July 17, 2024 • 50 mins
In this episode ChatGPT takes the wheel and asks great questions to our hosts. Both funny and intimate. Will they answer truthfully? Let's find out.
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Speaker 1 (00:00):
On today's episode of The Super Secret Bestie.
Speaker 2 (00:03):
Club, I've only halfway, do you?
Speaker 3 (00:06):
Once truths are revealed for the first time.
Speaker 2 (00:11):
I knew this was gonna make us fight.
Speaker 3 (00:13):
Well, I mean, did you have a crush on.
Speaker 2 (00:17):
Kind of Maya?
Speaker 3 (00:19):
He was my boyfriend?
Speaker 2 (00:20):
How was I supposed to know?
Speaker 3 (00:23):
He had his tongue down my throat and.
Speaker 2 (00:25):
He had his tongue down mine.
Speaker 3 (00:28):
Stay tuned, gain here.
Speaker 4 (00:37):
My name is Curly and I'm Maya, and welcome to
The Super Secret Bestie Club podcast. A super secret club
where we talk about super secret things.
Speaker 3 (00:47):
Yeah, like secrets that are super That's what it is.
Speaker 1 (00:50):
In each episode we'll talk about love, friendship, heartbreaks, men,
and of course our favorite secrets. Get in here.
Speaker 2 (01:03):
Welcome back to another episode of the Super Secret Bestia
Club Podcast. That intro is inspired by, Oh okay, so
Curly when I was sitting next to him through my
entire BuzzFeed career. Now I'm realizing with much research, they
are called stems, the STMs, and they're vocal stems that
(01:25):
you just repeat. So Curly had a couple and one
of them was recreating the trailer for the Oprah interview
with Whitney Houston.
Speaker 3 (01:36):
Yeah, and I used to do it, so it was
so good, you have to do it now.
Speaker 1 (01:40):
Well, I mean I was better because I haven't watched
it in years, but I remember I saw it for
the first time and I was it must have been
twenty three years old, and I remember being like, I'm
leaving work early to watch this interview, like I have
to see Oprah asking Whitney, because the trailer for it
was like Oprah and then like it would fade out
and they would fade back in Whitney and it would
(02:00):
fade out, fade back in and be like it would
be Oprah being like did you do drugs? And then
it would fade out and then it would be like
did Bobby ever hit you? And then it would like
fade out again, and then it ended with like Whitney
being like I thought I asked my strike and it's
like Oprah this Wednesday.
Speaker 2 (02:20):
And he would do it all the time.
Speaker 1 (02:23):
Yeah, which, by the way, go on YouTube it you
can still find it. It still exists. I'm kind of
like a third right now, Like it's really like it's
kind of spot on.
Speaker 2 (02:35):
It's really good. It's really good. So in this episode,
we asked chat GBT we each separately asked chat gbt
to come up with a list of questions of truth
questions to ask each other. Yes, so Curly has his
list of questions that I have not seen, and I
(02:56):
have my list of questions that he's not seen, and
we're going to answer these. And these are, like, you know,
some of them are juicy, mine. I feel like you're
gonna be like Disney Channel esque, because like I kept
asking mine over and over again, give me some like
juicy shocking questions. And it was like, if you could
have dinner with any cent, who would it be? And
(03:19):
it was like, what's the most bizarre lie you've ever told?
Speaker 3 (03:23):
Like, yeah, yeah, I have the same question. That's one
of mine. Okay, let's see.
Speaker 1 (03:32):
We also both are using chat GBT, but I think
Maya has a more expensive version and mine is like
three dollars like a month or something, but.
Speaker 2 (03:40):
I upgraded to like the four point zero one that's
supposed to be really good. So whatever. So, yes, we're
gonna be asking each other, asking each other these questions.
And when we're asking each other these questions, we want
you guys also to answer. You can also play this
with your bestie. This is kind of similar to the
other game show that like episode that we had in
(04:01):
the past. So let's get started. Welcome Jod truth or truth?
Are you a truther? Are you a liar? Are you is?
I don't know.
Speaker 1 (04:12):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (04:13):
Are you gonna tell us what's really on your mind?
Speaker 1 (04:15):
Or are you going to keep it a secret like
the rest of your oh lies?
Speaker 3 (04:24):
Are you gonna be truthful for once in your life?
Speaker 2 (04:27):
Becky Becky? Becky's like, what.
Speaker 1 (04:34):
Are you gonna tell the truth for once in your life?
Juana whatever we used.
Speaker 2 (04:38):
To say, she doesn't have to She can lie if
she wants to. Free I have my friend, my friend
and Helica, she like has a sister named Juana, and
she's from Texas and she has this beautiful, beautiful like
textan Chicana accent, and she was like and then I
(04:58):
was like with Juana, I was like really wanna really
And it just kind of like scratched out the brains
in a way where we're like, oh, we need to
say that now for the rest.
Speaker 1 (05:09):
We literally were like in the backseat of this car
we had just landed and she picked us up at
the airport and she goes, really wanna think you just
repeat it.
Speaker 3 (05:21):
I think you just in real time.
Speaker 2 (05:25):
Yeah, she was like, I'm so seriously like a baby.
It's so satisfying.
Speaker 1 (05:35):
You literally like said it out loud and it's cracking up.
Speaker 3 (05:39):
I don't think I would have noticed.
Speaker 1 (05:40):
It other if it wasn't for you, I think it
would have gone over my head.
Speaker 3 (05:45):
We just never stopped.
Speaker 2 (05:47):
Wanna. We haven't said it for a while. We need
to do that bestI thing on them. TikTok. That's like,
this is what you say when that one time.
Speaker 3 (05:56):
We need to do that. We have a lot of
them want to.
Speaker 2 (06:05):
So funny.
Speaker 3 (06:06):
I'm du I'm so dope. My first question for you
is first question, the first.
Speaker 1 (06:16):
Question, and it kind of into I kind of asked
you this a little bit earlier too, But have you
ever had a crush on a friend's significant other?
Speaker 3 (06:27):
Be honest questions?
Speaker 2 (06:30):
That's literally have you read a crush on a friend
certificate utter other? I'nt that question from a crush on
a friend significant other?
Speaker 1 (06:44):
Yes, yeah, well spill as much as you can.
Speaker 2 (06:48):
I don't remember, but it was. It wasn't recently. I
don't really remember specifically, but I think it was definitely
when I was in elementary school. Or high school, like
having crushes on my best because here's the thing is,
my best friend's boyfriend was actually my best friend, and
(07:13):
I just like somehow was the middleman and hooked them up.
So was he really yours at first? Or was he
mine at first?
Speaker 1 (07:22):
Yeah, Ashley, that's that's real. So yeah, I feel like
for me personally, I feel like I would get crushes
on not only my friend's significant others, but sometimes also
my friends at the same time. Like I would get
crushes like on the couple, like I would be Like
(07:44):
I felt like like I had one situation when I
was younger that I one of my best friends and
like her partner, Like I felt like when I was
with them, I felt like I kind of fulfilled both
needs of being with Like it's almost like they were
one person, and I felt like I like liked being
with both of them out all the time. Like the
(08:06):
guy like kind of like was kind of like took
care of us in a way, you know what I mean,
Like we knew that if we needed help lifting something heavy,
or if we needed anything, like, he would be there
to help us. And then me and her were like
the girlies and we could go off and escape and
be like see you later. And I just always loved
like just being with them, and so like I didn't
(08:29):
like covet them in that way. I've never I don't
think I've ever had I don't think I've ever coveted
anybody's like significant other. I don't think I've ever looked
at someone's boyfriend and been like, oh my god, I
would fuck them so harder. I want to fuck them,
or I want to like do like all these things
with them. Like I can look at somebody and go like, Wow,
they have a really handsome boyfriend or they're really like cute.
(08:50):
But I can't think of like me being like, oh
I want it, you know, mm.
Speaker 2 (08:56):
Hmm, Okay, next one. I have a next one. Have
you ever had a crush on a teacher or a
friend's parent?
Speaker 1 (09:04):
Oh my god, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, so
a teacher.
Speaker 2 (09:10):
What teacher was it?
Speaker 3 (09:12):
Oh?
Speaker 5 (09:12):
Man?
Speaker 1 (09:13):
So many I went to in my high school. A
lot of our teachers were like kind of like young
guys in their late twenties and their early thirties, and
they were like very dudish, like sporty, Like I had
a crush on mister Mena like Latin Mexican guy, his
best friend like beautiful bone structure, his best friend, like
mister Blasco, like beautiful Filipino guy, like bone structure. To
(09:35):
the gods, mister Ben's was like this like cool bearded
white guy.
Speaker 2 (09:39):
So yes, so the whole faculty. Actually, you're not wrong.
The whole podcast. The whole podcast is just your listing,
like yeah, mister Martin and.
Speaker 1 (09:55):
Mister oh my god, and then parents and it's like, yeah,
I used to be like your dad's hot, like oh,
and I like it's crazy because I was like just yeah,
and then now that I think about him, like that's
so gross. Like if somebody talks about my dad or
someone like, I'd be like, right, yeah, out of here,
(10:15):
what about you?
Speaker 2 (10:16):
Oh yeah, for sure, like my math teacher. And I
don't remember if he was in uh not elementary school,
middle school, or high school. He was so hot. A
lot of girls had crushes on him, and one girl
even like tried to like put it on him, for sure,
and he had to like report her and like report it.
(10:37):
And I think he just like left is that this
isn't that shitty when you're like so hot that like
people literally will throw themselves on you and you have
to like leave because you're hot.
Speaker 1 (10:46):
Yeah, that's crazy. That happens to me a lot too. Oh,
I mean not the same.
Speaker 2 (10:51):
I was gonna say, how did how does it anyway
a parent? I think maybe for a second because my
my best friend's dad got an ear piercing uh huh,
And I thought that was cute for like a second,
and then I was like, actually, don't but I think
(11:13):
not really, I don't. I don't think any of the parents.
Speaker 1 (11:17):
No. I feel like I have always, for most of
my life have liked older men who are hairy, so
like I remember I was in one of my friends Kevintinnetas,
and I walked in and her it was time for practice,
and her dad was like chilling on the couch and
he had like, I guess, the.
Speaker 3 (11:34):
Most beautiful hairy chat right, And I was like.
Speaker 1 (11:39):
Pack the windows like the like cups burst, the windows broke,
like it was just gay scream, Like my gay soul
just exploded into ten thousand pounds of glittering confetti, and
I just was just so happy.
Speaker 2 (11:56):
Was that like the first moment that like that kind
of accessory made you feel this way?
Speaker 1 (12:02):
It wasn't the first moment, But I certainly don't think
I had ever seen it like that in person, Like
nobody in my family's like that hairy. Not that my family.
That's kind of gross. Like there was nobody that like
I had ever seen up close like that that was
like a hairy man.
Speaker 3 (12:18):
So it was.
