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Through authentic conversation, we explore the world of energy healing with transformational quantum healer Brenda Farrugia, delving into how negative influences can be removed to elevate consciousness and unlock our full potential.
• Born with natural healing abilities, Brenda could see dark entities when sad and angels when happy
• At age 14, Brenda unknowingly performed quantum healing on her injured dog, visualizing wellness that resulted in a miraculous recovery
• Self-love and establishing boundaries have been Brenda's greatest personal challenges despite her innate ability to see divinity in everyone
• Creating "bubbles of protection" provides energetic shielding for ourselves, loved ones, and even our digital presence
• Scientific research increasingly supports energy healing, with studies from the Heartmath Institute showing measurable effects of collective meditation
• BEAM therapy (Bioenergetic Emotional Access Method) works by removing layers of energetic interference through phrases guided by a client's higher self
• Each BEAM session permanently removes one complete layer of energetic blockage, gradually increasing one's light quotient and vibrational frequency
• Everyone experiences BEAM therapy differently—some have emotional releases or memories surface while others simply feel peaceful
• Energetic discernment helps identify authentic healers—trust your intuition and never feel pressured into working with someone who doesn't feel right
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Hi everyone, Welcome to Sandy KNutrition, Health and Lifestyle
Queen.
Today, my guest is BrendaFarrugia.
Did I pronounce that?
Brenda Farrugia (01:36):
right, you did, I did.
Sandy Kruse (01:38):
So brilliant.
Brenda is a transformationalquantum energy healer with a
natural ability to removenegative energy and spiritual
attachments.
Brenda's mission is to supportthose ready to liberate
themselves from negativeinfluences and elevate their
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consciousness.
She offers practical, intuitive, relatable spiritual approaches
to help you raise yourvibration and unlock your full
potential.
So today we will be discussingenergy healing and what this
means, and we're going toprovide an introduction to beam
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therapy.
Most of you guys who follow meor ladies most of you are ladies
who follow me know that I'm abig believer that wellness goes
far beyond just those scientificresearch studies, and this is
why I love to have authentic,real conversations with guests
(02:48):
who are people that I vet outcarefully, because we know that
spiritual can mean a lot ofdifferent things in this world
of podcasting and social media.
And I've gotten to know Brendavery, very well, and so I am
welcoming Brenda to my show andintroducing her to all of you.
(03:10):
So, with that, welcome Brenda.
Thank you for coming.
Brenda Farrugia (03:13):
Oh, thank you for having me, sandy.
It's a pleasure.
I love what you do.
A fellow lightworker spreadinggood information.
Sandy Kruse (03:22):
Yeah, well, lightworker, maybe start with
that, because a lot of peopleare seeing that and hearing that
now on social media.
And how did you become what youare today?
It's got to be a process ofevolution.
Brenda Farrugia (03:40):
Yeah, I was born this way but, not realizing
I came in with gifts.
I just assumed everybody hadthem.
It's really interesting becauseI do collect lightworkers and
old souls.
They seem to be attracted to mywork.
Angels and very you know.
(04:05):
Without getting too in-depthinto the story because I could
be here all day talking about it, I realized very young that
when I was sad or hurt or in lowvibration, I didn't know what
that meant.
But feeling wise, feeling sad,I could see dark entities.
And when I was happy, I sawangels, I could hear angels, I
could hear the dark talking tome when I was sad.
So at a very young age I usedto tell my mother oh no, the
(04:28):
house is getting sad again.
They're coming out, mom, weneed to get happy.
And my mom's like what are youtalking about?
Stop talking this way.
People are going to thinkyou're crazy.
So very young age I learnedabout vibration, not realizing
what it was.
Happiness brought good stuff,sadness brought bad stuff.
So my training in my childhoodwas my training and I believe
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all the traumatic events I wentthrough have been a gift,
because when I sit with clientsnow I've been through that.
I've been through that.
I get it.
But it wasn't until my dog hurtherself.
She was a whippet and she wasrunning very fast and she broke
her back in front of me and itwas horrific.
I was pretty young at the timeand it was over a long weekend,
(05:13):
on Easter it was on a Friday, agood Friday and I picked her up
and I brought her home and Isaid Mom, dad, it was late.
So we called our vet and hesays there's nothing I can do
for your dog.
You're going to have to bringher to Guelph University.
And Guelph University said,yeah, bring her in.
So we put her on ice.
It was really traumatic andhorrific and they told us we
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don't know if we're going to beable to save your dog, but she's
in the best care, so we'regoing to keep her comfortable
and we'll make a decision ifwe'll operate on the Monday, if
we'll operate on the Monday.
So she was my best friend.
So I was very sad, but thatweekend I was guided to, as I
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could always hear my angelspeaking to me, a guide speaking
to the team that works with me,and what they showed me to do
was what now I understand isquantum healing.
We're just putting a name towhat I've always been able to do
.
They had me put pictures of herand me and they showed me to
hold my hands over and pictureher and me in the highest best,
where we're happy and runningand playing.
(06:16):
I spent pretty well the wholeweekend with my hands over our
pictures and imagining her backhome safe.
Well, I didn't even think aboutthis, but when we got a call on
Monday they said there's been amiracle, your dog's back is
healed.
You can come pick her up.
She'll never run again at 35miles an hour, but she's going
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to walk fine.
So we brought her home and theyshowed us her broken vertebrae
and then a fused vertebrae.
It was a miracle.
That's what I set it out to,didn't know that I had anything
to do with that.
It wasn't until I went throughmy journey.
I got married.
I was very connected and yetdisconnected by my programming.
(07:00):
So here I am married no offenseto the gentleman, because I do
love him for the lessons Ilearned but it wasn't the best
marriage.
So a lot of things were fallingapart in my life and it wasn't
until my body started to reallybreak down where I realized
something severely long and Isaid to God I obviously don't
(07:21):
know what I'm doing, god, so Inow surrender my life to service
.
So either take me out of thisand I might not wake up in the
morning, or if I meant to do bigthings here, then show me what
I need to do.
The next morning I woke up.
I was having severe kidneyissues and they told me I could
die with them.
So I woke up the next morningand then synchronicity after
(07:46):
synchronicity Again.
Really cool story.
But to fast forward, I changedjobs.
I was invited to a party and hesaid there's a psychic that's
going to be there.
And I said I don't do psychicreadings because I always
thought I was going to die andthey go.
No, no, you don't have to beread.
There's going to be 14 peoplethere, only four people are
being read.
I go to the party with people Idon't know and all of a sudden
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the psychic goes.
One girl didn't show up.
I always do four.
I need to read you.
I said no, no, no, I don't dothat.
She goes.
I have a very important message.
So I sat with her because shesaid it's about your son.
Now, my son was behavioral.
At the time he was, they werestarting to think he's ADHD.
I don't believe in drugspersonally, but I was at wit's
end.
I didn't know what to do withhim.
(08:30):
She said your son's verypsychic.
He's been bombarded with somuch energy.
He needs help.
Get him beam therapy and thisis what we're going to talk
about today.
But what she also said to me shegoes do you realize that you
were born with a gift to healpeople?
And I see you healing your dog.
I said, oh, yeah, my dog.
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Her back.
She goes, that was you.
I said I never thought of thatand that opened me up to all
those things.
I used to suppress those giftsbecause I didn't want to tell
anyone, because it was weird.
So all along I've been healingpeople because that's what I
naturally do, and then I startedto take great effort in myself.
But first it happened with myson getting beam therapy.
(09:14):
And then I reached out to DrBeattie and said what just
happened with my son, how did hego from here to being such a
pain, to being here level?
And she goes this is when youtrust the love of God and
everything we can heal and it'sjust interference.
So she became my mentor foryears and now we're good friends
(09:35):
and she healed me and sheallowed me to understand my
gifts more and more.
Sandy Kruse (09:41):
That's amazing.
So how old were you when thathappened to your dog?
Brenda Farrugia (09:46):
You know it's funny because I seem to think I
was about 14 years old, aroundthere yeah, about around 14, 15.
And it wasn't until I wasalmost 40, like in my 30s, late
30s I realized that I had thisgift, although people would
(10:07):
always say, brenda, I'm with you, I feel better and I could see
people changing.
Because I could see when I meetpeople they're very heavy and
dark.
All of a sudden they're lighter.
I can feel things leavingpeople, but I had no idea it was
me.
I used to ask my friends guys,do you hear voices in your head?
Do you hear this, do you hearthat?
And they're like no.
And my mom always says keep itquiet.
(10:27):
You know when you have a gift,you don't even know you're
different.
You just assume everybody hasit until you start to ask and
investigate.
But I went into a lot ofprogramming and the programming
was you get married, you do asyour husband says and you don't
matter.
I just had a personal issue andthis is my theme.
My challenge in this lifetime isself-love.
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I was born with a capacity tolove everyone and everything,
but the problem was I didn'tknow how to include myself in
that and my healing journey hasbeen that learning self-love,
learning boundaries, my gift.
What I do is when I see anyone,I see their divinity, I see who
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they truly are and I imagine Iknow who they are Now.
The problem with that gift isif someone's coming to hurt me
because everyone has likethere's overlays, there's lots
of different things happening.
They're divinity.
Everyone's connected todivinity.
We're perfect just the way weare, but people have programs,
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people have karma, people haveother things in the way.
We're very multi-dimensionalbeings.
So if someone wants to hurt me,I would always think the love
in my heart can override that,but it can't in all cases.
Love is the answer, yes, but noteveryone is ready to open up to
their divinity.
So I used to walk into dangeror I would be with people who
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wanted to hurt me, because Ialways thought the love that I
had could override it.
And my learning lesson was noteveryone's ready.
Not everyone's ready for you,not everyone's ready to open up.
So take, you have to have morediscernment, more prudence, and
that's really been a learninglesson.
Boundaries self-love.
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So it's an ongoing journey andwhen I meet authentic people, I
can now sense it.
When I meet people who arethere to hurt me, I now have a
sense, to see it for what it is.
So my gift has been a blessing,but it's also been sometimes, I
think, a curse, because Ididn't quite understand it.
Sandy Kruse (12:37):
I think when we're younger too, we don't understand
a lot of parts to ourselves.
But you know, to your point now, when I look back at when I was
younger so I'm going to go backto early 20s In university, one
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of my nicknames was Mama Like.
How the heck was I being calledMama?
Like you know, we were outpartying every night and having
a good time like true universitystudents.
But there was something withinme where it was like let me take
care of you, let me teach you.
Then, like you said, and or weforget who we were, we forget
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that, like you said, we kind ofget all these programs and we
pick them up as we age.
And I'll never forget this one,brenda, and your spirituality is
pure spirituality.
To me it's not well, don't dothis and don't do that.
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And I'm not knocking religionsor anything, but I do recall
having an experience.
I was born Catholic.
I'm Croatian, right BornCatholic, and it's nothing
against Catholics.
I just had an experience thatmade me look outward past the
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Catholic religion, if that makessense.
And I know this podcast isn'tabout religion, I just want to
make that clear.
But what I'm saying is you know, you go through all this
programming and then thingshappen in our lives and then you
go, oh okay, well, if I'm justgoing to get quiet, I'll go.
Yeah, I remember that I meantto be more like bringing that
(14:58):
back to my life because that waspure, that was something that
brought light to me.
But so I love that youmentioned all that.
But I have to ask you thisquestion because people are
going to probably want to knowthe answer.
You say you see light in people.
Do you also see dark in people?
(15:19):
I have to ask that.
Brenda Farrugia (15:23):
Absolutely actually, and it's something
I've had to deal with.
I could be sitting with someoneand really connecting to the
divinity, but then there's abeing, an attachment, something
not so nice, also talking to meat the same time.
So where it was kind ofconfusing was I could be talking
(15:44):
to someone who's quite a niceperson, but then there's a part
of them, there's something intheir field that is telling me
something completely different,like I hate you, brenda, get the
F away from here.
And it was confusing becausethat's not who they are and what
I would do when I was speakingwith those people is indirectly
(16:08):
send love to the attachment tothe darkness, because you don't
want to fight it.
You send love and it dissolvesand sometimes while I'm talking
to someone, it will actuallyleave their field and I never
told anyone, because how do youexplain that to the general
public field?
And I never told anyone becausehow do you explain that to the
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general public?
So I've been living this likeit's kind of been confusing, but
now I get it, I know who I am,I know why I'm here and nothing
scares me.
But when you're younger andyou're talking to someone and
there's this, like I would sayI'm interpreting the energy as
what I was taught.
You know, it looks likedevil-like or scary being,
because we interpret thesethings the way we can understand
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them.
So I see this thing that's notso nice, looking at me and
talking to me while I'm tryingto have a conversation with this
person who I know is a part ofGod.
So that was a bit confusing.
So, yes, when I meet people andthey can be the nicest people
there's attachments there,things they don't know that are
interfering in their beautifulfield.
