess I would have touh attempt to overcome them, to
to know what steps they couldput your shoes on.
Speaker 4 (33:06):
Yeah, yeah, selma's right there.
Speaker 3 (33:10):
I think for me there it's kind of like a revolving
door.
So when I I remember firststarting to go to the gym, it
was that whole what if I lookstupid, what if I uh like hurt
myself or injure myself?
And then you kind of go throughthat door and then you go to
(33:31):
the next one of uh shit, likebefore that we're doing music,
doing podcasts doing et cetera,like you kind of.
You get through that fear Causeat first it's the fear of
unknown, and then eventually youtry it and you're like all
right, let me try to this andthat and see where it goes, um,
but it's always kind of like aconstant um revolving door of
(33:53):
something you don't know, andthen you just kind of I guess
you got to risk it for thebiscuit kind of approach to a
lot of it.
So there you do um, that's whatI learned from it is just risk
it, like you got to try, try,try and then if, even though you
don't know what the outcome maybe, see, and that's my problem,
is the risk it part, because Ialways do too much assessment
(34:16):
where I'm like I have to knowsome sort of part of it, the
outcome, to even try.
Speaker 4 (34:20):
But sometimes the thinking part is the part that's
holding you back.
Yeah, it is.
You gotta just do this anddon't risk it for a pop ice
biscuit.
Make sure it's a good biscuityou don't want to die either
we're not gonna do pop eyes butI like yeah I'll fuck.
Speaker 2 (34:36):
I like put your little butter on it, you'll be
alright.
Speaker 3 (34:38):
I had a conversation with somebody recently, like
when I first started rapping, Ihad a rap partner who was
terrified of performing so Iwanted to do more but I still
didn't know where to start.
And, um, I remember I waschapping up with our friend Mike
rest in peace, mike.
And he was telling me and Iremember I was chopping up with
(35:03):
our friend Mike rest in peace,mike and he was telling me about
Buck's cousin filthy flowfiasco and he told me he was
like we're going to go to a show.
So we went to a show and he waslike I'm pretty sure if you
talk to Buck's cousin he can getyou into some performances.
But I remember not knowing,being terrified, but saying I
know for a fact, that's what thefuck I want to do.
I want to try that did.
Speaker 1 (35:20):
I tell you what he said you told me recently yeah,
about your voice.
Oh yeah, you can go ahead andlet him know he was talking
about like mixing.
He was like when we first hewas like, damn, I remember when
you guys first started and hewas over there recording, he
like you instead of like yourvoices were like the easiest to
mix.
They were like perfect for likebeing on a track and he was
(35:41):
just like that motherfuckerwould come in.
I would be like, oh, I don'thave to, ok.
Speaker 3 (35:47):
But, it's definitely it's definitely one of the
things where I didn't know whatthe fuck would come of it.
But I know I wanted to do itand me and that rap partner
beefed over that because heshowed no growth like he didn't
want to do this, and then hedidn't like that.
I said I'm done with doing this.
I want to do that.
I'm not just going to sit inthis sandbox forever.
Speaker 1 (36:10):
So well then, that's when you don't be partners.
Speaker 2 (36:14):
Don't read, nigga, you got to answer I had to read
what the damn question was.
Y'all know I got.
I got the damn memory of dory.
Okay, I'll be trying toremember, but okay, so anyways,
um, I'm still working on thefears and the doubts.
To be honest with you.
Um, the ones that I'm currentlyaddressing is that I don't have
(36:36):
to fix everything for everybody.
Niggas just go make their damndecision and I'm just gonna have
to accept whatever the fuckingoutcome is.
And the other one that I'mworking on is I have a very
serious fear of winning.
Like I'll be right fucking thereabout to win and then I'll be
like like okay, I'm gonna winand then people are gonna be
like, oh, you're changing, and Iam for the better, and I have
(36:58):
to to accept that.
Like, change is inevitable,like, I have to get on the bus
yeah
Speaker 1 (37:04):
my only fear is like am I gonna do this the wrong way
?
I'm gonna be out there like,look bitch, why are you standing
next to me?
Speaker 4 (37:11):
you know, I am so no see, I'm not thinking about that
because I'm not gonna be outthere you know, I'm just so
scared.
Speaker 2 (37:17):
You know, I I come from like a space where, like my
, my dreams and beliefs werelimited, like they weren't
cultivated the way you wouldlike, the way that this
generation cultivates theirchildren's growth minds were
limited, so I would I thinksometimes we do too much.
Speaker 4 (37:32):
What you mean Because she really believes she can do
anything.
Speaker 2 (37:35):
And you know what I love that?
I love it for her, but when shefail, she'd be devastated.
That's okay, so maybe thebalance needs to be found.
But to not cultivate your kidsat all in their growth, like it
definitely stunts their growthas an adult.
Speaker 4 (37:50):
My wife keep telling her she can sing and she cannot.
Speaker 2 (37:52):
She probably.
Oh well, get her some fuckingmusic lessons.
Speaker 1 (37:55):
Oh yeah, my daughter ain't got no rhythm, but we
dance.
Speaker 2 (37:57):
Ah, we dance Period, gracely.
Speaker 1 (37:59):
Gracie, she's a different person.
I'm like I don't know wherethis came from, because you got
more rhythm than me.
Speaker 4 (38:08):
That's my girl.
Yeah, that's my girl.
Speaker 2 (38:11):
Yeah, that's dope, but that's what I'm working on.
I recognized it, so I'm workingon it.
Yeah, we'll be in good shapehere soon.
How do you define your purposeor passion and how did you
discover that that was yourpurpose or passion?
Speaker 3 (38:26):
By doing.
Speaker 4 (38:31):
Can you elaborate?
Speaker 2 (38:32):
Yeah, I don't know about McFly, oh, okay.
Speaker 3 (38:35):
Like I knew I liked music, okay, but I didn't know I
big fly, oh okay.
Like I knew I liked music okay,but I didn't know I wanted to
do it.
Until I tried it, oh okay.
So like when I wrote a song andperformed it into a karaoke
machine and heard my voice back,it sounded horrible, but I
wanted to do it.
I was like this this is dope tome.
Like what if?
How much doper can I sound?
(38:56):
If I get better?
And I just kept trying andtrying and trying, then, uh, I
would always take theopportunity to listen to some
feedback and that feedback itwill either discourage you, it's
going to make you want to do itmore.
So it never discouraged me.
So when I heard I was trash, itdidn't make me say you know,
(39:18):
I'm done doing this.
The fact that it made me moreinclined to want to do it more
told me this is what I want todo okay okay.
Speaker 1 (39:27):
Uh, I think recently I think that might be changing
and I'm still trying to figurethat part out, because it didn't
hit me till somebody wastelling me that, because I
thought my purpose was like makepeople laugh and things of that
nature, like because that'sjust I don't know.
I feel like that happens whenI'm not trying, but I remember
talking to somebody.
(39:47):
We're having like a real deepconversation.
They're like you know whatyou're good at making people
laugh.
But I don't know if that's yourcalling.
I don't know if that's yourpurpose.
I think that's part of yourpurpose.
I think your purpose is to usethat to get into people and then
that's how you kind of likebreak down walls.
So I don't know, like I don'tknow if it's to uh, what no I
(40:10):
got there, I need therapy bro I.
Speaker 4 (40:12):
it's funny you say that, oh I know, I just did.
I think I was saying excuse me,I think it's funny you're
saying that, because I feel likeI actually feel like to the
therapy part.
I feel like you would have beena dope therapist, kevin,
because your presence and, likeyour personality, it feels like
(40:33):
a safe space, like you feel likea person, that a person could
convey anything to withoutjudgment I want.
Speaker 1 (40:41):
Well, I try not to judge.
I mean, of course I'm a fuckinghuman, but there's some niggas
out there where you're looking,you'd be like.
You know that's that's not no,but yeah, I I don't know.
I'm starting to think a lot ofthat is to like bring people
together.
I'm starting to think that'smore of my purpose.
(41:03):
It's not the laughter part,cause I think that's part of
like I've noticed, like Ihaven't been on stage in a long
time, but I've noticed that mybest days on stage was when I've
been in rooms where you're likenot everything's the same and
people are like talking blah,blah, blah, blah, blah, doing
all this stuff, not payingattention to nobody.
But if I do it the right way,I've noticed that everybody kind
(41:23):
of like stops and it's quiet asfuck and I'm like, oh shit,
everybody's like whatever theywere doing, they're together in
this space.
And like I've noticed, likeafter I would come off, I did a
lot of talking to people andI've noticed, like after I would
come off, I did a lot oftalking to people and it was
just like it wasn't.
Like one of those were like oh,you're the comedian, you're.
This is like.
We almost always felt like itwas us as together in that room.
(41:43):
So like I don't know, I'mfiguring out, trying to how do I
use that to do good with that.
So I don't know.
I'm trying to figure out whatthat is, but I think it's
somewhere along those lines.
Speaker 2 (41:55):
To be honest with you , so what would you do, like
start like a comedy club or likea comedy space?
Speaker 1 (42:04):
I don't know, I don't even know if it would have to
be comedy or if that might bethe best route to do it is to do
it in that space.
Or is it like is it getting inthe shit?
And like being in the, in the,in the city, Like I don't mean
like politics, but like justshit with the city, Like being
in groups and being in thingswhere people don't reach out to
(42:26):
people and like just being thereand being like figuring out how
to bridge those gaps and shitIn the suburb.
Speaker 2 (42:30):
Well, why don't we go to like a chamber of commerce
meeting or something and seewhat activities?
Speaker 1 (42:35):
Yeah, I mean, I have to, I'll have to, but sometimes
you don't have to.
Speaker 2 (42:41):
I'm talking to this, nigga, have you ever thought.
Speaker 4 (42:43):
I'm like they are wasting my goddamn money A lot
of times.
Speaker 3 (42:47):
the reason why to me, you can connect with Dave
Chappelle when I think of yourcomedy is you ever thought about
, I don't know, just gettingopenly online and telling your
stories, but doing it in areflective way?
Speaker 1 (43:02):
I'm saying like just talking and just yeah, well, I'm
saying that's where those yeahcame from too.
I think that's because I thinkwe were saying that I was like I
think this might motivate memore to just sit down and just
come up with something, justcreate something.
