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All righty. So last week we had a discussion presentation about the energy raise,
and we had such a good discussion that we ran over time.
And some of you asked if we could continue tonight, especially with the part
without it seems since we kind of ran through that out at the end since we were over time.
So we're definitely going to do that. And then Susie, you brought up a couple
questions last week that I have included in tonight's presentation.
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So we'll touch base on those as well. well so i
figured we'd start by just as a quick refresher jumping into
the different energy centers and let
me get this window so we have
first we have the red ray which is the root chakra and it
is the center of survival sexual reproduction and
the fundamental vitality of self this ray
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receives the life-giving prana or intelligent energy from the earth so we have
intelligent energy that is given to us constantly at all times that fun was
into our system from the red root or the red ray and we also have intelligent
energy coming in from through our violet ray from the creator himself.
Basic blockages in the red ray in 3415, raw causes ray fixed.
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It is not clear if it cannot be blocked or if it can be activated and open to a greater degree.
So some students of confederation philosophy believe that this ray may be partially
blocked by survival issues.
So some things that block the red ray would be things such as financial issues,
safety concerns, and reproductive complications.
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Moving on to the orange ray, also known as the sacral chakra,
we have the center of personal or emotional identity, expression of power on
an individual basis, and a relationship of self to other self.
So the orange ray is all about how we view ourselves, how we talk to ourselves,
how we love ourselves, as well as one additional person.
Basic blockages will often demonstrate itself as personal eccentricities or
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distortions with regard to self-conscious understanding or acceptance of self.
Things that block the orange ray is a lack of self-love or acceptance,
and things such as issues with a spouse, colleague, or a friend.
The other ray, we have the solar plexus chakra. It is the center of identity
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in groups and power relationships in and among groups, and some basic blockages
resembles most closely that which can be called the ego.
Blockages in this center are often manifest as distortions towards power,
manipulation, and other social behaviors concerning those close and associated other selves.
To completely unblock this ray, each entity must
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love all which are in relationship to it with hope
only of the other self's joy peace and comfort and
then those with blockages in these first three energy centers will have
continuing difficulties and ability to further their seeking
of the law the green ray chakra
which is important right now especially as we are in harms
to me for density is the center of universal
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and unconditional love it is all about acceptance
non-judgment and healing the key to protection and
the springboard to intelligent infinity divinity and some
basic blockages in this area may manifest as difficulties
in expressing universal love or compassion quote tells
us if you have issues with sex or love of life if you find your relationships
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lacking if you judge yourself or others if you find your relationships with
your family or your work trouble all of these things can limit or even stop
the flow of energy into the heart the awareness of all as created is that which
opens the green ray energy center.
Blu-ray we have the throat chakra so we
have a center of wisdom light honesty clarity and
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inspiration but it is the first true spiritual way and
not all transfers are of a nature which has integrated mind
body and spirit and self-knowing blu-ray communicates
to others this entirety of beingness and is the first center
to radiate without the necessity of response
the first giving beyond green ray is the
giving of acceptance or freedom thus allowing the
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recipient being a blue ray energy transfer the opportunity for
a feeling of being accepted thus freeing that
other stuff to express itself to the giver of this
ray so for instance this group serves as a
great catalyst for all of our blue way chakras as well as you know those of
us who present as it gives us the opportunity to openly communicate and teach
one another and learn from one another basic blockages include in this area
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may have difficulty in grasping its own spiritual spiritual,
as well as spirit-mind complexes,
and further difficulty in expressing such understandings of self.
They may also have difficulties in accepting communication from other selves.
Next, we have the Indigo Ray, which is also known as the Third Eye Chakra.
This is the gateway to intelligent infinity.
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It is the center of faith, of the adept, of magical workings,
prayerful intention, and the radiance of being, the work of spirit.
It is also the seat of the logos, the ray of intelligent energy and infinite
possibilities, fed by the disciplines of the personality, and faith is one thing
that definitely affects this ray.
The common blockages in this ray is those blocked in the center may experience
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a lessening of the influx of intelligent energy due to manifestations which
appear as a sense of unworthiness that struggles to accept the reality of self as created.
