March 11, 2025 • 39 mins
In this episode of Rhimarkable Conversations, Rhi and Mark dive deep into the strange, the spiritual, and the downright frustrating. They break down the concept of egregores—can human belief actually create spirits? Or are ghosts just energy we’ve built over time? The debate gets heated as Mark challenges the idea, while Rhi doubles down on how collective energy shapes reality.
But that’s not all—Rhi goes off on religion, fake spirituality, and why she’s done playing nice with ignorant people, while Mark reflects on his own spiritual evolution from Christianity to agnosticism. Plus, they somehow find time to rant about Dollar Generals taking over the world, Tony Hawk as a grandpa, and why ghost hunters need to stop freaking out over pentagrams.
Raw, unfiltered, and packed with deep thoughts and wild rants—this episode is one you don’t want to miss.
🎧 Listen now and join the conversation!
But that’s not all—Rhi goes off on religion, fake spirituality, and why she’s done playing nice with ignorant people, while Mark reflects on his own spiritual evolution from Christianity to agnosticism. Plus, they somehow find time to rant about Dollar Generals taking over the world, Tony Hawk as a grandpa, and why ghost hunters need to stop freaking out over pentagrams.
Raw, unfiltered, and packed with deep thoughts and wild rants—this episode is one you don’t want to miss.
🎧 Listen now and join the conversation!
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Speaker 1 (00:03):
Yeah. I think it's just the car, y'all. That's all
I is road as.
Speaker 2 (00:13):
You go, hear every pothole I hit.
Speaker 1 (00:22):
Road again. I just can't wait again on the road again.
Speaker 2 (00:27):
Is that the way you go too?
Speaker 1 (00:29):
Yeah? All the way the fuck out here listen to
and it's my only place too, is like ten minutes
away from everything. And then Brandon was talking about, oh,
well you can do this and Clemens. I'm like, no,
I can't. No, I can't because just driving from Welcome
to Clemens is stupid long. Oh yeah, like you're gonna
have fatycas when he or something to do all that.
Speaker 2 (00:53):
I can't see.
Speaker 1 (00:57):
That X. Is this thing dead?
Speaker 2 (01:00):
Uh a fuck? Maybe I don't know. The thing's always did.
I'm always charging it, but then I'm only charging it
for like fifteen minutes at a time.
Speaker 1 (01:13):
Pise that.
Speaker 3 (01:17):
Well, it dies in the car and I charge it
for like a little bit in the car, and then
I'm home and I just forget to put it back
on the charger when I'm Nervanna.
Speaker 1 (01:32):
Yeah, I think it's like dead and clock.
Speaker 3 (01:34):
Oh yeah, there's a baby girl in the world now
whose grandpas are Kurt Cobain and Tony Hawk.
Speaker 1 (01:44):
Oh that's cool. Tony Hawk gotta be a cool grandfather.
Speaker 3 (01:54):
Oh yeah, Tony Hawk would be my grandpa.
Speaker 1 (01:58):
This thing ain't doing nothing.
Speaker 2 (02:01):
You might sucking good enough. You gotta have a good
sucker to get some clogged.
Speaker 1 (02:05):
I'll bet you will.
Speaker 2 (02:11):
See yours was clogged to give me that bullshit.
Speaker 1 (02:15):
My thought was at you though, m hm. So like
what we were talking about before, let's get.
Speaker 2 (02:26):
Into it and what about oh and.
Speaker 1 (02:31):
Things like that we were talking about how uh, it's
it's just interesting to see how people react to things.
And I feel I still feel like there was a
really creative writer a long time ago that came over
(02:53):
with the la or even before they were writers, like
just somebody who figured it out. And there's a theres
been people that are more spiritual. I always been people
that are more like clued into the world and shit
like that. But like there's a large part of me
that thinks a lot of the maybe not the deities themselves,
but just their rules and shit are fucking made up.
(03:13):
It's just shit that people made up because that's how
they morally feel at the time, and then they talk
to other people into following the ship. Maybe, like that's
how most organized religions are if you think about it,
like for instance, the Catholic Church, and as they were
living through the Catholicism and the King James Church, Martin
(03:37):
Luther was like, nah maam, this is really dumb and
started his own ship under his own beliefs. Like, I fucker,
if it's that easy.
Speaker 2 (03:47):
It is, I'm gonna start my own church.
Speaker 1 (03:49):
That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (03:49):
I'm gonna be my own deity. I'm already named after
a gity you.
Speaker 1 (03:52):
Are, But that's what I'm saying though, Like, if if
that's all it is, then all this shit's made up,
then people don't realize it. But but you say it not,
you say it's not, and that's fine. Like if that's
if that, like, I'm not gonna show anybody else's believes
I'm not.
Speaker 3 (04:08):
Saying that there's not stuff that is made up and
changed and altered and stuff because of man's influence. There
absolutely is. Look at Christian religion as a fucking whole.
I honestly believe that they've gotten They've strayed way the
fuck away from their original deity.
Speaker 1 (04:23):
Yeah, not even close.
Speaker 2 (04:24):
And what the fuck he represents and believes in?
Speaker 3 (04:27):
And I honestly feel like the Christian God, not Jesus,
but the Christian God that most of them worship, is
an agrigor that they've created. It's not the actual one.
Speaker 1 (04:41):
What explain what is in case people don't there is
if you.
Speaker 3 (04:46):
Put enough energy into something, it will manifest into whatever. Right, So,
like the easiest way I can explain it, Like fear
went to this one house.
Speaker 2 (05:01):
Right, this one.
Speaker 3 (05:03):
Ghost hunting house that they were ghost hunting and all
this other stuff, and it supposedly had the ghost of
a little girl named Sally there, right, Okay, but there's
no historical record of this little girl ever existing. People
have just went by from this story that supposedly happened
back in the day and back in the day and
(05:23):
back in the day, and they've put so much energy
to it that they've now created a spiritual egregre that
is both this little girl and this demonic energy because
people have come in there and be like, oh, it's
this little girl and they leave stuff and offerings for
her when there's no record of that little girl ever existing,
or oh it's demonic and it's doing this and it's
(05:45):
doing that.
Speaker 2 (05:45):
Because to them, everything's fucking demonic.
Speaker 3 (05:48):
So now they've created an agregor or, an entity, an
energy that is in the house that plays to both.
Speaker 2 (05:57):
If you ask me, because they go in there and
they do dumb shit.
Speaker 3 (06:01):
They're like, oh, this little girl who had an accident
and and she you know, this used to be the
local townspeople's doctor's office in his house, and like she
was brought here and the doctor tried to save her
and she died here.
Speaker 2 (06:13):
So now they're leaving offerings of like rubbing alcohol to
this supposed little girl.
Speaker 3 (06:17):
And I'm like, what in the fuck is this little
girl supposed to do rubbing alcohol? You've dumb motherfuckers, y'all
don't know how to do shit, right, I swear. So
that's when an agrigor is. You put enough energy and
thought into it. It's like creating a.
Speaker 1 (06:29):
Character, but it's not real.
Speaker 2 (06:33):
It's not what they believe it to be.
Speaker 3 (06:34):
It's just that energy that they've they've created, they put
into it.
Speaker 1 (06:38):
So what does it do to show them a form
of reality?
Speaker 2 (06:42):
Then, like it does all the thing that they've said
it doing. Oh it's Sally, So Sally does this. All
that must be Sally. Sally does this.
Speaker 3 (06:49):
Sally turns the TV on, and Sally moves the ball,
and Sally does this. So the agrigor does all these
things that y'all said and programmed it to fucking do.
There is no Sally there. There's no record of that
little girl existing.
Speaker 2 (07:03):
So how do you know? Like, what do you mean?
This is? You know what I'm saying?
Speaker 1 (07:07):
What turned the TV on?
Speaker 2 (07:10):
There? The energy that they've created.
Speaker 3 (07:13):
They poured so much energy and thought into a thing
that they've They've devoted this energy that now it has
this energy in it is.
Speaker 2 (07:20):
It's a thing. Now, get on your phone and look up.
I swear to god, I can't why, Oh yeah, you're recording.
Speaker 1 (07:33):
I like, I understand what aggre is. Here's my thing? Right,
So it's it's a false' like entity. It's not real.
They created it, yeah, but it's created from an actual
spirit that's there in that house.
Speaker 2 (07:48):
No it's not.
Speaker 1 (07:49):
So then all this is is made up? Then who
turned the TV on? You can't. This isn't Star Wars.
You can't use the force.
Speaker 2 (08:00):
Yes, you can't.
Speaker 1 (08:01):
A telepathic and you can't.
Speaker 2 (08:05):
You can, That's what I'm telling you. That is what
an agricore is.
Speaker 1 (08:08):
This is you've put so much stuff.
Speaker 2 (08:10):
Into it that it's created and manifested.
Speaker 1 (08:13):
But it's but that's not what it is. It's another
spirit in the house that's trying to do that to communicate,
and the people see it as an aggcor like there
has to be something there that's causing it, you know
what I'm saying, Like there's a spirit there, and they
figured out that, Oh, my only way to communicate is
by noticing that these people are talking about Oh they
can so they can.
Speaker 3 (08:33):
See it oh a lot, Which is why I can't
stand a lot of these paranormal motherfuckers because they just
go into a show, like they just go into these
places and like they don't really research. But they don't
really research because everything to them is fucking demonic.
Speaker 2 (08:48):
When it's not.
Speaker 1 (08:49):
I'm not saying demonic, no, what I'm.
Speaker 3 (08:50):
Saying, like, and then they go into these houses and
then it's like from the get go, from the very
beginning of this house existing there, it's like, oh, supposedly
there was a little girl, so there was never a
spirit there.
Speaker 2 (09:02):
They've created that spirit not of that girl.