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So yes, and to your point aboutbeing Catholic, I grew up
Catholic as well and I alwaysquestioned because I always knew
God loves everyone andeverything.
And I had a really beautifulconversation with a priest when
I was younger and I told them.
I said I love Jesus, I love Godand I come to church, but I
don't believe what you guys say.
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And he said Brenda, if youdon't want to get kicked out of
your Catholic school, just gowith it.
Keep what you're saying quiet.
But he let me have privateconversations with him instead
of confessions.
I told him I don't need toconfess to you.
We had talks about the universeand he was the coolest priest
out there, but I was meant tomeet him because he kind of
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guided me into saying he alwaystold me you have a very pure
heart.
Don't ever let anyone harden itand be who you truly are.
Heart, don't ever let anyoneharden it and be who you truly
are.
But then, as I started to dothis work more openly, my father
bless his soul, he's passed onwould say Brenda, you can't do
what you're doing.
You're gonna go to purgatory,they're gonna burn in hell.
I said, dad, if helpinghumanity is going to do that,
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doesn't that not make sense toyou?
I need to follow my heart andthis is what I was born to do.
So I honor all religions.
I have clients from everyreligion.
This is beyond religion.
This is about we're all one.
Sandy Kruse (18:34):
Yeah, yeah, so interesting that you say that I
had one, one situation, actuallya couple, with priests that
were not good and very, veryjudgmental, and you know me
walking out of confessionfeeling worse about myself
(18:56):
instead of feeling better andfeeling like I had a release,
which is what confession issupposed to be, right.
Yeah, and that was when Istarted to think, like you,
beyond that, beyond thoseconstraints, because I always
wondered why do I need a conduitto believe in God and to pray
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and to do all those things andto confess?
If I want to confess or like,why do I have to have a conduit?
Yes, sometimes church gives youthat amazing peaceful feeling.
You know, when you go to achurch and a choir is singing,
it's a beautiful thing.
But I just had to go beyond thejudgment and the criticism, even
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when I started to get intoenergy and studying energy,
which you know my story a longtime ago, and I didn't like when
a priest came and would blessmy home and see all these feng
shui cures that I kind ofcarefully would hide them behind
(20:05):
things, and then you know therewas judgment there and I
thought, well, you know, this isall just for my peace and my
good energy and my home.
So I just never understood it.
But you know, let's go beyondthis, because I kind of touched
on energy and a lot of people oftouched on energy,
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no-transcript.
What exactly does quantumenergy mean?
How's that different?
And, by the way, I just want tosay you know what, to your
point, it's interesting becauseI never really knew.
I can look at somebody and,just like you, have a
conversation, have a great talk,but something, and I always
(20:52):
thought it was the aura orsomething I don't't.
I could never identify what itwas, but I could always get this
feeling like something is amiss.
Cool, because I couldn'tidentify it or understand it,
but I could feel itenergetically.
(21:17):
So maybe let's get into quantumenergy and what that means.
Brenda Farrugia (21:21):
Well, you know there's.
I'll compare quantum energyhealing to Reiki, because people
know Reiki right.
But quantum healing is lookingmore at it holistically, that
everything's energy, we'reenergy, everything's energy.
It's more about tapping intoour mind, our thoughts,
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connecting to knowing that wehave an innate smart system that
God gave us where it can heal.
So quantum healing to me issomewhat like Reiki, but Reiki
is more regimented.
Reiki is more the practitioneris going to bring in the energy
and really follow protocol toallow the energy to do what it
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needs to do.
They're a conduit and they'renot really participating,
they're allowing the energy,which is a beautiful practice.
Quantum healing is when Iconnect to someone.
I see them in theirmagnificence and these timelines
open up and I hold them in thebest timeline and allow whatever
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needs things happening thatbrings that person to resonate
with that higher version ofthemselves.
So you know, I think the labelquantum healing really is
knowing that we are allconnected.
We're all magnificent beings,we all have this divinity, we
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all have this magic ormiraculous body, this
intelligence that works and nowwe are starting to tap into it.
People are starting to realizewhen I think positive, positive
things happen.
When I talk to my body, itheals, and we're starting to
notice the mind-body connectionwhich is in everything.
If I eat healthy food, mybody's going to feel good.
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When I meditate, I feel good.
So it's kind of this wholeholistic thing of understanding
that we are energetic beings,that we have the power to really
direct our lives and when we dothat, the energy that is around
us moves and flows in the rightways.
When I'm working with someonequantumly, I can do it by
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distance.
I have a lot of internationalclients and even if I've never
met them, they get the samebenefit if they were here.
And Reiki can also be donequantumly because they're
tapping in by distance.
So, but a lot of people whenthey want a Reiki session, they
want the hands-on.
It's part of the traditionalthing and nothing's wrong with
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that.
It's a beautiful practice aswell.
But I believe humanconsciousness is increasing and
that's why we have this termquantum healing, because people
are starting to understand thathealing can happen without us
being physical.
We're in that one field.
We're all connected.
You know this.
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When you meet someone and youlove their energy, you don't
know why.
You just love the person, youwant to be with them and we're
talking.
Yes, talking is very limited.
And then you meet someone andyou pull back like, oh, because
you're sensing their energy.
So we are very energetic, we'reenergetic beings and I think
now humans are starting to tapinto that and we have this label
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of quantum healing.
How did I heal my dog?
Quantum healing why?
Because I tapped into a realitywhere me and her were back.
She was my best friend at thetime.
So how did that?
I pulled her into that becausethat's what I knew to be true.
So it's that's more so.
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Quantum healing is like the newage term for energy healing.
It's more of believing thateveryone is powerful.
For instance, I can hold thespace for anyone, but I don't
know the outcome a client'sgoing to get, because they have
their own belief patterns, theyhave their own limitations, they
have their own journey.
(25:22):
So when I tap in to helpsomeone, some people have these
miraculous healings where theirstage four cancer is gone and
the doctor's like we can'texplain it.
And then there's other peoplethat it's a gradual thing.
I don't take responsibility forthe client's you know 100%, 180
(25:44):
turnaround or for their gradual, or perhaps they just feel
lighter, but don't know how,because it's their journey and
that was part of my learning aswell.
Sandy Kruse (25:54):
Yeah, but that's also.
I know we're going to get intobeam therapy, but you help to
kind of clear some of thoselayers so that that person can
do what they need to do to healor to shine brighter or to find
that career or to whatever it isthat they're choosing.
And I do want to mention so Ilove that you touched on how you
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don't have to be in the sameroom as somebody.
You can look at a photo you canlook at, and the reason I
mentioned this is because onething I've learned in this space
is that, because I'm in apublic space, I will sometimes
(26:45):
say things that are somewhatpolarizing and some people will
really not resonate and theywill really not like me because
I say something that they don'talign with and they will send a
lot of negative energy my way,just through video, just through
photos, just through socialmedia, whatever it is, just
(27:06):
through my voice on this podcast.
And I think it's reallyimportant, before we get into
beam therapy, just to touch on,because people who are listening
might want to know.
Well, I got all my pictures.
This is, by the way, brenda.
I'll just tell you this.
This is as an aside when mychildren were little.
(27:28):
Now they have their own digitalfootprint, okay, but when they
were little and Facebook juststarted, my husband, for
whatever reason, he's like donot put our children's pictures
up there.
And I was like, well, why not?
Like, what's the big deal?
I didn't really understand it.
(27:49):
You know, like the obvious,like there's who knows who's
looking or who can crack throughto your Facebook page and could
be really really darkindividuals.
But then there was also peoplewho are like, hmm, you know, I
don't like Sandy, or oh, she'sposting about her kids again, or
(28:14):
oh right, so people don't thinkabout that.
And I'm like, oh my gosh, Inever thought of it until my
husband brought it to myattention.
And then all of my pictureswhen my kids were little, I took
them off Facebook and now itdoesn't matter because they're
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no longer there anymore.
They're not in that space.
Yes, but can you give people alittle bit of advice on how to
protect yourself, your being, ina digital world?
Brenda Farrugia (28:52):
Yeah, I believe your husband had lots of wisdom
to do that.
Now, as I was going through myhealing journey, because I had
love for everyone and everything, I didn't understand why
someone would do somethingmalice on intentional.
And it wasn't until I had somereally very intense training in
(29:13):
Ohio.
I did eight days with a PhDdoctor and a psychiatrist who
dealt with dark energy, and thereason I did that is I was
introduced to them by Dr Beattieand they were talking about
dark things and what people dointentionally.
I'm like wait a second, I mustbe very naive.
I have a lot of clients who sitin front of me saying do you
(29:34):
believe in the evil lie?
Do you believe in that?
I'm like no, because you knowwhy would someone do that?
And I realized I'm missingsomething here.
So I went into some deeptraining that I was innately
brought to and, yes, everythingis energy, even if someone says
and I get this, I have a lot ofpeople that don't like me and it
doesn't matter, but I doprotect myself from them.
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But even if someone says, and Iget this, I have a lot of
people that don't like me and itdoesn't matter, but I do
protect myself from them.
But even if someone says, oh,look at Brenda, look at what
she's wearing today, thatnegative energy goes into my
field, just simple things.
So people don't even knowthey're hurting us by saying
negative things.
But then there are those whoactually like I, work with only
true love and light.
(30:16):
There are people on this planetthat work with darkness and
they like it.
So now you have someone whomight, because you're in the
public eye.
People who are in the publiceye.
I always say you need aclearing, and I usually offer
them something called UnityFields Healing, one which brings
divine extra protection.
Why is that?
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It's because you're in theforefront.
You're pulling in negativeenergy from people without even
wanting it.
So there are things you can do.
For one always set theintention that you're surrounded
by love and light.
Go into a protection bubble.
I know it sounds silly, but Ithink I mentioned to this Sandy
in 2020, when I felt thatdarkness of COVID.
(30:59):
I'm like, okay, there'ssomething going on here.
It's very dark.
So my daughter, who was five atthe time, was in my office and
I started playing with thesebubbles of protection and I was
doing it in my head and I wasasking for a bubble protection
All of a sudden for me and mydaughter.
All of a sudden, my daughtergoes.
Mom, why do you and I suddenlyhave bubbles around us and I'm
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like you can see it.
Yeah, I didn't tell you thestory and I thought you can see
it.
And she's like, yeah, so Ithought I can feel it, but she
could see it.
So in my mind I asked for herto have a rainbow around hers.
She said, mom, my bubble nowhas a rainbow around it and I am
a big believer in tensionAnything that you intend happens
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.
So now we have bubbles ofprotection.
So I said, okay, going forward,let's see how long they last.
So we did tests with it, weplayed with it.
I have a science background sowhen I fell into energy work
back in the day, I played withenergy work by distance, all
that stuff, because I'm like,how does this quantum stuff work
?
And it wasn't until I was 100%confident before I started
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opening my gifts to the generalpublic and I thank all my guinea
pigs.
Over the years, and I think Igave thousands and thousands of
free sessions because I want youto know how did that make you
feel?
What did you find in your life?
I was very, very in tune tounderstanding all this.
I haven't stopped learning.
I learned something new everyday.
But the bubbles of protectionwork.
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They're powerful, and the moreyou believe in them, the more
powerful they are.
So how do you put a bubble ofprotection over your website,
over your children's pictures,if you choose to post them?
I am like you, because of theline of work I do and my
understanding of energy.
I do keep my family life veryprivate for that reason, because
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if they can't get to me becausemy light is too high, they
might be able to get to my kids.
So, no, no.
So I put them in protection, Iput myself in protection, I put
my website into protection.
So that's what I would suggest.
Sandy Kruse (33:03):
I love that.
You know I okay I've used thisbubble of protection in the past
.
When you know one of my kids isgoing on a car drive that's a
longer distance and you know youget that little bit of worry
because they're going for a longdrive and they're not
experienced, or it's bad weather, and I envision that entire
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bubble of protection over thecar, like I just envision it and
I think it's helped, over thecar, like I just envision it and
I think it's helped.
Brenda Farrugia (33:40):
It helps me because I feel like I'm doing
something.
It's working.
And how did you know to do that?
Did you just innately know todo that?
No, I heard about it years ago,you know it's like a lot of
this stuff.
Sandy Kruse (33:50):
It's like you and I talked about it.
Anybody who's listening youmight resonate with parts of it.
You might resonate with some,you might go oh yeah, I've heard
that before, but when it's yourtime for that resonance, for
you to use it, it's like it'llclick and then you're going to
go.
Oh yeah, I remember that.
(34:11):
It's like Brenda, we weretalking two weeks ago and she
mentioned Ho'oponopono to me andI'm like huh, I heard about
that years ago but I just itdidn't resonate with me at that
time and now that's all I do.
(34:41):
I take my Ho'oponopono walksand I thank Brenda for bringing
it back into my life andreintroducing it because it
resonates with me now.
So the bubble yeah, I had heardabout it and then, now that you
mentioned it, I'm like I'mgoing to use that a little bit
more, but I do want to, becauseyou touched on that.
