This week, I get real with Jessica Zweig. Jessica is like my spiritual big sister. TRULY! She is such a visionary and trusted guide for us all. She is a powerful light warrior on a spiritual quest and has learned how to unlock and share the spirit of divine femininity. Jessica is also a bestselling author and CEO of her SimplyBe branding agency. In this episode, we talk all about:
• Her life-changing, 15-day, spiritual pilgrimage in Egypt (and all the past goddesses she encountered)
• Channeling and stepping into your divine feminine
• Understanding the contrast of suffering and joy
• The importance allowing ourselves to receive
• The healing frequency of lightwork
I love Jessica so much. I seriously trust her as a spiritual guide and am so inspired by her connection to her own divine spirit. I cannot WAIT for you to listen to this episode and stay tuned for our How-To Minisode on Thursday!
Jessica's companion workbook to her #1 bestselling book, "Be." is available now! Grab a copy of, "Be. THE WORKBOOK: Fresh new pages taking you deeper into your authentic personal brand," HERE: https://a.co/d/bfWPyey
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Speaker 1 (00:09):
Carol, she's queen. She's getting just let no one can cry, Caral,
this sounds okay. I am here, Justice leg I'm so
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excited to be here with you. I've had you on before.
You are the best playing author of this incredible book,
be the no Bullshit Guide to increasing your self worth
and net worth by simply being yourself. It's amazing you
are that so much. You are yourself. I just so
I want to My whole mission for my podcast is
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I am coming out of a season of being obsessed
with trauma and healing. Like I have been so obsessed
with people's traumas and how happened and why it happened,
and with the suffering state of existence. And now I'm like,
I respect and appreciate all the traumas and all the
pain and all the suffering, but I'm not in that
(01:13):
chapter anymore. I am moving into a chapter of Okay,
here are your cards that you're dealt, and that means
all of it, your origin story, the way you're wired,
your relationship to the universe, everything. But it's like, how
here your cars at you're dealt, and then how do
have you played them to fully maximize your existence thus far?
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And that's and that's so different for so many people.
But I just think that, like with you in particular,
the cards that you have been handed and the way
that you have played them on such a spiritual level
and like just diving into the divine, feminine, all the
things that you have done, I'm like, oh, I just
(01:58):
I'm just I just love it. I love the way
you played your cards and the what you've been searching for,
and like the quest that you've been on and the
way that you are so feminine while being in the
masculine and because I feel like that is something that
I have struggled with two and you said you went
on this journey to Eveypt Egypt, and I listen to
your podcast and oh my god, you have to share
some of that with us. But it's like, man, it
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has been I've been in such a hard season with
being feminine, um lately, because I identified feminine being feminine
in my early twenties with being sexual and being sexy
and using my body to get attention. And then I
almost retreated so deeply from that, and I've been like
hibernating and like trying to get in touch with just
being safe and not like having my body on display
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and like actually just getting in touch with my body
is meant to be, which is the divine feminine. But
I wasn't like taught that with my programming, you know.
And so I feel like you are this example of
how to be, this goddess like existence of this woman
who was crushing and but you're not just crushing. You're
not crushing for your ego sake. You're crushing for you
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had a call to lead people, masses of people and
women in particular to their divine calling and their divine
feminine and who they're meant to be and getting in
touch with this and calming down and finding joy, and
like you are just such a guide master for this
and it is so lovely and I feel so honored
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to be in your orbit. Really, I do, You're gonna
make me cry. I'm cheering up as you're saying all
of that. And I received that, you know, Like that's
one of my practices that I'm receiving. Yeah, I put
my hand in my heart. When someone says something beautiful,
You listen, You let it in, you know, and you
put and you received it. You don't deflect it. That's
our divine ultimate expression as the feminine is receptivity, is
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being this receptacle to you know, allow things to flow in,
and that is just a practice. But I want to
just say thank you for that reflection. I think what
you said about your shift from going from focusing on
the trauma and the suffering to now being done with
that chapter is a collective shift. I feel it was
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so many of us. Yes, yes, I think it's you know,
we've had about three years of suffering right from two.
I think in a way was even more of a
traumatic experience of real reckoning in the aftermath of what
the pandemic really did and shook up. And I was
(04:34):
just reading about the Chinese New Year and the Chinese
New Year that the animals for the last three years
that's been like the tiger, the ox. I don't know,
it's all yang energy, it's masculine. And this is the
year of the rabbit, which is which is softer, more
about abundance, more about fertility, more about you know, ease
(04:55):
piece Like that's what this rabbit frequency is about. If
you study the Chinese year, which I did for like
twenty minutes on Google. But I was amazed to read
what I was like, yes, this is what everyone is,
whether they're conscious of it or not, are desperately calling
in is just this levity. And I think that the
feminine frequency of what I spoke about in Egypt and
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what you're reflecting to me now, it's the sexualization of
our bodies and using our hotness, Like that's the toxic feminine.
That's actually toxic patriarchy, the masculine that has made women
feel like that's our value and that's valued in society.
Whereas when I went to Egypt and this work that
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I'm doing in the Codes of the Goddesses that I
have says like you are a goddess, Like you are
a goddess and you are elevating to that level. And
I am just like hearing you receive the codes and
the rays of light through you and the temples, and
like when you're in the pyramids, I'm like, ah, I'm
so excited, Like I can feel your journey and this
is it's so powerful. Thank you, And that's why I
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felt so called to share that experience. Lots of people
pilgrimage to Egypt and they keep it to themselves, and
that's perfectly a beautiful choice. But I'm a you know,
double Leo emotional generator human design. I'm like, I gotta
like share, and it's really for others to take and
feel for themselves and to simply be uh an opening
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to to a new understanding for their own lives. Which
is why I did what I did in creating so
much content around what my experience and what happened in Egypt,
because it's not just for me to know. I really
feel like it's for all women to know that we
are all a part of the Goddess. This, this, the
divine feminine is is God like. We're sitting here on
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a planet called Mother Earth. Everything God is a woman like.
It's all a feminine frequency that's just been trashed by
the patriarchy over the last couple of thousands of years
due to religion and power and control, and we forgotten
that the true essence of power comes from being in
the feminine frequency, which really is not about sexualization, it's
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not about weakness, it's about actually stepping into so much
power that's that's motivated by harmony, that's motivated by love,
that's motivated by connection and reverence and sovereignty for the planet,
and that includes all things and all people, Like the
feminine knows that, and she also knows that it's not
meant to be difficult and painful and hard, and it's
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actually meant to be joyful and easy. And when we
really play with that energy of like, oh, I can
manifest so much more if I don't take it so seriously,
I can have more impact if I'm in my joy
versus my stress, right like duh. But these were the
things that I am bodied like I felt in my body,
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and an understanding that I've never had in my life
because I too have been going through the shift. I
have been focusing so much on my suffering and my
my trauma. I've been in that loop for like my
whole life. Yeah, I'm so tired, and I'm always so
anxious and I'm always so sad. I have just a
sense of melancholy to me because I'm like, oh, it's
just so hard to live in this world. Yes, yes,
(08:17):
and most people feel that way. And I am so
done being traumatized by my own trauma. Like that that back,
you know that there was a click and I saw this,
uh while I was in Egypt. So for your audience,
just so that they can kind of get the cliffs notes.
I went to Egypt at the end of for fifteen
days on a spiritual pilgrimage and went from temple to
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temple to temple to temple. It wasn't a vacation. It
was like a true light warrior you know, experience and
you got the downloads and I got the codes. Yes
I did. I went to all the sacred sites and
communed with spirits. Has never spoken to me so clearly
and viscerally in my life. Like you would go into
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the temples and you would put your hands against walls
or in certain places, and you would literally, like you
have a picture to document it too, but like light white,
late white light beebs would flow through and you would
hear all the voices talking to you, telling you all
these messages is as fast as they could because they
were so excited that you were open and there and
you said something about Egypt. Do you really think because
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you are so open and you are a light warrior
and you are you've been on a spiritual question for
as long as you probably can consciously remember, but like,
what is it about Egypt and being there? Why are
these particular things? Why did you get the access that
you hadn't gotten before so powerfully in Egypt in these portals,
is what you're saying, Like, tell me why this made
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such a difference to be there. Yeah, I'll give the
cliffs notes just because again I'm not a historian. I
only know what I know and what I feel intuitively
and from the things that I've read and watched at
a high level. But essentially, there are places on this
planet like physical locations, Egypt being one of them. Peru,
i've heard, is another one. There's like a lot of
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ancient sort of galactic connection in the Mayan culture too,
but in the Egyptian culture, the Great Pyramid, like Giza,
which is located in Cairo. Those three pyramids directly line
up at certain times of the year with Orion, the
the Orion's Belt constellation, and that's a it's like a
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hot spot on the planet, and it's a like a
portal's opening into access to the cosmos, like okay for worlds,
and so it's like it literally forms like a portal
because the way it lines up and where it is
in the world exactly and where sort of these ancient
civilizations first came to Earth and built society. And so
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that's how they came in. They came in through the portal. Correct. Okay,
So that's what I called all the secret all the messaging,
because that's where it entered in. And so then we
spread out and the message has been spread out, deluted
and lost. Okay. Correct. And so when you physically go
to these places, you are inside that portal and you
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have a com completely different type of spiritual activation and
in an understanding. Like I I thought I was a
spiritual person. You've known me now for a while. I've
been on this path my whole life. And then I
went to Egypt and I was like, Oh, that wasn't
This is what it means to feel spiritually connected. This
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is what it means to have access to the divine.
This is what it means like to commune and feel
like to commune with spirit directly. It there's just ancient,
ancient lines there. And what's the difference. What did you feel? Yeah?
