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SPEAKER_00 (00:02):
Hello, everyone.
Welcome back to the Unity Codepodcast.
I'm your host, as always,Nicole.
And today I want to talk aboutthe difference between your
incarnation, your highest self,and your soul.
And this was such a greatrequest from my studentslash
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friend Christina, which meansthat there is something that I
need to uncover because I alwayslearn as I talk and process.
And that is what I do with allof you who are on this podcast.
So it's going to be educationaland also a little bit of me
learning along the way in thispodcast.
And it's so interesting becauseI thought I had these
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definitions down.
Like as recently as last week, Ithought I had these definitions
down.
And yet, Spirit continues togrow and evolve and push my
understanding of these topics inways that I never expected.
So I'm going to talk about theevolution of maybe what uh what
I used to think.
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I think what most people thinkabout the spirit, um, the higher
self, the your incarnation, Iwant to call that the spirit,
but it's not.
Um, your incarnation, yourhigher self, and your soul.
Because I think there is a lotof misinformation out there
about what's what.
And I there's a lot of likepeople using different, you
know, different words for thesame thing, and vice versa, the
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same thing with different words.
And it does get very, veryconfusing.
So, very simply stated, and I'mgonna say what I think is the
most common definition forthese, and then I'm gonna
totally throw one of them outthe window and I'll I'll explain
why.
So, your incarnation, who youare listening to this podcast
episode, this is one aspect thatyour soul has chosen to
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separate.
So, when we think about the soulalmost as like, let's use a pie
chart, shall we, everybody?
Let's let's go back to theanalytical mind for a second
here.
So, if you have a pie chart andyou have 100% of your soul,
there is a slice of that piethat gets sent here in an
incarnation for you to live andexperience your soul lessons.
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At the same time, you have otherpieces of that pie, other
incarnations that are livingconcurrent lifetimes.
Now, the reason why I can sayconcurrent lifetimes is there
are truly lifetimes that existat the same time.
I am not going to go down thatrabbit hole today because I
don't fully understand it yet,but I know there's parallel
lives as well, but I'm justgonna go with the basic
assumption that we all know thattime is not linear, time is um a
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fictional thing that's here inthe physical world, right?
And so, because there is no timeand space across the spirit
world, technically you areincarnating in all of your
lifetimes at the same time,right?
Um, there is no differencethere.
And so you have multiple slicesof pie that are all coming to
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planet Earth, other planets,other universes, probably other
galaxies that are all kind ofspread out, learning lessons of
the soul, because your soul hasdeemed your time here on planet
Earth, value add your somethinghere you're you need to do, you
need to learn, you need toexperience, you need to grow
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from.
And so that is part of thejourney here in this incarnation
here in the physical world.
I'm gonna ignore the fact thatwe just talked about parallel
lives for a minute here.
Yes, I'm so sorry.
We're gonna we're gonna justbreeze right over that one.
And instead, I'm going to moveinto this idea of the soul.
So the soul is essentially thepart of you.
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It's not even a heart part, it'sthe wholeness of you that exists
in the spirit world.
It is the whole, whole pie.
So the soul of you is theperson, the being, there's not
even a word for it, right?
Because it's not even a personor being.
It's almost like an energy, uhan energy form.
And it's so interesting to saythis because I am recording this
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and this video will be onYouTube.
But the picture behind me, um,the painting that you may have
seen on social media with thebeautiful woman um with the
wings and the orb in front ofher third eye, the orb is
actually how spirit showsthemselves to me most typically.
So when I'm doing a mediumshipreading, I won't always get the
3D, what the person looks like.
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I will get the orb that isessentially like this condensed
energy of the person.
And this is what they look liketo me in the spirit world.
And so when I'm talking aboutwhat a soul looks like, I think
it looks like these orbs.
I think it looks like theseenergies, these balls of light
that exist.
That's right, I'm hearing spiritsay that um that exist in the in
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the spirit world.
And so your soul are like theconglomeration of the all of the
energies um that existpermanently in the spirit world
and also all of the differentincarnations that you have here
in this physical 3D experienceas well.
