The Courageous Apostolic Woman Broadcast

Episode Transcript

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My mother from me?

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You live on some nobody?

Speaker 1 (00:57):
Come on? You know people about Hallelujah, Thank you Jesus, Well, grace,

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mercy and peace be multiplied to you from God, our
Father and the Lord Jesus Christ. Good evening, everybody, Happy Tuesday,
Happy Tuesday, Happy Tuesday, Happy Tuesday night. Live to you,
because that's what we are Tuesday night and is alive.
And I want to welcome you to the courageous women

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broadcast and listen.

Speaker 2 (02:13):
I need you to take a few minutes. I was
trying to give everybody a chance to get on here.

Speaker 1 (02:17):
I saw something creeping in and creeping back out. Come on,
creep back in here, come on and creep back up
in here tonight. In Jesus' name, we want to welcome
you to all of our viewers that are watching us
on YouTube and Facebook and listening on our podcast on tonight. Welcome, welcome,
Welcome to those of you that are watching us in

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the courageous that's not it, in the depor company Holley lujah,
all right, that are participating in our fellowship, they're in
that private community. We want to thank God for you
and welcome you to the broadcast on tonight. We bless
the Lord for his goodness and his mercy. We thank

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him for allowing us to come together again for another
Tuesday Night live.

Speaker 2 (03:06):
Listen.

Speaker 1 (03:06):
It's been some time, and I want to thank God
for all of you who joined us on last Tuesday.
Come on, clap your hands for yourself on tonight. Chime
in and let me know where you are watching us
from on tonight. I want to welcome you and listen.
It is a privilege and honor to be here tonight.
I'm gonna try not to yell. I probably won't do

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too good at that, but I was just saying, you know,
that's my disclaimer for tonight. Hallelujah. But I'm so excited
because I am sharing with you all, you know, some
chapters from my book that I'm working on these are
my notes.

Speaker 2 (03:45):
These is my notes, and.

Speaker 1 (03:47):
I got stuff on my computer, right the courageous apostolic woman.
The purpose of this broadcast is not to offend. But
if you are offended, God bless you, hallelujah, come.

Speaker 2 (03:58):
On, excel Lord to help you. I need you get
some thick skin. The purpose of this broadcast is not
to talk bad about nobody. We're not talking about people.
We're not trying to do whatever. We're not bashing men.

Speaker 1 (04:11):
We love the brotherhood. We thank God for the brothers. Hallelujah,
Glory be to God. But this broadcast, and it has
been a long time, hallelujah, Grace said, peace and blessings.

Speaker 2 (04:23):
Good evening to you. Let me just stop for a
second before I do all these these claimers and.

Speaker 1 (04:26):
All this stuff, let me say hey to the people
jumping on, blessing to your Prophetence Melissa, Properdence Bradley.

Speaker 2 (04:34):
Come on, sister Maria. Blessings to you. God bless you.

Speaker 1 (04:41):
So good to see you, Properness. It is so so
good to see you. I'm gonna miss you.

Speaker 2 (04:46):
What is that next week? That is next week.

Speaker 1 (04:49):
I'm gonna miss you next week. But I hope I
get to see you soon. Hey man, hallelujah, look at you. Hey,
sister Yanbud, God bless you, bless us to your Prophetencelenee,
Apostle Tonya, we thank God for you, grace and peace
and bless us. Blessings to your Prophetence day Oh, We're
so glad to see you. Prophetence Angie. Dr Wiggans, we

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love you. Thank God for you. Prophetence Telsia. God bless
your daughter. So good, so good to see yes. Tag
the people, Tag the people, tell them to come on
to get in here. Prophetence Felicia, We bless the Lord
for you. Welcome, Welcome, Welcome.

Speaker 2 (05:29):
I'm just saying hello because once we get started, I
ain't gonna have a chance. Okay, I'm not gonna have
a chance. Hey, Glory be to God.

Speaker 1 (05:39):
Blessings to your Apostle vow So good to see you
since the brand.

Speaker 2 (05:43):
Brand with the plan plan. Good to see you on tonight.
I see you made it.

Speaker 1 (05:51):
Look at God any good doctor Shanay, blessings.

Speaker 2 (05:55):
I'm looking forward to seeing you. I see you on Thursday.

Speaker 1 (05:58):
Doing. I'm looking forward to seeing you girl, I Mischelle,
looking forward to us getting together a man all the
way from Sonny Zephyr Hills, which is nighttime, so it
ain't no sun shine in the night. Hallelujah, Glory to godly.

Speaker 2 (06:13):
But normally it's Sonny. But listen to me. Yes, I'm excited.

Speaker 1 (06:19):
Somebody tag proper this, Joy Broughton. Somebody tagged apostle Michelle Gas,
somebody tag Prophetess Shanika, somebody tag another prophet, somebody tag
an Apostolic woman and tell them to get on, get
on here, get on, get on, get on, get.

Speaker 2 (06:36):
On, hallylujah. Listen.

Speaker 1 (06:38):
So, as I was saying, you know, this is not
about bashing nobody. This is not about hurting nobody's feelings
or any of those things. Blessings to you, Apostle Jeff,
Please meet the people.

Speaker 2 (06:50):
People meet, Apostle Jeff. This is a man. Glory to God.
Our partner Ministreet there in Kenya. A man.

Speaker 1 (06:59):
Isn't the Lord good? He's so wonderful, Halley Lou, your
glory be to God. Yes, tell him.

Speaker 2 (07:05):
Get in here, come on in the room. Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah.

Speaker 1 (07:11):
It's time to get in this room on tonight because
I have so much I want to share with you
on tonight.

Speaker 2 (07:15):
And so last week you know, as we were talking
and breaking open some things.

Speaker 1 (07:20):
We were talking about the cost of the call, and
that's really from chapter one. And then I spent some time,
you know, sharing some things from the intro as well
of the book, dealing with betrayal, dealing with jealousy. And
you know, there are times that people, listen, this is
my time to be transparent.

Speaker 2 (07:40):
Can y'all handle that?

Speaker 1 (07:43):
So I don't want nobody to Oh my god, she
talking about me. I ain't talking about nobody. I'm talking
about I mean, I am, but I'm just saying it's
something from the past, things that have things that have
happened in my life that have brought me to this place. Kanita,
God bless you, woman of God.

Speaker 2 (08:02):
So good to see you.

Speaker 1 (08:04):
Listen, there are things that none of us have gotten
to this place where we are without experiencing the crushing
that we have experienced.

Speaker 2 (08:13):
It is the oil of the Anointing that is flowing today.

Speaker 1 (08:16):
What we see, what other people see in our life,
the thing that draws other people to us. They didn't
see us in our pain for moments, they didn't see
us in our difficulty. Thank you, Thank you, daughter, Thank you.
I believe I will hallelujah. And so I mean, I
want to speak to leaders because we spend so much

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time glazing things over, glossing things over.

Speaker 2 (08:41):
We spend so much time, you know, just wanting to.

Speaker 1 (08:45):
Be PC politically correct, that we don't deal with.

Speaker 2 (08:47):
The real stuff. And I have dealt with that.

Speaker 1 (08:50):
Oh well, you know, it's not a good time to
talk about that, you know, because you still feeling the
pain of it.

Speaker 2 (08:54):
You don't want to deal with that. It's not a
good time to uncover this.

Speaker 1 (08:57):
Because you know then people are gonna start looking at
you some kind of wait or whatever the case is.

Speaker 2 (09:01):
I want to talk to you. I mean, especially if
you do.

Speaker 1 (09:04):
If you're a leader and you don't have to be
a pastor, you can you can have a para ministry,
right you can.

