wandering into the void

Diving headfirst into the chaos: therapy, antidepressants, psych ward stories, existential dread, and why Captain America: Brave New World wasn’t it. Plus, deep thoughts on Invincible, Harley Quinn, Fleabag, and the eternal question—does anything actually get better? Strap in for a raw, unfiltered rant session where self-improvement meets nihilism.

Topics Covered: Therapy & medication: Does it actually work? My psych ward experi...

Think life’s got an emergency exit? Think again. In this episode, we’re crash-landing into the chaos of modern existence—why hustle culture is a scam, why "balance" is a lie, and why we can’t all be like A$AP Rocky (no matter how much we manifest). If you’re tired of self-help gurus peddling productivity like it’s salvation, buckle up. This is the anti-motivational pep talk you didn’t know you needed.

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Ever stared at a wall for so long you start beefing with it? Wondered if boredom is just a symptom of late-stage capitalism or if you’re actually just built wrong? Yeah, same. In this episode of Wandering Into the Void: A Rantcast, we dive headfirst into: The existential horror of boredom, Why scrolling is a psychological graveyard, Making bad decisions for funsies (cut your own bangs, text your ex in Morse code, etc.), Anhedonia a...

feel like nothing helps?

i ran out of meds, money, and motivation... and somehow didn’t fall apart. or maybe i did—and just started liking the view. this one broke me. but it made sense after.

in this raw, unfiltered spiral, i talk about life after antidepressants, what happens when the system drops you, and the strange peace that comes from stopping the fight. this episode isn’t medical advice. it’s a voice note from the edge. for ...

ever feel like you’re talking to yourself on the internet? yeah, same. in this episode, we dive headfirst into the existential chaos of content creation, online validation, and the creeping horror of silence. is posting just a desperate attempt to prove we exist? is the void actually listening? and most importantly—why do we keep scrolling when we know there’s nothing new? join me as i rant, overthink, and probably contradict mysel...

is life just a poorly coded simulation? are we all just background npcs running the same glitchy script? do breakfast food rules even make sense?? in this episode, we spiral into the abyss of existential dread, corporate overlords, social collapse, meaningless routines, the government watching you, ai stealing your soul, breakfast anarchy, and why baby otters are the only thing keeping us sane.

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Where I scream into the void, and it screams back. Tonight, we dive into the illusion of originality, free thought, and whether your brain is just a well-optimized content farm. Are your ideas even yours? Or are you just a walking, talking algorithm puppet? We unpack the ouroboros of content consumption, the fear of new ideas, and why quitting the internet cold turkey sounds nice—but let’s be real, you won’t do it.

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Are we really thinking for ourselves, or are we just NPCs in the algorithm’s favorite simulation? In this episode, we unpack why humanity decided to bully AI like it’s the new kid in school, the terrifying content creator-to-algorithm pipeline, and whether we’ve already outsourced our personalities to the For You Page. We also spiral into a healthy dose of existential dread—because what’s a podcast without questioning your entire d...

This episode is a raw, unfiltered dive into the messy, nonlinear reality of healing. Is growth just another form of escapism? Are we truly getting better, or just better at avoiding what hurts? Society loves a clean-cut version of healing, but the truth is far messier—filled with spirals, distractions, and uncomfortable truths. If you’ve ever questioned whether you're actually healing or just numbing the pain with endless distracti...

Welcome to Not Like the Other Podcast, where the chaos is real, the spirals are deep, and nothing is ever neatly wrapped up. This episode is all about creation vs. existence—what it means to make, to produce, to chase dreams, and whether any of it actually matters. Is podcasting a passion or just another hamster wheel? Can we ever escape the pressure to constantly be something? And when does the hustle become just another distracti...

What even is home? A safe haven or a battlefield of expectations? In this unfiltered rant, we unravel the chaos behind the 'perfect home' myth, the lies about belonging, and why maybe the mess is where the truth lives. Think life’s about finding your place? Think again.

Topics Covered: The myth of "home" and societal expectations, Why suffering is the only constant truth, Belonging vs. self-acceptance, Cultural and generational pres...

Dive headfirst into chaos as we unpack Mayfair Witches (Rowan’s tragic family dysfunction, Lasher’s cosmic trolling, and suspicious ‘natural causes’) and Harley Quinn (King Shark’s nut agenda, Ivy’s toxic trauma arc, and the world’s worst babysitting gig). Plus, existential meltdowns, fake control, self-sabotage, and why life feels like speeding down a highway to nowhere. Fridays just got messy.

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Diving into a chaotic stew of seasonal depression, capitalism as an MMORPG, spicy-but-bland ramen, and the existential crisis of slowing down in a hustle-obsessed world. This week’s unscripted rant covers everything from why I’m declaring it brat winter, to TikTok moon lamps, creepy Instagram ads, and why posting a podcast once a week feels like a rebellion against the grind. It's raw, it’s messy, and honestly, it’s just me vibing ...

Is doing nothing the ultimate rebellion? In this chaotic society obsessed with hustle culture, productivity worship, and existential dread, this episode dives headfirst into the art of mindful laziness, the power of boredom, and why squirrels are better at life than us. From dismantling capitalism’s hatred of naps to redefining rest as resistance, join the existential ramble about why doing nothing might just save your sanity—and t...

Trapped in a never-ending cycle of wake, scroll, repeat? Welcome to a raw, unfiltered deep dive into the daily grind that feels like a simulation glitch. From time loops to burnout, sensory stagnation, and battling inner demons, we’re pulling no punches on why life feels like purgatory—and what, if anything, you can do about it. Plus, some existential rambling about society's BS and the illusion of control. Warning: chaos ahead.

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From cancel culture to toxic fandoms, this chaotic rant dives headfirst into the messy debate: can we separate art from the artist? Should the personal lives of creators affect how we see their work? Is canceling artists a solution, or is it just stifling creativity? This podcast explores hypocrisy, historical context, moral judgments, accountability, censorship, and why idolizing creators must stop. Expect unfiltered opinions, spi...

Brace yourself for a rant-packed journey as I roast both sides of the extreme spectrum—LGBT performative allyship vs. fragile haters, activism turned identity crisis, and the cultish chaos of social media echo chambers. This episode dives into the illusion of control, the ego's tantrum, and why stepping out of the fight might just be the ultimate resistance. Are you brave enough to confront the cringe? 👀

Topics Covered: Performativ...

Is the TikTok ban the start of the Internet's collapse, or are we just running in circles with new platforms and, the same problems? This unfiltered rant dives into social media whiplash, the illusion of free speech, corporate censorship, the algorithm’s chokehold, and the endless game of digital musical chairs. Buckle up for <30 minutes of chaos, satire, and a little too much truth. Welcome to the scrollpocalypse.

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In this episode, I question everything: society’s obsession with productivity, my descent into psychosis, and the void we all try to fill by endlessly scrolling. From losing podcast followers over controversial rants to Minecraft nomad challenges and soy milk allergies, this episode spirals deep into the absurdity of modern life. Join me as I wander—mentally, digitally, and literally—trying to find meaning in a world designed to ke...