July 31, 2025 • 20 mins
What happens when all your old strategies stop working and the future isn't fully clear yet? You evolve—in real time.
This episode is a raw and real exploration of personal and collective transformation. Bri peels back the curtain on what it looks like to live in the “messy middle”—where the old has fallen away, but the new hasn’t fully arrived.
Tune in as she shares her journey from being pushed by hustle to being pulled by inspiration, and why this shift matters more than ever. In this episode, you'll learn:
This episode is a raw and real exploration of personal and collective transformation. Bri peels back the curtain on what it looks like to live in the “messy middle”—where the old has fallen away, but the new hasn’t fully arrived.
Tune in as she shares her journey from being pushed by hustle to being pulled by inspiration, and why this shift matters more than ever. In this episode, you'll learn:
- Why your old strategies might suddenly feel ineffective
- The truth about willpower, alignment, and evolving ambition
- What real-time evolution actually looks like
- How to be pulled by your vision instead of pushed by fear
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
Hello, Hello, Welcome back to Big Gold Energy. I'm Braceally,
your hostess, coming to you today from my car. Everyone,
Meet Aurora. Aurora and I first met in February. I
did not have a car for eighteen months and it
became very clear in February that I needed a car.
And thank goodness because I put eighty one hundred and
(00:21):
ninety five miles on her since February. Here we are
about to drive to Minnesota on Saturday and back next Friday.
May or may not be going to NAPA, might cancel
that trip, going to Kansas City at the end of
this month, Nashville in September, New Orleans in October, driving
all the places.
Speaker 2 (00:41):
So Aurora has been my ride or I literally all year.
Speaker 1 (00:46):
We are besties and I would not be getting through
twenty twenty five without her.
Speaker 2 (00:51):
So today I wanted to talk about something.
Speaker 1 (00:55):
I'm hoping to take this podcast in a little bit
more of a different direction because I felt this for
a while, and you'll see as I talk through the episode,
like there are some things that I've known need to
shift or change for a while, but I haven't fully known,
Like I know what the old is and I know
that there's a new calling to me, but I don't
(01:18):
necessarily know fully what the new is yet, and so
welcome to the messy medal with me. This is what
it looks like to evolve in real time, and so
my hope moving forward for the next who knows how
long is to do some evolving in real time with you.
(01:39):
You were never meant for a small life. You have
bold ideas, audacious dreams and visions that keep you up
at night. But the truth is, big goals don't come
with step by step instruction, and success doesn't come from
doing more. It comes from becoming more. Welcome to Big
Goal Energy a podcast for high achieving women who are
done and shrinking, striving and second guessing, and are ready
(02:03):
to defy reality in pursuit of the life they actually want.
I'm your hostess, free Sealy, go architect, subconscious strategist, and
your information slip to want what you want. Join me
as we go beyond the service level success to explore
the mindset, identity, and inner work required to bring your biggest,
most delulu goals to life. This is your space to
(02:26):
be seen, to be expanded, and to remember that you
are not alone on this journey. Let's get into it.
So let's let's talk a little bit more about this
personal evolution that I've been going through. And I got
a little bit more information about it yesterday, and so yeah,
I just I really feel compelled to share it with
(02:49):
all of you because the world view that I live
through is that things are shifting right now, massively in
our world, in our collective, our universe. And as much
as there are a lot of people fighting to go
back to how things have been in the past, first
(03:09):
of all, that's not happening.
Speaker 2 (03:11):
And not only is it not.
Speaker 1 (03:12):
Happening, the game that we're currently playing that we know
as life isn't even.
Speaker 2 (03:18):
The same game that existed back then.
Speaker 1 (03:22):
Like the current quote unquote game of Life is not
even the game we were playing last year. Like so
much is changing so rapidly in our world, in our collective,
in our universe that how we've approached thinks in the
past is not going to work any longer.
Speaker 2 (03:40):
And I am propositive of that.
Speaker 1 (03:43):
So what I feel like right now is that I
know my old language. I know how I've done things
in the path, I know how the world has worked
in the past. You know how I've gotten results in
the past, and this year I knew that everything had changed,
and yet I don't fully know what we're what I'm
(04:05):
moving into, or what we're moving into, or what the
collective is moving into. I don't know what's on the
other side of all of this, and it.