Speaker 2 (09:11):
You can be a leader of a paramnistry, a traveling
a itinerant ministry. Right.

Speaker 1 (09:19):
You can have people that you are leading and still
experience people coming in and competing with your mantle. Bob,
while you competing with me. You came here because I
had something you needed. While you're trying to while you're
trying to fight and out do me, loose your whole
off My life Hallelujah, blessings to your apostle Tea.

Speaker 2 (09:40):
I said, I'm gonna be transparent, right.

Speaker 1 (09:42):
I have dealt with that with people said I'm gonna
be with you, but working in the background, working against me,
and I had to endure those things. I had to
amen be Okay. We talked about that last week, being Okay, this.

Speaker 2 (09:57):
Is the cost of the call. Don't I don't think
that God is calling you and You're not gonna pay
no price.

Speaker 1 (10:03):
Babyh you go cry over here on this side. You
gonna rejoice, but you absolutely are going to cry over
here on this side. And and you know, when I
was going through my season, and I often talk about
this when I was you know, my husband was the

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lead pastor at the church, and you know, people want
to call me first lady, and I always say, don't
call me first lady because that means that I'm the
first lady to get blamed every time something go wrong.

Speaker 2 (10:32):
And they would love, love, love to do that.

Speaker 1 (10:34):
But then I realized that this was the curriculum of
the Holy Ghost.

Speaker 2 (10:40):
Hear me, This was amen, the training of God. Halley Lujah.
This was a man God preparing me for what he
had called me.

Speaker 1 (10:50):
To do. Listen to me, and sometimes we don't like it.
And you know, I don't even wanna say sometime.

Speaker 2 (10:58):
But all the time, you know, dealing with people coming
into the ministry that.

Speaker 1 (11:04):
You love, you lay down your life for them, right
and then they come in here fighting you, trying to
outdo you, trying to at man, Glory to God, outshine you, sugar,
listen to me, Listen to me. We are annoyed for
two different things. You're shining, my shining two different blings. Okay,
hallelujah to bling on me and the bling on you

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are two different blings. You can't outbling me and I
can't out bling you because I'm called for something else.
So you can't walk up into a house and try
to outshine your leader. I need some music in the background. Hallelujah,
Glory to God, taking Jesus.

Speaker 2 (11:46):
I'm trying to tell you this is the thing that
you got to be ready for.

Speaker 1 (11:52):
You got to be ready for those Hallelujah that are
gonna come in and look at you and.

Speaker 2 (11:59):
Not just want to be like you, baby, They want
to be you. Oh I want to I'll do you,
Yes they do. And you gotta be okay and see
those that work with me, Hey, man, glory to God. Hallelujah.
Those that work close with me know my favorite saying.

Speaker 1 (12:17):
I was listening to my daughters today, a man, Glory
to God as we were in our antmin meeting. My
favorite saying, I can know that you're doing what you're doing.
I'm not even coming for you. You know why, because I.

Speaker 2 (12:29):
Know that God got this, and my steps are ordered
by the Lord.

Speaker 1 (12:33):
And because my steps are ordered by the Lord, I
ain't got to worry about how you shine because my
shining you're shining too different, Shine.

Speaker 2 (12:41):
Sugar, hallelujah. So what do I say?

Speaker 1 (12:44):
Let it play yourself out? Hallelujah. Let it play yourself out, because.

Speaker 2 (12:49):
God got this. And though they may come in and try.

Speaker 1 (12:54):
To compete with you, you can't compete with me. You're
not annoying for what I'm annoying if for. And here's
the thing, we not ready, Hey, bless you were not
ready for that kind of truth. We think that when
we hear stuff like that that people are being facetious.
We think that people you know what I'm saying, oh,

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are trying to be funny. They throw in shade. I
ain't throwing no shade that ain't shame. These are the
actual factuals. You can't outshine me because where God has
called me to go and what He's called me to do,
you have not gone through the curriculum I've gone through,
and you might not be able to understand the language
of the curriculum that God has prepared me for.

Speaker 2 (13:38):
So I'm not trying to do what you're trying to do.
I'm not trying to go where you're trying to go.

Speaker 1 (13:42):
Listen, I'm trying to keep my feet in my own shoes,
stay in my own lane, fulfill my own timement, obey
God and what He's telling me to do. Hallelujah, Glomy
to God. I'm trying to walk out, this courageous woman
the curriculum that God has written specifically in peace and blessings,
this thing that God has specifically written for me. Hallelujah,

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Glory be to God. And so you gotta be all right.
You gotta be all right. You know what I'm saying.
You know, and you can have people who will come
to church and hear what you preach here, what you tease.
Let me take any glass off for a second. I'm
gonna get to the I'm gonna get to the notes
in the second right, because you got to be able
to This is why I take courage to do this.
It takes courage to do this, because you gotta be

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courageous or nothing. I'm gonna read to you what Paul said, right,
because when you are doing this work, they not even
preaching their own message. They preaching your message. You won't
even give you credit.

Speaker 2 (14:44):
God say that, I said it. I said it.

Speaker 1 (14:46):
I said it courageous, and you gotta still stand up,
glory be to God and be able to declare what
doth saith the Lord, and you ain't got to worry
about what nobody.

Speaker 2 (14:56):
Else is saying. And you not trying to be funny.

Speaker 1 (14:59):
And when I see you one son that I'm gonna
hun your neck like I ain't seen you in a
long time, and I'm gonna love the hell out of you.
Why because that's what I've been called to do. I
got oil on my life to love the hell out
of you. And it take courage to love people that
you know ain't.

Speaker 2 (15:19):
Really for you. Did you hear what I said? It
takes courage to.

Speaker 1 (15:25):
Give yourself, put yourself on the chopping block when you
know they can't stand you know how, hallelujah. I'm talking
about the truth. Hallelujah, Bless the Lord, hallelujah. I'm talking
about Amen, Glory to God you and this is what
I say. And let me let me give you some pointers.
Let me give you something to help you out. Leaders,

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my courageous sisters that are called to do hallylujah the
work of the Lord. Holly Loujah, Glory be to God.
I want to give you some pointers right here. This
is a pointer that you can't miss, and that is this.
People are gonna come in and out of your life.
They're gonna walk in, they're gonna walk out. Some of

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them are coming with ulterior motives. Everybody has an agenda.
Everybody's agenda a pure but everybody has an agenda. And
so when they come in and you desern the agendas,
some of them are coming in because they just want
to ride your coattail.

Speaker 2 (16:26):
And you might say, well, who even know who I am?
Who even know anything about you? Even in your circle?

Speaker 1 (16:32):
Hallelujah, people know whether or not your name carry wait,
and so you can have people who come there for
that and you don't have to call them out on
their stuff, even though even though you know that they.

Speaker 2 (16:47):
Don't mean you. Well, it's okay. Jesus did not fight Judas.
Let me say it again. Jesus didn't fight Judas.

Speaker 1 (16:56):
Jesus allowed Judas to remain in place and position on
my God.

Speaker 2 (17:02):
He didn't take the bag from him.

Speaker 1 (17:05):
Uh uh. He still gave him the bag every Sunday,
and with that same bag he took what was in
it and betrayed Jesus. Somebody put some hearts on this broadcast.
Come on here, somebody, hallelujah. Jesus didn't even call him out.
He let him remain in position. Let me tell you something.

Speaker 2 (17:27):
You need Judas. You need them backbiters, bag stabers. You
need them backstabbers. Y'all know I'm a singer.