Your background is in science,that your background is in
science.
Do you know?
Is there any science orresearch around quantum energy?
I know there is around quantumfields.
Brenda Farrugia (35:03):
Yeah, so you know, I did a genetics and cell
biology and in my last year ofuniversity I came across a book
called the Biology of Belief byBruce Lipton.
Sandy Kruse (35:18):
I've read that twice.
Brenda Farrugia (35:19):
I don't know.
I was very intrigued by thisbook.
I'm like they lied to us inuniversity.
They said this about the celland I kind of like woke up my
world saying why did they teachus, like you know, this, we're
so powerful and all that?
So, yes, there is so much more.
(35:40):
And now you know EFT emotionalfreedom technique.
Do you know that?
One Is that is that tapping,that's tapping, yes, so tapping
is actually getting into medicalarticles.
Strangely, I met a ambulancedriver, a paramedic, who said
they're taught EFT to calm acrowd down.
(36:02):
Wow, and this is quite a fewyears ago.
He said because you can affectthe entire crowd.
So before we get into somechaos, I'm tapping for the crowd
and then it's calmer and we getwhat we need to do done.
And I believe because I knowDonna Eden, I know her husband I
forgot his name, but he'swritten a lot of articles to get
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EFT into more knowing like tohave that medical background to
get into the articles, thescience articles.
So there's a lot of things thatare being done.
Now I don't believe that quantumhealing is a hard fact yet, but
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there's a lot of experimentsbeing done, there's a lot of
research being done to prove it.
So we're getting there.
I get invited to do theseworldwide meditations because
they're using this technology tomeasure the consciousness of
the earth and they'll doreadings all over the world and
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they'll get the reading.
Then we all go into meditationand there's thousands of people
on these calls and then they'llcheck the devices and they'll
see the vibration.
The frequency of the world justwent up.
So there's a lot of sciencecoming out there.
I do corporate wellness andbringing this esoteric stuff
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into corporate wellness is kindof like a little woohoo for some
and I don't believe in woohoos,I think it's all science but
you have to bring it in slowly.
But I always tell them there'sthe Math Heart Institute,
there's tons of research beingdone there and that's.
Anyone can read it.
You know, like attracts, likewhen I send out blessings I get
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blessings, but when I send outhatred or sadness I get it back.
It's like a mirror and there'sa lot to prove in physics that
we are in multiple realities andI'm not going to get into that
now.
But if you want some reallylike a simple great book out
there, you know, when let's sayI want to buy a yellow Corvette,
(38:13):
let's just say I want a yellowCorvette.
I'm looking at it.
What do I start seeingeverywhere Yellow Corvettes I
never noticed before, becauseour thoughts then start to bring
stuff in.
It's a neat book calledSynchronicity from Kirby
Surprise, he's a physicist whowrites about it.
So I love quantum physics and Iread about it all the time and
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it just resonates so deeply withme.
Sandy Kruse (38:40):
But it is starting to tap into the openings of more
research coming through thatyou can't argue that everything
around us has a frequency rightwhich taps into energy, and so
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they've already proven that andhow there's more and more
research coming out on frequencymedicine right and healing
frequencies.
So even with light, with soundand all of that kind of the way
I look at it and the way I seeit, is it all kind of funnels
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into that whole world of quantumhealing right?
Even what was his name?
Emoto the water guy.
Brenda Farrugia (39:33):
Yeah, yeah, oh yeah, beautiful Right, I've done
that experiment, I've done it,yeah, so.
Sandy Kruse (39:39):
I, I talked to my plants, I talked to the water.
I know, like, listen, if if youthink I'm a weirdo for saying
that, then maybe this podcastisn't for you, but I do this.
You know, like, I've done theseexperiments, or I've used water
that's higher energetic waterversus tap water, and you know
(40:03):
I've actually, I've actuallyremoved all the chlorine in my
home, so I no longer havechlorine coming in at all
because I couldn't stand thesmell from the tap.
So even when you shower, so mywater in my home, aside from
what I can't control, it's notthat bad.
But there is truth to that.
(40:23):
Like, even right now, I'mwearing a light device and it's
light frequencies.
So everything you know, youcan't, you can't.
And and the other other thingtoo that I'm gonna say for
anybody listening to this wedon't have to have science to
explain every little thing thatrelates to our wellness in this
world.
(40:43):
We have that power within us ofknowing without having a giant
scientific experiment.
That's actually my whole.
My whole thing, bre Brenda, isthat we are body, mind, spirit,
soul and we've got to take allthe different healing modalities
that resonate with our being,and what resonates with me might
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not resonate with you.
We're not robots.
Brenda Farrugia (41:09):
Exactly.
And then another thing too likesome people say well, Brenda,
if I come see you, you know,let's say, I deal with a lot of
people who have cancer, but I'mgoing through, you know, with my
doctor.
Absolutely, go and do what youneed to do.
This can work side by side.
It's not competition.
For instance, people who aregoing through chemo if they have
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an energy session, what Inotice is they have more color,
they are healthier during theprocess, because those icky
parts of the chemo can be lessicky when they have the support
of their energy and their innatesystem working for them.
We have an innate system andsometimes it gets boggled down
by the resistance and blocks,and when we have someone working
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more in tune with their naturalflow, they can heal faster.
Sometimes antibiotics aren'tworking because there's a block
and so it's all working together.
I am not against any type ofthing a client is using, because
it's all about allowing them totap into their natural ability
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to heal and it supplements.
Sandy Kruse (42:21):
Yeah, yeah.
So here's the thing I'venoticed being in this space of
social media is that there's somuch of this energy, healing
energy, this I'm an energyhealer, use these spells and
(42:43):
witches and this and like.
It's so overwhelming for people.
How do you know what's real,what's fake, what like?
How do you know?
Brenda Farrugia (42:58):
This is a.
You're asking a very trickyquestion here and I'll explain
it.
I, during my journey, havewalked into the hands of some
bad energy healers who hadmalice intent.
I had no discernment.
I trusted With everything.
(43:18):
With everything, there's thegood and the bad, and if you're
in a pretty bad spot, whathappens?
You might attract a psychicreader.
That's not that good.
You might attract an energyworker.
That's not doing the rightthing and it always blows my
mind that someone said well, Iwent to this energy worker.
They didn't have a website, itwas in their home.
(43:39):
The girl didn't even lookhealthy and I didn't want to lay
on her table, but I did andBrenda, I think she sucked my
energy from me.
I go what made you do that?
So I collect people who've goneto the wrong healers out there
and they're not healers they saythey are.
So, with anything, do your duediligence, look for reviews, ask
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to speak with.
Like you know, sometimes I getpeople.
I do a discovery call witheveryone and if they want to
talk, I can give them handfulsand handfuls of clients I've
worked with to make sure thatthey're comfortable working with
me, because if you're not, ifyou feel hesitation, don't work
with that person.
Run the other way.
It's with anything.
(44:23):
If you're getting a bad vibeabout your dentist, would you
let them work on your teeth?
No, so you have to ask fordiscernment with this thing.
So, yes, there are some reallybeautiful healers out there and
there are some that are not.
And it's about discernment,going within and never feel
(44:43):
pressured.
Never feel pressured.
Even if someone comes for asession, I always give them the
option after we speak.
If you want to go, you can go.
They don't go, but they can ifthey wanted to.
Actually, one guy did go.
He was a little bit scared andhe said can I think about it?
And he left and I just let himgo.
No, no deal.
And he came back a few weekslater says okay, now I'm ready.
(45:04):
I did, I did more research onyou, I'm ready, and you know
what I thought what a smartyoung man to do that.
Sandy Kruse (45:11):
Right.
Brenda Farrugia (45:12):
No offense taken at all.
This is your body, your temple.
You do what feels good for you.
Yeah, that's a good answer.
Sandy Kruse (45:20):
Let's be careful with everything.
So the other thing I just wantto mention is a lot of times we
seek out energy healing you knowspiritual healers when we're in
a very low vibrational stateand so that kind of makes sense
(45:41):
on what we were talking aboutearlier, that you may be
attracting and in that state, sotaking time, like you said, to
step away and then use your owndiscernment, get quiet.
I'm always like I think thebiggest problem with this world
(46:02):
today, brenda, is that peopledon't get quiet enough.
Brenda Farrugia (46:05):
Oh, absolutely, and I'm a very quiet person and
I still get the messages,brenda, slow down, go within,
because I get busy sometimes,right?
Yes, is that re-centering?
Sandy Kruse (46:17):
Yeah, yeah.
Well, that's why, you know, forme, I do my daily meditations,
I do my daily walk, which Iconsider a meditation.
I consider that as part of mymeditation.
I don't talk on the phonerarely unless my mother really
needs to have a meditation.
I consider that as part of mymeditation.
I don't talk on the phonerarely unless my mother really
needs to have a conversation.
Then I'll talk on the phone.
But you know, the fact is isthat I take these moments
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without anyone or anythingspeaking.
I say to people don't listen tomy podcast when you're on a
walk in nature, don't, yeah,connect, connect to nature,
because a long time ago, one ofthe very first shows I did was
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about the synchronicities and Ithink when we don't get quiet,
we miss them, or if we evennotice them, we kind of shrug it
off to eh, it's just acoincidence.
Brenda Farrugia (47:18):
And you know, synchronicities don't happen to
everyone.
If synchronicity startshappening in your life, it's
because you're starting to tapinto a higher vibration, that
magnificence within you, andwhen they start to happen it's
really cool, right and like.
Sometimes it's just sonoticeable, Like how could you
not?
You know it has to be divinelyguided, but it is that quiet
(47:41):
time.
I've always had my walks in theforest.
I love trees, I love nature, Ijust love to lay in the grass.
But I've always been.
You know people always think Iwas weird because that's what I
just love to lay in the grass.
But I've always been.
You know people always think Iwas weird because that's what I
just love to do, but that'swhere I feel home.
I love being in forests.
I used to sit, you know.
Maybe people used to think Iwas a bit odd, but I used to go
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into the forest and just sit andI'd have all these little birds
beside me.
I felt like Snow White, youknow, and that was my happy
place.
Sandy Kruse (48:20):
And my parents always knew where to find me.
You know, in Etobicoke Creek,sitting somewhere quietly, see
it's I.
Just this week, okay, before Iwent on my European trip, I
pulled out old journals becauseI used to write poetry.
I wrote in journals this iskind of what we touched on
earlier, when, when we'reyounger, sometimes we lose that
and then we go back to it andrealize, oh my God, I love that
part of myself.
And so I found an old poem andI put an excerpt of it.
(48:46):
It was about nature, because Iused to write about nature, and
so it's interesting that you saythat.
And then you know, you kind ofgo, yeah, whatever, I go for a
walk, I'll put on my headphones,I'll listen to a podcast, I'll
go and jog and put my headphones, and now it's like gosh, no,
nobody bother me.
I'm going on my walk in nature,me and my dog, and I just want
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to be fully present to thosenature, me and my dog, and I
just want to be fully present tothose synchronicities because I
love them, because we get themall the time.
It's just we have to be open toreceiving them, yeah, so let's
okay, let's get into beamtherapy, okay because, I'm going
to say that the majority ofpeople who are listening have
never heard of it, so so isthere an easy way to describe
(49:33):
what beam therapy is?
Brenda?
Brenda Farrugia (49:36):
I'm going to do it as simply as I can.
First, the acronym BEAM standsfor Bioenergetic Emotional
Access Method.
It was created over 50 yearsago from a medical doctor, dr
Joan K Beattie.
She actually had a practice inToronto.
She just retired, I believelast year, and she saved my life
(50:02):
and I fell into beam therapy inher loving arms by accident
because my guides knew I wouldnever do something for me.
But that's my son.
I brought him to beam therapyHuge change in three sessions
and he just sat there and I justsat there going what the heck's
going on?
I've done podcasts about beamtherapy and sometimes people in
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other countries see it and theygo I need to do this.
I'd never heard of it before.
So Dr Beattie is a beautifulwoman and she's very quiet and
she's very sweet and she's verywise.
And she always said Brenda, youtalk too much.
And I said I just want peopleto know about beam therapy.
She says the right people willfind it.
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So we haven't really everadvertised it too much, but I've
just started advertising itmore.
Now I'm not sure how many beamtherapy practitioners there are
out there, but I remember beingI'd taken her class seven times
and then I became a teachingassistant with her and with
COVID.
All that stopped.
She stopped doing that becauseshe doesn't like the video stuff
(51:08):
.
She's more of a hands-on person.
But beam therapy is, she usedto tell me, is a catch-for-all.
And I'll just explain it veryand if you want to interrupt me,
anytime is when I get verypassionate about beam therapy.
It's one method that I do theway.
I was taught from Dr Beattiebecause in honor of her she
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spent her whole life doing beamtherapy Medical doctor, I
believe, from Monday toWednesday and then on Thursday,
friday, she did beam therapy forpeople.