Speaker 1 (12:19):
Like, like, where who are you? And I loved him
for forever, like I just was like he's so he's
so hot, you know, And now I'm like, that's like
my thing, Like I'm older and I love Harry Men,
Like that's totally my my vibe. But okay, next aside
from that awkwardness, next question, what's the biggest lie you've
ever told? I know you have this one too, what's
(12:45):
the bigs? But I do want to know, like what's
the biggest lie? But or have you Have you ever
had like a really big lie that you just couldn't
like talk about and then and did you ever get.
Speaker 2 (12:56):
Caught a really big lie that I that I got caught.
Speaker 1 (13:05):
Or did you ever get caught? It is a question.
Speaker 2 (13:06):
Oh yeah, I would. I would when I was little,
I would definitely lie about this is really bad. I
apologize whatever. I would definitely like because I like hated
my brother so much. I would like I was playing
we were playing Power Rangers and I accidentally need myself
(13:27):
in the face. My nose was bleeding, and they're like,
what happened? May. I was like, di'angelo did it. He
got in trouble for it.
Speaker 1 (13:33):
Wow.
Speaker 3 (13:35):
There are several.
Speaker 2 (13:36):
Things that like I did for sure and been like
D'Angelo did it, and he's like I did.
Speaker 3 (13:43):
I did it.
Speaker 2 (13:44):
But it was not for nothing. It was not for
nothing because you know, I was getting I was getting
back at him for something he had did to me.
He had done to me and I was like, well fine,
you like because he would push me, would hit me,
I would scratch him like we were getting We would.
We practically were like sisters. We would fight like sisters. Yeah,
(14:05):
like you know.
Speaker 1 (14:06):
Just like say, like brothers, but like sisters.
Speaker 2 (14:09):
No, it would fight like sisters because we both like, yeah,
we're brothers sister for sure. But like there was no
level of like you're a girl, I have to like
you know, you're you, I have to protect you. There
was like I'm gonna fuck your ship up. And I
would be like too.
Speaker 1 (14:25):
So you know, whenever I see the siblings have brothers,
like that though they're little like less afraid of shit
because they've already been, they've already fought with somebody.
Speaker 2 (14:35):
I grew up with all boys. Yeah, I grew up
with my two other boy cousins, and we would all
they would wrestle. We were into wrestling, like we'd watch
w W back then was w w F but now
it's WWE. That shows my age a little bit. Yeah,
and we would all like fight and stuff and that's
(14:56):
just what it was because we would be watched by
my nanny who would have my nanny watch six grand
six children and be like she would be asleep half
the time or cleaning, and whenever things got too rough
or we would come and crying, her approach that would
work every time. She would say cut your shit out,
(15:18):
and we would cut our shit out, damn. But I would.
I would definitely like lie about that stuff. And then
there were times that my mom would be like, did
you lie? Did you lie? I'd be like, yeah, I did.
I lied about it, and I lied about this, and
that definitely like messed up my brother psychologically. But hey
and I for an eye right, yeah, oh yeah, we're
(15:42):
both in like deep deep therapy and like you messed
me up. Bro, you messed me up, sister. So sorry,
But anything like after that, like in real life, I
don't think so, because I always knew that it would
come back around, the truth would always be revealed, and
(16:03):
it's just hard to keep up a lie, I feel like,
and I think I saw that in movies, where it's
like in movies where somebody just kept keeping up a
lie and then like it, you know, it all comes
crumbling down.
Speaker 3 (16:16):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (16:16):
Like I think that's why I've never lied to you.
I've never lied. I'm like George Washington. There's like the
(16:41):
George Washington Sorry, Like George Washington never told a lie.
Then his father asked him if he took the acts
of the Apple Tree, you never heard that story.
Speaker 2 (16:49):
Nobody would know if he lied or not.
Speaker 3 (16:50):
Yeah, that was that was the story that he was.
Like when George Washington white.
Speaker 2 (16:56):
Man saying he's never lied, Yeah, fucky right, bro.
Speaker 1 (17:00):
But like so I feel like I'm not I'm not
really a big liar, but I'm certainly very picky with
what information I share because I feel like I want
to protect people sometimes, and I feel like that is
that can be seen as toxic as well, right, because
(17:20):
I'll be like, well, I don't want to tell you
that I saw this or I heard this because I
know it's going to fuck you up, and I don't
want to, like, you know, unless we have that dynamic
where you're like I want to know everything, Like then like, okay,
I'll tell you everything you know, But like for the
most part, I'm not really I don't really care and
(17:42):
I have I'm kind of like a little bit more
of like an anxious person already. So it's really hard
for me to carry guilt. And it's hard for me
to carry a lot of emotions without asking people to
help me process them, you know what I mean. So
I don't I can't lie.
Speaker 2 (18:00):
Yeah, it's like it's like acting to lie. It's like
really like I think everybody has those moments where it's
like there's two roads where you can either actually lie
about this thing or not, And it just takes so
much more energy to lie about something and you have
to like keep up a facade. And I'm just not
(18:21):
that great of an actor honestly, Like I'll forget. I
forget everything that I say as soon as I say.
Speaker 3 (18:26):
It too, you know.
Speaker 2 (18:29):
Okay, next question, what's the most embarrassing thing you've been caught.
Speaker 3 (18:34):
Doing besides masturbating? What do you mean, Like, what's the
embarrassing to you?
Speaker 2 (18:41):
Yeah, what's the most embarrassing thing you've ever been caught doing?
Speaker 1 (18:44):
I think my mom, I don't know if she saw,
I'm assuming she saw, but she walked in on me
like masturbating when I was young. It was like a teenager,
I think, maybe like thirteen, and I had just discovered
masturbation and I would just do it everywhere.
Speaker 2 (19:00):
And she cracked a towel in half.
Speaker 3 (19:02):
And then she cracked a Tell enough, I always tell people.
Speaker 1 (19:04):
I'm like, I didn't realize that like things like that,
like semen or things that like had had a smell
or had had a color like or had a texture
that only adults would know, like kids don't know that,
I guess, or younger people who don't know that or whatever.
So you know, I was like jizzing on everything in
my bedroom grows and I just was like whatever, And
(19:28):
I just pictured my mom being like exactly what that mom?
And bridesmaid says, You're like, which is I cracked?
Speaker 2 (19:35):
It cracked a towel in half in half. Everything's sticky?
Speaker 1 (19:41):
Yeah, everything is like the only way that I can
describe it is like, do you know when like paper mache?
Everything turned into paper mache? Like, everything turns into like
have you seen people who don't put motion on their
on their elbows and they have like reptile skin, Like
it's just like flaky. Right here, everything turns into that texture.
(20:05):
It's rough. It's rough out here. But what about me?
What would you say?
Speaker 2 (20:10):
Oh my gosh, I feel like I've said this before.
I was like nineteen and I invited my boyfriend over
and we were playing like a video game, but we
were like in the bed, maybe we're like baking out
or something. And one of my I don't remember if
(20:31):
it was my dad and my mom walked in and
we like flipped the the like sheets over. We're like,
we're just playing a game. But then I remember hearing
my parents talking later like she should not be in
her room. They were under the covers. The door was open.
I'm like, you told us to keep the door opens.
The door was open under the doors. Yeah, we're under
(20:57):
the covers.
Speaker 3 (20:57):
So then you heard your parents walk up and you
guys jumped out of the cover.
Speaker 2 (21:00):
Yeah, we droped out on the covers and.
Speaker 3 (21:02):
You thought your parents were going to see that. What
was the plan planned?
Speaker 2 (21:09):
Where were a teenage horn dog?
Speaker 3 (21:13):
Yeah, no plan there.
Speaker 2 (21:15):
You're not thinking, You're not thinking of anything.
Speaker 3 (21:18):
You're like, they're not going to see us.
Speaker 2 (21:19):
Into the blankets we were, and then we would be
like making out in but like moving the controller around
to sound like we were like playing the game. There's
just you know, I know when I have children, I
am going to get it back bad.
Speaker 3 (21:35):
I know.
Speaker 2 (21:37):
There was just a time in my life from like
eighteen to twenty one that I was just like really
really like, I don't give a fuck anymore. I've always
been the good girl. I've always been respectful, I've always
done everything every you know, I'm exhausted, I'm tired. Now
I'm gonna flip my shit and I'm going to like
(21:58):
be a bad girl. Yeah, but it wasn't even like
bad girl, and she was just kind of like being
a little scandalous. But yeah, I think actually would think
we were like and we were like, yeah.
Speaker 3 (22:13):
Like try humping each other.
Speaker 2 (22:16):
So so.
Speaker 1 (22:18):
Oh my god, and you're like, well, yeah, of course,
well at that age we were how old are you?
Speaker 2 (22:24):
I was nineteen. It was literally we.
Speaker 3 (22:26):
Had just been nineteen years old, you were, oh.
Speaker 2 (22:29):
Yeah, this was my first this was our first time
ever anything at all.
Speaker 1 (22:35):
Oh well didn't yeh at that point, you're nineteen years old,
I probably would have been there.
Speaker 3 (22:38):
When she's nineteen, she should be rubbing up on other people.
Speaker 1 (22:41):
Like what do you mean? Like if you came to
me and you were like, I caught my kid making
out with like her friend, her little friend, and they
were grinding in their bed, and I'm like, how old
is your kid? I'd be like, girl, she's nineteen, this
is what she should be doing it.
Speaker 2 (22:56):
Oh I know, Oh my god. And then we took
a picture. We took a picture like we were both
laying in a bed like this, and I put it
as like my profile picture, and somebody wrote to my mom.
Her friend and one of her friends was like, she's
not a virgin anymore. And I was like, why would
you say that, She's like because they're laying in a
bed together. They took a picture together in the bed.
Speaker 1 (23:18):
I hate that. But you're also side where you're you're
considered an adult at that point, like you're nineteen years old.
Speaker 2 (23:22):
Well, nineteen years old, yeah.
Speaker 1 (23:24):
Yeah, Like even if you weren't a virgin, Like who
gives a shit? First of all? Number one, disgusting that
you are thinking about whether or not I'm a virgin.
A Number two like even if I was by nineteen,
I was already like girl by nineteen.
Speaker 2 (23:37):
Yes, that's why at the time I like flipped my
ship because it was a time when and I've talked
about this with my mom, Like my mom was like,
she she is a public figure. She's always been a
public figure since like ever, and so people have always
really looked at my life and my brother's life with
like like a microscope and like been very much like
(23:59):
what do you guys, what are you guys follow Are
you guys following her footsteps? Are you guys doing this?
And that? So anything I would do that was bad,
they would come to her, share it to her and
be like did you see she's doing this? Or did
you see blah bla blah blah. So it felt really invasive.
So I was like, you know what, fine, then yeah,
I'm sleeping with this man.
Speaker 1 (24:19):
Putting it on my default on my Space and calling
it a day.
Speaker 2 (24:22):
That wasn't even the worst of it. That was not
even the worse of it.
Speaker 1 (24:26):
What is something about yourself that you think I don't know.
Speaker 2 (24:30):
Oh ooh, this is good. This's a good question. Okay,
chat GBT popped off at that she got a little scandalous. Uh.
I think I think you don't know the level of
messy I am, like like with stuff with like with
(24:51):
the I think you know a surface level, but I
don't think you know as as like I'm I'm truly
like a messy, messy girl.