Give us a little just like because I know y'all honestly,
everyone listening, go listen to Jessica's WEGS podcast. You did
at part one and two of her Egypt journey. It's
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the simply Be podcast. Worth the listen, and I like
that you don't. It's not too long like you do
like twenty five minute episodes, so it's like literally you
get it all. It's so for everyone who's stressed out
about like listening to long podcast Jessica and nails it
on everything, like you're just it's awesome. But yeah, so
you go to Isis and like that's like the mother, Yeah, Simon,
and then you had like you had like three and
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then you went somewhere else and you went to the pyramids.
So maybe you could highlight just kind of those because
I feel like you had big, big, big, big moments.
Yeah I did, and I love it. I love talking
about it still. It's just so so alive in me
and it changed everything. It changed everything. So there's three
main goddesses that I connected with while being in Egypt. Isis.
I went to her temple file at Um. I've done
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some plant medicines in my life, and Um. I was
completely sober at five in the morning in her temple
and I had a full on, like what felt like
a plant medicine journey, Like I had a psychedelic experience
in that just by being in that frequency. And it
was m isis is the divin Mother. She's sort of
the original Mary, like Osiris and Isis are comparable to
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like Jesus and Mary, and Christian religion like Egyptian mythology.
Isis Is like the Great Mother. And she told me
in that temple, you know, and I really think you'll
take a note from this, as many of your listeners
are like we as women, we hustle, we work, we give,
we expend, We take care of families, we take care
of businesses, we take care of our partners, we take
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care of communities, whatever it might be. And we don't
take care of ourselves like we don't rest, we don't
sit in stillness, we don't literally take the time to
watch flowers bloom and the seasons change. And that's what
she told me. I need to make my number one
priority is to love myself like the most tender thing
in my life, because I am a piece of her.
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And if I don't love myself, I'm not loving her.
And we all love, you know, the God, the Goddess
is like we believe in all of that to be true.
Many of us do at least, and if we're not
respecting and honoring and sort of worshiping ourselves, and the
sacredness of ourselves. We're not We're doing her the biggest
disservice as well as us. And so that was the
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message I got from Isis. I was like, check, and
I have been, you know, thank you for saying that
you see me as this divine, feminine you know creator.
I have really been tortured by being so in the
masculine like running, growing and scaling a team, creating revenue,
you know, writing this, launching this book. It's created, it's
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it's required so much masculine energy, and it has been
a beautiful thing. I'm so grateful for all the things
I've created, but Jessica has suffered, you know, my mental health.
I've been on that journey. I've talked to you about it,
and so Isis was like, no more, that that virtue
is over. You have to ever forever, forever's freeing, beyond, beyond.
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And maybe you thought you were loving yourself at the time,
because like we all have been so program and like
you said, hustle culture. We have to achieve. It is
a male world. So it's like we're playing by all
these rules. But actually, and you did a great interview
with Marianne Williamson. She's I mean, this is terrible. I've
never heard of her before, and now it's like the
only person I ever hear of is Marian Williamson and
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like all her amazing, amazing contributions to the world. But
you did a podcast with her and she was talking
about how she has with you, like y'all were talking
about this, how she is such a workhorse too and
can crank out this incredible stuff that's life changing, but
she has such boundaries where like at five o'clock six Scott,
she has to draw all the lines so she can
like do yoga, take a bath, like get into her feminine,
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get out of her masculine, or else she's not going
to be able to share that nurturing feminine spirit, which
is the nectar of life with her people. You know,
if you just stay in that zone where you're just going, going, going, going, going, going, going,
and you're busting it out and you're kicking ass and
you're producing all this stuff and you're changing the world,
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you think your love yourself because you're doing so much
that you feel maybe called to do, but you're doing
it in such an intense way that you're divine, feminine
is totally just being pushed down completely, and it's completely
antithetical to our power as women. You use the word nectar.
I love that what Marian Williamson is talking about in
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that part of her day. She calls that Goddess time
to like really cultivate our essence, our true nature, which
is to be in this place of receptivity, of compassion,
of allowance, of flow, of creativity, you know, of lightness,
and we don't get to how do we feed that?
How do we cultivate that if we're always going? And
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that's been my m O. And so I went to
Egypt and I was like, bless you, Jessica, that has
gotten me here for the last forty years. Thank you
Jessica for for being so powerful and working so hard
to get me here for these last four years. I
am leaving you here in Egypt, and I am coming
back new because what's gotten me to this point in
my life won't get me to where I want to go.
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And where I want to go is more expansive, and
it's not going to work as effortlessly and be as
abundant if I'm gripping and hustling and I have to
let go. I have to literally feel that sense of
freedom and stillness and nurturing and make that my job
and make that my practice. And so that was one
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of the biggest messages isis Is Temple and Um and
Egypt was huge. And this is again why I felt
so called to share it because that message isn't just
for Jessica. I'm one person out of eight billion people
on this planet. Like that's a message for all women.
And that's why I feel so passionate about sharing The
information that I got in Isis was you know, one
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of a few. The other big one I got was
at Dendera, which is Hathor's Temple, which is the goddess
of frequency and vibration and music and basically Layman's terms.
She told me was just like enjoy your life. You
have a human body. It's meant to feel pleasure in
every way, not just sexual pleasure, but like eating chocolate
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is pleasure. Kissing your daughters, sonny is pleasure. Being with
your you know, friends is pleasure. Reading a book, smelling
a flower, eating, wearing a cute outfit is pleasure. Like
everything we get to do in this life is fun.
Like what a what a gift? It is to be
in this human body and enjoy every single second of it,
because it's it's a fleeting moment in the in the macrocosm.
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And and I said, the fact that you're a woman
is a huge deal. Yes, they're like, you could have
incarnated as a man, but you know what would have
happened if you were a man. Why do they say
it's so good to be a woman. Well, because it's
going to be a really big, bold statement, but I'm
here for it. God is a is a woman, Like
we shift the feminine for eons until the last four
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or five thousand years. And I'm not a religious you know,
expert or teacher, but I've read enough text to just know,
like the patriarchy, this dualistic three D black or white
right wrong, striving for power, striving for you know, like competition, scarcity,
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all of the things that drive our fear is has
been manufactured. And before this time, which you know, thousands start,
when did this When did this masculine manufactured toxic. I'm
not saying all masculine toxicity, but the way it has
no because it just has gotten so out of whack,
out of balance. Yes, and that's a really important point.
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To make like the masculine is wonderful, beautiful if you
even got a message about that, leaning into that, but
it's like the correct version of the masculine. Yes, to
let them divine masculine take care of you, to let
the divine masculine like nurture you and be and feel
needed in their own way, and to protect the nectar
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of the woman really right, so you can be your
full divine feminine exactly. And and so it's a very
important distinction to make because this isn't about men versus women.
This is about the energies that are happening here on
this planet and how out of balance it's become. And
so back to your question of why the goddess you know, why,
why did I incarnate as a woman, and how powerful
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that is we are now at a time you and me, Caroline, like,
being alive on this planet is very intentional. Is not
an accident? Okay, tell me, I feel that, but tell
me what you know. And I want to tell you
this before I forget. Do you know why it's so
wonderful that you share your journey, that you are writing
these books, that you are going on these pilgrimages, that
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it's actually making me cry right now because you are trusted,
like you are someone I'm literally crying right now. That's
I know it must be telling the truth. Well I
always try to tell the truth, but you are someone
who is like a trusted guide, you know, like so
hard to find that in the world, Like there's so
much coming at us all the time. People are telling you,
this is what you gotta do, this is what you
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gotta do. And someone like you who has devoted yourself
to this spiritual journey you and you have pushed through
all the noise. You know, you have gotten through all
the noise, and you have really narrowed it down to
the truth of the matter and not all the bullshit
that everyone gets sidetracked by. And it's like, here it is,
let me lay it out for you. I am so clear.
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And you are such a goddess in such a light
warrior that it's like, oh my god, I can trust
everything you're saying. Like everything you are saying, I'm like, huh,
and I don't you don't have your ego stickiness in there.
And it's just like I just like it's just like,
oh my god. Okay, she went and she gathered this
information for all of us who are also trying to
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be on this truck, and it's like we can receive
it fullheartedly and know that it is trusted. And that
to me is like why I just I was telling Ali.
I was like, you're like my spiritual big sister, Like
I just love what you do because I'm like, I
can receive all of this work that you're doing and
I can just receive it like you're saying to receive
it on it like you are doing this for us,
So thank you for this, and I trust you. I'm
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trying to receive all of that. Thank you so much
for saying that, And that is you know, I will
remember that like every day when you know, as I
continue forth and if I ever have dark moments like
which of course they do have a human too. We're
not all fully equipped with all the skills that with
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all of the bandwidth that you have, with all the
knowledge that you have, with all the life that you have,
with all of the divinity that you have just who
you are, and then the amount of work and tricks
and pilgrimages and like journeys that you go on for yourself.
But it's because you are called to that highness of
like a level of receiving information and sharing it. It's
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very few people are going to be able to translate
the messages and have the experiences that you have with
the clarity and the pureness and the light that you have,
and that is why you. I am so thankful for
you and all of your work, because not everyone is
a whatever even dreamed to do this. I want to
do this and have done the work to clear and
cleanse yourself to have the purity to receive it that
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you've done, then to share it so purely. I mean,
that is a lot of work and effort that you've
done to get to be this vessel. You've You've committed
so fullheartedly to your calling and it's amazing to be
in your in your rays. Thank you well. I often
say that, um, we can only see in other people
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what exists inside ourselves, or we wouldn't be able to
see it. And you're a bright light too, and I
feel very blessed to be The second I met you,
you had me on your podcast over a year ago,
a year and a half ago, whenever my book came
out two years ago, and it was an instantaneous connection.
