Ep 105 - Unlocking the Power of Shadow Work With Human Design: How Childhood Experiences Shape Our Lives and Business

In today's episode,Miranda shares her personal experiences with studying  the depths of human design and how the process of taking information in, integrating and experimenting with it and then going back to learn and digest more has been a transformative part of her journey in connecting with her authentic self expression. Miranda opens up about the process of repetition with vulnerability and  compassion for each and every person in where they are at in that moment. She then shares about her beliefs and her personal journey of self-discovery through the power of releasing anger  Equine Gestalt, a modality that is getting trained in. Miranda firmly believes that anger is a natural emotion that should not be shamed or suppressed and how it is important to find a safe space to express it in a way that is transformative and liberating, allowing individuals to find their authentic voice and speak their truth.

 

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Key Topics/Show Notes of This Episode:

- Embracing Anger- Viewing anger as a natural emotion  

- Embodied Voice and Releasing Repressed Feelings

- Exploring human design for personal deconditioning

- The importance of working with shadows

- The value of responding instead of planning (Generator Types)

- Identifying open and defined centers for deconditioning

- Letting go of societal norms and embracing authenticity

-  Unfiltered Masterclass

- Childhood experiences and beliefs

- The role of the centers and inner guidance in Human Design

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1. Miranda talks about embracing shadows and vulnerability. How do you view these aspects of yourself? Are you comfortable exploring them?2. How has writing or other forms of self-expression helped you gain clarity and understanding of your own emotions and thoughts?

 

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Episode Transcript

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Do you spend all of your time building and maintaining your business so that you achieve the success you envision? Do you feel frustrated, unfulfilled, and have a loss or disconnect from your creative flow? Are you a conscious leader that is ready for change when it comes to society's views on money, wealth, relationships, and what prosperity truly means? If so, you are in the right place.

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Welcome to the provoking prosperity podcast.
.999I am your host, Miranda Mitchell.
.999I am a two four manage end.
Who is here to empower and equip you to step out of the box of social norms, guide you into using your voice for inspiration and impact and support you in finding what prosperity means for you so that you have the business and life that fulfills you.