So when you're thinking aboutthe soul, it is the part of you
that is closest to God, universesource, it is the part of you
that surpasses time and space,is the part of you that has all
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of the knowledge, all of thewisdom across all of your
different incarnations.
It is the one that ispermanently there in the spirit
world, even though some of thepieces of the pie can be
incarnated, incarnated here inthe physical world.
There will always be a part ofyour soul that exists in the
spirit world.
And this answers a couple ofquestions I've had recently
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about like, what if someonereincarnates?
Doesn't matter because the soulis still there on the other
side.
And even as you tap in viamediumship, your soul will
answer in the form of theincarnation that you are looking
to get information from.
Again, because your soul is allknowing.
Your soul has all the knowledge,all the wisdom, all the
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experiences that you've had inany carnation.
So if I go to tap into yourdeparted mother, and your
departed mother is now livingher life as an indigenous woman
in the Serengeti, and she'shelping save the giraffes or
whatever they do, right?
I don't know.
Um, you know, maybe this was inthe 1930s.
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I don't know, because you canyou can incarnate of different
time frames at different rightat any point.
Um, and so if I go to tap intoyour mother, who is now
reincarnated in the Serengeti,no problem because her soul is
there, her soul is seeing thatyou want to reach out and have
contact with her.
And so her soul will come andhave the conversation as if she
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is mom, because she is mom.
There is no difference.
Yep.
Yep.
So reincarnation does not hinderthe ability for mediumship.
I'm just gonna, I'm just gonnalay that on the line for
everybody right now.
So again, you have yourincarnation and then you have
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your soul.
And some people call the soulthe oversoul.
I don't know.
I don't know about that term,and uh you can use it if you
want, doesn't bother me, right?
I don't like the term oversoulbecause I think it implies that
there's multiple souls, and tome, it's they're different.
Um, and again, I don't thinkthere's words for all of this
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stuff.
This is this is gonna be anotherpodcast episode next, thanks to
my incredible student Diane,studentslash friend.
I all my students are friends,by the way.
Like they're just I hate sayingthe word student because it
implies a hierarchy, and I'm sonot about that.
Um, my incredible friend Dianeum mentioned that there's not
enough words for any of thisstuff, and I completely agree
with her.
I completely agree with her.
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And so if you want to use theterm oversoul, feel free.
I prefer to just keep it simpleand use the word soul because I
think oversall soul sounds likedungeons and dragons to me.
Like it feels like it's justlike this.
I don't know.
I don't like it.
So I'm not gonna be using thatterm, but you use whatever term
works for you.
Um, and then we get into thisin-between space of the higher
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self.
And what I used to believe aboutthe higher self was that it is
our highest and best version ofus here in this 3D experience.
So you can have me, Nicole,right?
And I can exist across alldifferent vibrations thanks to
my own free will.
I can decide that I want to be avictim and I can live an entire
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life in that vibration, thanksto my free will.
I can uh live a life where Istay in corporate and I stay on
that vibration, and that's myfree will, right?
And then I have a version of methat is in my highest and best
timeline here in this 3Dexperience.
And for a very, very, very longtime, I believed that the higher
self was the version of me thatwas my highest and best
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vibration of Nicole in thisincarnation.
That definition has changed forme, and the reason that has
changed for me is because I hadthis mind-altering experience,
meditation, whatever this was.
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I don't, I've the way that I sawthings in in life and the
connections was so different inthat meditation than I think I
have ever seen ever.
And what became very, very clearto me in this meditation, and
I'm still like forming mythoughts and beliefs around
this.
Uh, and so it's really hard forme to even put words into this
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because I don't even know whatto call this that I saw.
But I truly believe that this iswhat people think about, or
maybe they don't even know itexists.
I don't know.
My higher self, I I uh let mesee if I can put these words in
into my mouth and actually havemy spirit team come in.
This is the lesson that I needto learn, is what they're
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saying.
I need to talk about thisbecause this is what I meant to
learn.
Um, I want to talk about thisbecause in this experience I
had, I ended up meeting thehighest version of myself across
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all of my human lifetimes.
