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Speaker 1 (00:00):
What Up? Everybody After Show podcast? Coming in hot justin, Winnie. Hey,
it's a Tuesday morning, April first, April Fool's Day, and
for the first time in many days, the sun is out.
It's blue skies, which is really great. We love that
it's been raining for like five days, Whinnie. I know,
which you know sucks for a lot of reasons. Obviously
we love sunshine and rain stinks, but it just also
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is bad when you have kids because the kids are
stuck in the house. You want them to be outside.
You want them to have fun, you know, and when
they're in the house, they're stuck up my ass. You
don't have that problem. You're just an aunt. So on
rainy days you don't have to go see your nieces.
You can, or if you have them and it starts raining,
you know what, you just bring them home, you know
what I mean.
Speaker 2 (00:44):
Always for bringing them home annoying me.
Speaker 1 (00:46):
Yeah, exactly, that's the benefit of being on an aunt. Anyway,
Welcome in, everybody. The show just ended, Winnie and I
jumped in and yeah, busy show today, Whinnie. We talked
about a lot of things, one of which was April
Fool's Day. Of course, different kind of pranks and also
this rain nightclub thing, which is interesting because I did
not know about it. He talked about it a long
(01:07):
time ago, and then I saw the flyer for it
on my Instagram and I'm like, oh interesting, Yeah, that's
how I knew about it. And then I brought it
up to Billy and he's like, oh, yeah, we got
to talk about that. I'm like, what's going on in
this world?
Speaker 2 (01:21):
So you're gonna go?
Speaker 1 (01:22):
I think I feel like I have to. I feel like,
I mean, I'm going. I already told my wife. She's
down that this is her, this is her, you know,
she loves the well, not necessarily the cover girls, but
I think all the music from that era. I don't
think they only play old old music like that because
it was like two thousand and five, So maybe they
play nineties stuff too, because he mentioned Paula Abdul, you know,
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things like that. I think Jen would be into that stuff.
So I don't know. I don't really love going to
dance clubs because I don't dance. I mean, I try
to dance, but it's more just a I don't try,
you know, well, you know, I have to do something.
My something is like grab my wife's hips, and I
kind of just shake with her, you know what I mean,
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And then every once in a while I do a
booty slap, you know what I mean. The last time
we danced was at a recovery event in November, and
I was doing my thing on the dance floor. She
was bumping and grinding all over me, and some woman
comes over and taps her on the shoulder and goes,
excuse me, you have the nicest ass.
Speaker 2 (02:26):
She do that?
Speaker 1 (02:27):
That's very big. Well that's what that's yes.
Speaker 2 (02:32):
That's why you fell in love with her, Not.
Speaker 1 (02:34):
Just that reason. We have to remember when I met her,
she was dating my friend and she was bad bad
I mean fine looking. She was bad too, she was anyway.
She was a bad girl. She was a very bad girl.
But she was bad looking, meaning she was fine as hell.
And I was way out of her league. I was
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friend zone league, yes exactly, thank you. It was beneath her. Now.
She didn't tell me that, but she showed me that
by making me a friend zone. So in other words,
and this is as somebody who grew up not being
the best looking kid, not getting the hawk girls all
the time, right where you have a girl and she
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would be sleeping with my friend who was hot right
they were together, but then when she left him, she
would call me to like talk about life and things
that were going on, and like have a good conversation.
And that's what happened. We became like really good friends
over the phone. And there were times I remember, I
mean I was young, I was maybe fifteen. There were
times when she would say things like I love talking
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to you, like you're a good person, and I'm right
in my head, I'm thinking, yeah, okay, well, well you
want you to do something, you know. So that always
stuck with me. And then as the years went by
and we went our separate ways and I went deep
into addiction and she did too. I never saw her again,
but I would hear her, hear of her something times,
like once in a while someone would say, you know
(04:02):
who I saw at the courthouse and they tell her, oh, yeah,
she was always in my head.
Speaker 2 (04:07):
You know who I saw at the courthouse.
Speaker 1 (04:09):
It was Gene. And then obviously we reconnected through my
Space and stuff, and my friend Bobby surprised my boy,
he's the one that found her on my space. So
she found him, and she was living in the next
city over for me and Lawrence with a mom. She
just sa, I've been out of a halfway house. And
I said to Bobby, I go, he said, oh remember
Jen Gillis. Yeah, said oh my god, yeah, And I go,
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how does she look? And he's like, she looks good.