Speaker 3 (43:15):
I don't know what the fuck it is, but it has to
create something because youdon't have a storyteller, so
like when you tell stories andyou might be able to connect,
reliving them what I'm saying,when you connect those stories
and you tell them to the world,you might actually end up
catching a lot of people'sattention.
Based off simply like, likewhat moe's saying is, it could
be therapy for some, but you'rejust reflecting on how and it
(43:39):
and it hit it resonates withpeople.
Speaker 1 (43:41):
So yeah, I mean that's possible.
There's some shit I want totalk about.
I don't talk to anybody aboutand I'm kind of scared to talk
about it because I feel likeit'll paint me in a whole nother
light.
But it might come out one daybecause it might uh, it might
help people in another way, likeyou know what I mean.
Speaker 3 (43:56):
I feel like if you're going to be brutally honest
enough to say that you sniffedyour toes after work, I think
you're good.
Speaker 2 (44:02):
Man, we didn't judge you.
We just said all right, nigga,oh, I did.
Oh, I know I judged.
That's what you're into cuz.
Speaker 3 (44:07):
I smelled the funk when you said it.
I was like man, space and belike, be unapologetic,
unquestionably you.
I think you're fine, I thinkyou're on the right path.
Speaker 1 (44:25):
Yeah Well, thank you, thank you.
Speaker 2 (44:28):
Well, I'm excited.
It seems like you're in justthis transitioning point, so I'm
excited to see where thisgrowth is about to take you.
Speaker 1 (44:35):
Uh-huh, if you want to know how my head works, it's
the fucking moon.
Speaker 2 (44:41):
Well then, let's go Line it up.
It's gray.
Speaker 1 (44:47):
No to the moon, my brain might be gray.
Speaker 2 (44:50):
Answer the question.
Speaker 4 (44:52):
I don't know.
I don't think I know what mypurpose is.
Okay, I already told you,though You're going to tell me I
don't know.
Speaker 3 (44:55):
I don't think I know what my purpose is.
Okay, I like that.
Hey, I already told you.
Speaker 2 (44:58):
You're not gonna tell me, no well then tell us, so we
can tell him.
Speaker 3 (45:02):
I think you should be an online variation of a
motivational speaker, slashpastor.
I can't do that.
Speaker 2 (45:10):
I think, I think something similar.
I think you should, you shouldtalk like specifically about
relationships as a PK.
Speaker 3 (45:17):
A pk, I don't want to go into that life you don't
have to necessarily go down thatpath, but, like I'm saying
something where you're you canmotivate people I think you
should definitely considermotivational speaking I don't
know I just I.
Speaker 4 (45:30):
But I don't feel like I.
I feel like right now I see my,my, what my?
The purpose I see for myselfright now is my family.
So most of my, most of myeffort goes towards making sure
I'm doing right by them.
Um, I don't really.
I can't say that I have cameacross something.
(45:50):
I go no, this is a purpose forme, yet I can't say I've done
that.
So I don't really know how toanswer this question.
Speaker 2 (45:56):
Okay, and you two are in a transitioning period where
you're growing.
Speaker 4 (46:01):
So look forward to see that.
Speaker 2 (46:03):
That's the best part, that's the sweet spot, so I
look forward to see how thatdevelops.
Speaker 1 (46:07):
Wait till I get on my fitness shit too you finna be
out here, fine I told y'all nigg, because I'm just sitting here
with no shirt.
Speaker 4 (46:12):
Yeah, this is going to be the no shirt side.
Speaker 3 (46:15):
And you're just going to be rocking ass sweat.
Speaker 1 (46:17):
Ass sweat.
Yeah, I might get a tatted yeah.
Speaker 2 (46:19):
Y'all sit up here with no shirt on.
Speaker 1 (46:21):
I'm getting up and walking the fuck out, I'm going
to get an ass sweat tatted on mytitty meat.
Speaker 4 (46:29):
You say that now.
You say that, now she is, I'mnot going to be.
I'm going to be standing uphere Just the whole podcast,
just standing.
Speaker 2 (46:38):
I'm going to be sitting here like this Flexing
Nigga.
I'm just flexing.
Y'all get on my nerves.
As for me, I'm not exactly surewhere my purpose is going to
completely take me, but I knowthat I am somewhat of a
humanitarian.
I've always been that way,always wanted to help others and
shut the say why are youlaughing?
Speaker 1 (47:02):
she take her shoes off and get into homeless people
shit yeah, you ain't.
Speaker 2 (47:06):
At least you know that that's your purpose.
Speaker 3 (47:08):
Just sit here and be a shit I know a black guy that
needs some patrick young's whatsize you wear, because I might
got him.
Speaker 4 (47:16):
A six.
Speaker 3 (47:18):
Damn, I let him know about you.
I said if he ends up shoelesson the right black he might be
able to come up.
Speaker 2 (47:25):
I got him.
I'm serious, I'm going to getthat shit back.
God has never failed me Everytime.
Speaker 3 (47:31):
I every dollar I spend come back with friends.
I'm going to get that shit back.
I respect that.
Speaker 2 (47:38):
Let me every dollar I spend come back with friends.
I'm going to get that shit back.
I respect that.
Let me hold on to it.
Right now I'm not giving younothing, but you know what I
live for the day that I do haveenough money to answer one of
them damn requests that you sendme.
Because one of these days I'mgoing to answer one of them
requests that you send me.
You need help with Hayden'sdaddy.
Speaker 1 (47:54):
Let me tell you what to do send the request a hundred
dollars, bitch, I'll tell youhow I do it.
Speaker 2 (47:59):
You guys will start requesting me because, yeah,
when I get petty, I said morethan they ask right here, here
nigga be like look, here's a tip, nigga no, no, but in in um, in
all seriousness, I just I fallmy passions, like it's as far as
, like what's my nonprofit?
Um, it isn't even the sorrowthat I dealt with that that
(48:20):
makes me, um want to pursue it.
It's actually knowing thatwomen are so medically neglected
and I can do something about it.
So I think it's recognizingproblems and notice it, cause I,
as, as I mentioned, I like tofix it and noticing that there
are positive ways that I couldmake an impact.
So that's why I think mypassion shows up for me and how
(48:43):
I'm able to.
I didn't have to discover it, Ifell into it.
It's always been who I am.
So that's my answer.
I like that answer for that oneum, one more.
Okay, sure, um, can you share amoment or an experience that
significantly changed how yousee yourself?
oh, getting demoted today thisnigga here, but what is it?
(49:06):
What does it do?
Speaker 1 (49:07):
nobody demoting him how did it make you see yourself
number four?
Speaker 3 (49:14):
hey, I'm four.
I should have Wearing my foursweater.
Speaker 2 (49:18):
You got a sweater With a four on it.
Yeah, the fantastic four, yeah.
Speaker 1 (49:20):
No, that's cute.
Speaker 2 (49:21):
The thing.
Speaker 1 (49:22):
It's blue right, yeah , yeah.
Speaker 3 (49:23):
I went from being Mr Fantastic To just the thing.
Speaker 2 (49:26):
Just the thing huh.
You're still, you're stillfantastic nigga.
Speaker 4 (49:30):
Wouldn't Johnny be the number four?
Speaker 3 (49:34):
I don't know Depends.
Speaker 1 (49:37):
When does that come?
Out July 25th, I think July.
Okay, summer, it's not like I'manticipating.
It should be better.
Sony didn't make it, this shitcoming out in two goddamn months
.
Speaker 2 (49:48):
You know when it's coming out, you're excited yeah,
I am.
I'm excited for you that andSuperman.
Superman coming out the closetah ouch uh, that means he's
winning.
Kevin, kevin, kevin, answer thequestion.
Answer the question.
I'm taking this nigga.
Answer the question, kevin.
Let's go to the next step.
Speaker 1 (50:07):
You know what uh dope it was when I was on stage,
scared as fuck, legs shaking,sweating like I stole something,
something.
How did?
How did mike tyson?
Sweating like a pimp with onehoe, that's how I was sweating
on stage and I still got throughit and got some laughs and I
was like, oh, this is dope, Icould, I could push through some
(50:28):
shit.
But I was like no shit, my shitwas like trembling, yeah, and
like if they were tighter jeans,oh, boy, oh boy, oh boy, oh boy
.
Speaker 2 (50:39):
Maurice, what is your answer?
Um a changing point.
It's a significant umexperience that has changed how
you see yourself.
Speaker 4 (50:50):
Yeah, when I put on a size 44 pants and they were
tight, I said this shit gottastop.
Speaker 1 (50:56):
Yeah, that does.
This shit got to stop.
Speaker 2 (50:59):
I hear you, I hear you.
Speaker 1 (51:00):
Yeah, shit, yeah, I haven't got there.
Thank God, shit I got to startgoing backwards.
They was tight.
They was tight, nigga.
Damn.
Well, what you in now Like a 36?
You in like a 36, huh, I puthim in like a 38.
Ooh, you had a three on it,nigga no nigga three I was going
to see your statement.
Speaker 3 (51:22):
I was going to say don't get banned on Facebook.
If being Facebook jailedBecause you're saying if the
pants were tied, I was like justdon't get a ban on Facebook.
Speaker 4 (51:33):
What is that?
Facebook jail is a real place.
Okay, it is.
Speaker 2 (51:36):
I've been there.
I'm a, I'm a whole ass.
Speaker 1 (51:37):
Facebook, felon definitely I just soap opera
facebook, but that's cool yeah,how about you?
Speaker 4 (51:43):
I do be on facebook last.
Speaker 2 (51:44):
I feel like it ain't popular yeah, it's not as good
as instagram.
Um my significant changingexperiences has been this
meeting me?
nigga, absolutely not.
It has been um, meeting me,being married and going through
the.
The changes that I've beengoing through lately with that
situation has caused me to tolook within rather than to
(52:08):
continue to look at what wasgoing on with, with what other
people were doing.
It caused me to really lookwith I with I mean from the
decisions I've made that led mehere, from the decisions I've
made within the marriage, um,the faults that I have.
It's caused me to really liketake a really deep look at me.
So that's when I started to seemyself different Cause.
Prior to that, I really couldhonestly, in my perspective,
(52:31):
tell you that everything wassomebody else's problem.
But this situation has causedme to realize that sometimes, a
good portion of the time, I amthe fucking problem.