Caroline and you invited me to meet you up for
a lunch in Nashville, and you were one of the
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very beginning like affirmation and omens I felt about moving.
There was like there are women here that are my tribe,
that are my people that I will I will be
welcomed from a from a feminine perspective, this community of
women that you are so deeply entrenched in Nashville, this
is a place for me to make a home. And
that was significant our meeting was when we first connected,
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and I just wanted to reflect that back to you
and I you know, I received that actually just got
full chills when you said that there is a there
is a It is a huge I feel with all
the women that I surround myself with, which is a lot,
and that I'm attracted to, And there is a this
even this this curiosity, this longing, this searching for this
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level of like spiritual calling. It is throughout the whole community.
Everyone is doing something and using their creativity and their
talents that they know are gifted to them for something higher.
And this is a great circle back to the question
that you ask, like why like you incarnating here at
this time is not an accident? We are waking up,
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like there's a collective shift that is happening. So again
Lehman's terms, I'm not a historian, but five thousand years
is sho ago when the planet turned from worshiping the
feminine to worshiping the masculine, and the patriarchy took over
and darkness kind of like came. We are now rising,
like the wind, like the feminine frequency on this planet
is coming back. Oh, and that's how we're here, and
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that it's a huge part of our each of our missions,
and we all play it out in our own unique
way because we're all uniquely DNA, you know, designed and gifted.
And that's why I personally, for whatever reason, have this
huge sense of calling to use your word, to use
my platform and my voice in my lifetime to help
create more awareness around like just how important it is
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that we're all women right here at this time shifting
the planet so that when your daughter Sonny has a
daughter who has a daughter, who has a son who
has a daughter, like they're gonna wake up and be
a part of a different planet that's more inclusive, that's
more loving, that's safer, that's more hard in harmony, more balanced,
because of the work that we're now doing on planet
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Earth right now, shift in this lifetime when like how
long is it going to take to shift the energy?
And what happens if it doesn't work? Like what happens
if But like because I think about like Russian stuff
in the war happening, and I'm like, ah, you know,
like those things are so I know they're happening because
it's all like bubbling to the top and all this
stuff has to be exposed. But I'm like, what if
it actually just doesn't get over the hump? Well, the
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truth the thing is that the Earth is never going
to be a perfect place. It's never going to be utopia.
There are other planets that look like that. Sign it
for that one next life, I'm going there next we
call it Earth is school man. It's hard, really tough
existence to be on planet Earth. Like we're saying what
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we were both saying, like suffering, trauma, abuse, darkness. You
think about all the horrible things that happened here, But
I don't what you said. You got the message that
it's for joy And I don't want to sidetrack on
this because I want I want to keep going. But
like if this Earth is to experience joy, then why
why do we? Why do you? Some people start off
with just awful situations And I don't really want to
get lost in that conversation, but it's like, you know,
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like if it is to be joy, then I guess
to have the contrast so you can know the joys.
You have to have the searing. I think we're all
on our own unique journeys and we go through every
single experience, whether it's apparel like trauma or a beautiful
triumph like you know, love and divine connection. It's all
to that contrast is to create more depth and awareness
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and evolution of our soul. And then you have to
have the awakening to understand the contrast. So you'll have
many awakenings. And it's like, you know, you awaken and
awaken and awaken and awaken if you're willing to do
the the do the work right and take that journey.
So Earth is school. Earth is brutal school. But it's yeah,
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but it's also meant to and we forget because there
is so much darkness here, just how much there is
to be enjoyed and what we create. Our lives are
our own kind of creation, you know, that quote. When
you change the way you look at things, the things
that you look at change. And so if you're looking
at your life through this lens of fear and sadness
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and scarcity and focusing, focusing, focusing on what's wrong, what's
wrong with you, what's wrong with your partner, what's wrong
with the country, you know, like that's what you're going
to feel and experience. But if you start to switch
your mindset of like what in your life is a
blessing and how how grateful you are every day to
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be in a human body that's healthy, and you focus
on you know, today I was, I have a really
busy schedule this week, Monday through Friday and back to back.
I don't like that feeling that was that's sort of
that hustleful Jessica, we left our an angel exactly left
her in Egypt, and I was journaling this morning and
I was like, you know, I can choose to create
a different story around this, that this is a that
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I can embrace this busy season of my life because
it's a stepping stone. Like everything I'm doing it simply
be with my company, with my agency, with my team,
with my book launch. But the paperback launch is all
for a greater good and a greater goal. And so
instead of feeling like a victim to my schedule this week,
which I've typically felt before, I can feel so grateful
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that I have all of these amazing things I get
to do every hour of the day to build towards
the bigger vision. And it's just it's a mindset switch,
and it's a practice, and it takes diligence, and I
and I just I'm so here for that shift and
it's already playing itself out, and I'm I'm a different person. Okay.
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So you went to isis and you got the downloads
about like enjoying, like nurturing, taking time. Okay, so then
what happens? Then you move on? Now we're going to
another I went to so many temples. I went to
Dara that was a big one. That was a big one,
had a light body activation in that temple. Explained to
people what that is, because I want everyone to know, like,
these things are for real. And that's why Jessica is
amazing because you can trust her. So when she tells
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you these experiences happen, believe them and know that there's
something higher that really is going on. Yes, it was
one of the most It was one of the most
significant experiences of my life. And I don't say that lately.
I believe you. So I went into this temple Dendera,
which is again the goddess of Hathor's temple, and this
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isn't a town called Abydos, which is really our close
to Abydos, which is one of the direct sort of
portals where a lot of sort of extraterrestrial supposedly like
life came down and started language and started life. And
you're really I really felt and an energetic, almost subconscious
level that I was in a place that was very
open when I went to this temple, and I went
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into a space by myself. At one point I put
my hand my whole body up against the wall because
I got a message to line up all my chakras,
like my chakra system, pressing it up against the wall,
which is just my whole body, my like sort of
spinal channel. And I, as I was breathing, saw felt
you know, your eyes are closed and it's sort of gray,
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it's dark. You don't see anything when your eyes are closed.
And in that moment, I saw a flash like a
white lightning flash of diamond white light, like a like
a lightning bowl of white light come just flashed like
inside my whole mind, body, spirit, body, like this white
light crashed through my body in the most beautiful way.
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I can't explain it anything other than that. And the
second that happened, within a matter of seconds, I started
hearing a chorus of voices and they were all kind
of there were female voices, and they were talking really
fast like this, and they were all wanting my attention,
and they were fighting for the attention like they wanted
me to hear them instead of the other one. Like
I never heard spirits speak to me like that. They
were ready, they have been ready, yes, And that's when
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they were like, Jessica, you need to embody your beauty
and you need to stop apologizing for how beautiful of
a person you are inside and out, and and to
take other women along with you to for them to
remember that too, and that you incarnated here as a
woman on purpose because you're a part of us. And
they were all goddess voices and they were saying, you're
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you have to live out this mission to be a
teacher of the feminine frequency, which is to enjoy your
life to live in bliss, to remember that it's a
pleasurable experience being in a human body, and that you
should make it your job every single day to interact
every single second of every human day of life you
have as a as a tribute to how fun being
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a human gets to be. And we're not humans, were
other deities and whatever we are, and we wish we
could enjoy what you get to enjoy. But we wish
they could have a human experience. They wish that they could.
I didn't say that, They said they wished for me
that I enjoyed it as much as they knew I
should enjoy it. M like, they know the full potential
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of enjoyment that's accessible, but we're just blocking it. Correct
And I just and then what ended up? This is
really crazy. I don't know if your audience to be
able to drop this in my podcast, drop it. I
walked out of that temple. I'm like yes, Like I'm
like so activated. I like get the information. I'm completely
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different if I walk out of that sachette, out of
that temple, Like I am a different female, Like I
have got us activation on lightness on. I've never felt
that in my life I didn't feeling could feel like, well,
you posted a reel with your partner that you went
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your friend that you went there with, and y'all were
like in a hallway dancing and all these outfit changes.
I felt your goddess energy activation. I was like there
and there it is queen and it wasn't like anything.
It was so sexy, but it was not. It's not
what we're talking about before. It was the goddess of sex.
It was like your inner female. It's like I feel it. Yes,
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you're feminine. You're just loving being in a feminine body.
There's nothing about it. It's it's just just enjoying yourself
because you're enjoying being in this body. That's it and
the powerfulness of it. Okay, so go ahead, so after
you come out, so I'll make a real long story short. Essentially,
what happened over the next twenty four hours is that
I got really sick um because what had happened in
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that temple was my light body, my soul. There's you know,
sort of our aura. We have our human body, which
is made of flesh and bone and blood and you know,
three D material. My light body is my soul. That
expanded so fast, so big, so quickly, that my human
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body didn't know what to do. My human kind of
couldn't reconcile it, and so I got physically sick. I
felt like I was going to you know, I could
barely walk, I could barely eat, I was achy. It
was a lot like totally my whole body shut down.
And then um, and then I went into my hotel
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bed that night, and I was shaking and shivering. I
just didn't feel right, and I knew what was happening
to me. It was kind of freaky, and it was
kind of cool, like all you're kind of like, this
is kind of I'm hearing in the world, like I'm
getting expanded, like my silf. Everything is shifting in my
body right now, myself changing, like I'm here for it.
That's so cool. And um, I I couldn't get myself
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to feel better. So I started a hum because the
vibration of humming and my body felt really soothing. And
then I had this sort of conscious thought to open
my mouth and make it more of like an audible
open mouth, like you know, noise, and then I started
speaking a language that I had never spoken before. You
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know what you were saying, like, could you feel what
the message was? It was really just pouring through me
like healing frequency like it's called light language is technically
what it's called it. It's not like like a ray
of light just kind of shining through your body, and
it's going through it's speaking vibration and noise that kind
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of goes up and down, up and down your body.