Speaker 1 (17:38):
Song right, Glory be to God, Halley lujah. You got
to let them remain in place. Without Judas. There was
no cross without Judas. There's no salvation for you without Judas.
You not walking in your annoying. Without Judas, you wouldn't
know your identity in Christ. So you gotta be all right,

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that's my terminology. You gotta be orma shaya.

Speaker 2 (18:05):
Wow wow wow wow wow, Come on here, somebody. You
gotta let it. You gotta let that be. Okay.

Speaker 1 (18:12):
So tonight I want to talk to you about your identity.
I want to talk to you about your identity because
you got to know what you know and know.

Speaker 2 (18:18):
The heck out of what you know.

Speaker 1 (18:20):
You gotta know the heck out of your identity. It
doesn't matter who comes and who goes. And let me
tell you something, Sometimes when people move in and out
of your life, you tend to.

Speaker 2 (18:29):
Start questioning your worth.

Speaker 1 (18:31):
Can I tell you that people leaving you in abandonment
and loneliness and betrayal and whatever else you might experience
has nothing to do with your worth. And if anything,
your truth be told, it tells us what your real
value is. Halenelujah because of the fact you've had to

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suffer that loss. Now I'm trying to share these things
with you, but I need you to understand and that
I don't want you calling people judas in your life
that ain't judas because you are. You know, we got
paranoid schizophrenic church folk who suffer from from personal identity disorders. Yup,

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hallelujah right, and we can find their their diagnosis in
the DSM. Come on here, hallelujah. And and so some
of them need a diagnosis given to them. But where
we are going, what we are saying is we are
understanding that my worth is not in your presence. My

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worth is in the presence of God. My word is
not in who's with me and who leaves me. My
word is that is in that God, Hallelujah is with me,
hallelujish and he promised that he would never leave me
north for sake me, I want to tell you about
this because as I was studying, and I was looking
at some things, you know, and were reading the scripture,

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and the Bible tells us that the Lord said he
would never leave us. Not to say because when we
were reading Hebrews thirteen, and I have this someway in
my notes about that about he was thirteen to five
about God saying that I will never leave you. And
this is the same God who when Jesus was on
the cross, Jesus said, right, Jesus said, elod.

Speaker 2 (20:21):
Lama sabath the nie.

Speaker 1 (20:23):
And that word sabah is the word abandoned. And Paul
often talks about those who abandon him. But in that verse,
when we look at that same word, the same word
for abandon or leave, and the word that Jesus used
sabah or sabathani right that it's a congregated verb in

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the Greek, really in the Aramaic. And because there's no
word in the Greek that fit the Aramaic, they had
to transliterate the word in the New Testament right for
the word abandon in lead. And so when we get
to the Book of Hebrews and the Bible starts talking
about God saying I will never leave you, we understand

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that Jesus was left on the cross and suffered abandonment
and suffered isolation and suffered loneliness, so that no matter
what we go through, we can know that God is
with us.

Speaker 2 (21:21):
Always listen, listen. Jesus suffered that for you and for me.

Speaker 1 (21:27):
So even though you may be going through and even
though people may leave you, even though people.

Speaker 2 (21:33):
May forsake you, even though people may walk around, and
why am I dealing with that and lingering on that,
Because that's the.

Speaker 1 (21:40):
Big deal in ministry. There's no ministry without people. And
so when people have and flow in and out of
our life and they start leaving us, we start questioning
our call. We start questioning it while they writing Facebook
posts about you, while they ain't hooking up with the

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enemies of the enemies who have become friends. Come on here, somebody.
We start asking ourselves, what was it me? Did God
really tell me this? I mean, you believe God when
I said this before. Now you can't even sit under
the sound of my voice because you have listened to
a stranger. And now I become your enemy. And so so,

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because these things start happening to us, we start questioning
our works. And this is why you got to be
solid in your identity, courageous woman. You gotta be solid
about what God has said to you about you, no
matter what is going on in your life.

Speaker 2 (22:44):
So let's read some scripture. Can we read some scripture?
I wanna read. I wanna read some stuff to you.
So I'm gonna look.

Speaker 1 (22:50):
At I wanna start here at First Corinthians. First Corinthians,
Chapter fifteen, Verses fifty seven and fifty eight. Listen to
this ver and it says, but thanks be to God,
he gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ. Therefore,
my dear brothers and sisters stand up firm. Let nothing up,

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Let no one, let no circumstances. Let not the changing
up the calendar dates. Let nothing move you. Always give
yourself fully. Somebody say, fully me and my glasses. My
glasses are sliding off my face because it's hot. In
here fully to the work of the Lord. Because you

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know that your labor in the Lord is not in vain.
Give yourself fully.

Speaker 2 (23:40):
And so here we go.

Speaker 1 (23:41):
As we are walking into our identity and standing in
everything that God has said about us, we begin to
question ourselves when people come in and out of our life,
and we tend to give less of ourselves because of
the fact that.

Speaker 2 (23:56):
Somebody walked away. Let me tell you something. God knew
that they were gonna walk away from you when they
came and sat with you.

Speaker 1 (24:03):
Jesus knew that Judas was gonna be Judas, and they
was gonna sell him out for thirty pieces of silver.
But Jesus did not stop being Jesus. Oh, he ain't stopping.
Why are you stopping being you? Honey Lujah, Go back
to the verse. Go back to the verse. Give yourself

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fully to the work of the Lord. Who is stopping
you from giving yourself fully to the work of the
Lord because somebody not with you because because those who
said that they was gonna walk with you stop walking
with you because somebody who used to believe in.

Speaker 2 (24:44):
You don't believe in you. No more?

Speaker 1 (24:46):
Did God change his mind because somebody else doesn't believe
in you? Cannot tell you that the call of God
is not predicated on whether or not somebody is with you.

Speaker 2 (24:55):
The call of God is predicated on whether or not
God is with you. Am I yelling too much? Do
I need? I need the sh hush? Come on here, somebody.

Speaker 1 (25:13):
So, as we're going into this about our identity, you
gotta understand that your call is.

Speaker 2 (25:18):
More than a title. Your call.

Speaker 1 (25:20):
It doesn't matter if they call you sister booboo, sister
dumb dumb. It doesn't matter if they call you apostle, prophet,
pass to teacher of Banjars. It doesn't matter if they
are not willing to acknowledge you. Your call is not
just a title. It is a position in the spirit realm.
The Bible says that we are seeded in with Christ

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Jesus in heavenly places. It is a divine mandate that
is etched into your spiritual DNA. Did you hear what
I said your identity?

Speaker 2 (25:56):
Camp I certain that that they hold Shiah.

Speaker 1 (25:58):
Your identity is a divine mandate that is etched into
your spiritual DNA. Who put it there the hand of God.
Nobody can erase it. Tryal can't erase it. Getting married,
getting divorced, being a widow, being as complicated, none of

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that can erase it.

Speaker 2 (26:23):
Come on here, nothing will be able to erase it.

Speaker 1 (26:26):
I'm have to switch glasses because I'm too heavy. Let
me see if I can see with these. Oh, okay,
that's something better.

Speaker 2 (26:33):
And so sometimes we tend to struggle with impost syndrome.
And for years I heard people talking about that. I
was like, I don't know what that is. I don't
have no problem. I'm not no imposter.

Speaker 1 (26:43):
Until the Lord started bringing me into rooms that I
didn't feel like I was qualified to walk in. Until
the Lord started sending people into my life for me
to be able to pour into them right, And I
never saw myself in that degree.

Speaker 2 (26:58):
I never saw myself in that level.

Speaker 1 (27:00):
How do you see yourself, courageous woman, because how you
see yourself matters.

Speaker 2 (27:07):
And if you don't see that, you are amen.