And I'm like cool, And so I know what to say,
and I go, all right, well, are you going to
try to like, you know, make a move whatever. And
he's like, I'm go, see what's up. I'm like cool.
You know, he didn't really know about that, and so
he never did. But then shortly after she added me,
and then we got together and I was able to,
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you know, let her know all these things. But I've
shared this before and I'll share it again for any
of our new listeners. The last time that I saw
her before we went I step ways. I had a girlfriend.
I got a girlfriend, and she had a boyfriend, and
so she came to my house to buy drugs, okay,
And when she came I sold them to her and
I was standing on my porch with my girlfriend. I
sold the drugs. She walked away, and I'll never forget
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when she was walking away and I was looking at
her beautiful behind. Okay, I thought to myself, fuck, like,
that's one lucky guy right there as I'm standing next
to my girl. I never told anybody that. Okay, fast forward,
we reconnect going a couple of dates. We're at my house,
we start getting close, and one day we're laying there
on the couch and she goes, can I tell you
something that last time I saw you when you were
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with what's her name? She goes, I just remember walking
away and thinking, that's one lucky girl. Wow, all right,
the universe fucking aligned winny it. Yeah, yeah, yeah, So
she's Jesus, she's great, she's amazing.
Speaker 2 (05:51):
All this from the nightclub.
Speaker 1 (05:52):
You just gave us the whole thing from That's what
the after show is.
Speaker 2 (05:56):
It's a transition.
Speaker 1 (05:57):
It really is like a therapy session for me. I
share about things. That's what I love.
Speaker 2 (06:01):
We love to listen.
Speaker 1 (06:02):
Yeah, I mean, I hope so we have a good
amount of listeners. Speaking of which, I want to have
my stretch girl, our stretch girl, Jenna commanded her.
Speaker 2 (06:08):
I got to go up to her.
Speaker 1 (06:09):
I need it. It's far I go, but I gotta.
Speaker 2 (06:12):
I gotta do it.
Speaker 3 (06:13):
One day after work, while I'm already up this way,
not up this way, but halfway there, because when I
went this year the last time, it really made me
feel so much better.
Speaker 1 (06:21):
It's so important. It really isn't. And I didn't know either.
She's a hot shit. Fifte it's about yeah, fifteen minutes. Yeah,
I'm going there tonight because she's going to stretch me
or whatever. And she's she's a hot shit. She actually
reminds me of you a little bit. She's cool, she's
she's like. I text her and I go, hey, do
you want to come on our podcast and like talk
about stretching and shit, And she goes, yeah, i'd be honored.
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She goes, I'll keep it clean, don't worry. I go, no,
you this isn't. This is a podcast. You don't have
to keep it clean. And she said home, let me
read what she said, hey, because I start talking about
you a little bit. Okay, she goes, Okay, I go,
she goes, i'll keep it clean. She goes, I won't
tell stories about men asking me to send my dirty
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socks to them after working all day. Okay, okay, And
then I go no, no, no, we need all that, Yeah,
we want it, and she goes, well in that case,
and then I said, and also that makes sense too,
because Whinnie has been debating on selling feet picks online
for extra money I have, So you know, some stories
write themselves.
Speaker 2 (07:19):
Exactly multiple streams of income.
Speaker 1 (07:21):
Baby, Yeah, that's right, that's right. Okay. Also on the
show this morning, Catsine Loftus obviously for Karen.
Speaker 2 (07:27):
Reid that I literally just edited that I'm going to post.
Speaker 1 (07:29):
That saga is starting today.
Speaker 2 (07:31):
I just I'm kind of like fatigued.
Speaker 1 (07:35):
Fatigued, I am too, But I was listening to BEZ
on the way in and they were interviewing people in Canton.
I'm sorry, deadimah yeah, residents. Yeah, and they're just like
they want this to be over, yeah, because they're already
out the people.
Speaker 3 (07:49):
Well, you know what's funny is that I live in
Norfolk County, right, I have my entire life Quincy and
now Randolph.
Speaker 2 (07:58):
I have dry duty in a few weeks.
Speaker 1 (08:00):
Oh when is Oh? Yeah, when is that.
Speaker 3 (08:02):
May twelfth, which I think I'm gonna miss it, but
I'm like, oh, okay, you're gonna be.
Speaker 2 (08:06):
Off yeah shit, Monday, Monday, May twelve.
