June 16, 2025 • 42 mins
In this rare and intimate episode, host NatNat steps into deep vulnerability—becoming the client in a live Akashic Record reading with energy healer Bree Dela Cruz.
What unfolds is a powerful journey through past lives, ancestral gifts, and the unspoken fears that keep us playing small.
Bree reveals Nat's past life as a solitary mountain climber—a mirror to her current spiritual ascension and the courageous process of releasing relationships that no longer align with her soul’s frequency. The reading confirms a truth Nat has long suspected: her healing hands are a generational gift, passed down through her maternal lineage.
Most profound is the validation that Nat's intuitive healing extended the life of her dear friend Natalie—who lived far beyond medical expectations after a terminal cancer diagnosis. That moment becomes a catalyst: external proof that her spiritual gifts are not imagined—they are embodied.
Both Nat and Bree share deeply personal healing stories that defy conventional medicine:
🌀 A brain tumor disappearing in the Philippines through energy healing
🌀 Brain lesions reversing through meditation and nervous system work
This episode is a call to remember:
🌿 You may be living with only a fraction of your full power
🌿 Your soul holds stories, wisdom, and gifts ready to awaken
🌿 Healing doesn’t have to look like what you were taught
By the end, one truth stands clear—your authenticity is medicine. And when you stop hiding, your true path—and the right people—will find you.
🎧 Ready to remember what you came here to do?
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Episode Transcript
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NatNat - LiftOneSelf (00:00):
Welcome to the Lift when Self podcast.
I'm your host, nat.
Nat, I know many times that wehear people say they can do
certain things, yet then there'sthis hesitation to actually put
a dollar amount to what theirservices are.
So I want to build the trustwith the listeners and invite
guests that would use me as aclient and do these readings.
(00:22):
So that means I'm in the hotseat of vulnerability and you're
going to get some insightsabout my personal realm.
So this is going to make thedynamic of the podcast where
we're really building communityand growing together.
So, brie, would you pleaseintroduce yourself to myself and
the listeners.
Bree Delacruz (00:42):
Absolutely.
I'm Brie Dela Cruz.
I'm an Akashic Record readerand energy healer, and today
we're doing an Akashic Recordreading, which is essentially a
reading about a person's souland the many past lives that
that soul has lived, all thelessons and soul families that
they've traveled forward withthroughout lifetimes, as well as
(01:04):
future possible timelines.
I'm so excited to dive intoyour records today.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (01:10):
I am too.
I'm curious to see what isgoing to unfold Before we do.
Would you join me in a mindfulmoment so that we can ground
ourselves and open up?
Yes absolutely, and for thelisteners, as you always hear,
safety first.
If you're driving, please don'tclose your eyes.
Yet every other prompt you'reable to do so, brie, I'll ask
(01:30):
you to get comfortable in yourseating and, if it's safe to do
so, gently close your eyes andyou're going to begin breathing
in and out through your nose andyou're going to bring your
awareness to watching yourbreath go in and out.
You're not going to try andcontrol your breath, just allow
it to be in its natural state,guiding you in the body.
(01:54):
There may be some sensations orfeelings coming up, and that's
okay.
And that's okay.
Let them arise.
You're safe to feel.
You're safe to let go,surrender the need to control,
(02:17):
release the need to resist andjust be, be with your breath,
drop deeper into your body.
Now there may be some thoughtsor to-do lists that may have
popped up in the mind, andthat's okay.
Gently, bring your awarenessback to your breath, creating
(02:40):
space between the awareness andthe thoughts and dropping deeper
into the body, being in thespace of presence, of being.
Again, more thoughts may havepopped up.
Gently, bring your awarenessback to your breath, beginning
(03:05):
again, creating even more spacebetween the awareness and
thoughts and completelysurrendering into the body,
being in the space of presence,of being, now being in the
(03:36):
senses and in the body.
And in this present moment, atyour own time and at your own
pace, you're going to gentlyopen your eyes, while staying
with the breath.
The floor is yours, so wheneveryou want to start, you can.
Bree Delacruz (03:54):
Thank you so much for that.
That was so beautiful.
Are you ready?
Yes, I am, okay, beautiful.
As you know, I just opened yourrecords with a prayer, so I'm
going to go ahead.
Know, I just opened yourrecords with the prayers, I'm
going to go ahead.
Do we acknowledge the forces oflight asking for guidance,
direction and courage to knowthe truth as it is revealed, for
the highest good and highestgood of everyone connected to us
?
Oh, holy Spirit of light,protect me from all forms of
(04:17):
self-centeredness and direct myattention to the work at hand.
Help me to know Nat Nat in thelight of the Akashic records, to
see Nat Nat through the eyes ofthe lords of the records and
enable me to share the wisdomand compassion that the masters,
teachers, loved ones and guidesoffer her, have for her.
Okay, the records are now open.
(04:53):
The first thing that I'm seeingwhen I open your records is I
see you in a past life.
In this lifetime it wasn't thatlong ago you were in feels like
the 1930s, 1940s.
Um, in this lifetime, you werea male climbing up a mountain.
Um, it's beautiful.
(05:14):
It actually looks like it'slike, um, california or denver
not california, denver, becauseI can see the mountains and I
can see like the snow on the topof the mountains and you have a
backpack on your back andyou're backpacking, you have
little rod sticks and you'rewalking sticks and you're
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climbing up the mountain insearch of the next journey.
You're alone as you're on thishike and there's a pivot point
in your life where you'relooking for that next phase.
It feels like they're referringto you being alone as the time
of solitude when you're figuringout who you want in your inner
(05:57):
circle in this next phase andversion of yourself.
You're also climbing up themountain because they're wanting
to refer to the fact of yourspiritual frequency increasing.
At this time you're ascendingwhat they're saying, but you're
also understanding that asyou're ascending, you're kind of
having to let people drop off.
(06:17):
Does that resonate with whatyou're going through right now?
hang on because they're saying,as this past self of yours is
climbing up this mountain, it'sgetting rid of those boulders in
the backpack, but you'refeeling guilty letting it go.
Sometimes when this happens,they're showing how, for some
(06:38):
people, you're kind of takingthe boulder and you're throwing
it off the mountain, but forsome other people, you're taking
the boulder and you're like itoff the mountain, but for some
other people, you're taking theboulder and you're like gently
letting it, placing it on themountain and leaving it where it
is.
They're saying that you know whothose people are and you've
treated them in different waysbecause of how they've resonated
back to you of you know theirrespect for you and what you're
(07:00):
going through.
They're also wanting to talkabout how, right now, within
your business, you're expanding,you're climbing to new heights
and you're trying to acquire newinformation.
It's almost as if you're goingto this mountain for downloads
of new information for yourbusiness.
They're showing that you haveone aspect of your business, but
you're trying to add otherservices in the lanes.
(07:21):
Because right now they'reshowing you have this platform,
one pile of service that you'reoffering, but you're acquiring
tools within this mountain toadd to each of the piles to see
what else you can offer to thecollective.
In addition to that, they'realso showing how you're
searching for those new friendsto join in on your inner circle.
(07:42):
Have you been thinking aboutbusiness partners?
Have you been entertaining thatthought?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (07:47):
yet Not necessarily business partners,
yet those that would help medevelop the business.
So I guess, yeah, businesspartners in different roles to
help offload some tasks, yet bein the same theme of what I want
Lift One's self to be yet be inthe same theme of what I want
(08:07):
lift oneself to be.
Bree Delacruz (08:11):
Yes, it's almost as if that is also ascending
with you as well.
They're also dropping inmedicine offerings.
Is this something that you'vedone or are going to do?
Because they're showing how,when you're in this mountain,
you're searching in the forestand you're searching for the
tools that you're going to usefor medicine offering and herbs.
So medicine as in, like thenatural herbs that you would use
to heal they're dropping thatin as well too.
(08:33):
It feels like that's somethingthat will also be incorporated
into your practice.
It's something you might startto dive deeper into, learning
about and speaking about more,because it feels like that's one
aspect of it as well.
They're showing how your voiceis like that singing bird, and
so you speak a lot of truth, butit lands very softly, and so
(08:54):
they're saying, like in thislifetime, you're also that
friend that you know will tellit like it is, but it lands very
smooth.
But they're also saying thatpart of that air energy you're
going to start to get into theherb energy and the smoke
cleansing energy and the energyof using medicines of the earth
(09:14):
to talk about how you'reincorporating that into your
daily life and how it's helpingyou heal and ascend, and it's
really interesting.