Speaker 1 (09:06):
But what if there's a spirit of Jim Bob.
Speaker 2 (09:09):
Oh, I don't know in the house, You know what
I'm saying yeah.
Speaker 1 (09:13):
But that's what I'm saying. Like Jim Bob's there and
he's like, Oh, they need somebody trying to hear it.
Turn it on for you.
Speaker 2 (09:19):
Sarah did it?
Speaker 1 (09:20):
My name is Fuck, I don't care. I'll be Sarah
for right now. Look, just pay attention now what I'm trying.
Speaker 2 (09:25):
To No, no, because then the spirit will get pissed off.
Speaker 3 (09:28):
The spirit will let you know if you misrespect represent
the spirit, the spirit will let you know.
Speaker 2 (09:32):
That's not me.
Speaker 1 (09:35):
That Like, can there not be people please their spirits?
They're people pleasers in real life? Are there? Are there
not people please their spirits? They're like, oh, they just
want to interact. No, I'm interacting. I'm making I'm making friends.
I'm making people, you know what I mean. Like they're
they're receiving energy from it.
Speaker 3 (09:52):
And sometimes but I really feel like in a lot
of these motherfucking places, it's a lot of old This
house is old and creepy, and a weird person lived
in it before.
Speaker 2 (10:01):
So we make up these stories and we create these egraboys.
Speaker 3 (10:04):
In those houses, and then we go in the house
and we're like, oh, it's haunted by it demon.
Speaker 2 (10:08):
No, it's not we put the demon. There ain't nothing there.
It was just a.
Speaker 3 (10:12):
House that was weird and somebody that was different lived there,
and y'all created this whole story.
Speaker 2 (10:17):
And you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (10:18):
Yeah, but like something has to make the same move No,
hold on, hold on. Here's what I'm saying is if
we walked over to you and I and a bunch
of people could walk over to one of these rbs,
yes that are empty, right, and be like, hey, we
(10:38):
all believe that this spirit is in here and that
spirit does this, that and the other thing. Yeah, we
can all believe that with all of our soul and
walk inside of it and none of it happened, No.
Speaker 3 (10:48):
Instantly the first day. It's gonna have to be repeated.
We go in there with our energy, and that's how
it's gonna be. And then we go and we tell
other people, and then they go in there and believe that.
So they go into the r VW with that energy
and then they add to it, and then they go
and they tell somebody, and then those people go into
the RV with that energy, and then it just builds
and builds and builds and builds and builds.
Speaker 2 (11:07):
And ads and ads and adds and ads.
Speaker 3 (11:09):
And ads and tell you have an eggregore that's custom
built that.
Speaker 2 (11:12):
Does all the ship that you put the energy into
it to do.
Speaker 1 (11:16):
It's the it's the telephone game for spirits.
Speaker 2 (11:18):
It's no, it's a goddamn build a bear for spirits.
Speaker 1 (11:24):
My my issue is is like, there's gotta be there's
a catalyst somewhere inside that RV.
Speaker 2 (11:30):
No, there's not.
Speaker 3 (11:32):
No, they are solely man created. There's nothing there. It's
just the energy. Because the over and over and the
over and over and over over, and the people go
in there and think that and add to the energy
and add to the energy and add to the energy,
and this that and the other. It's all man made.
Speaker 1 (11:48):
I just feel I feel like there has to be
at some point.
Speaker 2 (11:51):
I don't care what the fuck you feel, I'm telling you.
Speaker 1 (11:54):
There there there's got to be at some point some
type of thing that makes just listen, that makes people
feel that it's still it's still real. People don't have
faith in blind shit all the time.
Speaker 2 (12:10):
They do hold on.
Speaker 1 (12:12):
There has to be some kind of like we show
up and something falls so like, oh my god, that's
what it was, and then we talk and because now
they're they have physical proof of it that they try
to tell someone else, even though it's not related. Now
it's a thing. And then the next person goes there
and something else moves. And now that they're they're giving
more factual basis to the story and adding to it. Yes,
(12:34):
but there's never any factual basis to it. Then people
will give.
Speaker 2 (12:37):
Up on the story.
Speaker 3 (12:38):
But these are all things that like, oh, something moved,
and it's like, oh, you went in an old creaky
house and the fucking floorboards creaked and all shit moved.
Speaker 2 (12:45):
So now you out of that. There's nothing there.
Speaker 3 (12:48):
There's literally nothing there. It's all man made put into energy.
Speaker 1 (12:53):
So what turns the TV on?
Speaker 2 (12:56):
The eggar gore?
Speaker 3 (12:57):
Because it has all the we've created it.
Speaker 2 (13:00):
It is a man made and spirit and.
Speaker 1 (13:03):
It has enough energyw yes to physically turn on a television. Yes,
I feel like that has to be an actual spirit.
Then no, Then then to me, ghosts may not be
a real thing. It could be all eggrigors for all
I know, Like, it could be all manifestations of our
mind and we don't know it, and all these coincidental
things happen in our homes. Things moved and I'm saying
(13:26):
this as a person that's heard ghosts, right, I'm not
like it's just for discussion's sake at this point, because
at some point, again, you guys have talked about it enough,
maybe I'm starting to hear shit. Who knows there's something,
there's something there. And again I'm not discounting the fact
that you whatever, because you've proven the fact of all
(13:47):
this stuff to me already. But I'm just you know
what I mean, Like, there has to be something.
Speaker 3 (13:52):
Like going into our new house, yeah or not new house.
We've been there for ten fucking years. But when we
first got into that house, I had no no, no, nothing,
blank slate, blank house, no nothing, right, Right, So I
have no factual, no nothing, no, no any information to
(14:14):
go into and black.
Speaker 2 (14:15):
Oh that's who whatever the fuck it is.
Speaker 1 (14:18):
Yeah, yeah, you.
Speaker 2 (14:19):
Know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (14:20):
Yeah, so the spirits that are in our house are spirits.
We did not create those, We did not give them.
They just started doing this shit and.
Speaker 2 (14:30):
Then we're like, oh, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (14:33):
We didn't go into the house and be like, oh,
it's haunted, so you're gonna do this, and you're gonna
do this and then it started doing it.
Speaker 2 (14:38):
And creating that aggrigor.
Speaker 3 (14:39):
No, those motherfuckers were already there and living and thriving
and doing their thing, and we just decided to code out.
Speaker 1 (14:46):
Yeah no, I get that, totally understand. But it has
to make you wonder how much of this shit aregors
and how much of it is legitimate.
Speaker 3 (15:00):
You just gotta send some real motherfuckers into these motherfuckers
and stop sending the fucking bagel bites and motherfuckers into
these places.
Speaker 2 (15:08):
Because you're not.
Speaker 3 (15:09):
You're you're gonna get such whitewashed white men perspective.
Speaker 2 (15:13):
And it's so annoying. And they're like, oh, it's a
domn and I'm like, it's literally somebody just chilling, y'all.
Speaker 1 (15:19):
Yeah, I don't, like, I don't. I don't subscribe to
that thought process.
Speaker 3 (15:22):
And like every time they see a pentagram, they're like, oh,
it's demonic.
Speaker 2 (15:25):
No, hell no, that is home base. That is the
safest space in this motherfucking house. What are you talking about?
Speaker 1 (15:31):
Yeah? I mean again, those are all and those are
Christian inspired thoughts. You know, like everything everything, non every
everything secular or non directly Christian is is demonic or
some type of whatever. But I'm just again, there's a
(15:54):
lot of this in all of it that's just made up.
We may get all up, y'all. I feel like we
make everything up anyway. Words. You can't bitch it people
about words. Words are all made up anyway. We all
have contributed to the making up a fucking language in
our lifetimes. So like religion, spiritual process, all that stuff,
(16:18):
I feel like it's just things that have made people
comfortable over the years. And they did something and a
coincidence happened, and they're like, oh, it's a miracle. I
caused that, and they continue to do it and it
doesn't always work. It's like Joe PESHI we've talked.
Speaker 3 (16:33):
Yeah, Mark is so conflicted in his spiritual journey right
now because he believes all this stuff and he says
all this stuff and then my stupid ass will come along.
Speaker 1 (16:42):
I've gotten further further into this line of thought though
over the years, Like I went from a full on
Christian as a child, to a skeptical Christian to a
non denominational one, and then then I've moved on to
just gnostic really because like I realized that there's not
(17:04):
I don't feel like there's one specific deity that you
should be attached to all the time.
Speaker 3 (17:08):
I feel like they're all Like I told you earlier,
Universe as a whole is Mother, right, Yeah, she controls
it all. When she says she's done, she's done. And
you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (17:21):
Yeah, Universe is Mother. It's all feminine.
Speaker 1 (17:24):
Energy, controls the weather.
Speaker 3 (17:25):
Yeah right, I love her. So this is how like
you got to look at it like a family tree.
There's Mother Universe, right, and then there's the separate religions
and deities all underneath her that are all brother and sister.
Speaker 2 (17:41):
There are all their separate things. They're all there separate.
Speaker 3 (17:44):
They got this going on in their families and this
that branch is off off of them, and this that
branches off of them. But they're all related. They're all
brother and sister, right. Sure, And every time you get
recycled to Earth, you're under a different auntie and uncle.
You just look at them as auntie and uncle type
ancestor type guy eating you through. So they're gonna fucking
(18:06):
protect you from everything, No, because what do aunties and
uncles do?
Speaker 2 (18:09):
Sometimes they sit back and go look, wait, wait, watch right,
So and then I feel like.
Speaker 3 (18:17):
The whole, Like you have to go through multiple lives
and multiple different situations, and multiple different religions and multiple
different sexes and this and that and the other to
completely round out your fucking soul.