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So grab that cup of coffee, get comfy, and get ready to hear the heartwarming and heart wrenching personal stories, all things jinkies plus tangible practices that you can implement right now for your personal and business growth. 7 00:00:59,143.235470085 --> 00:00:59,593.235470085 Hello. 8 00:00:59,593.235470085 --> 00:01:00,763.235470085 Beautiful souls. 9 00:01:00,823.235470085 --> 00:01:03,763.235470085 Welcome back to the provoking prosperity podcast. 10 00:01:04,213.235470085 --> 00:01:07,213.235470085 This is your host Miranda Mitchell. 11 00:01:07,843.235470085 --> 00:01:11,893.235470085 Today, I am going to be going into more depth. 12 00:01:12,223.235470085 --> 00:01:13,933.235470085 In the deconditioning. 13 00:01:14,383.235470085 --> 00:01:20,563.235470085 And the way that I have been integrating human design into my life for the deconditioning. 14 00:01:21,523.235470085 --> 00:01:22,633.235470085 I am sharing this. 15 00:01:22,903.235470085 --> 00:01:23,803.235470085 Because. 16 00:01:24,643.235470085 --> 00:01:30,673.235470085 As I have mentioned many, many, many times it is the repetition and going back. 17 00:01:31,93.235470085 --> 00:01:41,293.23547009 That support too, in your awareness of where you have triggers, where you have experiences that are hindering you or even beliefs. 18 00:01:41,833.23547009 --> 00:01:47,443.23547009 The way that I found human design, as most of you know, is first the journey. 19 00:01:47,713.23547009 --> 00:01:57,673.23547009 Or the evolution of having a deep practice of yoga for about 10 years where I released a lot of the physical trauma and the physical. 20 00:01:58,513.23547009 --> 00:02:00,253.23547009 Emotions from my body. 21 00:02:00,823.23547009 --> 00:02:04,393.23547009 I believe a lot of them lie in my back in my spine. 22 00:02:04,673.23547009 --> 00:02:07,763.23547009 I have every single one of my lumbar. 23 00:02:08,203.23547009 --> 00:02:18,323.23547009 Has either a herniated disc or a bulging disc, and it's on the left side, left side is more the feminine side and the right side is the masculine for me personally. 24 00:02:18,773.23547009 --> 00:02:25,103.23547009 I feel like this is because I've had to live in the masculine for much of my life. 25 00:02:25,343.23547009 --> 00:02:27,623.23547009 I've had to make things happen. 26 00:02:27,653.23547009 --> 00:02:29,603.23547009 Always do things on my own. 27 00:02:30,563.23547009 --> 00:02:32,783.23547009 I was constantly in the masculine. 28 00:02:32,783.23547009 --> 00:02:43,583.23547009 So what had happened I believe is that has pressed and pushed down because of the amount of tension in my body, in my right side, the masculine side. 29 00:02:43,913.23547009 --> 00:02:49,223.23547009 That is actually pushed and affected some of my disks. 30 00:02:51,233.23547009 --> 00:03:01,983.23547009 You also may know that when I went to Egypt, For that entire year before I had very bad sciatica pain it started October 4th. 31 00:03:02,13.23547009 --> 00:03:03,423.23547009 I remember it was my birthday. 32 00:03:04,3.23547009 --> 00:03:09,673.23547009 I went out to dinner and it was really tight and I started feeling something in my hamstring and I thought it was my hamstring. 33 00:03:10,153.23547009 --> 00:03:13,543.23547009 From that point on for an entire year. 34 00:03:14,53.23547009 --> 00:03:16,473.23547009 I had excruciating. 35 00:03:16,633.23547009 --> 00:03:17,383.23547009 Side Attica. 36 00:03:17,743.23547009 --> 00:03:21,993.23547009 And then I went to Egypt in September, the following year, That entire year. 37 00:03:22,323.23547009 --> 00:03:29,583.23547009 There was times that I had to take phone calls when I was in child's pose because I was in so much pain. 38 00:03:30,3.23547009 --> 00:03:34,443.23547009 There was times that I couldn't put pressure on my left foot. 39 00:03:34,443.23547009 --> 00:03:39,993.23547009 My entire leg was in pain because it was on the left side, the left side again. 40 00:03:40,233.23547009 --> 00:03:41,253.23547009 With the sciatic. 41 00:03:41,853.23547009 --> 00:03:45,933.23547009 I at times I couldn't sit and I had to do everything standing at times. 42 00:03:45,933.23547009 --> 00:03:47,43.23547009 I couldn't lay down. 43 00:03:47,443.23547009 --> 00:03:51,743.23547009 Although many people told me that I should go get surgery. 44 00:03:51,803.23547009 --> 00:03:54,563.23547009 I knew how my body would react. 45 00:03:54,683.23547009 --> 00:03:59,603.23547009 The last time I didn't listen to my body was when I had the COVID shot. 46 00:03:59,603.23547009 --> 00:04:00,773.23547009 And then I broke out in shingles. 47 00:04:01,863.23547009 --> 00:04:05,673.23547009 I know that my body does not do well with surgery. 48 00:04:06,543.23547009 --> 00:04:09,993.23547009 I actually feel like that's why I even had alopecia. 49 00:04:10,323.23547009 --> 00:04:15,363.23547009 I had a procedure done seven months before my hair started falling out with alopecia. 50 00:04:15,693.23547009 --> 00:04:19,713.23547009 And I truly feel it was because of the trauma of my body. 51 00:04:19,923.23547009 --> 00:04:20,463.23547009 My. 52 00:04:20,883.23547009 --> 00:04:22,593.23547009 Body has been through so much trauma. 53 00:04:22,823.23547009 --> 00:04:23,453.23547009 So. 54 00:04:23,643.23547009 --> 00:04:24,873.23547009 I went to Egypt. 55 00:04:25,83.23547009 --> 00:04:26,943.23547009 I ended up getting COVID. 56 00:04:27,483.23547009 --> 00:04:28,413.23547009 Any JOPT. 57 00:04:28,743.23547009 --> 00:04:31,263.23547009 And within that time that I was. 58 00:04:31,833.23547009 --> 00:04:38,883.23547009 In the boat going up the Nile, going to this temple, that was shadows. 59 00:04:39,33.23547009 --> 00:04:39,993.23547009 Very interesting. 60 00:04:39,993.23547009 --> 00:04:40,473.23547009 Right. 61 00:04:40,773.23547009 --> 00:04:41,703.23547009 Or is it. 62 00:04:42,363.23547009 --> 00:04:44,973.23547009 It's not, I feel like everything in life. 63 00:04:45,273.23547009 --> 00:04:46,173.23547009 Is a sign. 64 00:04:46,173.23547009 --> 00:04:47,13.23547009 If you. 65 00:04:47,673.23547009 --> 00:04:48,843.23547009 Are aware of. 66 00:04:49,353.23547009 --> 00:04:50,253.23547009 Enough to see it. 67 00:04:51,63.23547009 --> 00:04:52,383.23547009 Going up the Nile. 68 00:04:53,43.23547009 --> 00:04:55,883.23547009 Going up to this temple of shadows. 69 00:04:56,633.23547009 --> 00:05:03,533.23547009 I had been having pain in my back for the entire year, my lumbar and sciatic. 70 00:05:04,13.23547009 --> 00:05:10,733.23547009 I had pain previously in my back for numerous, numerous, numerous years. 71 00:05:11,303.23547009 --> 00:05:19,523.23547009 And I'm going up the Nile to this temple of shadows, where I was going through some deep, deep shadow work. 72 00:05:19,583.23547009 --> 00:05:21,773.23547009 I was feeling abandoned. 73 00:05:21,833.23547009 --> 00:05:25,973.23547009 I was fearful that I would be left behind because I was in Egypt and. 74 00:05:26,273.23547009 --> 00:05:30,223.23547009 I had COVID and we were going from one hotel to another hotel. 75 00:05:30,223.23547009 --> 00:05:32,143.23547009 It wasn't like we're in one place. 76 00:05:32,473.23547009 --> 00:05:35,893.23547009 It was a time that I was going through a lot. 77 00:05:36,403.23547009 --> 00:05:41,203.23547009 And I remember the first moment that I stood up. 78 00:05:42,193.23547009 --> 00:05:43,333.23547009 In that boat. 79 00:05:43,663.23547009 --> 00:05:44,683.23547009 With COVID. 80 00:05:45,433.23547009 --> 00:05:46,363.23547009 I had no pain. 81 00:05:47,683.23547009 --> 00:05:48,853.23547009 I truly feel. 82 00:05:49,513.23547009 --> 00:05:51,973.23547009 This wasn't supposed to happen. 83 00:05:52,363.23547009 --> 00:05:52,903.23547009 For me. 84 00:05:53,563.23547009 --> 00:05:57,553.23547009 Which if you bring it in around even more, think of the shadows. 85 00:05:58,153.23547009 --> 00:05:59,983.23547009 I'm here to work on the shadows. 86 00:06:00,253.23547009 --> 00:06:05,533.23547009 For most of my career, I have been told don't dive into the shadows. 87 00:06:05,533.23547009 --> 00:06:07,933.23547009 A lot of people don't want to do the shadow work. 88 00:06:07,933.23547009 --> 00:06:09,253.23547009 It's too much in depth. 89 00:06:09,253.23547009 --> 00:06:10,63.23547009 It's too much. 90 00:06:10,483.23547009 --> 00:06:15,493.23547009 You have to start lighter first because not everybody wants to do shadows. 91 00:06:16,123.23547009 --> 00:06:18,433.23547009 Well, you know what? I'm not here to work with everybody. 