Speaker 1 (25:00):
Yeah, I think I have an idea because of the
way you're like, no, I know, Yeah, I think I
have an idea because the way that you don't like
let me come over, like you know what I mean, Like.
Speaker 2 (25:10):
That's like that one time to not use the bathrooms.
It was so gross.
Speaker 1 (25:15):
Oh yeah, it's a big deal. I think like using
the bathroom is like.
Speaker 2 (25:19):
It was because it was so it was like I
was in between trips, and I like when you get
depressed and you you stop like showering or brushing your teeth.
Not that I didn't know. I mean sometimes I'll do
it and stop cleaning and stop like and then you
like are out of your depression bubble and then you
have to like clean again. It's like you caught me
(25:41):
in in between time.
Speaker 3 (25:44):
Yeah, but I.
Speaker 2 (25:45):
Feel sorry about that.
Speaker 3 (25:46):
Oh no, it's fine. I don't care.
Speaker 1 (25:48):
I just think like when somebody needs to use the
restroom really bad, like it's kind of no, but you had.
Speaker 2 (25:53):
It, there was another one, there was another you could
have used a te's bathroom.
Speaker 1 (25:59):
Oh I wasn't. I was gonna go hang at it,
knock on another rest.
Speaker 3 (26:03):
That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (26:04):
That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (26:05):
That's like, but I think that's what I had the
first hint of being like, oh I think it might
be like bad enough that my best friend would be
like you can't be here, you know.
Speaker 3 (26:15):
Like that.
Speaker 2 (26:16):
But that was like it just and who knows about
the level of we just all have like these uh,
like I struggle sometimes with being able to keep things clean,
like not that they're like super sanitary, not that anything
is like gross or bacteria. It's just kind of like
the clutter of it. And it's like okay with me,
(26:36):
because I think I had a level of like something
where I was just like not feeling happy with it.
That was the time when I was really really just
distraught and sad and just like was hitting a low
low and was like okay, like I remember I used
to have a lot of people over in my house
all the time, and then when I just hit like
a little depression bubble, it just you know, you you
(27:00):
you kind of blend in with the mess because you're like, whatever,
it's fine for me. And then when somebody's like, actually,
can I come over or I am at your house,
and you're like, oh, yeah, I know you.
Speaker 1 (27:16):
Well, thank you for sharing that vulnerability, because it's very vulnerable,
and I think it's something that a lot of people
actually deal with. I think that it's a lot more
common these days as well, because I do feel like
it's so easy to access things now in a lot
of ways that it's easy to look up and be
like how did I have? Why do I have so
many things in my place? Like even me now, like
(27:38):
I don't have room for stuff. Like somebody gave me
a goodie bag for something, and I was like, I
don't have stuff for this goodie bag, Like where do
I Where do I put all this? You know, like
it was like a T shirt and like lotion and
like and then I'm like where would I where so
I get it? Like I feel like for me, mine
(28:00):
would be like I don't know that I understand how
hard I am on myself, But I don't know that
you understand how hard I am on myself.
Speaker 5 (28:07):
Not me about to cry, No, I know, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 2 (28:15):
We can only everyone can only like understand to their
extent of knowledge of how hard they are on themselves. Yeah, yeah,
and it's hard to like, yeah, so I can see that.
Speaker 1 (28:25):
Yeah, I definitely feel like, you know, like even small
things like I was telling you that I was talking
to one of my old bosses that I from when
he was my boss when I was twenty two, and
I was joking about how I was a terrible assistant
and he was like, you were my best assistant, Like
you were so good, Like you're a hard worker, and
I wish I were home, like you know, kind of
(28:47):
being like damn, I don't even let myself have those
moments of being like you're you're a decent assistant, like
you're not the worst. You kind of you'll fuck up,
like everybody sucks up, but you're not the worst. But
in my head, I'm like I'm the worst, Like you
don't want to hire me as an assistant, you know
what I mean? Like, so I definitely think like that's
(29:09):
something that I'm not sure that people understand because I
don't even understand that either, Like I don't really have
anything like that. I hide because, like I said, like
I think that I don't have the emotional capacity to
carry things alone, so I don't. It's very foreign to
me when people are like I held onto that secret
for decades, I'm like of themselves, you know, I'm like,
(29:33):
how you're how did you with other people's secrets? I
can hold forever, but when it's my shit, I'm like,
I gotta tell you, like I gotta like, I gotta break,
you know.
Speaker 3 (29:41):
I think that that's just.
Speaker 1 (29:42):
Something that I don't think people understand, do you know
what I mean? Like, I don't think I've like a
lot of times people look at me and go like,
oh my god, you seem like the most confident, And
I'm like, I'm confident, but I think that I'm you
can be confident, but you can also be hard on yourself,
you know what I mean. Like I can be like, no,
I think I can do that job, and then you
do it, Like you know, let's say, like no, I
(30:02):
can so address for you. I could make you address
from scratch, Like I can look at your your your body.
Speaker 2 (30:10):
What makes you want to cry?
Speaker 1 (30:13):
Right, but then like I'll make it and I'll think
it's the worst dress ever.
Speaker 2 (30:17):
It's crazy because you're so.
Speaker 1 (30:19):
Like we're gonna cry or like like I under.
Speaker 2 (30:26):
I like it makes me so sad, not like oh
I'm just sad to hear that, but like I have
a level of understanding of how hard I've seen little
I've seen little moments, just like you've seen little moments
for me, like where you're like, oh, like huh, it
makes you turn your head a little bit more like
this is deeper than they're allowing me to see, or
(30:48):
like this is like a little it just like makes
your head go hmmm.
Speaker 1 (30:53):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (30:53):
And it's just like so wild because you work so
hard and you're so caring and like you're my mom calls,
like she says, I have like these tentacles of like
caring and like you know about other people or about
things that I'm doing, whatever, and you're spread out so
(31:13):
far to everyone, and I feel like it's just crazy
because you just are so to me, like you're you're perfect,
Like you don't know noss like you like and I
get it that like you know, you are hard on
yourself because you've had a life. You've lived many different lives,
(31:36):
so I can understand that. I almost want to be
like you're safe now, yeah, Like you're here now, you're safe,
Like it's it's okay, you have a soft place to land.
You have so many people around you that can validate
or invalidate those thoughts that you're having that make you
spiral like it's safe now.
Speaker 3 (31:58):
Yeah, you know.
Speaker 1 (32:00):
Thank you for that. I thought you were gonna be
the first to cry on today's episode.
Speaker 2 (32:06):
Well you know it was me.
Speaker 3 (32:08):
I didn't expect to cry with my own damn question,
because it's.
Speaker 2 (32:12):
A real thing. It's like, these are things that as
besties that like you, yes, we're like so giving of
like our experiences, and we tell each other things that
we've never told anyone else, and but there's still a
level of like not secrecy, but but protection and like
(32:36):
that we need to have for ourselves, for those the
twelfth house, you know, like the twelfth house of our
chart of our lives that we necessarily like don't really
want to reveal because it's so deep and it's so
you know, like the cold cleaning thing with me is
not just because I'm like I'm a messy person and
I'm disgusting and gross. It's like it's a level, it
(32:56):
goes deep.
Speaker 1 (32:57):
Yeah, I think I answered the way that I did
(33:18):
because the way that you answered is I think that
you know, when people the way that they keep their
environment is and I think we've talked about how you
don't like this so much, but it does say a
lot about your mind, right, Like not necessarily that you
have a messy mind, but like one of the things
that I used to tell somebody in my life was
like they had like PTSD, which I think led to anxiety,
(33:40):
which I think led to a ADHD. Also just everything
was connected. So when they would live their life, they
work on a go go, go, go go, and whereas
other people can look around and go, oh, you know,
I need to throw these boxes away, like my Amazon stuff,
Like their mind doesn't let them see it until they
look up and there's like a bunch of stuff all over.
(34:03):
So I would be like, it's not your fault, Like
it's literally the way that your brain is telling you
or not telling you, like not informing you, because it's
like we're focused over here for now, like we don't
have time for that.
Speaker 3 (34:15):
We'll figure it out.
Speaker 2 (34:16):
It's like you get exhausted and then like physically trying
to like clean things up is like it it like
because I feel like I was grown up with like
you know, clean your room and do this in that
not necessarily having that cleaning or organizing infused with self
love and self care. It was a punishment. For me.
It was like you have to do this because you
(34:38):
have to do your brother's chores because he's failing in math,
and even though you're excelling and all these things, you
still have to do his shit. So for me, it's
like I go back to there's a lot of like
inner child healing stuff with that. And then with my clothes,
like I gained a bunch of weight and none of
them were fitting, so I didn't want to give them
away because I'm like what if I lose weight? And
then I'm like about I need clothes that fit, and
(35:00):
then they just pile up and pile up. Like there's
different layers to it that it's like you don't want
to kind of like burden your friend with that and
be like I'm so fucked up friend, Like somewhere else
be the bush. Sometimes you're like, bro, I can't hold
I can't hold it.
Speaker 1 (35:19):
Imagine, I'm like that whole talk was me just waiting
to be, letting to be.
Speaker 3 (35:25):
It's I'll just be in the bush. It's fine. You're like,
wait No, that's.
Speaker 2 (35:29):
When I was like, no, dude, like that, can't get it,
can't get like bad like that ever again. So and
it never it never has, Like I always keep my
bathroom clean now, but whenever someone's like can I pop.
Speaker 3 (35:41):
Over, Like no, I really think it's how your mind works.
Speaker 1 (35:43):
My brain tells me that if I don't wash that
dish in the sink, it's somehow linked to other things
in my life that will become a disaster if I
don't do. So it's it's like I have this crazy superstition.
So mine is rooted in superstition. It's not rooted in
like anything from the past or anything for like because
(36:05):
I like the aesthetic of it. It's literally rooted in
if I don't clean, I'm going to become an alcoholic
drug addict again if I don't wash that dish, you know, So,
I'm like, better watch this dish before I lost it.
Speaker 2 (36:18):
Yes, Mine's like if I clean this, then I'm I'm
entering a punishment. I'm being punished. I'm punishing myself, and
so I hold it off as much as I can
so I can have as much fun as I can
and do whatever I want to do. Because that's the
thing is. I feel like I grew up in a
like semi controlling household that was like but you know,
so it makes me feel like I get to do
(36:40):
it whatever I want to do it and whatever level
of message is I want, you know, because this is
my house. It's like, you know, it's all it's like layered.
But thank you for sharing that with me.
Speaker 1 (36:50):
Best.
Speaker 2 (36:52):
We got deep?
Speaker 3 (36:53):
We got deep? Yeah, okay, what should we do? Like
one more question, if you could go.
Speaker 2 (36:58):
On a date with any celebrity, who would it be?
Deneral Live, General Alive. If you could go if you
could go a dating any celebrity.
Speaker 1 (37:10):
Well it depends, like, am I going on a date
for the in the sake of like maybe wanting to
pursue a real relationship?
Speaker 2 (37:17):
Yes, you're dating to Mary.