Speaker 1 (18:29):
Right right, See, I just said fucking try to do
it all in one life. I was like, no, I'm
not gonna wait, man, I'm just gonna go hang out
with do this for a while. I'm gonna hang out
with a bunch of Jewish people for a while. Methodists.
I got Mormon friends that I hung out with for years,
and like, I'm gonna go to church with them and
learn all their shit. I'm just getting it done now.
(18:49):
Oh yeah, I'm an overachiever.
Speaker 2 (18:52):
But with me, I was.
Speaker 3 (18:55):
I was raised Christian Southern Baptist, unfortunately Catholic here. But
as a child, even as a child without any outside influence,
I've always been the witchy bitch.
Speaker 1 (19:08):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (19:08):
I've always been outside playing with the flowers, mixing this
and doing that and messing with the animals and like
always right yeah, So I've always been called to that
and everybody's like, oh no, that's evil, and they try
to push me further into fucking religion, which is whatever.
And then I got to my breaking point with religion
and I said, fuck you, I'm done. And that was
(19:30):
really a fuck you, I'm done, Like I was cursing everybody.
I didn't want shit to do with anything Christianity.
Speaker 1 (19:36):
Right yeah, and we'll get into witchcraft and Christianity are.
Speaker 2 (19:40):
In a bit like I ain't want shit to do
with that.
Speaker 3 (19:42):
And then eventually it got into okay, well there's there's
dumbass Christians over there, and then there's the Jesus followers,
and I'm cool with the Jesus followers, right yeah, cool,
And then it got to where the deity Jesus just
smacked me in my face and was like hello, and
I'm like, ah, fuck, all right, now I got to
readjust some shit and then you're like, uh, okay, whatever
(20:05):
he's said, I just don't because I never go out
of my way seeking the deities that I work with.
Speaker 4 (20:17):
Yeah, I feel as if a lot of people just
do things to be a part of something.
Speaker 1 (20:30):
They they make up things, they act as if they're
uh reaching a higher level in their spirituality to make
other people comfortable. A lot of times I know it
because I'm comfortable.
Speaker 2 (20:46):
I'm not here to make people comfortable.
Speaker 1 (20:47):
Now, I know it because I did it I when
I was in that culture. And like, I'm at a
church camp and they got all these people speaking in
tongues and shit, and they're like on me about my
my level of sh I just make up ship should
get them shut the fuck up? You know what I'm saying. No,
like just to leave me alone? No, not me, but
(21:08):
like how many other people do that? You know what
I'm saying, Like, I'm not. I'm not. I'll play the
part because I'm interested in the part.
Speaker 3 (21:15):
I'm very method, yeah, but I'm not interested in the part.
So while the fuck you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (21:20):
I'm always interested in the part because that's what makes
people tick, and that's what that's what It's gonna change things.
You're you're very headstrong. I'm gonna I'm gonna blunt, uh
bust my way into whatever I need to. I'm trying
to get people to come along with my way of thinking. So, like,
(21:41):
I can't just punch them in the face all the time.
I can't, I know, but it's harder for you to
get people to come along with your work.
Speaker 3 (21:48):
I don't think like honestly, I don't want them coming
along with me, honestly, because like if me telling you
bluntly why the fuck are you not feeding children upsets
you more than the fact that you're not feeding children,
I don't want you to.
Speaker 1 (22:04):
Come with me. Yeah, those are different conversations, you know
what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (22:07):
But these are the things that I'm trying to, like
talk to motherfuckers, but like, these are just people, y'all,
And like, if you can't see that they're just people
trying to exist, then I don't fucking want you around me.
Speaker 2 (22:19):
I'm sorry. I'm not gonna be nice to you. I'm
not gonna coddle you. I'm not gonna fucking hold your hand.
I'm not You're a grown as fucking adult.
Speaker 3 (22:29):
You're hateful for fucking what for what? I don't got
time for you. I don't care. And that's coming from
working with my deities and going from people pleasing and
you have to make them happy, and you have to
be calm and respectful to everybody, you know what I'm saying,
(22:52):
to being like, no, fuck them, stand.
Speaker 2 (22:56):
Up for yourself.
Speaker 1 (22:57):
Those people affect our lives. I do because it's way
easier to get things done in a broad scope sometimes,
you know what I mean, Like it's easier for me
to get people to come along sometimes to a way
of thinking. It's just not it's not capable to be
done on Facebook.
Speaker 5 (23:20):
It's not capable to be done face to face with
these motherfuckers anymore either, So like I don't The worst
part is like when you're when you're talking to them
and like you get them to like go along with
what you're saying and they're on the right track, and.
Speaker 1 (23:36):
Then like they just lose it, like it's it's gone.
What is that love for retro? Oh it's a thrift story.
Speaker 3 (23:44):
But then they'll just aflect to some other hateful ass
talking point. So I don't give a fuck. I don't care.
Speaker 2 (23:50):
Fuck you, they.
Speaker 1 (23:52):
Affect you, that's the problem. They affect us. All. The
more people have that way of thinking, the more people
uh the way they vote, the more people that do
the things they do, it affects us.
Speaker 3 (24:06):
I think more people should stop kissing their ass and
tell them to fuck off. I think more people need
to bully them and tell them to shut the fuck up.
I'm so tired of kissing their fucking ass and hope
that they'll play motherfucking nice because obviously they're fucking not.
Obviously they don't fucking care, So why the fuck do
we care? And why the fuck are we playing nice?
(24:26):
I'm not fuck you, I don't care. Make my life hell.
I'll make your life hell. You're making my life hell anyway,
So why the fuck am I gonna give you an answer.
Speaker 2 (24:35):
Of respect back for what in hopes that you'll give
me a little crumb? No, fuck you, I'm done with
that shit.
Speaker 1 (24:40):
Because you're like that's life though, like you get what
you get. I'm not. I'm not gonna treat people like
shit just because they're stupid.
Speaker 2 (24:49):
Oh no, you have to give me a reason to
treat you like shit.
Speaker 3 (24:52):
But I'm not going around kissing everybody's ass anymore.
Speaker 1 (24:55):
Oh, I don't kiss people.
Speaker 3 (24:56):
I'm not going around and the Christian blade. Oh well,
I'm a pray for you bitch, don't.
Speaker 1 (25:01):
Oh yeah, no, I'm quick to I'm not gonna kiss people.
Speaker 2 (25:04):
You know what I'm saying, Like, I'm just not it.
Speaker 1 (25:07):
Like it's it's not it. I'm gonna talk to them
like human beings though, Like I'm not going to cut
somebody out over over their ridiculous views. Unless it's that
ridiculousness or they get me to that point, like if
it's somebody that all right, well you're just not interested
in learning.
Speaker 2 (25:21):
And that's all of them.
Speaker 1 (25:22):
You don't care, all of them. Like the dude the
other day I said what I had to say. You
obviously don't care. You're just repeating the same bullshit. So
fucking man, I'm done talking to you like it's not
It doesn't serve me a purpose to continue bothering myself
with you, and I'm not going to. I have nothing
to prove online. I have nothing to prove in life.
I don't give a fuck, and and not one person
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online is gonna have enough balls to stand face to face,
ten toes down with my ass and say any of
this shit. So it's whatever, you can call me beta, whatever.
I don't fucking care like that hurts me.
Speaker 3 (25:56):
Made up goddamn thing, But I guess what a fucking
white man so dumb.
Speaker 1 (26:00):
It's so dumb.
Speaker 3 (26:01):
Ooh, you can repeat the words of a fucking white man.
Speaker 2 (26:04):
How fucking special of you.
Speaker 3 (26:07):
Ooh, I don't care, like I don't give a fuck, But.
Speaker 1 (26:11):
Again, you know stand Tanto's that one man say that shit,
say with your hood chefs right in front of me,
and see what happens.
Speaker 3 (26:19):
And see those motherfuckers. Those motherfuckers expect me to cower
down and be like, oh, oh, be some shy sweetler,
and I'm just some kid.
Speaker 2 (26:27):
No, I will rock your shit if you are face
to face with me.
Speaker 3 (26:30):
I'm not saying these words to you. I'm just gonna
rock your shit. Disrespect me one time. I'm fucking done
with you, motherfuckers. I'm rocking your shit.
Speaker 1 (26:43):
Ain't nobody got time for that shit.
Speaker 3 (26:45):
And just like I told him like that one dude,
Oh it's all love.
Speaker 2 (26:48):
No, motherfucker, it's not all love. Y'all can't cheer on
the most hateful, ignorant shit.
Speaker 3 (26:53):
And then when you get called out on it and
somebody tells you to fuck off, and now your feelings
are hurt because everybody doesn't fucking thank y'all no more,
you'll be like, oh, it's all love because you don't.
Speaker 2 (27:02):
Understand why you're not liked anymore. No, bitch, it's not
all fucking love. Fuck you.
Speaker 3 (27:11):
I can't stand those motherfuckers, and I refuse to kiss
their ass. I refuse to be nice to them. I'm
not I'm done coddling them. Fuck you, this is you
want to talk about, Egarbord. This is what the fuck
you've created. This is because of you. You're getting this
pushback because of y'all, because you don't know how to
shut the fuck up and mind your own goddamn business
and mind your own fucking prayer closet. The day y'all
(27:34):
learn to fucking do that again, the motherfuckers might treat
you with some fucking respect again.
Speaker 2 (27:41):
Until then you get what the fuck you give.
Speaker 1 (27:46):
Do good, be kind, show respect, Baby County.
Speaker 3 (27:50):
Initial Oh fuck off, Davy, y'all have some of the
most racist motherfuckers.
Speaker 1 (27:56):
That's what the seven fine.
Speaker 2 (27:58):
Give it time. It'll be shot up by some dumb ast.
What the fuck do we need a dollar?
Speaker 1 (28:02):
I swear to god, it's a big dollar general.