And we have the violet ray, which is the crown chakra. It is the vibratory essence,
the slum, or the energetic signature of self.
A thermometer reflecting overall balance, an analog to intelligent infinity.
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And this ray is the spiritual giving and taking from creator to creator.
And the common blockage is the remaining center of energy influx is simply the
total expression of the entity vibratory complex of mind, body, and spirit.
It is as it will be. Balanced or imbalanced has no meaning at this energy level.
For it gives and takes in its own balance.
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Whatever this distortion may be, it cannot be manipulated as can the others,
and therefore it has no particular importance in viewing the balance of an entity.
All right, so now that we've gone through just a quick overview of what we talked
about for each individual array, we're going to talk about how to balance these.
So as we go through our daily activities, our individual arrays can be dimmed
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or they can be brightened based on the catalysts and experiences that we go through.
The centers may be balanced through the use of meditation and balancing the
catalytic thought or energy with its antithesis until the catalyst no longer
has its prior effect on you.
Ra gives us an approach on how to balance our energy centers.
In 5.2, Ra says, where you find patience within your mind, you must consciously
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find the corresponding impatience and vice versa.
Each thought that a being has, has in its turn an antithesis.
The disciplines of the mind involve, first of all, identifying both those things
of which you approve and those things of which you disapprove within yourself,
and then balancing each and every positive and negative charge with its equal.
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The mind contains all things.
Therefore, you must discover this completeness within yourself.
So Quo goes in a little deeper to say, At the end of your day,
it is well, therefore, to rest yourself,
your mind, body, and spirit in meditation and review the events of the day that
provided you this fruitful growth, the catalyst of opposites that each may utilize
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to become more and more the one infinite creator.
For example, those of Ra used the catalyst of patience and impatience to demonstrate
how this process is accomplished.
Accomplished if you have found yourself at some point in
your day becoming impatient with yourself or with
another person or with the situation that you
wish would find its completion you in your mind relive that situation that brought
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about the feeling of impatience you magnify the lack of patience that you demonstrated
when your patience was at its end so that it is blown out of proportion into
a great lack of patience a tremendous impatience that calls forth from From
your inner being, it's opposite,
called to that portion of your being, which has patience,
which has known patience, which has become patience.
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And that patience then is also allowed to become the magnified equivalent or partner of impatience.
Together, they are filling your inner screen of perceptions so that the great
impatience is balanced with the patience that comes from understanding.
So to simply summarize that all up and put it kind of into steps,
what you would do is you go into meditation, you quiet the mind,
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and then what you do is you recall, you relive the emotion or the energy or
whatever the situation was that you felt threw you out of balance.
And so once you recall it, you bring it forth back into your conscious mind
and, well, MRAW tells us to magnify it, to feel it again, to blow it out of proportion,
so to feel pretty much the original emotions that you felt in that instance
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and to even blow it up even more, to feel just the full degree of that catalyst.
Then next, what you do is you find this antithesis. MRAW used the example of
patience and impatience.
So if someone, if you were impatient with someone today, You would feel that
impatience magnified, feel it again, amplify, and then you would find that patience
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that exists within you as well.
And you would magnify that as well, feel it. And within that,
you find the balance between the two.
And Quote says, then you look at yourself as a portion of the creator that has
now been expanded to a greater portion of the creator so that you feel that
the patience and the impatience are utilized in a balanced fashion to allow
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you to know more of yourself as the creator which allows the creator to know
more of itself through your experience.
This is the journey of a lifetime, perhaps the journey of many lifetimes.
For this process, the utilization of catalysts within your third density illusion
is one which is infinite and potential and yet can also become that which is
the creator within you now and forever.
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So does anyone here, first, does anyone here practice balancing in their daily practice?
Anyone here have any examples or yeah
i i use it in my
practice practice awesome i know
it's definitely one thing that i'm working on including doing it more daily
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especially versus not just when something happens you know really throws me
off balance it's something that i'm working on and probably on a daily basis
to keep my energy such as kind of flowing and in harmony already ready.