Speaker 2 (04:12):
Makes it really.
Speaker 1 (04:15):
I guess I'll use the word messy, because I've been
waking up every single day this year being like, I
literally don't know what to do because I've done all
of the things. Last year is my biggest year in
business I've done. I've tried to do all the things
this year that worked last year, and none of.
Speaker 2 (04:31):
Them worked this year.
Speaker 1 (04:32):
So in June I went to Prescott, Arizona to house
it for this amazing cat named Marnie in the hills
of Prescott. If you saw any of my Instagram stories
or anything, beautiful view, beautiful sunrises every day, beautiful sunsets
every day, hummingberg, this amazing.
Speaker 2 (04:50):
Cat, all these things. I also elected to go to
Sodona for well.
Speaker 1 (04:55):
I went multiple times, but the one time I went
to do a psilocybin journey. And what's interesting if you
choose to work with medicine in that way is that
it doesn't just work when you're taking it. The energy
of the medicine begins to work when you say yes
to it, and it continues to work thereafter as well.
(05:15):
The woman I worked with said that she usually sees
her medicine journey's work for about a year to two
years after the journey end quote unquote ends right. So
I decided at the beginning of June to do this journey.
I did the journey on June fifteenth.
Speaker 2 (05:31):
I got to press it.
Speaker 1 (05:33):
I think it was June eighth or June ninth, and
I was meditating a lot leading up to it.
Speaker 2 (05:38):
I was journaling a lot leading up to it. And
what struck me it was.
Speaker 1 (05:42):
Probably the Tuesday book for the journey, which was on
a Sunday. I had this insight come through that basically,
it was this sensation of feeling pushed, and that how
I have created and how my ambition had shown up
in my life in the past has been me being pushed.
(06:03):
I felt like I was being pushed. I'll talk about this,
i'm sure a little bit later as well, But when
I think about the parable of the rabbit and the tortoise,
I was like the rabbit. I was running and running
and running and running and running, but it felt like
it felt like something external for me that was like
pushing me into this running. And what I realized in
this meditation because I felt a different sensation thereafter, and
(06:27):
I realized the sensation was coming more from like my
rib cage, my solar plexus area, and it was like
I was being pulled. It was like I was being compelled,
I was being inspired. I was moving in a different way.
So in the past it felt like I have to
do this, I have to take these actions, I have
to get these results.
Speaker 2 (06:47):
And it was literally like pushing.
Speaker 1 (06:49):
Now if it was me being pushed or me doing
the pushing, I'm not quite one hundred percent sure. But
I got to feel the other experience, which was not
pushing and not running and not forcing and not hustling,
but rather being being inspired, being compelled, having a vision
(07:12):
that was so inspiring and so moving that I had
no choice. But I can literally physically heal it in
my body right now, like this whole of like desire
and wanting to do this thing and being excited about
building something in a really new way. And I was
talking with one of my healers yesterday and I was like,
(07:33):
I know the old language, so well, I know what
it's like to push and be pushed. I know what
it's like to run. I know what it's like to hustle.
And even as much as I'm like anti hustle, there
was still this element of scarcity and of lack around
like I have to do this, I don't have a choice.
And again, like I'm clearly in a personal evolution, but
(07:57):
I also believe that the world is experience and seeing
a collective evolution right now.
Speaker 2 (08:02):
Every time I.
Speaker 1 (08:03):
Open up TikTok or Instagram and all the women in
my life, all the women in my life are basically
refusing to go back to operating how we've operated in
the past. I say all of this one to hopefully
if you're also in that camp, just kind of normalize
a little bit that, like, you're not crazy, and you're
not alone, and yes, the world is changing, and yes
(08:26):
we are going through a massive evolution right now, and
you know, I'm kind of I feel like I'm on
like the front line, that I'm at the beginning of
the wave out there, riding it into the vast unknown
to begin to understand like how do we move through there?
Because one of the frustrating parts and what I talked
(08:48):
with my healer about yesterday. I told her yesterday I
was like, I am getting so fucking bored because I
wake up every day and I'm.