Speaker 1 (27:10):
The very essence of the presence of God in the earth,
because you are you are. You got his DNA. You're carrying.
You're carrying the presence.

Speaker 2 (27:19):
Of God in the earth. Come on here and so
and so. Because because we don't.

Speaker 1 (27:29):
See who God says we are, we see ourselves as
little peans me.

Speaker 2 (27:36):
You want you want me to what?

Speaker 1 (27:39):
Because we have judged ourselves by who's in our life
and who's not. We have judged ourselves by whoever's left
and who has stayed. Come on here, somebody. We have
judged ourselves by who opens the door and who closes
the door. It doesn't matter how many doors you walk
through or how many doors you are not invited in to.

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You are still everything that God says you are. Oh my,
did you hear what I said? They'll come out shot down.
It doesn't matter if other people don't receive you. It
doesn't matter if they don't see what God sees. What
matters is what do do you see?

Speaker 2 (28:19):
What do you see?

Speaker 1 (28:23):
What do you see when you stand in the mirror?
Do you see your your idiosyncrecies? Do you see only
your blemishes? Do you see you know what I'm saying,
only your problems? Do you see the anointing? Do you
see the hand of God? Do you see a powerful
woman of God. Do you see somebody who's paid the

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price to stand where you are?

Speaker 2 (28:48):
Listen to me. I'm gonna repeat this. You ready for this?

Speaker 1 (28:54):
The me I was six months ago is not the
me I am today. To me I was last shere
two years ago is not the me I am today.
And and and Jess in case the person who's watching
love you, this is not this ain't no shade. But
I just need to say this because I had a
conversation with somebody and they were talking to me about
what they saw and what they felt about the ministry

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or whatever, and I had to explain to them, listen
to me, listen to me, and this is this no pride,
I promise you.

Speaker 2 (29:23):
And I was, I was. I bit my tongue as I.

Speaker 1 (29:25):
Was saying what I was saying because I understand the
pain that I have traversed to get here. And I
had to explain to them I am her, I am
that chick, but because I paid the price to sit here,
and it may not be the place that somebody else
is sitting, but this is the seat that the Lord
has assigned to me. Hear me, And I know that

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I got the goods because I paid the price for
the goods. Come on here, somebody. Now picture this. You
go to the store, come on here, and you buy
what you buy, and then somebody try to tell you
that what you possess it's not yours.

Speaker 2 (30:01):
You can't talk me out of this because I paid
for this. You can't.

Speaker 1 (30:07):
You can't trick me, Hallelujah, because I can trace my journey.

Speaker 2 (30:11):
You can't trick me because I understand my identity now
that my life is hid with Christ in God. Come
on here, somebody.

Speaker 1 (30:18):
And this is strong talk, and they gonna say, oh,
I don't know if I can, cause, honey, I wouldn't
talk like that. But that's all why you stay over there,
because I'm gonna talk like this. Jesus was talking.

Speaker 2 (30:27):
Smart to those who said, well, are you the son
of God? And he was like, well, that's what you said.
That's what you said. Come on here, somebody, like like,
I know who I am? You got the question.

Speaker 1 (30:41):
I ain't got the question, absolutely, Profidence, Come on, let
me pay these nails.

Speaker 2 (30:46):
Clock that hai, Glory be to God. If you don't
know who you are, how do you expect others to
recognize what you carry? Hello? Come on here. If you
are not aware of what you possess.

Speaker 1 (31:05):
How can you expect others to be able to come
when you open your mouth, Amen, and answer the call
to what you serve it because you don't know who
you are. Now they might have an issue with who
you are, but you can't have that issue. So you
gotta understand that what you are walking in today, Hallelujah,

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Glory be to God, is because of the fact that
the hand of God has etched hallelujah.

Speaker 2 (31:35):
His his presence has etched your spiritual DNA into you.
You gotta be able to answer the call for yourself.

Speaker 1 (31:49):
And if you constantly got questions every time somebody God
brings you into.

Speaker 2 (31:54):
The room, they gonna have questions because you got questions.
You don't know who you are. Listen to me.

Speaker 1 (32:00):
You stop looking at your I'm not qualified. I don't
have this degree. I haven't gone to this school. I
don't know this person. Oh, I don't know if that person.
It doesn't matter. Come on here, somebody, None of that matters.
You got to understand that God, Amen, has qualified you

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when he called you. Let's think about Deborah when the
Lord called to her as judge and propherten.

Speaker 2 (32:29):
Is over Israel. She didn't ask for.

Speaker 1 (32:32):
No committee, and God didn't ask for no committee approval
for her love, Why are you looking for people.

Speaker 2 (32:41):
To approve you? I have approved this message. Well, hey booger,
even if you haven't, God.

Speaker 1 (32:51):
A holler and lujah. The tears are shed on this
journey have carved out a path for me. Say that
to yourself, courageous woman, the tears that you have cried
on this journey, hate, sugar, sugar, have carved out the
journey for you.

Speaker 2 (33:12):
Hey, damnsurya tabah, hallelujah.

Speaker 1 (33:15):
The things that you have had to experience, the loneliness
has carved out.

Speaker 2 (33:22):
A path for you. So here is Deborah.

Speaker 1 (33:26):
God didn't stop and ask for committee. Deborah wasn't asking
the committee. The Lord sovereignly placed her in leadership because
he saw what others could not.

Speaker 2 (33:36):
He saw her unwavering, unwavering faith.

Speaker 1 (33:38):
He saw her courage, He saw her willingness to obey
his voice. He saw her a man willing to sacrifice.
Come on here, somebody, come on here, So why are
you worried about other people?

Speaker 2 (34:00):
Come on here?

Speaker 1 (34:04):
So you gotta know what's in your DNA and what
you carry, and so your Apostolic identity is sameness, sameness
as what the word identity means.

Speaker 2 (34:13):
Sameness right, the word identity means sameness.

Speaker 1 (34:17):
It is same in character, amen same in personality as
what what God.

Speaker 2 (34:22):
Has etched into you.

Speaker 1 (34:25):
He has etched this into you, So you gotta understand
you may not look like everybody else, right, but you
still have been qualified by God. Let me go back
to what I was saying to the individual.

Speaker 2 (34:36):
So I'm talking to them and.

Speaker 1 (34:37):
They tell me, you know, when I was over here,
and I was over here and dah da dah and
the different things that they were saying, and I appreciate,
I appreciate their encouragement. Let me say that I appreciate
them acknowledge it what's over here, But I had to
explain to them today she not there today. I'm not

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waiting for somebody to second or confirm that this is
what the Lord has given you, because I had to
go back and trace my journey those times that God
called me into nothingness to be able to pioneer work
that was not existent. I had to be able to

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stand on the faith of the word of the Lord
that the Lord gave me when nobody else wasn't standing
with me when nobody else didn't want to walk with me.
Come on here, somebody, so I had to tell myself
stop looking for somebody to second you, stop looking for
somebody to pat you on your back when God is
with you, courageous women.

Speaker 2 (35:45):
Do you hear me?

Speaker 1 (35:49):
My life is hid with Christ in God. So if
you leave me to morrow, this train ain't stopping because.

Speaker 2 (35:58):
You got off. You just a rider.

Speaker 1 (36:04):
You were supposed to be able to receive whatever I was,
a man serving on the on the train.

Speaker 2 (36:11):
You were supposed to be able to go on this
journey with me.

Speaker 1 (36:14):
But if you decide that you're not going any further
and you've had oh, you can stand and you can't
stand no more. If you decide that this is not
the journey for you, the journey continues for me.

Speaker 2 (36:26):
Come on, Apostolic women.