So last week, Susie asked a really good question. She asked if we could have,
for instance, one chakra be dimmer and the other chakra be a little brighter.
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And, you know, so for instance, if you do well in social settings,
but, you know, your sense of survival may not be as strong.
And the answer is yes. And Ra calls that a tone poem.
All right. So everyone has a certain balance between our energy centers that
is unique to each self. The quote defines it as that which reflects the current
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status of each energy center operating in unison with each other energy center.
So pretty much everyone has a unique tone pole and it is pretty much the culmination
of all of our energy centers.
And they create a tone or a sound that can be heard by those who have the ability to hear this.
So Ra gives us some examples of historical figures and their energy configuration.
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Ra says of General Patton, this entity was of a strong yellow ray activation
with frequent green ray openings and occasional blue ray openings.
This particular entity did intensive group work in administration,
military organization, and war planning, thus his strong yellow ray activation,
which has to do with a group in social settings.
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But he also frequently, according to Ra, felt love for others or the self or
the creation or all of the above, Thus, the green ray opens,
and he even occasionally turned that love outward to authentically communicate
integrated selfhood in a way that illuminated and clarified,
thus the occasional blue ray openings.
So you have here his green ray head, it wasn't always open, there were openings
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or instances where it would open.
He had a very strong yellow ray as he kind of had to be since he was a leader
within the military organization and so on and so forth.
We also have other examples, Ross says, of Carla. Ross said that it may be viewed
as extremely even, her red, orange, and yellow rays.
Her green ray is extremely bright. This is, shall we say, balanced by a dimmer indigo.
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Between these two, the point of balance resides, the blue ray of the communicator
sparkling in strength above the ordinary.
In the violet ray, we see this unique spectrograph, if you will,
and at the same time, the period violet surrounding the hobo.
This in turn surrounded by that which mixes the red and violet ray,
indicating the integration of mind, body, and spirit.
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So, Carla went down. As she was channeling, you know, Ra looked at her energy
system and was able to give a reading of each of her senders and how they all
corresponded and were balanced to each other.
So Ra says, you know, her first three rays, red, orange, and yellow, were very balanced.
Her green ray extremely bright, but that was balanced by a more dimmer indigo.
Go and then you have albert which
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i'm not going to say his last name because i'm sure i'll butcher it but he was
a famous composer and ross says about him that
this entity was able to mobilize great amounts of energy and what you call money
this entity spent much green ray energy both as a healer and as a lover of your
instrument known as the organ this entity's yellow ray was bright and crystallized
by the efforts needed to procure the funds to promulgate its efforts However,
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the green and blue rays were of a toweringly brilliant nature as well.
The higher levels, as you may call them, being activated.
The lower, as you may call them, energy points remain, and the balance being quite, quite bright.
So you can see here how every single one of us has a unique configuration of
energies, and not all of them have to be just open and bright at all times.
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They all have a unique balance, and that balance is unique to us,
and this time point changes throughout our daily experiences.
Quote says about the tone poem, it is useful to begin to recognize that all
of the energy centers do need to be able to function simultaneously,
and in the simultaneity of their functioning, there is a new order or harmonization
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that arises as a possibility and indeed as a task.
When you have learned, let us say, to open the heart, it will still be the case
that you have issues that must be dealt with at the level of the red ray,
at the level of the orange, and at the level of the yellow.
First as we have said before the heart
chakra chakra does not open and then stay open the
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energy body as a whole has a vibration which
does not change very much at all but within that range of
vibration there is constant change just as there's change in your oceans because
of the you have inner tides both daily and at periods longer than a day some
are cyclical on a regular basis and some are unique to certain phases in your
development as a spirit when you go through through dark nights of the soul,
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as you asked about last week, and the energies and the vibrations change a bit
as you move through challenging times.
Does anyone have any questions on the tone poem?
I'd love if you could talk a little bit more about how it is that we hear those tone problems.
Did Ra give any information about how are those perceived or seen?
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That's a great question. So, they tell us that it depends on the person.
So, some people can hear them. They may manifest as images, feelings, or thoughts.
Those type of things arm or outgrowth of our energy sense. So it kind of depends
on the individual, but everyone is able to somehow tune into their own energy
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centers and are able to listen.