Speaker 1 (37:20):
I feel like I would love to date like like
a gay musician, Like I would love to like date
like or go on a date with like a Ricky
Martin or like.
Speaker 2 (37:31):
We're putting this out there. We're putting this out there, Martin,
Ricky Martin, come find.
Speaker 3 (37:39):
Us if you're listening. Yeah, I feel like it would
be pretty cute.
Speaker 1 (37:44):
Like I feel like I'd be like chilling in the
background doing my thing, and I'd be like, go go
sing your living Levita, looka babe, I'm just gonna chill
and I'll be here with the kids.
Speaker 2 (37:53):
He's so cute. He's so good in palm what is it,
Palm Royal.
Speaker 3 (37:57):
Yea, he's so good.
Speaker 1 (38:00):
I'm just like, yeah, go after you, Hansel, live your
best life, Diva. What about you for me?
Speaker 2 (38:07):
Guess?
Speaker 3 (38:08):
Oh?
Speaker 1 (38:09):
Nick Jonas?
Speaker 2 (38:10):
What the fuck?
Speaker 3 (38:11):
Joe Jonas, I'm.
Speaker 2 (38:16):
About to hang up? No, I cannot believe you just
said that. After we just got a little bit closer
in that little moment.
Speaker 3 (38:25):
Wait, I'm gonna forget their names.
Speaker 1 (38:27):
That's like, can you name all the scary, all the scary,
all the Spice girls names with their original names?
Speaker 3 (38:33):
Yes?
Speaker 1 (38:33):
Or do you know who my favorite spice girl is?
Speaker 3 (38:36):
Yeah?
Speaker 5 (38:36):
Ginger and and scary and scary.
Speaker 1 (38:42):
I mean, honestly, Joe and Nick like they're both one
syllable names. Whoa what's the other brother's name?
Speaker 3 (38:51):
Kevin see they love him more.
Speaker 1 (38:53):
They give him two syllables.
Speaker 2 (38:54):
Kevin Joseph Nicholas. Oh man, this is this is not
the sleigh that I was expecting today.
Speaker 3 (39:10):
This is not brother's name.
Speaker 5 (39:16):
Joseph Adam Jonas Joseph Nicholas. Wow, got three well, Joe
Jonas Joseph Adam Jonas, who was born in.
Speaker 2 (39:34):
Casa Grande, Arizona. I'm still holding out for you, boo,
holding out for you. We are, I mean, we're the
same height. I don't care. The short kings are really
proving themselves, like you know, they're they're really coming out
of out of the woodwork. And I'm like, I'm listening,
(39:55):
you know, I mean looking down, you know, Joseph, I'm
looking down. I'm looking down at you, guys, Joseph Adam Jonas,
because I just have a feeling that we would get along,
that I would be a great step mother. That I
(40:16):
just feel like, yeah, maybe this is like a pair
of my toxic parasocial relationship brain possessive, obsessive talking. But
I just have known him and his family very so long. Yeah,
his little brother Frankie Jonas thought I was funny that
(40:38):
one time, that one time I I did this show
with Instagram in New York, the Broadway one. It was
at a club on Broadway which got shut down, and
I did like this little song and dance thing, and I,
you know, said hi to him, took a picture with him.
(40:59):
He's like, you were so funny. He goes, and it
takes it. It takes a lot for me to laugh.
He was like, I didn't laugh at a lot of
people's stuff. He's like, I laughed at your stuff. It
was so funny that that was.
Speaker 1 (41:09):
Such a good act.
Speaker 3 (41:10):
You gotta do that act again somewhere.
Speaker 2 (41:11):
Oh my god, I know, thank you, thank you. Yeah,
I need to I need to like compile it. But
he he thought I was funny. And then I want
to be like, does your do you guys, do you
have similar like, you know, humor with your brother Joseph Adam,
Joe what can you call him? I'm always one degree
(41:35):
away from Joe one one one always And but but
here's the thing is, I know I'll fuck it up
because as soon as I see him, I'm going to
start throwing up.
Speaker 1 (41:55):
I'm crying.
Speaker 2 (41:56):
I'm gonna literally fall to my knees as if like
somebody from the army told me that, like in the
nineteen fifties, told me that my husband is not returning from.
Speaker 1 (42:07):
War in the war yet.
Speaker 2 (42:08):
Yeah, I will be hysterical.
Speaker 3 (42:12):
So I live for that.
Speaker 1 (42:15):
I live for that moment, and I hope you get
that moment, and I hope that like you are throwing
up and.
Speaker 2 (42:23):
Yeah, I would probably accidentally throw up on him.
Speaker 1 (42:25):
Yeah, which I'm sure he's probably like used to.
Speaker 2 (42:28):
Yeah, he probably maybe he likes that.
Speaker 1 (42:30):
Or yeah, he'd be into that. I feel like I
would lose my call with Ricky because I feel like
I would just immediately be like I love you and
like I kind of I think I think I kept
it cool when I meant to Benjamin Heart, like I
was like, oh, yeah, I think you're amazing, But in
my head I was like, I literally proposed to you
once a year on your Instagram and you probably have
not put two together.
Speaker 2 (42:58):
Welcome to the astrology portion of the pod. Which sign
in your experience has always been on the side of truth,
and which sign has been maybe on the other side
of not a liar but just kind of like, you know,
not a whole truther.
Speaker 1 (43:15):
Yeah, I would say my truths are for better, for
worse of Capricorn.
Speaker 2 (43:19):
I just don't truth or Capricorn.
Speaker 1 (43:21):
Yeah, my just like my like my best dads of
Capricorn when we were kids, Like Jess will always give
it to me unseasoned raw straight from the fucking I
was gonna say, like say ed s straight from the
kunda setto like kind of city.
Speaker 2 (43:38):
I like, right, it's still twitching, the muscles are still twitching.
Speaker 1 (43:41):
Yeah. And my cousin, uh, Jennifer, who's a cancer. I
think my two top signs that I would say, they're
like cancer and Capricorn. My O the best Sie Crystal.
Also just know like my cousin's like cousin, he's ugly.
I don't know what you were thinking about that he
is uglee, you know, like and.
Speaker 3 (44:04):
I'm like, he's not ugly, what do you mean that'd
be nice?
Speaker 1 (44:10):
And then Jess will be like he's you know, like
Jesse to be like fuck that that's boring. I'm not
going to that. And then I think my like my
soft ees are my Pisces and my virgos.
Speaker 2 (44:22):
I would say to like not fully be truthful, no.
Speaker 1 (44:27):
Like they'll give you the truth, but I think that
they're a little bit softer with it. I guess like, oh,
I guess that's not I'm not doing it job that
I'm not doing correctly. So like, who is like not truthful?
I don't know.
Speaker 2 (44:39):
This is hard, Yeah.
Speaker 1 (44:40):
I feel I feel like, yeah, I don't know that
who would lie to me? I just think, like who
would the different types of truth.
Speaker 2 (44:46):
Tellers, girl, I know, Okay, So for my truther, it's
aries Sagittarius Virgo, yeah, Aquarius, Aquarius.
Speaker 1 (44:59):
Leo.
Speaker 2 (45:01):
I'm like all of them for the people who omit
the truth. In my experience, not these are like the
unhealed libras. I have lived with two libras and the
way they would lie straight to my face and then
the next time I would be talking to their partner
(45:23):
or their other friend they had said something completely different
about me, or they would like try it just something.
I know. Arias and libras are like the we're like this,
we're sister signed, but we're supposed to not get along.
I've had some rough moments with libras where I'm like,
y'all are not being truthful. Just be upfront with me.
(45:45):
And I've experienced that a little bit with Geminis half
and half, where I kind of have to like be
like Gemini, I just need your truth. Do not sugarcoat it.
Speaker 1 (45:54):
For me at all at all.
Speaker 2 (45:58):
Yeah, caric Horns, Yeah they're I mean for sure like
Truthers and yeah, Pisces, I feel like, well, sugarcoat it
a lot, but they'll tell you eventually, like you said,
like the softies. But yeah, I just with the unhealed
libras because I think the healed libras are the healing libras.
The libras that are working on themselves can be so beautiful,
(46:23):
they can be so like carrying and they can hold
you and you know, but like the I've just experienced
ones that are not even working on themselves, and we're
just so weird.
Speaker 1 (46:37):
I feel like just going back to I feel like
Cancer Capricorn will give you harsh truth, virgal Pisces will
give you a truth, but with a little bit of
like with some thrown in. I think that the air
signs Geminis, Aquarius, Libra will be we'll tell you the
(46:57):
truth when they remember, like I don't. I feel like
they don't even care about what happens with their shit.
They're like, why do I care about your shit? Like
I'm outright, like I have to slow my dad down
big time, Aquarius, to be like, Dad, tell me what
you think. My Dad's like, I hate it, and I'm
like that I need more.
Speaker 3 (47:15):
I can't.
Speaker 1 (47:15):
Yeah, that's it. That's the thing. I hate it. That's
what else do you have to say? And I'm like
this sucks?
Speaker 3 (47:20):
Well, guys, that.
Speaker 1 (47:24):
The astrology section a maya. How do you plead with
these CHATGYBT questions?
Speaker 2 (47:29):
Wow, we got I was I was expecting us to
go a little light, but I was not expecting that.
I knew it was gonna be one of your questions.
Speaker 1 (47:36):
Oh my god, of course it's always me.
Speaker 2 (47:39):
The other questions that I had were like, have you
ever pretended to know something you didn't? What was it?
What was the biggest secret you've ever kept from your parents?
Have you ever spread a rumor you knew wasn't true?
Speaker 1 (47:51):
Well, I know it's kind of like we haven't gotten
like that personal. We're always really personal, but I think
those are kind of like two of our darkest things.
Speaker 2 (47:59):
That yeah, a little bit. But the thing is, it's
like you want to feel safe with with you know,
your bestie or whoever it is when you're telling them
these things. You want to be judged, you know, like
I was. I think I was like afraid at that
moment with the whole bathroom thing that I was like, well,
this is going to be you know, this is gonna
be something that I feel like I can't ever change that,
(48:22):
Like I'm it's yeah, And.
Speaker 1 (48:24):
I mean I also don't make safe space for that either,
because I'm always like I broke up with one boyfriend
because and then another boyfriend, I'm like, he's wild, Messa.
So I'm sure I'm not the person you'd want to
see that.
Speaker 2 (48:36):
Probably no, but I get it, like, and it's everybody's perspective.
I feel like we're we are like in this healing
journey where we're able to like separate ourselves and our
egos from like like I know, when you're talking about
your experience with other people who have like issues with
like cleanliness and stuff, I know it's like not I'm
not taking it personal at all, but there's maybe one
(49:00):
one percent that I'm like, oh, you know, but but
it's kind of good to hear that a little bit
because it's kind of like, you know, I feel like
it checks me a little bit, but I know that
it's like I'm confident in my own healing journey, and
I know it's like I'm not perfect, and shit happens,
and I think like we're lucky enough to have each
(49:21):
other and to say these things in a way that like,
you know, we're not gonna like I don't know, at each.
Speaker 1 (49:28):
Other for well, guys, Maya, thank you for listening.
