Author Adam Butler ( Butler’s DMT Field Guide ) shares a raw, unfiltered account of hitting rock bottom—then rebuilding his life through sobriety, shadow work, and carefully guided psychedelic experiences. We cover psilocybin vs. DMT, endogenous DMT, Carl Jung’s shadow, travel-as-reset (Redwoods, Humboldt/Eureka), and the moment a single insight—“be here now”—changed everything. This is not medical advice; it’s one person’s story meant to inform and inspire.DisclaimersPsychedelics are not for everyone and may be illegal where you live. Do not self-medicate. Talk to a qualified professional, understand risks, and prioritize safety, legality, and integration.If this helped, please like, subscribe, and share with someone who needs hope today.
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Adam Butler is a psychedelic philosopher and passionate DMT psychonaut focusing on mental health, neuroplasticity, self-exploration, and the extreme limits of human potential and ability. Combining an academically trained intellect, empathetic heart, and life-hardening experiences, Adam has found his niche in helping others overcome the fear associated with PTSD, depression, sexual repression, and addiction. By incorporating psychedelic compounds with deep meditation, lucid dreaming, and tantric practices he has changed from being an over worked, over-weight, stressed-out alcoholic asshole into a balanced, healthy, and sober friend and mentor to many.
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