So like I said, that could be a sound, it could be a ringing,
it could be a feeling, it could be a constant emotion that you're feeling on
a daily basis over a period of time. Did I answer your question?
Yes, thank you. Go ahead, Doug. Yeah, I just wanted to suggest too that the
fact that they used the word poem, I think is important.
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It could have done other things to talk about the harmony of the balance and
harmony of the chakras would create a kind of unison noise using unison tone.
But the reason why they put it as a poem, we need to be thinking about that.
What are poems, if not something
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that is extraordinarily carefully designed
to give the reader
a portal into something deep when people write poems they write them very intentionally
so that the reader is drawn into this kind of a koan drawn into something that
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is universal and so a tone poem,
is similar i don't know if you guys ever did this where you rubbed you can rub
something like the bowl and and you wet your things and and then all of a sudden
you start to go the top of the bowl, the singing bowls.
So you have this balance and harmony and just the right amount of vibrations
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and you have that energy coming off.
But I think the poem part is really important, the depth there. Okay, thanks.
That's a great point, Doug. Thank you.
Anyone else have any questions or comments on the tone poem?
So if you wanted to know, it'd be nice to have Rafa read all of our energy centers for us.
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Um so i understand how you might uh tune in and for me it probably would be
sensation or a feeling as to what's going on in my energy centers but how,
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I'm still not real clear how you read your own chakras over then,
maybe during meditation or silence to sit and actually kind of know certain emotions up like fear,
I guess, which one might be being attacked.
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I can weigh in a little bit on that one.
First off, DeMarcus shared some really great things about the red ray.
DeMarcus, could you go back just for a second? To the red ray? Yeah. Yeah.
So financial issues, safety concerns, reproductive complications.
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We're talking about Maslow's hierarchy of needs here. And so that root level is important.
There's one other thing that I would want to add to that, of those three.
And that is to fully accept our incarnation here, the embodiment that we have
in this exact moment with this exact body and just the way it is.
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As it is presented in this moment and that
is a way to allow the red ray to fully come in and so that would be something
that i would want to add there is a lot of us have a hard time saying yes to
the incarnation and when we can doesn't mean we don't struggle but when we can do that,
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then that would be a red ray boost.
And then in terms of the capacity to read our chakras, I think you probably
already do it, Barbara, if you're honest, because you can just walk in and you
can be around other people.
And I'm assuming you will pick up, there's something about you that will pick
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up the luminosity of the other person.
And you can kind of get a sense as to what degree are they
walking around with an equanimity capacity
to just be fully present stable mind body spirit you're probably looking at
a ray to indigo ray entity at that point i found that very interesting about
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carla being very bright bright in the lower three
chakras in light of everything she experienced in her life.
You know, it wasn't always easy for her, especially a lot of her physical ailments.
Yeah, that was nice to hear. I thought that was interesting.
I would say that it's not that right there, what you're saying about the red,
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orange, and yellow, was less about her illnesses, actually.
The reason why she had such a massive amount of green open, that was more about
her trying to accept her illnesses.
Okay. The green ray was pretty massive.
But the lower three chakras, these have to do with, it doesn't necessarily mean
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that if you have a physical illness, you're going to have lower chakra triad.
I don't know. She did have some red ray stuff, but really she was always trying
to balance the social conditions and her inner sense of self.
And she balanced all those really well. But the fact that she had to constantly
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deal with physical pain and all of that, that was the green ray.
Well, I suspect if your mind-body complex does not feel safe,
I'm going to say safe in the world, that it's probably very difficult to open up the green ray.
You know, I mean, it seems like there would be some sort of battle there.
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Yeah, I agree. Yeah. Most definitely. And I remember when you asked about how
you can find out, I remember I placed this quote in here from one of our earlier slides.
And Ross says, the thoughts of an entity, its feelings or emotions,
and least of all, its behavior are the signposts for the teaching and learning of self by self.
In the analysis of one's experience within a day, an entity may assess what
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it considers to be inappropriate thoughts, behaviors, feelings, and emotions.