Speaker 1 (36:28):
The journey continues no matter who stays and who goes.
And you gotta stop judging your journey by the passengers
on your train. Let me tell you something. I'm in
New Yorker, so we will take the train. And I'm
taking the train in the middle of the night. Hear
me when I say this, I've taken the train in

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the middle of the night. And there were times that
I would get on a car on the train that
didn't have nobody on the car. Do you think that
they would unhook the car from the train or shut
the train down because it ain't a whole bunch of
riders on the train.

Speaker 2 (37:05):
No, this train still has a destination with or without
the writers. Ah oh, listen to me. We're uf without
the writers.

Speaker 1 (37:19):
And should they decide to get on the train, we got.

Speaker 2 (37:22):
Room for you, smooky. But if you don't want to ride.

Speaker 1 (37:26):
My DNA has called out this journey. My DNA, Glory
be to God, has dictated to.

Speaker 2 (37:32):
Me that I must move.

Speaker 1 (37:34):
My DNA halle Lujah, tells me that I must pioneer. Amen,
and step out into the unknown.

Speaker 2 (37:41):
Even if you don't believe, because your belief is not
the thing that has called me.

Speaker 1 (37:47):
It's the word of the Lord over my life. Come
on here, somebody, so you got you gotta be all right.
And a lot of times when we're doing ministry, we
forget the faith that we had when we first started.
Come on, we forget, We forget the things that the
Lord has spoken to us. We listen to what other

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people say, we worry about whether or not people like us. Honey,
everybody ain't gonna like you. I'm an acquire taste and
I know it, and I'm alright with that. Come on here, amen, Hollylujah,
listen to me. I'm anna acquire taste and it's all right.

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Everybody can't handle a strong drink, It's all right.

Speaker 2 (38:35):
And I ain't talking about no alcohol either. Listen to me.

Speaker 1 (38:39):
You gotta be able to understand what it is that
you are carrying. And there is a people that is
called to the sound of your voice. And everybody is
not called to the sound of your voice. And those
that are not called to the sound of your voice,
there is somebody else that they are called to. And
you gotta be alright with them finding who they.

Speaker 2 (38:56):
Are called to. Get on the train, get off the train.
It don't matter. The train is more. The trainer is moving.
There's a destination, Halleylujah. There is a map. You can
find out where we're stopping. But if you don't want
to stop with us, Glory be to God. Come on here, somebody,

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so you gotta stop.

Speaker 1 (39:26):
This is the season I want you to hear the
word of the Lord. This is a prophetic word for you.
Apostolic women. Stops shrinking. Stop shrinking for people who would
never shrink for nobody. Stop shrinking for people who don't
care nothing about you. Stop shrinking for.

Speaker 2 (39:40):
People who a man. Glory to God. They didn't die
for you. Jesus died for you.

Speaker 1 (39:44):
Stop shrinking for people who are intimidated by what you carry.

Speaker 2 (39:48):
Stop shrinking for people. Hallelujah, Glory God.

Speaker 1 (39:51):
And I know see, I lost ten people when I
started talking like I was talking. You know why because
people want you to talk small, but they want you
to make big moves.

Speaker 2 (40:03):
People want you to talk.

Speaker 1 (40:04):
Small, right, They want you to talk small, talk softly.
Don't don't, don't raise your voice, be shrink back just
a little bit. Come on here, somebody, uh oh hey
wild wild, wow, hey, come on here, somebody. People don't

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they don't want you to talk loud like that. You
know why, because that's intimidating talk. It's trash talking. You
know how You get out there and and and you're
gready to get into a.

Speaker 2 (40:39):
Fight and you start popping junk. Come on, hallelujah.

Speaker 1 (40:49):
Let me tell you you have got to you got
to get comfortable with what God has called you to do.
And who he has called you to be and everything
that He has placed on the inside of you. Stop
apologizing for being annoying it. Stop apologizing for being a
strong drink.

Speaker 2 (41:07):
They can't handle.

Speaker 1 (41:08):
Stop apologizing that you know you just extra, you just too.
I sure am, and I love every bit of it.

Speaker 2 (41:15):
Yes. God made me extra, Yeah he did. Yeah he did.
I'm extra, Yes I am. It took me a long
time to come to terms with my extra. I'm extra.
So a lot of times they want us to.

Speaker 1 (41:29):
You know, we feel these pressures in ministry to to shrink,
to soften our voices, to defer.

Speaker 2 (41:38):
Brothers, we love you, but to defer to the men
in leadership.

Speaker 1 (41:42):
I'm not deferring because I've been annoying to carry this
might be God today, I said it, yep.

Speaker 2 (41:52):
And it don't mean that I think that you less
than It don't mean I'm a rebel.

Speaker 1 (41:56):
I ain't a Jezebel either, ha ha, I'm not a
Jezebel because I'm not deferring.

Speaker 2 (42:04):
Did you hear what I said?

Speaker 1 (42:06):
Now? See, a man could get up here and talk
like this and they'd be like, my God, that's right,
that's right, Man of God, that's right. Say that say
the word of the Lord. But when you, as a woman,
starts saying that you agree with God, when you, as
a woman say that I know what I know and
I know the heck out of it.

Speaker 2 (42:25):
When you, as a woman say that I know that
God caught me to this. He's annoyted me for this.
He has amen, carved me out for this, He has
put this in.

Speaker 1 (42:34):
My Dna, he has amen glory that God took me
through hell and our water for that.

Speaker 2 (42:40):
And I ain't shrinking back.

Speaker 1 (42:41):
Because you you think I'm too much, because you think
I'm too loud, because because you don't.

Speaker 2 (42:47):
Think that I'm I'm I'm uh. You know, I need to.
I need to. I need to soften my tone. I
need to, you know, my touch need to be a
little gentler. I A no, sir, No sir.

Speaker 1 (43:03):
Come on here, somebody, hallelujah. We're not doing that. Come
on here, somebody. Let me read a verse of scripture
to you. Amen, you're familiar with this. But we like,
we love Bible. Let's get let's take it to the
book right. Galassians three and twenty eight says there's neither
jud nor Greek. There's neither slave nor free there's neither

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male nor female for who you are all one in
Christ Jesus.

Speaker 2 (43:27):
The enemy will try to make you question your place,
but you gotta.

Speaker 1 (43:32):
Stand firm in the truth of your calling because your
calling is irrevocable.

Speaker 2 (43:37):
Let me say it again. Your calling is irrevocable. How
do I know?

Speaker 1 (43:40):
Is that my opinion? It's not my opinion. Roman's eleven
and twenty nine tells me that the gifts and the
callings of God are irrevocable. God don't even want it
back because he knew what he put in you when
he called you.

Speaker 2 (43:56):
Let me say it again. He knew what he put
in you when he called you.

Speaker 1 (44:01):
He knew what it would take for you to become
what you needed to be in order for you to
fulfill your assignment. He knew, Amen, Glory to God, that
you was not gonna shrink back. He knew that if
he put it in your hand, that you was gonna
bring the ball home.

Speaker 2 (44:16):
For the team.

Speaker 1 (44:18):
Come on, courageous Apostolic women, hallelujah. This is a clarion
call to take your place and your position. This is
a clarion call, Hallelujah for you to stop apologizing for
your anointedness.

Speaker 2 (44:32):
Come on here, is that a word? I just made
it up. It's my word.

Speaker 1 (44:34):
Amen, It's all right, your anointedness. Sally lujah, Glory be
to God.

Speaker 2 (44:41):
Come on, come on, this is what God desired for us.
Let me tell you something.

Speaker 1 (44:49):
Apostolic women are not accidents in the Kingdom of God.
We are divine appointments. Somebody say, I am a divine appointment.
Apostolic women are not accidents in the kingdom. We are
divine appointments.