Speaker 3 (49:33):
Mayan, thank you for being here. I don't know You're
always here, had to be here. Where can people find
you on social media?
Speaker 2 (49:43):
You can find me at my in the Moment, m
A y a in the moment, wherever you scirl what
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Speaker 3 (00:06):
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I knew this was gonna make us fight.
Speaker 3 (00:13):
Well, I mean, did you have a crush on.
Speaker 2 (00:17):
Kind of Maya?
Speaker 3 (00:19):
He was my boyfriend?
Speaker 2 (00:20):
How was I supposed to know?
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He had his tongue down my throat and.
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He had his tongue down mine.
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Speaker 3 (00:47):
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Speaker 1 (00:50):
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Speaker 2 (01:03):
Welcome back to another episode of the Super Secret Bestia
Club Podcast. That intro is inspired by, Oh okay, so
Curly when I was sitting next to him through my
entire BuzzFeed career. Now I'm realizing with much research, they
are called stems, the STMs, and they're vocal stems that
(01:25):
you just repeat. So Curly had a couple and one
of them was recreating the trailer for the Oprah interview
with Whitney Houston.
Speaker 3 (01:36):
Yeah, and I used to do it, so it was
so good, you have to do it now.
Speaker 1 (01:40):
Well, I mean I was better because I haven't watched
it in years, but I remember I saw it for
the first time and I was it must have been
twenty three years old, and I remember being like, I'm
leaving work early to watch this interview, like I have
to see Oprah asking Whitney, because the trailer for it
was like Oprah and then like it would fade out
and they would fade back in Whitney and it would
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fade out, fade back in and be like it would
be Oprah being like did you do drugs? And then
it would fade out and then it would be like
did Bobby ever hit you? And then it would like
fade out again, and then it ended with like Whitney
being like I thought I asked my strike and it's
like Oprah this Wednesday.
Speaker 2 (02:20):
And he would do it all the time.
Speaker 1 (02:23):
Yeah, which, by the way, go on YouTube it you
can still find it. It still exists. I'm kind of
like a third right now, Like it's really like it's
kind of spot on.
Speaker 2 (02:35):
It's really good. It's really good. So in this episode,
we asked chat GBT we each separately asked chat gbt
to come up with a list of questions of truth
questions to ask each other. Yes, so Curly has his
list of questions that I have not seen, and I
(02:56):
have my list of questions that he's not seen, and
we're going to answer these. And these are, like, you know,
some of them are juicy, mine. I feel like you're
gonna be like Disney Channel esque, because like I kept
asking mine over and over again, give me some like
juicy shocking questions. And it was like, if you could
have dinner with any cent, who would it be? And
(03:19):
it was like, what's the most bizarre lie you've ever told?
Speaker 3 (03:23):
Like, yeah, yeah, I have the same question. That's one
of mine. Okay, let's see.
Speaker 1 (03:32):
We also both are using chat GBT, but I think
Maya has a more expensive version and mine is like
three dollars like a month or something, but.
Speaker 2 (03:40):
I upgraded to like the four point zero one that's
supposed to be really good. So whatever. So, yes, we're
gonna be asking each other, asking each other these questions.
And when we're asking each other these questions, we want
you guys also to answer. You can also play this
with your bestie. This is kind of similar to the
other game show that like episode that we had in
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the past. So let's get started. Welcome Jod truth or truth?
Are you a truther? Are you a liar? Are you is?
I don't know.
Speaker 1 (04:12):
Yeah.
Speaker 3 (04:13):
Are you gonna tell us what's really on your mind?
Speaker 1 (04:15):
Or are you going to keep it a secret like
the rest of your oh lies?
Speaker 3 (04:24):
Are you gonna be truthful for once in your life?
Speaker 2 (04:27):
Becky Becky? Becky's like, what.
Speaker 1 (04:34):
Are you gonna tell the truth for once in your life?
Juana whatever we used.
Speaker 2 (04:38):
To say, she doesn't have to She can lie if
she wants to. Free I have my friend, my friend
and Helica, she like has a sister named Juana, and
she's from Texas and she has this beautiful, beautiful like
textan Chicana accent, and she was like and then I
(04:58):
was like with Juana, I was like really wanna really
And it just kind of like scratched out the brains
in a way where we're like, oh, we need to
say that now for the rest.
Speaker 1 (05:09):
We literally were like in the backseat of this car
we had just landed and she picked us up at
the airport and she goes, really wanna think you just
repeat it.
Speaker 3 (05:21):
I think you just in real time.
Speaker 2 (05:25):
Yeah, she was like, I'm so seriously like a baby.
It's so satisfying.
Speaker 1 (05:35):
You literally like said it out loud and it's cracking up.
Speaker 3 (05:39):
I don't think I would have noticed.
Speaker 1 (05:40):
It other if it wasn't for you, I think it
would have gone over my head.
Speaker 3 (05:45):
We just never stopped.
Speaker 2 (05:47):
Wanna. We haven't said it for a while. We need
to do that bestI thing on them. TikTok. That's like,
this is what you say when that one time.
Speaker 3 (05:56):
We need to do that. We have a lot of
them want to.
Speaker 2 (06:05):
So funny.
Speaker 3 (06:06):
I'm du I'm so dope. My first question for you
is first question, the first.
Speaker 1 (06:16):
Question, and it kind of into I kind of asked
you this a little bit earlier too, But have you
ever had a crush on a friend's significant other?
Speaker 3 (06:27):
Be honest questions?
Speaker 2 (06:30):
That's literally have you read a crush on a friend
certificate utter other? I'nt that question from a crush on
a friend significant other?
Speaker 1 (06:44):
Yes, yeah, well spill as much as you can.
Speaker 2 (06:48):
I don't remember, but it was. It wasn't recently. I
don't really remember specifically, but I think it was definitely
when I was in elementary school. Or high school, like
having crushes on my best because here's the thing is,
my best friend's boyfriend was actually my best friend, and
(07:13):
I just like somehow was the middleman and hooked them up.
So was he really yours at first? Or was he
mine at first?
Speaker 1 (07:22):
Yeah, Ashley, that's that's real. So yeah, I feel like
for me personally, I feel like I would get crushes
on not only my friend's significant others, but sometimes also
my friends at the same time. Like I would get
crushes like on the couple, like I would be Like
(07:44):
I felt like like I had one situation when I
was younger that I one of my best friends and
like her partner, Like I felt like when I was
with them, I felt like I kind of fulfilled both
needs of being with Like it's almost like they were
one person, and I felt like I like liked being
with both of them out all the time. Like the
(08:06):
guy like kind of like was kind of like took
care of us in a way, you know what I mean,
Like we knew that if we needed help lifting something heavy,
or if we needed anything, like, he would be there
to help us. And then me and her were like
the girlies and we could go off and escape and
be like see you later. And I just always loved
like just being with them, and so like I didn't
(08:29):
like covet them in that way. I've never I don't
think I've ever had I don't think I've ever coveted
anybody's like significant other. I don't think I've ever looked
at someone's boyfriend and been like, oh my god, I
would fuck them so harder. I want to fuck them,
or I want to like do like all these things
with them. Like I can look at somebody and go like, Wow,
they have a really handsome boyfriend or they're really like cute.
(08:50):
But I can't think of like me being like, oh
I want it, you know, mm.
Speaker 2 (08:56):
Hmm, Okay, next one. I have a next one. Have
you ever had a crush on a teacher or a
friend's parent?
Speaker 1 (09:04):
Oh my god, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, yes, so
a teacher.
Speaker 2 (09:10):
What teacher was it?
Speaker 3 (09:12):
Oh?
Speaker 5 (09:12):
Man?
Speaker 1 (09:13):
So many I went to in my high school. A
lot of our teachers were like kind of like young
guys in their late twenties and their early thirties, and
they were like very dudish, like sporty, Like I had
a crush on mister Mena like Latin Mexican guy, his
best friend like beautiful bone structure, his best friend, like
mister Blasco, like beautiful Filipino guy, like bone structure. To
(09:35):
the gods, mister Ben's was like this like cool bearded
white guy.
Speaker 2 (09:39):
So yes, so the whole faculty. Actually, you're not wrong.
The whole podcast. The whole podcast is just your listing,
like yeah, mister Martin and.
Speaker 1 (09:55):
Mister oh my god, and then parents and it's like, yeah,
I used to be like your dad's hot, like oh,
and I like it's crazy because I was like just yeah,
and then now that I think about him, like that's
so gross. Like if somebody talks about my dad or
someone like, I'd be like, right, yeah, out of here,
(10:15):
what about you?
Speaker 2 (10:16):
Oh yeah, for sure, like my math teacher. And I
don't remember if he was in uh not elementary school,
middle school, or high school. He was so hot. A
lot of girls had crushes on him, and one girl
even like tried to like put it on him, for sure,
and he had to like report her and like report it.
(10:37):
And I think he just like left is that this
isn't that shitty when you're like so hot that like
people literally will throw themselves on you and you have
to like leave because you're hot.
Speaker 1 (10:46):
Yeah, that's crazy. That happens to me a lot too. Oh,
I mean not the same.
Speaker 2 (10:51):
I was gonna say, how did how does it anyway
a parent? I think maybe for a second because my
my best friend's dad got an ear piercing uh huh,
And I thought that was cute for like a second,
and then I was like, actually, don't but I think
(11:13):
not really, I don't. I don't think any of the parents.
Speaker 1 (11:17):
No. I feel like I have always, for most of
my life have liked older men who are hairy, so
like I remember I was in one of my friends Kevintinnetas,
and I walked in and her it was time for practice,
and her dad was like chilling on the couch and
he had like, I guess, the.
Speaker 3 (11:34):
Most beautiful hairy chat right, And I was like.
Speaker 1 (11:39):
Pack the windows like the like cups burst, the windows broke,
like it was just gay scream, Like my gay soul
just exploded into ten thousand pounds of glittering confetti, and
I just was just so happy.
Speaker 2 (11:56):
Was that like the first moment that like that kind
of accessory made you feel this way?
Speaker 1 (12:02):
It wasn't the first moment, But I certainly don't think
I had ever seen it like that in person, Like
nobody in my family's like that hairy. Not that my family.
That's kind of gross. Like there was nobody that like
I had ever seen up close like that that was
like a hairy man.
Speaker 3 (12:18):
So it was.
Speaker 1 (12:19):
Like, like, where who are you? And I loved him
for forever, like I just was like he's so he's
so hot, you know, And now I'm like, that's like
my thing, Like I'm older and I love Harry Men,
Like that's totally my my vibe. But okay, next aside
from that awkwardness, next question, what's the biggest lie you've
ever told? I know you have this one too, what's
(12:45):
the bigs? But I do want to know, like what's
the biggest lie? But or have you Have you ever
had like a really big lie that you just couldn't
like talk about and then and did you ever get.
Speaker 2 (12:56):
Caught a really big lie that I that I got caught.
Speaker 1 (13:05):
Or did you ever get caught? It is a question.