And examining these inappropriate activities of mind, body, and spirit complexes,
the entity may then place these distortions in the proper vibrational ray,
and thus see what work is needed.
So these different things are like crosses that you find posts for a physical outgrowth of the body.
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That way you know which centers may need work or balance.
I see Neil, he has his hand up. yeah i
just had a of my thought that came through
when you were going over red ray and orange ray and i was thinking about red
ray being first density and minerals elements and our body being mostly water
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and the practice of you know imagining light imagining love in the water
to kind of charge it then to heal the body and
then maybe doing something on the same level of like imagining light surrounding
the body as like i would say a not like a separate entity but imagining it you
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know full of light if those two ways could just through visualization heal,
potential you know blockages i wouldn't say like pre-birth blockages but minor intentional.
I like that. Thank you for sharing.
I never considered the charged water part.
Of course, outside of us, but then of course, we have the water inside of us.
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So doing that, that's actually awesome. Thank you for sharing that.
I'm definitely going to try that.
Does anyone else have any questions on the chakras or the tone poems?
If not, then I have. We're going to do a quick little tone poem show and tell.
All right, so let's open this up to discussion. So here are a few questions
for the group. So they are, what do you think is your strongest energy center and why?
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What do you think is your dimmest or most black energy center and why?
And how do you think you can better balance these centers? And so individual
wisdom is welcome. If you hear someone have an issue that you want to reclaim
or you may have the answer to unblocking or balancing, then feel free to speak up.
But I would start, I'll say personally, I think my strongest is my V-Ray chakra.
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And that is the sharing of wisdom, open
communication, making others feel comfortable and safe in a safe space.
I get a high from teaching and helping others and communicating what I know.
I would say one of my dimmest chakras would be my orange ray.
I've always had a issue with self-love and loving and accepting myself.
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And that would be a dimming in the orange ray.
So I'm currently, that is one kind of the right energy center I am consciously
working on at the current moment to better unblock.
And I'm working on balancing that orange ray by loving myself,
taking better care of myself, and really just appreciating myself.
So if anyone else would like to share you don't have to answer all three if
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you're answering the Swan and Poem or a combo would anyone else like to share
their poem and what they think alright Doug we want to hear from you.
I talk too much no we want to hear you talk well.
I think that I feel like my strongest energy center is my orange ray because I feel like,
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for me how i know that i'm doing my work and that goes all the way to the indigo
is because of how well i think i know myself and and all of the faults and sorry about the police,
we're staying at kensington in philadelphia it's like the it's where people
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who can't make it in gangs go and it's very poor anyways the orange ray for
me is where i would feel like i'm strongest,
get a sense of myself but that's because i balanced my red ray and my yellow
ray really well and so that that relationship i think is the the orange ray which has become who i am,
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but the orange ray is directly connected to the indigo ray it's it's really
the other side the The indigo and the orange are like two sides of the same coin.
So for me, to the degree that I've developed the orange ray,
it's also been the gateway or the portal to the indigo.
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Other rays of course have to be balanced to really do the indigo ray but as i am becoming more,
able to give myself over to
the one infinite creator for the
highest and greatest good of everyone i'm finding
myself walking with a different kind of gravity maybe a gravitas tas and it's
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this sense that i see everything and everyone as little fractals little holons
of the one infinite creator and it's not just a conceptual thing but it's it's an embodied,
an embodied yes to oh there you are when i say you i mean me too it's like there we are there we are,
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the next person there we are so that has directly connected to the orange ray
but it's also So the indigo ray that has to be there in order for me to recognize
kind of a unit of consciousness way.
The dimmest one that I have most blocked, I think it's also the red. I think it's the red ray.
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But I feel like I'm being shown how to slowly open up that spout.
Because if I open it up too quickly, then I feel like I'm going to fry everything else.
So the constant yes to all of this, to this moment right here,
to the next moment right here, and then the next here, that is me opening it
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up a little bit more, the red ray.
But I'd say that that is work for me, especially as I put myself in places where I'm uncomfortable.
And how to balance the red ray and.