Speaker 2 (45:03):
We are.

Speaker 1 (45:04):
You got an appointment with me and I've been appointed
to you. Come on here, somebody, I am a divine appointment.

Speaker 2 (45:13):
Hallelujah.

Speaker 1 (45:14):
Just like you got to put it down in your
calendar so that you make sure you don't miss this.

Speaker 2 (45:19):
Don't you miss this divine appointment.

Speaker 1 (45:22):
Hallelujah. If you married me, you're married an appointment. If
you're linked up with me, you're linked up with an appointment.
Come on here, somebody, hall they Loujah, Bless the name
of the Lord. You got an appointment to get to destiny,
and I'm gonna help you get there because I ain't
shutting my mouth because somebody didn't shut.

Speaker 2 (45:38):
Their mouth for me. I'm a divine appointment.

Speaker 1 (45:42):
And even if you don't want this appointment, we don't
take cancelations. Oh yes, God don't take cancelations. Over here
on this side of glory. Hallylujah, Thank you Jesus. So
we are gonna press in to our DNA. We're gonna
press in hallylu into our mantles. We're gonna press in

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into amen everything that God has called us to be.
We're gonna press in Hallelujah. And we're gonna continue our journey.
We're gonna finish our course. We're gonna do what God
has called us to do. We're not making any apologies.
We're not telling nobody sorry that I offended you, Sorry
that my annointing offended you.

Speaker 2 (46:21):
Sorry that ain't man glory to God. My being extra
was too much for you. Listen to me. Too bad,
too bad, too bad, too bad, too bad, too too
and bad, too bad. I ain't sorry. I spent too
many years being sorry.

Speaker 1 (46:38):
I spent too many years apologizing for the anointing Mighty God. Today,
I spent too many years apologizing being sorry, sitting in.

Speaker 2 (46:49):
The in the background being sorry.

Speaker 1 (46:53):
I don't want I don't wanna rough on nobody's feathers.
I don't wanna, I don't wanna make nobody man. And
then I have to think about this.

Speaker 2 (46:59):
Thing, because when I was unsaved, you couldn't shut me up.
When I was.

Speaker 1 (47:06):
Unsaved, I was unapologetic, asks apostle, te, no apologies. Come
on here, somebody. And then we get saved and get scared.
We get saved and get safe. Some of y'all ain't
just save you too saved. You're too safe. I said it,

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You're too safe.

Speaker 2 (47:31):
Hallelujah.

Speaker 1 (47:32):
I'm not apologizing anymore that I'm anointed. I'm not apologizing
that the anointing all my life offends you and intimidate
you and bothers you and ruffles your feathers and makes
you reach for more or bless the name of the
Lord you need to reach for more. Glory be to God, hallelujah.
My journey that God called out.

Speaker 2 (47:51):
For me, brought me here, brought me here, brought me here. Hallelujah.
Glory be to God God.

Speaker 1 (48:00):
So I'm not worried about failing. Come on, halley lujah,
I'm not worried about failing. If it don't work, listen,
He is the God of a second chance. Hallelujah. He'll
show me how to make it right. Halle lujah. Glory
be to God. But I'm gonna take this risk, and
I'm gonna step out here.

Speaker 2 (48:16):
Glory be to God. Why Because just like as the honey,
I've been called for such a time as this, and
so have you. You have been called for such a
time as this.

Speaker 1 (48:29):
Why are you worried about who's gonna be upset with
what you are stepping out to and what you are
embarking on. They didn't call you, They didn't die for you,
they didn't give their life for you.

Speaker 2 (48:42):
Come on here, somebody. I was rejected for the seat.
What what? Listen, listen everything that you have gonna look
at your life, Look at your life. Hallelujah. I was
in the mental institution for this seat. What come on here.
I suffered the loss of all my family for this seat.

Speaker 1 (49:03):
At time, I'm so cordy at tabah, hallelujah. I suffered
the reproach in public for this seat. I had to
deal with the naysayers and the finger pointers for this seat.

Speaker 2 (49:16):
So listen to me. You can't talk me out of this.

Speaker 1 (49:20):
I suffered abandonment and rejection and those who said that
they would walk the long.

Speaker 2 (49:28):
Green miled with me. We know the green mild, you
know the death walk to the death chamber. It said
they would walk with me.

Speaker 1 (49:36):
But Babaye, when it was time to die, they turned
to tell and ran, hallelujah.

Speaker 2 (49:42):
I went through that for this seat.

Speaker 1 (49:45):
And it may not be a seat that somebody else desires,
but this is the seat that God has a sign
for me.

Speaker 2 (49:50):
This is the seat that God has a sign for you.

Speaker 1 (49:53):
The place where you are is because God Amen brought
you through your trials of suffering, the decades of pain.
Oh my God, hallelujah. He brought you to your death chamber.

Speaker 2 (50:09):
Hah. Glory be to God, so that you will be
able to walk this out there.

Speaker 1 (50:16):
There's a section in the book that I call the
Voids and Vacuums of Apostolic of the Apostolic Journey.

Speaker 2 (50:24):
The voids and vacuums.

Speaker 1 (50:25):
There are voids and the vacuum, the place where your
life feels like it's being sucked out, those empty, lonely places.

Speaker 2 (50:36):
Come on here, come on here, come on here. Hallelujah.

Speaker 1 (50:42):
And and so and so, as you have to go
through those places, avoid those painful realities. That the void
that accompanies your walk, the void that accompanies disanointing, the
void right the empty places.

Speaker 2 (50:59):
Listen to me.

Speaker 1 (51:00):
You know, you watch people and you see them walking
in with that, with that, with they entourage when you
walk around Apostolic journey, everybody don't want to go.

Speaker 2 (51:13):
Now. See people who got these big names and stuff,
God bless them. I'm not cursing none of them. I'm
just saying.

Speaker 1 (51:21):
Sometimes when you riding high up there like that, people
want to they want to be with you. But when
you are suffering, when you are walking this long green mile,
when you are in this death walking you on the
Via dela Rosa, you on your way, carrying your cross
with you. Hear me when I'm saying this, Everybody don't

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want to be with you when you become a man
a pariah. Because you know, my favorite person, they used
to go to that church, they don't go there no more.
And so now so now you who used to be
a part of their favorite whatever, now you not even
on their list no more.

Speaker 2 (52:04):
And guess what, to God be the glory. To God
be the glory.

Speaker 1 (52:09):
It was necessary. Somebody put it in the comments. It
was necessary. The abandonment was necessary. Remember, we said, Jesus said,
he said, I will never leave you. So Jesus experienced
God leaving him so that he could never leave us.
We will never be without God.

Speaker 2 (52:32):
Come on here, somebody, so you gotta deal with these
voids and vacuums.

Speaker 1 (52:39):
This apostolic calling. This is not like a pastoral or
a teaching role.

Speaker 2 (52:44):
This ain't like that. This right here is you know,
how do you handle pioneering and stepping out while everybody
else think you're crazy?

Speaker 1 (52:55):
Whoo? Jesus had mercy going into uncharted territory where few,
if anybody, has already been.

Speaker 2 (53:06):
You're gonna get on that plane.

Speaker 1 (53:08):
You're gonna go over there and see them people you
don't know them, yep, because God said go but but
but but what if they kill you? This is my
long green mild baby. I got to take this walk. Hallelujah.

Speaker 2 (53:21):
Listen to me. And I told the Lord, I said, God, you.

Speaker 1 (53:23):
Ain't got to take me out of another out of
my country, into another country.