Speaker 3 (52:41):
So that has been what I have a question yeah, and
that and that realization,because it concerned me last
time did, did you reflect on thewhole two tat face, face thing
the what you said.
The guy had.
The next guy that you met hadto have two tattoos on his face
did you?
Speaker 2 (52:59):
I'm gonna tell you off camera why I said that okay,
all right, I'm just making sureI'm gonna tell you off camera
why I said that.
I meant to tell you last time,but I have forgot.
But I'm gonna tell you offcamera, um, why I said that.
But I was, I was joking, but Iwouldn't, but I'm gonna tell you
okay, why I?
Just why I said that I wasjoking about how my dad was
sitting.
He'll he'll understand.
He'll understand why I saidthat whenever I tell him, I
can't tell you that on cameraokay, I was just curious because
(53:21):
but no, I'm, I'm not gonna, I'mgonna try not to really be
superficial with how peoplephysically look.
I really need to start worryingabout how the hell me and this,
the next person it mesh and areare we aligned and so are you
going into the uh, your uh, Ilike whoever like me phase no,
(53:43):
I'm never going to have I likewho like me phase, because I'm
always going to be a bad bitchand we're not going to do that.
But what I am going to do is I'mgoing to, I'm, I'm going to be
more, more more selective,selective, of course but more
open to aligning with peoplethat maybe I don't physically
always.
Well, that's a discipline rightthere.
(54:04):
But but if the alignment isthere, I'm not gonna you know,
be so quick to be like whateverso yeah, I definitely gonna make
some changes with how I selecteven friends for myself.
Speaker 3 (54:16):
Because what shut your ass.
Speaker 2 (54:16):
I'm going to make some changes with how I select
even friends for myself.
What Shut your ass up?
Anyways has everybody asked thefucking question?
Cause I'm talking to Maurice.
For the damn thing, this hasbeen episode 199 of the
heavyweight podcast.
Speaker 4 (54:32):
I got 99 problems, but a bitch ain't one.
Speaker 2 (54:34):
Never going to be a bitch.
It ain't never been a bitch.
I take that back.
That dog gotta be a bitch.
I ain't got any problems with abitch anymore, never gonna be a
bitch.
Speaker 4 (54:37):
It ain't never been a bitch.
I take that back.
That dog gotta be a bitch.
Speaker 2 (54:39):
I'm tired of Maurice.
Speaker 1 (54:40):
Yeah, that one's gone .
Speaker 2 (54:43):
We encourage y'all to like, subscribe, share, comment
All that shit.
Tell your friend, tell yourgranny, tell some damn body
about the Heavyweight Podcast,because we're coming for you
every week.
Speaker 4 (54:53):
Shout out to my girl Dom.
Speaker 2 (54:55):
And shout out to Dominique that's right, peace.
Speaker 4 (54:59):
Peace.
Speaker 1 (55:02):
Oh, I'm sweating.
That's a wrap y'all.
That's how she wrote, so makesure you click like subscribe
Tune in we on the Austrianplatform.
So until next time we'llhighlight you.
Welcome to the Heavyweight Podcast.
Speaker 3 (00:04):
The message behind saying the title of the
Heavyweight Podcast is to beable to say that we can weigh in
on some heavy shit.
What we're talking about isimportant from every aspect of
it.
It's a heavy weight.
It's not just about physicalweight, but the weight of things
that can weigh our minds.
So I think it's dope that wecan have this conversation.
Speaker 2 (00:30):
What's up everybody.
It's your girl, des the Diva,back with another fire ass
episode.
Yay, yay.
We are now on episode 199.
I'm back once again here withmy three favorite men in the
world.
Everybody, introduce yourself,please.
Speaker 1 (00:52):
I'm Kevin, Kevin Wendell.
Speaker 2 (00:54):
Which is you today?
Speaker 1 (00:56):
Okay.
Speaker 2 (00:56):
Simone, okay.
Speaker 1 (00:58):
Are you Kevin or are you Simone?
Kevin, kevin, wendell, kevin,simone?
No, simone's like yes, it'slike yeah, nigga, oh you.
Speaker 2 (01:04):
Holmes.
He's like, yeah, nigga, youknow I mean.
He was like yeah, nigga, heain't like Latina.
Speaker 4 (01:10):
You haven't hung out with the Holmeses.
No, no, no, it sounds like he'sa family.
It's your boy, molito.
Speaker 3 (01:17):
I'm Demoted McFly.
The what I learned today.
I'm mic four now.
Speaker 2 (01:28):
How were your weeks, guys?
Speaker 1 (01:32):
I'm just laughing, because there's probably a nigga
out there named Demoted.
Speaker 4 (01:40):
Are you sad about that?
Speaker 3 (01:42):
Huh, you sad about that?
I don't know.
I just didn't expect to hearyour four, your mic, four now.
Speaker 4 (01:49):
Gator don't play no shit.
You feel me, gator, never beenabout that, never, never been
about playing no shit.
Speaker 2 (01:56):
Y'all get on my nerves.
How were y'all weeks Y'all goahead.
Speaker 1 (02:02):
I had a week, okay, okay, y'all go ahead.
I had a week, so I won't talkabout that shit okay, okay,
respectfully um.
Speaker 4 (02:07):
I mean it's cool, I guess shit, you know.
Speaker 2 (02:12):
Yeah, it's cool you know, just work just work.
Speaker 4 (02:17):
I mean, I learned this week that you can set a
goal weight, but when you setyour goal weight, you know what
I thought I would look like.
Speaker 2 (02:22):
Ain't what I look like, so you look fantastic and
might I add, this brother is 80pounds down.
Speaker 4 (02:29):
It don't look like I thought it would.
It looks fantastic I mean itain't what I thought it would,
but it's been a good week.
My daughter has been thehighlight of my whole week
because every day she tells me astory and it is hilarious.
she she ratted her mom out onWednesday oh and she said, dad,
(02:54):
let me tell you about your wifenow.
When she started off with letme tell you about your wife,
it's going to be good, shedidn't say let me tell you about
mom, let me tell you about yourwife.
She had me waiting outside inthe heat for like 50 minutes.
Speaker 2 (03:06):
Listen.
Speaker 4 (03:07):
My baby said look, she said, my dad would never
pick me up late.
Speaker 2 (03:10):
It was a hot ass, but mama was late.
I ain't mad at her.
It was a hot ass week.
Speaker 4 (03:14):
Oh, and my wife's body was.
Speaker 2 (03:18):
Her body T.
Speaker 4 (03:19):
Oh my God, her body is T.
Speaker 2 (03:21):
Top tier I'm telling you.
Congratulations to her as well.
Speaker 4 (03:27):
She's looking fire, yes, and I saw her lift, so
she's doing her thing.
Yep, it's cool.
It's cool man, you know shefired, she fired mcfly.
Speaker 2 (03:33):
Mcfly, did you awake, nigga?
Speaker 3 (03:35):
huh if you awake nigga.
Speaker 2 (03:36):
Yeah, I'm just demoted we're not gonna do this.
The whole episode, nigga.
How was your fucking?
Speaker 3 (03:42):
week.
My week was.
I had to show a little bit ofviolence this week.
Speaker 4 (03:50):
Oh, I like that.
Oh my God, I was told I was awoman basher.
Speaker 2 (03:55):
How Online, how A woman basher From the things you
post.
Speaker 4 (04:01):
Oh, I thought they were saying that you.
Speaker 2 (04:03):
Well, I miss.
Speaker 3 (04:13):
Oh, you post, oh I thought they were saying that
you well, I missed you know.
Hey, sometimes you need thatreputation.
What posted?
I've never seen you postanything bashing it was.
Uh, it was.
The post was about men prettymuch being marginalized to just
being a financial, like they'renot loved for anything other
than financial gain.
That was just like the post.
And then someone commented onthe post saying that I that I
noticed all I do is commentwoman bashing things and all my
(04:36):
posts are negative.
Speaker 2 (04:37):
So I I want I show violence okay, well, if she's
watching, she does have the theoption to to not follow you I
did.
Speaker 3 (04:44):
I did say that, I did comment that you can scroll
past whatever you don't like oryou could just not.
There is a button that thatsays unfriend or unfollow, but
yeah that that I had to chooseviolence this week, you do
realize that the haters are theones that follow you most of the
time I swear to god they reallyare.
Speaker 2 (05:01):
They watch, but but in reality it sounds like you
just made a post that was justspeaking about how you.
Speaker 3 (05:07):
I didn't even make the post, I just shared what
resonated.
Speaker 2 (05:10):
I mean, yeah, how your perception is.
Speaker 4 (05:12):
It's like when you share something, then you get
banned.
That happened to me.
Speaker 2 (05:17):
I didn't even make it .
I shared it.
I stayed in Facebook.
Speaker 3 (05:20):
It was he knows which one I want to say.
I shared a post once where itwas like why white men are mad
at black men?
Speaker 4 (05:29):
The white village.
Speaker 3 (05:30):
And then you look and there's five black men with
their dicks to their kneecaps.
And then the white men abovewere shrimping and I got banned
for something I shared.
I didn't even post itoriginally and they said hey,
you're on a Facebook jail forlike a week.
(05:51):
I said God damn, I didn't evenshare the original post, oh yeah
.
Speaker 2 (05:56):
And was this a drama or these were real men?
Speaker 4 (05:58):
They were real Because I'd like to see this
post how far back?
Speaker 1 (06:01):
Okay, kevin, I've never been.
I've never been to facebook.
Jill never lived there I would.
Speaker 2 (06:06):
I was eating top ramen, I was doing baby spread
and everything, hard time on theyard and everything, baby, I
lived when you went facebook,jill, you can see.
Speaker 3 (06:16):
Yeah I was doing push-ups it.
Speaker 4 (06:20):
Let you know that you still in the world, you just
not really in the world.
Yeah, you ain't in here.
Speaker 3 (06:24):
My name was Sharif Muhammad Jamal.
Speaker 1 (06:30):
I'm on my dean brother.
Speaker 2 (06:31):
I'm not.
Speaker 4 (06:34):
Were you like Jamie and Ali.
Speaker 2 (06:36):
Oh, no brother.
Speaker 4 (06:37):
I can give a pork or a white woman.
I can't do both.
Kevin, I know it's tough it'srough.