Speaker 3 (28:06):
Dollar generals are like the new cockroaches of the world,
and bitch is just be popping up everywhere now.
Speaker 1 (28:10):
Dollar trees are all over the place.
Speaker 2 (28:12):
You know it.
Speaker 1 (28:12):
But went in North Maine out by the Sheets, brand new.
There's another new dollar tree off of by the sheets,
off the Union across right there too, got big ass
new dollar trees to go to and raid or whatever. Yeah,
(28:39):
I just have a hard time believing in all of it.
I feel like people just say things sometimes to get along.
And I'm not saying all of it's fake, you know
what I'm saying, Oh some of Definitely, A lot of
it is just made up.
Speaker 2 (28:52):
A lot of it is, and a lot of people
have gotten away from shit.
Speaker 1 (28:55):
I have issues with trendy bullshit. I have issues with
the eight fucking trendy witches out there. I have issues
with the fake I'll.
Speaker 2 (29:03):
Let him do it, I stop telling them to go ahead.
Speaker 1 (29:06):
And do it. I have issues with the fate fucking
trendy like the they're And again, not all trains people
are like this, obviously, but there are certain ones that
just want attention, that are just making up ship. Oh yeah,
like it. It drives me insane because it fucks with
the ones that are like I can't but.
Speaker 3 (29:27):
They're shitty people in all walks of life, all walks
of life.
Speaker 1 (29:31):
That's true.
Speaker 3 (29:32):
Everybody has their shitty person, and it is up to
us to call them out so that everybody doesn't get
lumped into being a shitty person like bad example.
Speaker 1 (29:43):
Fuck you, Bruce jenner Man.
Speaker 2 (29:44):
I can't stand him.
Speaker 1 (29:45):
Oh, Bruce I'm dead naming the ship out of that
motherfucking the rest of his life done the ship.
Speaker 2 (29:50):
He don't give fuck. They don't give a fuck about
their own right, so why the fuck you we can
fuck about them? The fu you, dumb fucking cow. I
spur to god.
Speaker 3 (30:02):
I can't stand motherfuckers, obviously, but I enjoyed a different
place last time I was there.
Speaker 2 (30:13):
It was but I enjoyed my deities. They work, sure
you do.
Speaker 1 (30:17):
I'm not saying like people shouldn't have their deities and
all that, like, I'm not I'm not saying that, you
know what I mean, Like, I'm not against any of it.
I just feel like sometimes people just tell themselves shit
to make themselves feel better. It's easier to have something
to blame it on. If something goes bad, it's easy
to blame it on the devil instead of blaming it
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on some fucking stupid, goddamn decision that you probably made
that led you to where the fuck you are?
Speaker 3 (30:45):
The Devil Satan loose for all three different entities, and
the motherfuckers don't realize that, and they lump them all
in together.
Speaker 1 (30:51):
Yeah, but you know what I'm saying, though, it's easier
to do that. It's easier to blame good shit that
happens on Jesus or on God or whatever and not
take credit for the fucking work that you put in
and get there like.
Speaker 3 (31:04):
I can't stand that ship some life given motherfucking shit,
and they'll be like, thank God, No, bitch, think the
motherfucking doctors.
Speaker 2 (31:10):
Yeah, I think the nurses, the anesthesiologists.
Speaker 1 (31:13):
And if you believe in the dad And I'm not
saying not to thank your deity for the good things
that happen to you that you feel they're involved in.
I'm just saying, but.
Speaker 2 (31:23):
Your daddies don't need thanks for that.
Speaker 1 (31:26):
Yeah, And and they don't like that's like they don't
have anything for real, for real.
Speaker 3 (31:34):
If something good happens to me or whatever, I'm not
immediately running to my altar and thinking Loki for that ship.
Speaker 2 (31:41):
I'm not.
Speaker 3 (31:43):
Now if some crazy shit happens and some tricks or shit,
that's more his vibe, and I'll start like wait a minute,
wait a minute. Then I'll go and I'll talk to
my dding and I'm like, what the fuck is going on, sir,
what is happening? And I will get that download, do
I always understand what that download mean in that instance. No, no,
(32:05):
but I figured it out like most puzzle pieces.
Speaker 2 (32:08):
Oh, this one and then that one, and then this
one and then that one. Cool.
Speaker 3 (32:13):
And then when I get it all together, I will
go back to him and I will ask for confirmation
is this what was.
Speaker 2 (32:19):
Supposed to happen? And it'll be a yes or a no,
or on You're on the.
Speaker 3 (32:24):
Right path, keep trying, keep looking, You're not done yet,
or you're completely wrong, sweetheart, and He'll.
Speaker 2 (32:31):
Laugh at me and disappear, and I'll be like, fuck, fuck,
and I know what to do.
Speaker 3 (32:39):
I guess a baby, but my ass did not realize
I was adhd touch at the tism and all this
other shit until I started working with Loki, and Loki
was like, I need you to sit down and look
at yourself. And as much as I would love to
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take credit for all this chaos and your chaos loving self,
I need you to look at yourself and see what
is the root cause of this chaos. Yeah, that's what
the deities do. The ditis are like, oh, yes, I
blessed you with this, Now go and do whatever the
fuck with this whatever and be some whatever the fuck. No,
(33:22):
the deities will sit you down and bela, I need you.
Why are you What is the human reason for why
are you like this? Because it has nothing to do
with me. It has stuff to do with me, but
it has nothing to do with me. You're with me
because of it. I'm here to help you because of it,
because I have the tools to better help you with it.
Speaker 2 (33:38):
You know what I'm saying, Yeah, but it's never a
yes and no yes, do this, do that? Do this?
Speaker 3 (33:43):
All you need to do this, all you need to
do this all Loki told me to go out and
build whatever the fuck. No, Loki told me to go out, bitch,
sit the fuck down, and look at yourself so we
can better control this fucking chaos and use it better.
Speaker 2 (34:01):
But if I tell motherfuckers that I work with Loki,
they'll be like.
Speaker 3 (34:03):
Oh my god, she works with the Tricks to God,
she's out here doing this and she's out here doing that.
Speaker 1 (34:07):
No, no, no, are gonna be like, oh she laves
in the comic book ship. They're stupid because they don't understand,
you know what I'm saying, Like, they don't get it.
It's it's it's a real thing. But here's my issue.
Like I don't have that. I don't have any of
you don't like I have nothing that I attribute my
(34:28):
good ship to. I have nothing I attribute my bad
shit too. Other than me I have like I don't
have a but it's like the different spiritual guide through
life that I can think of.
Speaker 3 (34:41):
But it's like the different D like with the chaos
and the ADHD and the tism and and learning that
and learning more about that that that was working with
Deity Loki, right yeah, makes sense.
Speaker 2 (34:55):
Okay, I need help with other ship obviously because I'm
fucked up, right, but I'm not going to.
Speaker 3 (35:09):
Go to him for that. Those are not his strong points,
right yeah. So like right now I have a.
Speaker 2 (35:18):
Fuck time of rage, like I am pissed them a
fuck ton.
Speaker 1 (35:29):
And and things like you don't take it out on me,
and I appreciate that, you know what I'm saying, and
and like I'm trying to get better about you know,
my my rage incident. So I feel like I'm doing better,
uh in life in general. I haven't been like I
don't know for a while, but but yeah, but I
can still feel it whatever, like something dumb happens and
(35:53):
like you like last night, you know, they're like, Noellie
and I were playing and you saw something when you
got got back from your drive, I pissed you off,
and you're you're just let loose and cool. I'm glad
you're comfortable enough in the space that we have in
the house that you'll do that now, because there was
a time you would. Yeah, you just bottled all this
(36:14):
shit up all the time.
Speaker 2 (36:15):
Yeah. But see, like looking with the like, I don't
go looking for deities. Yeah, I let them come find me, right.
Speaker 1 (36:23):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (36:24):
So like with the rage, I'm like, Okay, I need
to find a better way. I need to find a
better outlet.
Speaker 3 (36:29):
I need to find a better way either to channel
this in baneful magic and putting it in wherever the
fuck it needs directed towards whatever the fuck it needs to.
Speaker 2 (36:37):
Be going to, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (36:38):
Yeah, So then I start seeing a bunch of different
fucking information or whatever about.
Speaker 2 (36:44):
This deity and that deity and this you know what
I'm saying. And then I'll sit and I'll look.
Speaker 3 (36:49):
And I'll and I'll i will sit with that deity
and I'll look into their stuff and I'll really sit
with them, and like, do I feel like they're gonna
help me, Like, ultimately, what is this.
Speaker 2 (36:58):
Deity main purpose? You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (37:03):
So right now I got some of the ladies calling
to me, which makes sense because they're pissed off too
and raging too. But those ladies have you know what
I'm saying, They're more in control of their shit. They
know how to work it obviously. So I'm gonna lean
towards these ladies and put little offerings on my altar
(37:24):
for them and leave little things and ask for guidance,
just like I did with Loki and am I gonna
be like, go out and fuck this motherfucker's life up.
Speaker 2 (37:32):
No, Yeah, that's not how this works.
Speaker 3 (37:39):
If you are doing stuff and sending your deities out
to douse shit for you, that are like, oh, go
fuck them up, go.
Speaker 2 (37:47):
Do this and go. You were doing it wrong. They
do not work for you.
Speaker 3 (37:53):
You work for them. They are here to help you
learn so that you can better serve them.
Speaker 2 (37:58):
They do not serve you.
Speaker 1 (38:02):
So like, what do you do for somebody in a
position like me? Like what do you? What do you say?
Speaker 2 (38:08):
I can't tell you shit because you're so goddamn logical.