Have you thought aboutincorporating that yet too?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (09:28):
not the herb like I do on my own for my
personal um, and then whenpeople ask I'll share the
medicine part, I really justprobably see just the space that
I hold for regulating thenervous system, that a lot of
people don't even understand orrealize the power they have
(09:50):
already within themselves, beingable to have that medicine in
different modalities that theydidn't even know that they
already have.
They just haven't reallyaccessed it to its full power.
Bree Delacruz (10:03):
Yeah, they're showing how you're helping
people transition.
They have this issue.
Yeah, they're showing howyou're helping people transition
.
They have this issue andthey're coming to you and you're
helping them start off usingspiritual tools because they're
not sure how to tap ininternally yet.
It's like someone comes to youwith questions about love and
you're directing them towardsroses and rose quartz and things
like that, until they start tounderstand how to tap in without
(10:25):
those tools.
It's your way of helping themthrough their own path to get to
kind of where you are.
Okay, so now they're showing howthis person is walking through
the mountains and the fact thathe is alone, but he's also
wanting to highlight hisrelationships.
In this lifetime he was verymuch alone.
(10:48):
He did something very out ofthe norm where he was in a
relationship.
He had a wife and child, butthey ended up not being together
.
He's wanting to highlight thefact that he is on this journey
of working through tension andissues within relationship he's
(11:09):
and the difference between thetwo, and so it almost feels like
in this past lifetime hehimself has gone through this
spiritual awakening per se, butthey didn't call it.
That back then is what he'ssaying and he's under.
He was going through thejourney of understanding how
people around him were no longerin resonance with his energy,
but he didn't understand whatwords to put that into.
But he's wanted to draw to thefact that this is something
(11:32):
that's also going on in yourlife as well, where the
relationships around you are notunderstanding the frequency of
where you are.
Is this something that ishappening in romantic
relationship as well, too?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (11:47):
I'm not in any romantic relationship, so
it can be challenging to getinto a romantic relationship,
because when I speak and there'sdepth, many don't want to go
that deep, so then it becomestoo much.
Bree Delacruz (12:00):
They're like I'm drowning, so they move off he's
laughing and he wanted tohighlight that he's alone in
this mountain.
Not only is he alone, withoutfriends, he's single and he's
searching.
He's looking for that love birdto come and land.
He's wanting to draw thatparallel to what is going on in
your life as well.
He's saying that's one of thesearches you have on the back
(12:20):
burner right now in your mindthat it has some fear that's
surrounded.
It's not necessarily like itwon't happen, but he's wanting
to highlight that you know thatthose are the you know
reprogramming that you'reworking through to allow that to
come into your life.
He's also wanting to highlightthis future partner for you when
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this partner is going to dropin.
It feels like until the end ofthe year, this is your time of
focusing on your business butalso working through some of the
fears surrounded by romanticrelationship the fear of being
not met, similar to how hedidn't feel met in his frequency
, of what he felt during hisdivorce.
(13:04):
That's kind of your journeyfrom now until the end of the
year.
Don't feel discouraged by thetiming of this, because it feels
like your focus on yourself andyour business until the end of
the year will take a lot of yourenergy and it'll come faster
(13:24):
than you think.
It does feel like you'd meetthis partner in the new year, in
2026.
This person has their spiritualsense and so he's kind of
describing this person asthey've gone through their own
journey if not being understood,kind of feels like they've been
to therapy.
It feels like they've um spokento friends and family about
(13:48):
what they're going through.
So they're very emotionallyintelligent.
They're not necessarily asspiritual as you are, but
they're saying that this personwill understand everything that
you do, because it centersaround healing and helping
people align and ascending theirenergy, and that's something
that this person has done aswell.
In their own way, this partneris very grounded, introverted,
(14:11):
and it will balance you out,because you are extroverted, not
to feel discouraged with thosedifferences because at the core,
this is like this person andyour soul resonate in that sense
, because you do have thosedifferences but you still deeply
understand each other and eachother's journey.
(14:32):
Did you have questions that youwanted to ask about that or
about anything else?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (14:37):
No, I've been reflecting on that this
year of what has me resistingreceiving love, receiving a
relationship.
What fear is in the programming?
That is like the control.
Doing this work has deepreflection.
So when you are a person thatcan think very deeply, it can be
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very challenging to find thatpartner that you can open up to
and feel supported, yet also nottake them in places that they
don't want to go to yet, whichis a balancing act in
partnership, because we tend towant to work on the other person
rather than ourselves.
Bree Delacruz (15:18):
So, yeah, it resonates and he's saying one of
the fears that you've had andthat you're embracing and
letting come up is how strong ofgifts that you have.
It kind of feels like for yearsthat those have had to be
hidden.
Like he's showing, you have somuch that had to be hidden but
(15:39):
now you're starting to open thecurtain more and let that shine
through.
It feels like in the past youhave felt like it's been
external.
Other people have those giftsand I resonate because I'm
intuitive, but it's not me.
I can't be the one that hasthose gifts too.
They're saying that in the pastfew years and even now, as you
(15:59):
continue your ascension, you'repulling back that curtain and
understanding that you do alsohave those abilities yourself.
You know that right, thatyou're highly intuitive.
You have those gifts of healingtoo.
He's wanting you to continue toembrace that, because he's also
referring to the fact that in apast life you were also a
medicine woman.
(16:20):
The skills aboriginal,indigenous and that's why he's
also referring to that's whatdrove him to look for those
herbs in the mountains.
How that journey is full too.
Is this in your lineage?
Because he's kind of drawn tothe fact that this runs familial
.
Are you aware of that at all?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (16:42):
on both different sides.
I know deep within my nervoussystem nervous systems create
other nervous systems.
There's deep wisdom in knowingthat I cannot put into this
lived experience of this partintuitively.
Things come out that are verynatural, that I'm like how would
I know this?
Bree Delacruz (17:03):
yeah.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (17:04):
I tap into more, of allowing source to
work through me and letting thatwisdom and knowing come through
, even though it feels like alot of the people that I'm
around or I speak to they're notthere yet.
So it feels like I'm muchfurther ahead than those around.
(17:25):
So then it feels like I have todim myself to feel that sense
of belonging.
Yet I've been releasing thataspect of I just have to allow
what's within to flow out andthose that are ready to receive
that will match into that and beamplified so that things can
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click for them internally.
That lineage I know it's verypowerful and it's like I hold
space for that knowing and thatknowledge to be there he's
referring to, especially withyou having to dim your light.
Bree Delacruz (18:02):
he's saying that's what he's referring to
because he's showing how youhave the curtains that you're
kind of holding yourself tightand then you'll let people peek
the energy through.
But now is your time whereyou're really pulling back that
curtain and not to feel afraidto fully open.
You'll surprise yourself withhow much comes through.
(18:22):
Right now you've tapped into 10, 15% of what truly holds within
because of that fear of beingseen and misunderstood.
But he's also saying that onceyou pull back that curtain and
your light is shining bright, itwill start to attract those
people who resonate with thatlight.
Light is shining bright.
It will start to attract thosepeople who resonate with that
light.
And so once you shine fully,it's going to start attracting
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those people, including thatpartner, because the
authenticity of when you arefully shining, that's when that
person will see you and resonatewith you being a new, full
authenticity and true self ifthat makes sense, without having
to hide any aspect of yourself,because it feels like when that
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person comes in, they're comingwith their true authenticity
without any filters.
I am who I am and this is whatI've gone through, but I hold
deep compassion for what you'vegone through throughout life as
well too, and so I see youbecause I can fully see you now.
They're referring to lineagemom's mom's mom side.
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So they're just wanting you toexplore that after this and just
keep learning about more ofwhat she practiced, because it
feels like she did practicespiritual gifts behind closed
doors as well.
She's saying you're so luckybecause in this lifetime you
don't have to hide.
In her lifetime, when shepracticed those gifts she could
have been killed, but in thislifetime, as you practice these
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gifts, it's just embraced andpeople need people like you.
So she's wanting you to explorethat because she's kind of
taking ownership, almost likethis comes from me, but it falls
down into you and it's startingto develop and flourish into
who you are too.
I hope that makes sense it doesokay, so he's wanting to shift
(20:09):
back um into business.
Did you have any specificquestions you wanted to ask your
guys before I keep going,because you can ask anything as
well with the business.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (20:20):
I know I'm forcing too much right now.
I want to be guided in thesurrender aspect of allowing
myself to trust okay.
Bree Delacruz (20:31):
So he's saying that part of that mistrust, or
wondering why things aren'tmoving as fast as you want them
to and why you feel the urge topush forward is coming from
feelings of self-worth.