Let me say really quickly that red and yellow ray are connected for me because
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when I'm in an environment,
especially with people that I know feel very differently than me in terms of
their worldviews, my red ray goes up to feel like, am I going to survive this?
Am I going to survive this emotionally here with these people?
And am I going to project my stuff onto them?
So like that red ray is like survival inside
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a social setting so i feel like if i
balance the red where i'm saying yes
i'm incarnating here to this moment and then
balance the yellow for all of
those people in front of me whom i want to say
no not these people i see
that as equivalent to me saying no not this body not
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this moment so if i can say yes to both
then i can i think i can work
as the infinite creator inside that difficult construct sometimes thanks thank
you for sharing so actually i have a question for you so as someone who is trying
is working on balancing the orange chakra and you how you say that's what you're
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strong is how what are some things that you
do consciously to balance your orange chakra or to keep it open the orange chakra is.
It's going to be a relationship between the red
and yellow and so it's always a negotiation
with your unmanifested self and so
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what i do is when i'm in a situation like for
example i'll just give you an example when i'm flying over here
i was sitting with the man who was he
was a guy that needed to talk a lot and i
actually made a conscious decision
so my yellow ray my yellow ray because it's me inside a social construct and
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i just i tried to green ray the love i felt something very beautiful just holding
not needing to have him not to change and i would all these
plans that I wanted to do by myself but I
allowed the moment to be and then when the
yellow ray he's talking and I thought you know what this is
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the infinite creator speaking to me right now so the yellow ray it was like
the green ray of accepting everything there kind of came into the yellow ray
and I saw him as the creator and then I also knew that who I am in that moment,
is not just Doug, but it is also the infinite creator as Doug connecting with
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this guy and this chosen moment. This moment seemed...
Be chosen if I continue to follow, not try to make anything happen,
but follow to see what kind of tone poem can be created between the two of us.
And so what I felt like I was as the orange ray,
is I was dialoguing as Doug with my unmanifested self of like,
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man, I really want to be doing this other thing, but wait, maybe this is an opportunity.
What should we do? Let's bring in the green ray, except back here, brace.
So Doug is doing this, but then I realized I was beginning to channel the One
Infinite Creator and then connecting and then something really beautiful happened.
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We talked for two, three hours and it was an incredibly meaningful conversation
for him. It was for me too.
And so just to end by saying, the
Orange Ray is a dance and it's not
just you it's a dance between who
you think you are your unmanifested self
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and then the degree to which you allow
yourself to channel your higher self or the one infinite creator or whatever
and that person that force comes out and so you have a three you have a triune
nature in that orange and you and you end up knowing that you're the the person,
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and that's actually opening the valve for more of this fullness to come out
or closing the valve see there's intention here.
Awesome thank you doug that definitely resonated but uh
anyone else like to share yeah i was gonna
oh go ahead i was gonna ask doug
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in art there's complementary
colors and when and when you're
painting like if you mix the complementary
colors together they create beige or neutral
so that's just interesting that you said
like it sounds like you're the things that you're
strong and your weakest are complementary is that
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correct blow with me which ones
did i say i was strongest and weakest oh red and orange yellow
i thought yellow what's your strong one i thought it was yellow it was orange
the the okay the strong is orange but it's connected to blue we are indigo rather
okay well those are kind of actually that's just i just that's kind of
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an interesting thing to me and I kind of
relate to that I I love sitting down
talking to people and most of the time I'm the listener
and I'm empathic and I'm an Enneagram too and I have really had to struggle
with probably my blu-ray I'm not sure the one I'm having to learn to set boundaries
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and the importance of setting boundaries,
and how it's okay to be about me sometimes.
Too, because I end up just absorbing a lot, a lot, a lot.
So I guess my stronger, I would say somewhere between orange and green,
I'm very, like I love to go out to the grocery store and connect with somebody.
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That just really jazzes me if it's just two
minutes in the line just to have a something that makes us
both walk away with a smile and a chuckle that really makes me
feel good and i guess just the balance is coming in i i have been laughing and
saying i'm boundary betty because once you get a taste for it it's like okay
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this is not that bad this is actually it feels more balanced to set boundaries and So anyway,
I'm rambling, but that's my thought.