She had a waiting list of twoyears.
How I got in so quickly wasdivine intervention.
She connected with me on thephone.
She goes you need to see me andI went with her right away and
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started my sessions with her.
So how beam therapy works, thepremises of it is we're all
already perfect and we truly are.
We're a perfect diamond that weget.
You know.
We come into our mother's tummyand our consciousness comes in,
our humanness comes in, ourkarma comes in and our ancestral
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stuff comes in, our parents'behaviors and stuff come in, our
patterns come in.
So now we're born and wealready have this diamond that
has all these layers ofinterference.
But that's part of being humanand we go through our human
journey and we have experiencesand more resistance comes in.
Pretty well, beam therapy isguided by your higher self, your
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soul.
So I'm not doing the work, I amallowing your soul to connect
with these beings of light thatcome in and they know much more
than we do.
So we kind of get out of theway and allow them to release
whatever is no longer servingwith you in a layer.
So this is the one thing.
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This is not a one-time fix,although some clients have these
huge shifts with just onesession.
But most of us light workers,old souls, have a lot to release
.
So in a layer I'll explain whata layer is layer.
(53:14):
So I'll explain what a layer isyour higher self creates a
layer of stuff that no longerserves you.
So it could be 2% of thistrauma, 5% of that trauma,
negative belief, something yousaw that hurt your heart,
something that was said thathurt you.
So it creates like a thousanddifferent things in your field.
So when I see clients ready forbeam therapy, they're in this
dark cloud and then, through theready for beam therapy, they're
in this dark cloud and then,through the process of beam
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therapy there's no touching,we're just going through a
process.
I will guide you through itYou're releasing that layer and
once that layer is gone, itnever comes back.
So what happens is, say,heaviness leaves your field we
can call it darkness, heaviness,dense energy and then what
happens is it's replaced by thatlove, that love, that light
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energy.
So after a session, yourenergetic field, your light
quotient, increases, increasingyour vibration and your
frequency.
And so when people leave asession and the session is not
that comfortable for someeveryone has their own unique
experience.
Some people can cry during it,some people have old memories,
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some people just feel completepeace during it.
So I can't explain exactly howyou're going to react during it,
because we're all verydifferent.
But I've had it done and I knowthe first five sessions I had
done I told Dr Beattie nothing'shappening, like I don't feel
anything, but something in myheart keeps having me come back,
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and she said to me this is along time ago.
She said, brenda, there's magichappening in your quantum field
and eventually it's going totrickle down.
You're just very numb and youhave a lot of trauma that we
have to get through.
Well, after that day, somethingclicked.
After five sessions, thistrigger in my heart.
I felt love for myself I neverfelt before and my whole world
(55:05):
started to change.
Some people get that after onesession, some people get it
after two, some people get itafter five.
We're all very different, butit has to do with how much
trauma did you have from whenyou were in your mom's tummy to
age seven, because that's whereit's really deep in your
subconscious.
Some people just had a reallygreat life and something
happened in their 20s.
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They heal quicker, but someonelike me who's had a lot, lot,
can layer by layer by layer.
So beam therapy is not aone-time miracle, but it's very
powerful and it's a catch-allNow for some of you out there
who kind of know this kind ofstuff.
It pulls in things like pastlives, ancestral wounds, really
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deep-rooted belief patterns.
You're not good enough.
It brings, it helps peoplebuild confidence.
It gets your body, your energysystem working.
So with beam therapy which wasjust like sitting in front of dr
Beatty she's doing doing thisthing and I'm doing my thing my
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kidneys healed, my scarring ofmy tissues on my kidneys went
away.
I had no traces of thebeginnings of cervical cancer.
My liver started to heal.
I was very sick when I firstmet her because I was a mess,
but not only that, my emotionschanged, my mental state changed
.
I found love for myself.
So everything started to work.
So it's kind of this catch forall.
So beam therapy is somethingthat I do with people when they
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don't have, say, an actual issue.
It's just everything.
So it's very powerful and itcan be done by video, it can be
done in person, and how you'regoing to react during it really
depends on you.
But what I always tell peoplewhen they book that session
warning you might feel a bitcrappy before the session your
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higher self is going into yourfield picking out current stuff,
things that happened to youwhen you were a child.
We're affected by things.
We see, what we hear, what weexperience.
So I grew up in a householdwhere the news was always on.
I had so many of these thingsin my field I had no idea I was
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being bombarded by them.
So being therapy is guided byyour higher self.
Your higher self is in charge.
It knows what you're ready torelease and what's beneficial.
But what happens is you getlighter, you get lighter.
You get lighter, more connected, and you can always create new
traumas, but the stuff thatreleases in a session, it never
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comes back.
So the one common thing I getfrom people who've done beam
therapy is I feel different, Ifeel more peace, but I can't
pinpoint it.
It's hard to explain thefeeling.
I always say try it and see howyou feel.
Sandy Kruse (58:02):
Now I have to ask, because I've had a beam therapy
session for you guys who arelistening, who are listening you
kind of go through differentcategories of like wellness.
I'm going to say and I knowthat you do this intuitively,
(58:27):
you don't necessarily go throughall of the categories on every
single session.
You kind of have that guidanceon what this person is open to
releasing.
Does that make sense?
Brenda Farrugia (58:37):
Yeah, so you're actually right.
So there's 10 phrases we haveavailable to us, but your higher
self, or the client's higherself, is guiding me to use the
phrases that are going to act asthe main phrase to pull out the
energy associated with that.
(58:57):
So, out of the 10 phrases,usually if someone's doing beam
therapy for the first time, weuse three to five phrases and
those phrases are guided to meby your higher self, to me by
your higher self.
But what I know is, by the timewe're done, that entire layer
is now gone and then they mightcome back the next time and
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different phrases come up andthey'll always ask, like, why
did these phrases come up?
It's because I'm being guidedthat these are the best phrases
to use to release the layer.
One thing that bothers somepeople is, let's say, someone's
been adopted and their biggestissue is abandonment.
Abandonment is such a bigtrauma in your life that one of
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the phrases is abandonment andwhat I've noticed is a lot of
times we don't use it the firstfew times and they want to use
it but I'm being guided not touse it because their abandonment
issues or their challenges aregoing underneath gently under
the other phrases.
But if let's say we're going tooverride what I'm being told,
which I don't do.
(01:00:02):
I always follow and respectwhat the higher self is asking
me to do.
But let's just say we pretendthat we were to override it.
What would happen is you'rekind of crashing the person or
giving them extra trauma torelease something when it
doesn't need to be that way.
Beam therapy is a beautifulprocess.
It's very powerful, very simpleand we try to make it as gentle
(01:00:25):
as possible.
And then, as enough resistanceis chipped away let's say you
have a big trauma taking away 2%, 5% then when it gets to a
manageable level, we'll startbringing in abandonment in the
session.
But we're going on the guidanceof your higher self.
It's not me doing the work.
Sandy Kruse (01:00:45):
And you guys.
I'm going to give you anexample, because this is really,
really powerful.
This is why I wanted to do ashow on this.
So I myself never had physicalabuse, you know, whatever like
spanking as a child.
But to me that was likeeverybody was spanked in the
seventies.
(01:01:06):
It wasn't.
I've always thought it was adifference between spanking and
beating.
So I was.
I never experienced physicalabuse from any relationship in
my life Not my partners, not myparents, nothing.
(01:01:28):
And when I did this session Iwas kind of going through all
the categories and then physicalabuse was one of the areas and
I kind of lost it.
Brenda, you remember?
Brenda Farrugia (01:01:44):
I do.
You had an emotional responseto that one.
Sandy Kruse (01:01:47):
It was a major emotional response, and the
thing is, while I was goingthrough it, I was being shown.
It's not like I was like, oh,where did this come from.
I was being shown exactly whereit came from.
(01:02:09):
I'm pretty attuned to myself,my higher self, my intuition, so
I don't know if it's that waywith you, with every client,
brenda, but it was so powerfulbecause I knew when I was done.
I'm like I just healed someheavy shit that went back really
(01:02:31):
, really far, and so this is whyI wanted to mention my personal
experience, because I thinkit's a testament to how powerful
this can be.
Brenda Farrugia (01:02:45):
Yeah, you know what.
Everyone's experience isdifferent.
The reason I believe you hadsuch an understanding and your
guides gave you that informationthat would help you is because
you can handle it and you'vedone the work to get to that
place.
But a lot of people releasesome really really tough stuff
(01:03:06):
without even knowing it.
They might say, well, that wasuncomfortable, but they don't
understand what it was and theydon't need to.
A lot of the stuff you releasedyou don't know, you don't need
to know.
But what's happening is youmeant to know that?
So your guides helped you outwith that and that's beautiful.
And not everyone has thatresponse.
(01:03:26):
But there are some people thatgo oh, brenda, I just had this
vision and now I know why Ican't stand the smell of donuts,
because they couldn't findtheir kid or their parents and
they're in front of a donutstore and that smell of donuts
made them so sick because thattrauma was in their system
connected to a donut.
(01:03:46):
So it's really neat.
So some people have these likeoh, now I know why I let men
treat me this way.
It happened from this childhoodthing.
So everyone has their ownexperiences, very unique, and
some people, brenda, a lot ofteenagers.
I love working with teenagers, Ilove working with all people.
But teenagers are so neatbecause they don't want to talk
(01:04:07):
and their parents asked them tocome see me and they sit there
and they're doing their thing.
They'll say, brenda, that was alittle uncomfortable and I
don't know what's going on, butI feel better and this is the
weirdest therapy I ever did.
This thing is energetic therapy, let's say, but it's neat
because you don't have to havethose, those bursts of emotion.
(01:04:29):
Sometimes they just sit therequietly release and they go.
And I've had 100 sessions ofbeam therapy All right, close to
, I think it was like very closeto 100.
Why I needed it, and sometimesI just sat there numb and
allowed the energy to go andsometimes I would be bawling
during it and sometimes I wouldremember and sometimes I
(01:04:50):
wouldn't remember, but I alwaysfeel your experience that you're
having is exactly what you need, so it's very unique to each
person.
Sandy Kruse (01:05:01):
It's very powerful, you guys.
Okay, we are over an hour,which is fine.
I would love for you to let meknow.
Is there anything that I missed, or is that enough for this
session?
We're going to have to recordanother one.
What do you think?
Brenda Farrugia (01:05:18):
Well, there was always time to record more.
There's tons of knowledge outthere.
But what I would say is youknow, being therapies, if you
feel the call, then have asession and try it.
If you want to try my energy,because you know every
practitioner brings session, andtry it.
If you want to try my energy,because you know every
practitioner brings in their ownabilities, I'm a unity field
healing practitioner, but whenpeople do it with me it's
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different when they do it withsomeone else.
But why?
The clients I love to work withare the ones that are open,
because sometimes they'll book Iwant to beam therapy but when
they present I'm being told dothis, this and this instead,
because they're going to benefitmore.
So I'll just say, hey, listen,you came for this, I'll do it,
but if you let me go with myintuition, this is going to be
(01:06:03):
better for you.
So a lot of clients will say,yeah, absolutely, I'm here,
let's do it.
So if you're booking a session,let's say just book like a
session and let's just do whatpresents.
But if you're really interestedin beam therapy, go ahead.
But I do offer.
I do a weekly group call and alot of people will say Brenda,
let me join that group callfirst, because let me see what
(01:06:25):
your energy's like and see if Ican you know.
So that's always an option.
And then I have a YouTubechannel with a lot of older
healings and just things I'm notlike totally out there on
social media so I don't have thetime, but I put out there what
I can put out there.
Sandy Kruse (01:06:42):
Perfect.
So where's the best place tostart your website?
I?
Brenda Farrugia (01:06:48):
say my website Is that old school, I take these
courses.
And I'm like, oh, you don'tneed a website.
I say my website Is that oldschool?
I take these courses and like,oh, you don't need a website.
But I love my website.
So I would say it'ssobrilliantca.
Sobrilliantca is the place tostart.
You can book a discovery call,you can watch my YouTube videos,
you can join the healing callfor a low cost per week.
I run it and you know what.
(01:07:10):
It's just getting to know who Iam and seeing what it feels
like in there.
I get a lot of people that sayI was drawn to you.
It's usually the lightworkersin the old souls.
And then they'll tell theirfriends, hey, you got to go see
this girl, brenda, and they'lllook at me like no way I bring
in a lot of light.
And for those of you who areready, you're ready and you know
(01:07:33):
what.
And sometimes we resonate,sometimes we don't, and it's
really just go with your gut,it's your gut feeling.
Sandy Kruse (01:07:42):
Yes, I love that.
I love that.
Thank you so much, brenda.
I really love my connectionwith you.
You have taught me so much.
Really love my connection withyou.
Brenda Farrugia (01:07:51):
You have taught me so much, yeah, and if I can
leave with one thing we're allmagnificent beings.
I'm not better than anyone else.