Am I enough?
Am I doing enough?
Is what I am enough to propelmyself forward, or do I need to
(20:54):
push and pull all of thesethings in so that I become as
successful as I want to be?
I'm just asking how you canwork through that and what the
blockage is coming from.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (21:07):
I think also to ask is the fear of the
success, and will I be able tomaintain it and not fall?
Bree Delacruz (21:15):
he's really just wanting to highlight community.
So it first starts with workingon that self-worth and pulling
back that curtain of all thegifts that you have and sharing
that with the world, because itkind of feels like right now
you've shared a portion of thatto your clients but they're not
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aware of everything else thatyou can offer to them.
It feels like you have othermodalities and other gifts that
you know are there but you justare using them personally but
you feel as though you don'thave the ability to offer that
to other people.
They're really wanting you toplay with those modalities, with
friends and family andcommunity that you trust, so
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that you can strengthen thatmuscle of that you.
You know that you can do thisand you've seen it because
you've tried it with otherpeople.
So he's really wanting you to dothat because they're also
wanting to draw in community.
It feels like you working withother people in the community
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helps you be more seen by others.
It feels like you do havecollaborations.
It's as if you hold an event,podcast, an event.
You're in the community andmeeting other people who are
helping elevate your business.
In doing so, those timelines ofyou sustaining and growing your
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business are very much in reach.
It's just working through thatself-belief and self-worth.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (22:45):
Does that make sense?
One of those gifts has to dowith my hand.
Bree Delacruz (22:48):
They're showing a few things.
They're showing you with herbs,crushing them up and using your
hands and really getting inthere.
But they're also showingessential oils and like do you
massage or are you using energywith your hands?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (23:04):
I've always been told that I give
great massages and that I shouldbe a masseuse yeah and I know
intuitively how to read the bodyand where things are.
I just haven't delved into thatbecause I know how physically
demanding it can be andenergetically how it can be.
(23:27):
So it's understanding that.
Yet, since I've been youngthat's one of the gifts that
I've been told I have healinghands.
Bree Delacruz (23:36):
Oh my gosh, I have chills because they're just
dropping in.
They're showing you with theessential oils and the herbs, of
course, making sure peopledon't have allergies or anything
like that You're incorporatingit all into one offering.
So it doesn't feel like peoplecome to you for a 60 minute RMT
massage and that's it.
They're coming to you for morethan that.
They've tried regular massagein, say, like a
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physiotherapist's office, and itdidn't quite work for them
because you know that it'sdeeper than just the muscle
fibers and tissues.
So you're taking the herbs andthe oils and you're taking into
what you're seeing and whatthey're telling you about their
physical ailments and thenyou're going in and treating
them.
And so it's as if you do go inwith the physical treatment, but
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you are also going to channelinformation about what is going
on in their body and what theycan do to help clear that.
Energetically.
Information will drop in whereyou'll be like where the heck
did that come from?
But they're saying, like you'llsay, oh, drink this kind of tea
and do this kind of meditation,and it just all funnels through
.
That's incredible.
That's so exciting.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (24:39):
I have done this and what scares me and
what rings in my head when yousay this is lawsuit.
Things can happen.
I also know that some may notbe accountable for their inner
terrain because there's a lot ofemotional repression.
If you release these emotions,especially the fear, and feel it
(25:04):
in your body, there's thingsthat open up.
I see the fear.
When you were saying all that,I was like oh, that's nice, I
don't have my accreditation, I'mnot interested in going to do
all that.
Bree Delacruz (25:12):
And.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (25:12):
I also see lawsuit, yet I also see an
opening of trust, because you'reblocking the gift for people
that it would really resonatewith.
I want to ask the name Natalie,ask them what that means, ask
them about Natalie and see whatcomes through before I do that.
Bree Delacruz (25:36):
They're just wanting to drop in, like the
fact that you will find ways toprotect yourself.
So it's almost as if someonestill comes to you.
They still fill out an intakeform as if they would when they
go to a physiotherapist office,just consenting that you don't
claim to cure all ailments, butyou're really here for a massage
experience or something likethat, and that's the way that
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you protect yourself.
They're also saying, like, thepeople that come to you are
knowing that you're in thespiritual space and this is
alternative healing to protectyourself.
You do still have people signthat wafer form or whatever that
looks like to you.
So he's wanting you to knowthat's the cure to that fear, if
that makes sense, because hereally they're really wanting to
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encourage you to pursue this,because it's really going to
open your doors to otheropportunities as well, because
you will meet people throughyour clients.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (26:29):
Yeah, I know, I know.
Bree Delacruz (26:32):
With tough love.
Okay, I'm referring to like.
I don't know if she's agirlfriend, but they're almost
referring to sister or a closegirlfriend.
It feels like there's conflictthere, with conflict or some
kind of tension between the two.
They're just saying like didn'tmeet eye to eye on certain
things before.
Was she a business partner,close friend before, or what's
(26:56):
that?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (26:57):
okay, what's?
Bree Delacruz (26:58):
the question of are you going to want to go into
business with her?
Is she in a similar line ofwork?
Because they're kind of justshowing like didn't meet eye to
eye.
NatNat - LiftOneSel (27:07):
Something's going on there ask what the
conflict is.
To show what the conflict is,they're referred to jealousy.
Bree Delacruz (27:16):
I'm just trying to ask what that means.
It kind of feels like you aregoing for the same aspiration,
but then one person.
There's a little bit of jealousythere no they're just wanting
to keep that in mind, not toscare you away if this is
something that you're wanting topursue with friendship, but
(27:38):
they're just wanting, like you,to know that, if you do choose
to get into businessrelationship, just to make sure
that you consistently stay onthe same page.
It feels like when one persondoes something, the other person
feels like they want to do thattoo, which can be beautiful and
(27:58):
can work out.
Just always remain on the samepage so that it doesn't feel
like one person is doing morethan the other or one-upping the
other.
They're saying that thisrelationship can work out very
well as long as you remain inbalance and in sync.
What can happen sometimes isbecause you do have similarities
.
If one person wants to do thisand the other person doesn't
(28:20):
quite understand, this personfeels like they're being left
behind out of the loop Does thatmake sense.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (28:26):
I want to ask with Natalie did I use my
gifts with Natalie?
Bree Delacruz (28:40):
it kind of looks like she came to you for help.
This is what they're showing.
I'll just let you unpack.
They're showing that she comesto you and there's something
happening energetically likesome sort of imbalance.
She comes to you for help andit feels like you you did help
get that imbalance.
Feels like after she left youshe did realize, realize things
that occurred in her body thatwere healing.
Was that validated to you afterthe fact?
(29:02):
It feels like it's almost as ifshe comes and she's at her
wit's end almost, or she's notsure how else, to help cure
what's happening internally.
And when she came to you it didand she was better off for it.
He's saying that the God issaying this is something you do
(29:24):
often, but not everyone has comeback to you with the validation
of what you've helped them with.
He's wanting you to know thatyou've done this for other
friends.
So, like other friends havecome to you in the past or other
family members have come to youin the past with an ailment,
you've helped them and you'rejust like, did that do anything?
And some of them don't evenbelieve that that was from you.
(29:46):
But he's wanting you to knowthat it was Resonates today you,
but he's wanting you to knowthat it was.
It resonates today.
He wants you to understand thetrue power that you have,
because it kind of feels like,instead of peeking behind the
curtain, you have to step intothat light and keep going,
because, again, it's just thosefears that are circulating but
you're slowly trying to clearthem off.
(30:08):
That is so aligned for you andhe wants you to continue
pursuing that and understandthat those fears are just fears.
They're not blockages tellingyou not to do that.
That make sense.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (30:20):
Yeah, makes sense.
Bree Delacruz (30:23):
Do you have any questions before I close?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (30:25):
How do I better myself?
Bree Delacruz (30:27):
He's saying you continuing to practice with
other people is going to showyou quickly that you can trust
your abilities and the wayyou're navigating through your
life and business.
For your business, for example,as you're going out into
community and you're meetingother people, people will start
to see all that you offer andthe light you have, the energy
(30:47):
and the frequency that you carryyourself in, and they're going
to really resonate with you andbe drawn to you and want to work
with you and so for that it'sgoing to help you understand
what other people see thatyou're not quite seeing just yet
.
And then for your spiritualabilities and your gifts and
your ability to work with yourhands, it feels like you do take
(31:09):
some sort of course just sothat you're reacquainted with
the physical body and so thatyou feel more comfortable taking
on clients who are not friendsand family.