Like you're sharing now all those boundaries, but do you want one other person
or is it more boundaries within a group or social study?
It's boundaries with individuals. People I really love where it's just been...
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One-sided listening. But for example, I had this really profound,
intense dark night of the soul that went on for about two years.
And I had one girlfriend, she kept calling me and saying like,
where are you? What's going on? How are you? Is something wrong?
And I remember this one time, she talked at me for 36 minutes and then she's like, well, I got to go.
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So I talked to her about it recently. I'm out of my dark night of the soul and
I have more perspective on it.
And at the time, I couldn't explain to her what was going on and I couldn't
explain to her how she wasn't showing up for me.
And I had to stay away from her because I didn't have the bandwidth to take
anybody else's stuff on, good or bad. I just couldn't do it.
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But by setting a boundary in a a very loving way.
I was just very kind and compassionate. I just said, this is what was happening for me at the time.
And I just was gently able to tell her, you need to listen sometimes too.
You literally talked out me for 36 hours under the guise of,
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I love you and I want to check in on you, but I felt like you vomited on me
and then you got off the phone.
So yeah, it's It's mostly individuals, but what I'm finding is I'm finding this
very loving voice to be able to say kindly, like, you just can't be that.
You can't treat me that way. You can't treat me with disrespect.
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If you love me, then you're going to show up with respect.
And it's very empowering. It's been really different.
It's all different. Yeah. That's awesome. So you're definitely doing orange
ray work as well as blue ray work.
You know so the orange ray setting those boundaries with one
other person and then the blue ray is the ability to to
then communicate that openly and freely so that's
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awesome thank you for sharing but uh anyone
else like to share oh i'm
sorry go ahead barbara i'm i'm
you know what's funny is you can kind of
i mean you go up and you're kind
of go through all of them like i'm going to think that my dentist want my frequently
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the one that's frequently the dentist would be my red ray and but it's very
dependent on the other other chakra energy centers so when the red ray.
And it has to do with safety in the world or something.
You know, my mind-body, I just have gone through six weeks of something and it felt, oh, red ray.
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But on the other flip side, you know, when my blue ray and my indigo ray are
unblocked, it's just amazing, you know, what happens.
It's as different as the night and day.
My green ray is probably the one that I seem to be very focused on.
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Not so much with, if I read the words you have there, with the non-judgment or acceptance.
Of course, acceptance is one of the words that I think about almost on a daily basis.
But the unconditional love or opening to, you know,
if your red ray is a little disturbed, it's it's very very hard for me to open
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my green ray at times or be open in my green ray but other times it's just very
bright i i'm not explaining this very well but i just find it interesting how,
sometimes there it's just like going up and down and around and you know some
are closed some are open but i'm definitely aware of of which ones are blocked
and which ones are open and
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how they work with each other. I'm not explaining that very well.
But yeah, and as far as balancing them, just the awareness of it and thinking about,
I call it all the different practices that I've set, you know,
that I can maybe pull out of a little practice box.
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But right now I am dedicating at least 30 or 40 minutes a day to just to sit in silence and.
Try to focus more on what I'm feeling, you know, what's going on in the body,
you know, and versus, you know, I'm aware of the thoughts as they pass by,
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but really just trying not to think and just really get into the feelings,
sensations of what's going on in the body. So I've been doing that more recently.
And I'd like to just stick with you just for a second here, Miss B,
because what you're doing there. You know me so well.
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Well, you know, I mean, but I would say like you are doing a boot camp whenever
you're doing that kind of 30 minute exercise of noticing your feelings and your body.
You're doing a boot camp on self-awareness there.
And that's a lot of work in your unmanifest self.
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Good and that's also
indigo ray work because that's what the adept works
on with the unmanifested self intentionally but here's
the thing that work in the orange ray when you're doing that kind of meditation
work is part a to a part b and it's not really fully complete until the part
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b is also So you're able to do it in,
when you're with other people, because notice that the exercise is exactly the same.
You get with somebody else, you're in somebody else's presence.
The first thing that we do is we assess, it's largely unconscious,
but we're assessing, am I going to survive this physically?