That is just really intended to be healing. Could you
remember it or was it just so a spirit thing
moving through you? It was a spirit thing moving through
me like I had. I couldn't tell you what it
sounded kind of crazy. I almost wanted to like record it.
I know, I was gonna wonder if you did. But
you say so in the moment, You're like, I see
it in the moment instead. I wasn't had that thought too.
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It's like, don't just pressed play. But then yeah, be
in your head about it exactly. And I didn't want
to be in my head about it. And really you
made the right choice, I know, but I wouldn't. That
moment was for me. And then after after that experience
at Dendera, because I was so um raw, I was
so raw after that fast like you had gone through battle. Literally,
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you're like shedding. This is like you like shedding a
layer like you are. This is your like getting out
of it, Yes, a big layer. What light work is about,
it's it's work work. You know. It's not all like
love light and you know, positive vibes hashtag. It's it's
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really hard work to put yourself through and and sometimes
you don't even put yourself through it. Something bigger will
put you through it. And then you just have to
face it and allow yourself to feel uncomfortable, whether that's emotionally, mentally,
or physically. And that's the upgrade, you know, that's the
upgrade because on the other side of that discomfort and
by the way, that's the only place we grow is
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outside of our comfort zones. On the other side of
that is the neck version of you. I whether it's
a spiritual pilgrimage you go on it to Egypt, or
it's just an uncomfortable conversation that you are finally willing
to have with the best friend. Like, on the other
side of that is a new version of yourself that's wiser,
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that's more empowered, that's more embodied, that's more confident, that's lighter,
that's more in alignment. Oh, I'm having such a visual
to like the comfort zone. So here you are in
the comfort zone and this like little holding spot, like
your little happy little bubble, and literally you get you
feel it. Everyone knows it. When you're in your comfort
zone and you start feeling uncomfortable and you've gotta make
a move. You either get that choice where it's like
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you stay in your comfort zone, but you actually don't
even stay. If you stay in your cover zone, you
kind of go backwards, you kind of even take a
step back. You downgrade, like if you get the message
to upgrade, because your body is saying you gotta move,
you gotta ship, you gotta go, but you're like no, no,
no, no no, no, no no, buck that I'm not doing this,
like pump the brakes. I'm staying safe and cozy. You're
what you will actually downgrade by default because that the
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comfort is no longer there. It is now gone because
it is time to grow. So if you choose not
to grow, you are going backwards. And if you do grow,
it is going to be uncomfortable for a minute, but
then you get to the other side. So really you're
not staying safe at all. If you stay in your
cover zone, you will be having a much more difficult life.
Do you know that help snaps? I mean you know
that quote by A Niasnn. It's one of my favorite quotes,
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and it says, the risk that it takes to remain
tightly wound in the bud is more painful than the
risk it takes to bloom. So you're gonna either stay
small stuck trying to keep it all in, keep it
all so tight. You gotta keep You have all sorts
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of health issues and you have all sorts of life
issues because you're just like so intense on your comfort bubble.
That's not real because it's not there. It's gone. I
mean literally, it's not it's a figment of your false
reality that you think you're living in and you're programming.
And then you have the other option, which is to
fully open, and it's vulnerable and you don't know, and
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you have to lead the way. And that's why it's
gary too there. That's why you everyone listening needs to
walk into Jessica's leg because you are actually a guide
for us. Because it is so when you are on
these spiritual journeys, you need guides like you really do
you need trusted guides, whether that's in the form of
authors like speakers. You go to retreat like you have
a whole brand agency, but you have to find people
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who are giving you the really honest, good information because
it's overwhelming because you're the only one doing it, you know,
like you're breaking ground. Thank you. I mean again, I
just feel so clear that it it's it's yes, it's
my assignment, but it's to take other people as many
people who are willing at least, you know, with with me.
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And I'm a constant student of others and I'm a
student of what I'm learning in my own work every
single day. And I just think that to your point,
there is sort of rising tied and people wanting to
be more spiritually connected, more awake, more in alignment than
ever before. People are more interested in the women you're
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calling in are like on this spiritual journey whatever that
looks like for them, and we just we need to
we need to find each other, you know, we need
to show up and we need to connect. And the
only way we get to connect is if we show up.
And so I'm really, you know, all all in on
that mission and I'm just so grateful that I was
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able to to go to Egypt, because was one huge
initiation for me. Like I was, it was a really
painful year. What was the hardest part just I reached
burnout with my company and big part of that had
to do with just me being out of alignment with
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the role I was playing. I had some staffing changes.
You know, I run a team of twenty five people,
and I was in the weeds last year. And I'm
not meant to be in the weeds. I'm meant to
be above it, like the visionary, like the queen, like
the light like I'll just say that that's my highest
amplaintment time, and it's you know, just as alignment because
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you are a great queen, and you are a great visionary,
and you are for the higher goods, so it is
wonderful for you to plan. I'm just gonna give you
the confidence to fully plan that all the time, because
we need queens who are of this frequency. Thank you.
And in my own in my own universe right yes,
that I've created here at my company. I started my
business as a one woman army six years ago, and
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for the last six years straight, I have hustled I've
worked so fucking hard, like seven to some degree, and
have not really made a lot of space for joy,
for fun, for pleasure, for stillness, for all these things
that these goddesses told me in Egypt, like Jessica, you've
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got it backwards, girl, like this is now your time
to shift into really powerful which isn't that it's this
feminine frequency And I'm like, okay, got it. So I'm
really again proud of this last six years and is
kind of the straw that broke the back, Like I
can't go back to that way of being. I just
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I'll probably slip into it because you know, hashtag life
and it gets busy. But I know things now that
I didn't know before, and I know them in my body.
I don't just know them in my mind. I know
it's it's the truth. That's a true, it's an okay.
So then what happened in the Pyramids, because that was
your your big crescendo. Yeah, that's oh you really listen
to that pot I went deep diamond. I was like
blue to it. It was so I honestly was like
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visualizing this fool experience I was with you in my mind.
It was so amazing. So the final day is sort
of the the culmination where you where you go. We
went to the Great Pyramid. We went to the top
of the Great Pyramid, into the King's chamber, and we
went at like four in the morning. So it's typically
a massive tourist site with thousands of people all at
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once trying to get up there. And we got private
access and we were in a group of eighteen people.
And so we get up there at four or five
in the morning. We all are standing in a circle.
It's pitch black. We are chanting home Um over and
over as a group for like an hour, right, So
we were really able to drop in and and this was,
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you know, on the fifteenth day, after I had been
to all of these temples and I told you two
stories out of like ten major stories, right, and there
there we are in this final activation, and they say
that the Great Pyramid is is the direct line that
the biggest opening on the whole entire planet instantly, yeah,
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into the galact into the universe, into the universe, into
the stars and all of the life and potentiality that
lives there, and how planet Earth was able to sort
of connect with it. And you're standing right there at
that spot, and I just I broke down crying. I
have never really cried like that. And the reason why
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I felt called and and had, you know, was overwhelmed
with sobbing tears was sort of two sided. One was
just fully feeling universal love, like divine, cosmic love, that
I was being held in that depth of that experience
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of infinite love. And I've cried so hard because I
have never felt so fucking loved. You just felt so
loved just so what like what do you mean just
surrounded by the whole universe of love, like you're all
a part of it. Like it's just like you are
so intricately woven into this web of beautiful life. The yes,
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that it's that I am, I'm worthy of that love,
I am a part of that love. That love is endless,
that love is always available, that love is constantly with
me and around me and a part of me and
is me, and I I just I couldn't help but
do anything but cry because you're overflowing, overflowing with that
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like pure deep when I think when you're infinite black
but like beautiful oneness love. That's what I felt in
that pyramid, Like that's the truth of the whole universe
is that feeling. And I also cried a sense of
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grief being in this life, knowing how often I reject
that or I don't allow it fully in or don't
believe that I deserve it, and whether I push it
away from a beautiful thing someone says to me, like
you or my own husband or you know, like just
love coming at us and always all the time, and
how we just are so fucking blind to it, and
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we just shield it up like nope, nope, nope, nope, nope,
not coming in, like blocking ourselves from everything, including love exactly.
And love is the ultimate reason why we're all here,
m hm. And So when I walked out of that pyramid,
my heart was so cracked open and I haven't been
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the same person since. Like my heart, my soul feels
on fire in the best way. My heart is so open,
I feel everything. I cry far more often. I couldn't
stop crying for days after that, just like every little thing,
like happy, sad. I just cried, cried, cried. It was
so beautiful to feel my own emotions like that, and
it changed me, like that pyramid, getting a taste of
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it and access point to that in that pyramid, in
that chamber is life, life saving, life saving? Last question,
leave your light. What do you want people to know? Goodness?
I want people to know that. Um, they are so
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powerful and so needed, and every single one of us
has a light inside of us. And we're not meant
to stand alone as a a candle. We're meant to
light other candles. And every single person touches people, no
matter how big or small your brand, your platform, your business,
your circle is. We all touch lives and therefore have
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the ability to change lives based on who we are.
And every single person has a responsibility to shine, to
shine their light, especially women. And that's it's because it's
our time, it's our collective time, and we don't get
to choose it. It's it's it's our responsibility. Okay, Jessica's Wegg,
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you have a new book, you have a work with
coming out to your book be coming out like next
actually when this podcast area will be so everyone. If
you haven't read the book be yet, you've got to
get it. And then your companion workbook is coming out.