Speaker 2 (13:06):
Oh yeah, I would. I would when I was little,
I would definitely lie about this is really bad. I
apologize whatever. I would definitely like because I like hated
my brother so much. I would like I was playing
we were playing Power Rangers and I accidentally need myself
(13:27):
in the face. My nose was bleeding, and they're like,
what happened? May. I was like, di'angelo did it. He
got in trouble for it.
Speaker 1 (13:33):
Wow.
Speaker 3 (13:35):
There are several.
Speaker 2 (13:36):
Things that like I did for sure and been like
D'Angelo did it, and he's like I did.
Speaker 3 (13:43):
I did it.
Speaker 2 (13:44):
But it was not for nothing. It was not for
nothing because you know, I was getting I was getting
back at him for something he had did to me.
He had done to me and I was like, well fine,
you like because he would push me, would hit me,
I would scratch him like we were getting We would.
We practically were like sisters. We would fight like sisters. Yeah,
(14:05):
like you know.
Speaker 1 (14:06):
Just like say, like brothers, but like sisters.
Speaker 2 (14:09):
No, it would fight like sisters because we both like, yeah,
we're brothers sister for sure. But like there was no
level of like you're a girl, I have to like
you know, you're you, I have to protect you. There
was like I'm gonna fuck your ship up. And I
would be like too.
Speaker 1 (14:25):
So you know, whenever I see the siblings have brothers,
like that though they're little like less afraid of shit
because they've already been, they've already fought with somebody.
Speaker 2 (14:35):
I grew up with all boys. Yeah, I grew up
with my two other boy cousins, and we would all
they would wrestle. We were into wrestling, like we'd watch
w W back then was w w F but now
it's WWE. That shows my age a little bit. Yeah,
and we would all like fight and stuff and that's
(14:56):
just what it was because we would be watched by
my nanny who would have my nanny watch six grand
six children and be like she would be asleep half
the time or cleaning, and whenever things got too rough
or we would come and crying, her approach that would
work every time. She would say cut your shit out,
(15:18):
and we would cut our shit out, damn. But I would.
I would definitely like lie about that stuff. And then
there were times that my mom would be like, did
you lie? Did you lie? I'd be like, yeah, I did.
I lied about it, and I lied about this, and
that definitely like messed up my brother psychologically. But hey
and I for an eye right, yeah, oh yeah, we're
(15:42):
both in like deep deep therapy and like you messed
me up. Bro, you messed me up, sister. So sorry,
But anything like after that, like in real life, I
don't think so, because I always knew that it would
come back around, the truth would always be revealed, and
(16:03):
it's just hard to keep up a lie, I feel like,
and I think I saw that in movies, where it's
like in movies where somebody just kept keeping up a
lie and then like it, you know, it all comes
crumbling down.
Speaker 3 (16:16):
Yeah.
Speaker 1 (16:16):
Like I think that's why I've never lied to you.
I've never lied. I'm like George Washington. There's like the
(16:41):
George Washington Sorry, Like George Washington never told a lie.
Then his father asked him if he took the acts
of the Apple Tree, you never heard that story.
Speaker 2 (16:49):
Nobody would know if he lied or not.
Speaker 3 (16:50):
Yeah, that was that was the story that he was.
Like when George Washington white.
Speaker 2 (16:56):
Man saying he's never lied, Yeah, fucky right, bro.
Speaker 1 (17:00):
But like so I feel like I'm not I'm not
really a big liar, but I'm certainly very picky with
what information I share because I feel like I want
to protect people sometimes, and I feel like that is
that can be seen as toxic as well, right, because
(17:20):
I'll be like, well, I don't want to tell you
that I saw this or I heard this because I
know it's going to fuck you up, and I don't
want to, like, you know, unless we have that dynamic
where you're like I want to know everything, Like then like, okay,
I'll tell you everything you know, But like for the
most part, I'm not really I don't really care and
(17:42):
I have I'm kind of like a little bit more
of like an anxious person already. So it's really hard
for me to carry guilt. And it's hard for me
to carry a lot of emotions without asking people to
help me process them, you know what I mean. So
I don't I can't lie.
Speaker 2 (18:00):
Yeah, it's like it's like acting to lie. It's like
really like I think everybody has those moments where it's
like there's two roads where you can either actually lie
about this thing or not, And it just takes so
much more energy to lie about something and you have
to like keep up a facade. And I'm just not
(18:21):
that great of an actor honestly, Like I'll forget. I
forget everything that I say as soon as I say.
Speaker 3 (18:26):
It too, you know.
Speaker 2 (18:29):
Okay, next question, what's the most embarrassing thing you've been caught.
Speaker 3 (18:34):
Doing besides masturbating? What do you mean, Like, what's the
embarrassing to you?
Speaker 2 (18:41):
Yeah, what's the most embarrassing thing you've ever been caught doing?
Speaker 1 (18:44):
I think my mom, I don't know if she saw,
I'm assuming she saw, but she walked in on me
like masturbating when I was young. It was like a teenager,
I think, maybe like thirteen, and I had just discovered
masturbation and I would just do it everywhere.
Speaker 2 (19:00):
And she cracked a towel in half.
Speaker 3 (19:02):
And then she cracked a Tell enough, I always tell people.
Speaker 1 (19:04):
I'm like, I didn't realize that like things like that,
like semen or things that like had had a smell
or had had a color like or had a texture
that only adults would know, like kids don't know that,
I guess, or younger people who don't know that or whatever.
So you know, I was like jizzing on everything in
my bedroom grows and I just was like whatever, And
(19:28):
I just pictured my mom being like exactly what that mom?
And bridesmaid says, You're like, which is I cracked?
Speaker 2 (19:35):
It cracked a towel in half in half. Everything's sticky?
Speaker 1 (19:41):
Yeah, everything is like the only way that I can
describe it is like, do you know when like paper mache?
Everything turned into paper mache? Like, everything turns into like
have you seen people who don't put motion on their
on their elbows and they have like reptile skin, Like
it's just like flaky. Right here, everything turns into that texture.
(20:05):
It's rough. It's rough out here. But what about me?
What would you say?
Speaker 2 (20:10):
Oh my gosh, I feel like I've said this before.
I was like nineteen and I invited my boyfriend over
and we were playing like a video game, but we
were like in the bed, maybe we're like baking out
or something. And one of my I don't remember if
(20:31):
it was my dad and my mom walked in and
we like flipped the the like sheets over. We're like,
we're just playing a game. But then I remember hearing
my parents talking later like she should not be in
her room. They were under the covers. The door was open.
I'm like, you told us to keep the door opens.
The door was open under the doors. Yeah, we're under
(20:57):
the covers.
Speaker 3 (20:57):
So then you heard your parents walk up and you
guys jumped out of the cover.
Speaker 2 (21:00):
Yeah, we droped out on the covers and.
Speaker 3 (21:02):
You thought your parents were going to see that. What
was the plan planned?
Speaker 2 (21:09):
Where were a teenage horn dog?
Speaker 3 (21:13):
Yeah, no plan there.
Speaker 2 (21:15):
You're not thinking, You're not thinking of anything.
Speaker 3 (21:18):
You're like, they're not going to see us.
Speaker 2 (21:19):
Into the blankets we were, and then we would be
like making out in but like moving the controller around
to sound like we were like playing the game. There's
just you know, I know when I have children, I
am going to get it back bad.
Speaker 3 (21:35):
I know.
Speaker 2 (21:37):
There was just a time in my life from like
eighteen to twenty one that I was just like really
really like, I don't give a fuck anymore. I've always
been the good girl. I've always been respectful, I've always
done everything every you know, I'm exhausted, I'm tired. Now
I'm gonna flip my shit and I'm going to like
(21:58):
be a bad girl. Yeah, but it wasn't even like
bad girl, and she was just kind of like being
a little scandalous. But yeah, I think actually would think
we were like and we were like, yeah.
Speaker 3 (22:13):
Like try humping each other.
Speaker 2 (22:16):
So so.
Speaker 1 (22:18):
Oh my god, and you're like, well, yeah, of course,
well at that age we were how old are you?
Speaker 2 (22:24):
I was nineteen. It was literally we.
Speaker 3 (22:26):
Had just been nineteen years old, you were, oh.
Speaker 2 (22:29):
Yeah, this was my first this was our first time
ever anything at all.
Speaker 1 (22:35):
Oh well didn't yeh at that point, you're nineteen years old,
I probably would have been there.
Speaker 3 (22:38):
When she's nineteen, she should be rubbing up on other people.
Speaker 1 (22:41):
Like what do you mean? Like if you came to
me and you were like, I caught my kid making
out with like her friend, her little friend, and they
were grinding in their bed, and I'm like, how old
is your kid? I'd be like, girl, she's nineteen, this
is what she should be doing it.
Speaker 2 (22:56):
Oh I know, Oh my god. And then we took
a picture. We took a picture like we were both
laying in a bed like this, and I put it
as like my profile picture, and somebody wrote to my mom.
Her friend and one of her friends was like, she's
not a virgin anymore. And I was like, why would
you say that, She's like because they're laying in a
bed together. They took a picture together in the bed.
Speaker 1 (23:18):
I hate that. But you're also side where you're you're
considered an adult at that point, like you're nineteen years old.
Speaker 2 (23:22):
Well, nineteen years old, yeah.
Speaker 1 (23:24):
Yeah, Like even if you weren't a virgin, Like who
gives a shit? First of all? Number one, disgusting that
you are thinking about whether or not I'm a virgin.
A Number two like even if I was by nineteen,
I was already like girl by nineteen.
Speaker 2 (23:37):
Yes, that's why at the time I like flipped my
ship because it was a time when and I've talked
about this with my mom, Like my mom was like,
she she is a public figure. She's always been a
public figure since like ever, and so people have always
really looked at my life and my brother's life with
like like a microscope and like been very much like
(23:59):
what do you guys, what are you guys follow Are
you guys following her footsteps? Are you guys doing this?
And that? So anything I would do that was bad,
they would come to her, share it to her and
be like did you see she's doing this? Or did
you see blah bla blah blah. So it felt really invasive.
So I was like, you know what, fine, then yeah,
I'm sleeping with this man.
Speaker 1 (24:19):
Putting it on my default on my Space and calling
it a day.
Speaker 2 (24:22):
That wasn't even the worst of it. That was not
even the worse of it.
Speaker 1 (24:26):
What is something about yourself that you think I don't know.
Speaker 2 (24:30):
Oh ooh, this is good. This's a good question. Okay,
chat GBT popped off at that she got a little scandalous. Uh.
I think I think you don't know the level of
messy I am, like like with stuff with like with
(24:51):
the I think you know a surface level, but I
don't think you know as as like I'm I'm truly
like a messy, messy girl.
Speaker 1 (25:00):
Yeah, I think I have an idea because of the
way you're like, no, I know, Yeah, I think I
have an idea because the way that you don't like
let me come over, like you know what I mean, Like.
Speaker 2 (25:10):
That's like that one time to not use the bathrooms.
It was so gross.
Speaker 1 (25:15):
Oh yeah, it's a big deal. I think like using
the bathroom is like.
Speaker 2 (25:19):
It was because it was so it was like I
was in between trips, and I like when you get
depressed and you you stop like showering or brushing your teeth.
