(S1 E4) I'm in the Dark Night of the Soul – This Is What Ego Death Really Feels Like (While It's Happening)

#DarkNightOfTheSoul #EgoDeath #ShadowWork

Something is happening to me… and I’m unsure who I’ll be on the other side. This isn’t theory. I’m in the dark night of the soul—right now. Ego death, shadow work, and the slow dissolving of everything I thought I was. If you’re feeling it too… you’re not alone.

Most videos talk about the dark night of the soul from the outside—after it’s over. But what if you could witness it *while* it’s unfolding?This isn’t a breakdown. It’s not depression. And it’s not awakening in the way we’ve been sold. It’s a surrender. A quiet collapse. A strange kind of rebirth… that begins with becoming nothing at all.In this video, I share my real-time experience with ego death, shadow integration, and the uncomfortable transformation that spiritual books rarely prepare us for.

There’s no script for this—only dissolution. My desires have gone flat. My self-image is unraveling. Even my spirituality feels like it’s burning away. And yet… something sacred is taking root beneath it all.If you’ve felt disconnected, emotionally flattened, or like you're no longer the person you thought you were—this may speak directly to you. Not as advice. Not as answers. But as presence.Let’s walk through this together. No masks. No pretending. No guru energy. Just the truth… as it unfolds.If you’ve been here—if you’re here now—share your experience in the comments.

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