Check it out. Jessica's Wegg. Follow you on Instagram for
all of the goodness. If you need a branding agency
and coaches, Jessica as your girl. So thank you so
much for coming on. You are just the greatest. I
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love you so much. I can't wait see you, Nashville.
I'm going to see you so soon, and thank you
for having me back on. I love you like all
of the love. I shine it right back to you.
So freaky mutual. You're one of my favorite people. I
feel listening about you. Okay, love you live right
Carol, she's queen. She's getting just let no one can cry, Caral,
this sounds okay. I am here, Justice leg I'm so
(00:29):
excited to be here with you. I've had you on before.
You are the best playing author of this incredible book,
be the no Bullshit Guide to increasing your self worth
and net worth by simply being yourself. It's amazing you
are that so much. You are yourself. I just so
I want to My whole mission for my podcast is
(00:51):
I am coming out of a season of being obsessed
with trauma and healing. Like I have been so obsessed
with people's traumas and how happened and why it happened,
and with the suffering state of existence. And now I'm like,
I respect and appreciate all the traumas and all the
pain and all the suffering, but I'm not in that
(01:13):
chapter anymore. I am moving into a chapter of Okay,
here are your cards that you're dealt, and that means
all of it, your origin story, the way you're wired,
your relationship to the universe, everything. But it's like, how
here your cars at you're dealt, and then how do
have you played them to fully maximize your existence thus far?
(01:37):
And that's and that's so different for so many people.
But I just think that, like with you in particular,
the cards that you have been handed and the way
that you have played them on such a spiritual level
and like just diving into the divine, feminine, all the
things that you have done, I'm like, oh, I just
(01:58):
I'm just I just love it. I love the way
you played your cards and the what you've been searching for,
and like the quest that you've been on and the
way that you are so feminine while being in the
masculine and because I feel like that is something that
I have struggled with two and you said you went
on this journey to Eveypt Egypt, and I listen to
your podcast and oh my god, you have to share
some of that with us. But it's like, man, it
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has been I've been in such a hard season with
being feminine, um lately, because I identified feminine being feminine
in my early twenties with being sexual and being sexy
and using my body to get attention. And then I
almost retreated so deeply from that, and I've been like
hibernating and like trying to get in touch with just
being safe and not like having my body on display
(02:43):
and like actually just getting in touch with my body
is meant to be, which is the divine feminine. But
I wasn't like taught that with my programming, you know.
And so I feel like you are this example of
how to be, this goddess like existence of this woman
who was crushing and but you're not just crushing. You're
not crushing for your ego sake. You're crushing for you
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had a call to lead people, masses of people and
women in particular to their divine calling and their divine
feminine and who they're meant to be and getting in
touch with this and calming down and finding joy, and
like you are just such a guide master for this
and it is so lovely and I feel so honored
(03:27):
to be in your orbit. Really, I do, You're gonna
make me cry. I'm cheering up as you're saying all
of that. And I received that, you know, Like that's
one of my practices that I'm receiving. Yeah, I put
my hand in my heart. When someone says something beautiful,
You listen, You let it in, you know, and you
put and you received it. You don't deflect it. That's
our divine ultimate expression as the feminine is receptivity, is
(03:51):
being this receptacle to you know, allow things to flow in,
and that is just a practice. But I want to
just say thank you for that reflection. I think what
you said about your shift from going from focusing on
the trauma and the suffering to now being done with
that chapter is a collective shift. I feel it was
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so many of us. Yes, yes, I think it's you know,
we've had about three years of suffering right from two.
I think in a way was even more of a
traumatic experience of real reckoning in the aftermath of what
the pandemic really did and shook up. And I was
(04:34):
just reading about the Chinese New Year and the Chinese
New Year that the animals for the last three years
that's been like the tiger, the ox. I don't know,
it's all yang energy, it's masculine. And this is the
year of the rabbit, which is which is softer, more
about abundance, more about fertility, more about you know, ease
(04:55):
piece Like that's what this rabbit frequency is about. If
you study the Chinese year, which I did for like
twenty minutes on Google. But I was amazed to read
what I was like, yes, this is what everyone is,
whether they're conscious of it or not, are desperately calling
in is just this levity. And I think that the
feminine frequency of what I spoke about in Egypt and
(05:17):
what you're reflecting to me now, it's the sexualization of
our bodies and using our hotness, Like that's the toxic feminine.
That's actually toxic patriarchy, the masculine that has made women
feel like that's our value and that's valued in society.
Whereas when I went to Egypt and this work that
(05:37):
I'm doing in the Codes of the Goddesses that I
have says like you are a goddess, Like you are
a goddess and you are elevating to that level. And
I am just like hearing you receive the codes and
the rays of light through you and the temples, and
like when you're in the pyramids, I'm like, ah, I'm
so excited, Like I can feel your journey and this
is it's so powerful. Thank you, And that's why I
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felt so called to share that experience. Lots of people
pilgrimage to Egypt and they keep it to themselves, and
that's perfectly a beautiful choice. But I'm a you know,
double Leo emotional generator human design. I'm like, I gotta
like share, and it's really for others to take and
feel for themselves and to simply be uh an opening
(06:23):
to to a new understanding for their own lives. Which
is why I did what I did in creating so
much content around what my experience and what happened in Egypt,
because it's not just for me to know. I really
feel like it's for all women to know that we
are all a part of the Goddess. This, this, the
divine feminine is is God like. We're sitting here on
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a planet called Mother Earth. Everything God is a woman like.
It's all a feminine frequency that's just been trashed by
the patriarchy over the last couple of thousands of years
due to religion and power and control, and we forgotten
that the true essence of power comes from being in
the feminine frequency, which really is not about sexualization, it's
(07:08):
not about weakness, it's about actually stepping into so much
power that's that's motivated by harmony, that's motivated by love,
that's motivated by connection and reverence and sovereignty for the planet,
and that includes all things and all people, Like the
feminine knows that, and she also knows that it's not
meant to be difficult and painful and hard, and it's
(07:33):
actually meant to be joyful and easy. And when we
really play with that energy of like, oh, I can
manifest so much more if I don't take it so seriously,
I can have more impact if I'm in my joy
versus my stress, right like duh. But these were the
things that I am bodied like I felt in my body,
(07:54):
and an understanding that I've never had in my life
because I too have been going through the shift. I
have been focusing so much on my suffering and my
my trauma. I've been in that loop for like my
whole life. Yeah, I'm so tired, and I'm always so
anxious and I'm always so sad. I have just a
sense of melancholy to me because I'm like, oh, it's
just so hard to live in this world. Yes, yes,
(08:17):
and most people feel that way. And I am so
done being traumatized by my own trauma. Like that that back,
you know that there was a click and I saw this,
uh while I was in Egypt. So for your audience,
just so that they can kind of get the cliffs notes.
I went to Egypt at the end of for fifteen
days on a spiritual pilgrimage and went from temple to
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temple to temple to temple. It wasn't a vacation. It
was like a true light warrior you know, experience and
you got the downloads and I got the codes. Yes
I did. I went to all the sacred sites and
communed with spirits. Has never spoken to me so clearly
and viscerally in my life. Like you would go into
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the temples and you would put your hands against walls
or in certain places, and you would literally, like you
have a picture to document it too, but like light white,
late white light beebs would flow through and you would
hear all the voices talking to you, telling you all
these messages is as fast as they could because they
were so excited that you were open and there and
you said something about Egypt. Do you really think because
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you are so open and you are a light warrior
and you are you've been on a spiritual question for
as long as you probably can consciously remember, but like,
what is it about Egypt and being there? Why are
these particular things? Why did you get the access that
you hadn't gotten before so powerfully in Egypt in these portals,
is what you're saying, Like, tell me why this made
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such a difference to be there. Yeah, I'll give the
cliffs notes just because again I'm not a historian. I
only know what I know and what I feel intuitively
and from the things that I've read and watched at
a high level. But essentially, there are places on this
planet like physical locations, Egypt being one of them. Peru,
i've heard, is another one. There's like a lot of
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ancient sort of galactic connection in the Mayan culture too,
but in the Egyptian culture, the Great Pyramid, like Giza,
which is located in Cairo. Those three pyramids directly line
up at certain times of the year with Orion, the
the Orion's Belt constellation, and that's a it's like a
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hot spot on the planet, and it's a like a
portal's opening into access to the cosmos, like okay for worlds,
and so it's like it literally forms like a portal
because the way it lines up and where it is
in the world exactly and where sort of these ancient
civilizations first came to Earth and built society. And so
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that's how they came in. They came in through the portal. Correct. Okay,
So that's what I called all the secret all the messaging,
because that's where it entered in. And so then we
spread out and the message has been spread out, deluted
and lost. Okay. Correct. And so when you physically go
to these places, you are inside that portal and you
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have a com completely different type of spiritual activation and
in an understanding. Like I I thought I was a
spiritual person. You've known me now for a while. I've
been on this path my whole life. And then I
went to Egypt and I was like, Oh, that wasn't
This is what it means to feel spiritually connected. This
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is what it means to have access to the divine.
This is what it means like to commune and feel
like to commune with spirit directly. It there's just ancient,
ancient lines there. And what's the difference. What did you feel? Yeah?
Give us a little just like because I know y'all honestly,
everyone listening, go listen to Jessica's WEGS podcast. You did
at part one and two of her Egypt journey. It's
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the simply Be podcast. Worth the listen, and I like
that you don't. It's not too long like you do
like twenty five minute episodes, so it's like literally you
get it all. It's so for everyone who's stressed out
about like listening to long podcast Jessica and nails it
on everything, like you're just it's awesome. But yeah, so
you go to Isis and like that's like the mother, Yeah, Simon,
and then you had like you had like three and
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then you went somewhere else and you went to the pyramids.