Like, can I just like, did youjust get goosebumps?
Like, can you feel the powerthat comes with that statement?
That is the definition of thehigher self, is what what spirit
is kind of wanting me to movetowards.
And so when you think about thesoul as this giant pie, and you
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think about all of the slices ofthe pie that have existed across
time and space, me incarnatingon planet Earth, there is a
version of me that is aconglomerate of all of the
different sections of pie.
And there is a version of methat shares the wisdom across
lifetimes, but is notnecessarily the same as my soul.
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Because there's a version of methat lives here in the 3D
experience.
I see, I don't even know whatI'm saying to you.
Um, but you do know, you knowwhat I'm saying.
That like this is what this ishow my mind works.
I'm like, I understand itcognitively.
I've felt the energy of her,I've met her, and it's fucking
amazing.
And my soul is something else.
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It's something else, it's awhole different experience.
And the way that I experiencedher, um, the conglomeration of
all my incarnations on planetEarth.
Maybe it's like my highest earthself.
Maybe that's what I need to callher.
My highest earth self.
Um, she looked like a beautifulfucking grandmother, like this
old woman with so much wisdomand so much knowledge.
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And she is so much moresensitive and she is so much
more kind, and she is so muchmore personal than me connecting
with my soul.
Because my soul feels sodifferent than this woman.
My soul is like me.
It's how do I describe it?
My soul is fun and loving andjust like playful and very
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masculine energy, right?
I can I'm convinced I've had waymore lives as a man than a
woman.
Um, very driven, very um, verypassionate about helping people,
very family, right?
And so there's a part of so Iunderstand the definition and
I've met my soul, but then I'vealso met this wise woman that
represents all of theincarnations here on planet
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Earth.
And to me, they are differentenergies because my soul is
like, you're you gotta go.
You gotta learn the lesson oftrust, you gotta go let learn
the lesson of belief.
You have to go learn the lessonthat you can take these
structures down and teach otherwomen, other people to do the
same.
And so they, my soul chooses thehardest path possible for me,
knowing that I'm gonna learn themost amount of time most in such
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a short time, not reallyworrying ding that it's going to
be a difficult lifetime becauselooking at this is why I think
that my soul is more masculine,because like looking at the
history of all my lifetimes,like no matter what, I have
figured out how to persevere andI have been okay, and like
brushing away the um theemotions, brushing away the
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experiences, because it's allthe matrix anyway.
What does it matter?
Right.
So, this is like how my soullooks at my incarnations.
And it's almost, dare I say,like my soul doesn't give a shit
about what my human experienceis going to be.
It's only after the lessons.
I'm hearing them say that's notcompletely true.
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They just, my soul forgets whatit's like to live here because
my soul exists in a place whereit's unconditional love,
unconditional patience.
My soul cannot like fathom thepain, even though it knows the
experiences, it doesn't have thephysical experience of the pain
that I have here in thisphysical world.
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It likes to forget.
It's like childbirth.
We like to forget the pain.
Okay.
So my soul breezes over andrealizes that the pain is part
of the process, but my soul hasalready prioritized the lesson
over the pain.
My human, my highest human self,this like beautiful old woman,
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is like bullshit with my soul.
Okay.
My highest human self is theexact opposite of my soul.
Because my highest human selfknows and feels all of the pain
that has existed across all ofmy lifetimes.
It knows that there's lessons tobe learned, but it won't
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sacrifice my entire free willjourney for what the soul wants,
because part of my highest humanself is wanting to be here and
experience the joy and the magicthat is planet Earth.
It's wanting to pause and smellthe roses.
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It's wanting to experience whatthe feeling and sound of water
is, right?
It's wanting to go andappreciate and almost like
create my own experience here inthis 3D world that allows me to
remember the magic that existshere in this physical realm.
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She is patient, she's endlesslyloving.
She is very protective over mein my incarnation, and she
almost acts as the gatekeeperagainst my soul that says, you
know, you're fucking pushing hertoo hard.
Give her a break.
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And I've met her.
And I work with her.
She is me.
She is very different than mysoul.