92 00:06:19,113.23547009 --> 00:06:20,513.23547009 I'm here to do the work. 93 00:06:20,903.23547009 --> 00:06:23,3.23547009 With the people that want to do the shadows. 94 00:06:23,333.23547009 --> 00:06:27,23.23547009 And do the shadows of grace and love and acceptance. 95 00:06:27,233.23547009 --> 00:06:36,773.23547009 And yes, sometimes messiness, sometimes fear, sometimes anger, which is a new one for me, as you all know, But sometimes love and compassion. 96 00:06:37,73.23547009 --> 00:06:38,153.23547009 And excitement. 97 00:06:38,663.23547009 --> 00:06:47,243.23547009 When you can get excited when a shadow comes up, that's when you know that you are really truly aware of what's keeping you stuck. 98 00:06:48,23.23547009 --> 00:06:50,153.23547009 For those that don't want to do the shadows. 99 00:06:50,273.23547009 --> 00:06:51,83.23547009 I love you. 100 00:06:51,143.23547009 --> 00:06:52,13.23547009 It's all good. 101 00:06:52,493.23547009 --> 00:06:56,663.23547009 But if you're stuck, you have to go into the shadows. 102 00:06:56,903.23547009 --> 00:06:58,463.23547009 You can't just sugar coat, everything. 103 00:06:58,463.23547009 --> 00:07:00,23.23547009 You can't just be top level. 104 00:07:00,293.23547009 --> 00:07:01,373.23547009 You have to go in there. 105 00:07:01,433.23547009 --> 00:07:02,273.23547009 You have to love it. 106 00:07:03,473.23547009 --> 00:07:05,363.23547009 And you don't have to love it, but you have to go in there. 107 00:07:06,923.23547009 --> 00:07:17,753.23547009 The reason I'm bringing this up is because through my process, All of this awareness truly happened for me when I found human design. 108 00:07:18,683.23547009 --> 00:07:27,253.23547009 So just before I did all the yoga work, becoming physical, aware of my body and what, where I was keeping all the things wanting to release it. 109 00:07:27,523.23547009 --> 00:07:29,323.23547009 But then human design came in. 110 00:07:29,683.23547009 --> 00:07:32,803.23547009 And I realized, oh my goodness. 111 00:07:32,803.23547009 --> 00:07:34,723.23547009 You know, I'm a manifesting generator. 112 00:07:34,723.23547009 --> 00:07:35,923.23547009 I'm here to respond. 113 00:07:36,343.23547009 --> 00:07:39,253.23547009 And I reflected back on times that I did respond. 114 00:07:40,303.23547009 --> 00:07:41,293.23547009 And it was easy. 115 00:07:41,453.23547009 --> 00:07:44,123.23547009 Things would just fall into place when I responded. 116 00:07:44,393.23547009 --> 00:07:49,673.23547009 But yet it was so hard when I was planning everything in my head and making things happen. 117 00:07:49,703.23547009 --> 00:07:50,663.23547009 It was a struggle. 118 00:07:51,383.23547009 --> 00:07:53,633.23547009 And with this awareness of the strategy. 119 00:07:54,143.23547009 --> 00:08:01,793.23547009 It was like, you know what, I'm going to try this on because when I reflect back everything, That came easily. 120 00:08:01,793.23547009 --> 00:08:03,533.23547009 To me, that felt good. 121 00:08:03,563.23547009 --> 00:08:07,703.23547009 That excited me, that wasn't a struggle was through responding. 122 00:08:07,973.23547009 --> 00:08:11,423.23547009 So I'm going to try this on and I'm going to see how this works for me. 123 00:08:12,353.23547009 --> 00:08:13,583.23547009 That was the first thing. 124 00:08:14,543.23547009 --> 00:08:16,403.23547009 And yes, it's not easy. 125 00:08:16,523.23547009 --> 00:08:17,753.23547009 It's habitual. 126 00:08:17,843.23547009 --> 00:08:25,283.23547009 When you are used to, especially as a leader, a conscious entrepreneur, someone that's always doing, always putting ourselves out there. 127 00:08:25,313.23547009 --> 00:08:26,453.23547009 We're told that. 128 00:08:27,353.23547009 --> 00:08:37,823.23547009 It is hard to not do that because then what happens? I remember there were points in times that I would sit back and I'm like, Am I doing enough? I don't feel like I'm doing anything. 129 00:08:38,153.23547009 --> 00:08:45,313.23547009 I don't, I'm not doing enough, but yet when I think about the amount of people I was working with, the collaborations I was having. 130 00:08:45,673.23547009 --> 00:08:47,473.23547009 The money that was coming in for my business. 131 00:08:47,503.23547009 --> 00:08:48,343.23547009 It's like, wait a minute. 132 00:08:48,373.23547009 --> 00:08:49,543.23547009 I am doing less. 133 00:08:49,633.23547009 --> 00:08:50,743.23547009 And it's easier. 134 00:08:51,223.23547009 --> 00:08:54,343.23547009 And I'm doing more actually. 135 00:08:55,123.23547009 --> 00:08:55,813.23547009 Better. 136 00:08:55,813.23547009 --> 00:09:02,863.23547009 As far as emotionally, the resources taking care of myself, all the other stuff I was doing better, even financially. 137 00:09:04,3.23547009 --> 00:09:06,433.23547009 So then your mind plays tricks on you. 138 00:09:07,183.23547009 --> 00:09:12,523.23547009 And you fall back sometimes, and then you realize, oh, wait a minute, wait to respond. 139 00:09:12,823.23547009 --> 00:09:15,853.23547009 So then you go back and you try again. 140 00:09:15,913.23547009 --> 00:09:18,73.23547009 It's not a one-time thing. 141 00:09:18,223.23547009 --> 00:09:20,323.23547009 I had to go back and I continued to do. 142 00:09:20,743.23547009 --> 00:09:27,73.23547009 So that was the first thing, learning about the human design, learning about my strategy then going into the profile. 143 00:09:27,73.23547009 --> 00:09:33,733.23547009 What did the profile lines? That was interesting for me because I always didn't love myself. 144 00:09:33,853.23547009 --> 00:09:37,393.23547009 So I always had to be with other people I always had to be doing. 145 00:09:37,393.23547009 --> 00:09:39,193.23547009 I didn't like time with myself. 146 00:09:39,793.23547009 --> 00:09:44,863.23547009 Well, the four that is all about other people fully in that, but the two. 147 00:09:45,293.23547009 --> 00:09:47,843.23547009 The hermit? No, not, not much at all. 148 00:09:48,863.23547009 --> 00:09:49,883.23547009 So drawing that on. 149 00:09:49,883.23547009 --> 00:09:50,483.23547009 Okay. 150 00:09:50,663.23547009 --> 00:09:51,743.23547009 Let me Herman away. 151 00:09:51,803.23547009 --> 00:09:54,53.23547009 Let me see how this feels when I digest. 152 00:09:54,383.23547009 --> 00:09:56,783.23547009 Do I feel better when I have alone time. 153 00:09:57,893.23547009 --> 00:09:58,913.23547009 Let me try the two. 154 00:09:58,913.23547009 --> 00:10:00,53.23547009 Let me try the four. 155 00:10:00,743.23547009 --> 00:10:04,463.23547009 Do I connect with opportunities through people and friends? Yes. 156 00:10:04,643.23547009 --> 00:10:06,83.23547009 That makes it easier. 157 00:10:06,983.23547009 --> 00:10:07,733.23547009 The two, four. 158 00:10:08,243.23547009 --> 00:10:09,233.23547009 Dove into that. 159 00:10:09,473.23547009 --> 00:10:10,913.23547009 Continue to work on that. 160 00:10:11,13.23547009 --> 00:10:12,273.23547009 it is a progress. 161 00:10:12,273.23547009 --> 00:10:17,943.23547009 Sometimes you forget, sometimes you pulled out too much, you get exhausted I need to hermit away again. 162 00:10:18,213.23547009 --> 00:10:22,33.23547009 And then you hermit away and I don't want to come out, but yet It's time to come out again. 163 00:10:22,33.23547009 --> 00:10:22,303.23547009 So. 164 00:10:22,633.23547009 --> 00:10:37,963.23547009 It is the awareness of the type, the strategy, your authority, what is your authority? If you think of strategy as the external, drive, the strategy is how are you going to direct your attention? What is aligned for you for you to do. 165 00:10:39,133.23547009 --> 00:10:41,833.23547009 The authority is your internal guidance. 166 00:10:41,863.23547009 --> 00:10:45,43.23547009 It's your internal compass, your internal awareness. 167 00:10:45,673.23547009 --> 00:10:54,943.23547009 Are you connected with your authority? Do you know what that means? And then do you trust it? Because it is again, a practice I'll practice. 168 00:10:54,973.23547009 --> 00:10:56,893.23547009 So for me, I'm single definition. 169 00:10:57,463.23547009 --> 00:10:58,543.23547009 Sacral authority. 170 00:10:58,993.23547009 --> 00:11:00,643.23547009 Lot of activation to my throat. 171 00:11:01,43.23547009 --> 00:11:03,203.23547009 what does that mean for me? That means. 172 00:11:03,833.23547009 --> 00:11:05,693.23547009 I answer and response through. 173 00:11:05,753.23547009 --> 00:11:06,443.23547009 Aha. 174 00:11:06,713.23547009 --> 00:11:07,973.23547009 And Yes. 175 00:11:08,3.23547009 --> 00:11:09,113.23547009 Those sounds not. 176 00:11:09,113.23547009 --> 00:11:11,153.23547009 Yes, ma'am no ma'am but through. 