So maybe you could highlight just kind of those because
I feel like you had big, big, big, big moments.
Yeah I did, and I love it. I love talking
about it still. It's just so so alive in me
and it changed everything. It changed everything. So there's three
main goddesses that I connected with while being in Egypt. Isis.
I went to her temple file at Um. I've done
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some plant medicines in my life, and Um. I was
completely sober at five in the morning in her temple
and I had a full on, like what felt like
a plant medicine journey, Like I had a psychedelic experience
in that just by being in that frequency. And it
was m isis is the divin Mother. She's sort of
the original Mary, like Osiris and Isis are comparable to
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like Jesus and Mary, and Christian religion like Egyptian mythology.
Isis Is like the Great Mother. And she told me
in that temple, you know, and I really think you'll
take a note from this, as many of your listeners
are like we as women, we hustle, we work, we give,
we expend, We take care of families, we take care
of businesses, we take care of our partners, we take
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care of communities, whatever it might be. And we don't
take care of ourselves like we don't rest, we don't
sit in stillness, we don't literally take the time to
watch flowers bloom and the seasons change. And that's what
she told me. I need to make my number one
priority is to love myself like the most tender thing
in my life, because I am a piece of her.
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And if I don't love myself, I'm not loving her.
And we all love, you know, the God, the Goddess
is like we believe in all of that to be true.
Many of us do at least, and if we're not
respecting and honoring and sort of worshiping ourselves, and the
sacredness of ourselves. We're not We're doing her the biggest
disservice as well as us. And so that was the
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message I got from Isis. I was like, check, and
I have been, you know, thank you for saying that
you see me as this divine, feminine you know creator.
I have really been tortured by being so in the
masculine like running, growing and scaling a team, creating revenue,
you know, writing this, launching this book. It's created, it's
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it's required so much masculine energy, and it has been
a beautiful thing. I'm so grateful for all the things
I've created, but Jessica has suffered, you know, my mental health.
I've been on that journey. I've talked to you about it,
and so Isis was like, no more, that that virtue
is over. You have to ever forever, forever's freeing, beyond, beyond.
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And maybe you thought you were loving yourself at the time,
because like we all have been so program and like
you said, hustle culture. We have to achieve. It is
a male world. So it's like we're playing by all
these rules. But actually, and you did a great interview
with Marianne Williamson. She's I mean, this is terrible. I've
never heard of her before, and now it's like the
only person I ever hear of is Marian Williamson and
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like all her amazing, amazing contributions to the world. But
you did a podcast with her and she was talking
about how she has with you, like y'all were talking
about this, how she is such a workhorse too and
can crank out this incredible stuff that's life changing, but
she has such boundaries where like at five o'clock six Scott,
she has to draw all the lines so she can
like do yoga, take a bath, like get into her feminine,
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get out of her masculine, or else she's not going
to be able to share that nurturing feminine spirit, which
is the nectar of life with her people. You know,
if you just stay in that zone where you're just going, going, going, going, going, going, going,
and you're busting it out and you're kicking ass and
you're producing all this stuff and you're changing the world,
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you think your love yourself because you're doing so much
that you feel maybe called to do, but you're doing
it in such an intense way that you're divine, feminine
is totally just being pushed down completely, and it's completely
antithetical to our power as women. You use the word nectar.
I love that what Marian Williamson is talking about in
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that part of her day. She calls that Goddess time
to like really cultivate our essence, our true nature, which
is to be in this place of receptivity, of compassion,
of allowance, of flow, of creativity, you know, of lightness,
and we don't get to how do we feed that?
How do we cultivate that if we're always going? And
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that's been my m O. And so I went to
Egypt and I was like, bless you, Jessica, that has
gotten me here for the last forty years. Thank you
Jessica for for being so powerful and working so hard
to get me here for these last four years. I
am leaving you here in Egypt, and I am coming
back new because what's gotten me to this point in
my life won't get me to where I want to go.
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And where I want to go is more expansive, and
it's not going to work as effortlessly and be as
abundant if I'm gripping and hustling and I have to
let go. I have to literally feel that sense of
freedom and stillness and nurturing and make that my job
and make that my practice. And so that was one
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of the biggest messages isis Is Temple and Um and
Egypt was huge. And this is again why I felt
so called to share it because that message isn't just
for Jessica. I'm one person out of eight billion people
on this planet. Like that's a message for all women.
And that's why I feel so passionate about sharing The
information that I got in Isis was you know, one
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of a few. The other big one I got was
at Dendera, which is Hathor's Temple, which is the goddess
of frequency and vibration and music and basically Layman's terms.
She told me was just like enjoy your life. You
have a human body. It's meant to feel pleasure in
every way, not just sexual pleasure, but like eating chocolate
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is pleasure. Kissing your daughters, sonny is pleasure. Being with
your you know, friends is pleasure. Reading a book, smelling
a flower, eating, wearing a cute outfit is pleasure. Like
everything we get to do in this life is fun.
Like what a what a gift? It is to be
in this human body and enjoy every single second of it,
because it's it's a fleeting moment in the in the macrocosm.
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And and I said, the fact that you're a woman
is a huge deal. Yes, they're like, you could have
incarnated as a man, but you know what would have
happened if you were a man. Why do they say
it's so good to be a woman. Well, because it's
going to be a really big, bold statement, but I'm
here for it. God is a is a woman, Like
we shift the feminine for eons until the last four
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or five thousand years. And I'm not a religious you know,
expert or teacher, but I've read enough text to just know,
like the patriarchy, this dualistic three D black or white
right wrong, striving for power, striving for you know, like competition, scarcity,
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all of the things that drive our fear is has
been manufactured. And before this time, which you know, thousands start,
when did this When did this masculine manufactured toxic. I'm
not saying all masculine toxicity, but the way it has
no because it just has gotten so out of whack,
out of balance. Yes, and that's a really important point.
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To make like the masculine is wonderful, beautiful if you
even got a message about that, leaning into that, but
it's like the correct version of the masculine. Yes, to
let them divine masculine take care of you, to let
the divine masculine like nurture you and be and feel
needed in their own way, and to protect the nectar
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of the woman really right, so you can be your
full divine feminine exactly. And and so it's a very
important distinction to make because this isn't about men versus women.
This is about the energies that are happening here on
this planet and how out of balance it's become. And
so back to your question of why the goddess you know, why,
why did I incarnate as a woman, and how powerful
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that is we are now at a time you and me, Caroline, like,
being alive on this planet is very intentional. Is not
an accident? Okay, tell me, I feel that, but tell
me what you know. And I want to tell you
this before I forget. Do you know why it's so
wonderful that you share your journey, that you are writing
these books, that you are going on these pilgrimages, that
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it's actually making me cry right now because you are trusted,
like you are someone I'm literally crying right now. That's
I know it must be telling the truth. Well I
always try to tell the truth, but you are someone
who is like a trusted guide, you know, like so
hard to find that in the world, Like there's so
much coming at us all the time. People are telling you,
this is what you gotta do, this is what you
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gotta do. And someone like you who has devoted yourself
to this spiritual journey you and you have pushed through
all the noise. You know, you have gotten through all
the noise, and you have really narrowed it down to
the truth of the matter and not all the bullshit
that everyone gets sidetracked by. And it's like, here it is,
let me lay it out for you. I am so clear.
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And you are such a goddess in such a light
warrior that it's like, oh my god, I can trust
everything you're saying. Like everything you are saying, I'm like, huh,
and I don't you don't have your ego stickiness in there.
And it's just like I just like it's just like,
oh my god. Okay, she went and she gathered this
information for all of us who are also trying to
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be on this truck, and it's like we can receive
it fullheartedly and know that it is trusted. And that
to me is like why I just I was telling Ali.
I was like, you're like my spiritual big sister, Like
I just love what you do because I'm like, I
can receive all of this work that you're doing and
I can just receive it like you're saying to receive
it on it like you are doing this for us,
So thank you for this, and I trust you. I'm
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trying to receive all of that. Thank you so much
for saying that, And that is you know, I will
remember that like every day when you know, as I
continue forth and if I ever have dark moments like
which of course they do have a human too. We're
not all fully equipped with all the skills that with
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all of the bandwidth that you have, with all the
knowledge that you have, with all the life that you have,
with all of the divinity that you have just who
you are, and then the amount of work and tricks
and pilgrimages and like journeys that you go on for yourself.
But it's because you are called to that highness of
like a level of receiving information and sharing it. It's
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very few people are going to be able to translate
the messages and have the experiences that you have with
the clarity and the pureness and the light that you have,
and that is why you. I am so thankful for
you and all of your work, because not everyone is
a whatever even dreamed to do this. I want to
do this and have done the work to clear and
cleanse yourself to have the purity to receive it that
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you've done, then to share it so purely. I mean,
that is a lot of work and effort that you've
done to get to be this vessel. You've You've committed
so fullheartedly to your calling and it's amazing to be
in your in your rays. Thank you well. I often
say that, um, we can only see in other people
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what exists inside ourselves, or we wouldn't be able to
see it. And you're a bright light too, and I
feel very blessed to be The second I met you,
you had me on your podcast over a year ago,
a year and a half ago, whenever my book came
out two years ago, and it was an instantaneous connection.
Caroline and you invited me to meet you up for
a lunch in Nashville, and you were one of the
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very beginning like affirmation and omens I felt about moving.
There was like there are women here that are my tribe,
that are my people that I will I will be
welcomed from a from a feminine perspective, this community of
women that you are so deeply entrenched in Nashville, this
is a place for me to make a home. And
that was significant our meeting was when we first connected,
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and I just wanted to reflect that back to you
and I you know, I received that actually just got
full chills when you said that there is a there
is a It is a huge I feel with all
the women that I surround myself with, which is a lot,
and that I'm attracted to, And there is a this
even this this curiosity, this longing, this searching for this
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level of like spiritual calling. It is throughout the whole community.