And I think the mostmind-blowing thing that I
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learned from her, and again, I'mstill I'm still figuring this
all out.
I know what I know, and I sureas hell don't know some of the
things that I really want toknow about her.
Um, and I'm kind of likestruggling in my head because
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it's so much different than aguide, because she's me.
She's me.
When she wants me to knowsomething, it's like osmosis, I
just absorb it.
Right.
Um, when I need help and I'mlike, I'm not sure how to move
through this, she's like, thisis how you do it.
She's like, and it's tailored tomy energy.
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I don't know.
And so, like, I could not tellyou the difference between like
her and a guy besides the factit's like she is my guide and my
highest human self.
That is always there for me toaccess, tap into, et cetera.
And she is her own uniquevibration.
And so when I talk about her asmy highest human self, this is
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the thing that blew my mind themost.
And I'm still wrapping my headaround this because when I tap
into her, I tap into theknowledge and wisdom across
every lifetime, across everylesson, across every path that I
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have ever taken.
And it is all a perfectfrequency match for me because
she is me.
And so there is information,vibrations, lessons, kind of
just like secrets, things that Idon't want everybody to know.
And I don't want everyone tohave that exposure to me and
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that vulnerability to me.
Like she is her own, like supersecret, hidden vibration that
exists in the spirit world thathas a front of a certain um.
Like the way that I see her isshe's in a cave and the front of
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the cave is fan is uhcamouflaged.
No one else can see this cave.
So there is a unique vibrationalset to this woman.
And if you don't have the key,you won't even know she exists.
SPEAKER_01 (18:50):
Mm-hmm.
SPEAKER_00 (18:51):
Because if you try,
like, can't go ahead, try.
I know, I know my students arelistening to this, right?
I know my friends are listeningto this.
I know people that are tappedinto this.
I have given you the feeling ofher because you're feeling that
energy from me psychically.
Go ahead, try to tap into her.
She does not give youpermission, she is just for me.
You can't you can't tap intoher.
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You can't tap into her.
It's not possible.
She is my own secret part of thespirit world that no one else is
allowed to have access to.
Can't find it, can you?
If you can find it, let me know.
I don't like, ooh, um, let meknow.
But like, let me know if you'retrying to tap in and you're
like, where the fuck is this?
I can't tap in.
SPEAKER_01 (19:34):
Mm-hmm.
SPEAKER_00 (19:35):
She does not want to
be known by everybody.
And so it's really, reallyinteresting because when you
think and you when I had thisexperience of meeting her and
feeling the depth and the wisdomand the knowledge and the
expansiveness and like theunlimited information that she
had.
And then literally, my teamshowed me the Akashic Records.
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They were different.
They were different.
And this is something my again,my classes, my students have
heard me say a couple of timesthat the Akashic Records has a
lot of information in there,does not have everything.
I keep telling people it's thebook of your soul.
It is not, it is the publicrecord of your soul.
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It is what your soul is okaywith other people knowing.
The relationships, the plans,the contracts, the things that
are like on public record andpublic display, because it's not
just about you, it's about, youknow, you in this place and the
relationships with people andthe decisions and plans you need
to make with other people.
Like the Akashic Records is theuniversal web that connects us
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all and explains the connectionsbetween us all.
And as you think about this, ifyou do Akashic Records readings,
do you not pick up on the webevery time you tap in there?
Do you not?
And I'm just gonna give a fewexamples here because every time
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I go into the records and I'mlike, give me the source of
this, it's because of arelationship with somebody, it's
because of a collective eventthat happened, right?
And I'm going back to something,but I'm never ever in isolation
typically.
It is usually I'm learningsomething because of the web of
things that have influenced andchanged me, or I have changed
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it.
And it's about again the webthat exists as the public record
of the collective experience.
And there's multi- oh fuckingChrist.
And as I'm talking about this,you're gonna tap into different
levels, but the let the layer ofthe individual without any web
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or intersection, it like itdoesn't either it doesn't exist
or it is tiny, tiny, tiny, tiny,tiny.
And it's just like the um, youknow, like obituary.
Level the basics of what youwould put in there.
