Us At Our Worst

Us At Our Worst

A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care During the Peak of the Covid Pandemic

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December 18, 2025 34 mins

So...how much does poop management amplify the challenge level of things for you as a caregiver? Turns out, quite a lot, if you mix in taking care of someone who is hostile, angry and out of their mind from dementia (and possibly brain cancer). You don't want to miss this one....THIS IS A CRAPPY EPISODE.

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The beginning of The Sprint phase...where everything starts going faster than it should. Want to watch these episodes?: YOUTUBE CHANNEL Logo Art by: Zoe Morris Intro/Outro Composed and Sung by: Quinn Morris Intro/Outro Sound Mastering by: Siebold Sound Creator's Website: The Video Slab  
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December 5, 2025 50 mins
Truly a title for the ages. One you don't want to miss. No seriously folks...this is a grittier episode and worth the listen for solid advice on how the F to manage things when/if you, as a caregiver for your loved one, have to manage the whole bedside commode situation. It's something nobody talks about it. No one prepares you for it. And believe me when I say that you want to not be caught unawares when/if the bedside commode is ...
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November 28, 2025 53 mins
Things are definitely devolving quickly for mom and for all of us. Errant PET scans. Meanwhile...My brother visits and Mom has other friends visit and how does one manage that safely during a Covid pandemic lockdown? Oh and also...3 Vulcans shared hamburgers. Want to watch these episodes?: YOUTUBE CHANNEL Logo Art by: Zoe Morris Intro/Outro Composed and Sung by: Quinn Morris Intro/Outro Sound Mastering by: Siebold Sound Creator's...
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November 21, 2025 64 mins
Episode 24 features how to derail a dementia fueled rage rant with tasty pork chops, I slip a disc in my back, mom comes at me with an angry foot and my kids save the day (again). Want to watch these episodes?: YOUTUBE CHANNEL Logo Art by: Zoe Morris Intro/Outro Composed and Sung by: Quinn Morris Intro/Outro Sound Mastering by: Siebold Sound Creator's Website: The Video Slab  
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November 13, 2025 61 mins

In episode 23 we get into the real beginning of the end type material. Oxygen condensers. Oxygen hunger. "Comfort Kits". Putting the FUN in "FUNeral" arrangements. And mom washes down chocolate chips with chocolate milk and Chuckles candy. 

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November 6, 2025 72 mins

Episode 22 is a doozy. You get to hear my mom's voice.  Plus a lot of big questions, challenging moments: Who should get the inheritance? How and why do caregivers lose their bearings? What makes a sane person start resting their head on random hallway walls? How long do you wait to reconnect with a sibling who didn't help? What happens when both parents are no longer thinking clearly?

 

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October 31, 2025 72 mins

Not your run of the mill normal episode about death, dying and dementia, oh heck no. This one? This one is about the infamous 'SHOWDOWN AT PHILPOT LAKE". A day that lives in my memory fiery and bright. How good is this episode? Hint: no one can hear you scream underwater.

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October 24, 2025 59 mins

Why do Rollators Attack? Why did I try to take my mom swimming in a lake when she had 3 broken vertebrate? Why is generational trauma so...generationally predictable? Find out in Episode 20 of Us At Our Worst, "When Rollators Attack"

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October 17, 2025 53 mins

Episode 19 of Us At Our Worst is titled: "Why do I keep counting?" It seeks to answer the question, can one find solace in: 1) a hot shower at 2:30 AM? 2) In the Killer's song "My List" ? 3) wearing rollerblades in the kitchen? 4) None of first three?

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Episode 18 of Us At Our Worst is titled: "Good and Plenty with a side of Chuckles" Who knew that Dexamethasone could be THIS much FUN? Nobody. And with mom being a spiritual sage, while not eating 5 lbs of candy, life was just getting more interesting by the day. Tune in!

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Episode 17 of Us At Our Worst is titled:  "ATLANTA, BACK IN THE 1980'S, JUST TURNED TO TRASH" I mean...with a title like that do you really need more of an incentive to listen? 

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September 25, 2025 46 mins
EPISODE 16 y'all. We got your hospice, we got your dementia mood swings, we got your paranoia, and we got the one honest oncologist who isn't afraid to tell mom the truth about death and dying. Want to watch these episodes?: YOUTUBE CHANNEL Logo Art by: Zoe Morris Intro/Outro Composed and Sung by: Quinn Morris Intro/Outro Sound Mastering by: Siebold Sound Creator's Website: The Video Slab  
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September 18, 2025 45 mins

Episode 15 of the Us At Our Worst podcast is titled ""WELL...THIS IS MOSTLY GOOD NEWS!"...because have you ever had a doctor introduce a loved one's Stage 4 cancer as: "well...this is mostly good news!"? You have to hear it to believe it. Take a listen. 

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September 11, 2025 45 mins

Episode 14 of: "COVID LOCKDOWN" 

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Episode 13 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "MY NEW APARTMENT, A PANDEMIC, AND THE DISCOVERY OF ATLANTIS" 

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August 28, 2025 53 mins

Episode 12 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "Lost in Secondary Lymphedema Land" OOOF. This was a genuinely challenging episode to say out loud. Secondary Lymphedema still haunts my memory of mom. But have no fear, there is still plenty of plucky comic relief, and downright madness to lift your spirits!

 

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August 22, 2025 65 mins

Episode 11 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "The Muddy Middle" What is POA anyway? How many clothes are too many...and when your mom's hand catches on fire, what's the right move?

 

 

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August 14, 2025 25 mins

Episode 10 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "WHEN T.V. IS A HOT BLANKET" What does that title even mean? Hot blanket? Whaaa?...guess you'll have to listen to find out.

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Episode 9 of: "US AT OUR WORST: A Caregiver’s Unvarnished Account of Cancer & Dementia Care" is called "A Happy Thanksgiving ft. Hypomagnesemia."

 

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