Speaker 3 (38:11):
You ain't gonna listen to it anyway, and you're gonna
argue against it until you're blowing the fucking face. So
you know what I'm saying, Like, I can tell you
until I'm blowing the face that all because of this
and because of this and this time that I seen
that that deity might be reaching out to you, and
this deity might be reaching out to you, and you
can do this, and you can do this, but then
you're gonna hit me with the logical well anybody can
(38:33):
make that open, how do I know?
Speaker 2 (38:35):
And I'm like, well, fuck it, then just do it
your way. Fuck it. I don't know what the fun
I'm talking about figured it out, Like, I.
Speaker 1 (38:39):
Don't out know what to listen to in whatever situation,
and I don't know the differences between these deities. I
just look at it as all of one beam.
Speaker 3 (38:48):
It's like you like when you see like when the owl.
We hear the owl all the time. Yeah, I have
no issue hearing the owl. I love hearing the owl. Yeah,
once I lay eyes on her,
Yeah. I think it's just the car, y'all. That's all
I is road as.
Speaker 2 (00:13):
You go, hear every pothole I hit.
Speaker 1 (00:22):
Road again. I just can't wait again on the road again.
Speaker 2 (00:27):
Is that the way you go too?
Speaker 1 (00:29):
Yeah? All the way the fuck out here listen to
and it's my only place too, is like ten minutes
away from everything. And then Brandon was talking about, oh,
well you can do this and Clemens. I'm like, no,
I can't. No, I can't because just driving from Welcome
to Clemens is stupid long. Oh yeah, like you're gonna
have fatycas when he or something to do all that.
Speaker 2 (00:53):
I can't see.
Speaker 1 (00:57):
That X. Is this thing dead?
Speaker 2 (01:00):
Uh a fuck? Maybe I don't know. The thing's always did.
I'm always charging it, but then I'm only charging it
for like fifteen minutes at a time.
Speaker 1 (01:13):
Pise that.
Speaker 3 (01:17):
Well, it dies in the car and I charge it
for like a little bit in the car, and then
I'm home and I just forget to put it back
on the charger when I'm Nervanna.
Speaker 1 (01:32):
Yeah, I think it's like dead and clock.
Speaker 3 (01:34):
Oh yeah, there's a baby girl in the world now
whose grandpas are Kurt Cobain and Tony Hawk.
Speaker 1 (01:44):
Oh that's cool. Tony Hawk gotta be a cool grandfather.
Speaker 3 (01:54):
Oh yeah, Tony Hawk would be my grandpa.
Speaker 1 (01:58):
This thing ain't doing nothing.
Speaker 2 (02:01):
You might sucking good enough. You gotta have a good
sucker to get some clogged.
Speaker 1 (02:05):
I'll bet you will.
Speaker 2 (02:11):
See yours was clogged to give me that bullshit.
Speaker 1 (02:15):
My thought was at you though, m hm. So like
what we were talking about before, let's get.
Speaker 2 (02:26):
Into it and what about oh and.
Speaker 1 (02:31):
Things like that we were talking about how uh, it's
it's just interesting to see how people react to things.
And I feel I still feel like there was a
really creative writer a long time ago that came over
(02:53):
with the la or even before they were writers, like
just somebody who figured it out. And there's a theres
been people that are more spiritual. I always been people
that are more like clued into the world and shit
like that. But like there's a large part of me
that thinks a lot of the maybe not the deities themselves,
but just their rules and shit are fucking made up.
(03:13):
It's just shit that people made up because that's how
they morally feel at the time, and then they talk
to other people into following the ship. Maybe, like that's
how most organized religions are if you think about it,
like for instance, the Catholic Church, and as they were
living through the Catholicism and the King James Church, Martin
(03:37):
Luther was like, nah maam, this is really dumb and
started his own ship under his own beliefs. Like, I fucker,
if it's that easy.
Speaker 2 (03:47):
It is, I'm gonna start my own church.
Speaker 1 (03:49):
That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (03:49):
I'm gonna be my own deity. I'm already named after
a gity you.
Speaker 1 (03:52):
Are, But that's what I'm saying though, Like, if if
that's all it is, then all this shit's made up,
then people don't realize it. But but you say it not,
you say it's not, and that's fine. Like if that's
if that, like, I'm not gonna show anybody else's believes
I'm not.
Speaker 3 (04:08):
Saying that there's not stuff that is made up and
changed and altered and stuff because of man's influence. There
absolutely is. Look at Christian religion as a fucking whole.
I honestly believe that they've gotten They've strayed way the
fuck away from their original deity.
Speaker 1 (04:23):
Yeah, not even close.
Speaker 2 (04:24):
And what the fuck he represents and believes in?
Speaker 3 (04:27):
And I honestly feel like the Christian God, not Jesus,
but the Christian God that most of them worship, is
an agrigor that they've created. It's not the actual one.
Speaker 1 (04:41):
What explain what is in case people don't there is
if you.
Speaker 3 (04:46):
Put enough energy into something, it will manifest into whatever. Right, So,
like the easiest way I can explain it, Like fear
went to this one house.
Speaker 2 (05:01):
Right, this one.
Speaker 3 (05:03):
Ghost hunting house that they were ghost hunting and all
this other stuff, and it supposedly had the ghost of
a little girl named Sally there, right, Okay, but there's
no historical record of this little girl ever existing. People
have just went by from this story that supposedly happened
back in the day and back in the day and
(05:23):
back in the day, and they've put so much energy
to it that they've now created a spiritual egregre that
is both this little girl and this demonic energy because
people have come in there and be like, oh, it's
this little girl and they leave stuff and offerings for
her when there's no record of that little girl ever existing,
or oh it's demonic and it's doing this and it's
(05:45):
doing that.
Speaker 2 (05:45):
Because to them, everything's fucking demonic.
Speaker 3 (05:48):
So now they've created an agregor or, an entity, an
energy that is in the house that plays to both.
Speaker 2 (05:57):
If you ask me, because they go in there and
they do dumb shit.
Speaker 3 (06:01):
They're like, oh, this little girl who had an accident
and and she you know, this used to be the
local townspeople's doctor's office in his house, and like she
was brought here and the doctor tried to save her
and she died here.
Speaker 2 (06:13):
So now they're leaving offerings of like rubbing alcohol to
this supposed little girl.
Speaker 3 (06:17):
And I'm like, what in the fuck is this little
girl supposed to do rubbing alcohol? You've dumb motherfuckers, y'all
don't know how to do shit, right, I swear. So
that's when an agrigor is. You put enough energy and
thought into it. It's like creating a.
Speaker 1 (06:29):
Character, but it's not real.
Speaker 2 (06:33):
It's not what they believe it to be.
Speaker 3 (06:34):
It's just that energy that they've they've created, they put
into it.
Speaker 1 (06:38):
So what does it do to show them a form
of reality?
Speaker 2 (06:42):
Then, like it does all the thing that they've said
it doing. Oh it's Sally, So Sally does this. All
that must be Sally. Sally does this.
Speaker 3 (06:49):
Sally turns the TV on, and Sally moves the ball,
and Sally does this. So the agrigor does all these
things that y'all said and programmed it to fucking do.
There is no Sally there. There's no record of that
little girl existing.
Speaker 2 (07:03):
So how do you know? Like, what do you mean?
This is? You know what I'm saying?
Speaker 1 (07:07):
What turned the TV on?
Speaker 2 (07:10):
There? The energy that they've created.
Speaker 3 (07:13):
They poured so much energy and thought into a thing
that they've They've devoted this energy that now it has
this energy in it is.
Speaker 2 (07:20):
It's a thing. Now, get on your phone and look up.
I swear to god, I can't why, Oh yeah, you're recording.
Speaker 1 (07:33):
I like, I understand what aggre is. Here's my thing? Right,
So it's it's a false' like entity. It's not real.
They created it, yeah, but it's created from an actual
spirit that's there in that house.
Speaker 2 (07:48):
No it's not.
Speaker 1 (07:49):
So then all this is is made up? Then who
turned the TV on? You can't. This isn't Star Wars.
You can't use the force.
Speaker 2 (08:00):
Yes, you can't.
Speaker 1 (08:01):
A telepathic and you can't.
Speaker 2 (08:05):
You can, That's what I'm telling you. That is what
an agricore is.
Speaker 1 (08:08):
This is you've put so much stuff.
Speaker 2 (08:10):
Into it that it's created and manifested.
Speaker 1 (08:13):
But it's but that's not what it is. It's another
spirit in the house that's trying to do that to communicate,
and the people see it as an aggcor like there
has to be something there that's causing it, you know
what I'm saying, Like there's a spirit there, and they
figured out that, Oh, my only way to communicate is
by noticing that these people are talking about Oh they
can so they can.
Speaker 3 (08:33):
See it oh a lot, Which is why I can't
stand a lot of these paranormal motherfuckers because they just
go into a show, like they just go into these
places and like they don't really research. But they don't
really research because everything to them is fucking demonic.
Speaker 2 (08:48):
When it's not.
Speaker 1 (08:49):
I'm not saying demonic, no, what I'm.
Speaker 3 (08:50):
Saying, like, and then they go into these houses and
then it's like from the get go, from the very
beginning of this house existing there, it's like, oh, supposedly
there was a little girl, so there was never a
spirit there.
Speaker 2 (09:02):
They've created that spirit not of that girl.
Speaker 1 (09:06):
But what if there's a spirit of Jim Bob.
Speaker 2 (09:09):
Oh, I don't know in the house, You know what
I'm saying yeah.
Speaker 1 (09:13):
But that's what I'm saying. Like Jim Bob's there and
he's like, Oh, they need somebody trying to hear it.
Turn it on for you.
Speaker 2 (09:19):
Sarah did it?
Speaker 1 (09:20):
My name is Fuck, I don't care. I'll be Sarah
for right now. Look, just pay attention now what I'm trying.
Speaker 2 (09:25):
To No, no, because then the spirit will get pissed off.