But as you as you go up, they'reshowing me as there's because
there's levels in the AkashicRecords, because you can tap
into like two people at a time,you can tap into a family, you
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can tap into um an ancestry, youcan tap into a town, you can tap
into a state, you can tap into acountry, you can tap into a time
period.
So, like when we're talkingabout the Akashic Records,
there's all these differentlevels that you can tap into.
And the and the higher andhigher and higher you go, it is
a it is a combination of all ofthe detailed levels below it,
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but they get like thicker if youthink of them as books, like
each of these layers, like youstart really thin and you go up
to a massive fucking super thickbook because it has to have all
of the different connectionpoints across everything.
It is the master plan, I justheard them say.
So Gaia, Mother Earth, has amaster plan.
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And that master plan will tie tothe regions, the time frames,
the fan, the the people, theindividual soul contracts,
because it all happens kind oftogether in a conglomeration.
It's probably not the best word,but that's the word that's
coming to mind right now.
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And isn't that fuckinginteresting?
The Akashic Records is thepublic records of the web of
connections across the physicalexperience, Earth or non-Earth,
either way.
And yet there's a version, asecret fucking place where your
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highest self, the version of youacross all the incarnations,
exists for ultimate wisdom,knowledge, skill set building.
And she or he, if if you are amale and or prefer to think of
this person as a male, doesn'tmatter.
Again, without gender, but thispresents as a she to me, is
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there ready to help.
But you can see why this answeris so complex to me.
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And obviously, this is somethingI needed to share with all of
you.
And I'm coming to terms with thefact that there are aspects of
the spirit world.
Of course there are, of coursethere is, that we have not
discovered yet.
And not everything exists inthis clean framework of the
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modalities that have comebefore, because there are
modalities that are comingbeyond what we can even think is
possible.
And this is like where my teamis setting me up for such
success because I am ready to beon the cutting edge.
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I am ready to learn, I am readyto grow, I am ready to learn the
art of what is possible here inthis 3D experience.
And they just keep showing memore and more and more about
where this metaphysical work isgoing.
And like, we are going to leavebehind.
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And when I say we're gonna leavethem behind, I think they will
always be value add.
But the way, oh my God, it's sofunny the way Spirit is showing
it to me.
Because, like, I okay, I thinkreligion serves a purpose, but
for those of us that haveevolved maybe out of religion
into into this more sovereign,this more direct contact with
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God's source, the universe, um,the spirit world, and
established our own connectionswith the spirit world, does
religion feel stale to you?
Does it feel like it's likedusty and old and like
definitely at the time veryimportant?
And I think for some people,very important in terms of their
own connection and relationshipto God and their own faith.
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And I think there's 100% valuein that.
But those of us that haveevolved past it, doesn't it feel
dusty and stale?
Doesn't it feel like you'relooking at it and you're like,
there's so much more potential,there's so much more to learn.
And you want everybody to learnit and have the potential in it,
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but they prefer to stay smalland in their box because this is
just what they know.
And maybe, maybe it's not partof their soul journey to know
more, and that's fine too.
So there's no judgment on that.
But for those of us that are outof it, you know, that's how it
feels.
And as we move forward into thefuture, that is how the current
modalities of metaphysicalworlds will feel.
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They will feel dusty and old.
Terror readings.
Oh, look at all my decks.
It's a it's a treasure.
It's gonna just be like, oh mygosh, the TY dolls.
Like they're worth so much tome.
And in the future, they're gonnabe at the Brimfield flea market
for two bucks a pop, right?
They're gonna be dusty and oldbecause it's it's not
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necessarily bad, but it's theway that we're going to be
exposed to something that is somuch bigger and greater and more
um more sovereign, more like ifyou think of, oh, this is what
they're showing me.
They're like, we think aboutlike soul contracts as this
stagnant thing that we can goand research and learn.
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And then we have to like followthis plan as it's written.
But the difference is in thefuture, you're gonna be writing
the soul contracts while you'reliving the life.
Like it's not gonna be likehere, there versus here.
It's all gonna be one place.
And you're gonna be able to likewrite your path and know what
are all these things coming downthe pipeline.