Not that I didn't know. I mean sometimes I'll do
it and stop cleaning and stop like and then you
like are out of your depression bubble and then you
have to like clean again. It's like you caught me
(25:41):
in in between time.
Speaker 3 (25:44):
Yeah, but I.
Speaker 2 (25:45):
Feel sorry about that.
Speaker 3 (25:46):
Oh no, it's fine. I don't care.
Speaker 1 (25:48):
I just think like when somebody needs to use the
restroom really bad, like it's kind of no, but you had.
Speaker 2 (25:53):
It, there was another one, there was another you could
have used a te's bathroom.
Speaker 1 (25:59):
Oh I wasn't. I was gonna go hang at it,
knock on another rest.
Speaker 3 (26:03):
That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 2 (26:04):
That's what I'm saying.
Speaker 1 (26:05):
That's like, but I think that's what I had the
first hint of being like, oh I think it might
be like bad enough that my best friend would be
like you can't be here, you know.
Speaker 3 (26:15):
Like that.
Speaker 2 (26:16):
But that was like it just and who knows about
the level of we just all have like these uh,
like I struggle sometimes with being able to keep things clean,
like not that they're like super sanitary, not that anything
is like gross or bacteria. It's just kind of like
the clutter of it. And it's like okay with me,
(26:36):
because I think I had a level of like something
where I was just like not feeling happy with it.
That was the time when I was really really just
distraught and sad and just like was hitting a low
low and was like okay, like I remember I used
to have a lot of people over in my house
all the time, and then when I just hit like
a little depression bubble, it just you know, you you
(27:00):
you kind of blend in with the mess because you're like, whatever,
it's fine for me. And then when somebody's like, actually,
can I come over or I am at your house,
and you're like, oh, yeah, I know you.
Speaker 1 (27:16):
Well, thank you for sharing that vulnerability, because it's very vulnerable,
and I think it's something that a lot of people
actually deal with. I think that it's a lot more
common these days as well, because I do feel like
it's so easy to access things now in a lot
of ways that it's easy to look up and be
like how did I have? Why do I have so
many things in my place? Like even me now, like
(27:38):
I don't have room for stuff. Like somebody gave me
a goodie bag for something, and I was like, I
don't have stuff for this goodie bag, Like where do
I Where do I put all this? You know, like
it was like a T shirt and like lotion and
like and then I'm like where would I where so
I get it? Like I feel like for me, mine
(28:00):
would be like I don't know that I understand how
hard I am on myself, But I don't know that
you understand how hard I am on myself.
Speaker 5 (28:07):
Not me about to cry, No, I know, yeah, yeah.
Speaker 2 (28:15):
We can only everyone can only like understand to their
extent of knowledge of how hard they are on themselves. Yeah, yeah,
and it's hard to like, yeah, so I can see that.
Speaker 1 (28:25):
Yeah, I definitely feel like, you know, like even small
things like I was telling you that I was talking
to one of my old bosses that I from when
he was my boss when I was twenty two, and
I was joking about how I was a terrible assistant
and he was like, you were my best assistant, Like
you were so good, Like you're a hard worker, and
I wish I were home, like you know, kind of
(28:47):
being like damn, I don't even let myself have those
moments of being like you're you're a decent assistant, like
you're not the worst. You kind of you'll fuck up,
like everybody sucks up, but you're not the worst. But
in my head, I'm like I'm the worst, Like you
don't want to hire me as an assistant, you know
what I mean? Like, so I definitely think like that's
(29:09):
something that I'm not sure that people understand because I
don't even understand that either, Like I don't really have
anything like that. I hide because, like I said, like
I think that I don't have the emotional capacity to
carry things alone, so I don't. It's very foreign to
me when people are like I held onto that secret
for decades, I'm like of themselves, you know, I'm like,
(29:33):
how you're how did you with other people's secrets? I
can hold forever, but when it's my shit, I'm like,
I gotta tell you, like I gotta like, I gotta break,
you know.
Speaker 3 (29:41):
I think that that's just.
Speaker 1 (29:42):
Something that I don't think people understand, do you know
what I mean? Like, I don't think I've like a
lot of times people look at me and go like,
oh my god, you seem like the most confident, And
I'm like, I'm confident, but I think that I'm you
can be confident, but you can also be hard on yourself,
you know what I mean. Like I can be like, no,
I think I can do that job, and then you
do it, Like you know, let's say, like no, I
(30:02):
can so address for you. I could make you address
from scratch, Like I can look at your your your body.
Speaker 2 (30:10):
What makes you want to cry?
Speaker 1 (30:13):
Right, but then like I'll make it and I'll think
it's the worst dress ever.
Speaker 2 (30:17):
It's crazy because you're so.
Speaker 1 (30:19):
Like we're gonna cry or like like I under.
Speaker 2 (30:26):
I like it makes me so sad, not like oh
I'm just sad to hear that, but like I have
a level of understanding of how hard I've seen little
I've seen little moments, just like you've seen little moments
for me, like where you're like, oh, like huh, it
makes you turn your head a little bit more like
this is deeper than they're allowing me to see, or
(30:48):
like this is like a little it just like makes
your head go hmmm.
Speaker 1 (30:53):
Yeah.
Speaker 2 (30:53):
And it's just like so wild because you work so
hard and you're so caring and like you're my mom calls,
like she says, I have like these tentacles of like
caring and like you know about other people or about
things that I'm doing, whatever, and you're spread out so
(31:13):
far to everyone, and I feel like it's just crazy
because you just are so to me, like you're you're perfect,
Like you don't know noss like you like and I
get it that like you know, you are hard on
yourself because you've had a life. You've lived many different lives,
(31:36):
so I can understand that. I almost want to be
like you're safe now, yeah, Like you're here now, you're safe,
Like it's it's okay, you have a soft place to land.
You have so many people around you that can validate
or invalidate those thoughts that you're having that make you
spiral like it's safe now.
Speaker 3 (31:58):
Yeah, you know.
Speaker 1 (32:00):
Thank you for that. I thought you were gonna be
the first to cry on today's episode.
Speaker 2 (32:06):
Well you know it was me.
Speaker 3 (32:08):
I didn't expect to cry with my own damn question,
because it's.
Speaker 2 (32:12):
A real thing. It's like, these are things that as
besties that like you, yes, we're like so giving of
like our experiences, and we tell each other things that
we've never told anyone else, and but there's still a
level of like not secrecy, but but protection and like
(32:36):
that we need to have for ourselves, for those the
twelfth house, you know, like the twelfth house of our
chart of our lives that we necessarily like don't really
want to reveal because it's so deep and it's so
you know, like the cold cleaning thing with me is
not just because I'm like I'm a messy person and
I'm disgusting and gross. It's like it's a level, it
(32:56):
goes deep.
Speaker 1 (32:57):
Yeah, I think I answered the way that I did
(33:18):
because the way that you answered is I think that
you know, when people the way that they keep their
environment is and I think we've talked about how you
don't like this so much, but it does say a
lot about your mind, right, Like not necessarily that you
have a messy mind, but like one of the things
that I used to tell somebody in my life was
like they had like PTSD, which I think led to anxiety,
(33:40):
which I think led to a ADHD. Also just everything
was connected. So when they would live their life, they
work on a go go, go, go go, and whereas
other people can look around and go, oh, you know,
I need to throw these boxes away, like my Amazon stuff,
Like their mind doesn't let them see it until they
look up and there's like a bunch of stuff all over.
(34:03):
So I would be like, it's not your fault, Like
it's literally the way that your brain is telling you
or not telling you, like not informing you, because it's
like we're focused over here for now, like we don't
have time for that.
Speaker 3 (34:15):
We'll figure it out.
Speaker 2 (34:16):
It's like you get exhausted and then like physically trying
to like clean things up is like it it like
because I feel like I was grown up with like
you know, clean your room and do this in that
not necessarily having that cleaning or organizing infused with self
love and self care. It was a punishment. For me.
It was like you have to do this because you
(34:38):
have to do your brother's chores because he's failing in math,
and even though you're excelling and all these things, you
still have to do his shit. So for me, it's
like I go back to there's a lot of like
inner child healing stuff with that. And then with my clothes,
like I gained a bunch of weight and none of
them were fitting, so I didn't want to give them
away because I'm like what if I lose weight? And
then I'm like about I need clothes that fit, and
(35:00):
then they just pile up and pile up. Like there's
different layers to it that it's like you don't want
to kind of like burden your friend with that and
be like I'm so fucked up friend, Like somewhere else
be the bush. Sometimes you're like, bro, I can't hold
I can't hold it.
Speaker 1 (35:19):
Imagine, I'm like that whole talk was me just waiting
to be, letting to be.
Speaker 3 (35:25):
It's I'll just be in the bush. It's fine. You're like,
wait No, that's.
Speaker 2 (35:29):
When I was like, no, dude, like that, can't get it,
can't get like bad like that ever again. So and
it never it never has, Like I always keep my
bathroom clean now, but whenever someone's like can I pop.
Speaker 3 (35:41):
Over, Like no, I really think it's how your mind works.
Speaker 1 (35:43):
My brain tells me that if I don't wash that
dish in the sink, it's somehow linked to other things
in my life that will become a disaster if I
don't do. So it's it's like I have this crazy superstition.
So mine is rooted in superstition. It's not rooted in
like anything from the past or anything for like because
(36:05):
I like the aesthetic of it. It's literally rooted in
if I don't clean, I'm going to become an alcoholic
drug addict again if I don't wash that dish, you know, So,
I'm like, better watch this dish before I lost it.
Speaker 2 (36:18):
Yes, Mine's like if I clean this, then I'm I'm
entering a punishment. I'm being punished. I'm punishing myself, and
so I hold it off as much as I can
so I can have as much fun as I can
and do whatever I want to do. Because that's the
thing is. I feel like I grew up in a
like semi controlling household that was like but you know,
so it makes me feel like I get to do
(36:40):
it whatever I want to do it and whatever level
of message is I want, you know, because this is
my house. It's like, you know, it's all it's like layered.
But thank you for sharing that with me.
Speaker 1 (36:50):
Best.
Speaker 2 (36:52):
We got deep?
Speaker 3 (36:53):
We got deep? Yeah, okay, what should we do? Like
one more question, if you could go.
Speaker 2 (36:58):
On a date with any celebrity, who would it be?
Deneral Live, General Alive. If you could go if you
could go a dating any celebrity.
Speaker 1 (37:10):
Well it depends, like, am I going on a date
for the in the sake of like maybe wanting to
pursue a real relationship?
Speaker 2 (37:17):
Yes, you're dating to Mary.
Speaker 1 (37:20):
I feel like I would love to date like like
a gay musician, Like I would love to like date
like or go on a date with like a Ricky
Martin or like.
Speaker 2 (37:31):
We're putting this out there. We're putting this out there, Martin,
Ricky Martin, come find.
Speaker 3 (37:39):
Us if you're listening. Yeah, I feel like it would
be pretty cute.
Speaker 1 (37:44):
Like I feel like I'd be like chilling in the
background doing my thing, and I'd be like, go go
sing your living Levita, looka babe, I'm just gonna chill
and I'll be here with the kids.