Speaker 1 (06:47):
I'll just say rest in peace my uncle rest in peace
and my cousin that's.
It's been like that so rest inpeace.
Speaker 4 (06:54):
Yeah, now I feel cheated for laughing your cousin
too.
Speaker 1 (06:57):
I didn't know that yeah, my uncle died the same day
as my cousin's funeral.
Speaker 2 (07:02):
I am so sorry.
I didn't know that I.
I am so, so sorry.
Speaker 1 (07:06):
As we say, life be lifin'.
Speaker 2 (07:09):
Yeah, it can get old sometimes.
Speaker 1 (07:10):
Only thing we can do is live.
Speaker 2 (07:14):
So that's what we gotta do Definitely Live in
honor.
Absolutely Well.
I had a cool week y'all.
I just got back from.
Speaker 4 (07:22):
Seattle.
Yeah, we saw you in Seattlethrowing ass back listen, listen
.
Speaker 2 (07:28):
I went, though.
No, I got.
Okay, how can?
Speaker 1 (07:30):
I did.
You go to capitol hill.
Speaker 2 (07:32):
I didn't, but how can I say this?
And get, not get game upthere's a lot of white men there
and I wouldn't throw ass aroundthat many if you went to
capital hill, you was he wastoast, so my follow-up question
was gonna be if you're gonna getthe email you don't know.
Okay, you're gonna come backwith the email cut I may get an
(07:54):
emo cut weave and have them cutbecause I can't commit to it I
really expected her to walk inand they'd be like cut my life
into pieces this is the lastreason.
I no, I'm just kidding.
Speaker 1 (08:06):
But that is my song.
I do like that song.
Speaker 2 (08:07):
It ain't like that I do like that song.
No, seattle was nice.
It was really really nice.
The rain was tripping me outbecause it was like sunny and
then you'd come outside and itwas fucking raining, so that
kind of threw me off Just alwayskeep a big jacket with you.
Speaker 4 (08:21):
Seattle was the best market for antidepressants yeah,
definitely, and people were
Speaker 2 (08:25):
well, this is for a different reason people walk a
lot and I and I, I just I couldnot.
I was tired.
Speaker 1 (08:32):
I said this is yeah, that's why I was fit yeah as
much as my job fed us.
Speaker 2 (08:37):
I thought I was gonna gain weight.
I actually lost five pounds.
I believe it's I balanced withall the walking.
But it was lovely.
I got to go to StarbucksReserve and they had drink in
there.
Speaker 3 (08:48):
Where did they feed you?
Speaker 2 (08:50):
What the hell didn't they feed us?
We ate every hour and a half.
Speaker 4 (08:53):
You have any oxtails?
Speaker 2 (08:55):
No, why the fuck would I have oxtails in a damn
company that no niggas know?
The answer is no.
Speaker 1 (08:59):
What are you talking about?
Why are you going gonna askthat question?
Was it like hey?
Speaker 3 (09:03):
what like?
Speaker 2 (09:03):
what were we talking like, uh, like lobster dinners,
or no, in the beginning, just toget like a brief synopsis in
the morning we had like brunchfood and then two an hour and a
half later.
Speaker 4 (09:14):
What's brunch food?
Speaker 2 (09:15):
like locks and shit damn we know, like you know,
like bagels and and eggs,souffle, shits and I just
remember them niggas like locksx.
Speaker 1 (09:24):
They just eat fish Like oh, we got salmon in the
morning and salmon at night.
Speaker 2 (09:27):
I don't even know what that is.
Speaker 1 (09:29):
It's the little salmon, fucking, thin sliced,
and it's cold and you put itwith your bagels.
Yeah, I'm good on that.
Speaker 2 (09:36):
That shit sounds delicious.
I love that With the capersyeah.
That shit's delicious, thatshit's delicious you ain't never
had that.
I'm good, have you had it withthe capers?
Speaker 4 (09:46):
No Fire.
It might be good, but I'm good,it's good, it's really good Did
you say it was cold.
Speaker 3 (09:50):
Yeah, the smoked salmon, it's smoked, it's cold
smoked.
Speaker 1 (09:53):
Yeah.
Speaker 4 (09:54):
And then you put the bagels At first I was like they
had to cook it for like seven abit and I was like white people
know what to do with a piece ofsalmon.
Speaker 2 (10:09):
This shit was delicious when it comes to fish.
That's it, some of it.
Well, everything that I had andI I do have a, a company that
is ran by white people, but theeverything I had was delicious,
it was delicious.
They really do take care of you, but I work for a real loving
company and they really try tomake sure that their employees
are like well loved.
Speaker 3 (10:24):
Can I ask you to do the questions a certain way?
Speaker 2 (10:26):
Sure.
Speaker 3 (10:27):
Just got to go.
The next question is I'm notdoing that.
Speaker 4 (10:37):
You got to commit, you got to commit.
Speaker 2 (10:42):
I am not doing that.
Y'all not about to have meYou're looking crazy.
Speaker 4 (10:46):
I gave my life for you that Jimmy Butler shit was
hilarious when he showed up likethat can you answer the
question?
Speaker 2 (10:55):
McFly?
Definitely not.
But to do that, these questionswere cultivated by by none
other than the infamous StutterMcFly Demoted.
This episode is called Gettingto Know you.
Okay, so what are some of yourshort term?
Speaker 4 (11:19):
I just thought you said that I thought about Adam's
family Getting to know you,getting to know who you get it
to know.
Speaker 2 (11:29):
I'm sorry, I know we are 199 episodes in, and these
niggas is pressing, minor helpme, wouldn't be who we were no
one.
Every time we get on theepisode, I ask for help and no
one has sent help.
Speaker 4 (11:46):
This is kidding just get into the questions.
What are some?
Speaker 2 (12:01):
short term and long term goals.
That reveals what matters toyou most yeah, I don't want my
answer, nope let's start downthis way this time talk to me.
Speaker 3 (12:18):
I was gonna my long term goals to to essentially
overall health.
Um, okay, so I could be here,uh, as long as.
Speaker 4 (12:27):
Oh, that's why I didn't talk about what my week
was cool, but wasn't coolbecause this nigga kept dropping
threes in my face on thegoddamn basketball court.
Speaker 3 (12:40):
Yeah, that happened, this nigga here.
He had a nerve, he told one ofour co-workers.
He was like, oh, he had thisone shot.
And then when he said so, whichshot was it?
Mcfly said which, which onewasn't it?
Cause I.
Speaker 4 (12:57):
I was killing him.
I was, I was, I was mad, I wastrying and I almost I said we
about to start playing by parkrules, I'm about to start
hitting this nigga with elbowsor something, why.
Speaker 1 (13:05):
He was embarrassing me, nigga At some point.
Sometimes you just got to lookat somebody and be like he's
just better than you?
Speaker 2 (13:11):
Yeah, he is, Like it happens I remember some nigga
standing in front of.
Speaker 4 (13:16):
I will say this.
I will say this On the drivehome I was like man, I had a
good time, but now I rememberwhy I stopped coming this
morning.
My bad, Go ahead You're going.
Speaker 2 (13:28):
You had him crying in the car, yeah.
Speaker 3 (13:30):
Yeah, the long term goal is to essentially overall
better health and short term, Iguess would be more to his
effect is I just want to get toa point where I'm agile and more
, uh, able to play basketballlike I used to, because every
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time I jump I contemplate allbad life decisions and the jump
because when I come down I'm Idon't know if my knee's gonna
make it that's some old niggashit nigga.
Speaker 4 (14:06):
What happened to you?
I gotta rebound that's.
Speaker 3 (14:10):
That's more acceptable than like
skateboarding and shit like ohyeah, because yeah, somebody
just did that there was one playuh, it wasn't true was the
other guy, the guy that wassweating a lot, what he cut to
the basket, and I put all myeffort in the jump.
And I said I shouldn't have didit.
(14:30):
I felt like it was a bad movewhen I was coming down, but my
lower back felt like it was likeokay, I got to.
Speaker 1 (14:40):
Well, your shit lock up on you, midair.
I'm scared to like to try tolike move like fast forward
Cause I'm like I think I'm gonnarupture my Achilles.
Speaker 4 (14:50):
Like well, can't do it.
Kevin, I'm sorry.
Speaker 1 (14:57):
Oh, short term.
Actually, I've been trying tofigure this shit out.
I want to come up withsomething, some sort of business
that's just going to supplementmy income.
Speaker 3 (15:10):
What about ass sweat?
Speaker 1 (15:11):
Well, yeah, actually we're going to go ahead and get
past ass
Speaker 2 (15:14):
sweat.
Speaker 4 (15:15):
She motivated me because she was hating on ass
sweat.
And you know what I thought asssweat was a great idea.
I was with your shoes, asssweat is coming.
Because she was hating on asssweat.
Speaker 2 (15:19):
And you know what I thought ass sweat was a great
idea.
Speaker 1 (15:20):
I was with your shoes .
Ass sweat is coming you mightsee me one of these episodes
just ass sweat.
If your ass ain't sweating, youain't working hard enough.
Speaker 4 (15:33):
Ass sweat would be popular with all the gym girlies
because they'll be like youain't working unless you got
that ass sweat.
Speaker 1 (15:36):
That's the thing, that's how the slogan.
And then, if you get, like some.
Speaker 3 (15:38):
That's part of the slogan.
Speaker 1 (15:39):
How would you spell it.
I can't give that away until Icopyright it.
Speaker 2 (15:43):
Okay, I can respect that.
Speaker 3 (15:45):
And if you have the tie-dye, you know the shirts
that used to change color.
Speaker 1 (15:51):
So when they ask what it changes color, that might be
the one that makes it not go,because they'll be like, They'll
be like yo.
Speaker 2 (15:59):
Those, was blue when you came in yo my man y'all
gross me the hell out but sorry,but that is my short term.
Speaker 1 (16:16):
I'm hoping to figure something out by end of close of
business this 2025.
Speaker 4 (16:24):
We're talking yearly business or financial year,
Because that's two differentyears.
Speaker 1 (16:27):
No, no no, well, just the year.
Okay the year.
Long term, yeah, health wouldhave to be.
I got to get my shit in order,because it ain't gonna matter if
I ain't here so yeah, we needyou here yeah and uh.