No one's better than me.
We all come in with this Godessence.
We're all divine beings andit's just that inner diamond's
there.
We're all divine beings andit's just that inner diamond's
(01:08:12):
there.
And as you start to releasethat resistance, it starts to
show that authentic self isthere.
So if you're feeling like I'mnot good enough or I'm not who
I'm supposed to be, it's justthe call of your heart calling
you to who you truly are.
So do the work, whether it'smeditating or reading, invest
(01:08:35):
time in you and have that quiettime each day to reconnect with
you, and then you'll know those,those next best steps for you
perfect, perfect.
Sandy Kruse (01:08:41):
Thank you so much, brenda.
You're welcome.
Thanks for having me, sandy.
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Today, my guest is BrendaFarrugia.
Did I pronounce that?
Brenda Farrugia (01:36):
right, you did, I did.
Sandy Kruse (01:38):
So brilliant.
Brenda is a transformationalquantum energy healer with a
natural ability to removenegative energy and spiritual
attachments.
Brenda's mission is to supportthose ready to liberate
themselves from negativeinfluences and elevate their
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consciousness.
She offers practical, intuitive, relatable spiritual approaches
to help you raise yourvibration and unlock your full
potential.
So today we will be discussingenergy healing and what this
means, and we're going toprovide an introduction to beam
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therapy.
Most of you guys who follow meor ladies most of you are ladies
who follow me know that I'm abig believer that wellness goes
far beyond just those scientificresearch studies, and this is
why I love to have authentic,real conversations with guests
(02:48):
who are people that I vet outcarefully, because we know that
spiritual can mean a lot ofdifferent things in this world
of podcasting and social media.
And I've gotten to know Brendavery, very well, and so I am
welcoming Brenda to my show andintroducing her to all of you.
(03:10):
So, with that, welcome Brenda.
Thank you for coming.
Brenda Farrugia (03:13):
Oh, thank you for having me, sandy.
It's a pleasure.
I love what you do.
A fellow lightworker spreadinggood information.
Sandy Kruse (03:22):
Yeah, well, lightworker, maybe start with
that, because a lot of peopleare seeing that and hearing that
now on social media.
And how did you become what youare today?
It's got to be a process ofevolution.
Brenda Farrugia (03:40):
Yeah, I was born this way but, not realizing
I came in with gifts.
I just assumed everybody hadthem.
It's really interesting becauseI do collect lightworkers and
old souls.
They seem to be attracted to mywork.
Angels and very you know.
(04:05):
Without getting too in-depthinto the story because I could
be here all day talking about it, I realized very young that
when I was sad or hurt or in lowvibration, I didn't know what
that meant.
But feeling wise, feeling sad,I could see dark entities.
And when I was happy, I sawangels, I could hear angels, I
could hear the dark talking tome when I was sad.
So at a very young age I usedto tell my mother oh no, the
(04:28):
house is getting sad again.
They're coming out, mom, weneed to get happy.
And my mom's like what are youtalking about?
Stop talking this way.
People are going to thinkyou're crazy.
So very young age I learnedabout vibration, not realizing
what it was.
Happiness brought good stuff,sadness brought bad stuff.
So my training in my childhoodwas my training and I believe
(04:52):
all the traumatic events I wentthrough have been a gift,
because when I sit with clientsnow I've been through that.
I've been through that.
I get it.
But it wasn't until my dog hurtherself.
She was a whippet and she wasrunning very fast and she broke
her back in front of me and itwas horrific.
I was pretty young at the timeand it was over a long weekend,
(05:13):
on Easter it was on a Friday, agood Friday and I picked her up
and I brought her home and Isaid Mom, dad, it was late.
So we called our vet and hesays there's nothing I can do
for your dog.
You're going to have to bringher to Guelph University.
And Guelph University said,yeah, bring her in.
So we put her on ice.
It was really traumatic andhorrific and they told us we
(05:33):
don't know if we're going to beable to save your dog, but she's
in the best care, so we'regoing to keep her comfortable
and we'll make a decision ifwe'll operate on the Monday, if
we'll operate on the Monday.
So she was my best friend.
So I was very sad, but thatweekend I was guided to, as I
(05:55):
could always hear my angelspeaking to me, a guide speaking
to the team that works with me,and what they showed me to do
was what now I understand isquantum healing.
We're just putting a name towhat I've always been able to do
.
They had me put pictures of herand me and they showed me to
hold my hands over and pictureher and me in the highest best,
where we're happy and runningand playing.
(06:16):
I spent pretty well the wholeweekend with my hands over our
pictures and imagining her backhome safe.
Well, I didn't even think aboutthis, but when we got a call on
Monday they said there's been amiracle, your dog's back is
healed.
You can come pick her up.
She'll never run again at 35miles an hour, but she's going
(06:38):
to walk fine.
So we brought her home and theyshowed us her broken vertebrae
and then a fused vertebrae.
It was a miracle.
That's what I set it out to,didn't know that I had anything
to do with that.
It wasn't until I went throughmy journey.
I got married.
I was very connected and yetdisconnected by my programming.
(07:00):
So here I am married no offenseto the gentleman, because I do
love him for the lessons Ilearned but it wasn't the best
marriage.
So a lot of things were fallingapart in my life and it wasn't
until my body started to reallybreak down where I realized
something severely long and Isaid to God I obviously don't
(07:21):
know what I'm doing, god, so Inow surrender my life to service
.
So either take me out of thisand I might not wake up in the
morning, or if I meant to do bigthings here, then show me what
I need to do.
The next morning I woke up.
I was having severe kidneyissues and they told me I could
die with them.
So I woke up the next morningand then synchronicity after
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synchronicity Again.
Really cool story.
But to fast forward, I changedjobs.
I was invited to a party and hesaid there's a psychic that's
going to be there.
And I said I don't do psychicreadings because I always
thought I was going to die andthey go.
No, no, you don't have to beread.
There's going to be 14 peoplethere, only four people are
being read.
I go to the party with people Idon't know and all of a sudden
(08:09):
the psychic goes.
One girl didn't show up.
I always do four.
I need to read you.
I said no, no, no, I don't dothat.
She goes.
I have a very important message.
So I sat with her because shesaid it's about your son.
Now, my son was behavioral.
At the time he was, they werestarting to think he's ADHD.
I don't believe in drugspersonally, but I was at wit's
end.
I didn't know what to do withhim.
(08:30):
She said your son's verypsychic.
He's been bombarded with somuch energy.
He needs help.
Get him beam therapy and thisis what we're going to talk
about today.
But what she also said to me shegoes do you realize that you
were born with a gift to healpeople?
And I see you healing your dog.
I said, oh, yeah, my dog.
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Her back.
She goes, that was you.
I said I never thought of thatand that opened me up to all
those things.
I used to suppress those giftsbecause I didn't want to tell
anyone, because it was weird.
So all along I've been healingpeople because that's what I
naturally do, and then I startedto take great effort in myself.
But first it happened with myson getting beam therapy.
(09:14):
And then I reached out to DrBeattie and said what just
happened with my son, how did hego from here to being such a
pain, to being here level?
And she goes this is when youtrust the love of God and
everything we can heal and it'sjust interference.
So she became my mentor foryears and now we're good friends
(09:35):
and she healed me and sheallowed me to understand my
gifts more and more.
Sandy Kruse (09:41):
That's amazing.
So how old were you when thathappened to your dog?
Brenda Farrugia (09:46):
You know it's funny because I seem to think I
was about 14 years old, aroundthere yeah, about around 14, 15.
And it wasn't until I wasalmost 40, like in my 30s, late
30s I realized that I had thisgift, although people would
(10:07):
always say, brenda, I'm with you, I feel better and I could see
people changing.
Because I could see when I meetpeople they're very heavy and
dark.
All of a sudden they're lighter.
I can feel things leavingpeople, but I had no idea it was
me.
I used to ask my friends guys,do you hear voices in your head?
Do you hear this, do you hearthat?
And they're like no.
And my mom always says keep itquiet.
(10:27):
You know when you have a gift,you don't even know you're
different.
You just assume everybody hasit until you start to ask and
investigate.
But I went into a lot ofprogramming and the programming
was you get married, you do asyour husband says and you don't
matter.
I just had a personal issue andthis is my theme.
My challenge in this lifetime isself-love.
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I was born with a capacity tolove everyone and everything,
but the problem was I didn'tknow how to include myself in
that and my healing journey hasbeen that learning self-love,
learning boundaries, my gift.
What I do is when I see anyone,I see their divinity, I see who
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they truly are and I imagine Iknow who they are Now.
The problem with that gift isif someone's coming to hurt me
because everyone has likethere's overlays, there's lots
of different things happening.
They're divinity.
Everyone's connected todivinity.
We're perfect just the way weare, but people have programs,
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people have karma, people haveother things in the way.
We're very multi-dimensionalbeings.
So if someone wants to hurt me,I would always think the love
in my heart can override that,but it can't in all cases.
Love is the answer, yes, but noteveryone is ready to open up to
their divinity.
So I used to walk into dangeror I would be with people who
(11:56):
wanted to hurt me, because Ialways thought the love that I
had could override it.
And my learning lesson was noteveryone's ready.
Not everyone's ready for you,not everyone's ready to open up.
So take, you have to have morediscernment, more prudence, and
that's really been a learninglesson.
Boundaries self-love.
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So it's an ongoing journey andwhen I meet authentic people, I
can now sense it.
When I meet people who arethere to hurt me, I now have a
sense, to see it for what it is.
So my gift has been a blessing,but it's also been sometimes, I
think, a curse, because Ididn't quite understand it.
Sandy Kruse (12:37):
I think when we're younger too, we don't understand
a lot of parts to ourselves.
But you know, to your point now, when I look back at when I was
younger so I'm going to go backto early 20s In university, one
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of my nicknames was Mama Like.
How the heck was I being calledMama?
Like you know, we were outpartying every night and having
a good time like true universitystudents.
But there was something withinme where it was like let me take
care of you, let me teach you.
Then, like you said, and or weforget who we were, we forget
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that, like you said, we kind ofget all these programs and we
pick them up as we age.
And I'll never forget this one,brenda, and your spirituality is
pure spirituality.
To me it's not well, don't dothis and don't do that.
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And I'm not knocking religionsor anything, but I do recall
having an experience.
I was born Catholic.
I'm Croatian, right BornCatholic, and it's nothing
against Catholics.
I just had an experience thatmade me look outward past the
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Catholic religion, if that makessense.
And I know this podcast isn'tabout religion, I just want to
make that clear.
But what I'm saying is you know, you go through all this
programming and then thingshappen in our lives and then you
go, oh okay, well, if I'm justgoing to get quiet, I'll go.
Yeah, I remember that I meantto be more like bringing that
(14:58):
back to my life because that waspure, that was something that
brought light to me.
But so I love that youmentioned all that.
But I have to ask you thisquestion because people are
going to probably want to knowthe answer.
You say you see light in people.
Do you also see dark in people?
(15:19):
I have to ask that.
Brenda Farrugia (15:23):
Absolutely actually, and it's something
I've had to deal with.
I could be sitting with someoneand really connecting to the
divinity, but then there's abeing, an attachment, something
not so nice, also talking to meat the same time.
So where it was kind ofconfusing was I could be talking
(15:44):
to someone who's quite a niceperson, but then there's a part
of them, there's something intheir field that is telling me
something completely different,like I hate you, brenda, get the
F away from here.
And it was confusing becausethat's not who they are and what
I would do when I was speakingwith those people is indirectly
(16:08):
send love to the attachment tothe darkness, because you don't
want to fight it.
You send love and it dissolvesand sometimes while I'm talking
to someone, it will actuallyleave their field and I never
told anyone, because how do youexplain that to the general
public field?
And I never told anyone becausehow do you explain that to the
(16:28):
general public?
So I've been living this likeit's kind of been confusing, but
now I get it, I know who I am,I know why I'm here and nothing
scares me.
But when you're younger andyou're talking to someone and
there's this, like I would sayI'm interpreting the energy as
what I was taught.
You know, it looks likedevil-like or scary being,
because we interpret thesethings the way we can understand
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them.
So I see this thing that's notso nice, looking at me and
talking to me while I'm tryingto have a conversation with this
person who I know is a part ofGod.
So that was a bit confusing.
So, yes, when I meet people andthey can be the nicest people
there's attachments there,things they don't know that are
interfering in their beautifulfield.
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So yes, and to your point aboutbeing Catholic, I grew up
Catholic as well and I alwaysquestioned because I always knew
God loves everyone andeverything.
And I had a really beautifulconversation with a priest when
I was younger and I told them.
I said I love Jesus, I love Godand I come to church, but I
don't believe what you guys say.
(17:33):
And he said Brenda, if youdon't want to get kicked out of
your Catholic school, just gowith it.
Keep what you're saying quiet.
But he let me have privateconversations with him instead
of confessions.
I told him I don't need toconfess to you.