It feels like you still do that.
It isn't the full same program,but it does feel like you go
back to school and take somesort of course to learn just a
little bit more so that you feellike you have that foundation.
It also feels like, as far asyour spiritual gifts, you'll
(31:32):
also incorporate into that sideof your business that comes from
you practicing with friends.
You practice with friends andyou're just having fun, but then
friends of friends want to seeyou as well, and so that's going
to start building your trust.
Because he's saying that rightnow, all the gifts are kept at
home and they're kept internally.
Because he's saying that rightnow, all the gifts are kept at
(31:53):
home and they're kept internally.
But as you start to open thedoor and play with other people,
get out into the community,it's going to start to feel more
comfortable for you tostrengthen that, that your
abilities, and strengthen yourbelief in yourself.
Does that make sense?
Yeah, Okay.
I want to close the record.
I would like to thank themasters, masters, teachers and
(32:14):
loved ones for their support andguidance.
I would like to thank the lordsof the Akashic records for
their point of view and I wouldlike to thank the Holy Spirit of
Light for all knowledge andhealing.
The records are now closed.
The records are now closed therecords are now closed.
The records are now closed.
The records are now closed.
Thank you.
(32:35):
I hope that resonated with youand you got some nuggets of
information.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (32:42):
Yeah, about 80% of it resonated.
The part with Natalie.
You see, natalie transitionedin November.
She had pancreatic cancer.
They gave her three months tolive, yet she lived for 18
months and I know it's due to meregulating her nervous system,
massaging out parts and stufflike that.
(33:02):
Therefore, that's why I askedwas the gift part of and I
already know it's just hearingit from a different perspective
and that's why I say the healinghands of massaging and touching
that aspect?
It resonated a lot and it's like, okay, because I've done the
work and I'm open, so I canreceive this information and it
(33:25):
flows very well, because whenI've done past life and when
I've done the meditation, thereis a man there.
When the man was there, what Ismelt was like burning wood and
it felt hot and very enduring,like not able to do that inner
work, just really in survivalmode and don't have time for
(33:48):
emotions and stuff like that.
So when you started off withthe man, I was like, okay, all
right, let's hear what theinformation is and it resonates,
so I know for some listenershearing this.
It might off-put them or theythink this is made up or whatnot
.
I can say from my own livedexperience 80% of this resonated
(34:09):
, and we don't know each other.
As you said, before we startedrecording, you didn't want to
hear anything about me, so thatit came out naturally and didn't
feel forced and, as you saw,you know the questions that I
gave.
It was prompting to see whatmore information would be there
that would be truth.
So I thank you for sharing thisand doing this reading live,
(34:32):
because not everybody would beopen to wanting to do this and
showing what their gifts are.
My question is when did youdrop into this gift?
Bree Delacruz (34:43):
So my opening to spirituality or alternative
healing really started as ayoung child.
My mom was a teenage mom and sofor part of my life I spent my
life living with my grandparents.
My grandpa was 57 years old,super strong man, huge Bruce Lee
fan, had an at-home gymblasting music, big muscles.
(35:04):
Health was his number one thing.
But at 57 years old heexperienced headaches thing.
But at 57 years old heexperienced headaches.
He went to the doctors.
They found out that he had atumor in his brain about the
size of a golf ball intertwinedinto his brain.
He did 33 rounds of chemo.
Didn't change the size of thetumor.
(35:26):
So he went home to thePhilippines because he wanted to
visit his mom for the last time, and so my family all went with
them to the Philippines tovisit to say, like, his last
goodbye.
At that point they gave him sixmonths left to live.
My great grandma I have apicture of her right there.
Actually she's one of my angelsin my guides.
(35:48):
She didn't know to what extenthis illness was, but she just
knew he was sick.
She brought healers and shamansfrom the community in the
Philippines to help heal whatwas going on.
They did energy healings on himfor seven hours a day, seven
days straight, sunup to sundown.
My grandma would cook everyonefood.
(36:11):
At this point he was so sickfrom all the chemo that he
couldn't walk.
He was gray, feeding from thebag.
But after the third day he wasable to change his own clothes.
He started eating again.
After the seventh day he wasable to walk around the
perimeter of the house and hestarted gaining back color into
(36:32):
his skin.
Two weeks later he was able todrive, which they took his
license away.
He came back to Canada.
They ran the tests on him andthe tumor was gone.
They couldn't believe it andthe doctor said I don't know
what you did in the Philippines.
I can't advise you to dowhatever that woo-woo stuff is,
(36:57):
but just keep doing it.
I don't share this gift to saythat energy healing cures all
cancer and all illnesses, but Ido share this to say that it did
open my grandpa's eyes to analternative way, and he was
someone who didn't believe in.
I share this because it canwork for people or at least
shift the perspective or helpthem heal.
(37:18):
He's 78 years old today andstill kicking it.
That is what really opened myeyes at such a young age.
I think I was 10, 11 years oldwhen this was all happening.
Watching him through that timeof his life and still living
today really opened my eyes.
Since then, I have other familymembers who are into healing
(37:40):
and do theta healing and energyhealing and are intuitives as
well.
I just started learning andgrowing.
I continue as learning as well.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (37:49):
I want to to ask you, if your pain could
say something, what would it sayright now?
Bree Delacruz (37:57):
I think it depends on the person, but a lot
of the time it does come fromsome sort of stress.
But it really does depend,because when the energy healers
were working on my grandpa, theywere doing a lot of the inner
work.
They were asking him questionsabout times in his life that he
regrets or things like that.
NatNat - LiftOneS (38:17):
Unfortunately , it really does depend but if
your pain could speak, whatwould it say?
My pain.
Bree Delacruz (38:25):
Oh, I would say my pain would be perfectionism,
because that's something that Igrew up with my entire life but
I'm working through becausepeople are perfect the way they
are.
They don't have to be perfect.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (38:42):
It's a safety part of the nervous
system because of the way beliefsystems are set up and judgment
and stuff like that.
So, feeling safe in this world,I want to bring you into a
reflective question.
I want to ask what would yourpast self say to you right now?
Bree Delacruz (39:02):
My past self would say that anything that I
truly desire is possible, and ifI had told that to myself 10
years ago, or even five yearsago, she would laugh at me,
because you know how do youbelieve that?
But I now know that anythingthat you desire and continuously
desire is truly possible and islikely on one of your possible
(39:24):
timelines that are close to you.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (39:26):
What would your future self say about fear
?
Bree Delacruz (39:33):
What would your future self say about fear?
I think that fear is welcomedbecause on the other side of
fear is usually something reallygreat and grand and greater
than you can ever desire, andmost of the time on the other
side of fear is greatness, Ithink.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (39:48):
So I know many listeners are like okay,
where can I?
I find Bree.
So can you let the listenersknow where they can find you and
what you have to offer?
Bree Delacruz (39:57):
yeah, absolutely so.
As we did today, I offerAkashic record readings, which
is a reading of your soul andpast lives and future timelines.
I also do sacred energy healing, as well as manifestation and
alignment coaching.
You can find me on social mediainstagram and tiktok at soul
and luna healing.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (40:17):
It's s-o-l and l-u-n-a healing and as well
online, you can find me at souland luna healingcom so all of
that will be in the show notesso that it's easily clickable
and they're able to get incontact with you.
As you heard in this reading,there was nothing performative,
(40:39):
there was nothing fixed.
Brie did this all as if I hadjust clicked on her website and
came in as a client.
I want to thank you for, youknow, offering to show the
listeners what you have, what'savailable, sharing your
grandfather's story.
What you were saying wasmatching some of mine.
I had lesions in my brainstemand a cerebellum and my body
(41:03):
shut down and I was told I wasonly going to live for six
months.
And yeah, and when I learnedmeditation and went within,
things started reversing.
Yeah, and when I learnedmeditation and went within,
things started reversing.
And as the neuroscience and theneurologist like, I don't know
how it got there and I don'tknow how it reversed, but
whatever you're doing, just keepdoing it.
It sounds like some mindfulness.
And I was always like don't youwant to know more?
Doesn't medicine want to studyin this?
(41:25):
So that has been one of myblockages too, of thinking.
You know I'm a test subject.
You would want to inquire moreabout this yet also recognizing
you're outside of the box ofthat.
A lot of this connectionresonated in a deep way.
I want to thank you, brie, forall that you bring into the
world.
Bree Delacruz (41:44):
Thank you so much for having me.