Yeah, I enjoy doing shit withthe family, so I just want to
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keep that going.
So that's the type of shit likebe able to take trips across
the pond, okay so all right,that's funny.
Speaker 3 (16:58):
as you said, shit in order, and I just know that that
is part of overall health.
Now, like you don't realize itwhen you're younger, but like
being regular like I'm not.
Speaker 1 (17:10):
I'm.
I'm not regular, I'm likesporadic.
Speaker 3 (17:18):
You have to.
Yeah, it's amazing you don'trealize that.
You're like yeah, you reallyhave to be regular especially
when you eat a lot of protein.
Speaker 4 (17:24):
You'd be like man, how many days has been?
Yeah, let me take something.
Speaker 1 (17:28):
Let me take some you need to increase that fiber yeah
oh no.
No, it's my medication.
I'm like I need a toilet alwaysin proximity, like where are we
going?
Speaker 3 (17:42):
oh that that concert is outside you're gonna have
that toe hitch with the port yep, yep, I'm not gonna be, not
gonna be over there.
Yeah, if all we got is dirtyass you're gonna have the, the
port-a-potty, port-a-potty, onthe back of the car with the toe
hitch.
Yeah, yeah.
Speaker 1 (17:59):
I'm there.
It's one of those Like I knowwhere all the rest stops are In
Vegas.
I know where all the reststreets are, Like, oh, that
escalator looks full.
Let's hit the elevator, we'regoing to go up.
Speaker 4 (18:12):
Well, speaking of shit, y'all don't want to hear
my short-term goal is my wife isback in town tonight, oh, you
mean immediate goal.
Tonight, Tonight so and we hadvisitors so we didn't really
have a chance to talk TalkBefore she left.
Speaker 3 (18:30):
So I got a lot of talking to do as a nigga that
always says what's on your mind.
Speaker 4 (18:35):
Tonight what?
Speaker 3 (18:35):
happened.
You don't got sugar-coated, youdon't have to say talk, I'm
trying to fuck.
Oh, we know.
Speaker 4 (18:40):
Tonight I was trying not to, but you know where he
takes it, it's always too far.
Speaker 2 (18:46):
He's been trying to fuck.
He's been a bitter over thebalcony.
Speaker 3 (18:48):
But we wouldn't be who we are if we weren't who we
were.
Speaker 1 (18:51):
This is true, but you over there.
Speaker 4 (18:56):
We sitting right here and long term.
I just want to be better inevery aspect.
Well, you already on the rightpath, Not just physically,
mentally, financially,emotionally support.
I want to be a better husband,better friend, better father,
all that shit Just better.
Speaker 3 (19:15):
Just make the layup second.
Speaker 2 (19:17):
You got to get better at that.
Immediately it's going tohappen.
Speaker 3 (19:21):
I'm going to pass you the rock and it's gonna happen
again and you're gonna make thelayup.
Speaker 4 (19:23):
I'm only gonna make it.
If you yell, shoot the J.
Speaker 3 (19:26):
I'll do it shoot the.
J.
If that's the requirements,I'll do it.
Speaker 4 (19:30):
I'm finna start practicing, I'm finna be in the
gym, so you just you just be inthe gym practicing layups like
all day.
See them up and they're justthat's.
Speaker 3 (19:43):
That's another thing that happened.
I was there, was a the apackage guy, uh, that that one.
Usually at the end of our night, when we walk to our cars to
drop off our shit, I usually seehim in the parking lot.
I didn't go to work thursday.
Apparently this nigga didn't goto work Thursday because I saw
him at the gym.
Oh oh.
So when we walked past eachother, I go what up and he it
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doesn't register for a secondand he thought he goes wait a
minute, like what's up, Like.
But it's that realization, likewe've run into each other so
frequently that neither one ofus like our job well, when your
package is late, it's causethese niggas is at the gym
shooting lamps.
Speaker 4 (20:19):
I can do you one better.
I saw a theater guy at the gymon Thursday.
He said, yeah, man, I'll seeyou at work.
I said, yeah, sure, like.
Speaker 2 (20:28):
I ain't going there.
Speaker 3 (20:29):
Thursday must have been the day shit, it was
Thursday and Friday, so neitherone of us we have the same
mentality, the same energy, likehey, neither one of us are
going to work huh, we love us.
Speaker 4 (20:40):
You have a great day.
That's because I'm going homeafter this year.
That's your answer.
What's your goal?
Speaker 2 (20:47):
my uh, short term goal is to revamp um my business
that I had two years agobedroom behavior and oh my um
and to really push my non-profit.
I wasn't doing no OnlyFans shit.
Bedroom Behavior is a plus sizelingerie line.
Bedroom Behavior BBW is a plussize lingerie line are you
(21:08):
adding the emo wig?
Nobody's doing the emo.
Speaker 3 (21:13):
You like emo bitches no, I just think, like you were
in Seattle, you might as wellcapitalize.
Speaker 1 (21:18):
I think Avril Lavigne was my first celebrity crush.
She was cute, she was cute.
Speaker 2 (21:22):
She was cute.
She didn't have that fucked upass haircut, though she was cute
, and then um too.
Speaker 1 (21:27):
She didn't have a fucked up.
Speaker 2 (21:28):
No, she was cute, damn she was cute.
Speaker 1 (21:30):
I don't know.
I was like what Was I 13?
Speaker 2 (21:43):
girl, I was looking at her hair.
Long term goal yeah, anyway,the rest of my short-term goal
is to push my non-profit off theground by the end of the year.
Okay, and then, um, mylong-term goals is to just, um,
get more healthy, for sure,because walking up those hills
in seattle had me like, okay,bitch you, okay, now you're the
bitch.
Tap in because now, okay, didyou realize some shit I did?
I did because I always be likeI'm cute and it doesn't matter
if I'm fat.
(22:03):
Yes, fuck it does, because Icouldn't fucking breathe.
Speaker 4 (22:05):
There's a uh.
Speaker 2 (22:06):
There's a small chance you might be able to work
out with my wife in thesummertime, because the redlands
gym is the only one with thekids club period and I'm
definitely gonna have to reachout to her because I I mean, I
work from home so I can reallywork around whatever schedule
she need me to.
And the way she lifting shit up, I want to lift shit up too so
the next goal, san francisco.
Speaker 3 (22:25):
Yeah you know, I hurt them hills I won't fucking with
them hills yeah, I'm saying,you know they worse, like yeah
walking.
Speaker 2 (22:34):
I wasn't fucking with them.
Speaker 1 (22:35):
Hills in the car it's , it feels the same.
Once you get there, you're likenobody told me about this shit.
Yeah, no, seriously, and Ididn't like how in the car it's,
it feels the same.
Once you get there, you're likenobody told me about this shit.
Speaker 2 (22:41):
Yeah no, seriously, and I didn't like how in the car
, like you're like this nigga,how the fuck is they keeping
this shit from rolling back you?
Start walking, you like yeah, Iwould yeah so you can't see the
other side of the street thehill with more force.
Speaker 3 (22:55):
I didn't like it, you guys might trigger some flat
earthers I was well themmotherfuckers need to watch a
little Bill Nye, yeah.
Speaker 2 (23:04):
Yeah, asap.
No Rocky Cause.
I definitely went fucking withit, but first of all, yeah.
Speaker 4 (23:10):
Keep everything associated to Rihanna out your
mouth.
Speaker 2 (23:14):
Wow, asap, not a piece of Rocky.
And I thought she was on JheneAiko.
Speaker 4 (23:21):
Now you're on Rihanna black women are my preference.
Speaker 1 (23:24):
Rihanna was first, she came first you know, okay.
Speaker 2 (23:29):
So, anyways, who are the key people that are keeping
or that are supporting youthrough this growth, and why?
Rihanna you go last, niggaMcFly actually Mo Lethal I love
that and Rihanna.
Speaker 4 (23:43):
Shut up.
Speaker 3 (23:44):
And Joe Patino.
Speaker 4 (23:46):
And Rihanna.
Speaker 3 (23:48):
And every time I play a young kid at the gym and they
make me realize that I need toget better, because every time
they do a juke and I can'trecover Because I was like, yeah
, it's, I gotta get there.
So they they keep me likemotivated because I remember
when I there was a guy that'solder than me and he was in
better shape and I caught, Icompleted the goal of being able
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to shut him down and that mademe feel good.
So it was a small milestone,but it's the youth that I'm
going after.
Speaker 2 (24:19):
Oh, I think.
Speaker 4 (24:23):
I'm coming for the kids.
Speaker 3 (24:23):
Fuck them kids.
Speaker 1 (24:26):
Yeah, say it that way .
Don't say you're coming for thekids.
Speaker 2 (24:29):
Yeah, because he's sound crazy.
Fuck them.
Damn kids, kev, who are the keypeople for you.
Speaker 1 (24:38):
Inside this house Fucking wife mom.
It's funny because they'realways coming up the inside this
house fucking wife mom.
It's funny because they'realways coming up with shit to me
.
You should try this.
Maybe this is good business.
Then we gotta do this.
That's too much overhead, wecan't do that.
So it's nice like they'reinvested with me so that shit
(24:59):
makes it easier.
Honestly, like this, like youguys with this, this podcast,
because I want to do as much asI can to try to like get this to
where we need to be.
Shit, fuck it.
We had it there, but let's getthere.
Speaker 3 (25:18):
Let's just point out the fact that, uh, you invested
well, yeah, that's what.
Speaker 1 (25:25):
That's part of the business.
Speaker 2 (25:26):
What I want to do is to everything goes and then we
take this, make this that, andthen it's all the same fucking
you, des, and I read it and Iforgot no um, they just wanted
(25:48):
to know who your um keysupporters are and why oh, I
guess I said the why just?
Yeah, you said everything.
You answer, you are good.
You are good is why are they my?
Speaker 4 (25:57):
supporters, or why are they supporting me?
Why, um?
You can answer either way,because on me is why are they my
supporters?
Speaker 2 (26:01):
or why are they supporting me?
Why, um?
Speaker 4 (26:01):
you can answer either way because they only they
support me, because my futurebenefits them you know what?
Speaker 2 (26:06):
nope, then just tell me why they're yours.
Speaker 4 (26:07):
Nope, pick something else, don't fucking play with me
um, uh, my number one supporteris my wife, obviously with her
fine, can't wait till she gethome.