Speaker 2 (53:26):
To kill me. If you're gonna kill me, you could
kill me right at home.

Speaker 1 (53:28):
So guess what, I'm not afraid of going someplace else
because if I'm gonna die, I'm gonna die here, I'm
gonna die wherever.

Speaker 2 (53:33):
But I'm not dying right now. I got what to do.
You didn't call me for that.

Speaker 1 (53:38):
So we always got all these questions, and we fearful
about stepping out because we don't know how is it
gonna paying out? What if it don't come together? What
if something happened to you? Well, what if something don't happen?

Speaker 2 (53:52):
Come on? What if? What if?

Speaker 1 (53:59):
What if your voice is the voice they been waiting for?
What if you are the Peter to their Cornelius? What
if God had them on top of the house.

Speaker 2 (54:17):
And they were waiting for you, but you was too
And I'm on so cordiat talk about but you were
too scared to go? And that could be. That could
be down the street.

Speaker 1 (54:28):
It don't necessarily have to be in another country. It
could be down the road.

Speaker 2 (54:36):
What if you are the voice that they have been
waiting for. What if everybody else tried it, but you
are the one that has been annointed to do it?

Speaker 1 (54:48):
Oh my god, somebody else tried it, but they didn't
have the power, They didn't have the anointing, they didn't
have the authority because they didn't have the journey.

Speaker 2 (55:02):
That you had that prepared you to send you on
that same journey. Oh my God, Hallelujah.

Speaker 1 (55:10):
And your voids and the vacuums that you experienced in
your life was to get you to that place so
that even when you went out in the middle of nowhere,
you didn't care if you didn't have an audience, because
you knew that God was with you.

Speaker 2 (55:23):
Oh my God, thank you Jesus. Whoo.

Speaker 1 (55:30):
I have gotten on a plane to go to another
country that I had never been and gone there by
myself because God said go And can I tell you
what happened afterward?

Speaker 2 (55:42):
He gave me a nation. He opened doors I could
never open on my own. He gave me sons and daughters.
I didn't think that I would ever have. Do you
hear what I'm saying. He turned my life in a trajectory.

Speaker 1 (55:57):
I never knew that I would be going into all
because I was willing to endure those voids and those vacuums.
You gotta be ready to walk into this uncharted territory.
You might find yourself in seasons where even the people
who are closest to you get ready for this.

Speaker 2 (56:19):
People who are close to you, it could be your spouse.

Speaker 1 (56:21):
It could be your children, it could be your family,
it could be your mentors, it could be other people
that you hold dear, and they don't fully understand the
weight of what God is placed on your life, and
you don't have time to explain it.

Speaker 2 (56:36):
You don't have time to explain it. Listen, and you
ain't got to be dishonorable. But just obey God and
do what he told you to do. Just do what
he told you to do. Do what he told you
to do.

Speaker 1 (56:52):
I'm gonna tell you like God told Elijah, because Elijah
was going through all of his changes, and he's sitting
in the cave in First King, chapter nineteen, he said,
Oh Lord, it's only me, only me by myself. I'm
the only one left, Sugar, You not the only one
that's left. Look at these people in the comments. Look
at all of these in the comments. Look at all

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of us who have been through our trials and difficulty
and our pain and cry tears and suffered losses and
dealt with difficulty, and dealt with people leaving us, and
dealt with jealousy, and dealt with betrayal, and dealt with
marriage problems, and dealt with all.

Speaker 2 (57:32):
Kinds of stuff. You not in this by yourself. You
are not alone. God have other people who are with you. Amen.

Speaker 1 (57:46):
God have other people who have not bowed their need
to bail, just like God said to Elijah. And maybe
you don't have the support from people that you love,
and you thought that you were gonna have that support,
and it might be devastating for you.

Speaker 2 (58:02):
Get over it. When God caught you, he didn't call
you attached to nobody.

Speaker 1 (58:09):
I'm gonna say it again because some of y'all think
that you got to have your bff, you got to
have your wife, You got to have your husband. If
you're a man, you think you gotta have your wife.
If you're a woman, you think you got to have
your husband.

Speaker 2 (58:19):
God didn't call you with none of them.

Speaker 1 (58:23):
And when you get to glory, ain't none of them
gonna be there. See that's not popular. But Paul talked
about that and he said, listen, let the married people,
let me hit this for you right now, because you're
not ready for the real gospel of Jesus Christ. We
want this americanized stuff. Let me give you the real gospel.
It said, let those that are married livers though they
were not, you ain't ready because you want to have
sex once a week, twice a week.

Speaker 2 (58:46):
You ain't ready for this call because you ain't dealt
with your flash. Did I say that I did?

Speaker 1 (58:51):
Ain't taking it back. You're gonna have to deal with
your flesh. Come on, get it together, says get it together.
You're not ready to live like you're not married, even
with thighs in the bed. Let me take a sip

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right here, Let me help you catch up right there
where you all at clocket.

Speaker 2 (59:28):
You worried he gonna be mad at you because God
is calling you. Listen to me.

Speaker 1 (59:34):
If he understood what God said, then he understood that
God called you.

Speaker 2 (59:40):
And if he didn't understand that, you gotta be ready
for the fallout for the call of God that's on
your life.

Speaker 1 (59:46):
Nobody takes precedent in your life before Jesus Christ.

Speaker 2 (59:51):
You not ready. These are the voids in the vacuums.
These are the places where.

Speaker 1 (59:58):
You got to come to terms with the call of
God on your life, whether or not you're really ready
for this. Come on here the heart on that cause
only I don't know, because that's my booth. Ee, that's
my that's my that's my man, my man. And my man,
whatever that is. Please please your man, your man.

Speaker 2 (01:00:19):
Your man is not gonna be standing next to you
in heaven, heaven, heaven. And let me tell you something.
I'm not telling you to act ugly.

Speaker 1 (01:00:33):
See I probably lost about ten people right there, right
But let me tell you something. I'm not telling you
to not do what you're supposed to do. But when
you call to this God will show you how to
carry your mantle. Because Kate, no, ain't no, Ain't no
woman on this earth gonna beat me being missus Stubbs.

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But on that note, ain't nobody gonna beat me being
the daughter of God that I've been called to be,
the son of God that I have been called to be. Hey, Michelle,
God first before everybody, and until you are ready for that.

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Anybody who watched my life the last fifteen years, you
know I mean what I say, and I say what
I mean.

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I love you, but I don't love you more than
I love Jesus. No, don't come on here nothing.

Speaker 1 (01:01:35):
You're gonna to bring your whole life into subjection. Remember
we said give yourself fully first, Chorethids twelve, fifty seven
and fifty eight. Give yourself fully to the call of God.
Are you ready to give yourself fully? This is not
part time lover, This is not you giving yourself to

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God on Sunday.

Speaker 2 (01:01:57):
Only Come on fully.

Speaker 1 (01:02:02):
Your heart, your mind, your soul, your body, your will,
your emotions.

Speaker 2 (01:02:11):
You still want to lay up you a God and
come on. You gotta be able to carry this.

Speaker 1 (01:02:22):
You gotta be able to carry this even when you
don't have financial support, when you don't feel like you
got people that's gonna do what you need to do.
This is why you gotta walk by faith and not
by sight. This is a God thing, just like the
widow of Zarah. Fact, when you read in the scripture,
the Bible tells us that God from her obeying God,

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he made the way. Are you ready to step into
God made the way, even if it means that He
didn't make the way that you wanted him to make it. Oh?

Speaker 2 (01:02:54):
Yes, even if the way being made.