177 00:11:12,203.23547009 --> 00:11:15,623.23547009 Or 'cause then it bypasses my mind. 178 00:11:16,283.23547009 --> 00:11:20,693.23547009 In the moment when something comes up to me, I respond. 179 00:11:22,703.23547009 --> 00:11:23,873.23547009 And then that way I know. 180 00:11:25,43.23547009 --> 00:11:25,613.23547009 If it's a. 181 00:11:27,353.23547009 --> 00:11:30,473.23547009 But you think in your mind sounds like a good idea. 182 00:11:30,833.23547009 --> 00:11:36,143.23547009 Are you going to trust it or are you going to do it anyway? The mind takeover, because let me tell ya. 183 00:11:36,833.23547009 --> 00:11:38,783.23547009 Most likely it will be more of a struggle. 184 00:11:38,813.23547009 --> 00:11:46,243.23547009 It may work, but it won't be as easy or it may bring you on a different path than something else that could have shown up for you. 185 00:11:47,203.23547009 --> 00:11:50,843.23547009 Are you going to trust that? So that is your inner guidance. 186 00:11:51,713.23547009 --> 00:11:54,743.23547009 Then we even go into the centers. 187 00:11:55,433.23547009 --> 00:11:57,23.23547009 All of the centers. 188 00:11:57,323.23547009 --> 00:12:05,123.23547009 If they're defining colored in there's consistent energy that you put out into the world, other people can benefit from the energy. 189 00:12:05,333.23547009 --> 00:12:08,393.23547009 You also carry that energy archetype with you. 190 00:12:08,693.23547009 --> 00:12:15,653.23547009 It's part of your purpose, part of who you be, how you put yourself out there, the lessons that you're here to learn, all of that defined. 191 00:12:16,73.23547009 --> 00:12:18,323.23547009 Colored in areas in the chart. 192 00:12:19,13.23547009 --> 00:12:24,23.23547009 Then you have the white areas where there's open variability, variable energy. 193 00:12:24,23.23547009 --> 00:12:27,683.23547009 You take in energy from the people that you surround yourself with. 194 00:12:27,983.23547009 --> 00:12:35,513.23547009 Who are you surrounding yourself with? Are you surrounding yourself around people that uplift you and support you? You know, that saying. 195 00:12:35,843.23547009 --> 00:12:38,723.23547009 You are the five people that you spend most of your time with think of that. 196 00:12:38,723.23547009 --> 00:12:41,513.23547009 That is why you're taking in that energy. 197 00:12:41,813.23547009 --> 00:12:42,683.23547009 And amplifying it. 198 00:12:42,683.23547009 --> 00:12:48,143.23547009 If you are around people that do not support you, you need. 199 00:12:48,473.23547009 --> 00:12:51,443.23547009 That energy as well to uplift support. 200 00:12:51,713.23547009 --> 00:13:00,33.23547009 To, believe in you to give you that courage, to give you that willpower, depending on what you have open are defined in your chart. 201 00:13:00,373.23547009 --> 00:13:10,523.23547009 Then where do you need deconditioning in the centers? And what does that mean? What beliefs have you created about yourself because of your open centers? So we have the throat. 202 00:13:10,823.23547009 --> 00:13:20,723.23547009 Do you believe if it's opener, undefined, that you were never heard? People didn't hear you, that you have nothing to say that people doesn't listen anyway. 203 00:13:20,993.23547009 --> 00:13:25,433.23547009 Or maybe you are way too loud and you just want all the attention you want to be seen. 204 00:13:25,433.23547009 --> 00:13:26,363.23547009 You want to be heard. 205 00:13:26,683.23547009 --> 00:13:32,953.23547009 And then for people with a defined throat where they just have that consistent energy is consistently there. 206 00:13:32,953.23547009 --> 00:13:33,853.23547009 And you wonder. 207 00:13:34,213.23547009 --> 00:13:35,533.23547009 Well, what's different. 208 00:13:35,903.23547009 --> 00:13:39,323.23547009 The variable energy, you experience it variably. 209 00:13:39,563.23547009 --> 00:13:52,283.23547009 And then the defined energy and the variable energy in the white areas are always where you will be the most wise because you get to experience that energy in many different ways, depending on who you're around. 210 00:13:52,613.23547009 --> 00:14:02,33.23547009 So it is the awareness of what energy is mine and what energy is not what energy am I using right now to support me, but I know is not my energy. 211 00:14:03,93.23547009 --> 00:14:06,363.23547009 Even in the defined centers, we definitely can be. 212 00:14:07,203.23547009 --> 00:14:15,123.23547009 Conditioned in the defined centers, especially as leaders, entrepreneurs, people trying to make impact with their gift, with their creativity. 213 00:14:15,813.23547009 --> 00:14:17,703.23547009 We are told to force. 214 00:14:17,793.23547009 --> 00:14:19,413.23547009 We are told to be seen, be heard. 215 00:14:19,623.23547009 --> 00:14:22,833.23547009 You have to push, push, push until you get to that place that you want to be. 216 00:14:22,983.23547009 --> 00:14:24,243.23547009 Then you can rest. 217 00:14:25,53.23547009 --> 00:14:26,193.23547009 That drives me crazy. 218 00:14:26,343.23547009 --> 00:14:27,603.23547009 I just saw a post the other day. 219 00:14:27,633.23547009 --> 00:14:34,223.23547009 I was like, oh my gosh, this is what isn't wrong with America is pushed to the extreme push to burnout. 220 00:14:34,253.23547009 --> 00:14:36,803.23547009 Then you'll receive the success is bullshit. 221 00:14:37,433.23547009 --> 00:14:39,113.23547009 Then you burn out when you're sick. 222 00:14:40,523.23547009 --> 00:14:46,673.23547009 All the money does not matter if you are burned out and sick and you can't enjoy it, you can't be of service with it. 223 00:14:46,793.23547009 --> 00:14:50,63.23547009 So then we have the deconditioning aspect in the centers. 224 00:14:50,433.23547009 --> 00:15:00,433.23547009 The deconditioning is huge because these are beliefs that you have created about yourself because of an experience that happened. 225 00:15:01,3.23547009 --> 00:15:03,853.23547009 Let's say the experience happened at age six. 226 00:15:04,603.23547009 --> 00:15:08,473.23547009 So you created this belief about yourself, about this experience. 227 00:15:09,253.23547009 --> 00:15:11,443.23547009 It is not a one-time thing. 228 00:15:12,343.23547009 --> 00:15:19,993.23547009 Do you realize that you have created your entire life? Around that experience in some way. 229 00:15:20,189.90213675 --> 00:15:20,849.90213675 Meaning. 230 00:15:20,999.90213675 --> 00:15:22,949.90213675 Maybe it was no one listened to you. 231 00:15:22,979.90213675 --> 00:15:24,719.90213675 So you decided not to speak. 232 00:15:25,559.90213675 --> 00:15:35,699.90213675 So then when you were asked to give, a speech, you decided to say, no, When in reality that could have given you the opportunity to really step into your voice and share what happens. 233 00:15:36,89.90213675 --> 00:15:40,169.90213675 But because you continued to say no, because of not being heard. 234 00:15:40,469.90213675 --> 00:15:45,809.90213675 You have chosen to create the life around you not being hurt. 235 00:15:48,539.90213675 --> 00:15:51,509.90213675 I just want to say that again, because this is not just for one thing. 236 00:15:51,929.90213675 --> 00:15:56,559.90213675 When you create a belief, you create your entire life. 237 00:15:57,249.90213675 --> 00:15:58,239.90213675 Around that belief. 238 00:15:58,869.90213675 --> 00:16:00,339.90213675 Your entire life. 239 00:16:00,849.90213675 --> 00:16:01,869.90213675 Unconsciously. 240 00:16:02,319.90213675 --> 00:16:03,459.90213675 You may not believe me. 241 00:16:04,209.90213675 --> 00:16:09,759.90213675 Every decision that you have made has supported that belief somehow some way. 242 00:16:10,239.90213675 --> 00:16:11,739.90213675 Every single decision. 243 00:16:13,179.90213675 --> 00:16:25,239.90213675 My question is what if you didn't have that belief, what would your life be like? Where would you be? What would you be doing? The truth of the matter is you probably don't even know. 244 00:16:25,599.90213675 --> 00:16:27,369.90213675 Because it's always been who you are. 245 00:16:28,359.90213675 --> 00:16:29,889.90213675 That is why I love the chart. 246 00:16:30,249.90213675 --> 00:16:35,379.90213675 Because the chart, you can look at your centers, you can see where you have variable energy. 247 00:16:35,679.90213675 --> 00:16:36,519.90213675 You can see. 248 00:16:37,249.90213675 --> 00:16:39,139.90213675 I have an undefined we'll center. 249 00:16:39,889.90213675 --> 00:16:40,849.9021368 That means. 250 00:16:41,299.9021368 --> 00:16:43,159.9021368 I do not have consistent willpower. 