Speaker 2 (08:55):
Like, what are we gonna do today?
Speaker 1 (08:57):
And I've tried to make the plans, and I've tried
to build the strata, and I've tried to do the thing.
And one, if I can get myself to do those things,
I cannot execute on them. And two, for the most part,
I can't even bring myself to do those things anymore
right now, which you know, I'm a strategist. That is
how my brain works. I put together plans, their fucking
(09:17):
brilliant plan, their plants that work, and I have like
I've got nothing right now for myself. I'm still able
to do some strategizing for other people. But then also too,
I'm like, well, if I'm not able to strategize or
be in strategy in my business right now, is it
(09:38):
of integrity to be telling other people to strategize and
be in strategy and all these things as well. I'm
still working with clients, I am still doing those things.
I think the word that came up in my healing
session yesterday with alignment. And what's really interesting is I've
been tapping into this because she said to me, She's like,
it is not alignment in the world that you've experienced
(10:01):
alignment in the past. And I've really been sitting with
this since yesterday, thinking like, well, what does that mean then?
What's the difference between how I've perceived or approached or
engaged with alignment in the past versus how I'm going
to engage with and interact with and be in relationship
with alignment moving forward. And the word that keeps coming
(10:23):
to me, and this might be part of that pushing
feeling too, is like my willpower. And this healer has
told me many times in the past, like years and
years and years, so I've been working with her for
five years. She was like, your willpower.
Speaker 2 (10:34):
Is very strong.
Speaker 1 (10:36):
You want something, you make it happen, like that is
how you have operated. And your willpower is like not
existent right now, and even if it was, it wouldn't work,
so you'd be literally just burning your wheel, burning your rubber.
I've been thinking about alignment and how many of us
(10:57):
aside we want something and then we put our nose
to the grindstone. We will it into existence. You know,
we manifest it, right, we like force ourselves into becoming
the person that has the thing. And that she even
said to me last night, She's like most of the
manifestation stuff that's on the market is agenda based, Like
(11:18):
it's not actually what alignment is, it's not actually what
manifestation is. And so I say all of this to
tell you that I don't have the answers. So I've
been exploring, that's all year. I think I have some insights.
There have been two or three things that have like
really helped me in the last month start to re
(11:39):
engage the wheels of movement and start to kind of
re engage my vision and my action in the world.
But I don't have all the answers. And I think
this is part of what the world is moving into.
It is like technically no one has all the answers.
And there are people out there that will tell you
(11:59):
that they have all the answered because I know, I
get it.
Speaker 2 (12:02):
It makes me feel safe.
Speaker 1 (12:03):
It makes me feel safe when someone's like, oh, I know,
I know exactly what.
Speaker 2 (12:07):
You need to do. It makes us feel safe.
Speaker 1 (12:11):
Unfortunately, it's a lie, and whether or not they consciously
know that they are lying.
Speaker 2 (12:17):
I'm not going to get into that.
Speaker 1 (12:18):
They may or may not consciously know that they are lying,
but no one has all the answers, and there is
not one pathway to take Personally, I've amassed so many
tools in under my belt to be able to move
through the world in the way that I do.
Speaker 2 (12:36):
And what's interesting is not one of those tools is
the tool.
Speaker 1 (12:42):
Every single time I go to face a new evolution,
I'm like, okay, cool, cool, Like what what do I
need right now? What do I need to pull in?
Where do I need to be, how do I need
to move? Where do I need to place my focus
and my attention? And the answers to those questions rained
every single day, and what I could tell in talking
(13:03):
to my healer yesterday is like, this is kind of
the world that we're moving into. We're moving into more
of a moment by moment by moment by moment world,
and so my questions that come up around that are okay, cool,
like I'm good to be in the moment, Like obviously
clearly I'm here with you right now in the moment
doing this thing. How do I then string together those
(13:26):
moments to have like one cohesive outcome. In the past,
I've been very good at being like, this is where
I want to be, this is what I want, this
is what I want to create. And what's interesting is
that some of those ambitions haven't changed. I still very
much want to be a seven figure business owner, and
in the past, I've sat down and been like, Okay,
that's my goal, Like, how are we going to get there?