This was so much fun.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (41:47):
Please remember to be kind to yourself.
Hey, you made it all the wayhere.
I appreciate you in your time.
If you found value in thisconversation, please share it
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If there was somebody thatpopped into your mind, take
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It possibly may not be themthat will benefit.
It's that they know somebodythat will benefit from listening
(42:11):
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So please take action and shareout the podcast.
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over on my website.
(42:31):
I'm into a discovery callLiftOneSelfcom.
Until next time, pleaseremember to be kind and gentle
with yourself.
You matter.
Welcome to the Lift when Self podcast.
I'm your host, nat.
Nat, I know many times that wehear people say they can do
certain things, yet then there'sthis hesitation to actually put
a dollar amount to what theirservices are.
So I want to build the trustwith the listeners and invite
guests that would use me as aclient and do these readings.
(00:22):
So that means I'm in the hotseat of vulnerability and you're
going to get some insightsabout my personal realm.
So this is going to make thedynamic of the podcast where
we're really building communityand growing together.
So, brie, would you pleaseintroduce yourself to myself and
the listeners.
Bree Delacruz (00:42):
Absolutely.
I'm Brie Dela Cruz.
I'm an Akashic Record readerand energy healer, and today
we're doing an Akashic Recordreading, which is essentially a
reading about a person's souland the many past lives that
that soul has lived, all thelessons and soul families that
they've traveled forward withthroughout lifetimes, as well as
(01:04):
future possible timelines.
I'm so excited to dive intoyour records today.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (01:10):
I am too.
I'm curious to see what isgoing to unfold Before we do.
Would you join me in a mindfulmoment so that we can ground
ourselves and open up?
Yes absolutely, and for thelisteners, as you always hear,
safety first.
If you're driving, please don'tclose your eyes.
Yet every other prompt you'reable to do so, brie, I'll ask
(01:30):
you to get comfortable in yourseating and, if it's safe to do
so, gently close your eyes andyou're going to begin breathing
in and out through your nose andyou're going to bring your
awareness to watching yourbreath go in and out.
You're not going to try andcontrol your breath, just allow
it to be in its natural state,guiding you in the body.
(01:54):
There may be some sensations orfeelings coming up, and that's
okay.
And that's okay.
Let them arise.
You're safe to feel.
You're safe to let go,surrender the need to control,
(02:17):
release the need to resist andjust be, be with your breath,
drop deeper into your body.
Now there may be some thoughtsor to-do lists that may have
popped up in the mind, andthat's okay.
Gently, bring your awarenessback to your breath, creating
(02:40):
space between the awareness andthe thoughts and dropping deeper
into the body, being in thespace of presence, of being.
Again, more thoughts may havepopped up.
Gently, bring your awarenessback to your breath, beginning
(03:05):
again, creating even more spacebetween the awareness and
thoughts and completelysurrendering into the body,
being in the space of presence,of being, now being in the
(03:36):
senses and in the body.
And in this present moment, atyour own time and at your own
pace, you're going to gentlyopen your eyes, while staying
with the breath.
The floor is yours, so wheneveryou want to start, you can.
Bree Delacruz (03:54):
Thank you so much for that.
That was so beautiful.
Are you ready?
Yes, I am, okay, beautiful.
As you know, I just opened yourrecords with a prayer, so I'm
going to go ahead.
Know, I just opened yourrecords with the prayers, I'm
going to go ahead.
Do we acknowledge the forces oflight asking for guidance,
direction and courage to knowthe truth as it is revealed, for
the highest good and highestgood of everyone connected to us
?
Oh, holy Spirit of light,protect me from all forms of
(04:17):
self-centeredness and direct myattention to the work at hand.
Help me to know Nat Nat in thelight of the Akashic records, to
see Nat Nat through the eyes ofthe lords of the records and
enable me to share the wisdomand compassion that the masters,
teachers, loved ones and guidesoffer her, have for her.
Okay, the records are now open.
(04:53):
The first thing that I'm seeingwhen I open your records is I
see you in a past life.
In this lifetime it wasn't thatlong ago you were in feels like
the 1930s, 1940s.
Um, in this lifetime, you werea male climbing up a mountain.
Um, it's beautiful.
(05:14):
It actually looks like it'slike, um, california or denver
not california, denver, becauseI can see the mountains and I
can see like the snow on the topof the mountains and you have a
backpack on your back andyou're backpacking, you have
little rod sticks and you'rewalking sticks and you're
(05:35):
climbing up the mountain insearch of the next journey.
You're alone as you're on thishike and there's a pivot point
in your life where you'relooking for that next phase.
It feels like they're referringto you being alone as the time
of solitude when you're figuringout who you want in your inner
(05:57):
circle in this next phase andversion of yourself.
You're also climbing up themountain because they're wanting
to refer to the fact of yourspiritual frequency increasing.
At this time you're ascendingwhat they're saying, but you're
also understanding that asyou're ascending, you're kind of
having to let people drop off.
(06:17):
Does that resonate with whatyou're going through right now?
hang on because they're saying,as this past self of yours is
climbing up this mountain, it'sgetting rid of those boulders in
the backpack, but you'refeeling guilty letting it go.
Sometimes when this happens,they're showing how, for some
(06:38):
people, you're kind of takingthe boulder and you're throwing
it off the mountain, but forsome other people, you're taking
the boulder and you're like itoff the mountain, but for some
other people, you're taking theboulder and you're like gently
letting it, placing it on themountain and leaving it where it
is.
They're saying that you know whothose people are and you've
treated them in different waysbecause of how they've resonated
back to you of you know theirrespect for you and what you're
(07:00):
going through.
They're also wanting to talkabout how, right now, within
your business, you're expanding,you're climbing to new heights
and you're trying to acquire newinformation.
It's almost as if you're goingto this mountain for downloads
of new information for yourbusiness.
They're showing that you haveone aspect of your business, but
you're trying to add otherservices in the lanes.
(07:21):
Because right now they'reshowing you have this platform,
one pile of service that you'reoffering, but you're acquiring
tools within this mountain toadd to each of the piles to see
what else you can offer to thecollective.
In addition to that, they'realso showing how you're
searching for those new friendsto join in on your inner circle.
(07:42):
Have you been thinking aboutbusiness partners?
Have you been entertaining thatthought?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (07:47):
yet Not necessarily business partners,
yet those that would help medevelop the business.
So I guess, yeah, businesspartners in different roles to
help offload some tasks, yet bein the same theme of what I want
Lift One's self to be yet be inthe same theme of what I want
(08:07):
lift oneself to be.
Bree Delacruz (08:11):
Yes, it's almost as if that is also ascending
with you as well.
They're also dropping inmedicine offerings.
Is this something that you'vedone or are going to do?
Because they're showing how,when you're in this mountain,
you're searching in the forestand you're searching for the
tools that you're going to usefor medicine offering and herbs.
So medicine as in, like thenatural herbs that you would use
to heal they're dropping thatin as well too.
(08:33):
It feels like that's somethingthat will also be incorporated
into your practice.
It's something you might startto dive deeper into, learning
about and speaking about more,because it feels like that's one
aspect of it as well.
They're showing how your voiceis like that singing bird, and
so you speak a lot of truth, butit lands very softly, and so
(08:54):
they're saying, like in thislifetime, you're also that
friend that you know will tellit like it is, but it lands very
smooth.
But they're also saying thatpart of that air energy you're
going to start to get into theherb energy and the smoke
cleansing energy and the energyof using medicines of the earth
(09:14):
to talk about how you'reincorporating that into your
daily life and how it's helpingyou heal and ascend, and it's
really interesting.
Have you thought aboutincorporating that yet too?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (09:28):
not the herb like I do on my own for my
personal um, and then whenpeople ask I'll share the
medicine part, I really justprobably see just the space that
I hold for regulating thenervous system, that a lot of
people don't even understand orrealize the power they have
(09:50):
already within themselves, beingable to have that medicine in
different modalities that theydidn't even know that they
already have.
They just haven't reallyaccessed it to its full power.
Bree Delacruz (10:03):
Yeah, they're showing how you're helping
people transition.
They have this issue.
Yeah, they're showing howyou're helping people transition
.
They have this issue andthey're coming to you and you're
helping them start off usingspiritual tools because they're
not sure how to tap ininternally yet.
It's like someone comes to youwith questions about love and
you're directing them towardsroses and rose quartz and things
like that, until they start tounderstand how to tap in without
(10:25):
those tools.
It's your way of helping themthrough their own path to get to
kind of where you are.