251 00:16:43,519.9021368 --> 00:16:45,799.9021368 That means I am not lazy. 252 00:16:46,279.9021368 --> 00:16:50,629.9021368 That means when I made that belief about myself, when I was younger, when I was playing. 253 00:16:51,559.9021368 --> 00:16:53,989.9021368 Softball and I was called lazy. 254 00:16:54,349.9021368 --> 00:16:56,959.9021368 So I quit even though I really liked it. 255 00:16:58,9.9021368 --> 00:17:01,99.9021368 You created that entire life around that belief. 256 00:17:01,129.9021368 --> 00:17:08,299.9021368 And what else did you create around your life about being lazy? This happens for everything. 257 00:17:08,929.9021368 --> 00:17:13,699.9021368 So when you are able to see your chart, And see open centers. 258 00:17:14,779.9021368 --> 00:17:25,939.9021368 That's where we can work on what beliefs do you have? How intense are these beliefs? Let's work through them and get rid of them and step into who you truly are and get rid of that crap. 259 00:17:26,449.9021368 --> 00:17:33,49.9021368 Then you can also go into the defined centers and go into, societal norms societal norm says we have to be successful. 260 00:17:33,49.9021368 --> 00:17:34,279.9021368 We have to push, push, push. 261 00:17:34,609.9021368 --> 00:17:38,479.9021368 All these things, but you know what? I am a projector. 262 00:17:38,869.9021368 --> 00:17:42,709.9021368 Therefore, I know I am not here to push I'm here to guide. 263 00:17:42,739.9021368 --> 00:17:43,819.9021368 I'm here to rest. 264 00:17:43,899.9021368 --> 00:17:49,299.9021368 So it's about tuning into those aspects and readjusting the direction of your life. 265 00:17:49,749.9021368 --> 00:17:51,429.9021368 At first, it is not easy. 266 00:17:51,529.9021368 --> 00:17:54,959.9021368 Think of this massive tornado. 267 00:17:55,379.9021368 --> 00:17:57,479.9021368 The wind is going around and around in a circle. 268 00:17:57,719.9021368 --> 00:18:03,119.9021368 What is going to happen when all of a sudden you stop? Chaos things are gonna fly everywhere. 269 00:18:03,539.9021368 --> 00:18:05,489.9021368 It is the same with you. 270 00:18:05,759.9021368 --> 00:18:08,579.9021368 You are energy, you are energy. 271 00:18:08,879.9021368 --> 00:18:14,729.9021368 So when you start to shift and you start to do things differently, things are going to fall off. 272 00:18:14,879.9021368 --> 00:18:16,259.9021368 Things are going to fall away. 273 00:18:16,469.9021368 --> 00:18:18,119.9021368 People are going to push against you. 274 00:18:18,299.9021368 --> 00:18:21,389.9021368 People are going to be fearful because they won't understand what you're doing. 275 00:18:21,569.9021368 --> 00:18:22,769.9021368 You're going to doubt yourself. 276 00:18:22,859.9021368 --> 00:18:24,299.9021368 You're going to wonder what you're doing. 277 00:18:24,719.9021368 --> 00:18:25,889.9021368 Things get messy. 278 00:18:26,279.9021368 --> 00:18:29,639.9021368 That's because you are changing the direction of your life. 279 00:18:29,819.9021368 --> 00:18:33,389.9021368 You're not staying in that same pattern. 280 00:18:33,959.9021368 --> 00:18:37,949.9021368 So many people get scared with this change of direction. 281 00:18:37,979.9021368 --> 00:18:38,969.9021368 This is the shadow. 282 00:18:38,969.9021368 --> 00:18:40,769.9021368 Some of the shadow work comes up here. 283 00:18:41,219.9021368 --> 00:18:51,119.9021368 This is where the magic happens when you're able to embrace it and not run from it to have that support, to go into it with love and support and compassion. 284 00:18:51,359.9021368 --> 00:18:57,569.9021368 And to be able to see, wow, this shadow, this belief has really created my entire life. 285 00:18:57,679.9021368 --> 00:18:59,89.9021368 I don't know who I am now. 286 00:18:59,719.9021368 --> 00:19:01,759.9021368 And then again, fear comes up. 287 00:19:02,209.9021368 --> 00:19:06,329.9021368 Well, who am I? This is the magic of the shadows. 288 00:19:06,389.9021368 --> 00:19:10,469.9021368 This is the magic of going into the layers of human design. 289 00:19:11,669.9021368 --> 00:19:14,279.9021368 Then we go into the voice with the throat. 290 00:19:14,699.9021368 --> 00:19:22,599.9021368 And the motors, the motors in the human design body graph, they push the energy up to the throat. 291 00:19:22,629.9021368 --> 00:19:24,729.9021368 Everything is trying to get to the throat. 292 00:19:25,179.9021368 --> 00:19:27,849.9021368 Everything wants to be manifested through the voice. 293 00:19:27,879.9021368 --> 00:19:29,649.9021368 Everything wants to be expressed. 294 00:19:29,839.9021368 --> 00:19:34,219.9021368 These four motors are driving that energy to the throat. 295 00:19:34,409.9021368 --> 00:19:41,339.9021368 What happens when you have a lot of energy? Being driven up to the throat, but you don't speak. 296 00:19:41,489.9021368 --> 00:19:43,319.9021368 Hello? That was me. 297 00:19:43,589.9021368 --> 00:19:51,149.9021368 Three of the four motors connected to my throat by swallowed down my words, what happens? I ended up manifesting physical abuse. 298 00:19:51,389.9021368 --> 00:19:56,339.9021368 I ended up manifesting thyroid all of these different things with my throat. 299 00:19:56,669.9021368 --> 00:19:59,549.9021368 That is because I made the belief. 300 00:20:00,179.9021368 --> 00:20:00,719.9021368 That. 301 00:20:01,129.9021368 --> 00:20:03,979.9021368 what I said was too much, I was too much. 302 00:20:03,979.9021368 --> 00:20:05,59.9021368 I wanted too much. 303 00:20:05,329.9021368 --> 00:20:06,289.9021368 That was my thing. 304 00:20:06,559.9021368 --> 00:20:08,809.9021368 I always heard you want too much. 305 00:20:08,929.9021368 --> 00:20:10,609.9021368 You never satisfied. 306 00:20:11,89.9021368 --> 00:20:11,959.9021368 That's what I was told. 307 00:20:12,709.9021368 --> 00:20:13,999.9021368 So then that belief happened. 308 00:20:14,359.9021368 --> 00:20:16,789.9021368 And then I created my entire life around it. 309 00:20:17,419.9021368 --> 00:20:19,429.9021368 Multiple abusive relationships. 310 00:20:19,639.9021368 --> 00:20:22,339.9021368 One relationship was abusive with the throat. 311 00:20:22,549.9021368 --> 00:20:24,709.9021368 I have stuff going on with my neck now. 312 00:20:25,459.9021368 --> 00:20:27,799.9021368 I constantly swallowed down my things. 313 00:20:27,799.9021368 --> 00:20:28,939.9021368 I kept quiet. 314 00:20:29,459.9021368 --> 00:20:33,449.9021368 The motor's going to the throat, that awareness helps you understand. 315 00:20:33,959.9021368 --> 00:20:35,39.9021368 Oh, my goodness. 316 00:20:35,69.9021368 --> 00:20:35,429.9021368 Look. 317 00:20:35,489.9021368 --> 00:20:38,399.9021368 Well, I have been doing to myself unconsciously. 318 00:20:38,579.9021368 --> 00:20:40,349.9021368 No wonder why I'm so angry. 319 00:20:40,649.9021368 --> 00:20:42,329.9021368 No wonder why I'm sick. 320 00:20:43,289.9021368 --> 00:20:44,219.9021368 No wonder. 321 00:20:45,279.9021368 --> 00:20:48,39.9021368 Then we go into some of the astrology aspects. 322 00:20:48,39.9021368 --> 00:20:51,339.9021368 The last year I've been diving into the astrology and the gene keys. 323 00:20:52,569.9021368 --> 00:20:57,609.9021368 The thing with human design for me is it is a de layering process. 324 00:20:57,879.9021368 --> 00:21:02,559.9021368 It is something that you will get to go back to all the time. 325 00:21:02,919.9021368 --> 00:21:05,439.9021368 I've said this before, but I want to emphasize it again. 326 00:21:06,69.9021368 --> 00:21:10,989.9021368 Self-reflection learning about yourself and deconditioning is not a one and done thing. 327 00:21:11,349.9021368 --> 00:21:14,379.9021368 It is not in six weeks in six months in two years. 328 00:21:14,409.9021368 --> 00:21:18,279.9021368 It's not, it's entirely your entire life. 329 00:21:18,669.9021368 --> 00:21:23,769.9021368 It is not someplace to get you get to enjoy it every single day. 330 00:21:23,799.9021368 --> 00:21:26,49.9021368 And once you're able to love it. 331 00:21:26,469.9021368 --> 00:21:28,899.9021368 It's exciting when something comes up. 332 00:21:29,193.2354701 --> 00:21:31,293.2354701 Then we go into the astrology aspects. 333 00:21:31,983.2354701 --> 00:21:33,153.2354701 You go into the sun. 334 00:21:33,183.2354701 --> 00:21:36,473.2354701 What does that mean? Mercury? That's the way I communicate. 335 00:21:36,473.2354701 --> 00:21:38,183.2354701 What gate is it? And, oh my gosh. 336 00:21:38,183.2354701 --> 00:21:38,993.2354701 It's in the 20. 337 00:21:39,83.2354701 --> 00:21:44,383.2354701 I'm here to talk about my challenges and struggles and it's in Scorpio and I'm here to talk about the shadows. 