Speaker 3 (09:28):
The spirit will let you know if you misrespect represent
the spirit, the spirit will let you know.
Speaker 2 (09:32):
That's not me.
Speaker 1 (09:35):
That Like, can there not be people please their spirits?
They're people pleasers in real life? Are there? Are there
not people please their spirits? They're like, oh, they just
want to interact. No, I'm interacting. I'm making I'm making friends.
I'm making people, you know what I mean. Like they're
they're receiving energy from it.
Speaker 3 (09:52):
And sometimes but I really feel like in a lot
of these motherfucking places, it's a lot of old This
house is old and creepy, and a weird person lived
in it before.
Speaker 2 (10:01):
So we make up these stories and we create these egraboys.
Speaker 3 (10:04):
In those houses, and then we go in the house
and we're like, oh, it's haunted by it demon.
Speaker 2 (10:08):
No, it's not we put the demon. There ain't nothing there.
It was just a.
Speaker 3 (10:12):
House that was weird and somebody that was different lived there,
and y'all created this whole story.
Speaker 2 (10:17):
And you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (10:18):
Yeah, but like something has to make the same move No,
hold on, hold on. Here's what I'm saying is if
we walked over to you and I and a bunch
of people could walk over to one of these rbs,
yes that are empty, right, and be like, hey, we
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all believe that this spirit is in here and that
spirit does this, that and the other thing. Yeah, we
can all believe that with all of our soul and
walk inside of it and none of it happened, No.
Speaker 3 (10:48):
Instantly the first day. It's gonna have to be repeated.
We go in there with our energy, and that's how
it's gonna be. And then we go and we tell
other people, and then they go in there and believe that.
So they go into the r VW with that energy
and then they add to it, and then they go
and they tell somebody, and then those people go into
the RV with that energy, and then it just builds
and builds and builds and builds and builds.
Speaker 2 (11:07):
And ads and ads and adds and ads.
Speaker 3 (11:09):
And ads and tell you have an eggregore that's custom
built that.
Speaker 2 (11:12):
Does all the ship that you put the energy into
it to do.
Speaker 1 (11:16):
It's the it's the telephone game for spirits.
Speaker 2 (11:18):
It's no, it's a goddamn build a bear for spirits.
Speaker 1 (11:24):
My my issue is is like, there's gotta be there's
a catalyst somewhere inside that RV.
Speaker 2 (11:30):
No, there's not.
Speaker 3 (11:32):
No, they are solely man created. There's nothing there. It's
just the energy. Because the over and over and the
over and over and over over, and the people go
in there and think that and add to the energy
and add to the energy and add to the energy,
and this that and the other. It's all man made.
Speaker 1 (11:48):
I just feel I feel like there has to be
at some point.
Speaker 2 (11:51):
I don't care what the fuck you feel, I'm telling you.
Speaker 1 (11:54):
There there there's got to be at some point some
type of thing that makes just listen, that makes people
feel that it's still it's still real. People don't have
faith in blind shit all the time.
Speaker 2 (12:10):
They do hold on.
Speaker 1 (12:12):
There has to be some kind of like we show
up and something falls so like, oh my god, that's
what it was, and then we talk and because now
they're they have physical proof of it that they try
to tell someone else, even though it's not related. Now
it's a thing. And then the next person goes there
and something else moves. And now that they're they're giving
more factual basis to the story and adding to it. Yes,
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but there's never any factual basis to it. Then people
will give.
Speaker 2 (12:37):
Up on the story.
Speaker 3 (12:38):
But these are all things that like, oh, something moved,
and it's like, oh, you went in an old creaky
house and the fucking floorboards creaked and all shit moved.
Speaker 2 (12:45):
So now you out of that. There's nothing there.
Speaker 3 (12:48):
There's literally nothing there. It's all man made put into energy.
Speaker 1 (12:53):
So what turns the TV on?
Speaker 2 (12:56):
The eggar gore?
Speaker 3 (12:57):
Because it has all the we've created it.
Speaker 2 (13:00):
It is a man made and spirit and.
Speaker 1 (13:03):
It has enough energyw yes to physically turn on a television. Yes,
I feel like that has to be an actual spirit.
Then no, Then then to me, ghosts may not be
a real thing. It could be all eggrigors for all
I know, Like, it could be all manifestations of our
mind and we don't know it, and all these coincidental
things happen in our homes. Things moved and I'm saying
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this as a person that's heard ghosts, right, I'm not
like it's just for discussion's sake at this point, because
at some point, again, you guys have talked about it enough,
maybe I'm starting to hear shit. Who knows there's something,
there's something there. And again I'm not discounting the fact
that you whatever, because you've proven the fact of all
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this stuff to me already. But I'm just you know
what I mean, Like, there has to be something.
Speaker 3 (13:52):
Like going into our new house, yeah or not new house.
We've been there for ten fucking years. But when we
first got into that house, I had no no, no, nothing,
blank slate, blank house, no nothing, right, Right, So I
have no factual, no nothing, no, no any information to
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go into and black.
Speaker 2 (14:15):
Oh that's who whatever the fuck it is.
Speaker 1 (14:18):
Yeah, yeah, you.
Speaker 2 (14:19):
Know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (14:20):
Yeah, so the spirits that are in our house are spirits.
We did not create those, We did not give them.
They just started doing this shit and.
Speaker 2 (14:30):
Then we're like, oh, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (14:33):
We didn't go into the house and be like, oh,
it's haunted, so you're gonna do this, and you're gonna
do this and then it started doing it.
Speaker 2 (14:38):
And creating that aggrigor.
Speaker 3 (14:39):
No, those motherfuckers were already there and living and thriving
and doing their thing, and we just decided to code out.
Speaker 1 (14:46):
Yeah no, I get that, totally understand. But it has
to make you wonder how much of this shit aregors
and how much of it is legitimate.
Speaker 3 (15:00):
You just gotta send some real motherfuckers into these motherfuckers
and stop sending the fucking bagel bites and motherfuckers into
these places.
Speaker 2 (15:08):
Because you're not.
Speaker 3 (15:09):
You're you're gonna get such whitewashed white men perspective.
Speaker 2 (15:13):
And it's so annoying. And they're like, oh, it's a
domn and I'm like, it's literally somebody just chilling, y'all.
Speaker 1 (15:19):
Yeah, I don't, like, I don't. I don't subscribe to
that thought process.
Speaker 3 (15:22):
And like every time they see a pentagram, they're like, oh,
it's demonic.
Speaker 2 (15:25):
No, hell no, that is home base. That is the
safest space in this motherfucking house. What are you talking about?
Speaker 1 (15:31):
Yeah? I mean again, those are all and those are
Christian inspired thoughts. You know, like everything everything, non every
everything secular or non directly Christian is is demonic or
some type of whatever. But I'm just again, there's a
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lot of this in all of it that's just made up.
We may get all up, y'all. I feel like we
make everything up anyway. Words. You can't bitch it people
about words. Words are all made up anyway. We all
have contributed to the making up a fucking language in
our lifetimes. So like religion, spiritual process, all that stuff,
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I feel like it's just things that have made people
comfortable over the years. And they did something and a
coincidence happened, and they're like, oh, it's a miracle. I
caused that, and they continue to do it and it
doesn't always work. It's like Joe PESHI we've talked.
Speaker 3 (16:33):
Yeah, Mark is so conflicted in his spiritual journey right
now because he believes all this stuff and he says
all this stuff and then my stupid ass will come along.
Speaker 1 (16:42):
I've gotten further further into this line of thought though
over the years, Like I went from a full on
Christian as a child, to a skeptical Christian to a
non denominational one, and then then I've moved on to
just gnostic really because like I realized that there's not
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I don't feel like there's one specific deity that you
should be attached to all the time.
Speaker 3 (17:08):
I feel like they're all Like I told you earlier,
Universe as a whole is Mother, right, Yeah, she controls
it all. When she says she's done, she's done. And
you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (17:21):
Yeah, Universe is Mother. It's all feminine.
Speaker 1 (17:24):
Energy, controls the weather.
Speaker 3 (17:25):
Yeah right, I love her. So this is how like
you got to look at it like a family tree.
There's Mother Universe, right, and then there's the separate religions
and deities all underneath her that are all brother and sister.
Speaker 2 (17:41):
There are all their separate things. They're all there separate.
Speaker 3 (17:44):
They got this going on in their families and this
that branch is off off of them, and this that
branches off of them. But they're all related. They're all
brother and sister, right. Sure, And every time you get
recycled to Earth, you're under a different auntie and uncle.
You just look at them as auntie and uncle type
ancestor type guy eating you through. So they're gonna fucking
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protect you from everything, No, because what do aunties and
uncles do?
Speaker 2 (18:09):
Sometimes they sit back and go look, wait, wait, watch right,
So and then I feel like.
Speaker 3 (18:17):
The whole, Like you have to go through multiple lives
and multiple different situations, and multiple different religions and multiple
different sexes and this and that and the other to
completely round out your fucking soul.
Speaker 1 (18:29):
Right right, See, I just said fucking try to do
it all in one life. I was like, no, I'm
not gonna wait, man, I'm just gonna go hang out
with do this for a while. I'm gonna hang out
with a bunch of Jewish people for a while. Methodists.
I got Mormon friends that I hung out with for years,
and like, I'm gonna go to church with them and
learn all their shit. I'm just getting it done now.
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Oh yeah, I'm an overachiever.
Speaker 2 (18:52):
But with me, I was.
Speaker 3 (18:55):
I was raised Christian Southern Baptist, unfortunately Catholic here. But
as a child, even as a child without any outside influence,
I've always been the witchy bitch.
Speaker 1 (19:08):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (19:08):
I've always been outside playing with the flowers, mixing this
and doing that and messing with the animals and like
always right yeah, So I've always been called to that
and everybody's like, oh no, that's evil, and they try
to push me further into fucking religion, which is whatever.