Speaker 1 (08:09):
Okay, we need to Riley, and I specifically Riley, but
I should learn how to.
Speaker 2 (08:14):
Do the BZTV kind of, but yeah, I'm gonna go because.
Speaker 1 (08:17):
Billion Lives are on WBZTV and when he has to
do all this technical stuff because she runs the board,
so we got to make sure we're on top of yeah,
because I kind of know, but I don't know.
Speaker 2 (08:24):
Yeah, you guys will. It's not hard.
Speaker 1 (08:26):
It's easy. Yeah, you just turn the camera on and
then you do the thing with the phone. Yeah.
Speaker 3 (08:30):
Okay, yeah, we'll go through it. But yeah, I will
be off Monday to twelve.
Speaker 1 (08:34):
Okay, are we having Katherine on again tomorrow? I don't know.
Speaker 2 (08:37):
Are we gonna wait until pasturey?
Speaker 1 (08:39):
Si? Maybe? I don't think unless something happens.
Speaker 2 (08:41):
I don't think anything's not really happen Right now is
the boring shit.
Speaker 1 (08:43):
It's so funny because we're on Billion Les are on
WBZ TV, so we always have BZ on. Now before
we used to move around different news stations, but we
always have her on. And they have Captain Loftus, which
they got from us. And then on the way into
work this morning, I heard on BZY radio Captain Loftus.
Speaker 2 (08:59):
Well, she gave us our it's all because of us. Yes,
we put her on. I'm I DMed her.
Speaker 3 (09:03):
I mean, actually, it's crazy when it happened. I believe
it was almost three years ago when you were out
with Gemma, when Gema was born.
Speaker 2 (09:12):
Yeah, that's the first time we had her on. Isn't
that crazy?
Speaker 1 (09:15):
Oh yeah, it's still going on.
Speaker 2 (09:17):
I booked her. You weren't here.
Speaker 3 (09:19):
I didn't have to ask you, which I love not
asking you for things. Yeah, that's how I remember.
Speaker 1 (09:23):
No, I would have said yeah, I know, I know,
but it was.
Speaker 3 (09:24):
Like and then she came on quickly, and then then
the trial started like the next year.
Speaker 1 (09:28):
Yeah, it's been yeah, yeah, the first.
Speaker 2 (09:31):
Time she came on. If I remember you were out
for something. I forget what it was that I booked her.
Speaker 1 (09:35):
Was it my surgery?
Speaker 2 (09:36):
No, I don't know.
Speaker 3 (09:36):
I thought it was when you were out for prattorney leave,
but that was twenty twenty two.
Speaker 1 (09:40):
I don't think it was that. It must have been. No,
it must have been Gema's. I mean my my knee
surgery last year.
Speaker 2 (09:46):
Oh maybe it was that.
Speaker 1 (09:47):
It was it was that, yeah, because it was in May.
Speaker 3 (09:49):
Yes, yeah, yeah, yeah, oh yeah, so crazy.
Speaker 2 (09:53):
But I liked your report. We did talk about I
watched White loadus yesterday. So happy.
Speaker 3 (09:58):
I got to watch it yesterday because I saw your
year posts on your story about the two.
Speaker 2 (10:03):
Of them not like not being prepared, And then we
watched it. I was like, Oh, this.
Speaker 1 (10:07):
Is so it's unbelievable. How does he not even tell it?
One movie the woman was in, No, he just leaves
his friend out to.
Speaker 3 (10:14):
Dry and the friend breaks the variety because of it.
Speaker 1 (10:17):
Yeah, he's blowing lines. That was that was crazy And
uh yeah, and then oh, I love the Gary's a cook.
The scene where they're telling Saxon and Saxony Saxon that
you know, she wants me to have sex with her
while Gary watches, and then he looks at Gary in
the corner. And because you know the theory of hotel rooms.
You ever heard this? Okay, in hotel rooms they have
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the bed of beds, and they usually have mirror and
stuff and a bureau, but then they always have a
random chair in the corner. They call that the cucks.
Speaker 2 (10:48):
Oh my god, I never thought of it like that.
Oh my god, that's so true.
Speaker 1 (10:52):
We'll think about it a lot of these things where
these men have this fantasy of watching other men sleep
with the women they get hotel rooms, Oh my god,
and fucking creezy. So Gary was in the cock chair
smiling in the distance.
Speaker 3 (11:03):
Well you know it's funny too. And then Stack goes, well,
I'm not that hype of guy, and she goes, yes,
you are. You are the type of guy he definitely is.