338 00:21:44,383.2354701 --> 00:21:57,163.2354701 Like you go into all of that, but you have to start the process of the deconditioning of strategy authority, your profile lines, awareness of your centers, where you have conditioning. 339 00:21:57,163.2354701 --> 00:21:58,933.2354701 You have to do that first. 340 00:21:59,293.2354701 --> 00:22:06,73.2354701 Then you get to add in the other stuff, you can't be adding in stuff when you haven't let go of stuff. 341 00:22:06,153.2354701 --> 00:22:08,583.2354701 It's all about bringing in the astrology. 342 00:22:08,583.2354701 --> 00:22:12,753.2354701 Then you go to go into the gene keys, which goes into the DNA cellular level. 343 00:22:13,383.2354701 --> 00:22:18,273.2354701 Which then you get to sit back, you get to digest, contemplate and reflect. 344 00:22:18,723.2354701 --> 00:22:21,963.2354701 This has been a game changer for me. 345 00:22:22,803.2354701 --> 00:22:24,183.2354701 But I truly feel. 346 00:22:24,513.2354701 --> 00:22:29,883.2354701 I had to do the work of the physical releasing the conditioning. 347 00:22:29,883.2354701 --> 00:22:33,873.2354701 First, I had to have the awareness of where I was conditioned. 348 00:22:34,683.2354701 --> 00:22:38,613.2354701 How I had created my life, how I can express it. 349 00:22:39,363.2354701 --> 00:22:40,563.2354701 Am I doing my strategy. 350 00:22:40,563.2354701 --> 00:22:44,313.2354701 I had to do that first to be able to add these nuances. 351 00:22:44,673.2354701 --> 00:22:49,143.2354701 In which is just the beautiful bow on the top. 352 00:22:49,173.2354701 --> 00:22:52,53.2354701 It's such a beautiful experience to. 353 00:22:52,743.2354701 --> 00:22:59,283.2354701 Read these things and contemplate and meditate on these things in your heart just opened because you know, it's true. 354 00:23:00,153.2354701 --> 00:23:01,353.2354701 You know, it's true. 355 00:23:03,43.2354701 --> 00:23:04,723.2354701 Also you never know. 356 00:23:05,233.2354701 --> 00:23:13,93.2354701 Where are you going to be led? There has been so many things I have been led to since I've started doing things differently. 357 00:23:13,183.2354701 --> 00:23:20,353.2354701 First with my travel, that was a huge catalyst of realizing I was conditioned. 358 00:23:20,893.2354701 --> 00:23:23,713.2354701 By my schedule and I don't like it. 359 00:23:24,133.2354701 --> 00:23:25,153.2354701 I thought I loved it. 360 00:23:25,333.2354701 --> 00:23:27,403.2354701 I didn't, I had to do it to get things done. 361 00:23:27,463.2354701 --> 00:23:28,183.2354701 I don't love it. 362 00:23:28,273.2354701 --> 00:23:29,23.2354701 I want freedom. 363 00:23:29,23.2354701 --> 00:23:29,773.2354701 I want flow. 364 00:23:29,773.2354701 --> 00:23:30,643.2354701 I want to travel. 365 00:23:30,643.2354701 --> 00:23:31,723.2354701 I want to meet people. 366 00:23:32,113.2354701 --> 00:23:34,753.2354701 I don't want consistency all the time. 367 00:23:35,23.2354701 --> 00:23:37,33.2354701 I thought I did because I didn't have that. 368 00:23:37,33.2354701 --> 00:23:38,923.2354701 When I was a kid, we moved all the time. 369 00:23:39,313.2354701 --> 00:23:41,113.2354701 So I want and consistency. 370 00:23:41,293.2354701 --> 00:23:42,163.2354701 That was conditioning. 371 00:23:42,163.2354701 --> 00:23:48,313.2354701 That was fear because I thought I wanted it because I didn't have it when I was younger and I wanted to feel safe. 372 00:23:49,513.2354701 --> 00:23:52,393.2354701 Now that I realize this, I can feel safe and flow. 373 00:23:53,53.2354701 --> 00:23:56,233.2354701 I can feel safe when I speak about things that are uncomfortable. 374 00:23:57,343.2354701 --> 00:24:00,43.2354701 Then it moved into the awareness. 375 00:24:00,43.2354701 --> 00:24:01,753.2354701 I'm going to ecstatic dance. 376 00:24:02,143.2354701 --> 00:24:05,53.2354701 The awareness that you know what I stopped dancing. 377 00:24:05,563.2354701 --> 00:24:06,973.2354701 Because I stopped drinking. 378 00:24:07,3.2354701 --> 00:24:08,893.2354701 I don't do any of that anymore. 379 00:24:08,923.2354701 --> 00:24:13,723.2354701 And I don't put myself in places that I have to deal with people that are drinking and stuff. 380 00:24:13,723.2354701 --> 00:24:14,413.2354701 It just doesn't. 381 00:24:14,803.2354701 --> 00:24:16,633.2354701 I don't enjoy it anymore. 382 00:24:17,83.2354701 --> 00:24:21,703.2354701 And now I get to do ecstatic dance in a way that is safe. 383 00:24:21,973.2354701 --> 00:24:23,263.2354701 It's in my own space. 384 00:24:23,263.2354701 --> 00:24:25,513.2354701 I don't have to worry about anyone else. 385 00:24:26,23.2354701 --> 00:24:36,643.2354701 And I get to move and release things from my body in a fun way, and then come in a community container and share with these beautiful people. 386 00:24:37,183.2354701 --> 00:24:41,473.2354701 I would've never thought I would be chanting or be singing. 387 00:24:41,713.2354701 --> 00:24:42,853.2354701 I never sang. 388 00:24:43,93.2354701 --> 00:24:45,643.2354701 My yoga teacher training and it was the chanting. 389 00:24:45,973.2354701 --> 00:24:49,303.2354701 It was the scariest thing because I had to actually sing out loud. 390 00:24:49,603.2354701 --> 00:24:50,353.2354701 What. 391 00:24:50,833.2354701 --> 00:24:52,183.2354701 I didn't even do it in the shower. 392 00:24:52,933.2354701 --> 00:24:53,863.2354701 It was about my voice. 393 00:24:53,893.2354701 --> 00:24:55,63.2354701 I didn't like my voice. 394 00:24:56,203.2354701 --> 00:24:57,43.2354701 So I didn't sing. 395 00:24:57,403.2354701 --> 00:25:05,143.2354701 And now I'm doing summits where I'm chanting and I'm chanting here and I'm singing here and I'm doing static DNT or in. 396 00:25:05,803.2354701 --> 00:25:07,723.2354701 I would've never known. 397 00:25:08,593.2354701 --> 00:25:09,583.2354701 That was coming. 398 00:25:09,913.2354701 --> 00:25:22,83.2354701 If I didn't let myself respond, if I didn't let myself, decondition what I thought I needed to be doing or what I thought I should be doing at my age, In my business with who I am. 399 00:25:22,923.2354701 --> 00:25:23,853.2354701 All the shirts. 400 00:25:25,773.2354701 --> 00:25:28,563.2354701 Now I'm also doing a CU with yoga. 401 00:25:28,803.2354701 --> 00:25:35,613.2354701 With another yoga teacher, never thought that that would happen doing a retreat in Costa Rica in 2025. 402 00:25:35,853.2354701 --> 00:25:37,203.2354701 Never thought that would happen. 403 00:25:37,473.2354701 --> 00:25:39,753.2354701 These are things that come. 404 00:25:40,263.2354701 --> 00:25:41,313.2354701 Through responding. 405 00:25:41,723.2354701 --> 00:25:43,523.2354701 It's beautiful. 406 00:25:44,693.2354701 --> 00:25:46,553.2354701 You don't have to know. 407 00:25:46,853.2354701 --> 00:25:48,893.2354701 You don't have to plan. 408 00:25:49,103.2354701 --> 00:25:50,753.2354701 You just get to live. 409 00:25:50,753.2354701 --> 00:25:52,463.2354701 You just get to connect. 410 00:25:53,993.2354701 --> 00:25:55,493.2354701 You get to trust. 411 00:25:56,933.2354701 --> 00:25:58,793.2354701 You get to express yourself. 412 00:25:59,303.2354701 --> 00:26:02,663.2354701 Authentically with people that truly see you. 413 00:26:02,984.0208547 --> 00:26:04,574.0208547 It is so beautiful. 414 00:26:04,962.038547 --> 00:26:09,942.038547 When you are able to trust that you're supported and you don't have to make things happen anymore. 415 00:26:10,842.038547 --> 00:26:13,452.038547 But, like I said, It takes time. 416 00:26:13,962.038547 --> 00:26:15,102.038547 It takes practice. 417 00:26:15,552.038547 --> 00:26:16,602.038547 It takes support. 418 00:26:16,902.038547 --> 00:26:19,422.038547 I've had support through this. 419 00:26:19,542.038547 --> 00:26:21,462.038547 I'm part of a mastermind that supports me. 420 00:26:21,762.038547 --> 00:26:24,432.038547 Gives me huge awarenesses. 421 00:26:24,732.038547 --> 00:26:25,932.038547 Huge support and things. 422 00:26:25,932.038547 --> 00:26:27,132.038547 I wouldn't have been in where up. 423 00:26:28,32.038547 --> 00:26:29,232.038547 Coach's support me. 424 00:26:30,192.038547 --> 00:26:31,332.038547 Friend support me. 425 00:26:33,612.038547 --> 00:26:35,802.038547 When you're stepping into something different. 426 00:26:36,432.038547 --> 00:26:37,422.038547 You need support. 427 00:26:37,602.038547 --> 00:26:38,832.038547 And a lot of the times. 428 00:26:39,522.038547 --> 00:26:42,852.038547 It's not the family because they actually get scared. 