Uh, and my daughter, my, mydaughter, my daughter, really do
love me that's a weird followup, what?
Speaker 3 (26:24):
I think you should space it out a little bit more.
Speaker 2 (26:28):
What Cause you went from pure lust to pure love,
pure love Like I yeah tell methat perception is gonna get
fucked.
Speaker 4 (26:38):
Um, yeah, their perception, they can't give up.
Um, yeah.
And then, uh, my daughter, youknow she, she keeps me
accountable because you know,dad, you go to the gym.
Did you eat your protein, dad?
Speaker 3 (26:50):
you gotta get your protein dad, oh yeah, baby, I
got my protein.
Speaker 4 (26:53):
Yes, yes, um McFly Patino, always talking shit.
I don't talk shit no, I didn'tsay you talk shit.
I said Patino always talkingshit, I don't talk shit.
No, I just see you talk shit,patino, you don't talk shit.
Speaker 3 (27:02):
Not to him, but not about that, no, no, just
basketball.
Speaker 4 (27:06):
Oddly enough, my kind of like silent, sneaky
supporter has been Elizabeth.
That's what's up?
Patino's wife Shout out toElizabeth.
She's hilarious, she's one ofmy favorites.
Yeah, like those people have,uh, especially my fitness have
uh, you know, pushed me,motivate me to stay motivated
and uh, and you know, and allthe people who like and comment
(27:28):
on my stories because I do posta gym pic every day, I go and
that's, and I started that asjust being accountable for going
and I, and now it's kind oflike it, it's a habit, like I
just take it every tomorrow.
Speaker 2 (27:40):
Yeah, okay, okay.
That's what everybody else says.
Speaker 3 (27:47):
I just wanted to add that fucking scale.
I bought a new scale becausethe other scale shitted on my
progress.
What did it do?
It started adding pounds.
Every time I check it likewithin a 30-second period it
added pounds, pounds.
Speaker 1 (28:03):
I just kind of felt like it was like oh, it's time,
oh, it must have been.
Speaker 4 (28:04):
What's it?
What's it?
Speaker 3 (28:08):
it must have seen you happy.
It must have your ass, it musthave had the ai from I robot,
because it was like I wasexcited and I was like, let me
check that one more time.
The shit jumped up three poundsand then it jumped
no-transcript scale yeah it wasthree pounds and 30 damn seconds
.
Speaker 1 (28:25):
It's, it's a wrap you know, air don't weigh that much
yeah, definitely.
Speaker 4 (28:29):
All I did was take a breath, nigga definitely fucking
scale what about you?
Speaker 2 (28:36):
um, I kind of got a list.
Um, for sure, dominique, right,okay For sure.
First and foremost, dominique,because she always she just says
the nicest things about me andshe supports everything that I
do.
My sister Lauren and my brotherRayvon, because they support
the Shade Out the Podcast.
They are constantly giving meideas, they watch us, they love
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us, they support the Shade Outthe Podcast.
I love it.
Um, my best friend, deja,because she just rocks with your
girl.
No matter what I do, I can havethe craziest idea.
Deja gonna help me put thebusiness plan together for the
crazy idea lover, uh, my friendmarcus, because I've been
developing a just an awesomebond with him and he's cool as
fucking.
He supports everything that Ido.
(29:20):
Of course, the three of youDefinitely, for different
reasons.
One because you because youbelieved in me, like when I was
still kind of like I mean evenbefore, even inviting me on the
show, when I was like postingjokes online, and you'd be like
okay, bitch, what you doing withthis, and I was like, but you
pushed me, like anyway, likeokay, you can do something.
(29:42):
You because you think I'm funny, even on the days I don't think
I'm funny, so I like for sure.
And then you because I thinkyou be knowing you motivate me
and be trying to act like youdon't.
But every day I think you Imean, you make me laugh on days
that I'm sad you be having myback.
You always got good advice.
You do send me laugh on daysthat I'm sad you be having my
back.
You always got good advice.
You do send me a damn requestto pay you, but you'll be having
(30:04):
great advice.
Speaker 4 (30:05):
I'm just trying to monetize all my services.
Speaker 3 (30:07):
Are you a financial bully?
Speaker 2 (30:08):
Yeah, he's crazy as hell.
He's crazy as hell.
Speaker 4 (30:12):
I'm just trying to monetize everything.
Speaker 2 (30:14):
I love to see that you and your wife have been
posting your fitness journey.
It does, wife, have beenposting your fitness journey.
It does make me think moreseriously about my own health
and especially just seeing theprogress between the two of you
guys.
So I have a big support team.
Even though Hayden Daddy and Iare in a space that we are in as
far as our marriage goes, hedoes offer a lot of support as
(30:35):
well.
So I am still very thankful toat least that aspect of the
friendship that we do have andvery thankful to at least that
aspect of the friendship that wedo have.
Um, and that's just not eventhe tip of the iceberg, but
those are just the people thatcame to mind immediately.
But I have a big support team,so I and and I just appreciate
everybody.
Speaker 3 (30:52):
So you said your brother's name was rayvon.
Yeah, yeah, not the rapper.
Speaker 2 (30:56):
No, no, not the rapper, oh my gosh.
But he, but he tighty.
Speaker 1 (30:58):
Yeah, I would have been hot, I'd be like, so why
haven't we?
Speaker 2 (31:03):
What was your best friend's name?
Daisha.
Speaker 4 (31:05):
I thought about Proud Family in a second you said it.
Speaker 2 (31:07):
Deja Nay.
No, you know what?
I think she told me that wasoriginally going to be her name.
Speaker 3 (31:14):
And then they changed it, and then they changed it.
Speaker 2 (31:21):
Her name is station, but um yeah, so I just have a
really just a bomb ass team ofpeople that support me, so I'm
thankful for that.
Speaker 4 (31:24):
Um, I'm mad at you to say your dog, my dog, september
.
I'll fucking love september andsandy she got a dog name out
there.
Speaker 2 (31:35):
Earth, wind and fire song this is that's, yeah
hilarious to me but okay, so ata later time I will post hayden
singing the song, and thenyou'll understand that's
hayden's jam so when you evertalk to september, do you ever
tell?
Speaker 4 (31:48):
to burgo, let's burgo no, I know a dog named
september, but it's born injanuary no, she wasn't born in
january.
Speaker 2 (31:56):
She was j in.
Speaker 1 (31:57):
July, you have babies and name it Tuesday.
Speaker 4 (32:01):
It depends on if you were going up that day.
Let's Virgo.
Speaker 2 (32:05):
Well played, you guys are fucking crazy.
All right, y'all.
Next question what fears anddoubts have you had to overcome
to understand yourself better?
Speaker 4 (32:17):
That it's okay for me to be vulnerable with myself.
Okay, that's it, because I haveto.
I have to tell myself the hardtruth to be able to tell to
others.
A lot of times, you know,people like to lie to they self.
So, like I got to a point whereI stopped lying to myself and
then it allowed me to be moreopen and honest with those close
(32:39):
to me.
So, yeah, that's that's it.
I had my vulnerability.
It don't make me weak, it makeme strong.
Speaker 2 (32:47):
I respect that.
Speaker 1 (32:49):
I haven't done it yet , so Okay and I respect that.
Speaker 2 (32:53):
I definitely do honestly.
Speaker 4 (32:54):
You haven't done what yet?
Speaker 1 (32:56):
The fears and doubts.
Oh, so I guess I would have touh attempt to overcome them, to
to know what steps they couldput your shoes on.
Speaker 4 (33:06):
Yeah, yeah, selma's right there.
Speaker 3 (33:10):
I think for me there it's kind of like a revolving
door.
So when I I remember firststarting to go to the gym, it
was that whole what if I lookstupid, what if I uh like hurt
myself or injure myself?
And then you kind of go throughthat door and then you go to
(33:31):
the next one of uh shit, likebefore that we're doing music,
doing podcasts doing et cetera,like you kind of.
You get through that fear Causeat first it's the fear of
unknown, and then eventually youtry it and you're like all
right, let me try to this andthat and see where it goes, um,
but it's always kind of like aconstant um revolving door of
(33:53):
something you don't know, andthen you just kind of I guess
you got to risk it for thebiscuit kind of approach to a
lot of it.
So there you do um, that's whatI learned from it is just risk
it, like you got to try, try,try and then if, even though you
don't know what the outcome maybe, see, and that's my problem,
is the risk it part, because Ialways do too much assessment
(34:16):
where I'm like I have to knowsome sort of part of it, the
outcome, to even try.
Speaker 4 (34:20):
But sometimes the thinking part is the part that's
holding you back.
Yeah, it is.
You gotta just do this anddon't risk it for a pop ice
biscuit.
Make sure it's a good biscuityou don't want to die either
we're not gonna do pop eyes butI like yeah I'll fuck.
Speaker 2 (34:36):
I like put your little butter on it, you'll be
alright.
Speaker 3 (34:38):
I had a conversation with somebody recently, like
when I first started rapping, Ihad a rap partner who was
terrified of performing so Iwanted to do more but I still
didn't know where to start.
And, um, I remember I waschapping up with our friend Mike
rest in peace, mike.
And he was telling me and Iremember I was chopping up with
(35:03):
our friend Mike rest in peace,mike and he was telling me about
Buck's cousin filthy flowfiasco and he told me he was
like we're going to go to a show.
So we went to a show and he waslike I'm pretty sure if you
talk to Buck's cousin he can getyou into some performances.
But I remember not knowing,being terrified, but saying I
know for a fact, that's what thefuck I want to do.
I want to try that did.
Speaker 1 (35:20):
I tell you what he said you told me recently yeah,
about your voice.
Oh yeah, you can go ahead andlet him know he was talking
about like mixing.
He was like when we first hewas like, damn, I remember when
you guys first started and hewas over there recording, he
like you instead of like yourvoices were like the easiest to
mix.
They were like perfect for likebeing on a track and he was
(35:41):
just like that motherfuckerwould come in.
I would be like, oh, I don'thave to, ok.
Speaker 3 (35:47):
But, it's definitely it's definitely one of the
things where I didn't know whatthe fuck would come of it.
But I know I wanted to do itand me and that rap partner
beefed over that because heshowed no growth like he didn't
want to do this, and then hedidn't like that.