Speaker 2 (37:53):
He's so cute. He's so good in palm what is it,
Palm Royal.
Speaker 3 (37:57):
Yea, he's so good.
Speaker 1 (38:00):
I'm just like, yeah, go after you, Hansel, live your
best life, Diva. What about you for me?
Speaker 2 (38:07):
Guess?
Speaker 3 (38:08):
Oh?
Speaker 1 (38:09):
Nick Jonas?
Speaker 2 (38:10):
What the fuck?
Speaker 3 (38:11):
Joe Jonas, I'm.
Speaker 2 (38:16):
About to hang up? No, I cannot believe you just
said that. After we just got a little bit closer
in that little moment.
Speaker 3 (38:25):
Wait, I'm gonna forget their names.
Speaker 1 (38:27):
That's like, can you name all the scary, all the scary,
all the Spice girls names with their original names?
Speaker 3 (38:33):
Yes?
Speaker 1 (38:33):
Or do you know who my favorite spice girl is?
Speaker 3 (38:36):
Yeah?
Speaker 5 (38:36):
Ginger and and scary and scary.
Speaker 1 (38:42):
I mean, honestly, Joe and Nick like they're both one
syllable names. Whoa what's the other brother's name?
Speaker 3 (38:51):
Kevin see they love him more.
Speaker 1 (38:53):
They give him two syllables.
Speaker 2 (38:54):
Kevin Joseph Nicholas. Oh man, this is this is not
the sleigh that I was expecting today.
Speaker 3 (39:10):
This is not brother's name.
Speaker 5 (39:16):
Joseph Adam Jonas Joseph Nicholas. Wow, got three well, Joe
Jonas Joseph Adam Jonas, who was born in.
Speaker 2 (39:34):
Casa Grande, Arizona. I'm still holding out for you, boo,
holding out for you. We are, I mean, we're the
same height. I don't care. The short kings are really
proving themselves, like you know, they're they're really coming out
of out of the woodwork. And I'm like, I'm listening,
(39:55):
you know, I mean looking down, you know, Joseph, I'm
looking down. I'm looking down at you, guys, Joseph Adam Jonas,
because I just have a feeling that we would get along,
that I would be a great step mother. That I
(40:16):
just feel like, yeah, maybe this is like a pair
of my toxic parasocial relationship brain possessive, obsessive talking. But
I just have known him and his family very so long. Yeah,
his little brother Frankie Jonas thought I was funny that
(40:38):
one time, that one time I I did this show
with Instagram in New York, the Broadway one. It was
at a club on Broadway which got shut down, and
I did like this little song and dance thing, and I,
you know, said hi to him, took a picture with him.
(40:59):
He's like, you were so funny. He goes, and it
takes it. It takes a lot for me to laugh.
He was like, I didn't laugh at a lot of
people's stuff. He's like, I laughed at your stuff. It
was so funny that that was.
Speaker 1 (41:09):
Such a good act.
Speaker 3 (41:10):
You gotta do that act again somewhere.
Speaker 2 (41:11):
Oh my god, I know, thank you, thank you. Yeah,
I need to I need to like compile it. But
he he thought I was funny. And then I want
to be like, does your do you guys, do you
have similar like, you know, humor with your brother Joseph Adam,
Joe what can you call him? I'm always one degree
(41:35):
away from Joe one one one always And but but
here's the thing is, I know I'll fuck it up
because as soon as I see him, I'm going to
start throwing up.
Speaker 1 (41:55):
I'm crying.
Speaker 2 (41:56):
I'm gonna literally fall to my knees as if like
somebody from the army told me that, like in the
nineteen fifties, told me that my husband is not returning from.
Speaker 1 (42:07):
War in the war yet.
Speaker 2 (42:08):
Yeah, I will be hysterical.
Speaker 3 (42:12):
So I live for that.
Speaker 1 (42:15):
I live for that moment, and I hope you get
that moment, and I hope that like you are throwing
up and.
Speaker 2 (42:23):
Yeah, I would probably accidentally throw up on him.
Speaker 1 (42:25):
Yeah, which I'm sure he's probably like used to.
Speaker 2 (42:28):
Yeah, he probably maybe he likes that.
Speaker 1 (42:30):
Or yeah, he'd be into that. I feel like I
would lose my call with Ricky because I feel like
I would just immediately be like I love you and
like I kind of I think I think I kept
it cool when I meant to Benjamin Heart, like I
was like, oh, yeah, I think you're amazing, But in
my head I was like, I literally proposed to you
once a year on your Instagram and you probably have
not put two together.
Speaker 2 (42:58):
Welcome to the astrology portion of the pod. Which sign
in your experience has always been on the side of truth,
and which sign has been maybe on the other side
of not a liar but just kind of like, you know,
not a whole truther.
Speaker 1 (43:15):
Yeah, I would say my truths are for better, for
worse of Capricorn.
Speaker 2 (43:19):
I just don't truth or Capricorn.
Speaker 1 (43:21):
Yeah, my just like my like my best dads of
Capricorn when we were kids, Like Jess will always give
it to me unseasoned raw straight from the fucking I
was gonna say, like say ed s straight from the
kunda setto like kind of city.
Speaker 2 (43:38):
I like, right, it's still twitching, the muscles are still twitching.
Speaker 1 (43:41):
Yeah. And my cousin, uh, Jennifer, who's a cancer. I
think my two top signs that I would say, they're
like cancer and Capricorn. My O the best Sie Crystal.
Also just know like my cousin's like cousin, he's ugly.
I don't know what you were thinking about that he
is uglee, you know, like and.
Speaker 3 (44:04):
I'm like, he's not ugly, what do you mean that'd
be nice?
Speaker 1 (44:10):
And then Jess will be like he's you know, like
Jesse to be like fuck that that's boring. I'm not
going to that. And then I think my like my
soft ees are my Pisces and my virgos.
Speaker 2 (44:22):
I would say to like not fully be truthful, no.
Speaker 1 (44:27):
Like they'll give you the truth, but I think that
they're a little bit softer with it. I guess like, oh,
I guess that's not I'm not doing it job that
I'm not doing correctly. So like, who is like not truthful?
I don't know.
Speaker 2 (44:39):
This is hard, Yeah.
Speaker 1 (44:40):
I feel I feel like, yeah, I don't know that
who would lie to me? I just think, like who
would the different types of truth.
Speaker 2 (44:46):
Tellers, girl, I know, Okay, So for my truther, it's
aries Sagittarius Virgo, yeah, Aquarius, Aquarius.
Speaker 1 (44:59):
Leo.
Speaker 2 (45:01):
I'm like all of them for the people who omit
the truth. In my experience, not these are like the
unhealed libras. I have lived with two libras and the
way they would lie straight to my face and then
the next time I would be talking to their partner
(45:23):
or their other friend they had said something completely different
about me, or they would like try it just something.
I know. Arias and libras are like the we're like this,
we're sister signed, but we're supposed to not get along.
I've had some rough moments with libras where I'm like,
y'all are not being truthful. Just be upfront with me.
(45:45):
And I've experienced that a little bit with Geminis half
and half, where I kind of have to like be
like Gemini, I just need your truth. Do not sugarcoat it.
Speaker 1 (45:54):
For me at all at all.
Speaker 2 (45:58):
Yeah, caric Horns, Yeah they're I mean for sure like
Truthers and yeah, Pisces, I feel like, well, sugarcoat it
a lot, but they'll tell you eventually, like you said,
like the softies. But yeah, I just with the unhealed
libras because I think the healed libras are the healing libras.
The libras that are working on themselves can be so beautiful,
(46:23):
they can be so like carrying and they can hold
you and you know, but like the I've just experienced
ones that are not even working on themselves, and we're
just so weird.
Speaker 1 (46:37):
I feel like just going back to I feel like
Cancer Capricorn will give you harsh truth, virgal Pisces will
give you a truth, but with a little bit of
like with some thrown in. I think that the air
signs Geminis, Aquarius, Libra will be we'll tell you the
(46:57):
truth when they remember, like I don't. I feel like
they don't even care about what happens with their shit.
They're like, why do I care about your shit? Like
I'm outright, like I have to slow my dad down
big time, Aquarius, to be like, Dad, tell me what
you think. My Dad's like, I hate it, and I'm
like that I need more.
Speaker 3 (47:15):
I can't.
Speaker 1 (47:15):
Yeah, that's it. That's the thing. I hate it. That's
what else do you have to say? And I'm like
this sucks?
Speaker 3 (47:20):
Well, guys, that.
Speaker 1 (47:24):
The astrology section a maya. How do you plead with
these CHATGYBT questions?
Speaker 2 (47:29):
Wow, we got I was I was expecting us to
go a little light, but I was not expecting that.
I knew it was gonna be one of your questions.
Speaker 1 (47:36):
Oh my god, of course it's always me.
Speaker 2 (47:39):
The other questions that I had were like, have you
ever pretended to know something you didn't? What was it?
What was the biggest secret you've ever kept from your parents?
Have you ever spread a rumor you knew wasn't true?
Speaker 1 (47:51):
Well, I know it's kind of like we haven't gotten
like that personal. We're always really personal, but I think
those are kind of like two of our darkest things.
Speaker 2 (47:59):
That yeah, a little bit. But the thing is, it's
like you want to feel safe with with you know,
your bestie or whoever it is when you're telling them
these things. You want to be judged, you know, like
I was. I think I was like afraid at that
moment with the whole bathroom thing that I was like, well,
this is going to be you know, this is gonna
be something that I feel like I can't ever change that,
(48:22):
Like I'm it's yeah, And.
Speaker 1 (48:24):
I mean I also don't make safe space for that either,
because I'm always like I broke up with one boyfriend
because and then another boyfriend, I'm like, he's wild, Messa.
So I'm sure I'm not the person you'd want to
see that.
Speaker 2 (48:36):
Probably no, but I get it, like, and it's everybody's perspective.
I feel like we're we are like in this healing
journey where we're able to like separate ourselves and our
egos from like like I know, when you're talking about
your experience with other people who have like issues with
like cleanliness and stuff, I know it's like not I'm
not taking it personal at all, but there's maybe one
(49:00):
one percent that I'm like, oh, you know, but but
it's kind of good to hear that a little bit
because it's kind of like, you know, I feel like
it checks me a little bit, but I know that
it's like I'm confident in my own healing journey, and
I know it's like I'm not perfect, and shit happens,
and I think like we're lucky enough to have each
(49:21):
other and to say these things in a way that like,
you know, we're not gonna like I don't know, at each.
Speaker 1 (49:28):
Other for well, guys, Maya, thank you for listening.
Speaker 3 (49:33):
Mayan, thank you for being here. I don't know You're
always here, had to be here. Where can people find
you on social media?
Speaker 2 (49:43):
You can find me at my in the Moment, m
A y a in the moment, wherever you scirl what
about you?
Speaker 1 (49:49):
You can find me at the Curly v Show on
TikTok and Instagram.
Speaker 2 (49:53):
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The Super Secret Vestie Club Podcast. Hit us up on
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