Okay, so now they're showing howthis person is walking through
the mountains and the fact thathe is alone, but he's also
wanting to highlight hisrelationships.
In this lifetime he was verymuch alone.
(10:48):
He did something very out ofthe norm where he was in a
relationship.
He had a wife and child, butthey ended up not being together
.
He's wanting to highlight thefact that he is on this journey
of working through tension andissues within relationship he's
(11:09):
and the difference between thetwo, and so it almost feels like
in this past lifetime hehimself has gone through this
spiritual awakening per se, butthey didn't call it.
That back then is what he'ssaying and he's under.
He was going through thejourney of understanding how
people around him were no longerin resonance with his energy,
but he didn't understand whatwords to put that into.
But he's wanted to draw to thefact that this is something
(11:32):
that's also going on in yourlife as well, where the
relationships around you are notunderstanding the frequency of
where you are.
Is this something that ishappening in romantic
relationship as well, too?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (11:47):
I'm not in any romantic relationship, so
it can be challenging to getinto a romantic relationship,
because when I speak and there'sdepth, many don't want to go
that deep, so then it becomestoo much.
Bree Delacruz (12:00):
They're like I'm drowning, so they move off he's
laughing and he wanted tohighlight that he's alone in
this mountain.
Not only is he alone, withoutfriends, he's single and he's
searching.
He's looking for that love birdto come and land.
He's wanting to draw thatparallel to what is going on in
your life as well.
He's saying that's one of thesearches you have on the back
(12:20):
burner right now in your mindthat it has some fear that's
surrounded.
It's not necessarily like itwon't happen, but he's wanting
to highlight that you know thatthose are the you know
reprogramming that you'reworking through to allow that to
come into your life.
He's also wanting to highlightthis future partner for you when
(12:41):
this partner is going to dropin.
It feels like until the end ofthe year, this is your time of
focusing on your business butalso working through some of the
fears surrounded by romanticrelationship the fear of being
not met, similar to how hedidn't feel met in his frequency
, of what he felt during hisdivorce.
(13:04):
That's kind of your journeyfrom now until the end of the
year.
Don't feel discouraged by thetiming of this, because it feels
like your focus on yourself andyour business until the end of
the year will take a lot of yourenergy and it'll come faster
(13:24):
than you think.
It does feel like you'd meetthis partner in the new year, in
2026.
This person has their spiritualsense and so he's kind of
describing this person asthey've gone through their own
journey if not being understood,kind of feels like they've been
to therapy.
It feels like they've um spokento friends and family about
(13:48):
what they're going through.
So they're very emotionallyintelligent.
They're not necessarily asspiritual as you are, but
they're saying that this personwill understand everything that
you do, because it centersaround healing and helping
people align and ascending theirenergy, and that's something
that this person has done aswell.
In their own way, this partneris very grounded, introverted,
(14:11):
and it will balance you out,because you are extroverted, not
to feel discouraged with thosedifferences because at the core,
this is like this person andyour soul resonate in that sense
, because you do have thosedifferences but you still deeply
understand each other and eachother's journey.
(14:32):
Did you have questions that youwanted to ask about that or
about anything else?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (14:37):
No, I've been reflecting on that this
year of what has me resistingreceiving love, receiving a
relationship.
What fear is in the programming?
That is like the control.
Doing this work has deepreflection.
So when you are a person thatcan think very deeply, it can be
(15:00):
very challenging to find thatpartner that you can open up to
and feel supported, yet also nottake them in places that they
don't want to go to yet, whichis a balancing act in
partnership, because we tend towant to work on the other person
rather than ourselves.
Bree Delacruz (15:18):
So, yeah, it resonates and he's saying one of
the fears that you've had andthat you're embracing and
letting come up is how strong ofgifts that you have.
It kind of feels like for yearsthat those have had to be
hidden.
Like he's showing, you have somuch that had to be hidden but
(15:39):
now you're starting to open thecurtain more and let that shine
through.
It feels like in the past youhave felt like it's been
external.
Other people have those giftsand I resonate because I'm
intuitive, but it's not me.
I can't be the one that hasthose gifts too.
They're saying that in the pastfew years and even now, as you
(15:59):
continue your ascension, you'repulling back that curtain and
understanding that you do alsohave those abilities yourself.
You know that right, thatyou're highly intuitive.
You have those gifts of healingtoo.
He's wanting you to continue toembrace that, because he's also
referring to the fact that in apast life you were also a
medicine woman.
(16:20):
The skills aboriginal,indigenous and that's why he's
also referring to that's whatdrove him to look for those
herbs in the mountains.
How that journey is full too.
Is this in your lineage?
Because he's kind of drawn tothe fact that this runs familial
.
Are you aware of that at all?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (16:42):
on both different sides.
I know deep within my nervoussystem nervous systems create
other nervous systems.
There's deep wisdom in knowingthat I cannot put into this
lived experience of this partintuitively.
Things come out that are verynatural, that I'm like how would
I know this?
Bree Delacruz (17:03):
yeah.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (17:04):
I tap into more, of allowing source to
work through me and letting thatwisdom and knowing come through
, even though it feels like alot of the people that I'm
around or I speak to they're notthere yet.
So it feels like I'm muchfurther ahead than those around.
(17:25):
So then it feels like I have todim myself to feel that sense
of belonging.
Yet I've been releasing thataspect of I just have to allow
what's within to flow out andthose that are ready to receive
that will match into that and beamplified so that things can
(17:47):
click for them internally.
That lineage I know it's verypowerful and it's like I hold
space for that knowing and thatknowledge to be there he's
referring to, especially withyou having to dim your light.
Bree Delacruz (18:02):
he's saying that's what he's referring to
because he's showing how youhave the curtains that you're
kind of holding yourself tightand then you'll let people peek
the energy through.
But now is your time whereyou're really pulling back that
curtain and not to feel afraidto fully open.
You'll surprise yourself withhow much comes through.
(18:22):
Right now you've tapped into 10, 15% of what truly holds within
because of that fear of beingseen and misunderstood.
But he's also saying that onceyou pull back that curtain and
your light is shining bright, itwill start to attract those
people who resonate with thatlight.
Light is shining bright.
It will start to attract thosepeople who resonate with that
light.
And so once you shine fully,it's going to start attracting
(18:43):
those people, including thatpartner, because the
authenticity of when you arefully shining, that's when that
person will see you and resonatewith you being a new, full
authenticity and true self ifthat makes sense, without having
to hide any aspect of yourself,because it feels like when that
(19:04):
person comes in, they're comingwith their true authenticity
without any filters.
I am who I am and this is whatI've gone through, but I hold
deep compassion for what you'vegone through throughout life as
well too, and so I see youbecause I can fully see you now.
They're referring to lineagemom's mom's mom side.
(19:27):
So they're just wanting you toexplore that after this and just
keep learning about more ofwhat she practiced, because it
feels like she did practicespiritual gifts behind closed
doors as well.
She's saying you're so luckybecause in this lifetime you
don't have to hide.
In her lifetime, when shepracticed those gifts she could
have been killed, but in thislifetime, as you practice these
(19:47):
gifts, it's just embraced andpeople need people like you.
So she's wanting you to explorethat because she's kind of
taking ownership, almost likethis comes from me, but it falls
down into you and it's startingto develop and flourish into
who you are too.
I hope that makes sense it doesokay, so he's wanting to shift
(20:09):
back um into business.
Did you have any specificquestions you wanted to ask your
guys before I keep going,because you can ask anything as
well with the business.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (20:20):
I know I'm forcing too much right now.
I want to be guided in thesurrender aspect of allowing
myself to trust okay.
Bree Delacruz (20:31):
So he's saying that part of that mistrust, or
wondering why things aren'tmoving as fast as you want them
to and why you feel the urge topush forward is coming from
feelings of self-worth.
Am I enough?
Am I doing enough?
Is what I am enough to propelmyself forward, or do I need to
(20:54):
push and pull all of thesethings in so that I become as
successful as I want to be?
I'm just asking how you canwork through that and what the
blockage is coming from.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (21:07):
I think also to ask is the fear of the
success, and will I be able tomaintain it and not fall?
Bree Delacruz (21:15):
he's really just wanting to highlight community.
So it first starts with workingon that self-worth and pulling
back that curtain of all thegifts that you have and sharing
that with the world, because itkind of feels like right now
you've shared a portion of thatto your clients but they're not
(21:36):
aware of everything else thatyou can offer to them.
It feels like you have othermodalities and other gifts that
you know are there but you justare using them personally but
you feel as though you don'thave the ability to offer that
to other people.