I said I'm done with doing this.
I want to do that.
I'm not just going to sit inthis sandbox forever.
Speaker 1 (36:10):
So well then, that's when you don't be partners.
Speaker 2 (36:14):
Don't read, nigga, you got to answer I had to read
what the damn question was.
Y'all know I got.
I got the damn memory of dory.
Okay, I'll be trying toremember, but okay, so anyways,
um, I'm still working on thefears and the doubts.
To be honest with you.
Um, the ones that I'm currentlyaddressing is that I don't have
(36:36):
to fix everything for everybody.
Niggas just go make their damndecision and I'm just gonna have
to accept whatever the fuckingoutcome is.
And the other one that I'mworking on is I have a very
serious fear of winning.
Like I'll be right fucking thereabout to win and then I'll be
like like okay, I'm gonna winand then people are gonna be
like, oh, you're changing, and Iam for the better, and I have
(36:58):
to to accept that.
Like, change is inevitable,like, I have to get on the bus
yeah
Speaker 1 (37:04):
my only fear is like am I gonna do this the wrong way
?
I'm gonna be out there like,look bitch, why are you standing
next to me?
Speaker 4 (37:11):
you know, I am so no see, I'm not thinking about that
because I'm not gonna be outthere you know, I'm just so
scared.
Speaker 2 (37:17):
You know, I I come from like a space where, like my
, my dreams and beliefs werelimited, like they weren't
cultivated the way you wouldlike, the way that this
generation cultivates theirchildren's growth minds were
limited, so I would I thinksometimes we do too much.
Speaker 4 (37:32):
What you mean Because she really believes she can do
anything.
Speaker 2 (37:35):
And you know what I love that?
I love it for her, but when shefail, she'd be devastated.
That's okay, so maybe thebalance needs to be found.
But to not cultivate your kidsat all in their growth, like it
definitely stunts their growthas an adult.
Speaker 4 (37:50):
My wife keep telling her she can sing and she cannot.
Speaker 2 (37:52):
She probably.
Oh well, get her some fuckingmusic lessons.
Speaker 1 (37:55):
Oh yeah, my daughter ain't got no rhythm, but we
dance.
Speaker 2 (37:57):
Ah, we dance Period, gracely.
Speaker 1 (37:59):
Gracie, she's a different person.
I'm like I don't know wherethis came from, because you got
more rhythm than me.
Speaker 4 (38:08):
That's my girl.
Yeah, that's my girl.
Speaker 2 (38:11):
Yeah, that's dope, but that's what I'm working on.
I recognized it, so I'm workingon it.
Yeah, we'll be in good shapehere soon.
How do you define your purposeor passion and how did you
discover that that was yourpurpose or passion?
Speaker 3 (38:26):
By doing.
Speaker 4 (38:31):
Can you elaborate?
Speaker 2 (38:32):
Yeah, I don't know about McFly, oh, okay.
Speaker 3 (38:35):
Like I knew I liked music, okay, but I didn't know I
big fly, oh okay.
Like I knew I liked music okay,but I didn't know I wanted to
do it.
Until I tried it, oh okay.
So like when I wrote a song andperformed it into a karaoke
machine and heard my voice back,it sounded horrible, but I
wanted to do it.
I was like this this is dope tome.
Like what if?
How much doper can I sound?
(38:56):
If I get better?
And I just kept trying andtrying and trying, then, uh, I
would always take theopportunity to listen to some
feedback and that feedback itwill either discourage you, it's
going to make you want to do itmore.
So it never discouraged me.
So when I heard I was trash, itdidn't make me say you know,
(39:18):
I'm done doing this.
The fact that it made me moreinclined to want to do it more
told me this is what I want todo okay okay.
Speaker 1 (39:27):
Uh, I think recently I think that might be changing
and I'm still trying to figurethat part out, because it didn't
hit me till somebody wastelling me that, because I
thought my purpose was like makepeople laugh and things of that
nature, like because that'sjust I don't know.
I feel like that happens whenI'm not trying, but I remember
talking to somebody.
(39:47):
We're having like a real deepconversation.
They're like you know whatyou're good at making people
laugh.
But I don't know if that's yourcalling.
I don't know if that's yourpurpose.
I think that's part of yourpurpose.
I think your purpose is to usethat to get into people and then
that's how you kind of likebreak down walls.
So I don't know, like I don'tknow if it's to uh, what no I
(40:10):
got there, I need therapy bro I.
Speaker 4 (40:12):
it's funny you say that, oh I know, I just did.
I think I was saying excuse me,I think it's funny you're
saying that, because I feel likeI actually feel like to the
therapy part.
I feel like you would have beena dope therapist, kevin,
because your presence and, likeyour personality, it feels like
(40:33):
a safe space, like you feel likea person, that a person could
convey anything to withoutjudgment I want.
Speaker 1 (40:41):
Well, I try not to judge.
I mean, of course I'm a fuckinghuman, but there's some niggas
out there where you're looking,you'd be like.
You know that's that's not no,but yeah, I I don't know.
I'm starting to think a lot ofthat is to like bring people
together.
I'm starting to think that'smore of my purpose.
(41:03):
It's not the laughter part,cause I think that's part of
like I've noticed, like Ihaven't been on stage in a long
time, but I've noticed that mybest days on stage was when I've
been in rooms where you're likenot everything's the same and
people are like talking blah,blah, blah, blah, blah, doing
all this stuff, not payingattention to nobody.
But if I do it the right way,I've noticed that everybody kind
(41:23):
of like stops and it's quiet asfuck and I'm like, oh shit,
everybody's like whatever theywere doing, they're together in
this space.
And like I've noticed, likeafter I would come off, I did a
lot of talking to people andI've noticed, like after I would
come off, I did a lot oftalking to people and it was
just like it wasn't.
Like one of those were like oh,you're the comedian, you're.
This is like.
We almost always felt like itwas us as together in that room.
(41:43):
So like I don't know, I'mfiguring out, trying to how do I
use that to do good with that.
So I don't know.
I'm trying to figure out whatthat is, but I think it's
somewhere along those lines.
Speaker 2 (41:55):
To be honest with you , so what would you do, like
start like a comedy club or likea comedy space?
Speaker 1 (42:04):
I don't know, I don't even know if it would have to
be comedy or if that might bethe best route to do it is to do
it in that space.
Or is it like is it getting inthe shit?
And like being in the, in the,in the city, Like I don't mean
like politics, but like justshit with the city, Like being
in groups and being in thingswhere people don't reach out to
(42:26):
people and like just being thereand being like figuring out how
to bridge those gaps and shitIn the suburb.
Speaker 2 (42:30):
Well, why don't we go to like a chamber of commerce
meeting or something and seewhat activities?
Speaker 1 (42:35):
Yeah, I mean, I have to, I'll have to, but sometimes
you don't have to.
Speaker 2 (42:41):
I'm talking to this, nigga, have you ever thought.
Speaker 4 (42:43):
I'm like they are wasting my goddamn money A lot
of times.
Speaker 3 (42:47):
the reason why to me, you can connect with Dave
Chappelle when I think of yourcomedy is you ever thought about
, I don't know, just gettingopenly online and telling your
stories, but doing it in areflective way?
Speaker 1 (43:02):
I'm saying like just talking and just yeah, well, I'm
saying that's where those yeahcame from too.
I think that's because I thinkwe were saying that I was like I
think this might motivate memore to just sit down and just
come up with something, justcreate something.
Speaker 3 (43:15):
I don't know what the fuck it is, but it has to
create something because youdon't have a storyteller, so
like when you tell stories andyou might be able to connect,
reliving them what I'm saying,when you connect those stories
and you tell them to the world,you might actually end up
catching a lot of people'sattention.
Based off simply like, likewhat moe's saying is, it could
be therapy for some, but you'rejust reflecting on how and it
(43:39):
and it hit it resonates withpeople.
Speaker 1 (43:41):
So yeah, I mean that's possible.
There's some shit I want totalk about.
I don't talk to anybody aboutand I'm kind of scared to talk
about it because I feel likeit'll paint me in a whole nother
light.
But it might come out one daybecause it might uh, it might
help people in another way, likeyou know what I mean.
Speaker 3 (43:56):
I feel like if you're going to be brutally honest
enough to say that you sniffedyour toes after work, I think
you're good.
Speaker 2 (44:02):
Man, we didn't judge you.
We just said all right, nigga,oh, I did.
Oh, I know I judged.
That's what you're into cuz.
Speaker 3 (44:07):
I smelled the funk when you said it.
I was like man, space and belike, be unapologetic,
unquestionably you.
I think you're fine, I thinkyou're on the right path.
Speaker 1 (44:25):
Yeah Well, thank you, thank you.
Speaker 2 (44:28):
Well, I'm excited.
It seems like you're in justthis transitioning point, so I'm
excited to see where thisgrowth is about to take you.
Speaker 1 (44:35):
Uh-huh, if you want to know how my head works, it's
the fucking moon.
Speaker 2 (44:41):
Well then, let's go Line it up.
It's gray.
Speaker 1 (44:47):
No to the moon, my brain might be gray.
Speaker 2 (44:50):
Answer the question.
Speaker 4 (44:52):
I don't know.
I don't think I know what mypurpose is.
Okay, I already told you,though You're going to tell me I
don't know.
Speaker 3 (44:55):
I don't think I know what my purpose is.
Okay, I like that.
Hey, I already told you.
Speaker 2 (44:58):
You're not gonna tell me, no well then tell us, so we
can tell him.
Speaker 3 (45:02):
I think you should be an online variation of a
motivational speaker, slashpastor.
I can't do that.
Speaker 2 (45:10):
I think, I think something similar.
I think you should, you shouldtalk like specifically about
relationships as a PK.
Speaker 3 (45:17):
A pk, I don't want to go into that life you don't
have to necessarily go down thatpath, but, like I'm saying
something where you're you canmotivate people I think you
should definitely considermotivational speaking I don't
know I just I.
Speaker 4 (45:30):
But I don't feel like I.
I feel like right now I see my,my, what my?
The purpose I see for myselfright now is my family.
So most of my, most of myeffort goes towards making sure
I'm doing right by them.
Um, I don't really.
I can't say that I have cameacross something.
(45:50):
I go no, this is a purpose forme, yet I can't say I've done
that.