It's they're fucking weird, weird. Yeah, but I'm convinced. The
only thing I think I'm right on because I don't
know who the fuck dies is that Rich?
Speaker 2 (11:19):
Is it rich? What's his name Richard?
Speaker 3 (11:20):
No?
Speaker 2 (11:20):
What's the guy's name?
Speaker 1 (11:22):
The dad?
Speaker 2 (11:22):
No, the guy that goes to Thailand to Bangkok?
Speaker 1 (11:25):
Oh, his name is Walton Goggins. You mean then in
the show, Yeah, I have to look it up.
Speaker 2 (11:30):
He what is his.
Speaker 1 (11:31):
Name in the show he plays God. I gonna look
it up.
Speaker 2 (11:40):
I don't know his name. There's so many characters.
Speaker 1 (11:45):
He plays Scott. Uh, I don't know. Well, okay, here
we go.
Speaker 2 (11:51):
Rick oh Rick, it was r yeah, Rich Rick? Okay. Rick.
Speaker 3 (11:55):
When he goes to Bangkok and sees the dad, the guy,
I'm convinced it's his dad. Yeah, because when he goes,
who's your mom, and she's like Gloria Hutchins and he
was like Gloria like not like I think the mom
made it up to say why he didn't have a
dad because it was an affair, right, because she was
you know what I mean, that's what That's what I think,
because I also think that's the reason why he didn't
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kill I think he knows too.
Speaker 2 (12:18):
I think he like saw something. He's like, this is
my dad.
Speaker 1 (12:20):
It was weird. He was like faking to hit him.
It was he was like he didn't know what to do,
and they built this whole thing up.
Speaker 2 (12:27):
I'm your father.
Speaker 3 (12:28):
I wanted him to be like I'm your father, and
like I just felt like this epid, like episode eight
must be incredible because this was like.
Speaker 2 (12:35):
Good, but nothing really like came to light. Nothing's come
to light yet. Not things come to light.
Speaker 1 (12:41):
It's just a building up.
Speaker 3 (12:43):
It's a huge build up and it's gonna explode. I
might have to watch Sunday night. I know, I might
have to.
Speaker 1 (12:50):
I know, but even the thing is it is not
if not all of us watch it, then we can't
talk about it.
Speaker 2 (12:55):
I know, but I just don't know if I can wait.
Speaker 1 (12:57):
You know, and you get a staff. Social media, I know,
all over my Twitter is all white lotus. It's great.
It's funny because my Twitter algorithm now that it was
all Severance. Yeah, and now it's switched to all white lotus. Well.
Speaker 3 (13:09):
I now I'm two episodes into season two of Severance,
but it's a lot I had to take breaks.
Speaker 1 (13:15):
Season two is way more intricate.
Speaker 3 (13:17):
I can't watch more than we watched the first episodes,
and I'm like, all right, let's turn it off.
Speaker 1 (13:21):
What does your mystery man think of it?
Speaker 3 (13:23):
I actually think I'm he's like, what's like, we fall
asleep every time we put it on, Like we literally
will wake up, We'll have to rewind it, whatever. But
he's the one that originally wanted to watch it because
his friend said it was good, and I said, you
were like on me to watch it, and so we
put it.
Speaker 2 (13:37):
So we started watching it.
Speaker 3 (13:38):
And now I think I might be more into it
than he is, because I think it's so confusing that
he's like, what the fuck is this? And I'm like,
and then I'm like trying to explain. I'm like, he's like, oh,
I think I have my eyes cooled, because then you
close your eyes or you miss like twenty seconds of it.
Speaker 2 (13:52):
You're completely confused.
Speaker 1 (13:54):
Yeah, it's in season two gets we will.
Speaker 2 (13:56):
Finish it because we finished, We finished when we start.
Speaker 1 (13:58):
But yeah, the finale is a massed a piece. I think, well, the.
Speaker 3 (14:01):
Season one finale was really good, so it's really cool.
Noone knows what's going on with Gemma. What the fuck
is going on with Gemma?
Speaker 1 (14:08):
Oh yeah, oh oh she gets her whole episode?
Speaker 2 (14:11):
Yeah, I know what.
Speaker 3 (14:12):
Because and that's why I convinced he wants to Mark
wants to go back because at first, I'm like, why
does anyone want to go back into Severance?