(13:48):
What are the steps we're going to take from here
to there to get to that destination? And from what
my healer was saying to me yesterday is that it's
less about getting to a destination and more like coming
from that destination. And so my questions still revolve around
if one moment I'm here, the next minute I'm there,
and the next minute I'm there, and I'm like all
(14:09):
over the fucking place, how are all of those moments
then stringing together to bring me to that destination? And
maybe it's not mine to know, Maybe it's not my
job to know, and maybe my job is just to
be present in these moments and allow these moments to
string together, knowing that there's something out there that is
(14:29):
vastly bigger than I am, that knows what I want
it knows where I want to be.
Speaker 2 (14:35):
Its job is to help me get there.
Speaker 1 (14:38):
I know this has gotten a little woo and a
little esoteric, but I'm just trying to be open and
honest and vulnerable just about some of the questions and
the inquiries that I'm currently sitting with in my process
of evolution, because what.
Speaker 2 (14:54):
I know, and I wrote this in my journal yesterday,
was like I.
Speaker 1 (14:58):
Don't know how to get myself back, like get back
to myself. And I literally wrote that and was like,
I know, I know, I know, Like that's not actually
the direction we're colling here. I don't think I'm ever
going back to the Brix that I have been pre
December twenty twenty four. I don't think I'm ever going
(15:21):
back to her. But I also don't know who the
Brie is that is firmly planted or rooted in this evolution.
It feels a little bit like purgatory. It's like, Okay,
the past is over here to my lap, the future
is over here to my right, and I'm just kind
of like floating in the middle right now, being like what.
Speaker 2 (15:43):
Do I do every day?
Speaker 1 (15:44):
How are we showing up now? What's interesting is I
still have people coming to me. I still have clients
coming to me. I'm getting ready to launch a new
program next month, which, oddly enough, is going to be
around all of this is like, how do we add
business women and stop with the pushing and stop trying
to manipulate our realities and force them into being something
(16:09):
that we've decided is acceptable. How do we be pulled
by our ambition or like, compelled by or inspired by
our vision rather than trying to force our way to
our vision. In August, I'll be enrolling people in claim
your even Era, and I would invite you to come
(16:30):
join me if it feel compelling, if you're in the
midst of this inquiry as well. I'll be teaching people
what I've learned over the last nine months in my journey,
and you know the questions I asked myself, and how
I've started learning to reignite that flame and be pulled
by and compelled by rather than pushed by, and really
(16:52):
learning how to move through the world in a brand
new way, specifically probably related to business or your ambition
or your big goal. But that's the part that's so
interesting to me, is that my goals haven't gone anywhere.
My goals haven't changed, but how I'm approaching those goals
and how I'm getting to those.
Speaker 2 (17:08):
Goals has to change. It has to change. I'm not
the same woman.
Speaker 1 (17:13):
We don't live in the same world, and the way
that I've worked for forty years, like, its just it
doesn't fit anymore. It doesn't fit me, it doesn't fit
the world. It doesn't fit how time is moving, how
energy is moving. It doesn't fit any of those things anymore.
So I don't have a choice. And maybe you can
relate where you're like, yeah, how I'd moved through the
world and the past just if not just not working anymore.
(17:37):
If you feel resonant with this and you're like, yeah,
I'm ready to approach my goal in a new way
that fills me up rather than takes away from me
to pleep me, pushes me, forces me into doing things.
Would love for you to join us. So if it
feels resonant, I'll be sending out invitations. If you want
an invitation, I shoot me an email free at b
(18:00):
r I at greeceeally dot com, b r I f
e o UI dot com. Would love to invite you
on this journey. I think it's gonna revolutionize the world because,
especially as women, when we are moving from and I
say these words and they have a different taste to me,
they have a different flavor to me, And hopefully you
(18:22):
can feel the taste in the flavor that I'm I'm
feeling in them. When more women in the world are
moving from our purpose, and we are moving from our alignment,
and we are moving from our inspiration, our excitement, our energy,
I think the entire world is going to train. So
you want to be on that journey to you know,
come join us. It's going to be a six or
(18:44):
eight week experience and we're gonna We're gonna learn a
holding cadence, like learning a whole new languige. I've been
learning it and now I'm gonna teach it to you too.