Everyone is doing something and using their creativity and their
talents that they know are gifted to them for something higher.
And this is a great circle back to the question
that you ask, like why like you incarnating here at
this time is not an accident? We are waking up,
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like there's a collective shift that is happening. So again
Lehman's terms, I'm not a historian, but five thousand years
is sho ago when the planet turned from worshiping the
feminine to worshiping the masculine, and the patriarchy took over
and darkness kind of like came. We are now rising,
like the wind, like the feminine frequency on this planet
is coming back. Oh, and that's how we're here, and
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that it's a huge part of our each of our missions,
and we all play it out in our own unique
way because we're all uniquely DNA, you know, designed and gifted.
And that's why I personally, for whatever reason, have this
huge sense of calling to use your word, to use
my platform and my voice in my lifetime to help
create more awareness around like just how important it is
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that we're all women right here at this time shifting
the planet so that when your daughter Sonny has a
daughter who has a daughter, who has a son who
has a daughter, like they're gonna wake up and be
a part of a different planet that's more inclusive, that's
more loving, that's safer, that's more hard in harmony, more balanced,
because of the work that we're now doing on planet
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Earth right now, shift in this lifetime when like how
long is it going to take to shift the energy?
And what happens if it doesn't work? Like what happens
if But like because I think about like Russian stuff
in the war happening, and I'm like, ah, you know,
like those things are so I know they're happening because
it's all like bubbling to the top and all this
stuff has to be exposed. But I'm like, what if
it actually just doesn't get over the hump? Well, the
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truth the thing is that the Earth is never going
to be a perfect place. It's never going to be utopia.
There are other planets that look like that. Sign it
for that one next life, I'm going there next we
call it Earth is school man. It's hard, really tough
existence to be on planet Earth. Like we're saying what
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we were both saying, like suffering, trauma, abuse, darkness. You
think about all the horrible things that happened here, But
I don't what you said. You got the message that
it's for joy And I don't want to sidetrack on
this because I want I want to keep going. But
like if this Earth is to experience joy, then why
why do we? Why do you? Some people start off
with just awful situations And I don't really want to
get lost in that conversation, but it's like, you know,
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like if it is to be joy, then I guess
to have the contrast so you can know the joys.
You have to have the searing. I think we're all
on our own unique journeys and we go through every
single experience, whether it's apparel like trauma or a beautiful
triumph like you know, love and divine connection. It's all
to that contrast is to create more depth and awareness
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and evolution of our soul. And then you have to
have the awakening to understand the contrast. So you'll have
many awakenings. And it's like, you know, you awaken and
awaken and awaken and awaken if you're willing to do
the the do the work right and take that journey.
So Earth is school. Earth is brutal school. But it's yeah,
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but it's also meant to and we forget because there
is so much darkness here, just how much there is
to be enjoyed and what we create. Our lives are
our own kind of creation, you know, that quote. When
you change the way you look at things, the things
that you look at change. And so if you're looking
at your life through this lens of fear and sadness
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and scarcity and focusing, focusing, focusing on what's wrong, what's
wrong with you, what's wrong with your partner, what's wrong
with the country, you know, like that's what you're going
to feel and experience. But if you start to switch
your mindset of like what in your life is a
blessing and how how grateful you are every day to
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be in a human body that's healthy, and you focus
on you know, today I was, I have a really
busy schedule this week, Monday through Friday and back to back.
I don't like that feeling that was that's sort of
that hustleful Jessica, we left our an angel exactly left
her in Egypt, and I was journaling this morning and
I was like, you know, I can choose to create
a different story around this, that this is a that
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I can embrace this busy season of my life because
it's a stepping stone. Like everything I'm doing it simply
be with my company, with my agency, with my team,
with my book launch. But the paperback launch is all
for a greater good and a greater goal. And so
instead of feeling like a victim to my schedule this week,
which I've typically felt before, I can feel so grateful
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that I have all of these amazing things I get
to do every hour of the day to build towards
the bigger vision. And it's just it's a mindset switch,
and it's a practice, and it takes diligence, and I
and I just I'm so here for that shift and
it's already playing itself out, and I'm I'm a different person. Okay.
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So you went to isis and you got the downloads
about like enjoying, like nurturing, taking time. Okay, so then
what happens? Then you move on? Now we're going to
another I went to so many temples. I went to
Dara that was a big one. That was a big one,
had a light body activation in that temple. Explained to
people what that is, because I want everyone to know, like,
these things are for real. And that's why Jessica is
amazing because you can trust her. So when she tells
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you these experiences happen, believe them and know that there's
something higher that really is going on. Yes, it was
one of the most It was one of the most
significant experiences of my life. And I don't say that lately.
I believe you. So I went into this temple Dendera,
which is again the goddess of Hathor's temple, and this
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isn't a town called Abydos, which is really our close
to Abydos, which is one of the direct sort of
portals where a lot of sort of extraterrestrial supposedly like
life came down and started language and started life. And
you're really I really felt and an energetic, almost subconscious
level that I was in a place that was very
open when I went to this temple, and I went
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into a space by myself. At one point I put
my hand my whole body up against the wall because
I got a message to line up all my chakras,
like my chakra system, pressing it up against the wall,
which is just my whole body, my like sort of
spinal channel. And I, as I was breathing, saw felt
you know, your eyes are closed and it's sort of gray,
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it's dark. You don't see anything when your eyes are closed.
And in that moment, I saw a flash like a
white lightning flash of diamond white light, like a like
a lightning bowl of white light come just flashed like
inside my whole mind, body, spirit, body, like this white
light crashed through my body in the most beautiful way.
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I can't explain it anything other than that. And the
second that happened, within a matter of seconds, I started
hearing a chorus of voices and they were all kind
of there were female voices, and they were talking really
fast like this, and they were all wanting my attention,
and they were fighting for the attention like they wanted
me to hear them instead of the other one. Like
I never heard spirits speak to me like that. They
were ready, they have been ready, yes, And that's when
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they were like, Jessica, you need to embody your beauty
and you need to stop apologizing for how beautiful of
a person you are inside and out, and and to
take other women along with you to for them to
remember that too, and that you incarnated here as a
woman on purpose because you're a part of us. And
they were all goddess voices and they were saying, you're
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you have to live out this mission to be a
teacher of the feminine frequency, which is to enjoy your
life to live in bliss, to remember that it's a
pleasurable experience being in a human body, and that you
should make it your job every single day to interact
every single second of every human day of life you
have as a as a tribute to how fun being
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a human gets to be. And we're not humans, were
other deities and whatever we are, and we wish we
could enjoy what you get to enjoy. But we wish
they could have a human experience. They wish that they could.
I didn't say that, They said they wished for me
that I enjoyed it as much as they knew I
should enjoy it. M like, they know the full potential
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of enjoyment that's accessible, but we're just blocking it. Correct
And I just and then what ended up? This is
really crazy. I don't know if your audience to be
able to drop this in my podcast, drop it. I
walked out of that temple. I'm like yes, Like I'm
like so activated. I like get the information. I'm completely
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different if I walk out of that sachette, out of
that temple, Like I am a different female, Like I
have got us activation on lightness on. I've never felt
that in my life I didn't feeling could feel like, well,
you posted a reel with your partner that you went
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your friend that you went there with, and y'all were
like in a hallway dancing and all these outfit changes.
I felt your goddess energy activation. I was like there
and there it is queen and it wasn't like anything.
It was so sexy, but it was not. It's not
what we're talking about before. It was the goddess of sex.
It was like your inner female. It's like I feel it. Yes,
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you're feminine. You're just loving being in a feminine body.
There's nothing about it. It's it's just just enjoying yourself
because you're enjoying being in this body. That's it and
the powerfulness of it. Okay, so go ahead, so after
you come out, so I'll make a real long story short. Essentially,
what happened over the next twenty four hours is that
I got really sick um because what had happened in
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that temple was my light body, my soul. There's you know,
sort of our aura. We have our human body, which
is made of flesh and bone and blood and you know,
three D material. My light body is my soul. That
expanded so fast, so big, so quickly, that my human
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body didn't know what to do. My human kind of
couldn't reconcile it, and so I got physically sick. I
felt like I was going to you know, I could
barely walk, I could barely eat, I was achy. It
was a lot like totally my whole body shut down.
And then um, and then I went into my hotel
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bed that night, and I was shaking and shivering. I
just didn't feel right, and I knew what was happening
to me. It was kind of freaky, and it was
kind of cool, like all you're kind of like, this
is kind of I'm hearing in the world, like I'm
getting expanded, like my silf. Everything is shifting in my
body right now, myself changing, like I'm here for it.
That's so cool. And um, I I couldn't get myself
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to feel better. So I started a hum because the
vibration of humming and my body felt really soothing. And
then I had this sort of conscious thought to open
my mouth and make it more of like an audible
open mouth, like you know, noise, and then I started
speaking a language that I had never spoken before. You
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know what you were saying, like, could you feel what
the message was? It was really just pouring through me
like healing frequency like it's called light language is technically
what it's called it. It's not like like a ray
of light just kind of shining through your body, and
it's going through it's speaking vibration and noise that kind
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of goes up and down, up and down your body.
That is just really intended to be healing. Could you
remember it or was it just so a spirit thing
moving through you? It was a spirit thing moving through
me like I had. I couldn't tell you what it
sounded kind of crazy. I almost wanted to like record it.
I know, I was gonna wonder if you did. But
you say so in the moment, You're like, I see
it in the moment instead. I wasn't had that thought too.