Speaker 2 (14:18):
But I think he's trying to find out what happens.
Speaker 1 (14:20):
The Gemma is the main storyline in season two. They
explain everything, it's every they go all into Gemma. Yeah,
it's really great, it's really.
Speaker 3 (14:27):
It isn't funny that you had a baby and Jeddah.
I feel like I see the name everywhere.
Speaker 1 (14:30):
I know it is crazy. Yeah. The new ed Sharmon
song comes off Friday, when I think people, I think
it's going to be a hit.
Speaker 3 (14:36):
I'm already obsessed with it.
Speaker 1 (14:37):
Yeah, and you know I said that the translation was
love you. I don't know what it is. It's something
like beloved or you know what. I mean, it's like
you ever you know you translate.
Speaker 2 (14:54):
We have some Persian listeners.
Speaker 1 (14:56):
So, oh there's one. What's her name? Your bass?
Speaker 3 (14:59):
Yeah?
Speaker 1 (14:59):
I at Oh yeah, I know her as steal your baby.
She's Persian. But she messaged me last week about it
and she didn't correct me, so but someone did today.
Speaker 2 (15:09):
Do you know where she lives?
Speaker 1 (15:10):
No?
Speaker 3 (15:12):
What the.
Speaker 1 (15:14):
She lives in that building?
Speaker 2 (15:15):
Yeah?
Speaker 1 (15:17):
Why doesn't she ever commands? Good?
Speaker 2 (15:19):
She works from home too.
Speaker 1 (15:21):
She's there right fucking now, tell her to command of
the podcast. We're looking at her house.
Speaker 2 (15:26):
Yeah, we're looking at her house.
Speaker 1 (15:28):
Well, she can come on and talk about yeah.
Speaker 2 (15:32):
Wow, literally right there.
Speaker 1 (15:35):
That's crazy.
Speaker 2 (15:36):
I never knew that, Isn't that funny?
Speaker 1 (15:38):
Yeah, she's kind of hot, she's beautiful. I'm married, she's engaged. Fuck,
it doesn't matter.
Speaker 3 (15:43):
No, but her man is like a twitch switch DJ
like he makes money off of Twitch and like DJ.
Speaker 1 (15:50):
Like, what do you mean what twitch? Twitch is a
streaming Yeah he streams. What does he stream him?
Speaker 2 (15:56):
DJing and stuff?
Speaker 3 (15:57):
No ship and then he also does like he like
travels and DJs.
Speaker 1 (16:00):
We should have one.
Speaker 3 (16:01):
All up, skinny cute guy, All okay, yeah they're getting
married soon, but.
Speaker 1 (16:07):
Nice well, if he's listening, I wasn't. Sorry, I wasn't
I have I'm on this thing now where I love
my wife. It's well documented, but I have no No
I am for her. No. I am comfortable enough where
if I meet a girl or I'm talking about a
female that I think is super attractive, I can say
(16:28):
and not be I think, yeah, yeah, there's not like
you know, like Nurse Fiona I said one day she
came in, I'm like, you look great today. What do you
am going to say? I don't know.
Speaker 3 (16:38):
I think that started with Lisa. You started telling me
how good she looked in and just spilled over.
Speaker 1 (16:43):
It happens.
Speaker 3 (16:45):
Well, your teeth. Sometimes I see your teeth. I'm like,
that's crazy. I know you have the nicest veneers. Some
people have awful venirs.
Speaker 1 (16:53):
Yes they're crowns.
Speaker 2 (16:54):
Whatever you have, but like some people get their teeth.
Speaker 1 (16:57):
Done and yeah, well I'm telling you the perfect smiles
that doctor Houghton is. He is a genius.
Speaker 2 (17:06):
I forget what your teeth are looking before.
Speaker 1 (17:07):
Yeah. He well, because when we when we picked them
out and everything and designed them. I literally designed them
with him. Yeah. We chose everything, every detail. It's very intricate.
Speaker 3 (17:16):
No, but they look supernatural. They just look like you
are bracist when you're younger.
Speaker 1 (17:20):
That's his goal. That's his goal.
Speaker 3 (17:22):
Because you see some people that they go to Turkey
or whatever and they have but like they asked, like veneers.
Speaker 1 (17:26):
Donnie Wahlberg is a perfect example.
Speaker 2 (17:29):
Where do think got is?
Speaker 1 (17:30):
I don't know. But there's too white. You can't. He
told me that, doctor Houghton, you can't go too white.