So all right, y'all, I'm gonna hop into that coffee
shop behind me, get some work done.
Speaker 2 (18:57):
I have a call with the Foundry member and a.
Speaker 1 (18:59):
Little bit to do a work block, and just switching
you a really beautiful day.
Speaker 2 (19:03):
I hope you find some ease today.
Speaker 1 (19:05):
I hope you find some inspiration, and I hope you
get to tap in here true self without the force thing,
without the agendas without the manipulation, without all that stuff.
I think this is where the real magic live, y'all.
But TVD all right, thanks for joining me for another episode.
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Hello, Hello, Welcome back to Big Gold Energy. I'm Braceally,
your hostess, coming to you today from my car. Everyone,
Meet Aurora. Aurora and I first met in February. I
did not have a car for eighteen months and it
became very clear in February that I needed a car.
And thank goodness because I put eighty one hundred and
(00:21):
ninety five miles on her since February. Here we are
about to drive to Minnesota on Saturday and back next Friday.
May or may not be going to NAPA, might cancel
that trip, going to Kansas City at the end of
this month, Nashville in September, New Orleans in October, driving
all the places.
Speaker 2 (00:41):
So Aurora has been my ride or I literally all year.
Speaker 1 (00:46):
We are besties and I would not be getting through
twenty twenty five without her.
Speaker 2 (00:51):
So today I wanted to talk about something.
Speaker 1 (00:55):
I'm hoping to take this podcast in a little bit
more of a different direction because I felt this for
a while, and you'll see as I talk through the episode,
like there are some things that I've known need to
shift or change for a while, but I haven't fully known,
Like I know what the old is and I know
that there's a new calling to me, but I don't
(01:18):
necessarily know fully what the new is yet, and so
welcome to the messy medal with me. This is what
it looks like to evolve in real time, and so
my hope moving forward for the next who knows how
long is to do some evolving in real time with you.
(01:39):
You were never meant for a small life. You have
bold ideas, audacious dreams and visions that keep you up
at night. But the truth is, big goals don't come
with step by step instruction, and success doesn't come from
doing more. It comes from becoming more. Welcome to Big
Goal Energy a podcast for high achieving women who are
done and shrinking, striving and second guessing, and are ready
(02:03):
to defy reality in pursuit of the life they actually want.
I'm your hostess, free Sealy, go architect, subconscious strategist, and
your information slip to want what you want. Join me
as we go beyond the service level success to explore
the mindset, identity, and inner work required to bring your biggest,
most delulu goals to life. This is your space to
(02:26):
be seen, to be expanded, and to remember that you
are not alone on this journey. Let's get into it.
So let's let's talk a little bit more about this
personal evolution that I've been going through. And I got
a little bit more information about it yesterday, and so yeah,
I just I really feel compelled to share it with
(02:49):
all of you because the world view that I live
through is that things are shifting right now, massively in
our world, in our collective, our universe. And as much
as there are a lot of people fighting to go
back to how things have been in the past, first
(03:09):
of all, that's not happening.
Speaker 2 (03:11):
And not only is it not.
Speaker 1 (03:12):
Happening, the game that we're currently playing that we know
as life isn't even.
Speaker 2 (03:18):
The same game that existed back then.
Speaker 1 (03:22):
Like the current quote unquote game of Life is not
even the game we were playing last year. Like so
much is changing so rapidly in our world, in our collective,
in our universe that how we've approached thinks in the
past is not going to work any longer.
Speaker 2 (03:40):
And I am propositive of that.
Speaker 1 (03:43):
So what I feel like right now is that I
know my old language. I know how I've done things
in the path, I know how the world has worked
in the past. You know how I've gotten results in
the past, and this year I knew that everything had changed,
and yet I don't fully know what we're what I'm
(04:05):
moving into, or what we're moving into, or what the
collective is moving into. I don't know what's on the
other side of all of this, and it.
Speaker 2 (04:12):
Makes it really.
Speaker 1 (04:15):
I guess I'll use the word messy, because I've been
waking up every single day this year being like, I
literally don't know what to do because I've done all
of the things. Last year is my biggest year in
business I've done. I've tried to do all the things
this year that worked last year, and none of.