And then I got to my breaking point with religion
and I said, fuck you, I'm done. And that was
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really a fuck you, I'm done, Like I was cursing everybody.
I didn't want shit to do with anything Christianity.
Speaker 1 (19:36):
Right yeah, and we'll get into witchcraft and Christianity are.
Speaker 2 (19:40):
In a bit like I ain't want shit to do
with that.
Speaker 3 (19:42):
And then eventually it got into okay, well there's there's
dumbass Christians over there, and then there's the Jesus followers,
and I'm cool with the Jesus followers, right yeah, cool,
And then it got to where the deity Jesus just
smacked me in my face and was like hello, and
I'm like, ah, fuck, all right, now I got to
readjust some shit and then you're like, uh, okay, whatever
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he's said, I just don't because I never go out
of my way seeking the deities that I work with.
Speaker 4 (20:17):
Yeah, I feel as if a lot of people just
do things to be a part of something.
Speaker 1 (20:30):
They they make up things, they act as if they're
uh reaching a higher level in their spirituality to make
other people comfortable. A lot of times I know it
because I'm comfortable.
Speaker 2 (20:46):
I'm not here to make people comfortable.
Speaker 1 (20:47):
Now, I know it because I did it I when
I was in that culture. And like, I'm at a
church camp and they got all these people speaking in
tongues and shit, and they're like on me about my
my level of sh I just make up ship should
get them shut the fuck up? You know what I'm saying. No,
like just to leave me alone? No, not me, but
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like how many other people do that? You know what
I'm saying, Like, I'm not. I'm not. I'll play the
part because I'm interested in the part.
Speaker 3 (21:15):
I'm very method, yeah, but I'm not interested in the part.
So while the fuck you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (21:20):
I'm always interested in the part because that's what makes
people tick, and that's what that's what It's gonna change things.
You're you're very headstrong. I'm gonna I'm gonna blunt, uh
bust my way into whatever I need to. I'm trying
to get people to come along with my way of thinking. So, like,
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I can't just punch them in the face all the time.
I can't, I know, but it's harder for you to
get people to come along with your work.
Speaker 3 (21:48):
I don't think like honestly, I don't want them coming
along with me, honestly, because like if me telling you
bluntly why the fuck are you not feeding children upsets
you more than the fact that you're not feeding children,
I don't want you to.
Speaker 1 (22:04):
Come with me. Yeah, those are different conversations, you know
what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (22:07):
But these are the things that I'm trying to, like
talk to motherfuckers, but like, these are just people, y'all,
And like, if you can't see that they're just people
trying to exist, then I don't fucking want you around me.
Speaker 2 (22:19):
I'm sorry. I'm not gonna be nice to you. I'm
not gonna coddle you. I'm not gonna fucking hold your hand.
I'm not You're a grown as fucking adult.
Speaker 3 (22:29):
You're hateful for fucking what for what? I don't got
time for you. I don't care. And that's coming from
working with my deities and going from people pleasing and
you have to make them happy, and you have to
be calm and respectful to everybody, you know what I'm saying,
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to being like, no, fuck them, stand.
Speaker 2 (22:56):
Up for yourself.
Speaker 1 (22:57):
Those people affect our lives. I do because it's way
easier to get things done in a broad scope sometimes,
you know what I mean, Like it's easier for me
to get people to come along sometimes to a way
of thinking. It's just not it's not capable to be
done on Facebook.
Speaker 5 (23:20):
It's not capable to be done face to face with
these motherfuckers anymore either, So like I don't The worst
part is like when you're when you're talking to them
and like you get them to like go along with
what you're saying and they're on the right track, and.
Speaker 1 (23:36):
Then like they just lose it, like it's it's gone.
What is that love for retro? Oh it's a thrift story.
Speaker 3 (23:44):
But then they'll just aflect to some other hateful ass
talking point. So I don't give a fuck. I don't care.
Speaker 2 (23:50):
Fuck you, they.
Speaker 1 (23:52):
Affect you, that's the problem. They affect us. All. The
more people have that way of thinking, the more people
uh the way they vote, the more people that do
the things they do, it affects us.
Speaker 3 (24:06):
I think more people should stop kissing their ass and
tell them to fuck off. I think more people need
to bully them and tell them to shut the fuck up.
I'm so tired of kissing their fucking ass and hope
that they'll play motherfucking nice because obviously they're fucking not.
Obviously they don't fucking care, So why the fuck do
we care? And why the fuck are we playing nice?
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I'm not fuck you, I don't care. Make my life hell.
I'll make your life hell. You're making my life hell anyway,
So why the fuck am I gonna give you an answer.
Speaker 2 (24:35):
Of respect back for what in hopes that you'll give
me a little crumb? No, fuck you, I'm done with
that shit.
Speaker 1 (24:40):
Because you're like that's life though, like you get what
you get. I'm not. I'm not gonna treat people like
shit just because they're stupid.
Speaker 2 (24:49):
Oh no, you have to give me a reason to
treat you like shit.
Speaker 3 (24:52):
But I'm not going around kissing everybody's ass anymore.
Speaker 1 (24:55):
Oh, I don't kiss people.
Speaker 3 (24:56):
I'm not going around and the Christian blade. Oh well,
I'm a pray for you bitch, don't.
Speaker 1 (25:01):
Oh yeah, no, I'm quick to I'm not gonna kiss people.
Speaker 2 (25:04):
You know what I'm saying, Like, I'm just not it.
Speaker 1 (25:07):
Like it's it's not it. I'm gonna talk to them
like human beings though, Like I'm not going to cut
somebody out over over their ridiculous views. Unless it's that
ridiculousness or they get me to that point, like if
it's somebody that all right, well you're just not interested
in learning.
Speaker 2 (25:21):
And that's all of them.
Speaker 1 (25:22):
You don't care, all of them. Like the dude the
other day I said what I had to say. You
obviously don't care. You're just repeating the same bullshit. So
fucking man, I'm done talking to you like it's not
It doesn't serve me a purpose to continue bothering myself
with you, and I'm not going to. I have nothing
to prove online. I have nothing to prove in life.
I don't give a fuck, and and not one person
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online is gonna have enough balls to stand face to face,
ten toes down with my ass and say any of
this shit. So it's whatever, you can call me beta, whatever.
I don't fucking care like that hurts me.
Speaker 3 (25:56):
Made up goddamn thing, But I guess what a fucking
white man so dumb.
Speaker 1 (26:00):
It's so dumb.
Speaker 3 (26:01):
Ooh, you can repeat the words of a fucking white man.
Speaker 2 (26:04):
How fucking special of you.
Speaker 3 (26:07):
Ooh, I don't care, like I don't give a fuck, But.
Speaker 1 (26:11):
Again, you know stand Tanto's that one man say that shit,
say with your hood chefs right in front of me,
and see what happens.
Speaker 3 (26:19):
And see those motherfuckers. Those motherfuckers expect me to cower
down and be like, oh, oh, be some shy sweetler,
and I'm just some kid.
Speaker 2 (26:27):
No, I will rock your shit if you are face
to face with me.
Speaker 3 (26:30):
I'm not saying these words to you. I'm just gonna
rock your shit. Disrespect me one time. I'm fucking done
with you, motherfuckers. I'm rocking your shit.
Speaker 1 (26:43):
Ain't nobody got time for that shit.
Speaker 3 (26:45):
And just like I told him like that one dude,
Oh it's all love.
Speaker 2 (26:48):
No, motherfucker, it's not all love. Y'all can't cheer on
the most hateful, ignorant shit.
Speaker 3 (26:53):
And then when you get called out on it and
somebody tells you to fuck off, and now your feelings
are hurt because everybody doesn't fucking thank y'all no more,
you'll be like, oh, it's all love because you don't.
Speaker 2 (27:02):
Understand why you're not liked anymore. No, bitch, it's not
all fucking love. Fuck you.
Speaker 3 (27:11):
I can't stand those motherfuckers, and I refuse to kiss
their ass. I refuse to be nice to them. I'm
not I'm done coddling them. Fuck you, this is you
want to talk about, Egarbord. This is what the fuck
you've created. This is because of you. You're getting this
pushback because of y'all, because you don't know how to
shut the fuck up and mind your own goddamn business
and mind your own fucking prayer closet. The day y'all
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learn to fucking do that again, the motherfuckers might treat
you with some fucking respect again.
Speaker 2 (27:41):
Until then you get what the fuck you give.
Speaker 1 (27:46):
Do good, be kind, show respect, Baby County.
Speaker 3 (27:50):
Initial Oh fuck off, Davy, y'all have some of the
most racist motherfuckers.
Speaker 1 (27:56):
That's what the seven fine.
Speaker 2 (27:58):
Give it time. It'll be shot up by some dumb ast.
What the fuck do we need a dollar?
Speaker 1 (28:02):
I swear to god, it's a big dollar general.
Speaker 3 (28:06):
Dollar generals are like the new cockroaches of the world,
and bitch is just be popping up everywhere now.
Speaker 1 (28:10):
Dollar trees are all over the place.
Speaker 2 (28:12):
You know it.
Speaker 1 (28:12):
But went in North Maine out by the Sheets, brand new.
There's another new dollar tree off of by the sheets,
off the Union across right there too, got big ass
new dollar trees to go to and raid or whatever. Yeah,
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I just have a hard time believing in all of it.
I feel like people just say things sometimes to get along.
And I'm not saying all of it's fake, you know
what I'm saying, Oh some of Definitely, A lot of
it is just made up.
Speaker 2 (28:52):
A lot of it is, and a lot of people
have gotten away from shit.
Speaker 1 (28:55):
I have issues with trendy bullshit. I have issues with
the eight fucking trendy witches out there. I have issues
with the fake I'll.