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Where we can't and don'tactively choose to walk down bad
paths while we're here in thisphysical world.
We're kind of blindsided bythem.
In the future, you're gonna walkinto them knowing it's gonna be
bad, and you're gonna be walkinginto them knowing how you're
gonna make it through it, andyou're still gonna learn the
lesson, even though you're fullytransparent on what's gonna
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happen.
Like you're bringing oh fuck.
There it is.
Fucking hell, Jesus Christ.
Sorry, they just we are bringingour soul here into the physical
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world.
I mean, that's what's happening.
You are not gonna know thedifference between like you and
your soul.
You will be the same.
That is where the future of thisis going in about a hundred
years, they're telling me.
For the majority of people in ahundred years.
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For those of us that are earlyadopters, gonna be way before
that.
There is gonna be no difference.
unknown (29:38):
Wow.
SPEAKER_00 (29:42):
Was that just the
most egotistical thing I've ever
said?
Like for real.
And I wow, wow.
So that is where this is going.
And it's like, so when I sayyour soul and I talk about like
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your incarnation, I'm gonna gowith your highest human salsa,
we talked about, and your soul,all three will come into one in
this physical experience forpeople who are willing and ready
to do so, like literally in thislifetime.
This is this is what apparentlyI'm gonna be helping people
teach is how to bring all thesethings together so that you have
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unlimited access for everythingin your life.
How about them apples?
I just heard them say, Okay,prove it, spirit.
I'm ready for this.
Um, isn't that a trip?
Jesus Christ.
He's the man, by the way.
If you don't work with JesusChrist, I know I just taught, I
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just kind of shat on religion alittle bit.
Yes, I use the past sense ofshit.
It just shat on religion alittle bit, and then in the same
breath, I'm like, Jesus Christis fucking cool.
He's my homeboy, he's bigbrother energy, he's like your
cousin.
It gets into unlimited trouble,everybody.
Like, he is so much fun.
He is so funny.
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I can't even with him.
I can't, like, he is not at allwhat the scriptures would tell
you he is.
Like, he is funny, which ishilarious.
Little tiny sidebar here, justfor a moment to hopefully make
you laugh.
My cousin, um, he does a lot ofvideos.
He's he's done a lot of videos.
Um, he he, I don't even knowwhat what his title is, but he
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works in the video space.
He does um, he's been anewscaster, he he does videos
for big concerts.
Like he just he loves media ingeneral.
When he was in college, he didJesus Christ the college years.
He made a whole movie aboutJesus Christ the college years.
It it continues to be thefunniest video of my entire life
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because they showed him at akegger.
Am I gonna lose people for thisone too?
I think you're gonna laughbecause it wasn't me, it was my
cousin.
Uh, they showed him at a keggerdoing keg stands, and then they
run out of beer, and so he justgoes over to the faucet and like
blesses it and turns water intowine.
And everyone at the keggercelebrates.
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It was so funny.
So that like when I think aboutJesus energy, it's kind of funny
like that.
Like he's funny.
Um, so yeah, so definitelysidebar there.
Uh, we took a trip down littlememory lane for you, and now you
know about Jesus the collegeyears, and you can chuckle at
that one.
Um, because he's he was gone fora long period of time, right?
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He's not in the book for awhile.
So my cousin filled in the gaps.
I gotta find that video.
You should see if it's around.
Um, so yeah, Christina, reallylong answer for what I think the
difference is between theincarnation, the highest self,
and the soul.
And it was probably not anythingwhat anyone expected this answer
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to be.
And uh, welcome to my lifebecause that's who I am.
How did it had this land foryou?
Were you did does it make sense?
Have you experienced this forthis form of the highest?
Uh, it's not even human becauseI think it's incarnated, but I'm
gonna go with human right now,the highest human self.
Were you able to tap into mine?
Like, give me the deeds.
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I want to know.
I want to know.
And in the meantime, God, I hopeI didn't break your brain as
much as my brain is broken on adaily fucking basis.
Welcome to a glimpse into themindset of what it's like being
me.
All right, have a wonderful day.