We had talks about the universeand he was the coolest priest
out there, but I was meant tomeet him because he kind of
(17:56):
guided me into saying he alwaystold me you have a very pure
heart.
Don't ever let anyone harden itand be who you truly are.
Heart, don't ever let anyoneharden it and be who you truly
are.
But then, as I started to dothis work more openly, my father
bless his soul, he's passed onwould say Brenda, you can't do
what you're doing.
You're gonna go to purgatory,they're gonna burn in hell.
I said, dad, if helpinghumanity is going to do that,
(18:20):
doesn't that not make sense toyou?
I need to follow my heart andthis is what I was born to do.
So I honor all religions.
I have clients from everyreligion.
This is beyond religion.
This is about we're all one.
Sandy Kruse (18:34):
Yeah, yeah, so interesting that you say that I
had one, one situation, actuallya couple, with priests that
were not good and very, veryjudgmental, and you know me
walking out of confessionfeeling worse about myself
(18:56):
instead of feeling better andfeeling like I had a release,
which is what confession issupposed to be, right.
Yeah, and that was when Istarted to think, like you,
beyond that, beyond thoseconstraints, because I always
wondered why do I need a conduitto believe in God and to pray
(19:20):
and to do all those things andto confess?
If I want to confess or like,why do I have to have a conduit?
Yes, sometimes church gives youthat amazing peaceful feeling.
You know, when you go to achurch and a choir is singing,
it's a beautiful thing.
But I just had to go beyond thejudgment and the criticism, even
(19:42):
when I started to get intoenergy and studying energy,
which you know my story a longtime ago, and I didn't like when
a priest came and would blessmy home and see all these feng
shui cures that I kind ofcarefully would hide them behind
(20:05):
things, and then you know therewas judgment there and I
thought, well, you know, this isall just for my peace and my
good energy and my home.
So I just never understood it.
But you know, let's go beyondthis, because I kind of touched
on energy and a lot of people oftouched on energy,
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no-transcript.
What exactly does quantumenergy mean?
How's that different?
And, by the way, I just want tosay you know what, to your
point, it's interesting becauseI never really knew.
I can look at somebody and,just like you, have a
conversation, have a great talk,but something, and I always
(20:52):
thought it was the aura orsomething I don't't.
I could never identify what itwas, but I could always get this
feeling like something is amiss.
Cool, because I couldn'tidentify it or understand it,
but I could feel itenergetically.
(21:17):
So maybe let's get into quantumenergy and what that means.
Brenda Farrugia (21:21):
Well, you know there's.
I'll compare quantum energyhealing to Reiki, because people
know Reiki right.
But quantum healing is lookingmore at it holistically, that
everything's energy, we'reenergy, everything's energy.
It's more about tapping intoour mind, our thoughts,
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connecting to knowing that wehave an innate smart system that
God gave us where it can heal.
So quantum healing to me issomewhat like Reiki, but Reiki
is more regimented.
Reiki is more the practitioneris going to bring in the energy
and really follow protocol toallow the energy to do what it
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needs to do.
They're a conduit and they'renot really participating,
they're allowing the energy,which is a beautiful practice.
Quantum healing is when Iconnect to someone.
I see them in theirmagnificence and these timelines
open up and I hold them in thebest timeline and allow whatever
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needs things happening thatbrings that person to resonate
with that higher version ofthemselves.
So you know, I think the labelquantum healing really is
knowing that we are allconnected.
We're all magnificent beings,we all have this divinity, we
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all have this magic ormiraculous body, this
intelligence that works and nowwe are starting to tap into it.
People are starting to realizewhen I think positive, positive
things happen.
When I talk to my body, itheals, and we're starting to
notice the mind-body connectionwhich is in everything.
If I eat healthy food, mybody's going to feel good.
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When I meditate, I feel good.
So it's kind of this wholeholistic thing of understanding
that we are energetic beings,that we have the power to really
direct our lives and when we dothat, the energy that is around
us moves and flows in the rightways.
When I'm working with someonequantumly, I can do it by
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distance.
I have a lot of internationalclients and even if I've never
met them, they get the samebenefit if they were here.
And Reiki can also be donequantumly because they're
tapping in by distance.
So, but a lot of people whenthey want a Reiki session, they
want the hands-on.
It's part of the traditionalthing and nothing's wrong with
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that.
It's a beautiful practice aswell.
But I believe humanconsciousness is increasing and
that's why we have this termquantum healing, because people
are starting to understand thathealing can happen without us
being physical.
We're in that one field.
We're all connected.
You know this.
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When you meet someone and youlove their energy, you don't
know why.
You just love the person, youwant to be with them and we're
talking.
Yes, talking is very limited.
And then you meet someone andyou pull back like, oh, because
you're sensing their energy.
So we are very energetic, we'reenergetic beings and I think
now humans are starting to tapinto that and we have this label
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of quantum healing.
How did I heal my dog?
Quantum healing why?
Because I tapped into a realitywhere me and her were back.
She was my best friend at thetime.
So how did that?
I pulled her into that becausethat's what I knew to be true.
So it's that's more so.
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Quantum healing is like the newage term for energy healing.
It's more of believing thateveryone is powerful.
For instance, I can hold thespace for anyone, but I don't
know the outcome a client'sgoing to get, because they have
their own belief patterns, theyhave their own limitations, they
have their own journey.
(25:22):
So when I tap in to helpsomeone, some people have these
miraculous healings where theirstage four cancer is gone and
the doctor's like we can'texplain it.
And then there's other peoplethat it's a gradual thing.
I don't take responsibility forthe client's you know 100%, 180
(25:44):
turnaround or for their gradual, or perhaps they just feel
lighter, but don't know how,because it's their journey and
that was part of my learning aswell.
Sandy Kruse (25:54):
Yeah, but that's also.
I know we're going to get intobeam therapy, but you help to
kind of clear some of thoselayers so that that person can
do what they need to do to healor to shine brighter or to find
that career or to whatever it isthat they're choosing.
And I do want to mention so Ilove that you touched on how you
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don't have to be in the sameroom as somebody.
You can look at a photo you canlook at, and the reason I
mentioned this is because onething I've learned in this space
is that, because I'm in apublic space, I will sometimes
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say things that are somewhatpolarizing and some people will
really not resonate and theywill really not like me because
I say something that they don'talign with and they will send a
lot of negative energy my way,just through video, just through
photos, just through socialmedia, whatever it is, just
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through my voice on this podcast.
And I think it's reallyimportant, before we get into
beam therapy, just to touch on,because people who are listening
might want to know.
Well, I got all my pictures.
This is, by the way, brenda.
I'll just tell you this.
This is as an aside when mychildren were little.
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Now they have their own digitalfootprint, okay, but when they
were little and Facebook juststarted, my husband, for
whatever reason, he's like donot put our children's pictures
up there.
And I was like, well, why not?
Like, what's the big deal?
I didn't really understand it.
(27:49):
You know, like the obvious,like there's who knows who's
looking or who can crack throughto your Facebook page and could
be really really darkindividuals.
But then there was also peoplewho are like, hmm, you know, I
don't like Sandy, or oh, she'sposting about her kids again, or
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oh right, so people don't thinkabout that.
And I'm like, oh my gosh, Inever thought of it until my
husband brought it to myattention.
And then all of my pictureswhen my kids were little, I took
them off Facebook and now itdoesn't matter because they're
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no longer there anymore.
They're not in that space.
Yes, but can you give people alittle bit of advice on how to
protect yourself, your being, ina digital world?
Brenda Farrugia (28:52):
Yeah, I believe your husband had lots of wisdom
to do that.
Now, as I was going through myhealing journey, because I had
love for everyone and everything, I didn't understand why
someone would do somethingmalice on intentional.
And it wasn't until I had somereally very intense training in
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Ohio.
I did eight days with a PhDdoctor and a psychiatrist who
dealt with dark energy, and thereason I did that is I was
introduced to them by Dr Beattieand they were talking about
dark things and what people dointentionally.
I'm like wait a second, I mustbe very naive.
I have a lot of clients who sitin front of me saying do you
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believe in the evil lie?
Do you believe in that?
I'm like no, because you knowwhy would someone do that?
And I realized I'm missingsomething here.
So I went into some deeptraining that I was innately
brought to and, yes, everythingis energy, even if someone says
and I get this, I have a lot ofpeople that don't like me and it
doesn't matter, but I doprotect myself from them.
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But even if someone says, and Iget this, I have a lot of
people that don't like me and itdoesn't matter, but I do
protect myself from them.
But even if someone says, oh,look at Brenda, look at what
she's wearing today, thatnegative energy goes into my
field, just simple things.
So people don't even knowthey're hurting us by saying
negative things.
But then there are those whoactually like I, work with only
true love and light.
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There are people on this planetthat work with darkness and
they like it.
So now you have someone whomight, because you're in the
public eye.
People who are in the publiceye.
I always say you need aclearing, and I usually offer
them something called UnityFields Healing, one which brings
divine extra protection.
Why is that?
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It's because you're in theforefront.
You're pulling in negativeenergy from people without even
wanting it.
So there are things you can do.
For one always set theintention that you're surrounded
by love and light.
Go into a protection bubble.
I know it sounds silly, but Ithink I mentioned to this Sandy
in 2020, when I felt thatdarkness of COVID.
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I'm like, okay, there'ssomething going on here.
It's very dark.
So my daughter, who was five atthe time, was in my office and
I started playing with thesebubbles of protection and I was
doing it in my head and I wasasking for a bubble protection
All of a sudden for me and mydaughter.
All of a sudden, my daughtergoes.
Mom, why do you and I suddenlyhave bubbles around us and I'm
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like you can see it.
Yeah, I didn't tell you thestory and I thought you can see
it.
And she's like, yeah, so Ithought I can feel it, but she
could see it.
So in my mind I asked for herto have a rainbow around hers.
She said, mom, my bubble nowhas a rainbow around it and I am
a big believer in tensionAnything that you intend happens
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.
So now we have bubbles ofprotection.
So I said, okay, going forward,let's see how long they last.
So we did tests with it, weplayed with it.
I have a science background sowhen I fell into energy work
back in the day, I played withenergy work by distance, all
that stuff, because I'm like,how does this quantum stuff work
?
And it wasn't until I was 100%confident before I started
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opening my gifts to the generalpublic and I thank all my guinea
pigs.
Over the years, and I think Igave thousands and thousands of
free sessions because I want youto know how did that make you
feel?
What did you find in your life?
I was very, very in tune tounderstanding all this.
I haven't stopped learning.
I learned something new everyday.
But the bubbles of protectionwork.
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They're powerful, and the moreyou believe in them, the more
powerful they are.
So how do you put a bubble ofprotection over your website,
over your children's pictures,if you choose to post them?
I am like you, because of theline of work I do and my
understanding of energy.
I do keep my family life veryprivate for that reason, because
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if they can't get to me becausemy light is too high, they
might be able to get to my kids.
So, no, no.
So I put them in protection, Iput myself in protection, I put
my website into protection.
So that's what I would suggest.
Sandy Kruse (33:03):
I love that.
You know I okay I've used thisbubble of protection in the past
.
When you know one of my kids isgoing on a car drive that's a
longer distance and you know youget that little bit of worry
because they're going for a longdrive and they're not
experienced, or it's bad weather, and I envision that entire
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bubble of protection over thecar, like I just envision it and
I think it's helped, over thecar, like I just envision it and
I think it's helped.
Brenda Farrugia (33:40):
It helps me because I feel like I'm doing
something.
It's working.
And how did you know to do that?
Did you just innately know todo that?
No, I heard about it years ago,you know it's like a lot of
this stuff.
Sandy Kruse (33:50):
It's like you and I talked about it.
Anybody who's listening youmight resonate with parts of it.
You might resonate with some,you might go oh yeah, I've heard
that before, but when it's yourtime for that resonance, for
you to use it, it's like it'llclick and then you're going to
go.
Oh yeah, I remember that.
(34:11):
It's like Brenda, we weretalking two weeks ago and she
mentioned Ho'oponopono to me andI'm like huh, I heard about
that years ago but I just itdidn't resonate with me at that
time and now that's all I do.
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I take my Ho'oponopono walksand I thank Brenda for bringing
it back into my life andreintroducing it because it
resonates with me now.
So the bubble yeah, I had heardabout it and then, now that you
mentioned it, I'm like I'mgoing to use that a little bit
more, but I do want to, becauseyou touched on that.
Your background is in science,that your background is in
science.
Do you know?
Is there any science orresearch around quantum energy?
I know there is around quantumfields.
Brenda Farrugia (35:03):
Yeah, so you know, I did a genetics and cell
biology and in my last year ofuniversity I came across a book
called the Biology of Belief byBruce Lipton.
Sandy Kruse (35:18):
I've read that twice.
Brenda Farrugia (35:19):
I don't know.
I was very intrigued by thisbook.
I'm like they lied to us inuniversity.