They're really wanting you toplay with those modalities, with
friends and family andcommunity that you trust, so
(21:56):
that you can strengthen thatmuscle of that you.
You know that you can do thisand you've seen it because
you've tried it with otherpeople.
So he's really wanting you to dothat because they're also
wanting to draw in community.
It feels like you working withother people in the community
(22:16):
helps you be more seen by others.
It feels like you do havecollaborations.
It's as if you hold an event,podcast, an event.
You're in the community andmeeting other people who are
helping elevate your business.
In doing so, those timelines ofyou sustaining and growing your
(22:37):
business are very much in reach.
It's just working through thatself-belief and self-worth.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (22:45):
Does that make sense?
One of those gifts has to dowith my hand.
Bree Delacruz (22:48):
They're showing a few things.
They're showing you with herbs,crushing them up and using your
hands and really getting inthere.
But they're also showingessential oils and like do you
massage or are you using energywith your hands?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (23:04):
I've always been told that I give
great massages and that I shouldbe a masseuse yeah and I know
intuitively how to read the bodyand where things are.
I just haven't delved into thatbecause I know how physically
demanding it can be andenergetically how it can be.
(23:27):
So it's understanding that.
Yet, since I've been youngthat's one of the gifts that
I've been told I have healinghands.
Bree Delacruz (23:36):
Oh my gosh, I have chills because they're just
dropping in.
They're showing you with theessential oils and the herbs, of
course, making sure peopledon't have allergies or anything
like that You're incorporatingit all into one offering.
So it doesn't feel like peoplecome to you for a 60 minute RMT
massage and that's it.
They're coming to you for morethan that.
They've tried regular massagein, say, like a
(23:58):
physiotherapist's office, and itdidn't quite work for them
because you know that it'sdeeper than just the muscle
fibers and tissues.
So you're taking the herbs andthe oils and you're taking into
what you're seeing and whatthey're telling you about their
physical ailments and thenyou're going in and treating
them.
And so it's as if you do go inwith the physical treatment, but
(24:18):
you are also going to channelinformation about what is going
on in their body and what theycan do to help clear that.
Energetically.
Information will drop in whereyou'll be like where the heck
did that come from?
But they're saying, like you'llsay, oh, drink this kind of tea
and do this kind of meditation,and it just all funnels through
.
That's incredible.
That's so exciting.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (24:39):
I have done this and what scares me and
what rings in my head when yousay this is lawsuit.
Things can happen.
I also know that some may notbe accountable for their inner
terrain because there's a lot ofemotional repression.
If you release these emotions,especially the fear, and feel it
(25:04):
in your body, there's thingsthat open up.
I see the fear.
When you were saying all that,I was like oh, that's nice, I
don't have my accreditation, I'mnot interested in going to do
all that.
Bree Delacruz (25:12):
And.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (25:12):
I also see lawsuit, yet I also see an
opening of trust, because you'reblocking the gift for people
that it would really resonatewith.
I want to ask the name Natalie,ask them what that means, ask
them about Natalie and see whatcomes through before I do that.
Bree Delacruz (25:36):
They're just wanting to drop in, like the
fact that you will find ways toprotect yourself.
So it's almost as if someonestill comes to you.
They still fill out an intakeform as if they would when they
go to a physiotherapist office,just consenting that you don't
claim to cure all ailments, butyou're really here for a massage
experience or something likethat, and that's the way that
(25:58):
you protect yourself.
They're also saying, like, thepeople that come to you are
knowing that you're in thespiritual space and this is
alternative healing to protectyourself.
You do still have people signthat wafer form or whatever that
looks like to you.
So he's wanting you to knowthat's the cure to that fear, if
that makes sense, because hereally they're really wanting to
(26:19):
encourage you to pursue this,because it's really going to
open your doors to otheropportunities as well, because
you will meet people throughyour clients.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (26:29):
Yeah, I know, I know.
Bree Delacruz (26:32):
With tough love.
Okay, I'm referring to like.
I don't know if she's agirlfriend, but they're almost
referring to sister or a closegirlfriend.
It feels like there's conflictthere, with conflict or some
kind of tension between the two.
They're just saying like didn'tmeet eye to eye on certain
things before.
Was she a business partner,close friend before, or what's
(26:56):
that?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (26:57):
okay, what's?
Bree Delacruz (26:58):
the question of are you going to want to go into
business with her?
Is she in a similar line ofwork?
Because they're kind of justshowing like didn't meet eye to
eye.
NatNat - LiftOneSel (27:07):
Something's going on there ask what the
conflict is.
To show what the conflict is,they're referred to jealousy.
Bree Delacruz (27:16):
I'm just trying to ask what that means.
It kind of feels like you aregoing for the same aspiration,
but then one person.
There's a little bit of jealousythere no they're just wanting
to keep that in mind, not toscare you away if this is
something that you're wanting topursue with friendship, but
(27:38):
they're just wanting, like you,to know that, if you do choose
to get into businessrelationship, just to make sure
that you consistently stay onthe same page.
It feels like when one persondoes something, the other person
feels like they want to do thattoo, which can be beautiful and
(27:58):
can work out.
Just always remain on the samepage so that it doesn't feel
like one person is doing morethan the other or one-upping the
other.
They're saying that thisrelationship can work out very
well as long as you remain inbalance and in sync.
What can happen sometimes isbecause you do have similarities
.
If one person wants to do thisand the other person doesn't
(28:20):
quite understand, this personfeels like they're being left
behind out of the loop Does thatmake sense.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (28:26):
I want to ask with Natalie did I use my
gifts with Natalie?
Bree Delacruz (28:40):
it kind of looks like she came to you for help.
This is what they're showing.
I'll just let you unpack.
They're showing that she comesto you and there's something
happening energetically likesome sort of imbalance.
She comes to you for help andit feels like you you did help
get that imbalance.
Feels like after she left youshe did realize, realize things
that occurred in her body thatwere healing.
Was that validated to you afterthe fact?
(29:02):
It feels like it's almost as ifshe comes and she's at her
wit's end almost, or she's notsure how else, to help cure
what's happening internally.
And when she came to you it didand she was better off for it.
He's saying that the God issaying this is something you do
(29:24):
often, but not everyone has comeback to you with the validation
of what you've helped them with.
He's wanting you to know thatyou've done this for other
friends.
So, like other friends havecome to you in the past or other
family members have come to youin the past with an ailment,
you've helped them and you'rejust like, did that do anything?
And some of them don't evenbelieve that that was from you.
(29:46):
But he's wanting you to knowthat it was Resonates today you,
but he's wanting you to knowthat it was.
It resonates today.
He wants you to understand thetrue power that you have,
because it kind of feels like,instead of peeking behind the
curtain, you have to step intothat light and keep going,
because, again, it's just thosefears that are circulating but
you're slowly trying to clearthem off.
(30:08):
That is so aligned for you andhe wants you to continue
pursuing that and understandthat those fears are just fears.
They're not blockages tellingyou not to do that.
That make sense.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (30:20):
Yeah, makes sense.
Bree Delacruz (30:23):
Do you have any questions before I close?
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (30:25):
How do I better myself?
Bree Delacruz (30:27):
He's saying you continuing to practice with
other people is going to showyou quickly that you can trust
your abilities and the wayyou're navigating through your
life and business.
For your business, for example,as you're going out into
community and you're meetingother people, people will start
to see all that you offer andthe light you have, the energy
(30:47):
and the frequency that you carryyourself in, and they're going
to really resonate with you andbe drawn to you and want to work
with you and so for that it'sgoing to help you understand
what other people see thatyou're not quite seeing just yet
.
And then for your spiritualabilities and your gifts and
your ability to work with yourhands, it feels like you do take
(31:09):
some sort of course just sothat you're reacquainted with
the physical body and so thatyou feel more comfortable taking
on clients who are not friendsand family.
It feels like you still do that.
It isn't the full same program,but it does feel like you go
back to school and take somesort of course to learn just a
little bit more so that you feellike you have that foundation.
It also feels like, as far asyour spiritual gifts, you'll
(31:32):
also incorporate into that sideof your business that comes from
you practicing with friends.
You practice with friends andyou're just having fun, but then
friends of friends want to seeyou as well, and so that's going
to start building your trust.
Because he's saying that rightnow, all the gifts are kept at
home and they're kept internally.
Because he's saying that rightnow, all the gifts are kept at
(31:53):
home and they're kept internally.