429 00:26:43,542.038547 --> 00:26:44,952.038547 Because they don't know what's going on. 430 00:26:45,492.038547 --> 00:26:46,602.038547 They will keep you stuck. 431 00:26:47,602.038547 --> 00:26:49,192.038547 There's so much. 432 00:26:49,792.038547 --> 00:26:53,602.038547 That you are limiting yourself from more than you even can imagine. 433 00:26:53,602.038547 --> 00:26:54,292.038547 Honestly. 434 00:26:54,535.2231624 --> 00:26:56,695.2231624 Because it's not in your mind right now. 435 00:26:57,655.2231624 --> 00:26:58,285.2231624 But what if. 436 00:26:59,305.2231624 --> 00:27:02,395.2231624 Now I believe I have no idea what I'm going to be doing in three months. 437 00:27:02,815.2231624 --> 00:27:03,595.2231624 No idea. 438 00:27:03,745.2231624 --> 00:27:04,705.2231624 And I'm excited. 439 00:27:05,305.2231624 --> 00:27:05,965.2231624 About it. 440 00:27:06,415.2231624 --> 00:27:08,5.2231624 I'm excited to be in the moment. 441 00:27:09,205.2231624 --> 00:27:11,335.2231624 Because I will be doing that. 442 00:27:12,115.2231624 --> 00:27:14,275.2231624 In that moment with no expectation. 443 00:27:15,625.2231624 --> 00:27:17,485.2231624 And then the next moment will come. 444 00:27:18,595.2231624 --> 00:27:21,85.2231624 That's the beauty moment to moment. 445 00:27:22,85.2231624 --> 00:27:28,145.2231624 The reason I wanted to share this is because it is the process that I have used. 446 00:27:29,405.2231624 --> 00:27:32,225.2231624 For my deconditioning and I continue to use. 447 00:27:33,5.2231624 --> 00:27:38,75.2231624 Now there's other modalities that I'm also bringing in like equine, gestalt. 448 00:27:38,465.2231624 --> 00:27:43,985.2231624 That huge release for me with anger, which I didn't realize I had. 449 00:27:43,985.2231624 --> 00:27:51,395.2231624 And I'm going to be so excited and honored to be able to offer this in a year and a half. 450 00:27:51,425.2231624 --> 00:27:53,675.2231624 I have another year and a half of training. 451 00:27:54,35.2231624 --> 00:27:57,485.2231624 For this, imagine the growth that's going to happen in a year and a half. 452 00:27:57,515.2231624 --> 00:27:58,235.2231624 I can't even. 453 00:27:58,485.2231624 --> 00:27:59,775.2231624 I have the equine gestalt. 454 00:28:00,495.2231624 --> 00:28:05,445.2231624 To help support with the physical release of anger specifically, I feel like this is going to be. 455 00:28:06,195.2231624 --> 00:28:07,215.2231624 My thing. 456 00:28:07,935.2231624 --> 00:28:16,685.2231624 I've come a Cross a lot of people that feel like anger is scary and anger is something to be ashamed of, but anger is there for a reason. 457 00:28:16,985.2231624 --> 00:28:24,575.2231624 And if you're able to release it in a safe space and actually say the things that you never were able to say before, because of fear or control. 458 00:28:25,235.2231624 --> 00:28:26,675.2231624 Changes your life. 459 00:28:27,425.2231624 --> 00:28:32,795.2231624 And if I work with people on their embodied voice and stepping into their authentic voice. 460 00:28:33,245.2231624 --> 00:28:36,875.2231624 You know, you're going to have to say all the crap that you've swallowed down. 461 00:28:37,625.2231624 --> 00:28:40,685.2231624 So I'm going to be so excited to be able to bring that in. 462 00:28:41,825.2231624 --> 00:28:43,775.2231624 And just for a little touch of fun. 463 00:28:44,555.2231624 --> 00:28:45,755.2231624 I've actually started. 464 00:28:46,595.2231624 --> 00:28:47,645.2231624 Studying. 465 00:28:48,95.2231624 --> 00:28:55,985.2231624 Galactic astrology, which is galaxies and how we move through life and past lives. 466 00:28:55,985.2231624 --> 00:28:58,445.2231624 What galaxies we have visited. 467 00:28:59,165.2231624 --> 00:29:00,935.2231624 I'm dabbling in that as well. 468 00:29:01,235.2231624 --> 00:29:02,615.2231624 I would've never. 469 00:29:03,335.2231624 --> 00:29:04,655.2231624 Thought that would be me. 470 00:29:04,925.2231624 --> 00:29:07,925.2231624 I thought that was too far out there too gone. 471 00:29:08,975.2231624 --> 00:29:09,905.2231624 Too much. 472 00:29:11,495.2231624 --> 00:29:16,925.2231624 But now it's like, huh? There's something here and it makes me a little nervous. 473 00:29:16,955.2231624 --> 00:29:18,275.2231624 So that means there was something. 474 00:29:19,445.2231624 --> 00:29:24,95.2231624 The last thing I want to say and I'm going to keep repeating this because it keeps showing up for me. 475 00:29:24,965.2231624 --> 00:29:26,135.2231624 And I want to share it with you. 476 00:29:27,665.2231624 --> 00:29:28,775.2231624 Any time. 477 00:29:29,315.2231624 --> 00:29:30,395.2231624 You feel. 478 00:29:31,85.2231624 --> 00:29:33,695.2231624 Like there is a synchronicity. 479 00:29:34,215.2231624 --> 00:29:35,595.2231624 It is not a synchronicity. 480 00:29:36,315.2231624 --> 00:29:37,575.2231624 It is there for you. 481 00:29:38,25.2231624 --> 00:29:44,355.2231624 So anytime that you feel like, huh? That is interesting. 482 00:29:44,595.2231624 --> 00:29:46,5.2231624 There's something there for you. 483 00:29:47,655.2231624 --> 00:29:48,465.2231624 See it. 484 00:29:49,155.2231624 --> 00:29:51,75.2231624 Feel it make note of it. 485 00:29:51,435.2231624 --> 00:29:56,925.2231624 Don't push it away because if you push it away and believe it's not true, then the signs will stop coming. 486 00:29:58,625.2231624 --> 00:30:00,845.2231624 What's it going to hurt you to believe? It's true. 487 00:30:01,625.2231624 --> 00:30:04,565.2231624 Just see, just experiment, just like human design. 488 00:30:05,15.2231624 --> 00:30:06,95.2231624 Just experiment. 489 00:30:06,395.2231624 --> 00:30:14,995.2231624 Because when you experiment and you start to see this stuff happen, so just experiment, you don't have to have logic or a plan. 490 00:30:14,995.2231624 --> 00:30:17,605.2231624 No plan, just experiment. 491 00:30:18,182.9308547 --> 00:30:21,392.9308547 I go through a lot of the layers. 492 00:30:22,412.9308547 --> 00:30:24,392.9308547 In my masterclass, the unfiltered. 493 00:30:25,592.9308547 --> 00:30:27,182.9308547 If some of this. 494 00:30:28,52.9308547 --> 00:30:29,882.9308547 Feels interesting to you. 495 00:30:31,322.9308547 --> 00:30:32,672.9308547 Definitely check it out. 496 00:30:32,822.9308547 --> 00:30:36,182.9308547 It is still $17 for the next week or two. 497 00:30:36,182.9308547 --> 00:30:37,922.9308547 I'm keeping it at that price. 498 00:30:38,522.9308547 --> 00:30:40,682.9308547 I've had beautiful. 499 00:30:41,72.9308547 --> 00:30:45,62.9308547 Testimonials of people coming back to me with feedback. 500 00:30:45,482.9308547 --> 00:30:48,932.9308547 And appreciation for the depth that I go into. 501 00:30:48,932.9308547 --> 00:30:57,812.9308547 And it being a real masterclass, not just like a, a little thing where I just touch on things that you walk away with tangible. 502 00:30:58,502.9308547 --> 00:30:59,642.9308547 Things to do. 503 00:31:00,212.9308547 --> 00:31:01,892.9308547 Plus there's chanting in there. 504 00:31:02,162.9308547 --> 00:31:03,332.9308547 There's reflection in there. 505 00:31:03,332.9308547 --> 00:31:04,652.9308547 It's a real masterclass. 506 00:31:04,652.9308547 --> 00:31:06,422.9308547 You get to do it on your own pace. 507 00:31:07,142.9308547 --> 00:31:14,222.9308547 I've also gotten feedback that they love that because they have their own time and space and then they get to digest it. 508 00:31:15,632.9308547 --> 00:31:17,102.9308547 That is still $17. 509 00:31:17,912.9308547 --> 00:31:20,312.9308547 Now, if you know that you want to go deeper, let's say you get that. 510 00:31:20,312.9308547 --> 00:31:23,342.9308547 And you know, you want to go deeper, the embodied voice. 511 00:31:24,32.9308547 --> 00:31:27,572.9308547 Is a deeper layer of the unfiltered masterclass. 512 00:31:27,572.9308547 --> 00:31:29,42.9308547 So we go deeper. 513 00:31:29,492.9308547 --> 00:31:31,742.9308547 Into all the things that I just talked about. 514 00:31:32,192.9308547 --> 00:31:36,722.9308547 The strategy authority, all your unique stuff you learn. 515 00:31:37,382.9308547 --> 00:31:45,692.9308547 Then we have calls every single week where we get to answer questions, give feedback, go over the content. 516 00:31:45,742.9308547 --> 00:31:48,262.9308547 And also a private telegram group. 517 00:31:48,802.9308547 --> 00:31:55,162.9308547 Where we do express, I want you to say the things that you feel like you can't say. 518 00:31:55,582.9308547 --> 00:31:57,532.9308547 To the people around you because of fear. 519 00:31:58,342.9308547 --> 00:32:02,362.9308547 I want you to say the things that you feel like you have to swallow down. 520 00:32:02,872.9308547 --> 00:32:06,532.9308547 If you're an artist, I want you to sing, sing to us. 521 00:32:07,312.9308547 --> 00:32:10,312.9308547 The reason I'm doing this is because it takes practice. 