They said this about the celland I kind of like woke up my
world saying why did they teachus, like you know, this, we're
so powerful and all that?
So, yes, there is so much more.
(35:40):
And now you know EFT emotionalfreedom technique.
Do you know that?
One Is that is that tapping,that's tapping, yes, so tapping
is actually getting into medicalarticles.
Strangely, I met a ambulancedriver, a paramedic, who said
they're taught EFT to calm acrowd down.
(36:02):
Wow, and this is quite a fewyears ago.
He said because you can affectthe entire crowd.
So before we get into somechaos, I'm tapping for the crowd
and then it's calmer and we getwhat we need to do done.
And I believe because I knowDonna Eden, I know her husband I
forgot his name, but he'swritten a lot of articles to get
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EFT into more knowing like tohave that medical background to
get into the articles, thescience articles.
So there's a lot of things thatare being done.
Now I don't believe that quantumhealing is a hard fact yet, but
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there's a lot of experimentsbeing done, there's a lot of
research being done to prove it.
So we're getting there.
I get invited to do theseworldwide meditations because
they're using this technology tomeasure the consciousness of
the earth and they'll doreadings all over the world and
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they'll get the reading.
Then we all go into meditationand there's thousands of people
on these calls and then they'llcheck the devices and they'll
see the vibration.
The frequency of the world justwent up.
So there's a lot of sciencecoming out there.
I do corporate wellness andbringing this esoteric stuff
(37:28):
into corporate wellness is kindof like a little woohoo for some
and I don't believe in woohoos,I think it's all science but
you have to bring it in slowly.
But I always tell them there'sthe Math Heart Institute,
there's tons of research beingdone there and that's.
Anyone can read it.
You know, like attracts, likewhen I send out blessings I get
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blessings, but when I send outhatred or sadness I get it back.
It's like a mirror and there'sa lot to prove in physics that
we are in multiple realities andI'm not going to get into that
now.
But if you want some reallylike a simple great book out
there, you know, when let's sayI want to buy a yellow Corvette,
(38:13):
let's just say I want a yellowCorvette.
I'm looking at it.
What do I start seeingeverywhere Yellow Corvettes I
never noticed before, becauseour thoughts then start to bring
stuff in.
It's a neat book calledSynchronicity from Kirby
Surprise, he's a physicist whowrites about it.
So I love quantum physics and Iread about it all the time and
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it just resonates so deeply withme.
Sandy Kruse (38:40):
But it is starting to tap into the openings of more
research coming through thatyou can't argue that everything
around us has a frequency rightwhich taps into energy, and so
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they've already proven that andhow there's more and more
research coming out on frequencymedicine right and healing
frequencies.
So even with light, with soundand all of that kind of the way
I look at it and the way I seeit, is it all kind of funnels
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into that whole world of quantumhealing right?
Even what was his name?
Emoto the water guy.
Brenda Farrugia (39:33):
Yeah, yeah, oh yeah, beautiful Right, I've done
that experiment, I've done it,yeah, so.
Sandy Kruse (39:39):
I, I talked to my plants, I talked to the water.
I know, like, listen, if if youthink I'm a weirdo for saying
that, then maybe this podcastisn't for you, but I do this.
You know, like, I've done theseexperiments, or I've used water
that's higher energetic waterversus tap water, and you know
(40:03):
I've actually, I've actuallyremoved all the chlorine in my
home, so I no longer havechlorine coming in at all
because I couldn't stand thesmell from the tap.
So even when you shower, so mywater in my home, aside from
what I can't control, it's notthat bad.
But there is truth to that.
(40:23):
Like, even right now, I'mwearing a light device and it's
light frequencies.
So everything you know, youcan't, you can't.
And and the other other thingtoo that I'm gonna say for
anybody listening to this wedon't have to have science to
explain every little thing thatrelates to our wellness in this
world.
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We have that power within us ofknowing without having a giant
scientific experiment.
That's actually my whole.
My whole thing, bre Brenda, isthat we are body, mind, spirit,
soul and we've got to take allthe different healing modalities
that resonate with our being,and what resonates with me might
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not resonate with you.
We're not robots.
Brenda Farrugia (41:09):
Exactly.
And then another thing too likesome people say well, Brenda,
if I come see you, you know,let's say, I deal with a lot of
people who have cancer, but I'mgoing through, you know, with my
doctor.
Absolutely, go and do what youneed to do.
This can work side by side.
It's not competition.
For instance, people who aregoing through chemo if they have
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an energy session, what Inotice is they have more color,
they are healthier during theprocess, because those icky
parts of the chemo can be lessicky when they have the support
of their energy and their innatesystem working for them.
We have an innate system andsometimes it gets boggled down
by the resistance and blocks,and when we have someone working
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more in tune with their naturalflow, they can heal faster.
Sometimes antibiotics aren'tworking because there's a block
and so it's all working together.
I am not against any type ofthing a client is using, because
it's all about allowing them totap into their natural ability
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to heal and it supplements.
Sandy Kruse (42:21):
Yeah, yeah.
So here's the thing I'venoticed being in this space of
social media is that there's somuch of this energy, healing
energy, this I'm an energyhealer, use these spells and
(42:43):
witches and this and like.
It's so overwhelming for people.
How do you know what's real,what's fake, what like?
How do you know?
Brenda Farrugia (42:58):
This is a.
You're asking a very trickyquestion here and I'll explain
it.
I, during my journey, havewalked into the hands of some
bad energy healers who hadmalice intent.
I had no discernment.
I trusted With everything.
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With everything, there's thegood and the bad, and if you're
in a pretty bad spot, whathappens?
You might attract a psychicreader.
That's not that good.
You might attract an energyworker.
That's not doing the rightthing and it always blows my
mind that someone said well, Iwent to this energy worker.
They didn't have a website, itwas in their home.
(43:39):
The girl didn't even lookhealthy and I didn't want to lay
on her table, but I did andBrenda, I think she sucked my
energy from me.
I go what made you do that?
So I collect people who've goneto the wrong healers out there
and they're not healers they saythey are.
So, with anything, do your duediligence, look for reviews, ask
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to speak with.
Like you know, sometimes I getpeople.
I do a discovery call witheveryone and if they want to
talk, I can give them handfulsand handfuls of clients I've
worked with to make sure thatthey're comfortable working with
me, because if you're not, ifyou feel hesitation, don't work
with that person.
Run the other way.
It's with anything.
(44:23):
If you're getting a bad vibeabout your dentist, would you
let them work on your teeth?
No, so you have to ask fordiscernment with this thing.
So, yes, there are some reallybeautiful healers out there and
there are some that are not.
And it's about discernment,going within and never feel
(44:43):
pressured.
Never feel pressured.
Even if someone comes for asession, I always give them the
option after we speak.
If you want to go, you can go.
They don't go, but they can ifthey wanted to.
Actually, one guy did go.
He was a little bit scared andhe said can I think about it?
And he left and I just let himgo.
No, no deal.
And he came back a few weekslater says okay, now I'm ready.
(45:04):
I did, I did more research onyou, I'm ready, and you know
what I thought what a smartyoung man to do that.
Sandy Kruse (45:11):
Right.
Brenda Farrugia (45:12):
No offense taken at all.
This is your body, your temple.
You do what feels good for you.
Yeah, that's a good answer.
Sandy Kruse (45:20):
Let's be careful with everything.
So the other thing I just wantto mention is a lot of times we
seek out energy healing you knowspiritual healers when we're in
a very low vibrational stateand so that kind of makes sense
(45:41):
on what we were talking aboutearlier, that you may be
attracting and in that state, sotaking time, like you said, to
step away and then use your owndiscernment, get quiet.
I'm always like I think thebiggest problem with this world
(46:02):
today, brenda, is that peopledon't get quiet enough.
Brenda Farrugia (46:05):
Oh, absolutely, and I'm a very quiet person and
I still get the messages,brenda, slow down, go within,
because I get busy sometimes,right?
Yes, is that re-centering?
Sandy Kruse (46:17):
Yeah, yeah.
Well, that's why, you know, forme, I do my daily meditations,
I do my daily walk, which Iconsider a meditation.
I consider that as part of mymeditation.
I don't talk on the phonerarely unless my mother really
needs to have a meditation.
I consider that as part of mymeditation.
I don't talk on the phonerarely unless my mother really
needs to have a conversation.
Then I'll talk on the phone.
But you know, the fact is isthat I take these moments
(46:44):
without anyone or anythingspeaking.
I say to people don't listen tomy podcast when you're on a
walk in nature, don't, yeah,connect, connect to nature,
because a long time ago, one ofthe very first shows I did was
(47:05):
about the synchronicities and Ithink when we don't get quiet,
we miss them, or if we evennotice them, we kind of shrug it
off to eh, it's just acoincidence.
Brenda Farrugia (47:18):
And you know, synchronicities don't happen to
everyone.
If synchronicity startshappening in your life, it's
because you're starting to tapinto a higher vibration, that
magnificence within you, andwhen they start to happen it's
really cool, right and like.
Sometimes it's just sonoticeable, Like how could you
not?
You know it has to be divinelyguided, but it is that quiet
(47:41):
time.
I've always had my walks in theforest.
I love trees, I love nature, Ijust love to lay in the grass.
But I've always been.
You know people always think Iwas weird because that's what I
just love to lay in the grass.
But I've always been.
You know people always think Iwas weird because that's what I
just love to do, but that'swhere I feel home.
I love being in forests.
I used to sit, you know.
Maybe people used to think Iwas a bit odd, but I used to go
(48:01):
into the forest and just sit andI'd have all these little birds
beside me.
I felt like Snow White, youknow, and that was my happy
place.
Sandy Kruse (48:20):
And my parents always knew where to find me.
You know, in Etobicoke Creek,sitting somewhere quietly, see
it's I.
Just this week, okay, before Iwent on my European trip, I
pulled out old journals becauseI used to write poetry.
I wrote in journals this iskind of what we touched on
earlier, when, when we'reyounger, sometimes we lose that
and then we go back to it andrealize, oh my God, I love that
part of myself.
And so I found an old poem andI put an excerpt of it.
(48:46):
It was about nature, because Iused to write about nature, and
so it's interesting that you saythat.
And then you know, you kind ofgo, yeah, whatever, I go for a
walk, I'll put on my headphones,I'll listen to a podcast, I'll
go and jog and put my headphones, and now it's like gosh, no,
nobody bother me.
I'm going on my walk in nature,me and my dog, and I just want
(49:09):
to be fully present to thosenature, me and my dog, and I
just want to be fully present tothose synchronicities because I
love them, because we get themall the time.
It's just we have to be open toreceiving them, yeah, so let's
okay, let's get into beamtherapy, okay because, I'm going
to say that the majority ofpeople who are listening have
never heard of it, so so isthere an easy way to describe
(49:33):
what beam therapy is?
Brenda?
Brenda Farrugia (49:36):
I'm going to do it as simply as I can.
First, the acronym BEAM standsfor Bioenergetic Emotional
Access Method.
It was created over 50 yearsago from a medical doctor, dr
Joan K Beattie.
She actually had a practice inToronto.
She just retired, I believelast year, and she saved my life
(50:02):
and I fell into beam therapy inher loving arms by accident
because my guides knew I wouldnever do something for me.
But that's my son.
I brought him to beam therapyHuge change in three sessions
and he just sat there and I justsat there going what the heck's
going on?
I've done podcasts about beamtherapy and sometimes people in
(50:24):
other countries see it and theygo I need to do this.
I'd never heard of it before.
So Dr Beattie is a beautifulwoman and she's very quiet and
she's very sweet and she's verywise.
And she always said Brenda, youtalk too much.
And I said I just want peopleto know about beam therapy.
She says the right people willfind it.
(50:46):
So we haven't really everadvertised it too much, but I've
just started advertising itmore.
Now I'm not sure how many beamtherapy practitioners there are
out there, but I remember beingI'd taken her class seven times
and then I became a teachingassistant with her and with
COVID.
All that stopped.
She stopped doing that becauseshe doesn't like the video stuff
(51:08):
.
She's more of a hands-on person.
But beam therapy is, she usedto tell me, is a catch-for-all.
And I'll just explain it veryand if you want to interrupt me,
anytime is when I get verypassionate about beam therapy.
It's one method that I do theway.
I was taught from Dr Beattiebecause in honor of her she
(51:29):
spent her whole life doing beamtherapy Medical doctor, I
believe, from Monday toWednesday and then on Thursday,
friday, she did beam therapy forpeople.
She had a waiting list of twoyears.
How I got in so quickly wasdivine intervention.
She connected with me on thephone.
She goes you need to see me andI went with her right away and
(51:51):
started my sessions with her.
So how beam therapy works, thepremises of it is we're all
already perfect and we truly are.
We're a perfect diamond that weget.
You know.
We come into our mother's tummyand our consciousness comes in,
our humanness comes in, ourkarma comes in and our ancestral
(52:11):
stuff comes in, our parents'behaviors and stuff come in, our
patterns come in.