But as you start to open thedoor and play with other people,
get out into the community,it's going to start to feel more
comfortable for you tostrengthen that, that your
abilities, and strengthen yourbelief in yourself.
Does that make sense?
Yeah, Okay.
I want to close the record.
I would like to thank themasters, masters, teachers and
(32:14):
loved ones for their support andguidance.
I would like to thank the lordsof the Akashic records for
their point of view and I wouldlike to thank the Holy Spirit of
Light for all knowledge andhealing.
The records are now closed.
The records are now closed therecords are now closed.
The records are now closed.
The records are now closed.
Thank you.
(32:35):
I hope that resonated with youand you got some nuggets of
information.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (32:42):
Yeah, about 80% of it resonated.
The part with Natalie.
You see, natalie transitionedin November.
She had pancreatic cancer.
They gave her three months tolive, yet she lived for 18
months and I know it's due to meregulating her nervous system,
massaging out parts and stufflike that.
(33:02):
Therefore, that's why I askedwas the gift part of and I
already know it's just hearingit from a different perspective
and that's why I say the healinghands of massaging and touching
that aspect?
It resonated a lot and it's like, okay, because I've done the
work and I'm open, so I canreceive this information and it
(33:25):
flows very well, because whenI've done past life and when
I've done the meditation, thereis a man there.
When the man was there, what Ismelt was like burning wood and
it felt hot and very enduring,like not able to do that inner
work, just really in survivalmode and don't have time for
(33:48):
emotions and stuff like that.
So when you started off withthe man, I was like, okay, all
right, let's hear what theinformation is and it resonates,
so I know for some listenershearing this.
It might off-put them or theythink this is made up or whatnot
.
I can say from my own livedexperience 80% of this resonated
(34:09):
, and we don't know each other.
As you said, before we startedrecording, you didn't want to
hear anything about me, so thatit came out naturally and didn't
feel forced and, as you saw,you know the questions that I
gave.
It was prompting to see whatmore information would be there
that would be truth.
So I thank you for sharing thisand doing this reading live,
(34:32):
because not everybody would beopen to wanting to do this and
showing what their gifts are.
My question is when did youdrop into this gift?
Bree Delacruz (34:43):
So my opening to spirituality or alternative
healing really started as ayoung child.
My mom was a teenage mom and sofor part of my life I spent my
life living with my grandparents.
My grandpa was 57 years old,super strong man, huge Bruce Lee
fan, had an at-home gymblasting music, big muscles.
(35:04):
Health was his number one thing.
But at 57 years old heexperienced headaches thing.
But at 57 years old heexperienced headaches.
He went to the doctors.
They found out that he had atumor in his brain about the
size of a golf ball intertwinedinto his brain.
He did 33 rounds of chemo.
Didn't change the size of thetumor.
(35:26):
So he went home to thePhilippines because he wanted to
visit his mom for the last time, and so my family all went with
them to the Philippines tovisit to say, like, his last
goodbye.
At that point they gave him sixmonths left to live.
My great grandma I have apicture of her right there.
Actually she's one of my angelsin my guides.
(35:48):
She didn't know to what extenthis illness was, but she just
knew he was sick.
She brought healers and shamansfrom the community in the
Philippines to help heal whatwas going on.
They did energy healings on himfor seven hours a day, seven
days straight, sunup to sundown.
My grandma would cook everyonefood.
(36:11):
At this point he was so sickfrom all the chemo that he
couldn't walk.
He was gray, feeding from thebag.
But after the third day he wasable to change his own clothes.
He started eating again.
After the seventh day he wasable to walk around the
perimeter of the house and hestarted gaining back color into
(36:32):
his skin.
Two weeks later he was able todrive, which they took his
license away.
He came back to Canada.
They ran the tests on him andthe tumor was gone.
They couldn't believe it andthe doctor said I don't know
what you did in the Philippines.
I can't advise you to dowhatever that woo-woo stuff is,
(36:57):
but just keep doing it.
I don't share this gift to saythat energy healing cures all
cancer and all illnesses, but Ido share this to say that it did
open my grandpa's eyes to analternative way, and he was
someone who didn't believe in.
I share this because it canwork for people or at least
shift the perspective or helpthem heal.
(37:18):
He's 78 years old today andstill kicking it.
That is what really opened myeyes at such a young age.
I think I was 10, 11 years oldwhen this was all happening.
Watching him through that timeof his life and still living
today really opened my eyes.
Since then, I have other familymembers who are into healing
(37:40):
and do theta healing and energyhealing and are intuitives as
well.
I just started learning andgrowing.
I continue as learning as well.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (37:49):
I want to to ask you, if your pain could
say something, what would it sayright now?
Bree Delacruz (37:57):
I think it depends on the person, but a lot
of the time it does come fromsome sort of stress.
But it really does depend,because when the energy healers
were working on my grandpa, theywere doing a lot of the inner
work.
They were asking him questionsabout times in his life that he
regrets or things like that.
NatNat - LiftOneS (38:17):
Unfortunately , it really does depend but if
your pain could speak, whatwould it say?
My pain.
Bree Delacruz (38:25):
Oh, I would say my pain would be perfectionism,
because that's something that Igrew up with my entire life but
I'm working through becausepeople are perfect the way they
are.
They don't have to be perfect.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (38:42):
It's a safety part of the nervous
system because of the way beliefsystems are set up and judgment
and stuff like that.
So, feeling safe in this world,I want to bring you into a
reflective question.
I want to ask what would yourpast self say to you right now?
Bree Delacruz (39:02):
My past self would say that anything that I
truly desire is possible, and ifI had told that to myself 10
years ago, or even five yearsago, she would laugh at me,
because you know how do youbelieve that?
But I now know that anythingthat you desire and continuously
desire is truly possible and islikely on one of your possible
(39:24):
timelines that are close to you.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (39:26):
What would your future self say about fear
?
Bree Delacruz (39:33):
What would your future self say about fear?
I think that fear is welcomedbecause on the other side of
fear is usually something reallygreat and grand and greater
than you can ever desire, andmost of the time on the other
side of fear is greatness, Ithink.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (39:48):
So I know many listeners are like okay,
where can I?
I find Bree.
So can you let the listenersknow where they can find you and
what you have to offer?
Bree Delacruz (39:57):
yeah, absolutely so.
As we did today, I offerAkashic record readings, which
is a reading of your soul andpast lives and future timelines.
I also do sacred energy healing, as well as manifestation and
alignment coaching.
You can find me on social mediainstagram and tiktok at soul
and luna healing.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (40:17):
It's s-o-l and l-u-n-a healing and as well
online, you can find me at souland luna healingcom so all of
that will be in the show notesso that it's easily clickable
and they're able to get incontact with you.
As you heard in this reading,there was nothing performative,
(40:39):
there was nothing fixed.
Brie did this all as if I hadjust clicked on her website and
came in as a client.
I want to thank you for, youknow, offering to show the
listeners what you have, what'savailable, sharing your
grandfather's story.
What you were saying wasmatching some of mine.
I had lesions in my brainstemand a cerebellum and my body
(41:03):
shut down and I was told I wasonly going to live for six
months.
And yeah, and when I learnedmeditation and went within,
things started reversing.
Yeah, and when I learnedmeditation and went within,
things started reversing.
And as the neuroscience and theneurologist like, I don't know
how it got there and I don'tknow how it reversed, but
whatever you're doing, just keepdoing it.
It sounds like some mindfulness.
And I was always like don't youwant to know more?
Doesn't medicine want to studyin this?
(41:25):
So that has been one of myblockages too, of thinking.
You know I'm a test subject.
You would want to inquire moreabout this yet also recognizing
you're outside of the box ofthat.
A lot of this connectionresonated in a deep way.
I want to thank you, brie, forall that you bring into the
world.
Bree Delacruz (41:44):
Thank you so much for having me.
This was so much fun.
NatNat - LiftOneSelf (41:47):
Please remember to be kind to yourself.
Hey, you made it all the wayhere.
I appreciate you in your time.
If you found value in thisconversation, please share it
out.
If there was somebody thatpopped into your mind, take
action and share it out withthem.
It possibly may not be themthat will benefit.
It's that they know somebodythat will benefit from listening
(42:11):
to this conversation.
So please take action and shareout the podcast.
You can find us on social mediaon Facebook, instagram and
TikTok under Lift One Self, andif you want to inquire about the
work that I do and the servicesthat I provide to people, come
over on my website.
(42:31):
I'm into a discovery callLiftOneSelfcom.
Until next time, pleaseremember to be kind and gentle
with yourself.
You matter.
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