You got to be more natural.
Speaker 2 (17:36):
Yeah, yours don't look too white.
Speaker 3 (17:37):
They look like white like the brusha teeth, but they
don't look like, oh these are fake.
Speaker 1 (17:41):
It's great, It's really great.
Speaker 2 (17:43):
So did you see Jaylen Brown cut his hair?
Speaker 1 (17:45):
Yeah? I did.
Speaker 2 (17:45):
It's good no matter what hit my haircut.
Speaker 3 (17:47):
He has but always always, But I think it's of
Ramadan being over because he's Muslim practice.
Speaker 1 (17:53):
Was he fasting?
Speaker 3 (17:54):
Yeah, he was fasting and not breaking it into I
think it's after sundown. So the poor the who I
was playing back football? No water, No, it's not even water.
You can't have water. Yeah, And I think what's his
name got to it too, Irvingrving.
Speaker 1 (18:08):
Oh, Yeah, he definitely does. He definitely does. And also
on the show, obvious. Speaking of Ed Sharon was cool
that we had one of our listeners who texted the
number and made it into the picture.
Speaker 2 (18:16):
They got a picture. She got a picture with him too, right, Yeah, yeah,
she sent me a picture that she got him shoe.
So I love how they we we didn't see him,
but everyone else did.
Speaker 1 (18:26):
That's okay, we know what. We've met him, we've hung
out with him. Oh yeah, God, he is just the best.
I have to tell you that his his song, one
of his songs that was written in memory of his
best friend. That is like he's a rapper's he was
a music guy. His name was Jamal. They grew up together.
He basically founded Ed Sharon. They were best friends growing up,
(18:48):
and he died a couple of years ago of an
accidental drug overdose, and Ed Sharon wrote, I get shows thing.
I cry every time I hear it. One of the
most powerful tribute songs. And in another part it's called
f sixty four. Yeah, and it's very similar to my
friend that died, Jeff. He died of a drug overdose.
It's the lyrics are very similar, you know, obviously the
(19:10):
children and my children and all that stuff. It is.
Look it up, I'll play it. How's that we get
in trouble for playing it? I'll play it.
Speaker 3 (19:18):
As you said, accidental drug overdose? Is that aren't most accidental?
Or do you think some of them are? Like a
great question because I know you can say suicide buy
like guns or or drugs or right. Yeah, but if
it's not suicidal.
Speaker 1 (19:34):
It's basically just a drug overdose. Yeah, it's not. I
think that's just when they wrote it like.
Speaker 3 (19:38):
That, accidental, Like if you've never done coke before, you
do coke and then you're Yeah.
Speaker 1 (19:44):
I think with Jamal, he was not a drug addict
per se. Yeah, he wasn't known to do drugs. He
actually says it in the song. He wasn't known as
a drug addict. So maybe that's why they said accidental.
Speaker 2 (19:53):
But did you see the one that some guy died
of lace weed?
Speaker 1 (19:56):
Yeah, they're lacing They're lacing everything now fentanyl.
Speaker 2 (19:59):
It's crazy. I'm a I've never done well.
Speaker 3 (20:01):
I was gonna I was gonna ask you if you have,
because I'm talking to sober Justin. I forget about past Justin.
You've never done coke, I mean I've never you know,
I've done a lot of coke. No, that's this version
of you. I know it's never done coke, but over
I've never done coke. I've never The only thing I've
done is edibles, right, anything that's you know, it's legal
now it's like it's like drinking. But I was so afraid.
(20:25):
I'm still I still won't do it. I will never
do it at thirty two because I'm like, I will
need that bitch that tries it one time and dies
and dies, Like whenmember that guy that the len bias, right,
didn't you try it one time?
Speaker 1 (20:38):
Like that?
Speaker 2 (20:38):
I'm like, with my luck, I'll be the people do
it for fucking decades.
Speaker 3 (20:41):
Something happens. I'll do it once and I'll die. That's
why I'll never.
Speaker 1 (20:45):
You know what, That's a good enough reason.
Speaker 3 (20:46):
Yeah, like Heroin, never try it because I'll do it
once and die. In my head, I'm that person that
does it.
Speaker 2 (20:51):
Once and dies.
Speaker 1 (20:51):
Yeah, I used to think that people that did Heroin
you die the first time. I was so scared the
first time I did it, and then I didn't die,
and I was like, well I send that back for more. Anyway,
We'll leave you with the Ed Sharon song. If you've
never heard it. You can listen to it. It's it's
very powerful. It makes me emotional. I don't want to
get Oh yeah.