Speaker 2 (04:31):
Them worked this year.
Speaker 1 (04:32):
So in June I went to Prescott, Arizona to house
it for this amazing cat named Marnie in the hills
of Prescott. If you saw any of my Instagram stories
or anything, beautiful view, beautiful sunrises every day, beautiful sunsets
every day, hummingberg, this amazing.
Speaker 2 (04:50):
Cat, all these things. I also elected to go to
Sodona for well.
Speaker 1 (04:55):
I went multiple times, but the one time I went
to do a psilocybin journey. And what's interesting if you
choose to work with medicine in that way is that
it doesn't just work when you're taking it. The energy
of the medicine begins to work when you say yes
to it, and it continues to work thereafter as well.
(05:15):
The woman I worked with said that she usually sees
her medicine journey's work for about a year to two
years after the journey end quote unquote ends right. So
I decided at the beginning of June to do this journey.
I did the journey on June fifteenth.
Speaker 2 (05:31):
I got to press it.
Speaker 1 (05:33):
I think it was June eighth or June ninth, and
I was meditating a lot leading up to it.
Speaker 2 (05:38):
I was journaling a lot leading up to it. And
what struck me it was.
Speaker 1 (05:42):
Probably the Tuesday book for the journey, which was on
a Sunday. I had this insight come through that basically,
it was this sensation of feeling pushed, and that how
I have created and how my ambition had shown up
in my life in the past has been me being pushed.
(06:03):
I felt like I was being pushed. I'll talk about this,
i'm sure a little bit later as well, But when
I think about the parable of the rabbit and the tortoise,
I was like the rabbit. I was running and running
and running and running and running, but it felt like
it felt like something external for me that was like
pushing me into this running. And what I realized in
this meditation because I felt a different sensation thereafter, and
(06:27):
I realized the sensation was coming more from like my
rib cage, my solar plexus area, and it was like
I was being pulled. It was like I was being compelled,
I was being inspired. I was moving in a different way.
So in the past it felt like I have to
do this, I have to take these actions, I have
to get these results.
Speaker 2 (06:47):
And it was literally like pushing.
Speaker 1 (06:49):
Now if it was me being pushed or me doing
the pushing, I'm not quite one hundred percent sure. But
I got to feel the other experience, which was not
pushing and not running and not forcing and not hustling,
but rather being being inspired, being compelled, having a vision
(07:12):
that was so inspiring and so moving that I had
no choice. But I can literally physically heal it in
my body right now, like this whole of like desire
and wanting to do this thing and being excited about
building something in a really new way. And I was
talking with one of my healers yesterday and I was like,
(07:33):
I know the old language, so well, I know what
it's like to push and be pushed. I know what
it's like to run. I know what it's like to hustle.
And even as much as I'm like anti hustle, there
was still this element of scarcity and of lack around
like I have to do this, I don't have a choice.
And again, like I'm clearly in a personal evolution, but
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I also believe that the world is experience and seeing
a collective evolution right now.
Speaker 2 (08:02):
Every time I.
Speaker 1 (08:03):
Open up TikTok or Instagram and all the women in
my life, all the women in my life are basically
refusing to go back to operating how we've operated in
the past. I say all of this one to hopefully
if you're also in that camp, just kind of normalize
a little bit that, like, you're not crazy, and you're
not alone, and yes, the world is changing, and yes
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we are going through a massive evolution right now, and
you know, I'm kind of I feel like I'm on
like the front line, that I'm at the beginning of
the wave out there, riding it into the vast unknown
to begin to understand like how do we move through there?
Because one of the frustrating parts and what I talked
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with my healer about yesterday. I told her yesterday I
was like, I am getting so fucking bored because I
wake up every day and I'm.
Speaker 2 (08:55):
Like, what are we gonna do today?
Speaker 1 (08:57):
And I've tried to make the plans, and I've tried
to build the strata, and I've tried to do the thing.