So now we're born and wealready have this diamond that
has all these layers ofinterference.
But that's part of being humanand we go through our human
journey and we have experiencesand more resistance comes in.
Pretty well, beam therapy isguided by your higher self, your
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soul.
So I'm not doing the work, I amallowing your soul to connect
with these beings of light thatcome in and they know much more
than we do.
So we kind of get out of theway and allow them to release
whatever is no longer servingwith you in a layer.
So this is the one thing.
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This is not a one-time fix,although some clients have these
huge shifts with just onesession.
But most of us light workers,old souls, have a lot to release
.
So in a layer I'll explain whata layer is layer.
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So I'll explain what a layer isyour higher self creates a
layer of stuff that no longerserves you.
So it could be 2% of thistrauma, 5% of that trauma,
negative belief, something yousaw that hurt your heart,
something that was said thathurt you.
So it creates like a thousanddifferent things in your field.
So when I see clients ready forbeam therapy, they're in this
dark cloud and then, through theready for beam therapy, they're
in this dark cloud and then,through the process of beam
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therapy there's no touching,we're just going through a
process.
I will guide you through itYou're releasing that layer and
once that layer is gone, itnever comes back.
So what happens is, say,heaviness leaves your field we
can call it darkness, heaviness,dense energy and then what
happens is it's replaced by thatlove, that love, that light
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energy.
So after a session, yourenergetic field, your light
quotient, increases, increasingyour vibration and your
frequency.
And so when people leave asession and the session is not
that comfortable for someeveryone has their own unique
experience.
Some people can cry during it,some people have old memories,
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some people just feel completepeace during it.
So I can't explain exactly howyou're going to react during it,
because we're all verydifferent.
But I've had it done and I knowthe first five sessions I had
done I told Dr Beattie nothing'shappening, like I don't feel
anything, but something in myheart keeps having me come back,
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and she said to me this is along time ago.
She said, brenda, there's magichappening in your quantum field
and eventually it's going totrickle down.
You're just very numb and youhave a lot of trauma that we
have to get through.
Well, after that day, somethingclicked.
After five sessions, thistrigger in my heart.
I felt love for myself I neverfelt before and my whole world
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started to change.
Some people get that after onesession, some people get it
after two, some people get itafter five.
We're all very different, butit has to do with how much
trauma did you have from whenyou were in your mom's tummy to
age seven, because that's whereit's really deep in your
subconscious.
Some people just had a reallygreat life and something
happened in their 20s.
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They heal quicker, but someonelike me who's had a lot, lot,
can layer by layer by layer.
So beam therapy is not aone-time miracle, but it's very
powerful and it's a catch-allNow for some of you out there
who kind of know this kind ofstuff.
It pulls in things like pastlives, ancestral wounds, really
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deep-rooted belief patterns.
You're not good enough.
It brings, it helps peoplebuild confidence.
It gets your body, your energysystem working.
So with beam therapy which wasjust like sitting in front of dr
Beatty she's doing doing thisthing and I'm doing my thing my
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kidneys healed, my scarring ofmy tissues on my kidneys went
away.
I had no traces of thebeginnings of cervical cancer.
My liver started to heal.
I was very sick when I firstmet her because I was a mess,
but not only that, my emotionschanged, my mental state changed
.
I found love for myself.
So everything started to work.
So it's kind of this catch forall.
So beam therapy is somethingthat I do with people when they
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don't have, say, an actual issue.
It's just everything.
So it's very powerful and itcan be done by video, it can be
done in person, and how you'regoing to react during it really
depends on you.
But what I always tell peoplewhen they book that session
warning you might feel a bitcrappy before the session your
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higher self is going into yourfield picking out current stuff,
things that happened to youwhen you were a child.
We're affected by things.
We see, what we hear, what weexperience.
So I grew up in a householdwhere the news was always on.
I had so many of these thingsin my field I had no idea I was
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being bombarded by them.
So being therapy is guided byyour higher self.
Your higher self is in charge.
It knows what you're ready torelease and what's beneficial.
But what happens is you getlighter, you get lighter.
You get lighter, more connected, and you can always create new
traumas, but the stuff thatreleases in a session, it never
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comes back.
So the one common thing I getfrom people who've done beam
therapy is I feel different, Ifeel more peace, but I can't
pinpoint it.
It's hard to explain thefeeling.
I always say try it and see howyou feel.
Sandy Kruse (58:02):
Now I have to ask, because I've had a beam therapy
session for you guys who arelistening, who are listening you
kind of go through differentcategories of like wellness.
I'm going to say and I knowthat you do this intuitively,
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you don't necessarily go throughall of the categories on every
single session.
You kind of have that guidanceon what this person is open to
releasing.
Does that make sense?
Brenda Farrugia (58:37):
Yeah, so you're actually right.
So there's 10 phrases we haveavailable to us, but your higher
self, or the client's higherself, is guiding me to use the
phrases that are going to act asthe main phrase to pull out the
energy associated with that.
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So, out of the 10 phrases,usually if someone's doing beam
therapy for the first time, weuse three to five phrases and
those phrases are guided to meby your higher self, to me by
your higher self.
But what I know is, by the timewe're done, that entire layer
is now gone and then they mightcome back the next time and
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different phrases come up andthey'll always ask, like, why
did these phrases come up?
It's because I'm being guidedthat these are the best phrases
to use to release the layer.
One thing that bothers somepeople is, let's say, someone's
been adopted and their biggestissue is abandonment.
Abandonment is such a bigtrauma in your life that one of
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the phrases is abandonment andwhat I've noticed is a lot of
times we don't use it the firstfew times and they want to use
it but I'm being guided not touse it because their abandonment
issues or their challenges aregoing underneath gently under
the other phrases.
But if let's say we're going tooverride what I'm being told,
which I don't do.
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I always follow and respectwhat the higher self is asking
me to do.
But let's just say we pretendthat we were to override it.
What would happen is you'rekind of crashing the person or
giving them extra trauma torelease something when it
doesn't need to be that way.
Beam therapy is a beautifulprocess.
It's very powerful, very simpleand we try to make it as gentle
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as possible.
And then, as enough resistanceis chipped away let's say you
have a big trauma taking away 2%, 5% then when it gets to a
manageable level, we'll startbringing in abandonment in the
session.
But we're going on the guidanceof your higher self.
It's not me doing the work.
Sandy Kruse (01:00:45):
And you guys.
I'm going to give you anexample, because this is really,
really powerful.
This is why I wanted to do ashow on this.
So I myself never had physicalabuse, you know, whatever like
spanking as a child.
But to me that was likeeverybody was spanked in the
seventies.
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It wasn't.
I've always thought it was adifference between spanking and
beating.
So I was.
I never experienced physicalabuse from any relationship in
my life Not my partners, not myparents, nothing.
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And when I did this session Iwas kind of going through all
the categories and then physicalabuse was one of the areas and
I kind of lost it.
Brenda, you remember?
Brenda Farrugia (01:01:44):
I do.
You had an emotional responseto that one.
Sandy Kruse (01:01:47):
It was a major emotional response, and the
thing is, while I was goingthrough it, I was being shown.
It's not like I was like, oh,where did this come from.
I was being shown exactly whereit came from.
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I'm pretty attuned to myself,my higher self, my intuition, so
I don't know if it's that waywith you, with every client,
brenda, but it was so powerfulbecause I knew when I was done.
I'm like I just healed someheavy shit that went back really
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, really far, and so this is whyI wanted to mention my personal
experience, because I thinkit's a testament to how powerful
this can be.
Brenda Farrugia (01:02:45):
Yeah, you know what.
Everyone's experience isdifferent.
The reason I believe you hadsuch an understanding and your
guides gave you that informationthat would help you is because
you can handle it and you'vedone the work to get to that
place.
But a lot of people releasesome really really tough stuff
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without even knowing it.
They might say, well, that wasuncomfortable, but they don't
understand what it was and theydon't need to.
A lot of the stuff you releasedyou don't know, you don't need
to know.
But what's happening is youmeant to know that?
So your guides helped you outwith that and that's beautiful.
And not everyone has thatresponse.
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But there are some people thatgo oh, brenda, I just had this
vision and now I know why Ican't stand the smell of donuts,
because they couldn't findtheir kid or their parents and
they're in front of a donutstore and that smell of donuts
made them so sick because thattrauma was in their system
connected to a donut.
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So it's really neat.
So some people have these likeoh, now I know why I let men
treat me this way.
It happened from this childhoodthing.
So everyone has their ownexperiences, very unique, and
some people, brenda, a lot ofteenagers.
I love working with teenagers, Ilove working with all people.
But teenagers are so neatbecause they don't want to talk
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and their parents asked them tocome see me and they sit there
and they're doing their thing.
They'll say, brenda, that was alittle uncomfortable and I
don't know what's going on, butI feel better and this is the
weirdest therapy I ever did.
This thing is energetic therapy, let's say, but it's neat
because you don't have to havethose, those bursts of emotion.
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Sometimes they just sit therequietly release and they go.
And I've had 100 sessions ofbeam therapy All right, close to
, I think it was like very closeto 100.
Why I needed it, and sometimesI just sat there numb and
allowed the energy to go andsometimes I would be bawling
during it and sometimes I wouldremember and sometimes I
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wouldn't remember, but I alwaysfeel your experience that you're
having is exactly what you need, so it's very unique to each
person.
Sandy Kruse (01:05:01):
It's very powerful, you guys.
Okay, we are over an hour,which is fine.
I would love for you to let meknow.
Is there anything that I missed, or is that enough for this
session?
We're going to have to recordanother one.
What do you think?
Brenda Farrugia (01:05:18):
Well, there was always time to record more.
There's tons of knowledge outthere.
But what I would say is youknow, being therapies, if you
feel the call, then have asession and try it.
If you want to try my energy,because you know every
practitioner brings session, andtry it.
If you want to try my energy,because you know every
practitioner brings in their ownabilities, I'm a unity field
healing practitioner, but whenpeople do it with me it's
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different when they do it withsomeone else.
But why?
The clients I love to work withare the ones that are open,
because sometimes they'll book Iwant to beam therapy but when
they present I'm being told dothis, this and this instead,
because they're going to benefitmore.
So I'll just say, hey, listen,you came for this, I'll do it,
but if you let me go with myintuition, this is going to be
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better for you.
So a lot of clients will say,yeah, absolutely, I'm here,
let's do it.
So if you're booking a session,let's say just book like a
session and let's just do whatpresents.
But if you're really interestedin beam therapy, go ahead.
But I do offer.
I do a weekly group call and alot of people will say Brenda,
let me join that group callfirst, because let me see what
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your energy's like and see if Ican you know.
So that's always an option.
And then I have a YouTubechannel with a lot of older
healings and just things I'm notlike totally out there on
social media so I don't have thetime, but I put out there what
I can put out there.
Sandy Kruse (01:06:42):
Perfect.
So where's the best place tostart your website?
I?
Brenda Farrugia (01:06:48):
say my website Is that old school, I take these
courses.
And I'm like, oh, you don'tneed a website.
I say my website Is that oldschool?
I take these courses and like,oh, you don't need a website.
But I love my website.
So I would say it'ssobrilliantca.
Sobrilliantca is the place tostart.
You can book a discovery call,you can watch my YouTube videos,
you can join the healing callfor a low cost per week.
I run it and you know what.
(01:07:10):
It's just getting to know who Iam and seeing what it feels
like in there.
I get a lot of people that sayI was drawn to you.
It's usually the lightworkersin the old souls.
And then they'll tell theirfriends, hey, you got to go see
this girl, brenda, and they'lllook at me like no way I bring
in a lot of light.
And for those of you who areready, you're ready and you know
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what.
And sometimes we resonate,sometimes we don't, and it's
really just go with your gut,it's your gut feeling.
Sandy Kruse (01:07:42):
Yes, I love that.
I love that.
Thank you so much, brenda.
I really love my connectionwith you.
You have taught me so much.
Really love my connection withyou.
Brenda Farrugia (01:07:51):
You have taught me so much, yeah, and if I can
leave with one thing we're allmagnificent beings.
I'm not better than anyone else.
No one's better than me.
We all come in with this Godessence.
We're all divine beings andit's just that inner diamond's
there.
We're all divine beings andit's just that inner diamond's
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there.
And as you start to releasethat resistance, it starts to
show that authentic self isthere.
So if you're feeling like I'mnot good enough or I'm not who
I'm supposed to be, it's justthe call of your heart calling
you to who you truly are.
So do the work, whether it'smeditating or reading, invest
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time in you and have that quiettime each day to reconnect with
you, and then you'll know those,those next best steps for you
perfect, perfect.
Sandy Kruse (01:08:41):
Thank you so much, brenda.
You're welcome.
Thanks for having me, sandy.
I hope you enjoyed this episode.
Be sure to share it withsomeone you know might benefit
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