Speaker 3 (21:12):
That means you don't well, means you can't get hard.
Speaker 1 (21:16):
If you do too much. So there's a line. Do
a little bit and you drinking that it's good, but
once you cross the line, you can't. It's it's it's
actually torture because your horny. You're beyond horny, and you
can't perform. That has happened. Trust me, you're trying. No, no, no, anyway,
we'll talk tomorrow and I'll usually get in trouble for
(21:38):
playing music, but I feel like Ed won't sue us
for this.
Speaker 2 (21:41):
Well, he's been seeing plenty of times and he's probably like,
I don't want to know a lawsuit.
Speaker 1 (21:44):
Yeah yeah, anyway, rip to his friend Jamal and my
friend Jeff. By everyone your jump.
Speaker 4 (21:51):
This is a letter to you. It's been a while,
but it's been hard for me to get in the boot.
And since we last spoke, I've become a father of
a two trying to live life with a smile, but
that's been harder to do because all I want to
do is talk about you. But this tears won't let
me talk about you. We should have known he'd be
lost without you. There rep be sessions digging deep in depression.
I got a life for the blessings, but this just
breaks my fucking heart. At your birthday, couldn't even crack
(22:12):
a smile. I just cried and left the party. And
I'll see you win a bar headed to the meal.
We've got some wings and planting, because that is the
way that me and you would celebrate it. I never
knew you touch the stuff because you know always bad
me up if you saw me more than trunk. You've
always hated what it does before.
Speaker 3 (22:26):
I just stopped.
Speaker 4 (22:27):
I haven't even wanted. I can't get over with this
is fucked, man. I wish or not, And we crabbed
for nine nights in your family home, led you to
rest in the ground, but without a stone. You know
it hits me most of moments now when I'm alone.
Every morning, I remember that you're really gone because it's
been a long night and I cried because I missed
my brother. You know, the life got your sister, mother,
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and day and night it's still hits that you're gone,
and my now's been in se and Macca you left
the world or you met Ju bitter wish you didn't
known you will be godfather. You would have loved loving
that little guns. If none of them, I'll be done
with the world. It was there two hours after you
passed speed and needs to wear sana in the back
of the cart.
Speaker 1 (23:06):
Was that your mum's there?
Speaker 4 (23:07):
Row be trying to make sense, but I can't. And
although it's been a year, still for the pain in
my heart because you were there from the start of
the day we met, your arm moved in and we
were never apart. People assumed that we were love us,
but we're brothers in nuves smy u bond of love
and gave each other a chance.
Speaker 2 (23:20):
My god, fuck's.
Speaker 4 (23:22):
Sake lately having clans so much, my lung's take tea
chops all over my shirt, not bloodsdays and I know
to hear the heart it must pay. But I'm done
praying day. Give me your chevet, you bury you and
watching you, good Lord, is something I can't forget. All
the people finally stopped me in the street and say
it's terrible where they don't know you like I knew you,
and they never will. No one saw the knights turn
(23:43):
in today. When we were battle rapping, no one saw
the belly laughing every train to somewhere random. No one
saw the holidays and in our first experience, Cob and
no one knew the things you did for me and
never asked for nothing. No one read the conversations of
the moves that we were planning. No one knew about
the way you felt the scene left you abandoned. No
one knew about your fears because you were hiding with us.
Oh no, wonder when people took a ninse you would
give him a mark, because that was was Jamal sp
(24:04):
to the crowd. They used to shout your net worth,
but then I'll mention it. Now they hear about your
good deeds and infectious smile or golden heard that. Still
remember there's worth more than a crown. I promise sixty
four bars. And now I keep it to Tanisia mummy
eyes at the gang. But I just wish you've seen it.
I can't accept that you've gone, or the grief that
I'm feeling. I pray to God for answers, but he
still won't give me your reason. I think about you
every day. Nothing will take this pain away. I keep
(24:26):
your legacy amazing, mate, the conversations that your grave is
the only way to be close. I know you'll greet
me with the smile on the day that I go
because it's been a long night and I cry because
I miss my.
Speaker 1 (24:36):
Brother, all right. I gotta, I gotta, I gotta get
a tissue here. Oh my god, it's unbelievable. You know
you're gonna play the whole thing. You gotta. You got him,
You got him.