And one, if I can get myself to do those things,
I cannot execute on them. And two, for the most part,
I can't even bring myself to do those things anymore
right now, which you know, I'm a strategist. That is
how my brain works. I put together plans, their fucking
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brilliant plan, their plants that work, and I have like
I've got nothing right now for myself. I'm still able
to do some strategizing for other people. But then also too,
I'm like, well, if I'm not able to strategize or
be in strategy in my business right now, is it
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of integrity to be telling other people to strategize and
be in strategy and all these things as well. I'm
still working with clients, I am still doing those things.
I think the word that came up in my healing
session yesterday with alignment. And what's really interesting is I've
been tapping into this because she said to me, She's like,
it is not alignment in the world that you've experienced
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alignment in the past. And I've really been sitting with
this since yesterday, thinking like, well, what does that mean then?
What's the difference between how I've perceived or approached or
engaged with alignment in the past versus how I'm going
to engage with and interact with and be in relationship
with alignment moving forward. And the word that keeps coming
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to me, and this might be part of that pushing
feeling too, is like my willpower. And this healer has
told me many times in the past, like years and
years and years, so I've been working with her for
five years. She was like, your willpower.
Speaker 2 (10:34):
Is very strong.
Speaker 1 (10:36):
You want something, you make it happen, like that is
how you have operated. And your willpower is like not
existent right now, and even if it was, it wouldn't work,
so you'd be literally just burning your wheel, burning your rubber.
I've been thinking about alignment and how many of us
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aside we want something and then we put our nose
to the grindstone. We will it into existence. You know,
we manifest it, right, we like force ourselves into becoming
the person that has the thing. And that she even
said to me last night, She's like most of the
manifestation stuff that's on the market is agenda based, Like
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it's not actually what alignment is, it's not actually what
manifestation is. And so I say all of this to
tell you that I don't have the answers. So I've
been exploring, that's all year. I think I have some insights.
There have been two or three things that have like
really helped me in the last month start to re
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engage the wheels of movement and start to kind of
re engage my vision and my action in the world.
But I don't have all the answers. And I think
this is part of what the world is moving into.
It is like technically no one has all the answers.
And there are people out there that will tell you
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that they have all the answered because I know, I
get it.
Speaker 2 (12:02):
It makes me feel safe.
Speaker 1 (12:03):
It makes me feel safe when someone's like, oh, I know,
I know exactly what.
Speaker 2 (12:07):
You need to do. It makes us feel safe.
Speaker 1 (12:11):
Unfortunately, it's a lie, and whether or not they consciously
know that they are lying.
Speaker 2 (12:17):
I'm not going to get into that.
Speaker 1 (12:18):
They may or may not consciously know that they are lying,
but no one has all the answers, and there is
not one pathway to take Personally, I've amassed so many
tools in under my belt to be able to move
through the world in the way that I do.
Speaker 2 (12:36):
And what's interesting is not one of those tools is
the tool.
Speaker 1 (12:42):
Every single time I go to face a new evolution,
I'm like, okay, cool, cool, Like what what do I
need right now? What do I need to pull in?
Where do I need to be, how do I need
to move? Where do I need to place my focus
and my attention? And the answers to those questions rained
every single day, and what I could tell in talking
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to my healer yesterday is like, this is kind of
the world that we're moving into. We're moving into more
of a moment by moment by moment by moment world,
and so my questions that come up around that are okay, cool,
like I'm good to be in the moment, Like obviously
clearly I'm here with you right now in the moment
doing this thing. How do I then string together those
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moments to have like one cohesive outcome. In the past,
I've been very good at being like, this is where
I want to be, this is what I want, this
is what I want to create. And what's interesting is
that some of those ambitions haven't changed. I still very
much want to be a seven figure business owner, and
in the past, I've sat down and been like, Okay,
that's my goal, Like, how are we going to get there?
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What are the steps we're going to take from here
to there to get to that destination? And from what
my healer was saying to me yesterday is that it's
less about getting to a destination and more like coming
from that destination. And so my questions still revolve around
if one moment I'm here, the next minute I'm there,
and the next minute I'm there, and I'm like all
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over the fucking place, how are all of those moments
then stringing together to bring me to that destination? And
maybe it's not mine to know, Maybe it's not my
job to know, and maybe my job is just to
be present in these moments and allow these moments to
string together, knowing that there's something out there that is
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vastly bigger than I am, that knows what I want
it knows where I want to be.