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Am I physically going to survive? All right. Am I going to emotionally survive this?
In other words, to what degree am I alike these people?
To what degree am I completely not like these people?
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Do i fit in with these people these are all questions that we can ask ourselves in the moment,
and it still can just be on unconscious but you
kind of get a sense there am i going to emotionally survive absolutely
and then you get into the the yellow
ray of it is once you feel
like you can you're getting a sense of the land the
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land of the light sorry the lay of the land you know
who's there what energy is there and then
if you try this maybe next
time is then as the orange ray once you
get a sense of the feel of the energy with the
people you're at then say to yourself this would be this would be unmanifested
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work say to yourself what do i want to do in this environment right now like
how do i want to have my incarnation in this moment.
Be in this moment because you can ask
yourself that and if you want to be the
one infinite creator of course which is indigo ray
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then you can in intention
that moment even if
it doesn't mean that you're going to do a lot of stuff you know you could just
say i desire to be an instrument of peace and love for the highest and greatest
good for everybody here and then you're actually using your orange ray to actually
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sort of like bring in through your incarnation bring in.
White the light goes up yeah what do you think about that yeah no that's that's pretty spot on,
about the orange ray i didn't wasn't quite
recognizing that but you're absolutely right and i think about how i am in relationships
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and other people or yeah including myself i know you've told me that before
so i think that's your best use of your orange ray yeah yeah okay thank you.
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Thanks, Doug. the song All You Need Is Love from the Beatles came on.
That really balances me. I feel connected with nature and my heart opens up.
I just had the thought of the creator being on Earth and what a better example
than the Beatles of a group of humans sitting together with instruments and just being in nature,
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coming up with the song about love and freedom together
and then using their blu-ray to kind of channel
that out into the earth and they're all you know perfectly aligned with their
yellow rays mixing together and i thought that was a good example of kind of
potentially wanderers to just being conscious creators on earth and it's also
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not that's a great song thanks neil All right,
so we are running out on time, so I have this one last quote.
This is from the Raw Contact Series Resource Guide, and it said about the tone
poem, However fragmented, divided, and disharmonious our notes may be,
we are symphonic pieces of music that tell the story of who we are.
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That story shifts through various tones and moods as we move through the chapters
and challenges of our lives.
And in the orchestra of self, our energy centers open and close in correspondence
to our thoughts, feelings, and activities, each center expressing one of seven
major notes, with any flats, sharps, and subtle gradations between.
The more that we love and forgive ourselves, integrate and balance our energies,
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and discover the self as creator, the greater our inner harmony.
Thus, the tone poem of self produces a euphonious sound or melody,
giving pleasure to the ears of many.
Thought i would end with that nice so
thank y'all for joining me again the energy standards of chakras i
mean that's something that is so vast and epic i
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mean we could do a presentation probably every month and still wouldn't cover
um everything but this is just brief so i'm
glad that y'all joined me and we got to do this again
would be recording
from last week up yes okay
i definitely only would like to share that with a couple people absolutely
doug do you know would you be able to do that in our discord yeah it's
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already in the discord suzy are you part of that i don't
even know what you're talking about okay no i
guess yeah let me invite you to our discord forum we have a building fourth
forum there and that's where we post some things to each other like this link
but in the interim do you have you ever you've listened to the podcast.
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Yeah you've you've forwarded me a podcast about your ships and i forwarded it
to a cousin and she loved it and so i look for them on the built forth podcasty
stuff yeah the new one's up and
it's oh and fred just put it up there too so it's up there right now yeah i'm
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just supposed Most of these are on the link in our group chat.
Susie, if you want to click on it and save it.
Okay. Yes. And I would like to just invite y'all next week.
I'm going to do part B on the SHIPS approach.
Just give some more practical stuff.
Not real deep. Like I said, each letter can be a book, but just something to
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help us be the greatest caregivers we can be.
Whatever it agrees. screens. Great job, Demarcus. Wonderful.
Yes. Thank you, Demarcus. Thank you.
Good night, everybody. God bless. Bye.
Good night, everyone. Good night.