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It's like, don't just pressed play. But then yeah, be
in your head about it exactly. And I didn't want
to be in my head about it. And really you
made the right choice, I know, but I wouldn't. That
moment was for me. And then after after that experience
at Dendera, because I was so um raw, I was
so raw after that fast like you had gone through battle. Literally,
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you're like shedding. This is like you like shedding a
layer like you are. This is your like getting out
of it, Yes, a big layer. What light work is about,
it's it's work work. You know. It's not all like
love light and you know, positive vibes hashtag. It's it's
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really hard work to put yourself through and and sometimes
you don't even put yourself through it. Something bigger will
put you through it. And then you just have to
face it and allow yourself to feel uncomfortable, whether that's emotionally, mentally,
or physically. And that's the upgrade, you know, that's the
upgrade because on the other side of that discomfort and
by the way, that's the only place we grow is
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outside of our comfort zones. On the other side of
that is the neck version of you. I whether it's
a spiritual pilgrimage you go on it to Egypt, or
it's just an uncomfortable conversation that you are finally willing
to have with the best friend. Like, on the other
side of that is a new version of yourself that's wiser,
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that's more empowered, that's more embodied, that's more confident, that's lighter,
that's more in alignment. Oh, I'm having such a visual
to like the comfort zone. So here you are in
the comfort zone and this like little holding spot, like
your little happy little bubble, and literally you get you
feel it. Everyone knows it. When you're in your comfort
zone and you start feeling uncomfortable and you've gotta make
a move. You either get that choice where it's like
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you stay in your comfort zone, but you actually don't
even stay. If you stay in your cover zone, you
kind of go backwards, you kind of even take a
step back. You downgrade, like if you get the message
to upgrade, because your body is saying you gotta move,
you gotta ship, you gotta go, but you're like no, no,
no, no no, no, no no, buck that I'm not doing this,
like pump the brakes. I'm staying safe and cozy. You're
what you will actually downgrade by default because that the
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comfort is no longer there. It is now gone because
it is time to grow. So if you choose not
to grow, you are going backwards. And if you do grow,
it is going to be uncomfortable for a minute, but
then you get to the other side. So really you're
not staying safe at all. If you stay in your
cover zone, you will be having a much more difficult life.
Do you know that help snaps? I mean you know
that quote by A Niasnn. It's one of my favorite quotes,
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and it says, the risk that it takes to remain
tightly wound in the bud is more painful than the
risk it takes to bloom. So you're gonna either stay
small stuck trying to keep it all in, keep it
all so tight. You gotta keep You have all sorts
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of health issues and you have all sorts of life
issues because you're just like so intense on your comfort bubble.
That's not real because it's not there. It's gone. I
mean literally, it's not it's a figment of your false
reality that you think you're living in and you're programming.
And then you have the other option, which is to
fully open, and it's vulnerable and you don't know, and
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you have to lead the way. And that's why it's
gary too there. That's why you everyone listening needs to
walk into Jessica's leg because you are actually a guide
for us. Because it is so when you are on
these spiritual journeys, you need guides like you really do
you need trusted guides, whether that's in the form of
authors like speakers. You go to retreat like you have
a whole brand agency, but you have to find people
(40:31):
who are giving you the really honest, good information because
it's overwhelming because you're the only one doing it, you know,
like you're breaking ground. Thank you. I mean again, I
just feel so clear that it it's it's yes, it's
my assignment, but it's to take other people as many
people who are willing at least, you know, with with me.
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And I'm a constant student of others and I'm a
student of what I'm learning in my own work every
single day. And I just think that to your point,
there is sort of rising tied and people wanting to
be more spiritually connected, more awake, more in alignment than
ever before. People are more interested in the women you're
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calling in are like on this spiritual journey whatever that
looks like for them, and we just we need to
we need to find each other, you know, we need
to show up and we need to connect. And the
only way we get to connect is if we show up.
And so I'm really, you know, all all in on
that mission and I'm just so grateful that I was
(41:36):
able to to go to Egypt, because was one huge
initiation for me. Like I was, it was a really
painful year. What was the hardest part just I reached
burnout with my company and big part of that had
to do with just me being out of alignment with
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the role I was playing. I had some staffing changes.
You know, I run a team of twenty five people,
and I was in the weeds last year. And I'm
not meant to be in the weeds. I'm meant to
be above it, like the visionary, like the queen, like
the light like I'll just say that that's my highest
amplaintment time, and it's you know, just as alignment because
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you are a great queen, and you are a great visionary,
and you are for the higher goods, so it is
wonderful for you to plan. I'm just gonna give you
the confidence to fully plan that all the time, because
we need queens who are of this frequency. Thank you.
And in my own in my own universe right yes,
that I've created here at my company. I started my
business as a one woman army six years ago, and
(42:41):
for the last six years straight, I have hustled I've
worked so fucking hard, like seven to some degree, and
have not really made a lot of space for joy,
for fun, for pleasure, for stillness, for all these things
that these goddesses told me in Egypt, like Jessica, you've
(43:02):
got it backwards, girl, like this is now your time
to shift into really powerful which isn't that it's this
feminine frequency And I'm like, okay, got it. So I'm
really again proud of this last six years and is
kind of the straw that broke the back, Like I
can't go back to that way of being. I just
(43:23):
I'll probably slip into it because you know, hashtag life
and it gets busy. But I know things now that
I didn't know before, and I know them in my body.
I don't just know them in my mind. I know
it's it's the truth. That's a true, it's an okay.
So then what happened in the Pyramids, because that was
your your big crescendo. Yeah, that's oh you really listen
to that pot I went deep diamond. I was like
blue to it. It was so I honestly was like
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visualizing this fool experience I was with you in my mind.
It was so amazing. So the final day is sort
of the the culmination where you where you go. We
went to the Great Pyramid. We went to the top
of the Great Pyramid, into the King's chamber, and we
went at like four in the morning. So it's typically
a massive tourist site with thousands of people all at
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once trying to get up there. And we got private
access and we were in a group of eighteen people.
And so we get up there at four or five
in the morning. We all are standing in a circle.
It's pitch black. We are chanting home Um over and
over as a group for like an hour, right, So
we were really able to drop in and and this was,
(44:29):
you know, on the fifteenth day, after I had been
to all of these temples and I told you two
stories out of like ten major stories, right, and there
there we are in this final activation, and they say
that the Great Pyramid is is the direct line that
the biggest opening on the whole entire planet instantly, yeah,
(44:51):
into the galact into the universe, into the universe, into
the stars and all of the life and potentiality that
lives there, and how planet Earth was able to sort
of connect with it. And you're standing right there at
that spot, and I just I broke down crying. I
have never really cried like that. And the reason why
(45:13):
I felt called and and had, you know, was overwhelmed
with sobbing tears was sort of two sided. One was
just fully feeling universal love, like divine, cosmic love, that
I was being held in that depth of that experience
(45:37):
of infinite love. And I've cried so hard because I
have never felt so fucking loved. You just felt so
loved just so what like what do you mean just
surrounded by the whole universe of love, like you're all
a part of it. Like it's just like you are
so intricately woven into this web of beautiful life. The yes,
(46:00):
that it's that I am, I'm worthy of that love,
I am a part of that love. That love is endless,
that love is always available, that love is constantly with
me and around me and a part of me and
is me, and I I just I couldn't help but
do anything but cry because you're overflowing, overflowing with that
(46:23):
like pure deep when I think when you're infinite black
but like beautiful oneness love. That's what I felt in
that pyramid, Like that's the truth of the whole universe
is that feeling. And I also cried a sense of
(46:45):
grief being in this life, knowing how often I reject
that or I don't allow it fully in or don't
believe that I deserve it, and whether I push it
away from a beautiful thing someone says to me, like
you or my own husband or you know, like just
love coming at us and always all the time, and
how we just are so fucking blind to it, and
(47:07):
we just shield it up like nope, nope, nope, nope, nope,
not coming in, like blocking ourselves from everything, including love exactly.
And love is the ultimate reason why we're all here,
m hm. And So when I walked out of that pyramid,
my heart was so cracked open and I haven't been
(47:32):
the same person since. Like my heart, my soul feels
on fire in the best way. My heart is so open,
I feel everything. I cry far more often. I couldn't
stop crying for days after that, just like every little thing,
like happy, sad. I just cried, cried, cried. It was
so beautiful to feel my own emotions like that, and
it changed me, like that pyramid, getting a taste of
(47:55):
it and access point to that in that pyramid, in
that chamber is life, life saving, life saving? Last question,
leave your light. What do you want people to know? Goodness?
I want people to know that. Um, they are so
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powerful and so needed, and every single one of us
has a light inside of us. And we're not meant
to stand alone as a a candle. We're meant to
light other candles. And every single person touches people, no
matter how big or small your brand, your platform, your business,
your circle is. We all touch lives and therefore have
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the ability to change lives based on who we are.
And every single person has a responsibility to shine, to
shine their light, especially women. And that's it's because it's
our time, it's our collective time, and we don't get
to choose it. It's it's it's our responsibility. Okay, Jessica's Wegg,
(49:02):
you have a new book, you have a work with
coming out to your book be coming out like next
actually when this podcast area will be so everyone. If
you haven't read the book be yet, you've got to
get it. And then your companion workbook is coming out.
Check it out. Jessica's Wegg. Follow you on Instagram for
all of the goodness. If you need a branding agency
and coaches, Jessica as your girl. So thank you so
much for coming on. You are just the greatest. I
(49:24):
love you so much. I can't wait see you, Nashville.
I'm going to see you so soon, and thank you
for having me back on. I love you like all
of the love. I shine it right back to you.
So freaky mutual. You're one of my favorite people. I
feel listening about you. Okay, love you live right
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