Speaker 2 (14:35):
Its job is to help me get there.
Speaker 1 (14:38):
I know this has gotten a little woo and a
little esoteric, but I'm just trying to be open and
honest and vulnerable just about some of the questions and
the inquiries that I'm currently sitting with in my process
of evolution, because what.
Speaker 2 (14:54):
I know, and I wrote this in my journal yesterday,
was like I.
Speaker 1 (14:58):
Don't know how to get myself back, like get back
to myself. And I literally wrote that and was like,
I know, I know, I know, Like that's not actually
the direction we're colling here. I don't think I'm ever
going back to the Brix that I have been pre
December twenty twenty four. I don't think I'm ever going
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back to her. But I also don't know who the
Brie is that is firmly planted or rooted in this evolution.
It feels a little bit like purgatory. It's like, Okay,
the past is over here to my lap, the future
is over here to my right, and I'm just kind
of like floating in the middle right now, being like what.
Speaker 2 (15:43):
Do I do every day?
Speaker 1 (15:44):
How are we showing up now? What's interesting is I
still have people coming to me. I still have clients
coming to me. I'm getting ready to launch a new
program next month, which, oddly enough, is going to be
around all of this is like, how do we add
business women and stop with the pushing and stop trying
to manipulate our realities and force them into being something
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that we've decided is acceptable. How do we be pulled
by our ambition or like, compelled by or inspired by
our vision rather than trying to force our way to
our vision. In August, I'll be enrolling people in claim
your even Era, and I would invite you to come
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join me if it feel compelling, if you're in the
midst of this inquiry as well. I'll be teaching people
what I've learned over the last nine months in my journey,
and you know the questions I asked myself, and how
I've started learning to reignite that flame and be pulled
by and compelled by rather than pushed by, and really
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learning how to move through the world in a brand
new way, specifically probably related to business or your ambition
or your big goal. But that's the part that's so
interesting to me, is that my goals haven't gone anywhere.
My goals haven't changed, but how I'm approaching those goals
and how I'm getting to those.
Speaker 2 (17:08):
Goals has to change. It has to change. I'm not
the same woman.
Speaker 1 (17:13):
We don't live in the same world, and the way
that I've worked for forty years, like, its just it
doesn't fit anymore. It doesn't fit me, it doesn't fit
the world. It doesn't fit how time is moving, how
energy is moving. It doesn't fit any of those things anymore.
So I don't have a choice. And maybe you can
relate where you're like, yeah, how I'd moved through the
world and the past just if not just not working anymore.
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If you feel resonant with this and you're like, yeah,
I'm ready to approach my goal in a new way
that fills me up rather than takes away from me
to pleep me, pushes me, forces me into doing things.
Would love for you to join us. So if it
feels resonant, I'll be sending out invitations. If you want
an invitation, I shoot me an email free at b
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r I at greeceeally dot com, b r I f
e o UI dot com. Would love to invite you
on this journey. I think it's gonna revolutionize the world because,
especially as women, when we are moving from and I
say these words and they have a different taste to me,
they have a different flavor to me, And hopefully you
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can feel the taste in the flavor that I'm I'm
feeling in them. When more women in the world are
moving from our purpose, and we are moving from our alignment,
and we are moving from our inspiration, our excitement, our energy,
I think the entire world is going to train. So
you want to be on that journey to you know,
come join us. It's going to be a six or
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eight week experience and we're gonna We're gonna learn a
holding cadence, like learning a whole new languige. I've been
learning it and now I'm gonna teach it to you too.
So all right, y'all, I'm gonna hop into that coffee
shop behind me, get some work done.
Speaker 2 (18:57):
I have a call with the Foundry member and a.
Speaker 1 (18:59):
Little bit to do a work block, and just switching
you a really beautiful day.
Speaker 2 (19:03):
I hope you find some ease today.
Speaker 1 (19:05):
I hope you find some inspiration, and I hope you
get to tap in here true self without the force thing,
without the agendas without the manipulation, without all that stuff.
I think this is where the real magic live, y'all.
But TVD all right, thanks for joining me for another episode.
I'll see all again very soon. If this episode lit
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