Speaker 2 (29:03):
Let him do it, I stop telling them to go ahead.
Speaker 1 (29:06):
And do it. I have issues with the fate fucking
trendy like the they're And again, not all trains people
are like this, obviously, but there are certain ones that
just want attention, that are just making up ship. Oh yeah,
like it. It drives me insane because it fucks with
the ones that are like I can't but.
Speaker 3 (29:27):
They're shitty people in all walks of life, all walks
of life.
Speaker 1 (29:31):
That's true.
Speaker 3 (29:32):
Everybody has their shitty person, and it is up to
us to call them out so that everybody doesn't get
lumped into being a shitty person like bad example.
Speaker 1 (29:43):
Fuck you, Bruce jenner Man.
Speaker 2 (29:44):
I can't stand him.
Speaker 1 (29:45):
Oh, Bruce I'm dead naming the ship out of that
motherfucking the rest of his life done the ship.
Speaker 2 (29:50):
He don't give fuck. They don't give a fuck about
their own right, so why the fuck you we can
fuck about them? The fu you, dumb fucking cow. I
spur to god.
Speaker 3 (30:02):
I can't stand motherfuckers, obviously, but I enjoyed a different
place last time I was there.
Speaker 2 (30:13):
It was but I enjoyed my deities. They work, sure
you do.
Speaker 1 (30:17):
I'm not saying like people shouldn't have their deities and
all that, like, I'm not I'm not saying that, you
know what I mean, Like, I'm not against any of it.
I just feel like sometimes people just tell themselves shit
to make themselves feel better. It's easier to have something
to blame it on. If something goes bad, it's easy
to blame it on the devil instead of blaming it
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on some fucking stupid, goddamn decision that you probably made
that led you to where the fuck you are?
Speaker 3 (30:45):
The Devil Satan loose for all three different entities, and
the motherfuckers don't realize that, and they lump them all
in together.
Speaker 1 (30:51):
Yeah, but you know what I'm saying, though, it's easier
to do that. It's easier to blame good shit that
happens on Jesus or on God or whatever and not
take credit for the fucking work that you put in
and get there like.
Speaker 3 (31:04):
I can't stand that ship some life given motherfucking shit,
and they'll be like, thank God, No, bitch, think the
motherfucking doctors.
Speaker 2 (31:10):
Yeah, I think the nurses, the anesthesiologists.
Speaker 1 (31:13):
And if you believe in the dad And I'm not
saying not to thank your deity for the good things
that happen to you that you feel they're involved in.
I'm just saying, but.
Speaker 2 (31:23):
Your daddies don't need thanks for that.
Speaker 1 (31:26):
Yeah, And and they don't like that's like they don't
have anything for real, for real.
Speaker 3 (31:34):
If something good happens to me or whatever, I'm not
immediately running to my altar and thinking Loki for that ship.
Speaker 2 (31:41):
I'm not.
Speaker 3 (31:43):
Now if some crazy shit happens and some tricks or shit,
that's more his vibe, and I'll start like wait a minute,
wait a minute. Then I'll go and I'll talk to
my dding and I'm like, what the fuck is going on, sir,
what is happening? And I will get that download, do
I always understand what that download mean in that instance. No, no,
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but I figured it out like most puzzle pieces.
Speaker 2 (32:08):
Oh, this one and then that one, and then this
one and then that one. Cool.
Speaker 3 (32:13):
And then when I get it all together, I will
go back to him and I will ask for confirmation
is this what was.
Speaker 2 (32:19):
Supposed to happen? And it'll be a yes or a no,
or on You're on the.
Speaker 3 (32:24):
Right path, keep trying, keep looking, You're not done yet,
or you're completely wrong, sweetheart, and He'll.
Speaker 2 (32:31):
Laugh at me and disappear, and I'll be like, fuck, fuck,
and I know what to do.
Speaker 3 (32:39):
I guess a baby, but my ass did not realize
I was adhd touch at the tism and all this
other shit until I started working with Loki, and Loki
was like, I need you to sit down and look
at yourself. And as much as I would love to
(33:01):
take credit for all this chaos and your chaos loving self,
I need you to look at yourself and see what
is the root cause of this chaos. Yeah, that's what
the deities do. The ditis are like, oh, yes, I
blessed you with this, Now go and do whatever the
fuck with this whatever and be some whatever the fuck. No,
(33:22):
the deities will sit you down and bela, I need you.
Why are you What is the human reason for why
are you like this? Because it has nothing to do
with me. It has stuff to do with me, but
it has nothing to do with me. You're with me
because of it. I'm here to help you because of it,
because I have the tools to better help you with it.
Speaker 2 (33:38):
You know what I'm saying, Yeah, but it's never a
yes and no yes, do this, do that? Do this?
Speaker 3 (33:43):
All you need to do this, all you need to
do this all Loki told me to go out and
build whatever the fuck. No, Loki told me to go out, bitch,
sit the fuck down, and look at yourself so we
can better control this fucking chaos and use it better.
Speaker 2 (34:01):
But if I tell motherfuckers that I work with Loki,
they'll be like.
Speaker 3 (34:03):
Oh my god, she works with the Tricks to God,
she's out here doing this and she's out here doing that.
Speaker 1 (34:07):
No, no, no, are gonna be like, oh she laves
in the comic book ship. They're stupid because they don't understand,
you know what I'm saying, Like, they don't get it.
It's it's it's a real thing. But here's my issue.
Like I don't have that. I don't have any of
you don't like I have nothing that I attribute my
(34:28):
good ship to. I have nothing I attribute my bad
shit too. Other than me I have like I don't
have a but it's like the different spiritual guide through
life that I can think of.
Speaker 3 (34:41):
But it's like the different D like with the chaos
and the ADHD and the tism and and learning that
and learning more about that that that was working with
Deity Loki, right yeah, makes sense.
Speaker 2 (34:55):
Okay, I need help with other ship obviously because I'm
fucked up, right, but I'm not going to.
Speaker 3 (35:09):
Go to him for that. Those are not his strong points,
right yeah. So like right now I have a.
Speaker 2 (35:18):
Fuck time of rage, like I am pissed them a
fuck ton.
Speaker 1 (35:29):
And and things like you don't take it out on me,
and I appreciate that, you know what I'm saying, and
and like I'm trying to get better about you know,
my my rage incident. So I feel like I'm doing better,
uh in life in general. I haven't been like I
don't know for a while, but but yeah, but I
can still feel it whatever, like something dumb happens and
(35:53):
like you like last night, you know, they're like, Noellie
and I were playing and you saw something when you
got got back from your drive, I pissed you off,
and you're you're just let loose and cool. I'm glad
you're comfortable enough in the space that we have in
the house that you'll do that now, because there was
a time you would. Yeah, you just bottled all this
(36:14):
shit up all the time.
Speaker 2 (36:15):
Yeah. But see, like looking with the like, I don't
go looking for deities. Yeah, I let them come find me, right.
Speaker 1 (36:23):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (36:24):
So like with the rage, I'm like, Okay, I need
to find a better way. I need to find a
better outlet.
Speaker 3 (36:29):
I need to find a better way either to channel
this in baneful magic and putting it in wherever the
fuck it needs directed towards whatever the fuck it needs to.
Speaker 2 (36:37):
Be going to, you know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (36:38):
Yeah, So then I start seeing a bunch of different
fucking information or whatever about.
Speaker 2 (36:44):
This deity and that deity and this you know what
I'm saying. And then I'll sit and I'll look.
Speaker 3 (36:49):
And I'll and I'll i will sit with that deity
and I'll look into their stuff and I'll really sit
with them, and like, do I feel like they're gonna
help me, Like, ultimately, what is this.
Speaker 2 (36:58):
Deity main purpose? You know what I'm saying.
Speaker 3 (37:03):
So right now I got some of the ladies calling
to me, which makes sense because they're pissed off too
and raging too. But those ladies have you know what
I'm saying, They're more in control of their shit. They
know how to work it obviously. So I'm gonna lean
towards these ladies and put little offerings on my altar
(37:24):
for them and leave little things and ask for guidance,
just like I did with Loki and am I gonna
be like, go out and fuck this motherfucker's life up.
Speaker 2 (37:32):
No, Yeah, that's not how this works.
Speaker 3 (37:39):
If you are doing stuff and sending your deities out
to douse shit for you, that are like, oh, go
fuck them up, go.
Speaker 2 (37:47):
Do this and go. You were doing it wrong. They
do not work for you.
Speaker 3 (37:53):
You work for them. They are here to help you
learn so that you can better serve them.
Speaker 2 (37:58):
They do not serve you.
Speaker 1 (38:02):
So like, what do you do for somebody in a
position like me? Like what do you? What do you say?
Speaker 2 (38:08):
I can't tell you shit because you're so goddamn logical.
Speaker 3 (38:11):
You ain't gonna listen to it anyway, and you're gonna
argue against it until you're blowing the fucking face. So
you know what I'm saying, Like, I can tell you
until I'm blowing the face that all because of this
and because of this and this time that I seen
that that deity might be reaching out to you, and
this deity might be reaching out to you, and you
can do this, and you can do this, but then
you're gonna hit me with the logical well anybody can
(38:33):
make that open, how do I know?
Speaker 2 (38:35):
And I'm like, well, fuck it, then just do it
your way. Fuck it. I don't know what the fun
I'm talking about figured it out, Like, I.
Speaker 1 (38:39):
Don't out know what to listen to in whatever situation,
and I don't know the differences between these deities. I
just look at it as all of one beam.
Speaker 3 (38:48):
It's like you like when you see like when the owl.
We hear the owl all the time. Yeah, I have
no issue hearing the owl. I love hearing the owl. Yeah,
once I lay eyes on her,
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