522 00:32:10,402.9308547 --> 00:32:12,802.9308547 I've realized this through my own. 523 00:32:13,282.9308547 --> 00:32:14,362.9308547 Practice myself. 524 00:32:15,892.9308547 --> 00:32:21,352.9308547 There are people that pushed back at you because they don't understand what's going on. 525 00:32:21,412.9308547 --> 00:32:22,222.9308547 You're changing. 526 00:32:22,912.9308547 --> 00:32:23,992.9308547 They don't like it. 527 00:32:24,472.9308547 --> 00:32:25,702.9308547 They're fearful. 528 00:32:25,912.9308547 --> 00:32:27,172.9308547 They don't understand. 529 00:32:27,412.9308547 --> 00:32:29,482.9308547 There's resistance. 530 00:32:29,842.9308547 --> 00:32:32,842.9308547 Which stops people a lot of the time. 531 00:32:33,862.9308547 --> 00:32:35,182.9308547 And I've learned this. 532 00:32:35,242.9308547 --> 00:32:38,992.9308547 Luckily I know this and now I just laugh at the resistance. 533 00:32:39,42.9308547 --> 00:32:47,412.9308547 And this is the space and telegram group where you actually get to do that in a space where everyone's rooting you on and saying, yes, yes, yes. 534 00:32:47,682.9308547 --> 00:32:48,792.9308547 Say the things. 535 00:32:49,722.9308547 --> 00:32:51,192.9308547 Use your creative voice. 536 00:32:51,432.9308547 --> 00:32:55,362.9308547 Share your brilliance, whatever it is, that's the group. 537 00:32:55,662.9308547 --> 00:32:57,492.9308547 So that is in the embodied voice. 538 00:32:58,302.9308547 --> 00:33:04,652.9308547 The seven weeks seven calls once a week, the telegram and weekly content. 539 00:33:05,612.9308547 --> 00:33:11,302.9308547 If you want that information, I have everything in the show notes for the unfiltered and the embodied voice. 540 00:33:11,512.9308547 --> 00:33:17,752.9308547 You can also schedule a call with me a 15 minute call to see if it's a good fit for you. 541 00:33:17,752.9308547 --> 00:33:21,742.9308547 Or if you have questions, there's a payment plan and a painful. 542 00:33:22,192.9308547 --> 00:33:24,292.9308547 There is a bonus for the pay-in-full. 543 00:33:24,322.9308547 --> 00:33:28,322.9308547 There's still four left where you get a deep dive session. 544 00:33:28,322.9308547 --> 00:33:33,452.9308547 It's called shadows and stillness, where we go into your Jean Key and the core wound. 545 00:33:33,932.9308547 --> 00:33:43,12.9308547 And we go into that shadow and see where you've been kind of creating your life around the shadow and how you can move through it. 546 00:33:43,822.9308547 --> 00:33:46,42.9308547 I'm so excited about this session because. 547 00:33:47,92.9308547 --> 00:33:50,962.9308547 It will help you see where you have this core wound of yours. 548 00:33:51,532.9308547 --> 00:33:53,512.9308547 And how you've created your life around it. 549 00:33:53,842.9308547 --> 00:34:03,242.9308547 And then how you can move more into the gift so that it's not that your core wound will ever go away or the low frequency of the shadow of a girl away. 550 00:34:03,272.9308547 --> 00:34:04,232.9308547 It's always going to be there. 551 00:34:04,232.9308547 --> 00:34:05,372.9308547 It's part of who you are. 552 00:34:05,612.9308547 --> 00:34:09,512.9308547 And once you're able to love it and embrace it, you can smile at it when it shows up for you. 553 00:34:09,512.9308547 --> 00:34:13,922.9308547 Like I see you when you're trying to show me, okay, I'm a little fearful here. 554 00:34:13,922.9308547 --> 00:34:14,582.9308547 I get it. 555 00:34:14,762.9308547 --> 00:34:19,652.9308547 What am I going to do? So it's almost becomes a friend and I love this because. 556 00:34:20,102.9308547 --> 00:34:21,922.9308547 This this session. 557 00:34:23,242.9308547 --> 00:34:25,732.9308547 Is what I'm going to be starting next year. 558 00:34:25,832.9308547 --> 00:34:27,842.9308547 It's going to be a 10 month journey. 559 00:34:28,292.9308547 --> 00:34:35,432.9308547 Where we go into every single one of the jinky activations in a intimate. 560 00:34:36,212.9308547 --> 00:34:36,962.9308547 Community. 561 00:34:37,712.9308547 --> 00:34:42,782.9308547 So you get a taste of what that's going to be, and that's going to start in 2024. 562 00:34:43,592.9308547 --> 00:34:47,822.9308547 I'm so excited for that because you know the depth I have to go in depth. 563 00:34:47,852.9308547 --> 00:34:49,742.9308547 I want to go deep with you guys. 564 00:34:50,132.9308547 --> 00:34:52,772.9308547 Let's get the shadows. 565 00:34:52,832.9308547 --> 00:34:53,942.9308547 Let's get them. 566 00:34:54,332.9308547 --> 00:34:55,142.9308547 Awake. 567 00:34:55,382.9308547 --> 00:34:57,2.9308547 Let's get them acknowledged. 568 00:34:57,32.9308547 --> 00:34:58,742.9308547 Let's get them loved. 569 00:34:59,942.9308547 --> 00:35:01,262.9308547 So there's so much goodness there. 570 00:35:01,262.9308547 --> 00:35:02,462.9308547 And I know there was a lot. 571 00:35:02,702.9308547 --> 00:35:03,602.9308547 They're show notes. 572 00:35:03,602.9308547 --> 00:35:05,732.9308547 So if you want to go down the unfiltered. 573 00:35:06,92.9308547 --> 00:35:10,682.9308547 Is $17 for the next week or two, then it will go to 77. 574 00:35:11,22.9308547 --> 00:35:12,342.9308547 Definitely check that out. 575 00:35:13,2.9308547 --> 00:35:15,642.9308547 The embody voice starts October 13th. 576 00:35:16,872.9308547 --> 00:35:18,912.9308547 I would love to connect with you. 577 00:35:18,912.9308547 --> 00:35:20,112.9308547 If you want to go deeper into that. 578 00:35:20,112.9308547 --> 00:35:23,832.9308547 If you want to start sharing your voice and learning more about your human design in that way. 579 00:35:24,402.9308547 --> 00:35:32,532.9308547 And then the bonus of being able to try out that shadows and stillness, there are still four available. 580 00:35:32,812.9308547 --> 00:35:34,492.9308547 That is for the painful option. 581 00:35:34,702.9308547 --> 00:35:39,922.9308547 So you can check that out and then if you want to reach out, definitely just reach out, share with me. 582 00:35:39,922.9308547 --> 00:35:41,482.9308547 I hope you walked away with something. 583 00:35:41,482.9308547 --> 00:35:43,402.9308547 I hope there's something that you took to heart. 584 00:35:43,432.9308547 --> 00:35:46,582.9308547 I hope you go back and relisten to this. 585 00:35:46,942.9308547 --> 00:35:48,652.9308547 I appreciate you so much. 586 00:35:48,682.9308547 --> 00:35:50,812.9308547 I'm grateful for all of you. 587 00:35:51,52.9308547 --> 00:35:53,182.9308547 I'm so grateful for all of you. 588 00:35:54,172.9308547 --> 00:36:00,952.9308547 I'm so grateful that you're on this journey with me as I actually step into my voice. 589 00:36:01,372.9308547 --> 00:36:05,542.9308547 And then I get to support you in some way in that way as well. 590 00:36:05,542.9308547 --> 00:36:05,902.9308547 So. 591 00:36:06,442.9308547 --> 00:36:07,702.9308547 So much gratitude. 592 00:36:08,542.9308547 --> 00:36:09,442.9308547 Till next time. 593 00:36:10,452.3475214 --> 00:36:21,332.3465214 My hope is that you walked away with something today that has opened your mind, your heart, or both listening to new perspectives, not only help you grow and expand, but it helps humanity as a whole. 594 00:36:21,782.3475214 --> 00:36:26,862.3475214 So if you have someone that you feel would benefit from this podcast and you feel that you want to share. 595 00:36:27,192.3475214 --> 00:36:27,962.3475214 Please do. 596 00:36:28,322.3475214 --> 00:36:31,132.3475214 Also would love to connect with you on Instagram. 597 00:36:31,262.3475214 --> 00:36:33,602.3475214 So please follow me at Miranda J. 598 00:36:33,602.3475214 --> 00:36:34,52.3475214 Mitchell. 599 00:36:34,472.3475214 --> 00:36:41,762.3475214 One last thing, if this episode left you with any ahas and insights, take 30 seconds of your time and leave a review on Apple Podcasts. 600 00:36:42,402.3475214 --> 00:36:45,992.3475214 This is the only way I know you are loving the content and connection in this space. 601 00:36:47,182.3475214 --> 00:36:53,82.3475214 And if you want to know more or wondering how we can work together, please go to Miranda Mitchell. 602 00:36:53,322.3475214 --> 00:36:53,712.3475214 com. 603 00:36:53,972.3475214 --> 00:36:56,192.3475214 Click on the contact in the menu and send me a message. 604 00:36:56,907.3475214 --> 00:36:57,897.3475214 Sending you all love. 605 00:36:58,177.3475214 --> 00:36:58,887.3475214 Till next time.