So I don't really know how toanswer this question.
Speaker 2 (45:56):
Okay, and you two are in a transitioning period where
you're growing.
Speaker 4 (46:01):
So look forward to see that.
Speaker 2 (46:03):
That's the best part, that's the sweet spot, so I
look forward to see how thatdevelops.
Speaker 1 (46:07):
Wait till I get on my fitness shit too you finna be
out here, fine I told y'all nigg, because I'm just sitting here
with no shirt.
Speaker 4 (46:12):
Yeah, this is going to be the no shirt side.
Speaker 3 (46:15):
And you're just going to be rocking ass sweat.
Speaker 1 (46:17):
Ass sweat.
Yeah, I might get a tatted yeah.
Speaker 2 (46:19):
Y'all sit up here with no shirt on.
Speaker 1 (46:21):
I'm getting up and walking the fuck out, I'm going
to get an ass sweat tatted on mytitty meat.
Speaker 4 (46:29):
You say that now.
You say that, now she is, I'mnot going to be.
I'm going to be standing uphere Just the whole podcast,
just standing.
Speaker 2 (46:38):
I'm going to be sitting here like this Flexing
Nigga.
I'm just flexing.
Y'all get on my nerves.
As for me, I'm not exactly surewhere my purpose is going to
completely take me, but I knowthat I am somewhat of a
humanitarian.
I've always been that way,always wanted to help others and
shut the say why are youlaughing?
Speaker 1 (47:02):
she take her shoes off and get into homeless people
shit yeah, you ain't.
Speaker 2 (47:06):
At least you know that that's your purpose.
Speaker 3 (47:08):
Just sit here and be a shit I know a black guy that
needs some patrick young's whatsize you wear, because I might
got him.
Speaker 4 (47:16):
A six.
Speaker 3 (47:18):
Damn, I let him know about you.
I said if he ends up shoelesson the right black he might be
able to come up.
Speaker 2 (47:25):
I got him.
I'm serious, I'm going to getthat shit back.
God has never failed me Everytime.
Speaker 3 (47:31):
I every dollar I spend come back with friends.
I'm going to get that shit back.
I respect that.
Speaker 2 (47:38):
Let me every dollar I spend come back with friends.
I'm going to get that shit back.
I respect that.
Let me hold on to it.
Right now I'm not giving younothing, but you know what I
live for the day that I do haveenough money to answer one of
them damn requests that you sendme.
Because one of these days I'mgoing to answer one of them
requests that you send me.
You need help with Hayden'sdaddy.
Speaker 1 (47:54):
Let me tell you what to do send the request a hundred
dollars, bitch, I'll tell youhow I do it.
Speaker 2 (47:59):
You guys will start requesting me because, yeah,
when I get petty, I said morethan they ask right here, here
nigga be like look, here's a tip, nigga no, no, but in in um, in
all seriousness, I just I fallmy passions, like it's as far as
, like what's my nonprofit?
Um, it isn't even the sorrowthat I dealt with that that
(48:20):
makes me, um want to pursue it.
It's actually knowing thatwomen are so medically neglected
and I can do something about it.
So I think it's recognizingproblems and notice it, cause I,
as, as I mentioned, I like tofix it and noticing that there
are positive ways that I couldmake an impact.
So that's why I think mypassion shows up for me and how
(48:43):
I'm able to.
I didn't have to discover it, Ifell into it.
It's always been who I am.
So that's my answer.
I like that answer for that oneum, one more.
Okay, sure, um, can you share amoment or an experience that
significantly changed how yousee yourself?
oh, getting demoted today thisnigga here, but what is it?
(49:06):
What does it do?
Speaker 1 (49:07):
nobody demoting him how did it make you see yourself
number four?
Speaker 3 (49:14):
hey, I'm four.
I should have Wearing my foursweater.
Speaker 2 (49:18):
You got a sweater With a four on it.
Yeah, the fantastic four, yeah.
Speaker 1 (49:20):
No, that's cute.
Speaker 2 (49:21):
The thing.
Speaker 1 (49:22):
It's blue right, yeah , yeah.
Speaker 3 (49:23):
I went from being Mr Fantastic To just the thing.
Speaker 2 (49:26):
Just the thing huh.
You're still, you're stillfantastic nigga.
Speaker 4 (49:30):
Wouldn't Johnny be the number four?
Speaker 3 (49:34):
I don't know Depends.
Speaker 1 (49:37):
When does that come?
Out July 25th, I think July.
Okay, summer, it's not like I'manticipating.
It should be better.
Sony didn't make it, this shitcoming out in two goddamn months
.
Speaker 2 (49:48):
You know when it's coming out, you're excited yeah,
I am.
I'm excited for you that andSuperman.
Superman coming out the closetah ouch uh, that means he's
winning.
Kevin, kevin, kevin, answer thequestion.
Answer the question.
I'm taking this nigga.
Answer the question, kevin.
Let's go to the next step.
Speaker 1 (50:07):
You know what uh dope it was when I was on stage,
scared as fuck, legs shaking,sweating like I stole something,
something.
How did?
How did mike tyson?
Sweating like a pimp with onehoe, that's how I was sweating
on stage and I still got throughit and got some laughs and I
was like, oh, this is dope, Icould, I could push through some
(50:28):
shit.
But I was like no shit, my shitwas like trembling, yeah, and
like if they were tighter jeans,oh, boy, oh boy, oh boy, oh boy
.
Speaker 2 (50:39):
Maurice, what is your answer?
Um a changing point.
It's a significant umexperience that has changed how
you see yourself.
Speaker 4 (50:50):
Yeah, when I put on a size 44 pants and they were
tight, I said this shit gottastop.
Speaker 1 (50:56):
Yeah, that does.
This shit got to stop.
Speaker 2 (50:59):
I hear you, I hear you.
Speaker 1 (51:00):
Yeah, shit, yeah, I haven't got there.
Thank God, shit I got to startgoing backwards.
They was tight.
They was tight, nigga.
Damn.
Well, what you in now Like a 36?
You in like a 36, huh, I puthim in like a 38.
Ooh, you had a three on it,nigga no nigga three I was going
to see your statement.
Speaker 3 (51:22):
I was going to say don't get banned on Facebook.
If being Facebook jailedBecause you're saying if the
pants were tied, I was like justdon't get a ban on Facebook.
Speaker 4 (51:33):
What is that?
Facebook jail is a real place.
Okay, it is.
Speaker 2 (51:36):
I've been there.
I'm a, I'm a whole ass.
Speaker 1 (51:37):
Facebook, felon definitely I just soap opera
facebook, but that's cool yeah,how about you?
Speaker 4 (51:43):
I do be on facebook last.
Speaker 2 (51:44):
I feel like it ain't popular yeah, it's not as good
as instagram.
Um my significant changingexperiences has been this
meeting me?
nigga, absolutely not.
It has been um, meeting me,being married and going through
the.
The changes that I've beengoing through lately with that
situation has caused me to tolook within rather than to
(52:08):
continue to look at what wasgoing on with, with what other
people were doing.
It caused me to really lookwith I with I mean from the
decisions I've made that led mehere, from the decisions I've
made within the marriage, um,the faults that I have.
It's caused me to really liketake a really deep look at me.
So that's when I started to seemyself different Cause.
Prior to that, I really couldhonestly, in my perspective,
(52:31):
tell you that everything wassomebody else's problem.
But this situation has causedme to realize that sometimes, a
good portion of the time, I amthe fucking problem.
Speaker 3 (52:41):
So that has been what I have a question yeah, and
that and that realization,because it concerned me last
time did, did you reflect on thewhole two tat face, face thing
the what you said.
The guy had.
The next guy that you met hadto have two tattoos on his face
did you?
Speaker 2 (52:59):
I'm gonna tell you off camera why I said that okay,
all right, I'm just making sureI'm gonna tell you off camera
why I said that.
I meant to tell you last time,but I have forgot.
But I'm gonna tell you offcamera, um, why I said that.
But I was, I was joking, but Iwouldn't, but I'm gonna tell you
okay, why I?
Just why I said that I wasjoking about how my dad was
sitting.
He'll he'll understand.
He'll understand why I saidthat whenever I tell him, I
can't tell you that on cameraokay, I was just curious because
(53:21):
but no, I'm, I'm not gonna, I'mgonna try not to really be
superficial with how peoplephysically look.
I really need to start worryingabout how the hell me and this,
the next person it mesh and areare we aligned and so are you
going into the uh, your uh, Ilike whoever like me phase no,
(53:43):
I'm never going to have I likewho like me phase, because I'm
always going to be a bad bitchand we're not going to do that.
But what I am going to do is I'mgoing to, I'm, I'm going to be
more, more more selective,selective, of course but more
open to aligning with peoplethat maybe I don't physically
always.
Well, that's a discipline rightthere.
(54:04):
But but if the alignment isthere, I'm not gonna you know,
be so quick to be like whateverso yeah, I definitely gonna make
some changes with how I selecteven friends for myself.
Speaker 3 (54:16):
Because what shut your ass.
Speaker 2 (54:16):
I'm going to make some changes with how I select
even friends for myself.
What Shut your ass up?
Anyways has everybody asked thefucking question?
Cause I'm talking to Maurice.
For the damn thing, this hasbeen episode 199 of the
heavyweight podcast.
Speaker 4 (54:32):
I got 99 problems, but a bitch ain't one.
Speaker 2 (54:34):
Never going to be a bitch.
It ain't never been a bitch.
I take that back.
That dog gotta be a bitch.
I ain't got any problems with abitch anymore, never gonna be a
bitch.
Speaker 4 (54:37):
It ain't never been a bitch.
I take that back.
That dog gotta be a bitch.
Speaker 2 (54:39):
I'm tired of Maurice.
Speaker 1 (54:40):
Yeah, that one's gone .
Speaker 2 (54:43):
We encourage y'all to like, subscribe, share, comment
All that shit.
Tell your friend, tell yourgranny, tell some damn body
about the Heavyweight Podcast,because we're coming for you
every week.
Speaker 4 (54:53):
Shout out to my girl Dom.
Speaker 2 (54:55):
And shout out to Dominique that's right, peace.
Speaker 4 (54:59):
Peace.
Speaker 1 (55:02):
Oh, I'm sweating.
That's a wrap y'all.
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