Speaker 1 (01:02:57):
Can I tell you how I've seen God go work
in my life to the place that it's never been
about what I had. It has never been about what
I had. God always called me out of what I

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had into what he has. Listen, I gotta slow that,
I gotta quit, but I need you to understand this,
that you have been called for such a time as this,
women of God, and you can't allow your feelings of isolation.
You can't allow your feelings of fear, thinking that you're

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gonna fail. You can't allow who's with you, who's leaving you,
all the rest of that stuff. You can't let that
stuff affect you, down to your family. Down to your family.
You cannot allow anything. Don't let nothing else.

Speaker 2 (01:03:58):
Have your heart. These people that be up there talking
about this my everything, No, no, no, not my everything though, no,
not my everything. Jesus is my everything. Jesus is my everything.

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Is he your everything?

Speaker 1 (01:04:25):
In order for you to fulfill this assignment, courageous Apostolic woman,
you got to let him be your everything.

Speaker 2 (01:04:35):
You gotta let him be your everything.

Speaker 1 (01:04:37):
And so my prayer for you tonight is that you
would not back down, that you know that you are her,
She is you. The anointing that it's on your life.
The trials, the difficulties, the rejections, the everything that you
have had to experience to bring you to where you
are was not for nothing. It was so that the
glory of God, the spirit of gold, glory and of

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God can rest upon you and let me say this,
because you know some people like to take stuff to
the head. But she said, she said, I'm not anti
married marriage. I've been married thirty six years. I'm not
anti marriage. I'm anti idol. I'm anti idol. Don't let

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your children, don't let your marriage, don't let your family,
don't let your job, don't let your church, don't let anything.

Speaker 2 (01:05:33):
Hallelujah. Don't let nothing get in the way of what
God has called you to do. Now listen to me.
I want you to mark your calendars because we're doing this.

Speaker 1 (01:05:45):
Courageous Apostolic woman, and we are making plans for.

Speaker 2 (01:05:49):
This Apostolic Women's Conference. What do I doing mine? Let
me get this so I can share this with you.
October Write this down, Write this down.

Speaker 1 (01:06:00):
I sat down and mapped out everything as I was
listening to the Lord and praying, okay, hallelujah.

Speaker 2 (01:06:07):
October. October twenty fourth, I really want to do Thursday,
but we're gonna be nice.

Speaker 1 (01:06:15):
October twenty fourth and twenty fifth is the Apostolic Women's Conference,
and it's gonna be in person right here in Zephyr
Hills sixty fourth or zero twelfth Street, Zephyr Hills, and
I want to invite you to come here and be
with us because I'm believing God for a mighty outpouring.

Speaker 2 (01:06:34):
I'm believing God.

Speaker 1 (01:06:36):
We're gonna have round tables, We're gonna put everything on
the line, and I'm gonna next week Lord will and
I will share with you some of the things that
the Lord has spoken to me concerning what we need
to be doing during this conference. I want you to
put this on your calendar, the Apostolic Women's Conference, October
twenty fourth, twenty If we're gonna close out on the

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twenty fifth Sunday, were still gonna have the service.

Speaker 2 (01:06:58):
If you hear with us, come on in the room.
You're welcome to be here.

Speaker 1 (01:07:02):
But I'm telling you, this is the hour for us
to get it together. Yes, ma'am, courageous Apostolic woman. It
takes courage. It takes courage for us to stand in this.
This takes courage to keep.

Speaker 2 (01:07:20):
Going when you don't know, you just don't know how
things gonna pan out. But I'm telling you God has
called us for such a time of this, and I
want you to be yes.

Speaker 1 (01:07:31):
Yet, Apostle Jolie, you better come on down to Florida.

Speaker 2 (01:07:37):
Hallelujah, you better come on down to Florida.

Speaker 1 (01:07:40):
October twenty fourth and twenty fifth, twenty twenty five.

Speaker 2 (01:07:44):
Right here, six' four four zero Twelfth. Street you got
to be.

Speaker 1 (01:07:48):
Here i'm looking for some of these Anointed apostolic women
to be with us and to be a part of this.
Service excuse, me so that we can impart into each. Other,
amen BECAUSE i have some THINGS i wanna.

Speaker 2 (01:08:02):
Share you know what?

Speaker 1 (01:08:03):
Matter fact is that black bag over? There can you
just pass it to? ME i, WANT i wanna let.

Speaker 2 (01:08:11):
Me let me tell you. This let me tell you
this real. Quick let me tell you. This thank, You
let me tell you this real. Quick, listen let me
share this with you real quick before you get off of.
HERE i believe this is. It, nope that's not. It
let me share with you what we're gonna. Do this

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is the setup thus.

Speaker 1 (01:08:34):
Far, YES i will say in the hotel, INFORMATION i
will get you all the info that you need so.

Speaker 2 (01:08:42):
That you can be here with. Us, impossible BECAUSE i
believe that this is gonna be a move Of. GOD
i really. DO i believe this is gonna be a,
powerful powerful move Of.

Speaker 1 (01:08:54):
God and that The lord is gonna meet us, here
and that we can't afford to not be. Here we need,
This we need this gathering so that we could come
together and be able to hear What god is saying to,
us so we.

Speaker 2 (01:09:07):
Can fuel up and tul up for What god has for. Us, amen.

Speaker 1 (01:09:12):
HALLYLUJAV i see you know this will happen when you
got nine thousand papers and let me see DID i
put that in? Here and it's. Not, NEVERTHELESS i will
share out the itinerary because the itinerary is already. Done
the itinerary is already, done and So i'm gonna share
that so that we will be able to come, Together

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amen and Receive. Amen our theme is already. Set i'm
Believing god for a great outpouring in the mets In jesus'.

Speaker 2 (01:09:44):
NAME i Believe god with, You apostle T.

Speaker 1 (01:09:47):
Now listen while we on this note we have coming
up on the eighteenth Of, september we're gonna be with
The center For. Manifestation did we put the flyer in?
Here Oh, LORD i don't think we. DID i don't
think we did all, Right but we don't have the
flyer for.

Speaker 2 (01:10:06):
That so The center For manifestation and they're doing a prophetic,
refresher and, man we're gonna be over there as a
part of the prophetic refreshed. Refresher let's get these words.
Right but for all of you prophetic, people please take a.
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Is What i'm going to be teaching. From we are
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Speaker 2 (01:10:39):
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gather together for The Prophetic refresher on the eighteenth Of.
September so we want you to join us so that
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i want you to get in your. Office let me
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to operate in your. Office are y'all with? Me and
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on An apostles. Manual i'm doing an entire series on
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Speaker 2 (01:12:47):
From AND i love a, manual y'all, know anybody know,
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Speaker 2 (01:13:18):
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Prayer tomorrow is gonna be prayer at six am because.

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We have prayer with our church on our prayer line On.

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Wednesdays SO i will post information if you would like
to join us for our six saym prayer tomorrow and
Then thursday And friday we will be back at our
five am. Prayer all, Right So, Monday, tuesday, Five, wednesday, Six,
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will post the information in the. LINKS i pray The
lord bless you and keep.

Speaker 2 (01:13:57):
You that's always my.

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PRAYER i pray that, you courageous, women run headlong into
everything That god has called you to, do and that
you do not be, sorry that you're not, apologetic that
you're not worried about who.

Speaker 2 (01:14:08):
With, you who not with, you but that you know
That god is with. You and If god be for,
you who can be against?

Speaker 1 (01:14:14):
You, nobody not, nobody be so, encouraged walk in your,
call walk in your, anointing walk and fulfill What god
has called you to. Do and get ready for these,
resources Because sonday we're pouring out these. RESOURCES i want
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Speaker 1 (01:14:44):
You as always my, prayer we will see you next
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